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Cinnabar Shadows
Lynn Abbey
Lynn Abbey
Cinnabar Shadows
Dark Sun, Chronicles of Athas, Book 04
This book is dedicated to Lonnie Loy my accountant
Chapter One
Urik.
Viewed through the eye of a soaring kes'trekel, the walled city was a vast sulphur carbuncle rising
slowly out of a green plain. Towers, walls, and roofs shimmered red, gold, and amber, as if the city-state
itself were afire in the steeply slanted light of a dying afternoon. But the flames were only the reflections of
the sun's bloody disk as it sank in the west: an everyday miracle, little noticed by the creatures great and
small, soaring or crawling, that dwelt in Urik's purview.
Roads like veins of gold traced from city walls to smaller eruptions in the fertile plain. Silver arteries
wove through the patchwork fields that depended on that burden of water as Urik depended on the fields
themselves. Beyond the ancient network of irrigation channels, the green plain faded rapidly to dusty,
barren badlands that stretched endlessly in all directions except the northwest, where the dirty haze of the
Smoking Crown Volcano put a premature end to the vision of man and kes'trekel alike.
Drifting away from the haze, toward the city, a kes'tre-kel's eye soon enough discerned the
monumental murals decorating the mighty walls. One figure dominated every scene: a powerful man with
the head of a lion. Sometimes inscribed in profile, other times full-face, but never without a potent weapon
grasped in his fist, the man's skin was burnished bronze, his flowing hair a leonine black, and his eyes a
fierce, glassy yellow that shone with blinding brilliance when struck by the sun.
The kes'trekel swerved when Urik's walls flashed gold. Through uncounted generations, the scaled
birds had adapted to the harsh landscapes of the Athasian Tablelands. They knew nothing natural, nothing
worthwhile, nothing safe or edible shone with such a brief yet powerful light. Given their instincts and
wings, they sought other, less ominous night roosts. The men and woman trudging along the dusty ocher
roads of Urik's plain possessed the same instincts but, bereft of wings, could only flinch when the blinding
light whipped their eyes, then swallow a hard lump and keep going.
Unlike the kes'trekels, men and women knew whose portrait was repeated on Urik's walls: Lord
Hamanu, the Lion of Urik, King of Mountain and Plain, the Great King, the Sorcerer-King.
Their king.
And their king was watching them.
No Urikite doubted Lord Hamanu's power to look through any wall, any darkness to find the secrets
written on even a child's heart. Lord Hamanu's word was Law in Urik, his whim Justice. In the Tablelands
where death was never more than a handful of unfortunate days away, Lord Hamanu gave Urik peace and
stability: his peace, his stability— so long as his laws were obeyed, his taxes paid, his templars bribed, and
he himself worshiped as a living, immortal god.
Lord Hamanu's bargain with Urik had withstood a millennium's testing. There was, despite the cringing,
a measure of pride in the minds of those roadway travelers: their king had not fallen in the Dragon's wake.
Their city had prospered because their king was as wily and farsighted as he was rapacious and cruel. The
mass of them felt no urge to follow the road into the badlands, to the other city-states where opportunity
consorted openly with anarchy. Wherever they lived—on a noble estate, in a market village, or within the
mighty walls—most Urikites willingly hurried home each evening to their suppers and their families.
They had to hurry: Lord Hamanu's domain extended as far as his flashing eyes could be seen, and
farther. Early on in his career as sorcerer-king, he'd decreed a curfew for law-abiding folk that began with
the appearance of the tenth star in the heavens. And, unlike some of his other law-making whims, that
curfew stood unchanged. Law-abiding folk knew better to linger where the king or his minions could find
them after sunset.
Except in the market villages.
In another longstanding whim, Lord Hamanu did not permit anyone to enter his city unannounced, and
he levied a hefty tax on anyone who stayed overnight at a public house within its walls. In consequence of
this whim—and the city's daily need for food that no whim could eliminate—ten market villages studded
Urik's circular plain. In a rotation as old as the reign of King of the Plain himself, the ten villages relayed
produce from nearby free-farms and outlying noble estates into the city. They also gave their names to the
days of Urik's week. On the evening before its nameday, each village swelled with noisy confusion as
farmers and slaves gathered to gossip, trade, and—most importantly—register with the templars before the
next morning's trek to the massive gates of Urik.
Nine of the villages were sprawling, almost friendly settlements with walls and gatehouses that could
scarcely be distinguished from animal pens. Registrators from the civil bureau of Lord Hamanu's templarate
had become as much a part of the community as templars could, considering their loyalties and the
medallions hung around their necks, symbols of Hamanu and the terrible power a true sorcerer-king could
channel to and through his chosen minions.
Long after curfew on market-day eve and market-day night, there was usually music in the village
streets and raucous laughter in its inns.
Except in the market village of Codesh.
The first day of Urik's week and the first of its villages, Codesh was as old as the city itself. In the
beginning, before conquering Hamanu laid claim to this corner of the Tablelands, it was also larger than
Urik—or so the village elders proclaimed at every opportunity. Codeshites feared Hamanu more than their
compatriots in the other villages because they challenged him more than his other subjects would dare.
When there was trouble outside Urik's walls, Codesh was the first place the templars came. Not templars
from the tame civil bureau, but hardened veterans from the war bureau, armed with dark magic and the will
to use it.
There was no camaraderie between templars and villagers in Codesh.
Wicker walls and rickety towers weren't sufficient for the fractious village. Both Codeshite and Urikite
templars wanted stalwart towers and fortress walls that might give them the advantage if push ever came
to shove. Codesh's walls were only a third as high as Urik's, but that was more than enough to separate the
stiff-necked Codeshites from the more congenial market-farmers who congregated outside the village walls
on Codesh eve and Codesh night each week.
There were murals on the Codesh walls: the obligatory portraits of the Lion of Urik, without the sunset
flashing eyes, and invariably armed with a butcher's poleaxe, which explained what the village was and why
its insolence was tolerated generation after generation. Codesh was Urik's sanctioned abattoir: the place
where beasts of every kind were brought for slaughter in the open-roofed, slope-floored killing ground and
processed into meat and other necessities.
Nothing valuable was wasted by the butchery clans of Codesh. Each beast that came into their hands
was slain, gutted and carefully flensed into layers of rawhide and fat that were consigned to subclans of
tanners and Tenderers, all of whom maintained reeking establishments elsewhere within the Codesh walls.
The Tenderers took the small bones and offal, as well, adding them to the seething brews of their
giant-sized kettles. Long bones went to bonemen who excised the marrow with special drills, then sold the
best of what remained to joiners for the building of houses, and the scraps to farmers for their fields.
Honeymen collected the blood that ran into the pits at the rear of each killing floor. They dried the
blood in the sun and sold it underhand to mages and priests of every stripe. They also sold their rusty
powder overhand to the farmers who dribbled it like water on their most precious crops. Gleaners collected
their particular prizes—jewel-like gallstones, misshaped organs, bright green inix eyes, polished pebbles
from erdlu gizzards—and sold them, no questions asked, to the highest bidder. Gluemakers took the last:
hooves, talons, beaks, and the occasional sentient miscreant whose body must never be found.
And if some bloody bit did fall from a clansman's cart, sharp-eyed kes'trekels flocked continuously
overhead. With an eerie scream, the luckiest bird would fold its wings and plummet from the sky. A score
of others might follow. A kes'trekel orgy was no place for the fainthearted. The birds brawled as they fed,
sometimes on each other, until nothing remained. Even a strong-stomached man might wisely turn away.
The mind-bender who'd claimed the mind of a soaring kes'trekel from boredom hours earlier let it go
when it became part of that descending column of hungry scavengers. He settled into his own body, his
thoughts returning to their familiar byways through his mind, sensation coming back to arms, not wings, to
feet, not talons. The constant, overwhelming stench of Codesh struck the back of his nose. He breathed out
heavily, a conscious reflex, expelling the poisons in his lungs, then breathed in again, accepting the Codesh
air as punishment.
"Brother Kakzim?"
The urgent, anxious whisper in Kakzim's ear completed his return. He opened his eyes and beheld the
killing floor of Codesh's largest slaughterhouse. His kes'trekel was one of a score of birds fighting over a
length of shiny silver gut. Before Kakzim could avert his eyes, the largest kes'trekel plunged its sharp beak
into the breast of the bird whose mind he had lately haunted. Echoes of its death gripped his own heart; he'd
been wise, very wise, to separate himself from the creature when he did.
"Brother? Brother Kakzim, is there—? Is there a problem, Brother Kakzim?"
Kakzim gave a second sigh, wondering how long his companion had been standing behind him. A
moment? A watch? Since he snared the now-dead kes'trekel? Respect was a useful quality in an
apprentice, but Cerk carried it too far.
"I don't know," he said without looking at the younger halfling. "Tell me why you're standing here like a
singed jozhal, and I'll tell you if there's a problem."
The senior halfling lowered his hands. The sleeves of his dark robe flowed past his wrists to conceal
hands covered with scars from flames, knives, and other more obscure sources. The robe's cowl had fallen
back while his mind had wandered. He adjusted that, as well, tugging the cloth forward until his face was in
shadow. Wispy fibers brushed against his cheeks, each feeling like a tiny, acid-ripped claw. Kakzim made
another quick adjustment and let his breath out again.
The bloody sun had risen and set two-hundred fifty-four times since Kakzim had brushed a steaming
paste of corrosive acid over his own face, exchanging one set of scars for another. That was two-thirds of
a year, from highsun to half ascentsun, by the old reckoning; ten quinths by the current Urik reckoning,
which divided the year into fifteen equal segments; or twenty-five weeks, as the Codeshites measured time.
For a halfling born in the verdant forests beyond the Ringing Mountains, weeks, quinths, and years had no
intrinsic meaning. A halfling measured time by days, and there had been enough days to heal the acid
wound into twisted knots of flesh that still burned when touched or moved. But the acid scars were more
honorable than the ones they replaced, and constant pain was a fitting reminder of his failures.
When he was no older than Cerk—almost twenty years ago—Kakzim had emerged from the forests
full of fire and purpose. The scars from the life-oath he'd sworn to the BlackTree Brethren were still fresh
on his heart. The silty sea must be made blue again, the parched land returned to green. What was
done must be undone; what was lost must be returned. No sacrifice is too great. The BlackTree had
drunk his blood, and the elder brothers had given him his life's mission: to do whatever he could to end the
life-destroying tyranny of the Dragon and its minions.
The BlackTree Brethren prepared their disciples well. Kakzim had sat at the elders' feet until he'd
memorized everything they knew, then they'd shown him the vast chamber below the BlackTree where lore
no halfling alive understood was carved into living roots. He'd dwelt underground, absorbing ancient,
forgotten lore. He knew secrets that had been forgotten for a millennium or more and the elders,
recognizing his accomplishments, sent him to Urik, where the Dragon's tyranny was disguised as the
Lion-King's law.
Kakzim made plans—his genius included not merely memory, but foresight and creativity—he watched
and waited, and when the time was ripe, he surrendered himself into the hands of a Urikite high templar.
They made promises to each other, he and Elabon Escrissar, that day when the half-elf interrogator took a
knife, carved his family's crest into Kakzim's flesh, then permanently stained the scars with soot. Both of
them had given false promises, but Kakzim's lies went deeper than the templar's. He'd been lying from the
moment he selected Escrissar as a suitable partner in his life's work.
No halfling could tolerate the restraints of forced slavery; it was beyond their nature. They sickened
and died, as Escrissar should have known... would have known, if Kakzim hadn't clouded the templar's
already warped judgment with pleas, promises and temptations. Escrissar had ambitions. He had wealth and
power as a high templar, but he wanted more than the Lion-King would concede to any favorite. In time,
with Kakzim's careful prompting, Escrissar came to want Lord Hamanu's throne and Urik itself. Failing
that—and Kakzim had known from the start that the Lion-King could not be deposed—it had been possible
to convince Escrissar that what he couldn't have should be destroyed.
Reflecting on the long years of their association, Kakzim could see that they'd both been deluded by
their ambitions. But then, without warning from the BlackTree or anything Kakzim could recognize as their
assistance, Sorcerer-King Kalak of Tyr was brought down. Less than a decade later Borys the Dragon and
the ancient sorcerer Rajaat—whom the BlackTree Brethren called the Deceiver—were vanquished as
well.
Kakzim sent a message back across the Ringing Mountains—his first in fifteen years. It was not a
request for instructions, but an announcement: The time had come to unlock the ancient halfling
pharmacopoeia, the lore Kakzim had memorized while he dwelt among the BlackTree's roots. The time
had, in fact, come and passed.
Kakzim informed the elders that he and the man who thought he was Kakzim's master were making
Laq—an ancient, dangerous elixir that restored those on exhaustion's brink, but enslaved and destroyed
those who took it too often. Their source was innocuous zarneeka powder they'd found in Urik's cavernous
warehouses. The supply, for their needs and purposes, was virtually unlimited.
The seductive poison spread quickly through the ranks of the desperate or despondent, sowing death.
He and Escrissar planned to expand their trade to include the city-state of Nibenay. When both cities were
contaminated, their sorcerer-kings would blame each other. There'd be war. There'd be annihilation and,
thanks to him, Brother Kakzim, the BlackTree Brethren would see their cause victorious.
Kakzim promised on his life. He'd opened the old scars above his heart and signed his message with his
own blood.
He'd had no doubts. Escrissar was the perfect dupe: cruel, avaricious, enthralled by his own
importance, blind to his flaws, easily exploited, yet blessed with vast wealth and indulged by Lord Hamanu,
the very enemy they both hoped to bring down. The plans Kakzim had made were elegant, and everything
was going their way until a templar of the lowest sort blundered across their path.
Paddle, Puddle, Pickle... Kakzim couldn't remember the ugly human's name. He'd seen him once only,
at night in the city warehouse when catastrophe had been the furthest thought from his mind. The
yellow-robed dolt was boneheaded stupid, throwing himself into battles he couldn't hope to win. It beggared
halfling imagination to think that templar Pickle could stand in their way at all, much less bring them down.
But the bonehead had done just that, with a motley collection of allies and the kind of luck that didn't come
by chance.
Kakzim had abandoned Escrissar the moment he saw disaster looming. Halflings weren't slaves;
BlackTree Brethren weren't martyrs, not for the likes of Elabon Escrissar. Kakzim raided Escrissar's
treasury and went to ground while the high templar marched to his doom on the salt wastes.
Ever dutiful to the elder brothers of the BlackTree, Kakzim had sent another message across the
Ringing Mountains. He admitted his failure and promised to forfeit his now-worthless life. Kakzim used all
the right words, but his admissions and promises were lies. He knew he'd made mistakes; he'd been bested,
but not, absolutely not, defeated. He'd learned hard lessons and was ready to try again. The cause was
more important than any one brother's life, especially his.
Brother Kakzim wasn't any sort of martyr. He told the elder brothers what they'd want to hear and
fervently hoped they'd believe his promise of self-annihilation and never bother him again. He was deep in
his next plotting, here in the market-village of Codesh, when his new apprentice arrived fresh out of the
forest and with no more sense than a leaf in the wind.
He'd wanted to send Cerk back. Bloody leaves of the bloody BlackTree! He'd wanted to kill the
youngster on the spot. But without the resources of House Escrissar behind him, Kakzim discovered he
could use an extra set of hands, eyes, and feet—so long as he didn't delude himself that those appendages
were attached to a sentient mind.
"Brother Kakzim? Brother Kakzim—did you—? Have you—? Are you having one of your fits? Should
I guide you to your bed?"
Fits! Fits of boredom! Fits of frustration! He was surrounded by fools and personally served by the
greatest fool of all!
"Don't be ridiculous. Stop wasting my time. Tonight's an important night, you know. Tell me whatever it
is you think I must know, then leave me alone and stop this infernal chatter about fits! You're the one with
fits."
"Yes, Brother Kakzim. Of course. I merely wanted to tell you that the men have begun to assemble.
They're ready-armed exactly as you requested—but, Brother, they wish to be paid."
"Then pay them, Brother Cerk!" Kakzim's voice rose into a shrill shout as he spun around on his
companion. The cowl slid back, dusting his flesh with excruciation as it did. "We're so close. So close. And
you torment me!" He grabbed the youngster's robe and shook it violently. "If we fail, it will be your fault!"
*****
The elders of the BlackTree had warned him Brother Kakzim would not be an easy master, but that he
should be grateful for the opportunity. They said Brother Kakzim was a genius in the alchemic arts. There
was no halfling alive who knew what Brother Kakzim knew about the old ways of manipulation and
transformation. Brother Kakzim had decrypted the ancient knowledge the Brethren guarded at the
BlackTree. He knew what the ancestors knew, and he'd begun to use it. The elders wanted to know more
about how Brother Kakzim was applying his knowledge. They wanted Cerk to be their eyes and ears in
Urik.
An apprentice should be grateful for such an opportunity, for such trust, and Cerk supposed he was.
Brother Kakzim was a master beyond reckoning where alchemy was concerned; Cerk had learned things
in this foul-smelling village he could never have learned in the BlackTree Forest. But Cerk wished the elder
brothers had mentioned that Brother Kakzim was completely mad. Those white-rimmed eyes above the
ruined cheeks looked out from another plane and had the power to cloud another man's thoughts, even
another halfling's thoughts.
Cerk was careful not to look straight at Brother Kakzim when the madness was on him, as it was now.
He kept his head down and filled his mind with thoughts of home: lush green trees dripping water day and
night, an endless chorus of birds and insects, the warm, sweet taste of ripe bellberries fresh off the vine.
Then Cerk waited for the danger to pass. He judged it had when Brother Kakzim adjusted his robe's
sleeves and cowl again, but he was careful to stay out of reach.
"It is not just the men who want to be paid, Brother Kakzim. The dwarves who own this place want to
be paid for its use tonight, and for the rooms where we've lived. And the joiners say we owe them for the
scaffolding they've already constructed. We owe the knackers and the elven gleaner, Rosu. She says she's
found an inix fistula with the abscess still attached, but she won't sell it—"
"Pay them!" Brother Kakzim repeated, though without the raving intensity of a few moments past.
"You have the coins. I've given you all our coins."
"Yes," Cerk agreed, thinking of the sack he kept under his bed. Money had no place in the BlackTree
Forest. The notion that a broken ceramic disk could be exchanged for food, goods, or a man's
service—indeed, that such bits, disks, or the far rarer metal coins must be exchanged—was still difficult for
him to understand. He grappled with the sack nightly, arranging its contents in similar piles, watching as the
piles grew steadily smaller. "I keep careful count of them, Brother Kakzim, but if I give these folk all that
they claim is theirs, we ourselves will have very little left."
"Is that the problem. Brother Cerk?"
Reluctantly, Cerk bobbed his head.
"Pay them," Brother Kakzim said calmly. "Look at me, Brother Cerk—"
Cerk did, knowing it was a mistake, but Brother Kakzim's voice was so reassuring at times.
Disobedience became impossible.
"You don't doubt me, do you?"
Cerk's lower lip trembled. He couldn't lie, didn't want to tell the truth.
"Is it the money, Brother Cerk? Haven't I always given you more money when you needed it? Money
is nothing to worry about, Brother Cerk. Pay the insects. Pay them generously. Money grows like rope-vine
in shadowed places. It's always ready for harvest. Don't worry about money, Brother Cerk."
He wasn't such a fool as that. The Brethren elders hadn't sent him out completely unprepared. It was
the precision of money that eluded him: the how and why that equated a day of a man's life with a broken
chip from a ceramic disk, while the rooms he and Brother Kakzim occupied above the slaughterhouse
equated an entire ceramic disk each week, and Rosu's festering fistula was the same as an entire shiny
silver coin.
Cerk knew where money came from generally and Brother Kakzim's specifically. Whenever the need
to refill the sack arose, he sneaked into Urik following the brother through the maze of sharp-angled
intersections and identical buildings. Brother Kakzim's money came from a blind alley hoard-hole in the
templar quarter of the city, and it was much diminished compared to what it had been when Cerk first saw
it.
No doubt Brother Kakzim could harvest ceramic disks and metal coins from other trees. Brother
Kakzim didn't risk his fingers when he picked a pocket. All Brother Kakzim had to do was touch a rich
man's thoughts with mind-bending power—as Brother Kakzim was doing to Cerk at this very
moment—and that man would shed his wealth on the spot.
As Cerk should have shed his doubts beneath the seductive pressures of Brother Kakzim's Unseen
urging. And maybe the Urikites were as simple as lumbering mekillots. Maybe their minds could be touched
again and again with them never recognizing that their thoughts were no longer wholly their own. But the
BlackTree elders had taught Cerk how to defend himself from Unseen attack without the attacker
becoming aware of the defense. They'd also taught him never to underestimate the enemy.
"You see, little brother, there's nothing to worry about."
Brother Kakzim came close enough that their robes were touching. They embraced as elder to
apprentice, with Cerk on the verge of panic as he forced himself to remain calm and pliant. His companion
was mad. That made him more, not less, dangerous.
Cerk didn't flinch when Brother Kakzim pinched his cheek hard enough to pierce skin, then nearly
undid everything with a relieved gasp when the hand withdrew. Brother Kakzim pinched Cerk again, not on
the cheek, but over the pulsing left-side artery of his neck.
"Questions can kill," Brother Kakzim warned calmly as his fingers began to squeeze the artery shut.
Cerk has less than a heartbeat to concoct a question that wouldn't. "I—I do not understand why the
cavern-folk must die tonight," he whispered with just enough sincere terror to make Brother Kakzim unbend
his fingers.
"When the water dies, all Urik will die. All Urik must die. All that exists in the Tablelands must die
before the Black-Tree triumphs. That is our goal, little brother, our hearts' desire."
Cerk swallowed hard, but inwardly, he'd begun to relax. When Brother Kakzim talked about the
BlackTree, his mind was focused on larger things than a solitary halfling apprentice. Still, he tread carefully;
Brother Kakzim had not answered his question, which was an honest question, one to which he dearly
wanted an answer.
"Why start with the cavern-folk, Brother Kakzim? Won't they die with the rest of Urik once we've
putrefied their water? Why do we have to kill the cavern-folk ourselves? Why can't we let the contagion kill
them for us?"
A tactical mistake: Brother Kakzim backhanded him against the nearest wall. Cerk feared that worse
was to come, but his Unseen defenses hadn't broken. There were no further assaults, physical or otherwise,
just Brother Kakzim, hissing at him in Halfling.
"Cut out your tongue lest you tell all our secrets! The cavern-folk must die because our contagion
cannot be spat into the reservoir by the thimbleful. The ingredients must seethe and settle for many days
before they'll be potent enough to destroy first Urik, then all the cities of the Tablelands. Our contagions
must be incubated..." The white-rimmed eyes wandered, and Cerk held his breath. Kakzim was on the
verge of inspiration, and that always meant something more for Cerk to do without thanks or assistance.
"They must be incubated in alabaster bowls—ten of them, little brother, eight feet across and deep. You'll
find such bowls and have them set up in the cavern."
Cerk blinked, trying to imagine ten alabaster bowls big enough to drown in and completely unable to
imagine where he might find such objects, or how to transport them to the reservoir cavern. For once, his
slack-jawed confusion was unfeigned, but Brother Kakzim mistook his bewilderment for insight.
"Ah, little brother, now you understand. This is not Laq to be measured by the powder packet. This is a
contagion of poison and disease on a far grander scale. Once we've simmered it and stirred it to perfection,
we'll spill the bowls into the reservoir and Urik will begin to die. Whoever draws water from a city wellhead
or drinks from a city fountain will sicken and die. Whatever fool nurses the dying, he'll die, too as the plague
spreads. In a week, Brother Cerk, no more than two, all the lands of Urik will be filled with the dead and
dying. Can you see it, Brother Cerk? Can you see it?"
Brother Kakzim seized Cerk's robe again and assailed him with Unseen visions of bloated corpses
strewn through the streets and houses of the city, on the roads and in the fields, even here on the killing
floors of Codesh. In Brother Kakzim's envisioning, only the Urikites were slain, but Cerk knew that all living
things needed water, and anything living that drank Urik's water after Brother Kakzim tainted it would die.
The useful beasts, the wild beasts, birds, insects, and plants that drank water through their roots, they all
would die.
Even halflings would die.
Cerk could see Brother Kakzim's vision more clearly than Brother Kakzim, and he was sickened by the
sight. He nodded without enthusiasm. The poor wretches living in darkness on the shores of Urik's
underground reservoir were actually the luckiest folk alive. They'd be the first Urikites to die.
A chill ran through Cerk's body. He clasped his arms tight over his chest for warmth and told himself it
was nothing more than the coming of night now that purple twilight had replaced the garish hues of the
sunset. But that was a lie. His shivers had nothing to do with the cooling air. An inner voice counseled him
to run away from Brother Kakzim, Codesh, and the whole mad idea. Cerk swallowed that inner voice.
There was no escape. The Brethren had made Brother Kakzim his master; he couldn't leave without
breaking the oath he'd sworn beneath the BlackTree.
"Can you see it, Brother Cerk?"
"I see it all," Cerk agreed, then squaring his shoulders within his dark robe, he grimly followed his
companion and master down from the balcony to the killing floor where a silent, surly crowd was already
gathered. "I see everything."
That evening was like a dream—a living nightmare.
At sundown, Cerk took a seat behind a table, beside the abattoir door. He methodically and mindlessly
put a broken ceramic bit onto the palm of every thuggish hand that reached toward him once its owner had
crossed the abattoir threshold. A decent wage for a decent night's work: that's what Brother Kakzim said,
as though what these men—the thugs were all males, mostly dwarves, because their eyes saw more than
human eyes in the dark—were going to do tonight was decent.
And perhaps it was. The killing that went on in the abattoirs and would go on in the reservoir cavern
wasn't like the hunting Cerk had done as a boy in the forest, and it wasn't sacrifice as the Brethren made
sacrificial feasts beneath the branches of the BlackTree. In Codesh they practiced slaughter, and the
slaughter of men was no different.
When the doors were shut and barred and a ceramic bit had been placed in every waiting hand, Cerk
had done everything that Brother Kakzim had asked of him. He rolled up his mat, intending to slip quietly
upstairs to his room, but got no farther than the middle steps before Brother Kakzim began his harangue.
Brother Kakzim was no orator. His voice was shrill, and he had a tendency to gasp and stutter when
he got excited. The burly thugs of Codesh exchanged snickering leers and for a moment Cerk
thought—hoped—they'd all walk out of the abattoir. But Brother Kakzim didn't harangue with words. Like
a sorcerer-king, Kakzim used the Unseen Way to focus his audience and forge them into a lethal weapon.
Brother Kakzim worked on a smaller scale than Lord Hamanu: forty hired men rather than an army, but the
effect was the same.
The mat slipped out of Cerk's hands. It bounced down the stairs and rolled unnoticed against the wall.
Cerk returned to the killing floor in an open-eyed trance. His inner voice frantically warned him that his
thoughts were no longer his own, that Brother Kakzim was bending and twisting his will with every step he
took. His inner voice spoke the truth, but truth couldn't overcome the images of hatred and disgust that
swirled up out of Cerk's deepest consciousness. The dark-dwellers were vermin; they deserved to die.
Their death now, for the cause of cleansing Urikj was the sacrifice that redeemed their worthless lives.
With his final mote of free thought, Cerk looked directly at Brother Kakzim and tried to give his
whipped-up hatred its proper focus, but he was no mind-bending match for an elder brother of the
BlackTree brethren. His images were overwhelmed.
The last thing Cerk clearly remembered was grabbing a torch and a stone-headed poleaxe that was as
long and heavy as he was. Then the mob surged toward a squat tower at the abattoir's rear, and he went
with them. Brother Kakzim stood by the tower's door. His face shone silver, like a skull in moonlight.
Delusion! Cerk's inner voice screamed when Brother Kakzim's eyes shot fire and one of the thugs fell
to the ground. Mind-bending madness! Go back!
But Cerk didn't go back. Wailing like a dwarven banshee, he kept pace with the mob as it made its
noisy way to the cavern.
Later, much later, when he'd shed his bloodstained clothes, Cerk consoled himself with the thought that
he wasn't strong, even for a halfling. He had no skill with heavy weapons. It was possible—probable—that
he hadn't killed anyone. But he didn't know; he couldn't remember anything after picking up the torch and
axe.
He didn't know how his clothes had become bloodstained.
He was afraid to go to sleep.
Chapter Two
All residents of Urik knew precisely when Lord Hamanu's curfew began, but few knew exactly when
it ended. Those who could afford to laugh at the Lion-King's laws said curfew ended one moment after it
began. Templars said curfew ended at sunrise and they'd arrest or fine anyone they caught on the streets
before the sun appeared above the city walls, but usually they left the city alone once the sky began to
brighten. Someone had to have breakfast waiting when the high and mighty woke up. Someone had to
entertain the nightwatch templars before they went on duty and again when they left their posts. Someone
had to sweep the streets, collect the honey jars, kindle the fires; someone had to make breakfast for the
entertainers, sweepers, honeymen, and cooks. And since those someones would never be the yellow-robed
templars of the night-watch, compromises as old as the curfew itself governed Urik's dark streets.
Nowhere were the nighttime rituals more regular than in the templar quarter itself, especially the
double-walled neighborhood that the high templars called home. Even war bureau templars, each with a
wealth of colored threads woven into their yellow sleeves, knew better than to question the comings and
goings of their superiors. They challenged no one, least of all the thieves and murderers, who'd undoubtedly
been hired by a dignitary with the clout to execute an overly attentive watchman on the spot, no questions
asked. And if the watch would not challenge the criminals in their own quarter, they certainly left the high
templars and their guests alone as well.
The sky above the eastern wall was glowing amber when an alley door swung open and a rectangle of
light briefly illuminated the austere red-striped yellow wall of a high templar residence. The dwarven
sergeant leaned heavily on the rail of her watchtower, taking note of the flash, the distinctive clunk of a
heavy bolt thrown home again, and a momentary silhouette, tall and unnaturally slender, against the
red-striped yellow wall. She snorted once, having recognized the silhouette and thereby knowing all she
needed to know.
Folk had to live, to eat, to clothe themselves against the light of day and the cold of night. It wasn't any
templar's place to judge another poor wretch's life, but it seemed to the sergeant that sometimes it might be
better to lie down and die. Short of the gilded bedchambers of Hamanu's palace, which she had never seen,
there wasn't a more nefarious place in all Urik than the private rooms of a high templar's residence. And
the slender one who slipped quietly through the lightening shadows below her post spent nearly every night
in one disreputable residence or another.
"Great Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy strike you down, child," the sergeant whispered as the footsteps
faded.
It was not a curse.
Mahtra felt anonymous eyes at her back as she walked through the templar quarter. She didn't fear
those who stared at her. There was very little that Mahtra feared. Before they drove her out onto the
barren wastes, her makers had given her the means to take care of herself, and what her innate gifts could
not deflect, her high templar patrons could. She had not developed the sensitivities of born-folk. Fear, hate,
love, friendship were words Mahtra knew but didn't use often. It wasn't fear that made her pause every
little while to adjust the folds of the long, black shawl she clutched tightly around her thin shoulders.
It wasn't because of cold, either, though there was a potent chill to the predawn air. Cold was a
sensitivity, just like fear, that Mahtra lacked, though she understood cold better than she understood fear.
Mahtra could hear cold moving through the nearest buildings: tiny hisses and cracklings as if the long-dead
bones that supported them still sought to warm themselves with shrinking or shivering. Soon, as sunrise
gave way to morning, the walls would warm, then grow hot, and the hidden bones would strive to shed the
heat, stretching with sighs and groans, like any overworked slave.
No one else could hear the bones as Mahtra could, not even the high templars with their various and
mighty talents, or the other nightfolk she encountered in their company. That had puzzled Mahtra when she
was new to her life in Urik. Her sensitivities were different; she was different. Mahtra saw her
differences in the precious silver mirrors high templars hung on their walls. They said mirrors could not lie.
Of course, everyone was different in a mirror's magical reflection. Some of those she met nightly in these
identically striped residences were more different than she was. That was hardly surprising: the high
templars who commanded the gatherings Mahtra attended were collectors of the exotic, the new, and the
different of the city.
Mahtra's skin was white, that was one difference—not pale like that of a house-bound courtesan who
never saw the light of day, but white like chalk or salt or bones that the sun had bleached dry. Her skin was
cool to the touch, harder and lightly scaled, as if she'd been partly made from snakes or lizards. Her body
grew no hair to cover her stark skin, but there were burnished, sharp-angled scars on her shoulders and
around her wide-set turquoise eyes, scars that were like gold-leaf set into her flesh. The makers had put
those scars on her, though Mahtra could not remember when or how. They were what the makers had
given her to protect her, as born-folk had teeth and knives. Mahtra knew she could protect herself against
any threat, but she could not explain how she did it, not to Father, not to herself.
The dignitaries she met at the high templar gatherings were fascinated by her skin—as they were
fascinated by anything exotic. They handled her constantly, sometimes with ardent gentleness, sometimes
not.
The reasons for their fascination were unimportant to Mahtra, so long as they gave her something
when they were finished. Coins were best; coins had so many uses. She could take them to the market and
exchange them for food, fuel, clothing, or anything else Father and the other waterside dwellers needed.
Jewels were almost as useful; they could be turned into coins in the elven market. Sometimes, though, her
nighttime consorts gave Mahtra things she kept for herself, like the long, black shawl she wore this chilly
morning.
A human merchant had given Mahtra the shawl at one of the first high templar gatherings she'd
attended. He said the forest-weavers of Gulg had woven it from song-spider silk. He said she should wear
it to conceal her delicate white-white skin—and the dark mottled blotches he'd made on it. She obeyed
without argument. Obedience was so much easier than argument when she was still so new and the world,
so old.
Father had sucked on his teeth when she handed him the shawl. Burn it or sell it, he said, throwing it on
the damp, stony shores of the water; there were better ways to live above ground, if that was where she
was determined to live. But Father couldn't tell her how to live those better ways, any more than he could
explain the difference between made and born.
So Mahtra disobeyed him, then, and kept the shawl as a treasure. It warmed her as she walked
between the hut and the high templar residences and it was softer than anything she'd felt before or since.
She didn't think about the merchant; neither he nor the mottled blotches mattered enough to remember. Her
skin always turned white again, no matter how dark a night's handling left it.
And the shawl would hide her no matter what color her skin was.
Hiding; hiding was why Mahtra kept the shawl pulled tight around her. The stares of folk who were
only slightly different from each other hurt far more than the hands that touched her at the high templar
gatherings. Children who looked up from their street games to shout "Freak," or "Spook," or "Show us your
face!" hurt most of all, because they were as new as she was. But children were born; they could hate,
despise, and scorn. She was made; she was different.
Mahtra clung to her shawl and the shadows until she reached yesterday's market. Early-rising folk and
nightfolk like herself were dependent on the enterprising merchants of yesterday's markets: collections of
carts that appeared each sunrise near Urik's most heavily trafficked intersections. Yesterday's markets
served those who couldn't wait until the city gates opened and the daily flood of farmers and artisans surged
through the streets to the square plazas where they set up their stalls and sold their wares. The vendors of
yesterday's markets lived in the twilight and dawn, buying the dregs of one day's market to sell before the
next day's got under way.
Yesterday's markets were very informal, completely illegal, and tolerated by Lord Hamanu because
they were absolutely necessary to his city's welfare. And as with all other things that endured in Urik,
yesterday's markets had become traditional. The half-elf vendor who laid claim to the choice northwestern
corner where the Lion's Way crossed Joiners' Row sold only yesterday's fruit, as his father had sold only
such fruit from the cart he wheeled each dawn to that precise location, and as his children would when their
turn came. His customers, sleepy-headed at either the start or finish of their day's work, relied on his
constancy and he, in turn, knew them, as well as strangers dared to know each other in Urik.
"Cabras, eleganta," he said with a smile and a gesture toward four of the husky, dun-colored spheres.
"Almost fresh from the Dolphiles estate. First of this year's crop, and the best. A bit each, two bits for the
lot."
The fruitseller talked constantly, without expecting an answer, which Mahtra appreciated, and he called
her eleganta, which Father said was a polite word for improper activities, but she liked the sound of it.
Mahtra liked cabras, too, though she had almost forgotten them. Seeing them now on the fruitseller's cart,
she remembered that she hadn't seen them for a great many mornings. For a year's worth of mornings,
according to the half-elf.
Years and crops confused Mahtra. Her life was made up of days and nights, strings of dark beads
following light beads, with no other variations. Others spoke of weeks and years, of growing up and
growing old. They spoke of growing crops, of planting and harvesting. She'd been clever enough to piece
together the notion that food wasn't made in the carts of yesterday's market; food was born somewhere
outside the city walls. But growing was a more difficult concept for someone who hadn't been born, hadn't
been a child, couldn't remember being anything except exactly what she was.
Staring at the cabras, Mahtra felt her differences—her made-ness and her newness—as if she were
standing in an empty cavern and her life were a meager collection of memories strewn in a spiral at her
feet.
When she concentrated, Mahtra found six cabra-places among her memories. Six cabra-years, then,
since wherever cabras were born, wherever they grew, they appeared on the fruitseller's cart just once a
year. That made six years since she'd found herself in Urik and memories began, because the sixth
cabra-place, all bright red and cool, sweet nectar flowing down her throat, was very near the beginning of
the spiral. She'd have to make a new cabra-place in her memory today, the seventh cabra-place. She'd
been in Urik, living in a hide-and-bone hut beside underground water, for seven years.
Changing her hold on her shawl, Mahtra thrust her hand into the morning. She extended one long,
slender finger tipped with a dark-red, long, sharp fingernail.
"Only one, eleganta? What about the rest? Share them with your sisters—"
Mahtra shook her head vigorously. She had no sisters, no family at all, except for Father, who said the
sweet cabra nectar hurt his old teeth. There was the dwarf, Mika, who shared the hide-and-bone hut. Like
her, Mika had no family, but Mika's family had died in a fire and Father had taken Mika in, because he'd
been born. He was "young," Father said, not new, and without family he couldn't take care of himself.
Mika had arrived since the last cabra-place. Mahtra didn't know if he liked sweet fruit.
She extended a second slender finger.
"Wise, eleganta, very wise. Let me have your sack—"
She retrieved a wad of knotted string from the sleeve of her gown. The fruitseller shook it out while
Mahtra sorted two ceramic bits out of her coin-pouch. By the time she had them, the half-elf was stuffing
the fourth cabra into the back. Mahtra didn't want the other fruits, but he didn't notice when she shook her
head. She considered reaching across the cart to get his attention by touching his hand; Father said
strangers didn't touch each other, unless they were children, and she—despite her newness—wasn't a
child. Grown folk got each other's attention with words.
With one hand deathgripped on her shawl and the other clutching her two ceramic bits, Mahtra used
her voice to say: "Not four, only two."
"Eh, eleganta? I don't understand you. Take off your mask."
Mahtra recoiled. She let go of the ceramic bits and snatched her string-sack, four cabra fruits and all.
"Eleganta...?"
But Mahtra was gone, running toward the elven market with her chin tucked down and the shawl
pulled forward.
She took off the mask only in the hide-and-bone hut, where Father knew all her secrets, and in the high
templar residences, but no where else. Though the mask wasn't a part of her, like the burnished marks on
her face and shoulders, she'd been wearing it when her awareness began. Her makers had made the mask
to hide their mistakes. That was what Father said when he examined its carefully wrought parts of leather
and metal... when he'd looked at the face her makers had wanted to keep hidden.
It wasn't the mask that made Mahtra's words difficult to understand; it was the makers. She'd
collapsed the first time she saw her face in a silver mirror—the only time she'd lost her consciousness.
Then she smashed the mirror and cursed her nameless, faceless makers: they'd forgotten her nose. Two
red-rimmed counter-curving slashes reached down from the bony ridge between her eyes. The slashes
ended above a mouth that was equally malformed. Mahtra's lips were thin and scarcely flexible. Her jaw
was too narrow for the soft, flexible tongue that other sentient races used to shape their words. The tongue
the makers had given her, like the. fine scales on her white skin, might have come from a lizard.
The elven market was a world unto itself inside Lord Hamanu's city. It had its own walls built against
the city walls and its own gate opening into Urik-proper. A gang of templars stood watch at the gate where
the doors were thick and tall and their hinges were corroded from disuse. Why the templars watched and
what they were looking for was a mystery. They challenged folk sometimes as they entered or left, letting
the lucky pass and leading the unlucky away, unless they executed them on the spot, but they never
challenged her, even when she approached the gate at a panic! run.
Maybe they knew who she was—or where she spent her nights. Maybe she was too different, even
for them. They let her pass between them and through the gaping gates without comment this morning as
they had every other morning.
Unlike the other markets of Urik, the elven market wasn't a gathering of farmers and vendors who
arrived in an empty plaza, hawked their wares, and then disappeared. The elven market wasn't a market at
all, but a separate city, the original Urik, older than the Dragon or the sorcerer-kings, older than the barren
Tablelands that now surrounded the much larger city. Lord Hamanu's power was rightly feared in the elven
market, but his laws were largely ignored and could be ignored because the unwritten laws of this ancient
quarter were every bit as brutally efficient.
Enforcers had carved the mazelike market into a precinct patchwork through which strangers might
wander unaware that every step they took, every bargain, every sidelong glance or snicker was watched
and, if necessary, remembered. The market residents were watched by the same network, and paid dearly
for the privilege. In return, those who dwelt within the old walls of the elven market, where the Lion-King's
yellow-robed templars feared to travel in gangs of less than six, were assured of protection from everyone
except their protector.
Mahtra was neither a stranger nor a resident. She paid several enforcers for the privilege of walking
through the precinct maze early each morning when the market was as close to quiet as it ever got. Having
paid for her safe passage, Mahtra was careful never to deviate from her permitted path, lest the eyes that
always watched from rooftops, alleyways, and shadowed, half-open doors report her missteps to the
enforcers.
Once, when she was much newer than she was now, curiosity had lured Mahtra off the paid-for path.
She meant no harm, but the enforcers didn't believe—or couldn't understand—her mute protestations.
They'd sent their bully-boy runners after her, and they'd learned the hard way that Mahtra would protect
herself. She couldn't be harmed, except at great cost in lives and the greater risk of drawing Lord
Hamanu's attention down to their little domains.
That long-ago morning, when she was very new and didn't understand what was important, Mahtra
said nothing to Father when she returned to the cavern, nor anything when she went out at dusk. But when
she returned the next morning, five corpses, all tortured and mutilated, lay in the chamber at the head of the
elven market passage to the cavern. The enforcers had decided that others—born-folk without her ability to
take care of themselves—would pay the price of her indiscretions.
Men and women with weapons in hand were waiting for her in the cavern, demanding justice,
demanding retribution. Mahtra prepared to defend herself, but Father told her no, and faced the angry mob
himself. She heard herself called terrible things that day, but Father prevailed, and the mob dispersed.
When they returned to the hide-and-bone hut, Father took her wrists firmly in his hands and said cavern
children were allowed one mistake, no matter how serious, and that he'd persuaded the others that she
should be granted the same grace, because being new was like being a child. Then, holding her wrists tight
enough to hurt, Father said she must concern herself with the born-folk who were their neighbors along the
shore of the underground water. She must not endanger the whole community with her curiosity; she must
stick to the path she'd paid for, else he himself would be the one to banish her and nothing her makers had
given her would protect her from his wrath.
Father had come into Mahtra's mind then, as a warning, not as her mentor. His face was more terrible
than her own and there was a horror he named death burning in his eyes. She was powerless before him.
She learned a meaning of fear and had stayed on the paid-for path.
"Mahtra! Mahtra!" a woman called from behind, a dwarf by the deep pitch of her voice and,
considering where Mahtra was on her path, most likely Gomer, a trader who specialized in beads and
amulets.
Mahtra stopped and turned. Gomer flashed a smile and beckoned her. With a glance at the rooftops,
alleys and the other places where her invisible escort might be lurking, Mahtra backtracked to the dwarf.
Gomer sold her goods from the inside a boxlike stall along Mahtra's paid-for path. The enforcers wouldn't
object—not if she saved a bit or two for the runner who'd surely show up, demanding a share of Gomer's
trade, before Mahtra left this precinct.
"What've you got in your sack? Got yourself some cabras, eh?" Gomer knew Mahtra didn't talk much;
she didn't waste precious time pausing between questions. "So they're starting to show up in the markets?
Have to go out and get me some, maybe. Unless we could make a bargain, you and I. That's a lot of fruit
you've got there. Make you sick, it would—even you. But I've got something here you'd like better than
cabra—cinnabar!"
Gomer's meaty, powerful hand wove delicately over the compartmented trays set out on her selling
board. She plucked up a carved bead about the size of her thumb's knuckle and the same color as Mahtra's
fingernails. The sight of it made Mahtra's mouth water. She liked cabra fruit, but she craved the
bitter-tasting beads carved from red cinnabar.
"Thought you'd want it, dearie," Gomer chuckled.
She closed her fingers over the bead, shook her hand and blew across it, as if she were casting dice in
a high-stakes game, and then opened her fist one finger at a time. To Mahtra's dismay, the bead had
vanished.
"You do want it, don't you?"
Mahtra nodded vigorously. The dwarf chuckled again. She made extravagant motions with her hand,
and when she showed her palm again, there were three red beads nestled among the calluses.
"I should charge you a silver, that's what they're worth, you know—especially since you won't resell
them—but give me two of your cabras and I'll let you have them for a half-disk."
Mahtra would have made a bad bargain to acquire the beads, but Gomer's offer was ideal. She fished
the extra fruits out of her sack and five ceramic bits out of her coin-pouch. Gomer dribbled the beads into
her hand. They were pretty little things, with leaves and flowers carved all over two of them and a strange
animal she'd never seen before carved in the third. But it was the cinnabar itself that excited her. Her hand
began to warm as soon as the red beads touched it.
"Have fun, dearie," Gomer said.
The dwarf balanced one of the husky fruits against her thigh and smashed it open with a blow from her
fist. Red juice sprayed her tunic, looking for a heartbeat like blood. Mahtra didn't like blood; it was
something old and deep within her, from beyond the spirals of her memory. An inner voice told her to run,
and she did, though she knew the splatters were only sweet cabra juice.
A runner appeared a bit farther on. He was a human youth, sleek and well-muscled, typical of the
well-fed bullies who worked for the market enforcers. He stopped her. There was an obsidian knife in his
hand and an arrogant jut to his jaw, but he kept his distance as he said:
"For luck, Mahtra," and held out his hand. "Give me some of what you bought."
She'd have paid him however many ceramic bits he wanted, or gone off with him to whatever bolthole
he called home, but she wouldn't surrender her cinnabar beads. She tried to make her refusal plain, but the
youth couldn't understand her gestures—or perhaps that was only his own stubborn refusal.
"Give me half," he demanded, "or I'll tell Map."
Another sturdy human, Map was the local enforcer and a man with a temper to be avoided. Mahtra
thought of the butchered corpses in the antechamber years ago and of the three beads in her hand right
now. Three wasn't a number that could be easily divided in half. Although she and the runner stood in an
intersection, Mahtra felt as if she were trapped in a corner. Juggling the loose beads and the heavy string
sack with one hand, she fumbled through her coin-pouch with the other and fished out a shiny silver coin.
The bully frowned. "I want what you bought from Gomer. She's making special bargains for you.
Map's gonna want to know about it."
That was too much threat, too much confusion, for Mahtra to bear. She felt trapped, she felt angry, and
the burnished scars on her shoulders began to grow warm beneath her shawl. Stiffness spread down her
arms, down her spine all the way to her feet; she couldn't move. The scars around her eyes burned as well,
and a cloudy membrane slipped across her vision while the makers' precautions protected her.
Mahtra's scars were burning; her vision was blurred. She felt the silver coin yanked out of her
fingertips and heard hard pounding as the bully ran away, but it was several more heartbeats before the
membranes withdrew, her limbs relaxed and she could move again.
She hadn't actually done anything wrong, but Father would be angry—very angry. He might not believe
it wasn't her fault, even when he could look inside her mind where the truth was marked into her memory.
Fear emerged from its lonely corner, haunting her thoughts as she continued through the market maze.
Her destination was a plaza built around a broad, circular fountain that was scarcely different from the
tens of other fountains scattered through Urik. Women of every race scrubbed and pounded their laundry
on its curbstones while a steady parade of men and children filled water jugs from the four spouts. An old
elf with a crippled leg and a sullen demeanor kept watch from an awning-crowned, tall, wheeled chair. He
was the enforcer, and the fountain plaza was his entire precinct. Mahtra didn't approach him, or the squat
stone building in the northwest corner of the plaza until he recognized her with the ivory-tipped walking stick
he balanced across his thighs.
Usually he sported her a heartbeat after she appeared on the plaza verge, but today he stared at the
sky and a rippling stripe of clouds that were much too high to threaten rain. When he did lower his head and
command his minions to swivel his chair about, there was still no sign of recognition, no invitation to cross
the plaza. Mahtra feared Map and the runner had gotten here first, and feared something deeper, too, to
which she could not put a name—except that it was dark and cold, and it smothered the cinnabar warmth
she clutched in her hand.
A half-elf child came running toward her. Mahtra juggled her beads and fruit once again, expecting
another demand, but the child stopped short and delivered a message:
"Henthoren," she said, the crippled-elf enforcer's name, "wishes you to know you are the first to
approach the well since the nightwatch rang its first bells. He keeps the peace. He wishes you to remember
that."
The child bowed low and retreated. Mahtra looked toward the enthroned Henthoren, who leveled his
stick at her, giving her leave to traverse his little domain. Then the old elf went back to staring at the sky.
She raised her eyes as well, half-expecting that the clouds had fallen and darkened, so palpable had the
sense of chill darkness become within her mind. But the clouds remained distant white streaks in the
cerulean vault.
Mahtra longed to ask the enforcer what he meant, why this morning he sent a child to tell her what
was always true: she was the first walker from the cavern to return home since the midnight bells. But
asking was talking and talking to the enforcer was more daunting than his message had been, more daunting
than the unease she felt striding past the fountain to the little stone building with its metal-grate door.
There were eyes on her back as she opened the door. She hesitated before crossing the threshold into
the unlit antechamber, but nothing flew from the shadows or darted past her feet. There were no
sounds—no smells, as there had been when the corpses were laid out as examples. Born-folk had an
expression: quiet as a tomb. Mahtra had never seen a tomb, but it could not have been quieter than the
windowless antechamber and its stone carved stairway leading into the ground. She stepped inside and
pulled the door shut behind her.
Father said she had human eyes, meaning that she didn't see well in the dark, though she knew the
passageway from the antechamber down to the cavern well enough that she didn't need one of the torches
that were kept ready by the door. She did pause long enough to loosen the gauze-pleated sidepieces of her
mask and slip one of the cinnabar beads into her mouth. Her narrow jaw, so ill-suited to ordinary speech,
was strong enough to shatter the bead with a single effort. Her tongue carried the fragments to the back of
her mouth where they began to dissolve, along with her unease.
A shimmering drapery of blue-green light, the hallmark of the Lion-King's personal warding, shone at
the top of the stairway where torchlight would have revealed the maw of a passage high enough to admit a
full-grown elf. Templars with their medallions could pass safely through the light. Anyone else died. The
cavern-dwellers had another way, which could not have been entirely unknown to either the market
enforcers or the yellow-robe templars of the larger city. Using the boundary of Lord Hamanu's spell as a
reference, Mahtra stepped sideways, one, twice, three times and felt the opening of a passage no torch
would reveal, no elf or dwarf could see.
Ten tight, twisting steps later, the two passages became one again. Mahtra slipped the second bead into
her mouth and continued with confidence down the lightless slope. A faint aroma of charcoal and charred
meat lingered in the air, a bit unusual, but accidents happened in the darkness beside the water. People got
careless, lamps overturned, cookfires leapt out of their hearths. Mika had lost his family that way, but
Father was careful, and Mantra's fear did not return.
From here she should see the whole community: thirty-odd huts and homesteads beside thirty-odd
hearths burning bright in the cavern's eternal night: But there were only a handful of fires, and all of them
were wildfires, outside the hearths. The charred scent was thick in the air; Mahtra could taste it through her
mask, feel it on her skin through the shawl. The only sounds came from the crackling fires. There was no
laughter, no shouts, none of the ordinary buzz that should have greeted her ears here.
"Father?" Mahtra whispered. "Mika?"
She started to run, but hadn't gone ten paces before she tripped and stumbled hard to her knees. The
cabras went flying. Mahtra groped for them, for the cause of her tumble. She wasn't the only cavern
dweller with human eyes. Most of the community didn't see in the dark. There were penalties for cluttering
the paths; there'd be a reckoning when Father and the other elders found out.
Mahtra's hands touched something round, but it wasn't a cabra fruit. It was hair... a head... a lifeless
head. Her hands dripped blood when she sprang back.
"Father! Father!"
She couldn't run. There were other bodies in the gallery.
There were bodies everywhere, all lifeless and bloody.
"Father!"
Mahtra staggered to the gallery's end and the first of the homesteads where flames consumed the last
of a hide-and-bone hut like her own and a human woman she recognized lay on her back, staring up.
"Dalya!"
Dalya had never understood Mahtra's clumsy speech, but she didn't blink at the sound. Dalya didn't
move at all. Dalya was as lifeless as the rest, and suddenly Mahtra couldn't get air into her lungs no matter
how hard she breathed. Warmth kindled in her burnished scars again. The protective membrane twitched in
the corners of her eyes.
"No!" she gasped, ordering her body to behave, as if it belonged to someone else.
She couldn't lose her vision. She had to see. She had to find Father, and trembling so badly that she had
to crawl, she made her way down once-familiar lanes to another burning hut.
Mahtra sat on her knees a few paces short of the destruction. The makers had given her human eyes
where light and darkness were concerned, but they hadn't given her the ability to cry as humans and all the
other sentient races did. It had never been a hardship before, but now—looking at Mika's body, partly
seared by fire, and his face, split by a gouge that reached from his forehead across his right eye, nose, and
cheek before it ended on his neck—now, Mahtra could only make sad, little noises deep in her throat. The
sounds hurt worse than any mottled skin she'd acquired in the high templar residences.
But the makers had made Mahtra strong. She rose to her feet and stepped around Mika's corpse.
Father lay a few steps farther. Fire hadn't touched him; a club had: his skull was crushed. Mahtra couldn't
see his face for the gore. Kneeling again, she slid her slender arms beneath him and lifted him carefully,
easily. She carried him to the water's edge where she washed the worst away.
The keening sounds still trilled in the base of Mahtra's throat. Sharp pains from no visible source lashed
her heart. Grief, she told herself, remembering how Mika's cheeks had glistened the night his family died.
Grief and cold and dark: Death, suddenly more real than anything else around her. Crouched and cowering
over Father, Mahtra peered into the darkness, expecting Death to appear.
Death was here in the cavern. She could feel it. Death would take her, too; she couldn't stay. But as
she lowered Father to the stony shore, he opened his remaining eye.
Mahtra—
His voice sounded in her mind; his lips had not moved.
"Father? Father—what's happened? What has happened? Mika... You... Father, tell me—What do I
do now?"
You must leave, Mahtra. They will come back, and they will overwhelm even you—
"Who? Why? You did no wrong, Father; this should not have happened. You did no wrong."
It doesn't take wrong for killing to start, Father explained, patient with her newness even now.
"Killing," Mahtra felt the word in her thoughts, on her malformed tongue. It wasn't a new word, but it
had a new meaning. "Have you been killed, Father?"
Yes—
Mahtra felt Father's sadness. He would chastise her, she thought, as he had chastised her for keeping
the black shawl. She knew wrong couldn't be made right—she knew that from looking in the high templar
mirrors.
Father surprised her. You have powerful patrons, Mahtra. They will help you. This must not
happen again. You must make certain of it.
Father made an image grow in Mahtra's mind then, the last image of his life: a stone-head club, an arm
descending, and a wild-eyed, burn-scarred face beyond it. After the image, there was nothing more; but the
image was enough.
It was a stranger's face for a heartbeat, then in her mind's closer inspection, Mahtra saw a halfling's
distinctive old-young features. A single black line emerged from the scars. It made two angles and
disappeared into raw flesh again. That was enough, along with the wild eyes. She knew him. "Kakzim," she
whispered as she rose and walked away without a backward glance.
Chapter Three
Death was loose in the cavern, in the clubs and flame. Death would take Father and Mika—if
she didn't find them first.
Mahtra stood at the junction of the antechamber corridor and the sloping gallery ramp that led
to the water. The community was inflames that soared and crackled and threw countless shadows of
sweeping arms and dripping stone-headed clubs onto the rock walls. Screams reverberated off the
hard rock all around her and echoed between her ears, as well. Mahtra couldn't distinguish
Father's screams, or Mika's, from all the others, but they were down there among the flames and the
carnage.
Mahtra ran as fast as she could, leaping lightly over those whom Death had already claimed.
She'd gone faster and farther than she'd gone before. Hope swelled in her pounding heart, but
hands rose out of the darkness at the base of the ramp. They grabbed her wrists and her ankles.
They pulled her down, held her down. Faces that were only eyes and voices hovered over her,
muttering a two-word chorus: mistake and failure.
She fought free of them, sprang to her feet and ran onto the stony shore where flames and
screams made everything seem unfamiliar. Dodging arms and clubs, Mahtra looked for the path that
would take her to the hide-and-bone hut where Father and Mika were waiting. There were paths
she'd never seen before, and all of them blocked by the same five mutilated corpses who rose up
when she approached them, blaming her, not Death, for their dying.
She was frantic with despair when a wild-eyed halfling ran toward her. His cheeks were on fire
and his bloody club was the most terrible of all Death's weapons. While Mahtra cowered, he found
the familiar path that wound between the reproachful corpses and led to the hide-and-bone hut
where little Mika stood bravely before the door.
The burnished marks on Mahtra's face and shoulders grew warm. Her vision blurred and her
limbs stiffened, but it wasn't herself she wanted to protect; it was Father and Mika, and they were
too far away. In agony, she forced her eyes to see, her legs to move. One stride, two strides...
gaining on Death with every stride, but still too late.
The club fell and the only scream she heard was Father and Mika screaming as halfling-Death
battered the hut with his club. Mahtra threw herself at Death and was repelled, simply repelled.
Death did not want her; Death wouldn't threaten a made creature like her, who'd never been born—
and without threat, Mahtra's flesh wouldn't kindle, her vision wouldn't blur.
Gouts of Mika's blood flew off the club as Death whirled it overhead. The sticky clots adhered
to Mahtra's face. She fell to her knees, clawing at her hard, white skin, unable to breathe, unwilling
to see. Her vision finally blurred, now—when it was too late and there was blood already on her
hand, but she didn't give up, not completely. Lunging blindly, Mahtra aimed herself where her
mind's vision said Death last stood. She felt the hem of Death's robe in her hands, but Death didn't
fall. Death pulled free, and she fell instead.
Crawling again, she sought Death by the sound of his club as it fell, again and again. Warm,
sticky fluid pelted her. She wanted to curl into a tight ball, but forced her back to straighten, her
head to rise. She opened her eyes—
—And saw sunlight. The nightmare images of fear, rage, helplessness, and defeat faded quickly in the
bright light of morning. Since escaping the cavern, Mahtra had had this same nightmare, with its hopeless
ending, whenever she'd fallen asleep. Its terrors were at least familiar, which was not true of her
surroundings.
And be seen through them.
Mahtra felt her nakedness as an afterthought, but reacted swiftly, tucking the coverlet tightly around
her lest she be seen by someone uninvited. There was no one watching. She was alone, as far as she
could tell, in this bright bedchamber, and there was no one in the next chamber, which she could see
through an open doorway.
Her gown was neatly folded on a chest at the foot of the bed. Her belt and coin pouch were on top of
the dress; her sandals had been cleaned, oiled, and set beside them. And her mask—her mask wasn't on
the chest. Mahtra's hands leapt to her face. The mask wasn't there, either. She kept her fingers pressed
over what the makers had given her for a mouth and nose and racked her memory for the places she had
been last night.
Not this room. Not any room. Not since she'd staggered out of the cavern many days ago.
As soon as she'd felt the sun on her face, Mahtra had made her way to the high templar quarter, but
she hadn't gone back to her old eleganta life. She hadn't been inside any residence. She'd hied herself to
House Escrissar and sat herself down on the alleyway doorsill. House Escrissar was locked up, boarded up.
It had been that way for a long time—not a year, but still a long time. Before it was locked and boarded,
Mahtra had been a frequent visitor, entering at sunset through this alleyway door, leaving again at dawn.
Mahtra had met Lord Escrissar when her life in Urik was very new. He had noticed her admiring
cinnabar beads in a market plaza. He'd bought her a bulging handful and then invited her to visit him at his
residence. And because Lord Escrissar had worn a mask and because he'd made her feel welcome, she'd
accepted his invitation that night and every night for all the years thereafter, until he had vanished and his
residence had been sealed.
She'd been comfortable in House Escrissar, where everyone wore masks. Everyone except Kakzim.
The halfling was a slave, and slaves did not wear masks. Their scarred cheeks, etched in black with a
house crest, were masks enough.
Mahtra didn't understand slavery. She had little contact with the scarred drudges who hovered silently
in the shadows of every high templar residence. There were drudge slaves in House Escrissar, but Kakzim
was not one of them. Kakzim mingled with his master's guests and offered her gifts of gold and silver.
By then she knew that the high templars and their guests found her fascinating. She knew what to
expect when she led them to the little room Lord Escrissar had set aside for her, deep within his residence,
but Kakzim did not ask her to remove the mask, nor any of the other things to which she'd grown
accustomed. He wanted to study the burnished marks on her shoulders, and she permitted that until he tried
to study them with a tiny, razor-sharp knife. She protected herself so fast that when her vision cleared
again, almost everything in the room was broken and Kakzim was slumped unconscious in the farthest
corner.
Mahtra expected Lord Escrissar to chastise her, as Father would have if she'd wrought such damage
underground, but the high templar apologized and gave her a purse with twenty gold coins in it. She went
back to House Escrissar many, many times after that; she didn't started visiting the other residences in the
quarter until after House Escrissar was boarded up. She saw Kakzim almost every time, but he'd learned
his lesson and kept his distance.
When Lord Escrissar first disappeared, there had been new rumors every night, whichever high
templar residence she had visited. Lord Escrissar, she had learned, had had no friends among his peers and
wasn't missed; his guests wore masks when they had come to his entertainments because they had not
wished their faces to be noticed. Eventually the rumors had stopped flowing.
No one came back to House Escrissar; none came to find Mahtra sitting there, clutching that same
purse he had given her.
Mahtra had no friends left, not even Lord Escrissar, who'd never shown her his true face. With both
Father and Mika dead, there was no one to miss her, either. She sat on the sill of Lord Escrissar's
residence, hoping he'd know she was waiting for him, hoping he'd come back from wherever he was,
hoping he'd help her find Kakzim.
Hope was all Mahtra had as one day became the next and another without anyone coming to the door.
She was hungry, but after so much waiting, she was afraid to leave the alley, for surely Lord Escrissar
would return the moment she turned her back in the next intersection. The night-watch, which had a post on
the rooftop at the back of the alley, tossed her their bread crusts when they went off duty. Between those
mouthfuls of dry bread and water in the residence cistern, which had not been tapped since the last Tyr
storm, Mahtra survived and waited.
And Mahtra didn't do things not of her own will. Kakzim and the enforcers of the elven market had
learned that lesson. She could not have been forced here. She must have entered willingly, and removed her
mask the same way. But she remembered nothing between the alley and the bedchamber except her
nightmare.
The cold, hard presence of fear, which had become Mahtra's most constant companion since the
cavern, reasserted itself around her. She curled inward until her forehead touched her toes and her face
was completely hidden. The coverlet couldn't warm her, nor could her own hands chafing her skin. Her
body shivered from an inner chill and tears her eyes couldn't shed.
"Ah—you are awake, child. There is water here for washing, then you must dress yourself, yes? The
august emerita waits for you in the atrium."
Mahtra raised her head cautiously, with her fingers splayed over her malformed face, leaving gaps for
her eyes. A human youth stood in the doorway with a bundle of linen in his arm. He was well fed and well
groomed, with only a few faint lines on his tanned cheeks to proclaim his status in this place. She knew in
an instant she'd never seen him before. Except for Kakzim, she'd encountered no slaves who'd stare so
boldly at a freewoman.
She wanted to tell him to go away, or to ask where she was and who the august emerita might be,
since she knew no one by that name or title. But, that was talking and, especially without her mask, she
didn't talk to strangers. So, she glowered at him instead, and without thinking stuck her tongue at him, as
Mika had done whenever she told him to do something he didn't want to do. The slave yelped and jumped
backward, nearly dropping his bundle of cloth. He turned and fled the room without another glance at her.
For several heartbeats, Mahtra listened to his sandals slapping; the august emerita lived in a very large
residence.
Her mask could be anywhere. It could be in the next room, but more likely it was in the atrium, with the
august emerita. If she could face Death every night in her dreams, she could face the august emerita. The
sooner she did, the sooner she could get out of here and back to her vigil outside House Escrissar. Mahtra
made good use of the wash-stand first. Life by the underground water had spoiled her for the city's
scarcity. Even here, in what was plainly an important place, the basin was barely large enough for her
hands and the water was used up before she felt completely clean.
It was better than nothing, much better than the grit and grime she'd accumulated sitting in the
alleyway. Her skin was white again, a stark contrast with her midnight gown, which had been brushed and
shaken with sweet leaves before it was folded. She found her shawl beneath her gown. It, too, had been
handled carefully by the august emerita— or her slaves. In lieu of her mask, Mahtra wrapped the shawl
over her head, the way the wild elves did when they visited Henthoren in the elven market.
The youthful slave had not returned; Mahtra set out alone to find the august emerita in her atrium. It
wasn't difficult. An examination of the roofs and walls revealed by the bedchamber window had convinced
her that she was, indeed, still in the high, templar quarter where all the residences were laid out in squares
and the atrium was the square at the center of everything else. She made mistakes—the residences weren't
identical, except on the outside—but she saw no one and no one saw her. Aside from the vanished slave
and the august emerita for whom she was searching, Mahtra seemed to be the only person wherever she
went.
She thought she was still alone when she reached the atrium. At the heart of the august emerita's
residence was a wonder of trees and vines, leaves and flowers in such profusion that, suddenly, Mahtra
understood growing as she hadn't understood it before. The atrium was filled with sounds as well, sounds
she had never heard before. Most of the sounds came from birds and insects in brightly colored wicker
cages, but the most fascinating sound came from the atrium fountain.
Lord Escrissar's residence had an atrium and a fountain, of course, but his fountain was nothing like the
august emerita's fountain where water sprayed and spilled from one shallow, pebble-filled bowl to another,
dulling the background noise of Urik so much that it could scarcely be heard. And the pebbles themselves
sparkled in many colors —and some of them were the rusty-red of cinnabar! One cinnabar pebble from the
fountain's largest bottom bowl surely wouldn't be missed.
She heard laughter then, from two places: to her right, where the slave held his sides as he giggled, and
behind, where a human woman—the august emerita—sat behind a wicker table and laughed without
moving her lips.
"Ver guards his treasure well, child," the emerita said. "Take your cinnabar pebble from another bowl."
Mahtra was wary—how could the woman have known she wanted a cinnabar pebble?—but she was
clever enough about the ways of high templars to know she should take what had been granted without
delay. And the august emerita was a high templar. Though she wrapped her ancient body in layers of sheer
silk just like a courtesan, there was a heavy gold medallion hanging around her withered neck. Mahtra
snatched the biggest red pebble she could see, then, while it was still dripping, stuffed it in her mouth.
"Good. Now, come, sit down and have something more nourishing to eat."
There was a plate of things on the wicker table... pinkish-orange things with too many legs and wispy
eyestalks that were still moving and were nothing that Mahtra wanted to eat.
"Benin, go to the pantry and fetch up a plate of fruit and dainties. Our guest has a delicate palate."
She didn't want fruit, Mahtra thought as the slave departed. She wanted her mask; she wanted to
leave, she wanted to return to her vigil outside House Escrissar.
"Sit down, child," the woman said with a sigh.
Despite the sigh—or possibly because of it—Mahtra hied herself to a chair and sat.
"How many days and nights have you been waiting, child?"
Mahtra considered the layers in her memory: More than two, she was sure of that. Three or four?
"Three or four, child—try ten. You'd been sitting there for ten days and nights!"
Ten—that was more than she'd imagined, but what truly jolted Mahtra was the realization that, like
Father, the august emerita could skim the words of her thoughts from her mind's surface. So she thought
about her mask, and how badly she wanted it.
The woman smiled a high templar's knowing smile. She looked a little like Father, with creases across
her face and streaks in her hair that were as white as Mahtra's own skin. Her eyes, though, were nothing
like Father's. They were dark and hard, like Lord Escrissar's eyes, which she'd seen through the holes of
his mask. All the high templars had eyes like that.
"All of us have been tempered like the finest steel, child. Tell me your name—ah, it's Mahtra. I thought
so. Now, Mahtra—"
But she hadn't thought the word of her name. The august emerita had plunged deep into her mind to
pluck out her name. That roused fear and, more than fear, a sense that she was unprotected, and that made
the marks on her shoulders tingle.
I mean you no harm, Mahtra. I'm no threat to you.
Mahtra felt the makers' protection subside as it had never done before, except in her nightmares when
Death ignored her. This was no dream. The woman had done something to her, Mahtra was sure of that.
She couldn't protect herself, and learned yet another expression for fear.
"No harm, Mahtra. Your powers will return, but were I you, child, I'd learn more about them. I'm long
past the days when helplessness excited me, but—as you've noticed—I'm an old woman, and you won't
find many like me. I want only to know why you've sat on the doorsill of House Escrissar these last ten
days. Don't you know Elabon's dead?"
Dead? Dead like Father, like Mika, and all the others in the cavern? What hope had she of finding
Kakzim if Lord Escrissar was dead?
Mahtra lowered her head. She was cold and, worse than shivering, she felt alone, without the powerful
patrons Father mentioned in his last words to her. Blinding pressure throbbed behind her eyes and strange
high-pitched sounds brewed in her throat. She couldn't cry, but she couldn't stop trying, any more than she
could bring back the makers' protection.
Suddenly, there was warmth, but not from within. The high templar had left her chair. She stood behind
Mahtra, massaging her neck.
"How witless of me," the august emerita said.
Lord Escrissar had used the same words in his apology after he'd left her alone with Kakzim. There
was more pressure behind her eyes, more sound brewing in her sore throat. The coincidence had been too
great; Mahtra couldn't bear the pain any longer. She slumped sideways, and only the considerable strength
in the old templar's arm kept her from falling to the floor.
Mahtra was ready to tell someone—anyone—what had happened, but it was very difficult to keep her
thoughts dear enough for the august emerita to understand without saying the words, however poorly, as
they formed in her mind. And without her mask, Mahtra was too self-conscious to speak. So, when Bettin
returned to the atrium with a plate of sliced fruits and other appetizing morsels, the high templar sent him off
after the mask.
"You'll eat everything on that plate first, child."
Eating, like talking, made Mahtra uncomfortable, but the light of food had awakened her stomach and
the august emerita was not a person to be disobeyed. Mahtra ate with her fingers, ignoring the sharp-edged
knife and sharp-tined fork the slave, Bettin, had laid beside the plate. She'd seen much devices before, in
other high templar residences, and knew they were more polite, more elegant, than fingertips. She was
eleganta, though, not elegant, and she made do with sticking her fingers under the concealing folds of her
thawl. The august emerita didn't say anything about Mahtra's manners; the august emerita seemed to have
forgotten the had a guest.
Clutching an ornate walking-stick as if it were a weapon rather than a crutch, the old woman paced
circles around her fountain and her trees. She wasn't the tallest human woman Mahtra had ever seen, but
she was just about the straightest: her shoulders stayed square above her hips as she took-her measured
steps, and her nose pointed forward only, never to either side, even when Mahtra accidently hudged her
unused fork, and it skidded and clattered loudly to the mosaic floor.
Yet the august emerita was paying attention to her. She returned to her own chair on the opposite side
of the table as soon as Mahtra had swallowed the last morsel of the last sweet-meat pastry. Bettin
appeared, suddenly and silently, out of nowhere and disappeared the same way once he'd deposited
Mahtra's mask on the table beside his master. Like her clothes and sandals, the mask had been carefully
tended. Its leather parts had been oiled, the metal parts, polished, and the cinnabar-colored suede that would
touch her skin once she fastened the mask on had been brushed until it was soft and fragrant again. The
august emerita looked aside while Mahtra adjusted the clasps that held the mask in place.
"Now, child, from the beginning."
The beginning was a hot, barren wasteland, with the makers behind her and the unknown in front of
her. It was running until she couldn't run anymore. It was falling onto her hands and knees, resting, then
rising and running some more—
"The cavern, Mahtra. Begin again with the cavern however many days ago it was. You lived by the
reservoir. You were going home. What happened? What did you see? What did this Father-person say to
you?"
Perhaps it was only the sun moving overhead, but the creases in the august emerita's face seemed to
have gotten deeper and her eyes even harder than they'd been before. She sat on the edge of her chair, as
arrow-straight as she'd paced, with her palms resting lightly on the pommel of the walking stick. The
pommel was carved in the likeness of a hooded snake with yellow gemstones for its eyes. Mahtra couldn't
decide if the snake or the august emerita herself unnerved her more.
She went back to that not-so-long-ago morning and retraced her steps: cabra fruits, cinnabar beads,
and Henthoren's eerie message. The snake's eyes didn't blink, and neither—or so it seemed—had the high
templar's. Indeed, there was no reaction from the far side of the table until Mahtra came to the very end of
her tale.
"... Father said he'd been killed with Mika and the others. He gave me an image of the man who'd
killed them. He said... He said I had patrons who could make certain no one else was killed. I knew the
man in Father's last image, Lord Escrissar's halfling slave, Kakzim. So I went to Lord Escrissar—to House
Escrissar—to wait for him."
The august emerita was on her feet again, and pacing, holding her snake-stick but not using it. Her free
hand rose to the medallion she wore, then fell to her side.
"You had no right to live there. The reservoir is a proscribed place; you saw King Hamanu's wards and
circumvented them. The one you call 'Father,' broke the king's law living there and taking you there. Urik
has places for those who cannot work or have no kin. They'd all be alive if they lived within the law where
the templarate could protect them."
The august emerita's stick struck the mosaic a second time. "Ask him," she said, thereby reminding
Mahtra that her thoughts were not private here.
She took her thoughts back to the cavern, then, and Father's last image.
"Yes, yes—" the old woman said wearily. "The wheels of fortune'? chariot turn fair and strange, child.
None of you should have been living beside the reservoir, and you should have been among them when
catastrophe struck. Had the wheel turned as it should have turned, there'd be no tale to tell or no one to tell
it. But Kakzim... Damn Elabon!" She struck her stick loud enough to disturb her caged birds and insects.
"He was warned."
Not knowing whether "he" was Kakzim or Lord Escrissar, Mahtra closed her eyes and tried very hard
to think of neither man. It must have worked; the august emerita started pacing again.
"This is more than I can know: Elabon's mad slave and Urik's reservoir. I have been too long behind
my own walls, do you understand me, Mahtra?"
Mahtra didn't, but she nodded, and the woman did not skim her thoughts to know she'd lied.
"I do not go to the bureau. I do not go to the court. I am emerita; I've put such things behind me. I
cannot pick them up again. I mistook your purpose on his doorstep, child. I thought you were his, or carrying
his, that's all. In my dreams I saw nothing like this. Damn Elabon!"
The old woman strode to a wall where hung several knotted silk ropes that Mahtra had not noticed
before. She yanked on one that was twisted black and gold and another that was plain blue, then turned to
Mahtra.
"Follow me. I will write a message for you. That is all I dare do. There would be too many questions,
too much risk. There is only one who can look and listen and act."
A message for her, and written, too. Mahtra shivered as she rose from the table. Writing was
forbidden. Lord Escrissar and Father both had warned her that she must never try to master its secrets;
Lord Escrissar and Father had almost never given her the same advice. But the august emerita was going
to write a message for her. Surely this was what Father meant when he said her powerful patrons would
help her.
Mahtra snatched another cinnabar pebble from Ver's fountain, then hurried to keep up with the
fast-striding woman. They wound up in a smaller room where the only furnishings were another table,
another chair, and shelf upon shelf of identical chests, each with a green-glowing lock. On the wall behind
the table someone had painted a fresco-portrait of Lord Hamanu. The Lion-King glowered at Mahtra
through gemstone eyes while the august emerita snipped a corner off a fresh sheet of parchment and
covered it with bold, red lines of ink.
Two more human slaves, neither of whom was Benin but who were like him in all other ways—lithe,
tanned, and lightly scarred—joined them. Mahtra guessed that one of them was the blue rope while the
other was the black-and-gold, but she had no way of knowing for certain, and the august emerita did not
address them by name.
"You will accompany Mahtra to the palace. Show this to the sergeant at the gate, and the instigator,
too—but don't give it to them, and don't let Mahtra out of your sight until you reach the golden doors. Stay
with her. Show my words to anyone who challenges you."
She folded the parchment, struck a tinder stick with flint and steel, and then lit a shiny black candle.
She sealed the parchment with a glistening blob of wax. One of the two slaves took the candle from her
hand and extinguished it. The other handed her a stone rod as long as her forearm and topped with the
carving of a skull. Black wax and a skull. The symbols and their meanings were inescapable: the august
emerita was—or had been—a deadheart, a necromancer at the very least; but considering the way this
necromancer plucked the thoughts of the living, more likely, an interrogator, like Lord Escrissar himself, and
one of the Lion's cubs.
Mahtra cried out when the august emerita hammered the rod against the wax. She felt foolish
immediately, but these two slaves were not the laughing, teasing sort that Bettin was. Or perhaps they, like
her, were overwhelmed by the old woman's intentions.
"This should be sufficient." She handed the sealed parchment to the slave who'd held the rod. "It
shouldn't be opened at all until you reach the golden doors. But if it is, remember the face well. Remember
all their faces, their masks, their names, if you hear them."
No one had dared tamper with Kakzim. Not even the august emerita.
* * *
Sobered and chastened, Mahtra accompanied the two slaves from the templar quarter and through the
wide-open gates of Hamanu's palace. The courtyard was as vast as the cavern, but open to the sky and
dazzling in the midday sun. Here and there clots of templars, nobles, and wealthy merchants conducted their
business. She recognized some of them. They recognized her by pretending not to. And though the air was
dead still and the heat oppressive, Mahtra hid herself within her shawl.
They were hailed at the inner gate by a war bureau sergeant and a civil bureau instigator, each in a
yellow robe with the distinctive and appropriate sleeve banding. The war bureau sergeant wanted to carry
the message himself to the next post. He told the two slaves that they were dismissed, but he withdrew his
order when the taller slave said:
"I will remember your face."
After that they traveled through a smaller courtyard where trees grew and fountains squandered their
water. Threads of gold and copper were woven in the sleeves of the templars they encountered next, and
more metal still in the sleeves of the third pair who stood at the mighty doors of the palace proper. Mighty
doors, but not golden ones— Mahtra and her two companions were passed to a fourth and finally a fifth
pair of templars—high templars, with masks and other-colored robes—before they came to a closed but
unguarded pair of golden doors.
"You've done well," one of the masked templars said to the slaves. "Remember us to the august
emerita. We wish her continued peace." He took the black-sealed parchment, then opened one of the
golden doors. "Wait in here," he said, and as quickly as that, Mahtra was completely alone.
She found herself in an austere chamber no larger than the august emerita's atrium, but empty, save for
a single black marble bench; and quiet, save for the gentle cascade of water flowing over the great black
boulder in front of the bench. There was no source for the water. Its presence, its endless movement, had
to be the manifestation of powerful magic.
Mahtra had learned a few useful things in House Escrissar, like where to sit when she didn't know
what to expect next. She headed for that part of the wall that was farthest from the rock and yet afforded a
clear view of the now-shut golden doors. It was no different than sitting on Lord Escrissar's doorsill, except
the door was in front of her, not behind.
"Have you been waiting long?"
The doors hadn't opened, the young man hadn't come through them, and she nearly leapt out of her skin
at the sound of his voice.
"Did I frighten you?"
She shook her head. Surprise was one thing, fright another, and she knew the difference well enough.
He'd surprised her, but he wasn't frightening. With his lithe limbs and radiant tan, he could have been one of
the august emerita's slaves, if his cheeks hadn't been as flawless as the rest of him. As he was, with those
unmarked cheeks and wearing little more than his long, dark hair and a length of bleached linen wound
around his body, she took him for eleganta, like herself.
"Who are you waiting for?" he asked, standing in front her and offering his hand.
Without answering the question, she accepted help she didn't need. He was stronger than Mahtra
expected, leaving her with the sense of being set down on her feet rather than lifted up to them. Indeed,
there seemed something subtly amiss in all his aspects, not a disguise, but not quite natural either. He was
like no one she'd known, as different as she was, herself.
In the space of a heartbeat, Mahtra decided that the eleganta was made, not born. That he was what
the makers meant when they called her a mistake.
"I am waiting for your lord, King Hamanu," she answered slowly and with all her courage.
"Ah, everybody waits for Hamanu. You may wait a long time."
He led her toward the bench where she sat down again, though he did not sit beside her.
"What will you tell him when he gets here? — If he gets here."
"If I tell you, will you tell me about the makers?"
"Those makers," he said after a moment, confirming her suspicions and her hopes. "It's been a very
long time, but I can tell you a little about them... after you tell me what you're going to tell Hamanu."
What he'd just told her was enough: a very long time. Made folk didn't grow up. She hadn't changed in
the seven years she could remember. He hadn't changed in a very long time. They weren't like Father or
the august emerita; they didn't grow old.
Mahtra began her story at the august emerita's beginning and this seemed to satisfy her made
companion, though he interrupted, not because he hadn't understood, but with questions: How long had
Gomer been selling her cinnabar beads? What did Henthoren look like and had she ever met any other
elven market enforcers? Did she know the punishment for evading Hamanu's wards was death by
evisceration?
She hadn't, and decided not to ask what evisceration was. He didn't tell her, either, and that convinced
her that he wasn't skimming words from her mind, but understood her as Mika had.
When she had finished, he told her that the water-filled tavern was Urik's most precious treasure. "All
Hamanu's might and power would blow away with the sand if anything fouled that water-hoard. He will
reward you well for this warning."
Reward? What did Mahtra want with a reward? Father and Mika were gone. She had only herself to
take care of, and she didn't need a reward for that. "I want to kill them," she said, surprising herself with
the venom and anger in her voice. "I want to kill Kakzim."
A dark eyebrow arched gracefully, giving Mahtra a clearer view of a dark amber eye. His face was, if
anything, more expressive than a born-human face, which told her what the makers could have done, if they
hadn't made mistakes with her.
"Would you? Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy takes many forms. If you wish vengeance, Hamanu can
arrange that, too."
The eleganta smiled then, a perfect, full-lipped smile that sent a chill down Mahtra's spine, and she
thought she would take whatever reward the Lion-King offered, leaving the vengeance to others. His smile
faded, and she asked for his side of their bargain.
"Tell me about the makers—you promised."
"They are very old; they were old when the Dragon was born, older still when he was made—"
Behind her mask, Mahtra gasped with surprise: one life, both born and made!
"Yes," he said, with a quick, almost angry, twitch of his chin. "They do not make life, they make
changes, and their mistakes cannot be undone." He touched the leather of the mask. "But there are masks
that cannot be seen. You could speak clearly through such a glamour. Hamanu would grant you that. But I
must leave now. He will come, and I cannot be seen beside him."
And he was gone, before Mahtra could ask him his name or what he meant by masks that couldn't be
seen. She didn't see him leave, any more than she'd seen him arrive. There was only a wind waft from the
place where he'd been standing and a second against her back, which had been toward the golden doors.
Mahtra remained on the bench until she heard a commotion beyond the doors: the tramp of hard-soled
sandals, the thump of spear-butts striking the stone floor at every other step, the deep-pitched bark of men
issuing orders that were themselves muffled. A few words did penetrate the golden doors: "The Lion-King
bestrides the world. Bow down! Bow down!" And though, at that moment, she would have preferred to
hide behind the black boulder, Mahtra prostrated herself before the doors.
The doors opened, templars arrayed themselves with much foot-stamping and spear-pounding. They
saluted their absolute ruler with a wordless shout and by striking the ribs over their hearts with closed fists.
Mahtra heard every step, every salute, every slap of their leather armor against their bodies, but she kept
her forehead against the floor, especially when a cold shadow fell over her back.
"I have read the message of Xerake, august emerita of the highest rank. I have heard the testimony of
the woman, Mahtra—made of the Pristine Tower, and find it full of fear and truth, which pleases me and
satisfies me in every way. My mercy flows. Rise, Mahtra, and ask for anything."
The first thing Mahtra noticed when she rose nervously to her feet was that King Hamanu was taller
than the tallest elf and as brawny as the strongest mul. The second thing was that although he resembled
his ubiquitous portraits in most ways, his face was less of a lion's and more of a man's. The third thing
Mahtra noticed, and the thing that made her gasp aloud, was a pair of dark amber eyes beneath
amusement-arched eyebrows.
Vengeance? A mask that could not be seen? Or nothing at all, which she could hear Father's voice
telling was the wisest course. That smile—full-lipped, perfect, and cruel— appeared on King Hamanu's
face. For a heartbeat she felt hot and stiff as her innate protection responded to perceived threat, then she
was cold as the cavern's water. The king brought his hands together over her head. She heard a sound like
an egg cracking. Magic softer than her shawl spread over her head and down her body. It had no effect
that she could see or feel, but when she tried to speak, even though she could not join two coherent
thoughts together, the sounds themselves were soft-lipped and pleasant.
Chapter Four
Pavek leaned on the handle of his hoe and appraised his morning's work with a heavy sigh. He'd shed
his yellow robe over a year ago. Exactly how much over a year had become blurred in his memory. The
isolated community of Quraite that had become Pavek's home had no use for Urik's ten-day market weeks
or its administrative quinths. By the angle of the sun beating down on his shoulders, he guessed high-sun
was upon the Tablelands and another year had begun, but he wasn't sure, and he no longer cared. He was
farther from his birthplace than any street-scum civil bureau templar ever expected to find himself; he'd
been reborn as a novice druid.
These days he measured time with plants, by how long they took to grow and how long they took to
die. Elsewhere in Quraite, the plants he had spent all morning setting out in not-quite-straight rows would
have been called weeds and not worthy of growth. The children of the community's farmers hacked weeds
apart before throwing them into cess pits where they rotted with the rest of the garbage until the next
planting phase when they'd be returned to the fields as useful fertilizer.
Farmers treated weeds the way templars treated Urik's street-scum, but druids weren't farmers or
templars. Druids tended groves. They nurtured their plants not with fertilizer but with magic—usually in the
form of stubbornness and sweat. Telhami's stubbornness and Pavek's sweat. Right now, his sweaty hide
was rank enough to draw bugs from every grove and field in Quraite. He wanted nothing more than to
retreat to the cool, inner sanctum of the grove where a stream-fed pool could sluice him clean and ease his
aches.
Armor-plated mekillots would fly to the moons before Telhami let him off with half a day's labor in her
grove. Telhami's grove—Pavek never thought of it as his, even though she'd bequeathed it to him with her
dying wishes—was Quraite's largest, oldest, and least natural grove. It required endless nurturing.
Pavek suspected Telhami's grove reached backward through time. Not only was it much larger within
than without, but the air felt different beneath its oldest trees. And how else to explain the variety of clouds
that were visible only through these branches and the. gentle, regular rains that fell here, but nowhere else?
It was unnatural in less magical ways, too. Druids weren't content to guard their groves or enlarge
them. No, druids seemed compelled to furbish and refurbish; their groves were never finished. They
transplanted rocks as readily as they transplanted vegetation and meddled constantly with the water-flow,
pursuing some arcane notion of 'perfect wilderness' that a street-scum man couldn't comprehend. In his less
charitable moments, Pavek believed Telhami had chosen him to succeed her simply because she needed
someone with big hands and a strong back to rearrange every rock, every stream, every half-grown plant.
Not that Pavek was inclined to complaint. Compared to the mul taskmaster who'd taught him the
rudiments of the five templar weapons—the sword, the spear, the sickles, the mace, and a man-high
staff—while he was still a boy in the orphanage, Telhami's spirit was both good-humored and easygoing in
her nagging. More important, at the end of a day's labor, she became his mentor, guiding him through the
maze of druid magic.
For all the twenty-odd years of his remembered life, Pavek had longed for magic—not the borrowed
spellcraft that Urik's Lion-King granted his templars, but a magic of his own command. While he wore a
regulator's yellow robe, he'd spent his off-duty hours in the archives, hunting down every lore-scroll he
could find and committing it to his memory. When fate's chariot carried Pavek to Quraite, he'd seized the
opportunity to learn whatever the druids would teach him. Under Telhami's guidance, he'd learned the
names of everything that lived in the grove and the many, many names for water. He could call water from
the ground and from the air. He could summon lesser creatures, and they'd eat tamely from his hand. Soon,
Telhami promised, they'd unravel the mysteries of fire.
How could Pavek dare complain? If he suffered frustration or despair, it wasn't his mentor's fault, but
his own.
The permitted process was straight-forward enough: Dig up the weeds from an established part of the
grove. Bring the bare-root stalks to the verge, and plant them here with all the hope a man could summon.
If a weed established itself, then the grove would become one plant larger, one plant stronger, and the
balance of the Tablelands would tilt one mote away from barrenness, toward fertility.
Day after day since Telhami died, Pavek weeded and planted little plots along the verge of her grove.
In all that time, from all those hundreds and thousands of weeds, Pavek had tilted the balance by exactly
one surviving plant: a hairy-leafed dustweed looming like the departed Dragon over the slips he had just
planted. The dustweed was waist high now and in full, foul-smelling bloom. Pavek's eyes and nose watered
when he got close to it, but he cherished the ugly plant as if it were his firstborn child. Still on his knees, he
brushed each fuzzy leaf, pinching off the wilted ones lest they pass their weakness to the stem. With the tip
of his little finger, he collected sticky, pale pollen from a fresh blossom and carefully poked it into the
flower's heart.
"Leave that for the bugs, my ham-handed friend. You haven't got any talent for such sensitive things."
Pavek looked around to see a luminously green Telhami shimmering in her own light some twenty
paces behind him, where the verge became the lush grove. He looked at his dustweed again without
acknowledging her, giving all his attention to the next blossom.
Telhami wouldn't come closer. Her spirit was bound by the magic of the grove and the grove didn't
extend to the dustweed....
Not yet.
"You're a sentimental fool, Just-Plain Pavek. You'll be I talking to them next, and giving them names."
He chuckled and kept working. Other than Telhami, only the half-elf, Ruari, and the human boy, Zvain,
treated him anything like the man he'd always been. And Telhami was the only person, living or dead, who
still used the name he claimed when he first sought refuge here. To the rest of Quraite he was Pavek, the
glorious hero of the community's desperate fight against High Templar Elabon Escrissar. In the moment of
Quraite's greatest need, when the community's defenses were nearly overrun, when druid and farmer alike
had conceded defeat in their hearts, Pavek had called on Hamanu the Lion-King of Urik. He surrendered
his spirit to become the living instrument of a sorcerer-king's deadly magic. Then, in a turn of events that
seemed even more miraculous in the minds of the surviving Quraiters, Pavek had delivered the community
from its deliverer.
Pavek hadn't done any such thing, of course. King Hamanu came to Quraite for his own reasons and
departed the same way. The Lion-King had ignored them since, which made a one-time templar's heart
skip a beat whenever he thought about it.
But there was no point in denying his heroism among the Quraiters or expecting them to call him
Just-Plain Pavek again. He'd tried and they'd attributed his requests and denials to modesty, which had
never been a templar's virtue, or—worse—to holiness, pointing out that Telhami had, after all, bequeathed
the high druid's grove to him, not Akashia.
Until that fateful day when Hamanu walked into Quraite and out again, every farmer and druid would
have sworn that Akashia was destined to be their next high druid. Pavek had expected it himself. Like
Pavek, Akashia was an orphan, but she'd been born in Quraite and raised by Telhami. At eighteen, Kashi
knew more about druidry than Pavek hoped to learn with the rest of his life, and though beauty was not
important to druids or to Kashi herself, Pavek judged her the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen.
And as for how Akashia judged him...
"You're wasting time, Just-Plain Pavek. There's work to be done. There'll be no time for lessons if you
stay there mooning over your triumphs."
Pavek wanted his lessons, but he stayed where he was, staring at the dustweed and getting himself
under control before he faced Telhami again. He didn't know how much privacy his thoughts had from the
grove's manifest spirit; he didn't ask. Telhami never mentioned Akashia directly, only needled him this way
when he wandered down morose and hopeless paths.
If Pavek couldn't deny that he'd become a hero to the Quraiters, then he shouldn't deny, at least to
himself, that right after the battle he'd hoped Kashi would accept him as her partner and lover. She had
turned to him for solace while Telhami lay dying, and he'd laid his heart bare for her, as he'd never
done—never been tempted to do—with anyone. Then, when Telhami made her decision, Kashi turned
away from him completely. She wouldn't speak with him privately or meet his eyes. If he approached, she
retreated, until Pavek retreated as well, nursing a pain worse than any bleeding wound.
These days, Kashi kept counsel and company strictly with herself. Quraite's reconstruction had
become her life, and for that she needed workers, not partners. As for love, well, if Akashia needed any
man's love, she kept her needs well hidden, and Pavek stayed out of her way. He spent one afternoon in
four drilling the Quraiters in the martial skills Kashi wanted them to have; otherwise Pavek came to the
village at supper, then returned to the grove to sleep with starlight falling on his face.
It was easier for them both.
Easier. Better. Wiser. Or so Pavek told himself whenever he thought about it, which was as seldom as
possible. But the truth was that he'd give up Telhami's grove in a heartbeat if Kashi would invite him to
hers.
A wind-gust swirled out of the grove. It slapped Pavek smartly across the cheek—Telhami was
annoyed with his dawdling and guessed, he hoped, at the reasons. He dusted off the pollen and retrieved his
hoe. A stone-pocked path led from the verge to the heart of the grove—Telhami's magic from his first days
here when he'd spent most of his time getting lost. This one path would take him anywhere in the grove,
anywhere that Telhami wanted him to go. He veered off it at his own risk, even now. Telhami's grove
abounded with bogs and sumps as dank as any Urik midden hole. Such places were home to nameless
creatures that regarded the grove's current, under-talented druid as Just-Another Meal.
There was a black-rock chasm somewhere near the grove's heart—he'd come upon it from both sides
without ever finding a way across. And a rainbow-shrouded waterfall that he'd like to visit again, except
that it had taken him three days to find the path out.
Stick to the path, Akashia had snarled when he'd finally returned to Quraite, tired and hungry after
that misadventure. Do what she tells you. Don't make trouble for me.
He'd told her about the misty colors and the exhilaration he'd felt when he stood on a rock with the
breathtakingly cold water plummeting around him. Foolishly and without asking, he'd taken her hand,
wanting to show her the way while it was still fresh in his memory.
Do what you want in Telhami's grove, she'd said, as hateful and bitter as any Urik templar. Wander
where you will. Sit under your waterfall and never come back, if you think there's nothing more
important to be done. But don't drag me after you. I don't care.
Pavek couldn't remember the waterfall without also remembering Kashi's face contorted with scorn.
He'd tried to find his way back, to restore himself in the pure beauty of the place, but he couldn't remember
the way. She'd seared the landmarks from his mind.
It wasn't right. His old adversaries in the templarate could have a man's eyes gouged out if he looked at
them wrong, but, except for the deadheart interrogators, they left his memories alone.
Another gust of wind struck Pavek's cheek.
"Work, that's what you need, Just-Plain Pavek. Escrissar's havoc isn't all mended yet, not by a long
shot. There's a stream not too far from here. He knocked down the trees along its banks; now it's dammed
and stagnant. Can't count on anything natural to set it flowing again, not here in the Tablelands. The channel
needs to be cleared and the banks need to be shored up."
With one last thought for the waterfall, Pavek followed today's path into the grove. He'd never been
one for rebellion. Following orders had kept him alive in Urik; it would keep him alive in Quraite as well.
A little walking on Telhami's path and Pavek came to a place where a mote of Elabon Escrissar's
wrath had come to ground beside what been a stand of sweet-nut trees beside a brook. The trees were all
down, black with mold, and crawling with maggots. Their trunks had dammed the brook, turning it into a
choked, scummy pond. An insect haze hovered above the mottled green water and the stench of rotting
meat weighed down the air.
Compared to the other places where Escrissar's malice had struck the grove, this place was healthy
and almost serene. There was no danger here, only the hard work of getting the water to flow again.
Evidently, Telhami had been saving this particular mess for a day when she thought he needed the kind of
distraction only exhaustion could bring. Pavek wondered how many such places she held in reserve, how
many he'd need before he could think of Kashi without sinking into his own mire.
Telhami shimmered into sight atop one of the decaying trees. "Get the water flowing. Work with the
land rather than against it."
Time was that Pavek wouldn't have known what to look for and she would have fed him clues. Now
she expected him to resolve messes on his own. He dropped to one knee and surveyed the land with his
own squinted eyes. There was nothing he could do for the fallen trees, but he could see the way the stream
used to flow and he could get it flowing again.
"Brilliant, Just-Plain Pavek, just-plain brilliant," the shimmering sprite mocked him from her perch.
"You'll run out of blood before you run out of bugs!"
Much as Pavek loved the sensations of druid magic flowing through him, druidry might never be the
first thought in his mind when he confronted a problem. Feeling foolish, he closed his eyes and pressed his
palms into the mud. Quraite's guardian was there, waiting for him.
Elsewhere, Pavek thought, adding the image of another scummy pond that might, or might not, exist
somewhere in the grove. The guardian's power rose into Pavek and out of him. It stirred the bugs, gathering
them into a buzzing, blurred ribbon of life that abandoned Pavek without resistance or hesitation. Flushed
with his own success, Pavek sat down on his heel, sighing as residual power drained back into the land.
Every place had a guardian; that was the foundation of druidry. Every tree, every stone had its spirit.
When the Tablelands had teemed with life, the guardians of the land had been lively, too. In the current age
of sun-battered and lifeless barrens, druids could still draw upon the land for their power, but except in
places like Quraite, where the groves retained a memory of ancient vigor, the guardians they touched were
shattered. Those guardians that weren't weak were mad and apt to pass that madness to a druid who
associated too closely with them.
Quraite's guardian had no personality of its own that Pavek had been able to discover. Telhami, by her
own admission, was only a small aspect of its power and sanity. Pavek suspected that every druid who died
in Quraite became part of the guardian, and a few Quraiters who weren't druids as well. He'd sensed
another aspect from time to time: Yohan, the dwarven veteran who'd died that day when Escrissar
attacked. In life, Akashia had been Yohan's focus, the core of loyalty and purpose all dwarves needed. In
death, he still protected her, not as a banshee, but as an aspect of the guardian.
"On your feet, Just-Plain Pavek, or the bugs'll be back before you've moved a stick!"
Pavek got to his feet. Telhami was right, as she usually was. There was nothing to be gained by
thinking of the dead who protected Quraite—or Akashia, whom he would personally protect, if she'd let
him. After shedding his belt and weapons, Pavek waded into the pond. One afternoon wasn't enough to get
the stream flowing swiftly again, but before the sun was sinking into the trees, he'd hauled away enough
debris to get water seeping through the dam in several places.
"A little luck," he told the green-skinned spirit on an overhead branch, "and the stream will do the rest
of the work for us."
"You're a lazy, lazy man," she replied with approving pride.
The path took an easy route back to the clearing Pavek called home. There was a stream-fed pool for
water, a sandy hearth, and a rickety lean-to where he stored the hoe beside his sword. He'd thrown his
sweated clothes into the pool and was about to follow them when the leaves on the nearby trees began to
shiver and the grass bent low.
"Someone's coming," Telhami said from the rocky rim of the pool.
Pavek bent down and swept his hands through the grass. He cocked his head, listening to the leaves.
Telhami knew who was coming and, after another moment of listening, he did as well. "Not someone," he
corrected. "Zvain and Ruari."
"Running or walking?"
He touched the grass a second time and answered: "Running."
Ruari had his own grove, as befitted a novice druid. He had trees and shrubs, the familiar wildlife that
half-elves always attracted, and a pool of water not much bigger than he was. It certainly wasn't large
enough to entertain two energetic youths, since Zvain spent most of his time in Ruari's shadow, having no
gift for druid magic.
Pavek wasn't surprised that they were coming to visit him. Half the time they were already in
Telhami's pool by the time he returned from the grove's depths. But he was surprised that they were
running. The druid groves were only a small part of Quraite, and between the groves the land was blasted
by the bloody sun, just like every other place in the Tablelands. Usually, Quraiters walked, like everyone
else, unless they had good reason to run. He snagged his shirt before it drifted downstream and started to
follow the bending grass toward the verge.
He hadn't taken ten steps before Ruari burst through the underbrush, running easily right past Pavek to
leap fully clothed into the pool. Zvain came along a few heartbeats later—a few of Pavek's heartbeats. The
boy was red-faced and panting from the chase. Ruari might never be able to run with his mother's elven
Moonracer tribe, but no mere human was going to catch him in a fair race: an inescapable fact that Zvain
had failed to grasp. Extending an arm, Pavek caught the boy before he flung himself into the chilly water.
Somewhere between Urik and the grove, between then and now, Pavek had become the closest thing
to a father any of the three of them had ever known, though only the same handful of years separated him
and Ruari as separated Ruari and Zvain. The transformation mystified Pavek more than any demonstration
of druidry, especially on those rare occasions when one of them actually listened to anything he said. Zvain
leaned against him and would have collapsed if Pavek hadn't kept an arm hooked around his ribs.
"He said it wasn't a race—" Zvain muttered miserably between gasps.
"And you believed him? He's a known liar, and you're a known fool!"
"He gave me a twenty-count lead. I thought—I thought I could beat him."
"I know," Pavek consoled, thumping Zvain gently on the top of his sweaty head.
It wasn't so long ago that he'd been having pretty much the same conversation with Ruari, who'd
nurtured the same futile hope of besting his elven cousins at their games. Life was better for the half-elf
now. Like Pavek, Ruari had become a hero. He'd rallied the Quraiters to defend Pavek while Pavek
summoned the Don-King. Then, when Escrissar's mercenaries had been annihilated, he'd gone to Akashia's
aid, helping her to direct the guardian's power against Escrissar himself after Telhami had collapsed.
The past two sun phases had been kind to Ruari in other ways, also. The half-elf could no longer be
mistaken for a gangly erdlu in its first molt. He'd stopped growing and was putting some human flesh on his
spindly elven bones. His hair, skin, and eyes, were a study in shades of copper. There wasn't a woman in
Quraite—young or old, daughter or wife—who hadn't tried to capture his attention, and the Moonracer
women were almost as eager. Ruari had grown into one of those rare individuals who could quiet a crowd
by walking through it.
No wonder Zvain ached with envy; Pavek felt that way himself sometimes. The two of them were
both typical of Urik's human stock: solid and swarthy, good for moving rocks rather than the hearts of
women. Zvain had an ordinary face that could blend into any crowd, which, by Pavek's judgment, was an
advantage he himself had lost before he escaped the templar orphanage. The stupidest fight of a
brawl-prone youth had left him with a gash that wandered from the outside corner of his right eye and
across the bridge of an oft-broken nose before it came to an end at his upper lip. Years later, the scar hurt
when the wind blew a storm down from the north, and his smile would never be more than a lopsided sneer.
He'd put that sneer to good use when he wore a yellow robe, but here among the gentler folk of Quraite he
was embarrassed and ashamed.
Ruari surfaced with a swirl and a splash of water that pelted Pavek and Zvain where they stood.
"Cowards!" he taunted, which was enough to get Zvain moving.
Pavek hung back, waiting for the other pair to become engrossed in their bravado games before he
stepped down into the pool. A stream-fed pool still unnerved a man who'd grown up never seeing water
except in calf-deep fountains, sealed cisterns, or hide buckets hauled out of ancient, bottomless wells. Zvain
loved water; he'd learned to splash and swim as if water were a natural part of his world. Pavek liked
water well enough, provided it didn't rise higher than his knees. And at that depth, of course, he couldn't
learn to swim.
Early on, Pavek had hauled a rock into the shallows where, left to his own preferences, he'd sit and
enjoy the current flowing around him. Sometimes—about one time in three—his companions would leave
him alone. Today was not one of Pavek's lucky times. They double-teamed him, sweeping their arms
through the cold water, inundating him repeatedly until he struck back. Then, Zvain wrapped his arms like
twin water-snakes around Pavek's ankle and pulled him into the deep, dark water of the pool's center.
He roared, fought, and splashed his way back to the shallows, which merely signalled the start of
another round of boisterous fun. Pavek trusted them to keep him from drowning—the first time in his life
that he'd trusted anyone with his life. He trusted Telhami as well. The other two couldn't perceive the old
druid's spirit, but Pavek could hear her sparkling laughter circling the pool. She wasn't above lending the
youths an extra slap of water to keep him off-balance, but she'd help him, too, by making the deep water
feel solid beneath his feet, if he breathed wrong and began to panic.
The fun lasted until they were all too exhausted to stand and sat dripping instead on the rocks.
"You should learn to swim," Ruari advised.
Pavek shook his head, then raked his rough-cut black hair away from his face. "I keep things the way
they are so you'll stand a chance against me. If I could swim, you'd drown— you know that."
Snorting laughter, Ruari jabbed an elbow between Pavek's ribs. "Try me. You talk big, Pavek, but that's
all you do.
Yet when Ruari slipped and started to fall, Pavek's hand was there to catch him before any damage
could be done.
"You two are kank-head fools," Zvain announced when the three of them were sitting again. "Can't you
do anything without going after each other?"
Zvain wasn't the first youth, human or otherwise, whose need for attention got in the way of his good
sense. Needing neither words nor any other form of communication, Pavek and Ruari demonstrated that
they didn't need to fight with each other, not when they could join forces to torment their younger, smaller
companion. It was a thoughtless, spontaneous reaction, and although Pavek reserved his full strength from
the physical teasing, Zvain was no match for him or Ruari alone, much less together. After a few moments,
Zvain was in full, sulking retreat to the pool's far side where he sat with his knees drawn up and his
forehead resting between them.
The youngster didn't have a secure niche in the close-knit community. Unlike Pavek and Ruari, he
hadn't been a hero during Quraite's dark hours. Following a path of disaster and deceit, Zvain had become
Elabon Escrissar's pawn before Ruari, Pavek, and Yohan spirited him out of Urik. He'd opened his mind to
his master as soon as he arrived in the village. Although Zvain was as much victim as villain, in her wrath
and judgment, Telhami had shown him no mercy.
Young as he was, she'd imprisoned Zvain here, in her grove.
He'd lived through nights of the guardian's anger and Escrissar's day-long assault. Ruari said he was
afraid of the dark still and had screaming nightmares that woke the whole village. Akashia still wanted to
drive the boy out to certain death on the salt flats they called the Fist of the Sun. Kashi had her own
nightmares and Zvain was a part of them, however duped and unwitting he'd been at the time. But the
heroes of Quraite said no, especially Pavek whom she'd once accused of having no conscience.
So Zvain stayed on charity and sufferance. He couldn't learn druidry—even if he hadn't been scared
spitless of the guardian, his nights in this grove had burned any talent out of him. The farmers made
bent-finger luck signs when the boy's shadow fell on them; they refused to let him set foot in the fields.
That left Ruari, who had his own problems, and Pavek, who spent most of his time in this grove, avoiding
Akashia.
A vagrant breeze rippled across the pool and Zvain's shoulders. The boy cringed; Pavek did, too. There
was only one good reason for Pavek to return to Urik and the Lion-King's offer of wealth and power in the
high bureau: Zvain's misery here in Quraite. It wasn't noticeable when the boy was whooping and
hightailing after Ruari, but watching that lump of humanity shrink deeper into the grass was almost more
than Pavek could bear.
"Let's go," he said, rising to his feet and retrieving the shirt he'd thrown on the grass. Ruari hauled
himself out of the pool, but Zvain stayed where he was. "Talk to him, will you?" he asked the half-elf as he
wrung the shirt out before pulling it over his head.
Ruari grumbled but did as he was asked, crouching down in the grass beside Zvain, exchanging urgent
whispers that ignited Pavek's own doubts as he bent down to lace his sandals. Those doubts seemed
suddenly justified when he looked up again and saw them standing together with a single guilty expression
shared across their two faces.
"Give it up," he snarled and started toward the verge.
There was another frantic exchange of whispers, then Ruari cleared his throat vigorously. "You should
maybe bring your sword...."
Pavek stopped short. "What for?" But he headed for the lean-to without waiting for an answer. "I'm
not teaching you swordplay, Ru. I've told you that a thousand times already."
"I know. It's not for me," Ruari admitted softly. "Kashi wants you to bring it. There might be trouble.
There's something out on the Sun's Fist."
"Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy!" Pavek swore, adding other, more colorful oaths he hadn't used much
since coming to Quraite. He glanced into the nearest trees where there was no sign of Telhami. She was a
part of the guardian; she could sense what was happening out on the brutal salt plain as easily as she had
sensed Ruari and Zvain approaching earlier. He thought she would have told him if there was any danger.
"When? Where? Riders? How many?" he asked when he had the sword buckled around his waist and
neither of his glum companions had volunteered more information. "Moonracers?"
"Who, Ruari? Who does Akashia say is out on the Fist? Damn it, Ruari—answer me! Did she send you
out here with that message? that warning? and you decided to ignore it?"
"I forgot, that's all. Wind and fire, Pavek—whoever it is, they're on the salt; they won't be here until
after sundown, if they don't melt and die first."
"She wasn't really worried or nothing," Zvain added in his friend's defense. "She just said there's
someone on the Fist, coming straight toward us like an arrow, and that we—"
He gulped and corrected himself; Akashia never talked to him. "That Ru should come out here and get
you. There's lots of time."
"In your dreams, Zvain! Lots of time for her to decide where she's going to hang our heads. Don't you
two ever learn?"
It wasn't a fair question. Zvain couldn't sink any lower in Akashia's estimation. Likely as not, the boy
wouldn't complain if things came to a head and Akashia exiled the three of them together. And as for
Ruari...
Ruari and Akashia had grown up together, and though it had always seemed to Pavek that she treated
the half-elf more like a brother than a prospective suitor, Ruari had made no secret of his infatuation.
Before they became heroes, they'd been rivals, in Ruari's mind at least. The half-elf's hopes had soared
once Kashi turned her back on Pavek. He'd courted her with flowers and helpfulness. Pavek thought he'd
won her, but something had gone wrong, and now Akashia treated Ruari no better than she treated him.
Ruari had every woman in the village swooning at his feet. Every woman except the one that mattered.
"Never mind," Pavek concluded. "Let's just get moving."
They did, covering the barrens at a steady trot with the sword slapping, unfamiliar and uncomfortable,
against Pavek's thigh. He kept an eye on the horizon where dust plumes would betray travelers approaching
Quraite in a group. But the air there was quiet, and so was the village as they approached through the
manicured, green fields. Folk paused in their work to greet Pavek and Ruari, ignoring Zvain, which made
the boy understandably sullen.
Maybe it was time to go back to Urik—not forever, not to accept the Lion-King's offer, but for Zvain.
The boy would be better off returning to his old life, scrounging under Gold Street, than surrounded by scorn
in Quraite. Pavek knew he was telling himself a lie, a choice between scorn and scrounging was no choice
at all. He'd have to come up with something better, or convince himself that Zvain's fate was no concern of
his.
He swung an arm around Zvain's shoulders, trying to reel him in for a reassuring hug and wound up
wrestling with him instead. Ruari joined in, and they were fully absorbed in their own noisy games as they
came into the village-proper.
"It's taken you long enough to get here!"
A woman's voice brought them all to a shame-faced halt.
"We came as soon as I heard the message. I was deep in the grove," Pavek lied quickly. "They had to
wait for me to get back to the pool."
"Quraite could have been destroyed by now," Akashia countered, believing the lie, Pavek guessed, but
unpersuaded by it.
He guessed, as well, that Quraite's destruction would take more than an afternoon. Rather than pull
down or fill in barricades and ditches they'd thrown up before their battle against Escrissar, Akashia had
given orders to expand. Quraite had surrendered fertile fields to permanent fortifications. By the time she
was satisfied, finished, there'd be two concentric elf-high berms around the village with a palisade atop the
inner one and a barrier of sharpened stakes lining the ditch between them.
"You're supposed to set an example, Pavek," she continued. "Your grove is the very center of Quraite.
If you don't care, why should anyone else? They follow your example. Not just Ruari and—"
But Akashia wouldn't say Zvain's name, not even during a tirade. The boy hid behind Pavek.
"Not just these two, but all the rest. You should be wary all the time."
"Telhami wasn't worried," Pavek snapped quickly, thinking more about Zvain than the effect his words
were going to have on Akashia.
He might have gut-punched her for the look of shock and pain that came down over her face.
"Sorry I said anything," Pavek apologized, ignoring the fist Zvain thumped against his spine. "I know it's
hard for you, not having Telhami's grove, or her to talk to. If there's anything you need to ask, I can—"
Once again he'd said precisely the wrong thing.
"I don't need your help, high templar of Urik!"
His jaw dropped; she'd never called him that before.
"Well, that is you, isn't it? There's a woman coming across the Sun's Fist, bound straight for Quraite as
if she knows exactly where it lies, and there's only one thought in her head: Find Pavek, high templar of
Urik! Not the erstwhile templar, not the just-plain civil bureau templar, but high templar. Why not make
yourself useful: Go out there and welcome her."
Pavek was speechless. His hands rose and fell in futile gestures of confusion. He certainly didn't know
who was coming. If there was any substance to Telhami's shimmering green body, he was going to grab
her and shake her until her teeth rattled, but until then, all he could do was mutter something incoherent in
Akashia's direction and start walking toward the Fist, with Ruari and Zvain clinging to his shadow.
Chapter Five
Salt sprites still danced on the Sun's Fist—short-lived spirals of sparkling powder that swirled up from
the flats and glowed like flames in the dying light of sunset. In the east, golden Guthay had already climbed
above the horizon. Pavek spread his arms, stopping his young companions before they strode from the hard,
dun-colored dirt of the barrens onto the dead-white salt. With the moon rising, there'd be ample light for
finding their visitor and no need to risk themselves on the Fist until the sun was well set.
"Who do you think it is?" Ruari asked while they waited.
Pavek shook his head. He hadn't left any women behind who would come looking for him; none at all
who might know him as a high templar. That was an unwelcome title that Lord Hamanu had bestowed
upon him, which implied—to Pavek's great discomfort—that Lord Hamanu had sent the messenger, too.
He strained his eyes staring Urik-ward. There was nothing there to be seen, not yet. He consoled
himself with the knowledge that Telhami must have known and that while she would tease and test him
relentlessly, her mischievous-ness didn't include exposing Quraite to danger.
"Maybe she's dead," Zvain suggested, adding a melodramatic cough to indicate the way her death
might have occurred.
Ruari countered with: "Maybe she got lost, or maybe she will get lost. The guardian reaches this far,
Pavek. It could cloud her mind, if you don't want to meet her, and she'd wander till her bones baked."
"Thanks for the thought, but I doubt it," Pavek said with a bitter laugh. "If not wanting to meet her were
enough, Akashia would have done it already."
If Just-Plain Pavek had been a wagering man—which he wasn't—he'd have wagered everything he
owned that Akashia had done her best to direct the guardian's power against their visitor. That power was
formidable, but it wasn't infallible or insurmountable. Elabon Escrissar wouldn't have been able to find
Quraite, much less attack it, if he hadn't been able to pawn Zvain off on him, Ruari, and Yohan while they
were distracted rescuing Akashia from Escrissar. But once Zvain was in Quraite he opened his mind to his
master. From that moment forward, Escrissar had known exactly where to bring his mercenary force, and
there was nothing Quraite's guardian could do to cloud his mind.
Likewise, Lord Hamanu had apparently known of Quraite's existence. He'd asked after Telhami by
name immediately after he'd disposed of Escrissar and chided her gently about the village's sorry condition.
But even the Lion of Urik hadn't known where Quraite was until Pavek had unslung his medallion and
shown the way. The mind of a sorcerer-king was, perhaps, the most unnatural, incomprehensible entity
Pavek could imagine, but he was certain Lord Hamanu hadn't forgotten any of them, or where they lived.
The sun was gone. The last salt sprites dissolved into powder that would sleep until dawn. Countless
shades of lavender and purple dyed the heavens as the evening stars awakened. Pavek recognized their
patterns, but he took his bearings from the land itself before he started across the Fist.
There were two places in this world whose location Pavek believed he would always know. Quraite,
behind him, was one. He could see green-skinned Telhami in his mind's eye and calm his own pounding
heart in the slow, steady rhythms of life that had endured longer than the Dragon. The other place was
Urik, but then, Pavek had roused a guardian spirit in Urik, too, much to Telhami's surprise.
The path between Urik and Quraite was a sword-edge in Pavek's mind: straight, sharp, and
unwavering. As far as he knew, he was the only one walking it, but if there were a woman coming the
other way, they'd meet soon enough.
Heat abandoned the salt as quickly as the sun's light. They hadn't walked far before the ground was
cool beneath their feet and they were grateful for the shirts on their backs. A little bit farther, when the sky
had dimmed to deep indigo and the stars were as bright as the moon, Pavek heard the sounds he'd dreaded.
Zvain heard them, too, and as he'd done in the face of Akashia's scorn, he tucked himself into Pavek's
midnight shadow.
"The Don's bells," the boy whispered.
Pavek grunted his agreement. Most folk who dared the Tableland barrens did so discreetly, striving not
to attract the attention of predatory men and beasts. It was otherwise with Lord Hamanu's personal
minions. They carried bells—tens, even hundreds of ceramic bells, stone bells, and bells made from rare
metals—that announced their passage, and their patron, across the empty land. During Pavek's ten years in
the orphanage and ten subsequent years in the civil bureau, he knew of only one time that Urik's official
messengers had been waylaid.
Lord Hamanu had hunted the outlaws personally and brought the lot of them—a clutch of escaped
slaves: men, women, and their children—back to Urik in wicker cages. With his infinitesimal mercy, the
Lion-King could have slain the outlaws in a thousand different and horrible ways, but Urik's king had no
mercy where his minion-messengers were concerned. He ordered the cages slung above the south gate.
The captives had all the water they wanted, but no protection from the sun or the Urikites, and no food,
except each other as they starved, one by one. As Pavek recalled, it was two quinths before the last of
them died, but the cages had dangled for at least a year, a warning to every would-be miscreant, before the
ropes rotted through and the gnawed bones finally spilled to the ground.
Quraite would deal fairly with its uninvited visitor, or suffer the consequences. Pavek swallowed hard
and kept walking.
Ruari saw them first, his elven inheritance giving him better night vision and an advantage in height
over his human companions.
"What are they?" he asked, adding an under-breath oath of disbelief. "They can't be kanks."
But they were; seven of them spread out in an arrowhead formation. Seven, and all of them bearing
travel-swathed riders. And Kashi had sensed only one mind, blaring its intentions as it moved closer to
Quraite. That implied magic, either mind-benders who could conceal their thoughts and presence, or
templars drawing the Lion-King's power through their medallions, or defilers who transformed plant-life into
sterile ash in order to cast their spells. Then again, Urik's king had a well-deserved reputation for
thoroughness; he might have sent two of each.
Hamanu had definitely spared nothing to make certain his messenger reached her destination. His
kanks were the giants of their kind, and laden with supply bundles in addition to their riders. Their chitin was
painted over with bright enamels that glistened in the moonlight and, of course, hung with clattering bells.
When they needed transportation, the druids of Quraite bartered for or bought kanks from the
Moonracer tribe. The elven herders were justly proud of their shiny black kanks, selectively bred for
endurance and adaptivity. Lord Hamanu, however, wasn't interested in a bug that could run for days on end
with nothing but last-year's dried scrub grass to sustain it. The Lion-King of Urik wanted big bugs, powerful
bugs, bugs that made a man think twice before he approached them. And what the Lion wanted, the Lion
got.
And Pavek would get, too, if he returned to Urik, because these were the bugs that the high templars
and the ranking officers of the war bureau rode. The thought made Pavek's knees wobbly as he stood his
ground in front of the advancing formation.
The kanks chittered among themselves, a high-pitched drone louder than all the bells combined. They
clashed their crescent-hooked mandibles, a gesture made more menacing by the yellow phosphorescence
that oozed out of their mouths to cover them. There were worse poisons in the Tablelands, but dead was
dead, and kank drool was potent enough to kill.
Pavek loosened his sword in its scabbard and wrapped his right hand around its hilt. "In the name of all
Quraite, who goes?" he demanded.
"I can't see their faces," Ruari advised with his better nightvision. "They're all slumped over. I don't like
this—"
The lead kank—the biggest one, naturally, with mandibles that could slice through a man's neck or thigh
with equal ease—took exception to Pavek's weapon. With its antennae flailing, it emitted an ear-piercing
drone and sank its weight over its four hindmost legs.
"It's going to charge," Ruari shouted in unnecessary warning.
"You've entered the guarded lands of Quraite! Hospitality is offered. Stand down," Pavek shouted with
less authority than he would have liked to hear in his voice. He had the sword drawn, but he and the other
two with him were doomed if he had to use it. "Stand down, now!"
The kank reared, brandishing the pincer claws on its front legs. Pavek's breath froze in his throat, then,
to his complete astonishment, the kank's hitherto silent, motionless rider hove sideways and tumbled
helplessly to the ground, like a sack of grain. That was all the signal Ruari needed. He wasn't fool enough to
use druidry in competition with a rider's prod, but if the riders weren't in control, he knew the spells.
Pavek felt his heart skip a beat as Ruari drew upon the guardian's power. He muttered a few
words—mnemonics shaping the power and directing it—to create rapport between himself and the bugs.
The now-riderless kank dropped to all six feet with a clatter of chitin and bells as Ruari began weaving his
arms about. One by one the kanks began to echo his movements with their antennae. Their clashing
mandibles slowed, then stopped, and high-pitched chittering faded into silence.
"Good work!" Pavek exclaimed, pounding Ruari on the shoulder hard enough to send him sprawling, but
there was a grin on the half-elf's face when he stood up. Pavek was as pleased with himself for
remembering the niceties of friendship as he was that Ruari had saved their lives.
With the danger past and the niceties disposed of, there were questions to be answered. Keeping a
wary eye on the huge, drowsy kank, Pavek scabbarded his sword and knelt down beside the fallen rider.
He got his first answer when, as he rolled the body over, the rider's heavy robe opened. There was a
handspan's worth of dark thread intricately woven into a light-colored right-side sleeve. The war bureau
wore its ranks on the right and though the patterns were difficult to read, Pavek guessed he was looking at
a militant templar, if he was lucky, a pursuivant, if he wasn't—and he usually wasn't lucky.
The robe slipped through his suddenly stiff fingers: old habits getting the better of him. Third-rank
regulators of the civil bureau didn't lay hands on war bureau officers. Chiding himself that he was neither in
Urik nor a third-rank regulator, Pavek got his hands under the templar's body to finish rolling it over. From
the inert weight, he was prepared to see a man's face, even prepared to look down at a corpse. He wasn't
prepared for the dark, foul liquid that spilled from the corpse's mouth and nose. It had already soaked the
front of his robe and shirt. Pavek's hands holding the robe became damp and sticky.
Men died from the bright, brutal heat on the Sun's Fist— Pavek had nearly died there himself the first
time he came across it—but he didn't think anything nearly so natural had killed this man.
"Is he—?" Zvain asked and Pavek, who hadn't known the boy was so close, leapt to his feet from the
shock.
"Very," he replied, trying to sound calm.
"May I—May I search him?"
Pavek started to rake his hair, then remembered his fingers and looked for something to wipe them on
instead. "Search, not steal, you understand? Everything you find has got to go back to Urik, or we'll have
the war bureau hunting our hides as well." He left a dark smear on the kank's enameled chitin.
The boy pursed his lips and jutted his chin, instantly defensive, instantly belligerent. "I'm not stupid"
"Yeah, well—see that you stay that way."
He headed for the next kank and another bloody, much-decorated templar: a dwarf whose lifeless
body, all fifteen stones of it, started to fall the moment he touched it. Cursing and shoving for all he was
worth, Pavek kept the corpse on top of the kank, but only after he'd gotten himself drenched in stinking
blood.
"This one's dead, too," Ruari shouted from the far end of the kank formation.
"Is it a woman?" Pavek wiped his forearms on the trailing hem of the dwarf's robe. "Akashia said a
woman was coming."
"No, a man, a templar, and, Pavek, he's got a damned fancy yellow shirt. You think, maybe, there's
someone else out here?"
"Not a chance. The Lion's the one who changed my rank. These are his kanks, his militants. He's the
one who's sending Quraite a messenger. Keep looking."
The saddle had been burnt down to its mix bone frame, although the chitin on which it sat was
unharmed, suggesting that the incineration had been very fast, very precise. A leather sack protruded
slightly from a hollowed-out place below the pommel, a stowaway of some sort that had been exposed
when the padding burned. A few iridescent markings lingered on the sack. Pavek couldn't decipher them,
but with the rest, he was fairly certain Lord Hamanu had sent a defiler along with the templars. The
defiler's apparent fate confirmed his suspicion that nothing natural had befallen these travelers.
There was another, larger sack attached to the rear of the saddle. The high bureau's seven interlocking
circles were stamped in gold on its side. Usually such message satchels were sealed with magic, but there
was no magical glamour hovering about the leather, and thinking its contents might tell them something
about Lord Hamanu's message, Pavek looked around for a stick with which to prod it open.
He'd just found one when Ruari erupted with a streak of panicky oaths. Casting the stick aside and
drawing his sword in its place, Pavek raced to the half-elf's side.
"Pyreen preserve and protect!" Ruari sputtered, invoking the aid of legendary druid paladins. "What is
she... it?" he asked, retreating from the rider he'd hauled down from the bug's back.
Pavek caught Ruari at the elbows from behind and steered him to one side. For all his sullenness and
swagger, for all his hatred of Urik and the human templar who, in raping his elven mother, had become his
father, Ruari was an innocent raised in the clean, free air of Quraite. He knew elves and dwarves and
humans and their mixed-blood offspring, but nothing of the more exotic races or the impulses that might
drive a woman to mark her body, or wrap it in a gown tight enough to be a second skin and cut with holes
to display what the women of Quraite kept discreetly covered.
A templar, though, had seen everything the underside of Urik had to offer—or Pavek thought he had
until he squatted down for a better look at what Ruari had found. She was beyond doubt a woman: leaner
than Ruari or a full-blooded elf, but not an elf, not at all. Her skin wasn't painted; white-as-salt was its
natural color, despite the punishment it must have taken on the journey. Pavek couldn't say whether the
marks around her eyes were paint or not, but the eyes themselves were wide-spaced and the mask that ran
the length of her face between them covered no recognizable profile. He'd never seen anyone like her
before, but he knew what she was—
"New Race."
"What?" Ruari asked, his curiosity calming him already.
"Rotters," Zvain interrupted. He left off searching, but didn't come all the way over to join them.
"Better be careful, they're beasts for the arena. Things that got made, not born. Claws and teeth and other
things they shouldn't have. Rotters."
"Most of em," Pavek agreed, sounding wiser than he felt and wondering if the boy knew something that
he didn't. The white-skinned woman with her mask and torn gown appeared more fragile than ferocious.
As the wheels of fate's chariot spun, he knew that appearances meant nothing, but if this was the woman
Akashia had sensed, he wanted to preserve the peace as long as he could. "They stay beasts, if they start
out beasts. If they start as men and women, that's what they come out as, but different. And they don't all
choose to go to the Tower. Some do; they've got their reasons, I guess. Mostly it's slavers that take a coffle
chain south and bring back the few that come out again." Time and time again during Pavek's years as a
templar, the civil bureau had swept through the slave markets in search of the lowest of the low who
supplied the mysterious Tower. Maybe they saved a few slaves from transformation, but they did nothing
for the ones who'd been transformed.
"Come from where? Come out how? What Tower?" Ruari pressed. "I know elves and half-elves;
she's neither. Wind and fire, Pavek, her skin—She's got scales! I felt them. What race of man and woman
has scales?"
Pavek shook his head. "Just her, I imagine. Haven't seen many of them, but I never saw two that were
alike—"
"But you said 'New Race'."
"They're New Race because, man, woman, or beast, they all come from the same place, 'way to the
south. Somewhere south there's a place—the Tower—that takes what it finds and changes it into
something else—"
Pavek sighed. They were young. One of them had seen too much; the other, not enough. All men were
made, women, too. Talk to any templar. "Made, not born. All by themselves, no mothers or fathers, sisters
or brothers. They die, though. Just like the rest of us."
Ruari shuddered. "She's not dead. I heard her—felt her—breathing." He shuddered a second time and
wraped his arms over his chest.
Her eyes were closed and she lay with her arms and legs so twisted that Pavek had taken the worst
for granted. His mastery of druid spellcraft didn't extend this far from the grove and didn't include the
healing arts, but Ruari was a competent druid; he knew enough about healing to keep her alive until they
found Akashia.
Kneeling beside the fallen New Race woman, he held his hands palms out above her breasts and
looked Ruari in his moonlit eyes. "Help me." The words weren't phrased as a request. Ruari shrugged and
twisted until their eyes no longer met. "You're wrong, Ru," Pavek chided coldly. He loosened the length of
fine, dark cloth the woman had wound around her head and shoulders, then he laid his big, callused hands
on her cheek to turn her head and expose the fastenings of her mask.
"Don't!" Zvain shouted.
The boy had finally come closer and taken Pavek's place beside the manifestly uncomfortable Ruari.
Had his arms been long enough, Pavek would have grabbed both of them by their ears and smashed their
stubborn, cowardly skulls together. He might do it anyway, once he'd taken care of the matters at hand.
"Don't touch her!"
He'd be damned first, if he wasn't already. Pavek touched her cold, white skin and found it scaled,
exactly as Ruari had warned, but before he could turn her head, a Zvain-sized force struck his flank,
knocking him backward. Blind rage clouded Pavek's eyes and judgment; he seized the boy's neck and with
trembling fingers began to squeeze.
"She'll blast you, Pavek!" Zvain said desperately. He was a tough, wiry youth, but his hands barely
wrapped around Pavek's brawl-thickened wrists and couldn't loosen them at all. "She'll blast you. I've seen
her do it. I've seen her, Pavek! I've seen her do it."
With a gasp of horror, Pavek heard the boy's words, saw what he, himself, had been doing. His
strength vanished with his rage. Limp hands at the end of limp arms fell against his thighs. Zvain scampered
away, rubbing his neck, but otherwise no worse for the assault. Pavek was too shamed to speak, so Ruari
asked the obvious question:
"Where did you see her?"
Shame was, apparently, contagious. Zvain tucked his chin against his breastbone. "I told you she was a
rotter. I told you. She'd come to—you know—that house, almost every night."
Pavek let the last of his breath out with a sigh. "Escrissar? You saw her while you were living with
Escrissar?" He swore a heartfelt oath as the boy nodded.
"She's got a power, even he couldn't get around it, and she doesn't like anyone to touch that mask."
"What was she doing at House Escrissar?" Ruari demanded, his teeth were clenched and his hands
were drawn up into compact fists. He'd never forgive or forget what had happened to Akashia in House
Escrissar; none of them would. Lord Hamanu had exacted a fatal price from his high templar pet without
slacking Quraite's thirst for vengeance.
Zvain didn't answer the question. He didn't willingly answer any questions about Elabon Escrissar or his
household. Akashia remembered him from her own nightmare interrogations. That was enough for her, but
Pavek, who knew the deadhearts better and despised them no less, suspected Zvain had endured his own
torments as well as Akashia's.
"What was she doing there?" Ruari repeated; Zvain withdrew deeper into himself.
"He doesn't know," Pavek shouted. "Let it lie, Ru! He doesn't know. She can tell us herself when we
get her to the village—"
"You're not taking her where Kashi'll see her?"
Pavek didn't need the half-elf's indignation to tell him that it was a bad idea. He knew enough about
women to know there were some you didn't put together unless you wanted to witness a tooth-and-nail
fight. If he had half the wit of a stone-struck baazrag, he'd haul himself into one of the empty saddles and
head south with Lord Hamanu's message and the New Race woman in tow behind him, but having only the
wit of a man, he lifted the woman and started toward Quraite instead.
"What about the kanks and the corpses?" Zvain and Ruari asked together.
"What about them?" Pavek replied and kept walking.
They caught up soon enough, amid a chorus of bells that alerted the village and brought everyone out to
the verge. Akashia stood in front of the other farmers and druids. Between Guthay's reflection and a
handful of blazing torches, there was enough light for Pavek to read her expression as he drew closer; it
was worried and full of doubt. There was silence until the two of them were close enough to talk in normal
voices.
"The rest are dead. This one's the one you heard. She's unconscious." Pavek glanced over his shoulder,
where Ruari stood with seven kank-leads wound around his wrist. "We thought it would be best if you
roused her. She's New Race."
It was going to be as bad as Pavek feared, maybe worse. Akashia's eyes widened and her nostrils
flared as if she'd gotten whiff of something rotten, but she retreated toward the reed-wall hut where she
lived alone and slightly apart from the others.
"What about all this?" Ruari demanded, shaking the ropes he held and making a few of the bells clatter.
Akashia gave no sign that she had a preference, so Pavek gave the orders: "Pen the kanks. Feed them
and water them well. Strip the corpses before they're buried. Bundle their clothes, their
possessions—everything you find—carefully. Don't get tempted to keep anything. We'll take the bundles
back with us."
" 'We'll take them back'? You've already decided? Who's 'we'?" Akashia asked, walking beside him
now without looking at him or what he carried.
"We: she and I, if she survives. Lord Hamanu sent her and the escort—"
" 'Lord Hamanu?' The Lion's your lord, again?"
"Have mercy, Kashi," Pavek pleaded, using her nickname as he did only when he was flustered. "He
knows where Quraite is: He's proved that, and he's proved he can send a messenger safely across the
Fist—"
"Safely? Is that what you call this?"
Akashia waved a hand past Pavek's elbow. Her sleeve brushed against the dark cloth in his arms,
loosening it and giving her a clear view of the New Race woman's masked face. Pavek held his breath: the
woman was unforgettable, if there would be recognition, it would come now, along with an explosion.
There was no explosion, only a tiny gasp as Akashia pressed her knuckles against her lips. "What
manner of foul magic has the Lion shaped and sent?"
They'd reached the flimsy, but shut, door of Akashia's hut. Pavek's arms were numb, his back burned
with fatigue. He was in no mood to bargain with her outrage. "I told you: she's one of the New Races.
They come from the desert, days south of Urik. The Lion has nothing to do with their making and neither
did Elabon Escrissar."
Pavek waited for her to open the door, but no such gesture was forthcoming—and no surprise there,
he'd been the blundering baazrag who'd dropped Escrissar's name between them.
"What's he got to do with this?"
Pavek put a foot against the door and kicked it open. "I don't"—he began as he carried the woman
across the threshold—"know."
"She's a rotter," Ruari interrupted, adopting Zvain's insults as his own. Heroes didn't have to pen kanks
or dig graves. He did unfold a blanket and spread it across Akashia's cot, but that was probably less
courtesy than a desire to prevent contamination.
Zvain slipped through the open door behind Akashia. Timid and defiant at the same time, he found a
shadow and stood in it with his back against the wall. Scorned boys didn't have chores, either. "I saw her
there," he announced, then cringed when Akashia spun around to glower at him.
But there remained no recognition in her eyes when she looked down at the woman Pavek had laid on
her cot.
"What did she do there?"
"She came at night. The house was full at night. All the rooms were full—"
The boy's voice grew dreamy. His eyes glazed with memories Pavek didn't want to share. "She
was—" he groped for the word. "They're called the eleganta. They entertain behind closed doors."
"A freewoman?" There were gold marks on the woman's skin. Pavek hadn't seen anything like them
before, but he knew they weren't slave scars, and Akashia knew it, too.
"I would die first."
Pavek smiled, as he rarely did, and let his own scar twist his lips into a sneer. "Not everyone is as
determined as you, Kashi. Some of us have to stay alive, and while we live, we do what we have to do to
keep on living."
Ruari spat out a word that belonged in the rankest gutters of the city and implied that the New Race
woman belonged there as well. Without a sound or changing his expression, Pavek spun on his heels.
Before he left the city, there were those in the bureaus who said Pavek had a future as an eighth-rank
intimidator, if he'd ingratiate himself sufficiently with a willing patron. He was a head shorter than the
half-elf, and there was a clear path to the open door, but Ruari stayed right where he was. Once learned,
the nasty tricks of the templar trade couldn't be forgotten. Pavek subjected his friend to withering scrutiny
before saying:
Akashia placed her hands on his arm and tried, futilely, to turn him around. "Stop, please! You've made
your point: we don't understand the city the way you do... she does. Stop. Please?"
He let himself be persuaded. The scar throbbed the way it did when he let his expression pull on it, but
pain wasn't the reason he'd never have made intimidator—and not because he couldn't have found a patron,
precisely as the New Race woman had found one in Escrissar.... Pavek was the one—the only one in the
hut—who truly felt ill. He wanted to leave at a dead run, but couldn't because the woman had awaked.
She sat up with slow, studied and graceful movements, like those of a feral cat. After examining
herself, she looked up. Her open eyes were as astonishing as the rest of her: palest blue-green, like
gemstones, they showed none of the differentiation between outer white and inner color of the established
races. There were only shiny black pupils that swelled dramatically as her vision adjusted to the light of a
single, tiny lamp.
"Who are you? What do you want from us?" Akashia spoke first.
"I am Mahtra." Her voice was strange, too, with little expression and a deep pitch. It seemed to come
from somewhere other than behind her mask. "I have a message for the high templar called Pavek."
Pavek stepped away from the others and drew her attention. "I am Pavek."
Bald brows arched beneath flesh of living gold. Her pupils grew inhumanly large, inhumanly bright, as
she stared him up and down, but mostly at his scarred face. "My lord said I would find an ugly, ugly man."
He almost laughed aloud, but swallowed the sound when he saw Akashia's face darkening. "Your
lord?" he asked instead. "King Hamanu? The lord of Urik is your lord?"
"Yes, he is my lord. He is lord of everything." Mahtra rose confidently to her feet, displaying no sign
that she'd been unconscious rather than asleep. Extending a wickedly pointed red fingernail, she reached for
Pavek's face. He flinched and dodged. "Will it always look like that? Is it painful?"
New Race, he reminded himself: not a mark on her scaly skin other than those metallic patches. Not a
scratch or a scar, nor a sun blister. He recalled Zvain's warnings about the mask and didn't want to imagine
what scars it might conceal. She was as tall as Ruari; her slight, strong body was almost certainly
full-grown, but what of her mind?
"It aches sometimes. I would rather you didn't touch it. You can understand that, can't you?" He met
the pale blue stare and held it until she blinked. He hoped that was understanding. "You have a message for
me?"
"My lord says he's given you more time than a mortal man deserves. He says you've dawdled in your
garden long enough. He says it's time for you to return and finish what you started."
Aware that everyone—Mahtra, Akashia, Ruari, and Zvain —was staring at him intently, Pavek asked,
"Did the Lion tell you what that might be?" in an almost-normal voice.
"He said you and I would hunt the halfling called Kakzim, and I would have vengeance for the deaths
of Father and Mika."
"Kakzim!" Zvain exclaimed. "Kakzim! Do you hear that, Pavek? We've got to go back now."
"Father! What Father? You said she was made, not born. She's lying—!"
Pavek watched those jewel-like eyes brighten as the New Race taunt came out of Ruari's mouth.
"Shut up—both of you!" he shouted.
All along, while Escrissar was his enemy and Laq the scourge Pavek sought to eliminate, Escrissar's
halfling slave had lurked in the background. The Lion-King had come to Quraite to destroy Escrissar, but
the Lion didn't know about the slave. Among the last things the living Telhami had said to him was that
Hamanu didn't notice a problem until it scratched him in the eye. Kakzim—whose name Pavek had gotten
from Zvain that same day when Telhami died—had finally caught the Lion's attention. Pavek wondered
how and, though he didn't truly want to know the answer, asked the necessary questions:
"How do you know of Kakzim? What has he done?"
Bright eyes studied Ruari first, then Zvain before returning to Pavek. "He is a murderer. His face was
the last face Father saw before he was killed...." Mahtra's composure failed. She looked down at her hands
and contorted her fingers into tangles that had to hurt her knuckles. "I turned to Lord Escrissar, but he
never returned. Another high templar sent me to Lord Hamanu, and he sent me here to you. Aren't you
also a high templar? Don't you already know Kakzim?"
"Escrissar." Her loathing made a curse of the name. "You turned to that foul nightmare disguised as a
man? What was he—your friend, your lover? Is that why you wear a mask? Rotter. Is it your face that's
rotten, or your spirit?"
He'd never heard such venom in Akashia's voice. It rocked Pavek back a step and made him wonder if
he knew Akashia at all. Were a handful of days, however tortured and terrible, enough to sour Kashi's
spirit? What did she see when she looked at Mahtra? A mask, long and menacing fingernails, black cloth
wrapped tightly around a slender body. Were those similarities enough to summon Escrissar's memory to
her eyes?
Without warning, Akashia lunged toward Mahtra. She wanted vengeance, and failed to get a taste of it
when Pavek and Zvain together seized her and held her back. The golden patches around Mahtra's eyes
and on her shoulders glistened in the lamplight, distorting the air around them as sunlight distorts the air
above the salt flats.
"Kakzim was Escrissar's slave," Pavek shouted, wanting to avert disaster but pushing closer to the
brink instead. "His house would be the first place anyone would look."
"Get her out of here," Akashia warned, wresting free from them, no longer out of control but angrier
and colder than she'd been ten heartbeats before. "Get out of here!" she snarled at Mantra.
"I go with High Templar Pavek," the New Race woman replied without flinching. She was eleganta.
She made her life in the darkest shadows of the high templar quarter. There was nothing Akashia could do
to frighten her. "With him alone or with any others who desire vengeance. Do you desire vengeance,
green-eyed woman?"
Confronted by an honesty she couldn't deny and a coldness equal to her own, it was Akashia who
retreated, shaking her head as she went. Pavek thought they'd gotten through the narrows, but he hadn't
reckoned on Ruari, who'd come to Akashia's defense no matter how badly she treated him—or how little
she needed it.
"She can't talk to Kashi that way. Take her to the grove, Pavek!" he demanded—the same demand
he'd made when Pavek had arrived here, and for roughly the same reason. "Let the guardian judge her, and
her Father and her vengeance."
"No," he replied simply.
"No? It's the way of Quraite, Pavek. You don't have a choice: the guardian judges strangers."
"No," he repeated. "No—for the same reason we'll bury the templars and return their belongings. The
Lion will know what we do to his messengers, and he knows how to find us. And, more than that, this isn't
about Quraite or the guardian of Quraite. This is about Urik and Kakzim. I saw Kakzim making Laq, but I
didn't go back to find him because I thought when he couldn't make Laq anymore, he couldn't harm anyone
either. I was wrong; he's become a murderer with his own hands. Hamanu's right, it's time for me to go
back. We'll leave as soon as the kanks and Mahtra are rested—"
"Now," Mahtra interrupted. "I need no rest."
And maybe she didn't. There was nothing weary in her strange eyes or weak in the hand she wrapped
around Pavek's forearm.
"The bugs need rest," he said, and met her stare. "The day after tomorrow or the day after that."
She released her grip.
"I'm going with you," Zvain said, which wasn't a surprise.
"Me, too," Ruari added, which was.
Akashia looked at each of them in turn, her expression unreadable, until she said: "You can't. You can't
leave Quraite. I need you here," which was a larger surprise than he could have imagined.
"Come with us," he said quickly, hopefully. "Put an end to the past."
"Quraite needs me. Quraite needs you. Quraite needs you, Pavek."
If Akashia had said that she needed him, possibly he would have reconsidered, but probably not, not
with Hamanu's threat hanging over them. That, and the knowledge that Kakzim was wreaking havoc once
again. He started for the door, then paused and asked a question that had been bothering him since Mahtra
spoke her first words.
She blinked and seemed flustered. "I'm new, not old. The cabras have ripened seven times since I
came to Urik."
"And before Urik, how many times had they ripened?"
"There is no before Urik."
As Pavek had hoped, Akashia's eyes widened and the rest of her face softened. "Seven years?
Escrissar—"
He cut her off. "Escrissar's dead. Kakzim. Kakzim's the reason to go back."
Pavek left the hut. Mahtra followed him, a child who didn't look like a child and didn't particularly act
like one, either. She slipped her arm through his and stroked his inner forearm with a long fingernail. He
wrested free.
"Not with me, eleganta. I'm not your type."
"Where do I go, if not with you?"
It was a very good question, for which Pavek hadn't an answer until he spotted a farmer couple
peering out their cracked-open door. Their hut was good-sized, their children were grown and gone. He
took Mahtra to stay with them until morning, and wouldn't hear no for an answer. Still this was one night
Pavek wasn't going back to Telhami's grove. He stretched out in a corner of the bachelor hut.
Tomorrow was certain to be worse than tonight. He'd get some sleep while he could.
Chapter Six
How old are you?
A voice, a question, and the face of an ugly man haunted the bleak landscape of Mahtra's dreams.
Seven ripe cabras. A whirling spiral with herself at the center and seven expanding revolutions
stretching away from her. The spiraling line was punctuated with juicy, sweet fruit and the other events of
the life she remembered. Seven years—more days than she could count—and all but the last several of
them spent inside the yellow walls of Urik. She hadn't known the city's true shape until she looked back as
the huge, painted bug carried her away to this far-off place.
Mahtra hadn't remembered a horizon other than rooftops, cobbled streets, and guarded walls. She had
known the world was larger than Urik; the distant horizon itself wasn't a surprise, but she'd forgotten what
empty and open looked like.
What else had she forgotten?
There is no before Urik.
Another voice. Her own voice, the voice she wished she had, echoed through her dreams. Did it tell
the truth? Had she forgotten what came before Urik, as she had forgotten what stretched beyond it?
Turn around. Step beyond the spiral. Find the path. What before Urik? Remember, Mahtra.
Remember....
The spiral of Mahtra's life blurred in her dream-vision. Her limbs became stiff and heavy. She was
tempted to lie down where she was, at the center of her life, and ignore the beautiful voice. What would
happen if she fell asleep while she was dreaming? Would she wake up in her life or in the dream, or
somewhere that was neither living nor dreaming?
Somewhere that was neither living nor dreaming...
Mahtra knew of such a nowhere place. She had forgotten it, the way she'd forgotten the colors and
shapes on the other side of Urik's walled horizon. It was the outside place, beyond the memories of the
cabra-marked spiral.
A place before Urik.
* * *
A place of drifting, neither dark nor bright, hot nor cool. A place without bottom or top, or any direction
at all, until there was a voice and a name:
Mahtra.
Her name.
Walking, running, swimming, crawling, and flying—all those ways she'd used to move toward her
name. At the very end, she fought, because the place before Urik had not wanted her to leave. It grew
thick and dark and clung to her arms, her ankles. But once Mahtra had heard her name, she knew she
could no longer drift; she must break free.
Mahtra put a word to the substance of her earliest memories: the place before Urik was water and the
hands were the hands of the makers, lifting her out of a deep well, holding her while she took her first
unsteady steps. Her memory still would not show her the makers' faces, but it did show Mahtra her arms,
her legs, her naked, white-white flesh.
Made, not born. Called out of the water fully-grown, exactly the person she was in her dream, in her
life:
Mahtra.
The hands wrapped her in soft cloth. They covered her nakedness. They covered her face.
Who did this? The first words that were not her name touched her ears. What went wrong? Who is
responsible? Who's to blame for this—for this error, this oversight, this mistake? Whose fault?
Not mine. Not mine. Not mine!
Accusing questions and vehement denials pierced the cloth that blinded her. The steadying hands
withdrew. The safe, drifting place was already sinking into memory. This was the true nature of the world.
This was the enduring, unchanging nature of Mahtra's life: she was alone, unsupported in darkness, in
emptiness; she was an error, an oversight, a mistake.
That face! How will she talk? How will she eat? How will she survive? Not here—she can't stay
here. Send her away. There are places where she can survive.
The makers had sent her away, but not immediately. They dealt honorably with their errors.
Honorably—a dream-word from Urik, not her memory. They taught her what she absolutely needed to
know and gave her a place while she learned: a dark place with hard, cool surfaces. A cave, a safe and
comforting place... or a cell where mistakes were hidden away. Cave and cell were words from Urik. In
her memory there was only the place itself.
Mahtra wasn't helpless. She could learn. She could talk— if she had to—she could eat, and she could
protect herself. The makers showed her little red beads that no one else would eat. The beads were
cinnabar, the essences of quicksilver and brimstone bound together. They were the reason she'd been
made, and, though she herself was a mistake, cinnabar would still protect her through ways and means her
memory had not retained.
When Mahtra had learned all she could—all that the makers taught her—then they sent her away with
a shapeless gown, sandals, a handful of cinnabar beads, and a mask to hide their mistake from the world.
Follow the path. Stay on the path and you won't get lost.
And with those words the makers disappeared forever, without her ever having seen their faces. In her
dream, Mahtra wondered if they had known what awaited her on the path that led away from their isolated
tower. Did they know about the predators that stalked the eerie, tangled wilderness around their tower?
Were those ghastly creatures mistakes like herself? Had they strayed from the path and become forever
lost in the wilderness? Were they the lucky mistakes?
Mahtra had followed the makers' instructions until the shadowy wilderness ended and the path
broadened into the hard ground of the barrens. She wasn't lost. There were men waiting for her. Odd—her
memory hadn't held the words for water or cave or any of the beasts she'd avoided in the wilderness, but
she'd known mankind from the start, and gone toward them, as she had not gone toward the beasts.
In the dream, a shadow loomed between Mahtra and the men. She veered away from the memories it
contained.
Stay on the path.
Again, she heard the voice that might be her own and watched in wonder as a glistening path sliced
through the shadow, a path that had not existed on that day she did not want to remember.
Follow the path.
The voice pulled her into the shadow where rough hands seized her, tearing her gown and mask. Her
vision blurred, her limbs grew heavy, but she was not in the drifting place. A flash of light and sound
radiated from her body. When her senses were restored, she stood free.
This was what the makers meant when they said she could protect herself. This was what happened to
the cinnabar after she ate the red beads. The men who'd held her lay on the ground, some writhing, others
very still. Mahtra ran with her freedom, clutching the corners of her torn gown against her breasts. She ran
until she could run no farther and darkness had replaced the light: not the pure darkness of a cave or cell,
but the shadowy darkness of her first moonless night.
Her cinnabar beads could protect her, but they couldn't nourish her flesh nor slake her thirst. She rested
and ran again, not as far as she'd run the first time, not as far as she had to. The men followed her. They
knew where she was. She could hear them approach. The cinnabar protected her again, but the men were
wily: they knew the range of her power and harried her from a safe distance throughout the night.
Fear, Mahtra. Fear. There is no escape.
The men caught her at dawn, when she was too exhausted to crawl and the cinnabar flash was no
more potent than a flickering candle. They bound her wrists behind her back and hobbled her ankles before
they confined her in a cart. She had nothing but her mask to hide behind, because even these cruel and
predatory creatures—
No mask. Nothing. Nothing at all. There is no escape from your memory.
Mahtra's mask vanished. She was truly, completely naked in the midst of men who both feared her and
tormented her. There were other carts, each pulled by a dull-witted lizard and carrying one of the makers'
unique creations. She called to them, but they were not like her; they were nameless beasts and answered
with wails and roars she couldn't understand. Her voice made the men laugh. Mahtra vowed never to speak
where men could listen.
Crouched in the corner of the cart as it began to move, she heard the word Urik for the first time.
Urik! the voice of her dream howled. Remember Urik! Remember the fear. Remember shame and
despair. There is no escape!
She shook her head and struggled against her bonds.
There was no escape from the voice in her dream, but the dream was wrong. Memory was wrong.
She still had the makers' mask; it had not been taken from her. It had not vanished. Urik was on the path
the makers had told her to follow. It was the place where she belonged, where the makers said she could,
and would, survive.
Remember Urik. Remember Elabon Escrissar of Urik!
In a heartbeat, Mahtra did remember. A torrent of images etched with bitter emotion and pain fell into
her memory. Consistent with her nakedness and helplessness, the images expanded her memories,
transforming everything she'd known. The shame she'd felt for her face spread to cover her entire body,
her entire existence, and fear extended its icy fingers into the vital parts of her being.
Fear and shame and despair. They are a part of you because you were a part of them.
Remember!
Mahtra fought out of the dream. The cruel men of memory disappeared, along with the bonds around
her wrists and ankles. Her mask returned, comfortable and reassuring around her face, but the last
victory—waking up—eluded her. She found herself on a gray plain, more dreary and bleak than anything
she'd imagined, assaulted by an invisible wind that blew against her face no matter where she looked. While
Mahtra tried to understand, the wind strengthened. It drove her slowly backward, back to the dream and
memories of shame.
"Enough!" A voice that was not Mahtra's or the dream's thundered across the gray plain. It set an
invisible wall against the wind and, a moment later, dealt Mahtra a blow that left her senseless.
* * *
"Enough!"
Akashia inhaled her mind-bending intentions from the subtle realm where the Unseen influenced
reality. She feared she recognized that voice, hoped she was wrong, and took no chances. As soon as she
was settled in her physical self, she swept a leafy frond through the loose dirt and dust on the ground in
front of her, destroying the touchstone patterns she'd drawn there. In another moment she would have
erased them from her memory as well, replacing them with innocent diversions.
But Akashia didn't have another moment.
A wind from nowhere whisked through her Quraite hut. It took a familiar shape: frail-limbed and
hunched with age, a broad-brimmed hat with a gauze veil obscuring eyes that shone with their own light.
Not a friendly light. Akashia didn't expect friendship from her one-time mentor. She knew what she'd
been doing. There were fewer rules along the Unseen Way than there were in druidry. Still, it didn't take
rules to know that Telhami wouldn't approve of her meddling in the white-skinned woman's dreams.
"Grandmother."
A statement, nothing more or less, a paltry acknowledgment of Telhami's presence in this hut, their first
meeting since Telhami's death a year ago. For in all that time, no matter what entreaties Akashia offered,
Telhami hadn't left her grove, hadn't strayed from the man to whom she'd bequeathed that grove.
Even now, after all that silence, Telhami said nothing, only lifted her hand. Wind fell from her
outstretched arm, an invisible gust that scoured the ground between them. When it had finished, the
touchstone pattern had reappeared.
She drew a veil of her own around her thoughts, preserving her privacy. While Telhami might have the
mind-bending strength to pierce Akashia's defenses, Akashia had survived more fearsome assaults than
Grandmother was likely to throw at her, no matter how great her disappointment. Courtesy of Elabon
Escrissar, Akashia knew what dwelt in every murky corner of her being, and she'd learned to transform
that darkness into a weapon.
If Telhami wanted to do battle with those nightmares, Akashia was ready.
"Is this judgment?" Telhami's spirit demanded, adding its own judgment to its disappointment.
Akashia offered neither answer nor apology to the woman who'd raised her, mentored her, ignored her
and now presumed to challenge her.
"I asked you a question, Kashi."
"Yes, it's judgment," she said, defying the hard bright eyes that glowed within the veil. "It had to be
done. She came from him!" she snarled, then shuddered as defiance shattered. Escrissar's black mask
appeared in her mind's eye. And with the mask, bright unnatural talons fastened to the fingers of his
dark-gloved hands appeared also. Talons that caressed her skin, leaving a trail of blood.
The New Race woman's mask was quite, quite different. Her long red fingernails seemed impractical;
nevertheless a rope had been thrown and pulled tight. Akashia couldn't think of one without thinking of the
other.
"It had to be done," she repeated obstinately. "I told Pavek to take her to his grove—to the grove you
bequeathed to him—but the Hero of Quraite refused. So I judged her myself."
"Ignoring his advice?"
"She'd already blinded his common sense. I'm not afraid, Grandmother; I'm not weak. There was no
reason for you to turn to him instead of me. Pavek will never understand Quraite the way I do, even
without your grove to guide me. He doesn't care the way I care."
"The white-skinned woman came from Hamanu, not his high templar," Telhami corrected her, ignoring
everything else. "The Lion-King sent her. She alone traveled under his protection, she alone survived the
Sun's Fist. It's not for druids to judge the Lion-King, or his messengers. If you will not believe the woman
herself, if you refuse to listen to Pavek, believe me."
Why? Akashia wanted to scream. Why should she believe? All the while she'd been growing up,
learning the druid secrets under Grandmother's tutelage, Urik and its sorcerer-king had been Quraite's
enemy. Everything she learned was designed to nurture the ancient oasis community and hide it from the
Lion-King's rapacious sulphur eyes. The only exception was zarneeka, which the druids grew in their
groves and which Quraite sent to Urik to compound into an analgesic for the poor who couldn't afford to
visit a healer. And then, they learned that Escrissar and his halfling alchemist were compounding their
zarneeka not into Ral's Breath, but into the maddening poison Laq.
They'd made a mistake, she and Telhami; Escrissar's deadly ambitions had taken them by surprise.
They'd paid dearly for that mistake. Quraite had paid dearly. Telhami had died to keep Escrissar from
conquering zarneeka's source, villagers and other druids had died too, and they'd be years repairing the
damage to the groves and field.
But they would have won—had won—before the sorcerer-king's intervention—Akashia believed that
with all her heart. What she couldn't believe was Urik's ruler on his knees beside Grandmother's deathbed,
caressing Grandmother's cheek with a wicked claw that was surely the inspiration for the talons Escrissar
had used on her.
The sense of betrayal souring Akashia's gut was as potent now as it had been that night. Clenching a
fist, relaxing it, then clenching it again, she waited for the spasms to subside. When they had, she calmly
dragged a foot through the touchstone patterns—defying Telhami to restore them again.
"Mahtra went to House Escrissar frequently and willingly, she said so herself. She was there,
Grandmother. She was there when Escrissar interrogated me, when he laid me to waste—just like the boy
was! They witnessed... everything!"
She was, to her disgust, shaking again, and Telhami stood there, head drawn back and tilted slightly,
glowing eyes narrowed, taking everything in, coldly judgmental—as Grandmother had never been.
"And what is it that you expected to accomplish?"
"Justice! I want justice. I want judgment for what was done to me. They should all die. They should
endure what I endured, and then they should die of shame."
"Them!"
The unnatural eyes blinked and were dimmer when they reappeared. "You didn't," Grandmother
whispered. "That's the root, isn't it. You wanted to die of your shame, but you survived instead, and now
you're angry. You can't forgive yourself for being alive."
"No," Akashia insisted. "I need no forgiving. They need judgment."
"Destroying Mahtra won't change your past or the future. Destroying Zvain won't, either. Born or
made, life wants to go on living, Kashi. The stronger you are, the harder it is to choose death."
Not everyone is as determined as you, Kashi. Some of us have to stay alive, and while we live,
we do what we have to do to keep on living. Pavek's sneering face surfaced in Akashia's memory,
echoing Telhami.
"You were assailed by corruption, you were reduced to nothing, you wanted to die, but you survived
instead. Now you want to punish Mahtra for your own failure and call it justice. What judgment for you,
then, if Mahtra's only crime were the same as yours: She survived the unsurvivable?"
It was a bitter mirror that Pavek and Telhami raised. Akashia raked her hair and, for the first time,
averted her eyes.
"Where is my justice? Awake or asleep, I'm trapped in that room with him. I can't forget. I won't
forgive. It's not right that I have all the scars, all the shame."
"Right has little to do with it, Kashi—"
"Right is all that remains!" Akashia shouted with loud anguish that surprised her and surely awoke the
entire village. Embarrassment jangled every nerve, tightened every muscle. For a moment, she was frozen,
then: "Everything's dark now. I see the sun, but not the light. I sleep, but I don't rest. I swallowed his evil
and spat it back at him," she whispered bitterly. "I turned myself inside out, but he got nothing from me.
Nothing! Every day I have to look at that boy and remember. And, she's come to put salt on my wounds.
They know. They must know what he did to me. And yet they sleep sound and safe."
"Do they?"
She set her jaw, refusing to answer.
"Do they?" Telhami repeated, her voice a wind that ripped through Akashia's memory.
According to Ruari, Zvain at least did not sleep any better than she. And for that insight, she'd turned
against her oldest friend, her little brother.
Something long-stressed within Akashia finally collapsed. "I'm weary, Grandmother," she said quietly.
"I devote myself to Quraite. I live for them, but they don't seem to care. They do what I tell them to do, but
they complain all the while. They complain about using their tools in weapons-practice. I have to remind
them that they weren't ready when Escrissar came. They complain about the wall I've told them to build.
They say it's too much work and that it's ugly—"
"It is."
"It's for their protection! I won't let anything harm them. I've put a stop to our trade with Urik. No one
goes to the city; no one goes at all, not while I live. I'd put an end to the Moonracer trade, too... if I could
convince them that we have everything that we need right here."
Akashia thought of the arguments she'd had trying to convince the Quraiters, farmers and druids alike.
They didn't understand—couldn't understand without living through the horror of those days and nights
inside House Escrissar.
"Alone," she said, more to herself than to Telhami. "I'm all alone."
"Alone!" Telhami snorted, and the sound cut Akashia's spirit like a honed knife. "Of course you're
alone, silly bug. You've turned your back to everyone. Life didn't end in House Escrissar, not yours nor
anyone else's. Walls won't keep out the past or the future. You're alive, so live. You've been pleading for
my advice—yes, I've heard you; everything hears you—well, that's it. That, and let them go, Kashi. Let
Pavek go, let Ruari go. Let them go with your blessing, or go with them yourself—"
"No," Akashia interrupted, chafing her arms against a sudden chill. "I can't. They can't. Pavek's the
Hero of Quraite. The village believes in him. They'll lose heart if he goes—especially if he goes to stinking
Urik—and doesn't come back. I had to judge that woman. If I could make her reveal what she truly was,
he wouldn't follow her. He'd stay here, where he belongs. They'd all stay here."
The sleeping platform creaked as Telhami sat down beside Akashia. She had neither pulse nor breath,
but her hands were warm enough to drive away the chill.
"At last we get down to the root: Pavek. Pavek and Ruari. They do know what happened. You can
scarcely bear the sight of either of them—or the thought that they might leave you. It would be so much
easier, wouldn't it, if all the heroes of Quraite were dead: Yohan, Pavek, Ruari, and Telhami— all of us
buried deep in the ground where we could be remembered, but not seen."
She swiped tears with back of her hand, but more followed.
"Pity?" The bloodless hands were warm, but the voice was still cold and ruthlessly honest. "What pity?
None was asked for, none was given. Outside this hut, I've seen life go on. I've seen compassion. I've seen
love and friendship grow where nothing grew before. But I see no pity, no clinging to a past that's best
forgotten."
"I don't want to forget. I want my life back. I wish life to be as it was before."
It was a foolish wish—life didn't go backward—but an honest one, and Akashia hoped Telhami would
say something. She hoped Grandmother would reveal the words that would prevent Pavek and Ruari from
leaving Quraite.
"Let them go, Kashi," Grandmother said instead. "Tear down the wall."
"It won't ever be the same as it was."
"It won't ever be different, either, unless you let go of what happened."
"I can't."
"Have you tried?"
She shook her head and released a stream of tears, not because she'd tried and failed but because it
was so easy to forget, to live and laugh as if nothing had changed—until a word or gesture or a
half-glimpsed shadow jarred her memory and she was staring at Escrissar's mask again.
"Laugh at him," Grandmother advised after the old spirit unwound her thoughts. "Run through your
fields and flowers and if he appears—laugh at him. Show him that he has no more power over you. He'll go
away, too."
More tears. Kashi took a deep breath and asked the most painful question of all: "Why,
Grandmother—why did you give your grove to him?"
"It was not mine to give," Telhami's spirit confessed. "Quraite chose its hero. And a wise choice it was,
in the end. I'd made a mess of it, Kashi. Can you imagine the two of us grappling with all those toppled
trees? We'd be at it forever—but Pavek! The man was born to move wood and rock through mud. You
should see him!"
And for a moment, Kashi did, hip-deep in muck, cursing, swearing and earnestly setting the grove to
rights again. She had to laugh, and the tears stopped.
"You're not alone," Grandmother said suddenly, which Akashia mistook for philosophy, then she heard
footsteps outside the hut.
Telhami disappeared before Akashia could tell her midnight visitor to go away. Feeling betrayed and
abandoned once again, Akashia plodded to her door where two of Quraite's farmers greeted her. One held
a pottery lamp, the other, Mahtra's hand.
"She had a dream," the lampbearer said. "A nightmare. It scared us, too. Pavek said he'd be in the
bachelor hut, but we thought..."
Some folk needed neither spellcraft nor mind-bending to convey their notions silently. The farmer's
hollow-eyed, slack-jawed expression said everything that needed to be said.
"Yes, I understand." She made space in the doorway for Mahtra to pass. With her strange coloring and
wide-set eyes—not to mention whatever the mask concealed—the white-skinned woman's face was
almost unreadable. When Mahtra squeezed herself against the door jamb rather than brush against her,
Akashia had the sense that they were equally uncomfortable with the situation. "She can stay here with me
for the rest of the night. Pavek shouldn't have troubled you in the first place."
" 'Tweren't no trouble," the farmer insisted, though he was already retreating with his wife and his face
belied every word.
Akashia stood in the doorway, watching them walk back to their hut, and all the while conscious of the
stranger at her back. As soon as was polite, she shut the door and braced it with her body. She didn't know
what to say. Mahtra solved her problem by speaking first.
"It was only a dream. I didn't know my dreams could frighten someone else. That has never happened
before. You said I should go to the grove. What is a grove? Would my dreams frighten anyone there?"
"No." Akashia pushed herself away from the door with a sigh. "Not tonight. It's too late."
It was too late for the grove under any circumstance. Mahtra's voice wasn't natural. Her jaw scarcely
moved as she formed the words and the tone was too deep and deliberate to come from her slender throat;
yet listening to her now, Akashia believed Mahtra had lived in the world for only seven years. As much as
she craved justice, Akashia couldn't send a seven-year-old to the grove.
"No, nothing, thank you."
Of course not, Akashia realized, feeling like a fool. Eating or drinking would have meant removing the
mask. While ransacking Mahtra's memory, Akashia had found the white-skinned woman's
self-image—what she thought she looked like. If it was halfway accurate, there was good reason for that
mask, though appearances alone would not have bothered Akashia.
One thing that did bother her was the way that Mahtra chose to stand a step away from the touchstone
patterns on the dirt floor. Grandmother had known what they were: mind-benders' mnemonics, makeshift
symbols Akashia had used to push and poke her way through Mahtra's dreams. Akashia was the only one
who could have deciphered their meaning, yet Mahtra stared at them as if they were a public text on a Urik
wall.
Akashia strode across her hut. She stood in the center of the pattern, scuffing it thoroughly—she
hoped—with her bare feet before she took Mahtra by a white wrist. "Please sit down." Akashia tugged her
guest toward a wicker stool. "Tell me about your dream," she urged, as if she didn't already know.
Mahtra's narrow shoulders rose and fell, but she went where Akashia led her and sat down on the
stool. "It was a dream I would not want to have again. I knew I was dreaming, but I couldn't wake up."
"Were you frightened?" Akashia sat cross-legged on her sleeping platform. It was wrong to ask these
questions, but the damage was already done, and she was curious. Mind-benders rarely got a chance to
study the results of their efforts.
The pale blue-green bird's-egg eyes blinked slowly. "Yes, frightened, but I don't know why. It was not
the worst dream."
"You've had other dreams that frightened you more?"
"Worse memories make worse dreams, but they're still dreams. Father told me that dreams can't hurt
me, so I shouldn't be frightened by them. Sometimes memories get worse while I'm dreaming about them.
That happened tonight, but that wasn't what frightened me."
"What did frighten you?" Akashia found herself speaking in a small voice, as if she were talking to a
child.
Mahtra stared at her with guileless but unreadable eyes.
"Near the end, when I couldn't stop dreaming, I remembered memories that weren't mine. They
frightened me."
Akashia's blood ran cold. She thought of the touchstone pattern and the possibility that she was not as
skilled with the Unseen Way as she believed, at least not with the mind of a child-woman who'd been made,
not born. "What kind of memories?" she asked, curiosity getting the better of her again. "How do you know
they weren't your own?"
For a long moment Mahtra stared at the ground, as she'd stared at the patterns. Perhaps she was
simply searching for words.
"Father was killed in the cavern below Urik, but Father didn't die until after I found him and after he'd
given me the memories that held his killer's face—Kakzim's face—so I could recognize it. Father was very
wise and he was right to save his memories, but now I remember Kakzim and I remember being killed. In
my dreams the memories are all confused. I want to save Father and the others, but I never can. It's only a
dream, but it makes me sad, and frightened."
"And your dream earlier tonight—it was like that?"
Mantra's head bobbed once, but her eyes never left the dirt. "I remember what never happened, not to
me, but to someone like Father. Someone who's been killed and holding on to memories, waiting to die. I
don't think I'll go to sleep again while I'm here."
Akashia was grateful that Mahtra wasn't looking at her. "There's no reason for you to stay awake."
Not anymore. Akashia swore to herself that she wouldn't tamper with Mahtra's mind again.
"No one's been killed in Quraite," she continued, "not in a long time. There's no one dying here either."
"You are," Mahtra said as she raised her head and her odd eyes bore into Akashia's. "It was your voice
I heard in my dream. I recognize it. You told me to remember what came before Urik. You told me to feel
shame and fear, because you felt shame and fear. I felt what you felt, and then, I remembered what you
remember."
"No," Akashia whispered. For one moment, one heartbeat moment, the loathing she'd been trying to
awaken in Mahtra had been awakened in her instead. She thought the touchstone pattern had protected
her. She certainly hadn't acquired any of Mahtra's memories but, in her narrow drive for judgment, it
seemed that her own had escaped. "No, that can't be."
Mahtra was a child of Urik's darkest nights, its murkiest shadows, but mostly she was a child, with a
child's cold sense of right and wrong. Akashia nodded. "Yes," she said quickly, swallowing a guilty sob.
"Yes, I believe he's dead. It's an even trade."
"Good. I'm glad. Without Father, there's no one to ask and I can't be sure if I've done the right thing.
Your memories will sleep quietly now, and I can leave here with the ugly man and not look back. Kakzim
killed Father. The ugly man and I will hunt Kakzim and kill him, too. For Father. Then all my memories will
sleep quiet."
Akashia rose and faced a corner so she didn't have to face Mahtra. The white-skinned woman's world
was so fiercely simple, so enviably simple. Mahtra's memories would sleep quietly, as perhaps Akashia's
own memories would grow quieter, if she could truly believe in Mahtra's simple justice.
"Pavek," she said after a moment, still staring at the corner, still thinking about justice. "You should call
him Pavek, if you're going to take him away. He's not an ugly man; you shouldn't call him that. He'll tell you
when you've done the right thing. You should listen to him."
"Do you?"
It was a question Akashia could not find the strength to answer aloud.
"Father said the best lessons were the hardest lessons," Mahtra said after a long silence, then—to
Akashia's heartfelt relief—walked softly out the door.
No need to worry: Mahtra could take care of herself wherever she went.
Reclaiming her bed, but not for sleeping, Akashia extinguished her lamp. She sat in the dark, thinking of
what she'd done, what Telhami had said, and all because of the extraordinary individual the Lion-King had
sent from Urik. Mahtra was like a Tyr-storm, rearranging everything she touched before disappearing.
Akashia had taken a battering since sundown. She wouldn't be sorry to see the white-skinned woman leave,
but she wasn't sorry Mahtra had come to Quraite, either. There was a bit of distance between herself now
and the yesterday of Elabon Escrissar.
Akashia still found it difficult to think of Ruari or Pavek. Ruari was the past of hot, bright, carefree
days that would never come again. Pavek was a future she wasn't ready to face. She didn't want either of
them to leave with Mahtra, but she could admit that now, at least silently to herself, and with the admission
came the strength to say good-bye before dawn, two days later.
She was proud of herself, that there were no tears, no demands for promises that they would return,
only embraces that didn't last long enough and, from Pavek, something that might have been a kiss on her
forehead just before he let go. Standing on the verge of the salt, Akashia watched and listened until the bells
were silent and the Lion-King's kanks were bright dots against the rising sun. Then she turned away and,
avoiding the village, walked to her own grove.
There were wildflowers in bloom and birds singing in the trees—all the beautiful things she'd neglected
since her return from Urik. There was a path, too, which she'd never noticed before and which she
followed... to a waterfall shrouded in rainbows.
Chapter Seven
A trek across the Athasian Tablelands was never pleasant. Pavek and his three young companions
were grateful that this one was at least uneventful. They encountered neither storms nor brigands, and all
the creatures who crossed their path appeared content to leave them alone.
Pavek was suspicious of their good fortune, but that was, he supposed, his street-scum nature coming
to the fore as he headed back to the urban cauldron where he'd been born, raised, and tempered. That and
the ceramic medallion he'd worn beneath his home-spun shirt since leaving Quraite.
The closer they came to Urik, the heavier that medallion—which he had not worn nor even touched
since Lord Hamanu strode out of Quraite—hung about both his neck and his spirit. The medallion's front
carried a bas-relief portrait of the Lion-King in full stride. The reverse bore the marks that were Pavek's
name and his rank of third-level regulator in the civil bureau, marks now bearing a lengthwise gouge where
the sorcerer-king had raked his claw through the yellow glaze. Ordinarily, high templar medallions were
cast in gold, but it was that gouge, not the precious metal, that declared a templar had risen through the
ranks of his bureau to the unranked high bureau.
Still, with nothing but the relentless sun, the clanging kank bells that limited conversation among the
travelers, and the mesmerizing sway of the saddle to distract him, Pavek let his imagination run wilder each
day of the ten-day journey from Quraite to Urik.
There were no more than fifty high templars in Urik— men and women; interrogators, scholars, or
commandants—whose power was second only to Lord Hamanu's. Pavek considered paying a visit to his
old barracks, the training fields, or the customs house where he'd worked nine days out of ten. Not that he'd
left any friends behind who might congratulate him; he simply wanted to witness the reaction when he
unslung the medallion and made the gouge visible.
There'd be laughter, at first. No one in his right mind would believe any templar could rise from third
rank to the top, especially not within the civil bureau where the ranks weren't regularly thinned by war.
But that laughter would cease as soon as someone dared touch his medallion. That lengthwise gouge
couldn't be forged. Even now, quinths after the Lion-King had touched it, the medallion was still slightly
warm against Pavek's chest. Anyone else would feel a sharp prickling: high templars had an open call on
their patron's power and protection.
Once convinced of the mark's authenticity, he'd have more friends than he knew what to do with. In
his mind's eye, Pavek watched the taskmasters, administrators, and procurers who'd run his life since his
mother bought him a pallet in the templar orphanage trample each other in their eagerness to curry his
favor.
Pavek had countless fantasies beneath the scorching sun, but he indulged them only because he knew
that many of those whose comeuppance he most wished to witness were already dead, and that he'd never
act on the rest. He'd had too much personal acquaintance with humiliation to enjoy in any form.
Besides, in his calmer moments Pavek wasn't certain he wanted to be a high templar. He certainly
didn't want to have regular encounters with Urik's sorcerer-king. On the other hand, the more he learned
from Mahtra, frequent encounters of any kind were a decreasing possibility. First he had to survive this, his
first high-templar assignment. Night after night as they sat around a small fire, Pavek quizzed the
white-skinned woman about the disaster that had eventually brought her to Quraite.
Mahtra had told him about a huge cavern beneath the city and the huge water reservoir it supposedly
contained. When he gave the matter thought, it seemed reasonable enough. The fountains and wells that
slaked Urik's daily thirst never ran dry, and although the creation of water from air was one of the most
elementary feats of magic—he'd mastered the spell himself—it was unlikely that the city's water had an
unnatural origin. That a community of misfits dwelt on the shores of this underground lake also seemed
reasonable. For many people, life anywhere in the city, even in the total darkness beneath it, was preferable
to life anywhere else.
Not much more than a year ago, Pavek would have thought the same thing.
And he could imagine a mob of thugs descending on that community with extermination on their minds.
It wasn't a pleasant image, but riots happened in Urik, despite King Hamanu's iron fist and the readiness of
templars to enforce their king's justice. While he wore the yellow, Pavek had swept through many an
erupting market plaza, side-by-side with his fellow templars, bashing heads and restoring order with brutal
efficiency that kept the bureaus more feared than hated.
It was the sort of work that drove him to a melancholy two-day drunk, but there were a good many
templars who enjoyed it, even volunteered for it.
Templars were certainly capable of causing the carnage in Mahtra's cavern, but it seemed this was one
civic outrage for which they weren't responsible. With all the time she'd spent in the templar quarter,
Mahtra would know a templar if she'd gleaned one from the dying memories of the mind-bender she called
Father. But there wasn't a snatch of yellow in the images she'd received from Father's dying mind and,
even off-duty, the kind of templars who might have ravaged the cavern wore their robes as a sort of armor.
What Mahtra had gleaned from inherited memories was the face of a slave-scarred halfling who she
insisted was Escrissar's alchemist. Pavek had seen Kakzim just once, when he stood beside his master,
Escrissar, in the customs-house warrens. It had struck Pavek then that the alchemist had enough hate in his
eyes to destroy the world. He could believe that the mad halfling was the force behind the rampage. What
he couldn't figure was Kakzim's purpose in slaughtering a community Lord Hamanu would have executed
anyway.
If Lord Hamanu wanted Kakzim dead, Kakzim would be dead. Simply and efficiently.
Try as he might, Pavek could find only one satisfactory explanation for the summons Mahtra carried to
Quraite: Lord Hamanu was bored. That was the usual explanation when sudden, strange orders filtered
down through the bureau hierarchies; orders that once put an adolescent orphan on the outer walls
repainting the images of the Lion-King for a twenty-five day quinth, changing all the kilts to a different
color.
Lord Hamanu made war to alleviate his boredom and indulged his high templar pets for the same
reason. He'd turned Pavek into a high templar, and now it was Pavek's turn to provide a day's amusement
before Lord Hamanu hunted down the halfling himself.
Pavek dreamt of sulphur eyes among the stars, eyes narrowing with laughter, and razor claws
descending through the night to rip out his heart. The heavens were naturally dark each time he awoke, but
the gouged medallion was hot against his ribs, and Pavek was not completely reassured.
In contrast to his own nightmare anxiety, Zvain and Ruari seemed to think they'd embarked on the
great adventure of their young lives. They chattered endlessly about cleverness, courage, and the victory
that would be theirs. Zvain imagined throwing Kakzim's bloody head at the Lion-King's feet and being
rewarded with his weight in gold. Ruari, to his credit, thought he could assure Quraite's isolation. Even
Mahtra got swept up in vainglory, though her expectations were more modest: an inexhaustible supply of
cabra melons and red beads.
The trio tried to infect him with their enthusiasm, calling him an old man when he resisted. They had a
point. Pavek could remember himself at Ruari's age—it wasn't more than a handful of years ago—and he'd
been a cautious old man even then.
After dealing with the sorcerer-king's boredom, Pavek feared his greatest challenge was going to be
riding herd on his rambunctious allies.
Ruari had matured in the past year. He had moments of blind, adolescent stubbornness, but overall
Pavek trusted the half-elf to act sensibly and hold up under pressure. Zvain was still very young, in the
midst of his most willful and rebellious years, and nursing childhood wounds. He was inclined at times to
crumble, to curl in on himself— especially when Pavek and Ruari lapsed into one of their vigorous but
ultimately inconsequential arguments. The boy craved affection that Pavek could barely provide and then
frequently rejected it just as fast, which only made life more difficult.
As for Mahtra... the made-woman was an enigma. Younger than Zvain by several years, she wasn't
so much a child—though she had a child's notion of cause and effect— as a wild creature, full-grown and
unpredictable. She was much stronger than she appeared, and, or so she claimed, had the capacity to
'protect herself'.
Mahtra said she'd ridden out of Khelo, the market village most nearly aligned with Quraite's true
location and the one where Lord Hamanu maintained his kank stables. But Pavek held to the Quraite
tradition of entering Urik from a deceptive direction.
They circled the city, camping one final night on the barrens, and joined the city's southern road shortly
after dawn the next morning.
That was the limit of caution or discretion. Once the bright, belled kanks were on the road, rumor
traveled with them through the irrigated fields. Pavek spotted the isolated dust plumes as runners spread the
word, and before long there were gawkers on the byways. They kept their distance, of course, even the
noble ladies in their distinctive gauze-curtained howdahs, but curiosity was the strongest mortal emotion and
a parade of the Lion-King's decorated bugs was almost as fascinating as the Lion himself. Pavek, Ruari,
and Zvain were nothing to look at, but Mahtra, the eleganta with her stark white skin and unusually masked
features, captured the onlookers' attention. She certainly did when they reached Modekan, the village
where, in the past, Quraiters had registered their intent to bring zarneeka into Urik the following day.
Pavek had no idea what day it was as they approached Modekan, but the village was quiet. The
Modekan registrators weren't expecting visitors, at least not visitors riding the sorcerer-king's kanks. Pavek
began to regret his decision to pass through Modekan, where their impending arrival had all the earmarks of
the event of the year, if not the decade.
Every village templar was lined up at the gate, wearing tattered, wrinkled yellow robes that would
never pass muster at Pavek's old barracks. The rest of Modekan mobbed behind the line, necks craning and
heads bobbing for a good look. Three strides through the gate, and every pair of eyes was fastened tight on
Mahtra. A burly human woman with a bit more weaving in her yellow sleeve than the others hurried
forward to crouch beside Mahtra's kank, offering her own back as a dismounting platform. Mahtra's
bird's-egg eyes fairly bulged with surprise, and rather than dismounting, she pulled her feet up onto the
saddle.
It was an insult, a breach of tradition. Pavek didn't imagine that registrators liked being treated as
kank-furniture— regulators certainly didn't—but having humiliated oneself, no low-rank templar like to be
refused. Confusion reigned and threatened to turn ugly with the village's ranking templar groveling in the
dust and Mahtra trying to keep her balance. Pavek had his eye particularly focused on another templar in
the crowd, young enough and angry enough to be the crouched woman's son, who'd turned a dangerous
shade of red.
When the furious templar began to move, Pavek moved as well, dismounting in the war bureau
style—off leg swinging forward over the pommel, rather than backward over the cantle, so the rider landed
with the kank at his back and eyes on his enemy. He'd seen the method, but never tried it before. Success
made him bold.
"Who's in charge here?" he demanded with his arms bided over his chest. No one answered. Mahtra
looked like someone important; he looked like a farmer. Pavek hooked the leather thong around his neck
and brought the gouged medallion into the light. "Who is in charge?" he repeated.
Audacity often succeeded in the Tablelands because the price of failure was so high that few would
dare it. Templar and villager alike knew the punishment for impersonating a high templar. They stared at
Pavek brandishing his ceramic medallion as if it were made of gold. After a long moment during which his
heart did not beat at all, the crouching woman got to her feet. There was a smile on her face as she came
toward him. The earlier insult was forgotten; now she expected to have the honor of turning an imposter
over to higher authorities.
Then she saw the gouge in the medallion he held out to her, and her smile wavered. Pavek didn't need
magic or mind-bending to hear the doubts contending in her mind as she extended her arm. They were,
however, equally shocked when crimson sparks leapt from the gouge to her fingertips, sparks bright enough
to make them both blink.
"Great One!" she cried, nursing burnt fingers as she dropped to her knees. "Great One, Lord, forgive
me. I meant no disrespect."
All the others followed her example, parents grabbing their children as they knelt and holding them
close. The children cried protest at the rough handling, but there were adult sobs, also. Pavek could slay
them all with his own hands, no questions asked nor quarter given. He could enslave them on the spot,
selling them or keeping them without regard for kinship. Such were the ingrained powers of the Lion-King's
high templars.
Pavek chewed his lower lip, sickened by what he'd done, uncertain how to rectify it. The only high
templar he'd met in the flesh was Elabon Escrissar, whose example he'd sooner die than follow.
"Mistakes happen," he muttered. Mistakes did, of course, and people died for them. "You weren't
expecting us." They should have gone to Khelo. "There's been no harm done, to us or you. No reason to
sweat blood."
Slipshod and undisciplined as the registrators were, they were templars, and they knew about sweating
blood. Here and there, a head came up to stare at him. If mekillots would fly before a high templar showed
mercy to fools, then Pavek had just sprouted wings.
"We'd like water to drink and to wash off the dust, and a hand-cart for our baggage. Then we'll be on
our way. We have business in Urik."
More heads had come up, more folk questioning fortune. The burly registrator got to her feet, still
cradling her hand against her breast. She looked at the medallion, then at Pavek's face.
"Whatever you wish, Great One, Lord. Whatever your dreams desire. Please, Great One, Lord, tell us
who are you or—?"
"Pavek," he replied, almost as uncomfortable as she was.
Judging by the lack of reaction, his name, which had been associated with a forty-gold-piece reward
less than a year ago, had been forgotten. The registrator's lips worked, summoning up the fortitude for
another question:
Of course. Like the nobility living on their estates, high templars had a second name engraved on their
medallions. Pavek could have made one up out of whole cloth to satisfy these nervous registrators, and he
would have, for their sakes and his, but his mind had gone completely blank.
"By decree of Hamanu, Lord of the Mountains and the Plains, King of the World—"
They'd all forgotten Mahtra, still sitting cross-legged atop her kank. Lord Hamanu must have prepared
her for this moment, at least Pavek hoped the sorcerer-king had taught her the words when he gave her the
message she brought to Quraite. The alternative was that Lord Hamanu was bending Mahtra's thoughts at
this very moment. Pavek noticed he wasn't the only one looking for sulphur eyes in the skies over her head.
He didn't find any.
"—Lord Pavek is sole inheritor of House Escrissar. You may call him Lord Escrissar."
There was a name everyone recognized, feared and rightly despised, Pavek included. The Modekaners
looked at him, more uncertain than before, and even Ruari and Zvain seemed taken aback. It shouldn't have
been such a gut-numbing surprise—the Lion-King had all but told him he was replacing the half-elf—but it
was. Pavek felt as if he'd been stained with a foul dye that would never wash off.
The woman registrator retreated a full stride. "We will send to Khelo for sedan chairs, Lord Escrissar."
She flashed a hand-sign and two elven templars took off running. "There are none here."
Another reason they should have gone to Khelo. Draft and riding animals were outlawed in Urik and in
the belt of land between the city and its market villages. High templars and nobles got around that law with
slave-labor sedan chairs, which could be hired at Khelo.
"There's no time for that," Pavek protested, finding his voice too late to recall the elves. "Water and a
hand-cart, that's all we want; then we'll be on our way."
They got their water, and all the succulent fruit they could eat, but not the hand-cart. There was no
way Modekan's chief registrator was going to let a high templar, especially a high templar calling himself
Lord Escrissar, leave her village pulling his own baggage in a rickety two-wheeled bone-and-leather cart.
The village had twenty hale men who'd be honored to pull their cart. Her very own son would be especially
honored to pull a second cart for the eleganta, whose rank they'd mistaken earlier.
"Surely, Lord Escrissar, you can't expect her to walk?"
Pavek knew Mahtra wasn't nearly as frail as she appeared to be, but her sandals weren't suited for the
long walk to the city. After a futile grumble, he bowed his head, accepting the registrator's advice. The
bloody sun hadn't moved twice its breadth across the cloudless sky, and already he was being told what to
do again, respectfully and correctly, but told, nonetheless.
By the time the Modekaners had piled what appeared to be every pillow in the village into Mahtra's
cart, there wasn't a yellow-robed elf to be seen. The templars at the city gate weren't going to be surprised
by an unexpected high templar and his entourage. And Pavek wasn't going to get an opportunity to talk
tactics with his companions on the final leg of their journey, as—fool that he was—he'd intended.
Pavek didn't get a chance to talk with them at all. In addition to the two men pulling the carts, half the
able-bodied folk of Modekan marched along with them, each of them taking advantage of the opportunity to
ply a cause or air their favorite grievance with, wonder-of-wonders, an approachable high templar. They
made varied promises and offered their service for quinths, phases, or all the years of their lives, if only he
would take them into his presumably vast patronage. One nubile young woman offered to become his wife,
guaranteeing him strong, healthy sons to carry on his lineage; she already had three by the man she was
leaving, the man who, moments earlier, had offered to become his water-servant for ten years and a day.
He said he'd think about it and tucked the little seal-stone with her name on it into his bulging
belt-pouch. An older fellow, a dwarf with a mangled ear and a gimpy leg, took aim at him next, but not
before Pavek got a glimpse of Mahtra, Ruari, and even Zvain under similar assault, the three of them
looking similarly overwhelmed. He cursed himself for a fool and was glad Telhami wasn't around to see
what a mess he'd made of things, then the dwarf caught up with him.
The dwarf knew of a place, deep in the barrens, where a sandstorm had overtaken a rich caravan,
leaving everyone dead but him. For twenty years, he'd kept the caravan's lost treasure a secret, but now, if
Lord Escrissar would put up twenty gold pieces—for men, supplies, and inixes to haul the treasure back to
Urik—the dwarf would split the treasure evenly with him.
Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy! Did they all take him for that great a fool?
Pavek grew more irritated with himself and the smarmy dwarf until the walls and roofs of the city hove
into view. He hadn't realized how much he'd missed Urik—he hadn't thought he'd missed it at all, but the
sunlight flash of the Lion-King's yellow-glass eyes embedded in the majestic walls sent a chill down his
spine. His body tightened. He walked lighter, feeling Urik's vitality through the balls of his feet, the chaotic
rhythms of sentient life different from the slow regularity of Quraite's groves. The dwarf fell behind as
Pavek picked up the pace. Cruel, perhaps, to take advantage of a dwarf's shorter stride, but not unjust, not
unlike the Lion-King whose wall-bound portraits beckoned him home.
"The Mighty Lord expects you, Great One," the instigator in charge of the southern gatehouse informed
Pavek. "We sent word to the palace after the Modekan messengers arrived. Manip"—the instigator
indicated a tow-headed youth wearing the regulator's bands that Pavek knew best— "lingered in the
corridor. He saw messengers dispatched to the quarter with the keys to your house."
The instigator paused, as if he had more to say, as if it were pure happenstance that his hand was
palm-up between them. Gatekeeping templars couldn't demand anything from a high templar, but Manip
had taken no small risk eavesdropping in the palace. Pavek fished carefully through his cluttered belt-pouch;
it was useful to know that they had a place to sleep, albeit an ill-omened one. He put an uncut ceramic coin
in the instigator's hand. It disappeared immediately into the instigator's sleeve, but no more information was
forthcoming, and Pavek had no assurance that Manip would receive a fair share of the reward.
"Shall I escort you to the palace, Great One?" the instigator asked.
Pavek understood that the man would expect another gratuity when they reached the palace gate. He
needed another moment to remember that he was a high templar now and that there was no need for him
to reward this man, or anyone. Nor was he compelled to accept services he didn't want.
"I know the way, Instigator," he said firmly, liking the sound. "Your place is here. I would not take you
from it. Let Manip, there, haul our cart to my house." That was a way to reward the templar who'd actually
taken the eavesdropping risk, and rid themselves of a bulky pile in the bargain. The other cart, Mahtra's cart
with the abundance of pillows, was already on its way back to Modekan.
"Great One, the palace?" The instigator's tone was less bold. "The Mighty Lord was informed of your
imminent arrival, Great One. He expects you and your companions."
"That is not your concern, Instigator." Pavek made his voice cold. He smiled his practiced templar
smile and felt his scar twitch.
The tricks of a high templar's trade came easily. He could grow accustomed to the power, if he
weren't careful. Corruption grew out of the bribes he was offered, the bribes he accepted, which was no
surprise, but also out of those he refused, and that was a surprise.
He set Manip, the cart, and three ceramic bits on their way toward the templar quarter, then herded his
companions deeper into the city, where they could almost disappear into the afternoon crowds.
"Didn't you hear what he said?" Zvain demanded when they were sheltered in the courtyard of an
empty shop. "Wheels of fate, Pavek—King Hamanu's got his eye out for us. We're goners if we don't hie
ourselves to the palace!"
"And do what when we get there?" Pavek countered. "Slide across the floor on our bellies until he tells
us what to do next?"
Zvain said nothing, but his expression hinted that he had expected to slither.
"Mahtra, can you take us to the reservoir now?" Pavek turned to her. "I want to see it with my own
eyes before we go to the palace."
She pulled back, shaking her head like a startled animal.
"If we're going to hunt for Kakzim, we have to start where he was last seen."
"My Lord Hamanu—" Mahtra began to protest.
But Pavek cut her off. "Doesn't know everything there is to know in Urik." The words were heresy,
but also the truth, or Laq would never have gotten loose in the city. "Can you lead us there? I don't want to
go to the palace with an empty head."
"There was death everywhere. Blood and bodies. I didn't want to go back. I didn't go back. Father,
Mika, they're still there."
A child, Pavek reminded himself. A seven-year-old who'd come home one morning and found her
family slaughtered. "You don't have to go all the way, Mahtra. Just far enough so we know where we're
going. Zvain will stay with you—"
"No way!" the boy protested. "I'm going with you. I'm not afraid of a few corpses."
"You'll stay with her, won't you, Ru?"
"Aye," Ruari replied, but he was staring at the roofs across the street where something had just gone
thump.
"There—you lead us as far as you can, and Ruari will stay with you until Zvain and I get back." Never
mind that he'd trust Mahtra's street-sense before he'd trust Ruari's; Mahtra was reassured.
"We have to get to the elven market. There'll be enforcers to pay, and runners. I haven't paid them
since—" Mahtra's voice faltered. Pavek began to worry that the return to Urik had overwhelmed her, but
she cleared her throat and continued. "There's Henthoren. I don't know if he'll let me bring someone new
across his plaza..."
"We'll worry about that when we get there," Pavek said with a shrug.
He might have known the passage would be in the elven market—the one place in Urik where a high
templar's medallion wouldn't cut air. They'd be better off if no market enforcer or runner suspected who he
was, what he was. Tucking the medallion inside his shirt, he started walking toward the market. He had
three companions, each of whom wanted to walk beside him, but only two sides, Ruari staked a claim to
Pavek's right side. He held it with dire glowers and few expert prods from his staff, which Pavek decided
diplomatically to ignore.
"What do I do with these?" the half-elf asked plaintively.
Pavek looked down on a handful of colorful seal-stones sitting in Ruari's outstretched hand. "Did
anyone tell you a story that you believed?"
"No. They all wanted something from me."
"Throw them away."
"But—?"
The stones went tumbling when Pavek jostled the half-elf's arm.
"But—?" he repeated. "The stones themselves—shouldn't I try to return them, if I don't want them?"
"Forget the stones. Potters sell them at twenty for a ceramic bit, forty after a rain. Forget the
Modekaners. If you'd believed them, it might be different—might be. But you didn't believe them. Trust
yourself, Ru. You for damn sure can't trust anyone else."
Ruari wiped the lingering dust onto his breeches. The great adventure had lost its glow for him and was
further dimmed when they passed through the gates into the elven market. Ruari had been conceived
somewhere in the dense maze of tents, shanties, and stalls. His Moonracer mother had fallen afoul of a
human templar. The templar was long dead, but Ruari still held a grudge.
The market was quiet, at least as far as enforcers and runners were concerned. Mahtra led them
confidently from one shamble-way to the next. Keeping an eye out for authority, Pavek spotted several
vendors who seemed to recognize her—hardly surprising given her memorably exotic features—but no one
called to her. And that wasn't surprising either. Folk in the market minded their own business, but they had
a good memory for strangers, an excellent memory for the three strangers traveling in Mahtra's wake.
They stopped short on the verge of a plaza not greatly different from a handful of others they'd crossed
without hesitation.
"He's not here. Henthoren's not here," Mahtra mumbled through her mask. She pointed at an odd but
empty construction, an awning-chair atop a man-high tower and the tower mounted on wheels.
Henthoren—a tribal elf by the sound of his name—presumably sat in the chair, but there were no elves to
be seen today, not even among the women pounding laundry in the fountain. "He's gone."
"He can't stop you from leading us across then, can he?" Pavek chided gently. "Let's go."
She led them to a squat stone building northwest of the fountain. The stone was gray, contrasting with
the ubiquitous yellow of Urik's streets and walls. There were rows of angular marks above a leather-hinged
grating. Writing, Pavek guessed, but none that he was familiar with. After spending all his free time
breathing dust and copying scrolls in the city archive, he thought he'd deciphered every variant script in the
Tablelands cities. He'd have liked a few moments to study the marks, but Mahtra had opened a grate.
"Wind and fire," Ruari exclaimed as he crossed the threshold. "We're flat out of luck, Pavek."
Zvain used more inventive language to say the same thing. Mahtra said nothing until Pavek was inside
the stone building.
That was possible. The warding was as thick and bright as any Pavek had seen before; thicker by far
than the wardings the civil bureau maintained on the various postern passages through the city walls. He'd
guess a high templar had hung the shimmering curtain.
"There was some light before, but there was a passage here, too." Mahtra indicated a place now
hidden by the warding. "We'd use the passage. Now—They showed me what would happen if I touched
the light."
"It must be twice as powerful as the one under the walls," Ruari said, making a pensive face. He
remembered warding from when Pavek had led them through a postern passage on their way to rescue
Akashia from House Escrissar. "At least twice as powerful. I can feel it; it makes my teeth hurt and my
hair stand up. The other one didn't. Don't think your medallion trick's going to work like it did last year."
Pavek shouldered his way to the front. He took his medallion from his neck and grasped it carefully by
the edges, with the striding lion to the front. "You forget: I'm at least twice the templar I was then."
A cascade of blue-green sparks leapt to the medallion, leaving a black, wardless space in the curtain.
Pavek moved the ceramic in an outward-growing spiral, collecting more sparks, making a bigger hole. His
arm was numb and faintly blue-green by the time he had a hole large enough to let them through. He went
last; it closed behind him, leaving them in darkness. Pavek sucked his teeth and swore under his breath.
"What's the matter?" Ruari asked.
"One-sided warding."
"So? Then we've got no problem getting out—"
The half-elf would have walked headlong into oblivion if Pavek hadn't seized his arm and shoved him
against the rough stone wall.
"Death-trap, fool! Warding to keep curious folk out, but a blind trap for anyone who was already inside
when the wards were set."
Ruari went limp against Pavek's grip on his shirt. "Can we get out?"
"Same way we got in—just have to make certain I'm in front and my medallion's in front of me," Pavek
said with more good-humor and optimism than he felt. "Wish I had a bit of chalk to mark the walls. Wish I
had a torch to see the walls..."
"There're torches on the other side," Mahtra volunteered, then added: "There used to be."
"I can see," Ruari informed them, relying on the night-vision he'd inherited from his elven mother. "I've
marked these rocks in my mind. I'll know this place when we're here again. Swear it."
"See that you do," Pavek said, and Zvain tittered nervously somewhere on his left. "Still wish I had a
torch."
"The path's not hard," Mahtra assured them. "I never carried a torch, and I can't see in the dark. Hold
hands; I'll lead."
And she did, without a hint of her earlier trepidations. Her grip was cool and dry around Pavek's
fingers, while Zvain, behind Pavek, had a sweaty hand that threatened to slip away with every hesitant step
the boy took. Ruari brought up the rear, or Pavek assumed he did. Between his druid training and his innate
talents, the half-elf could be utterly silent when he chose.
The air in the passage was nighttime cool and heavy with moisture, like the air in Telhami's grove. It
had a faintly musty scent, but nothing approaching the stench Pavek would have expected from the carnage
Mahtra had described. He'd believed her since she appeared on the salt flats. He'd trusted her
unquestioningly, as he trusted no one else, certainly not the Lion-King who'd sent her. A thousand ominous
thoughts broke his mind's surface.
"There's light ahead," Ruari announced in an excited whisper.
Light meant magic or fire. Pavek took a deep breath through his nose. He couldn't smell anything, but
he couldn't see anything, either.
"Let me go first," he said to Mahtra, striding past her.
The passage was wide enough for two good-sized humans and high enough that he hadn't bumped his
head. They'd come through a few narrower spots, but none that made Pavek feel as if the ground had
swallowed him whole. He didn't suggest that Mahtra stay behind or that Ruari stay behind with her. He
didn't sense danger ahead, not in that almost-magical way a man could sometimes sense a trap or ambush
before it was too late, but if things did go bad, he wanted Ruari and his staff where they could be of some
use—not to mention the 'protection' Mahtra claimed to possess but hadn't ever described or demonstrated.
He thumbed the guard that held his steel sword—scavenged from the battlefield after the battle with
Escrissar's mercenaries for Quraite—in its scabbard. "Stay close. Stay quiet," he ordered his troops. "Keep
balanced. If I stop short, I don't want to hear you grunting and stumbling."
The enclosed passage ended at the top of a curving ramp. Overhead, there was open air filled with the
dim light, solid rock on his left, and a slowly diminishing wall on his right. Pavek edged along the wall,
keeping his head down, until the wall was low enough for him to see over while still providing him with
something to hide behind. After taking a deep breath for courage, he peeked over the top—
And was so amazed by what he saw that he forgot to hunker down again.
Urik's reservoir was larger than any druid's pool, larger than anything Pavek could have imagined on
his own. It was a dark mirror reflecting the glow from its far shore, flawless, except for circular ripples that
appeared and faded as he gazed across it. The glow came from five huge bowls that seemed at first to
hover in the still air, though when he squinted, Pavek could make out a faint, silvery scaffolding beneath
them.
Other than the bowls, there was nothing: no corpses, no burnt-out huts, none of the debris a veteran
templar expected to find in the aftermath of carnage.
But the bowls themselves...
Pavek didn't have the words to describe their delicate, subtly shifting color or the aura that shone
steadily around them. They were beautiful, identical, perfect in every imaginable way, and now that he'd
seen them, the foreboding he hadn't felt when Ruari first saw light ahead fell on him like burning oil.
Mahtra wasn't a liar. Lord Hamanu was trustworthy. And someone—Kakzim—had contrived the
deaths of countless innocents and misfits so these bowls could be set in their places above the water.
Set there and left alone.
By everything Pavek could see or hear, there wasn't another living creature in the cavern. He gave the
agreed-upon signal, and Ruari brought the other two down the ramp.
Mahtra gasped.
Zvain began a curse: "Hamanu's great, greasy—" which he didn't finish because Pavek clouted him
hard on the floating ribs. Notwithstanding an eleganta's trade or the things Mahtra must have seen in House
Escrissar, there were some things honest men did not say in the presence of women. The boy folded
himself around the ache. Tears ran from his eyes, but he kept his lips sealed and soundless.
"What do you think?" Pavek gave his attention to Ruari, who was his superior where magic was
concerned.
The half-elf rolled his lower lip out. "I don't like it. Doesn't feel..." He closed his eyes and opened them
again. "Doesn't feel healthy."
Pavek sighed. He'd had the same sensation. He'd hoped Ruari could be more specific.
They stayed where they were, waiting for a sound, a flicker of movement to tell them they weren't
alone. There was nothing—unless the most disciplined ambushers on the Tablelands were waiting for them.
When Pavek's instincts said walk or scream, he started down the ramp, slow and quiet, but convinced that
they were in no immediate danger. The cavern was too vast for the sort of one-sided warding they'd
encountered earlier; it was too vast for any warding at all. Ruari prodded the reservoir's gravelly shore with
his staff, searching for more traditional traps. He overturned a few charred lumps that might have been
parts of huts or humans, but nothing that would tell anyone what had happened here less than two quinths
ago, if Mahtra hadn't told them.
When they got to the far shore, they found each bowl mounted on its own platform that leaned over the
water. The silvery scaffolds shone with light as well as reflecting the greater light of the bowls they held.
Caution said, look, don't touch, but Pavek was a high templar who'd painted the Lion-King's kilts. He wasn't
afraid of a bit of glamour, and he recognized a ladder in the scaffold's regular cross-pieces. With his
medallion against his palm, he touched a glowing strut.
"I'll be—" he began, then caught himself. "It's made of bones!"
Pavek ran the medallion from one lashing to the next, absorbing the silver glow. The scaffolding that
emerged from the glamour was constructed from bones of every description. It was thoroughly ingenious,
but except for the glamour—which was a simple deception and not much of one at that—it was completely
nonmagical. He tested the built-in ladder and, finding it strong enough to bear his weight, scrambled up to
the platform. Ruari came after him, but the other two stayed on the ground.
There was a pattern: leather and bones, a lot of leather, a lot of bones. Pavek felt a word rising through
his own thick thoughts, but without breaking the surface, the word was gone when the bowl suddenly
shuddered.
Hand on his sword, he turned around in time to see Ruari tottering on the bowl's rim. Demonstrating a
singular lack of foresight, the half-elf had apparently tried to leap up there from the scaffold, but all those
losing contests with his elven cousins finally yielded a victory. Ruari thrust his staff forward and down into
the bowl. The move acted as a counterbalance, and he stood steady a moment before leaping lightly back to
the scaffold platform beside Pavek.
Slop from the tip of Ruari's staff struck Pavek's leg. It was warm, slimy, and unspeakably foul. Pavek
swiped it off with his fingers, then shook his hand frantically. Ruari reversed the staff to get his own closer
view of the remaining gook.
He touched it, sniffed it, and would have touched it a second time with the tip of his tongue—if Pavek
hadn't swung at the staff and sent it flying.
"Have you lost what little wit you were born with, scum?"
Ruari drew himself up to his full height, a good head-and-a-half taller than Pavek. "I was going to find
out whether it was wholesome or not. Druids can do that, you know. Not bumble-thumbs like you, but real
druids."
"Idiots can do it, too, the same way you were going to do it! Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy—the stuff's
poison!"
"Poison?"
Ruari stared at the dark slime on his fingers, and, judging by his puzzled expression, saw something
entirely different. So Pavek grabbed Ruari's hand and smeared the sludge clinging to the half-elf's hand
across the medallion, where it hissed and steamed with a frightful stench. Ruari was properly appalled
"Laq?" he whispered.
"Damned if I know."
"Laq?" Zvain shouted from the ground where he brandished Ruari's staff.
"You keep your hands away from that tip—understand!" Pavek shouted, which only drew the boy's
attention to that exact part of the staff, which he promptly touched.
Pavek leapt to the ground, twisting his ankle on the landing. By the time things were sorted out, both he
and Zvain were limping and Ruari had joined them.
"This time, Kakzim's trying to" poison Urik's water," the half-elf said, proud that he'd deciphered the
purpose of the bowls.
"Looks like it," Pavek agreed, putting weight gingerly on his sore ankle. "Had to get rid of the folk living
here so he could build these damn bone scaffolds and skin bowls!" Which, while true, were not the wisest
words he'd ever uttered.
Mahtra raised her head to. stare wide-eyed at the bowls. It didn't take mind-bending to guess what kind
of skin she thought Kakzim had used to make them.
Mahtra shrieked, "Father!" She took off at a run for the nearest scaffold.
Ruari grabbed her as she ran past him, and let go just as quickly shouting: "What are you!"
She fell to the shore with her head tilted so they could see that a milky membrane covered her eyes.
The gold patches on her skin gave off bright fumes that smelled a bit of sulphur.
Zvain dropped to the ground as well. "Don't fight!" he shouted, then curled up with his knees against his
forehead. "Don't fight," he repeated, sobbing this time. "She'll blast you if you fight."
Pavek stood beside Ruari, one hand on his sword, the other on his medallion, waiting for Mahtra to be
herself again. The fumes subsided, the membranes withdrew. She sat up slowly, stretching her arms.
"You want to tell us what that was about?" Pavek demanded.
"The makers—" Mahtra began, and Pavek rolled his eyes.
She began to cry—at least that's what Pavek thought she was doing. The sound she made was like
nothing he'd heard before, but she was starting to curl up the same way as Zvain. Ignoring his ankle, he
squatted down beside her.
"I didn't mean to frighten you."
"Father—"
"I don't know what happened to your father's body, but those aren't his bones. Those are bones from
animals. The bowls, too. The bowls are made from animal hides, inix maybe. I was a cruel, dung-skulled
fool to say what I did."
A slaughterhouse. Pavek got to his feet. "Codesh!" The word that had escaped before all the
excitement began. "Codesh! Kakzim's in Codesh! He's in the butchers' village—" His enthusiasm faded as
quickly as it had arisen.
"But the passage's in the elven market. Someone would have noticed, not me hides; maybe, but the
bones for sure. There's no way to get those bones here without someone noticing."
Mahtra stood up slowly, using Pavek's arm for balance. "Henthoren sent a runner across the plaza to
me that morning. He said he'd let no one into the cavern since sundown, when I left. I think—I think he
knew what had happened, and was trying to tell me it wasn't his fault—"
"Because there's another passage to the cavern... in Codesh," Pavek concluded.
Zvain raised his head. "No," he pleaded. "Not Codesh. I don't want to go to Codesh. I don't want to go
anywhere."
"Don't worry. Codesh can wait until morning," Pavek assured the boy. He'd had enough adventure for
one day himself. His ankle throbbed when he took an aching step toward the distant ramp to Urik. The
sprain wasn't as serious as it was painful. "Food," he said to himself and his companions. "A good night's
sleep. That's what we all need. We'll worry about Codesh—about Hamanu—in the morning."
Ruari, Mahtra and Zvain fell in step behind him.
Chapter Eight
Civil bureau administrators were waiting outside the door of House Escrissar when Pavek, still hobbling
on a game ankle, led his companions through the templar quarter a bit before sunset. The administrators
were drowsy with boredom and leaning against the loaded hand-cart Manip had dragged up from the gate.
Exercising his high templar privileges, Pavek rewarded Manip and sent him on his way before he said a
word to the higher ranking administrators.
With proper deference, one of the administrators gave him a key ring large enough to hang a man. The
other handed him a pristine seal, carved from porphyry and bearing his exalted rank, his common name, and
his inherited house. He tried to give Pavek a gold medallion, too, but Pavek refused, saying his old ceramic
medallion was sufficient. That confused the administrator, giving Pavek a momentary sense of triumph
before he etched his name— Just-Plain Pavek—through the smooth, white clay surface of the deed,
revealing the coarse obsidian beneath it.
The administrators wrapped the deedstone in parchment that was duly secured with the Lion-King's
sulphurous wax by them and by Pavek, using his porphyry seal for the first time. The administrators
departed, and Pavek tried five keys before he found the one that worked in the door. He dragged the
hand-cart over the threshold himself.
House Escrissar had been sealed quinths ago. It was quiet as a tomb beneath a thick blanket of yellow
dust. Otherwise both Zvain and Mahtra assured its new master that the house was precisely as they
remembered it—which sent a chill down Pavek's spine. There was nothing in the simple furniture, the floor
mosaics, or the wall frescoes to proclaim that a monster had lived here. He'd expected obscenity, torture,
and cruelty of all kinds, but with their depictions of bright gardens and green forests, the frescoes could
have been commissioned by a druid... by Akashia herself.
"It was like this," Zvain repeated when curiosity drove Pavek to touch a painted orange flower. "That
was the worst—"
The boy's words stopped abruptly. Pavek turned around. They'd been joined by the oldest, most frail
half-elf he'd ever seen, a woman whose crinkled skin hung loose from every bone and whose back was so
crippled by age that she gazed most naturally at her own feet. She raised her head with evident discomfort
and difficulty. Her cheeks were scarred with black lines in a pattern Pavek promised himself would, never
be cut into flesh again.
"Who has come?" she asked with a trembling voice.
Pavek caught Zvain and Mahtra exchanging anxious glances before they shied away from the old
woman's shadow. Ruari was transfixed by the sight of what he, himself, might become. Pavek swallowed
hard and jangled the key ring he held in his weapon hand.
"I've come," he said. "Pavek. Just-Plain Pavek. I am—I am the master here, now." He couldn't help
but notice the way she stared at the key ring.
Her name, she said, was Initri. She had chosen to remain inside the house with her husband after all
the other slaves were dispersed and the administrators had come to lock the doors for the last time. Her
husband tended the house gardens.
"He doesn't hear anymore," Initri explained and made her way with small, halting steps along the
cobbled garden path.
Initri got her husband's attention with a gentle touch. He read silent words from her lips, then set aside
his tools with the slow precision of the venerably aged before he took her hand. While Pavek and his
companions watched from the atrium arch, the old man took his wife's arm, for balance, as he stood. They
both tottered as he rose from his knees. Pavek strode toward them, but they leaned against each other and
were steady again without his help. Pavek expected scars and saw them before he saw the metal collar
around the gardener's neck and the stone-link chain descending from it. Each link was as thick as the
half-elf's thigh. The chain had to weigh as much as the old man did himself.
They stood side-by-side in the twilight, the loyal gardener and his loyal wife, she with one hand on his
flank, the other clutching the chain. No wonder Initri had stared so intently at the keys he held in his
hand—keys that the administrators had kept secure under magical wards in King Hamanu's palace.
Overcome by shame and awe, Pavek looked away, looked at the flowers in their profuse blooming.
If ever a man had the right to destroy the life of Athas, this old man had had that right, but he'd
nurtured life instead.
"How?" Pavek stammered, forcing himself to face the couple again. "How have you survived? The
house was locked."
Initri met his gaze and held it. "The larders were full," she said without a trace of emotion. "Some nights
the watch threw us their crusts and scraps. It depended on who had the duty." She indicated the crenelated
platform visible above the garden's rear wall.
Pavek whispered, "Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy."
He heard long-striding footfalls behind him: Ruari disappearing. Ruari making certain Pavek knew he
was angry about something; the half-elf didn't have to make noise when he ran. Zvain and Mahtra showed
no more emotion than Initri did. Compassion was a wasted virtue in Urik; Pavek knew they were better off
without it, but he sympathized more with Ruari. The elderly couple said nothing. They stared at him, the
new high templar master of House Escrissar—their new master—without reproach or expectation on their
faces.
The keys.
One of the keys must belong to the lock that bound the chain and collar together. Pavek fumbled with
the ring, dropping it twice. He tried the first two keys he touched; neither fit the lock, much less opened it.
Locks were nothing a man without property had ever needed to understand. Pavek resolved to work his
way around the ring, a key at a time, and had tried two more when Initri's withered fingers reached toward
him. Her motion stopped before their hands touched; the fears and habits of slavery were not easily shed.
"Which one?" Pavek asked her gently. "Do you know which one?"
She pointed toward a metal key that had been shaped to resemble a thighbone. Pavek slipped it into the
socket and twisted it. The mechanism was stiff; he was afraid to apply his full strength. The key might
break and Pavek had no notion where he'd find a smith after sunset—though he knew he wouldn't be able
to rest until he had.
Once again, Initri came to Pavek's rescue, her parchment fingers resting lightly over his, guiding them
through tiny jerks and jiggles. The lock's innards released themselves with an audible click. The thick shaft
pulled loose, then the first link of the chain. Finally Pavek could take the ends of the metal collar and force
the sweat-rusted hinge to yield.
The gardener examined the collar after Pavek had removed it. His hands trembled. Tears fell from his
eyes to the corroded metal. Initri showed no such sentiment.
"Lord Pavek, your larder holds dried beans, a cask of flour, and some sausage a jozhal wouldn't steal,"
she said in a slave's habitual monotone. "Does that please my lord for his supper?"
Pavek twisted the collar until the hinge broke. He would have hurled it at the wall, but it would have
struck the vines and loosened a few leaves, which seemed a poor way to acknowledge the gardener's
extraordinary devotion to his plants. So, he let the pieces fall atop the stone links and raked his stiff, filthy
hair. He wanted a steam bath, and a hot supper, and could have gotten both, if he'd gone to a city inn
instead of coming here, instead of coming home.
Pavek's own gut growled, reminding him that he, too, was hungry and that on occasion he could eat
more than his two younger friends combined.
Except for a quinth or two before he left Urik, throughout Pavek's life, whether in the orphanage, the
barracks, or Quraite, he hadn't had to worry about his next hot meal. That had all changed. Whatever else
he'd done, Elabon Escrissar had at least kept his larder filled with beans, flour, and vile sausage. The larder
was Pavek's responsibility now, along with who-knew-what-else, except that it would all require gold and
silver coins in greater quantities than he possessed.
"A treasury?" he inquired. "Is there a treasury in the house?"
Initri shook her head. "Gone, Lord Pavek. Gone before the administrators came. Gone while Lord
Elabon still lived. Will beans serve, my lord?"
The deaf gardener picked up the metal pieces Pavek had dropped and slowly carried them out of his
domain, as if they were no more significant than wind-fallen branches, as if he'd been able to leave
whenever he chose. Pavek watched until the man and his shadow had disappeared through a side archway.
"Lord Pavek—will beans serve for your supper?"
Pavek's hand went to the familiar medallion hanging from his neck. He needed money. Not the pittance
of ceramic bits and silver that had sufficed in his regulator's past, nor the plump belt-pouch he'd worn out of
Quraite; he needed gold, by the handful.
Leaping through the bureau ranks as he had, he'd missed all the intervening opportunities to enrich
himself. He needed a prebend, that regular gift from Lord Hamanu himself that kept high templars loyal to
the throne. A gift Pavek imagined the Lion-King would grant him in an instant, once he made the request.
Why else had he been brought back to Urik? But he'd give up any claim to freedom once he accepted it.
Once he asked Lord Hamanu for money, he might as well pick up the gardener's chain and fasten it around
his own neck.
That slave's fate, however, was tomorrow's worry. Tonight's worry was beans, and they would not
serve.
"Zvain, unload our baggage and take our food to the kitchen. Initri, follow him—no, wait for him in the
kitchen. See what you can make up for all of us."
"Yes, Lord Pavek," she said, as passionless as before. She obediently started for the door, where Zvain
stood between Mahtra and Ruari, who had crept out of the shadows. The half-elf wouldn't meet his eyes, a
sure sign of anger waiting to erupt.
"Mahtra you go with Zvain. Help him unload the baggage. Wait in the kitchen."
Two of them went. Ruari sulked silently for about two heartbeats, then the eruption began.
"Initri, make my dinner. Unpack my baggage! Go to the kitchen! Wind and fire! You should have freed
them, Lord Pavek. Or doesn't owning your parents' parents bother you?"
Pavek should have known not merely that Ruari was angry, but why. There weren't any slaves in
Quraite, certainly no half-elven ones. He should have had an explanation sitting on his tongue, but he didn't.
At that moment, with Ruari glaring at him, Pavek didn't know himself why he hadn't freed the old couple
immediately, and he expressed shame or embarrassment with no better grace than Ruari expressed his
anger or confusion.
"They aren't my kin or yours," Pavek replied, adopting Ruari's outraged sarcasm for himself. "They're
just two people who've lived here a long time."
"Slaved here, you mean. Lord Pavek, your templar blood is showing. You should have set them free.
Those were the words that should have come out of your mouth, not orders to cook your supper!"
"Set them free and then what? Turned them out of this house? Where would they go? Would you send
them across the wastes to Quraite? Would you send every slave in Urik to Quraite? How many would die
on the Fist? How many could Quraite feed before everyone was starving?"
Ruari pulled his head back. His chin jutted defiantly, but Pavek knew those questions struck the half-elf
solidly. "I didn't say that," Ru insisted. "I didn't say send them across the Fist to Quraite. They could stay
here in Urik. There're free folk in Urik. Zvain's free. Mahtra is. You—when we met you."
"He could work for someone else, tending their garden."
"No one hires gardeners, Ru. They buy them. Besides— this is his garden. Didn't you understand that?
He was chained here, but he didn't have to make this place bloom. He's a veritable druid. Should I banish
him from his grove?"
"Free him, then hire him yourself."
"Make him a slave to coins instead of men? Is that such an improvement? What if he gets sick? He's
old, it could happen. If he's a slave, I'm obligated to take care of him, whether he can garden or not, but if
I'm paying him to tend my garden, what's to stop me from simply hiring another man. Why should I care?
He doesn't belong to me anymore."
"Slavery's wrong, Pavek. It's just plain wrong."
"I didn't say it was right."
"You didn't free them!"
"Because that wouldn't be right, either!" Pavek's voice rose to a shout. "Life's not simple, not my life,
anyway. I wouldn't want to be a slave—I think I'd kill myself first. Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy, I swear
I'll never buy a slave, but by the wheels of fate's chariot, that is a small mercy. There's not enough gold in
all Urik for both freedom and food."
"You'll keep slaves, but you won't buy them," Ruari shouted back. "What a convenient conscience you
have, Lord Pavek."
Lord Pavek kicked the stone links coiled at his feet and jammed his toe. "All right," he snarled, grinding
his teeth against a fool's pain. "Whatever you say, Ruari: I've got a convenient conscience. I'm not a good
man; never pretended that I was. I've never known a thoroughly good man, woman, or child and, yes, that
includes you, Kashi, and Telhami. I don't have good answers. Slavery's a mistake, a terrible mistake, but I
can't fix a mistake by setting it free and tossing it out to the streets. Once a mistake's made, it stays made
and someone's got to be responsible for it."
"There's got to be a better way."
That was Ruari's way of ending their arguments and making peace, but Pavek's toe still throbbed and
the half-elf had scratched too many scars for a truce.
"If you're so sure, go out and find it. We'll both become better men. But until you do have something
better to offer, get out of my sight."
"I only said—"
"Get!"
Pavek threw a wild punch in the half-elf's direction. It fell short by several handspans, but Ruari got the
idea and ran for cover.
Twilight had become an evening that was not as dark as in Quraite. Pavek could see the wall where
the gardener lined up his tools: shovel, rake, hoe, and a rock-headed maul. Testing its heft and balance as if
it were a weapon, Pavek gave the maul a few practice swings. The knotted muscles in his shoulders
crackled. He wasn't the sort of man who handled tension well; he'd rather work himself to exhaustion than
think his way out of a puzzle.
One end of the stone-link chain remained where the gardener had dropped it. The other end was
fastened to a ring at the center of the garden. Pavek coiled all the links around the ring and started
hammering. The links slid against each other; Pavek never hit the same place twice. Stone against shifting
stone was as futile labor as Urik had to offer, but Pavek found his rhythm and once he'd broken a sweat,
his conscience was clearer—emptier—than it had been in days.
Swinging and striking, he lost track of time and place, or almost lost track. He'd no notion how much
time had passed when he became aware that he wasn't alone. Ruari, he thought. Ruari had returned for the
final word. He swung the maul with extra vigor, missed the links altogether, but raised sparks from the ring.
The gasp he heard next didn't come from a half-elf or a human boy.
"Mahtra?"
He saw her in the doorway, a study in moonlit pallor and seamless shadows. Their eyes met and she
receded into the dark. A child, Pavek reminded himself; he'd frightened her with his hammering. He set the
maul aside.
She shook her head. The shawl slid down her neck. With the mask dividing her head, it was like looking
at two incomplete faces—which was probably not an inaccurate way to describe her.
"Does this place make you uneasy? Do you want to talk to me about it?" He'd already failed miserably
with Ruari, but the night was young and filled with opportunity.
"No, I like it here. I remember Akashia, but my own memories are different."
"You used to come to this garden?"
"No, never. No one came here, except Agan. He was always here. Agan and Initri, they were
special."
Their conversation was assuming its familiar pattern: Pavek asking what he assumed were simple
questions and Mahtra replying with answers he didn't quite understand. "How?" he asked, dreading her
answer.
"Sometimes Lord Elabon, he called Agan 'my thrice-damned-father'."
The maul handle stood beside Pavek, in easy reach. He could swing it and imagine the link it struck
was Elabon Escrissar's skull. He'd been wise to dread anything Mahtra could tell him about his inherited
home. How had Escrissar—even Escrissar—enslaved his own parents? What was he, Just-Plain Pavek,
supposed to do to correct that mistake? What could he do?
"It might not mean anything," Mahtra continued. "Father wasn't my father. I don't have a father or
mother; I was made, not born. I just called Father that because it felt good. Maybe Lord Escrissar did the
same."
Pavek said, "I hope not," and Mahtra receded into the shadows again. He called her back saying, "It's
all right for you feel good about calling someone Father—" Mahtra had a clear sense of justice and honor;
he assumed she'd gotten it from the man she called Father who had, therefore, been worthy of a child's
respect. She certainly hadn't gotten anything honorable from Elabon Escrissar. "But it wouldn't be right if
you'd put scars on his face and a chain around his neck, and then you felt good about calling him Father."
"It would feel good to call you Father. You truly wouldn't set your mistakes free, would you?"
She'd been eavesdropping on his argument with Ruari, if it could be called eavesdropping when they'd
been screaming at each other.
"I wouldn't—not deliberately, but Mahtra, you can't call me Father. I'm Pavek, Just-Plain Pavek. Leave
it at that."
She blinked, and pulled her arms tight around her slender torso as if Pavek had struck her, which only
made him feel worse. But he couldn't have her calling him Father; that was a responsibility he couldn't take.
"Mahtra—"
"I need someone to talk to and I don't think I should talk to Lord Hamanu. I think he'd listen, but I don't
think I should. I think he's made, too, or born so long ago he's forgotten."
"You can talk to me," Pavek assured her quickly, determined to put an end to any thought of confiding
in the Lion-King. "You can't call me Father, but you can talk to me about anything." He felt like a man
walking open-eyed off a cliff.
Mahtra came closer. Her bird's-egg eyes sparkled—actually sparkled—with excitement. "I can protect
myself now!"
"Haven't you always been able to do that?" he asked, hoping for a comprehensible answer. She'd
talked about the protection her makers had given her before, but she'd never been able to explain it.
"Before, it just happened. I got stiff and blurry, and it happened. But today, by the water, when I got
angry at Ruari, I didn't want him to stop me, so I made myself afraid that he'd hurt me, and made it
happen."
Pavek recalled the moment easily. "You made it stop, too. Didn't you?"
"Almost."
That was not the answer he'd hoped for. "Almost?"
"Angry-afraid makes the protection happen. When Ruari pushed me down, I wasn't angry-afraid
anymore, I was sad-afraid, and sad-afraid makes the protection go away. I'm glad it went away without
happening; I didn't want to hurt Ruari, not truly. But I didn't make it not-happen."
Pavek looked up into her strange, trusting eyes. He scratched his itchy scalp, hoping to kindle
inspiration and failing in that endeavor, too. "I don't know, Mahtra, maybe you did learn how to control what
your makers gave you: angry-fear makes it start; sad-fear makes it stop. If you could make yourself angry,
you can make yourself sad."
"Is that good—? Making myself feel differently, to control what the makers gave me?"
"It's better than hurting Ruari—however you would've hurt him. It's better than making a mistake."
"If I made a mistake, then I'd be responsible for it, like you? I want to be like you, Pavek. I want to
learn from you, even if you're not Father."
He turned away, not knowing what to say or do next. It was bad enough when Zvain or Ruari put their
trust in him, but there always came a point in those conversations where he could poke them in the ribs and
break the somber mood with a little roughhousing. A poke in the ribs wouldn't be the same with Mahtra.
With Mahtra, he could only say:
"Thank you. I'll try to teach you well."
And pray desperately for Initri to ring the supper bell.
Ruari came back during supper. Pavek didn't ask where he'd been, but he had a turquoise and aqua
house-lizard the size of his forearm clinging contentedly to his shoulder, its whiplike tail looped around his
neck. In itself that was a good sign. The brightly beautiful lizards had innate mind-bending defenses: they
could sense a distressed or aggressive mind at a considerable distance and make themselves scarce before
trouble arrived. Even Ruari, who turned to animals for solace when he was upset, couldn't have gotten
close to the creature while he was angry.
Ruari unwound the lizard from his neck and offered it to Pavek. "My Moonracer cousins say that in the
cities a house where one of these lizards lives is a house where friends can be found."
Friendship—the greatest gift an elf could give, and a gift Ruari had never gotten from those Moonracer
cousins of his. Or offered, and that's what Ruari was offering. Pavek held out his hands with a heart-felt
wish that the damn thing found him acceptable and didn't take a chunk out of his finger. It probed him with
a bright red tongue, then slowly climbed his arm.
"I'll keep it in the garden," he said once it had settled on his shoulder.
They ate quietly, quickly, grateful for the food rather than the cooking. The question of baths and
laundry came up. House Escrissar had a hypocaust where both clothes and bodies could be soaked clean in
hot water, but it required a cadre of slaves to stoke the furnace and run the pumps. Mahtra said she'd take
care of herself. Pavek and Ruari sluiced themselves as best they could at the kitchen cistern. They
cornered Zvain and subjected him to the same treatment. Fresh clothing came out of the packs they'd
brought from Quraite: homespun shirts and breeches, not really suitable for a high templar, but what
remained of Elabon Escrissar's clothes wouldn't go around Pavek's brawny, human shoulders and Ruari
would have nothing to do with them.
Ruari refused to sleep in a bed where Elabon Escrissar might have slept. Late evening found the
half-elf spreading his blankets in the garden under the watchful, independent eyes of their new house lizard.
Pavek considered telling the youth that he was a fool, that Urik was noisier than Quraite and the sounds
would keep him awake, but those were the precise sounds Pavek was spreading his own blankets to hear
throughout the night.
Midnight brought an echoing chorus of gongs and bells as watchtowers throughout the city signalled to
one another: all's well, all's quiet. Pavek listened to every note, and all the other sounds Urik made while it
slept—even Ruari's soft, regular breathing an arm's length away on the other side of the fountain. As the
stars spun slowly through the roof-edged sky, Pavek tried to appreciate the irony: much as he enjoyed the
cacophony of city life, he was the one who couldn't sleep.
Pavek's thoughts drifted, as a man's thoughts tended to do when he was alone in the dark. They took a
sudden jog back to the cavern with its glamourous bowls and deceptive scaffolds, the noxious sludge
clinging to Ruari's staff; oozing down his own leg. He imagined he could feel the slime again, and without
thinking further, swiped his thigh beneath the blankets. His fingers brushed the soft, clean cloth of his
breeches. For a heartbeat, Pavek was reassured, then panic struck.
Wide-awake and chilled from the marrow out to his skin, Pavek threw his blankets aside. Stumbling
and cursing in unfamiliar surroundings he made his way from the garden and through the residence. He
found his filthy clothes where he'd left them: in a heap beside the cistern. Viewed by starlight, one stain
looked like another and there was no safe guessing which, if any, came from the cavern sludge.
There were bright embers in the hearth and an oil lamp on the masonry above it. Pavek lit the lamp and
went searching for Ruari's staff, which he found against a wall, just inside the main door. Stains mottled the
wooden tip. Lamp in hand, Pavek got down on his knees to examine its stains more closely.
"What are you doing?"
Ruari's unexpected question scared a year from Pavek's natural life—assuming he'd be lucky enough
to have one.
"Looking for proof that we saw what we saw in the cavern."
Pavek probed the largest of the stains with a jagged thumbnail. The wood crumbled as if it were rotten.
Ruari swore and yanked his most prized possession out of Pavek's hands. He probed the stain and another
bit of soggy, ruined wood came away on his fingertip.
The half-elf was sulky, stubborn, and quick to anger, but he wasn't stupid. He glowered a moment,
thinking things through, then handed the staff back to Pavek.
"The Lion—he'd believe us, wouldn't he? I mean, you're the one he sent for, why wouldn't he believe
you? He wouldn't have to ravel your memories. He wouldn't leave you an empty-headed idiot. That's just
talk, isn't it?"
Pavek shook his head. "I've seen it done."
"Telhami could get the truth out of anyone, too, but she'd just look at you, she didn't do anything. No
one ever lied to her; she knew the truth when she heard it."
"Aye," Pavek agreed, tearing off the hem of his dirty shirt and beginning to wind it around the stained
part of the staff like a bandage. "Heard or saw or tasted. Hamanu can do that, too, or he can spin your
memories out, floss into thread, and leave you as empty as the day you were born. That's what I've seen.
Should've let you collect a great dollop of that swill."
"I was glad I hadn't—until now. Will this be enough?" Ruari asked, taking his staff and checking the
knot Pavek had made for fastness.
"Slaves would tell you to pray to Great Hamanu; they think he's a god."
"And we know better. What else can we do?"
"Except pray? Nothing. It's me he'll come after, Ru; you shouldn't worry too much. When he killed
Escrissar, he decided I'd make a good replacement. That's what this is about. He wants me for a pet."
Pavek didn't think he'd made a stunning revelation; the look on Ruari's face said otherwise.
"There're always a few Hamanu favors. Some called them the Lion's Cubs; we called them his pets in
the barracks. He gives them free rein and they dull his boredom. Escrissar was one." Telhami was another,
but Pavek didn't say that aloud; he'd given Ruari a big enough mouthful to chew on already.
"We can go back to the cavern.... We can go back right now with a bucket!"
"Don't be foolish. It's the middle of the night."
"That won't make any difference in a cavern! We can do it, Pavek. That messed-up medallion of yours
will get us past anyone who challenges us and the warding in the elven market. We could be back by
dawn, if we hurry."
Pavek's heart was touched to see Ruari so eager, so blind to danger on his behalf. Friendship, he
supposed. But it was too foolish to consider. "Maybe tomorrow morning—if there's no one from the palace
hammering on the door before them."
"Wind and fire, Pavek. If we're going to wait until tomorrow morning, we might just as well go to this
Codesh-place, too, and see if we can find the other end of the passageway."
It would be a long shot, and Pavek had never been a gambler, but Ruari was right. If they walked into
the palace with the a bucket of sludge in their hands and a Codesh passageway to the cavern on the
surface of their minds, they'd be in as good a bargaining position as mortals could attain in the Lion-King's
court.
"I'm right, aren't I?" Ruari asked, cracking a grin. "I'm right!"
Ruari didn't let that smile out too often, but when he did, it was contagious. Pavek took a deep breath
and clamped his lips tight. Nothing helped. Laughter burst out anyway.
"Nobody's perfect, Ru. It had to happen sometime."
"We'll go now—"
"The gates are locked until sunrise—and we may be escorted to the palace before then."
"But, if we're not—we're on our way to Codesh!"
Chapter Nine
Pavek considered modifying Ruari's plan from we to me. Codesh had a vicious reputation. There was
no need to risk his unscarred companions exploring its alleys, looking for a hole that might lead to the
reservoir cavern. No need to have them underfoot while he explored, either. But Lord Hamanu's enforcers
from the palace would come calling soon enough, and compared to the Lion-King, Codesh was no risk at
all.
Dawn's first light found the four of them tying their sandals by the front door.
"Leave that behind," he told Ruari and pointed to the bandaged staff the half-elf had in his hand. "In
case something goes wrong, that's all we've got."
Pavek disagreed, but they didn't have time for arguments. It was Farl's day, and the best time to slip
out Urik's west gate would be the moment when it opened up to let the farmers and artisans of that western
village into the city. The branch of the west road that led to Codesh would be nearly empty, but they'd be
well out of Urik's sight before they started walking along it.
The templar quarter was the busiest quarter of Urik at this early hour as bleary-eyed men and women
got themselves to their assigned duties. White-skinned Mahtra stood out in any crowd, and any clothing that
wasn't dyed yellow was glaringly obvious on the streets nearest House Escrissar. Pavek recognized a fair
number of the faces pointed their way. Surely he was remembered and recognized, too, but throughout the
Tablelands, no creatures were more adept at not-seeing what was directly in front of them than a
sorcerer-king's templars. In their own quarter, templars were very nearly blind.
They were more attentive outside their quarter. Pavek told his companions to keep heads down and
eyes aimed at the ground. He knew how information flowed through the bureaus. By sundown it would be
a rare templar who didn't know Just-Plain Pavek, the renegade regulator, had taken up residence in House
Escrissar. This time tomorrow, he'd have a slew of friends and enemies lining up to see what they could
gain or he could lose. Even now, hurrying toward the western gate, Pavek caught the occasional measuring
gaze from a face that had recognized him. In a very real sense, his troubles wouldn't begin until and unless
he successfully hunted Kakzim down.
The western gate was still closed when they arrived, but it had swung open by the time Pavek had fed
everyone a breakfast of fresh bread and hot sausage. Between them, Zvain and Ruari could eat their way
through a gold coin every day. The stash Pavek had brought from Quraite was shrinking at an alarming
rate. Grimly, he calculated they'd be bit-less in six or seven days. Even more grimly, he calculated that, one
way or another, by then money would be the least of his worries. He bought more food for later in the day
and struck a path for the crowded gate.
The regulators and inspectors on morning gate duty were busy taking bribes and confiscating whatever
caught their fancy. They didn't notice four plainly dressed Urikites going the other way. If they had, Pavek's
gouged medallion would have cleared their path, but by not using it, there was less chance of some
enterprising regulator sending a messenger back to the palace. Before he left the residence, Pavek had
written their plan on parchment and secured it with his porphyry seal. He told Initri to give the parchment to
anyone who came looking for them. Until she did, no one else knew where they were going or what they
planned to do.
Getting into Codesh several hours later was easier than Pavek dared hope. Registrators handled the
affairs of the weekly influx of market folk, but guarding the Codesh gate was a serious matter, entrusted to
civil bureau templars on loan from the city, none of whom stayed very long. Through sheer luck, Pavek
knew the man in charge, an eighth rank instigator named Nunk, and Nunk recognized him.
"I'll be a gith's thumb fool," Nunk grinned, baring the two rows of rotten broken teeth that spoiled his
chances with the ladies, as Pavek's twisted scar spoiled his. "The rumors must be true." He held out his
hand.
"What rumors?" Pavek asked, taking Nunk's hand as if it bad been offered in friendship rather than in
hope of a bribe. Although, in fairness to Nunk, if five bureau ranks weren't layered between regulators and
instigators, they might have been as friendly as templars got with one another. Neither one of them had
ever been tied to the numerous corrupt cadres that dominated the civil bureau's lower ranks. They both kept
to themselves, which, given the hidden structure of the bureau, meant their paths had crossed before. The
biggest obstacle between them would always be rank. It ran the other way now, with far more than five
levels separating an instigator from Hamanu's favorites. Pavek couldn't blame Nunk for currying a bit of
favor when he had a chance.
"Rumors that you're the one who brought down a high bureau interrogator. Rumors that you're the one
who made Laq disappear. Rumors that you've got yourself a medallion made of beaten gold."
Pavek stopped pumping the instigator's hand and fished out his regulators' ceramic with the gouged
reverse. "Rumors lie."
"Right," Nunk replied with a fading smile. He led the way to the small, dusty room that served as his
command chamber. He closed the door before asking: "What brings you and yours to this cesspit, Great
One? Remember, I helped you before."
Pavek didn't remember any help, just another templar prudently deciding to mind his own business at a
moment when Pavek impulsively decided to get involved. Still, he'd have no trouble putting in a good word
or two on Nunk's behalf, if the opportunity arose, as it probably would. "I remember," he agreed, and
Nunk's jagged grin returned, full strength. "I want to go inside and look around, maybe ask a few questions."
"No gold, not yet. Got things to finish first."
"Laq?"
"Seen any around?"
"Not since the deadheart disappeared and everyone connected to him went to the obsidian pits. Lord,
you should have seen it—the Lion Himself marching through the quarter calling out the names. I'll tell you
something: the city's cleaner than it's been since my grandfather got whelped. Rumor is we'll be at war with
Nibenay this time next year, and the lion always cleans house before a war, but this time it's different. The
scum he sent to the pits wasn't just Escrissar's cadre. He cast a wide net and the ones that got away left
Urik."
"Not all of them. I'm looking for a halfling, Escrissar's slave—"
Nunk's eyebrows rose. It was common knowledge halfling slaves withered fast.
"When I saw him, he had Escrissar's scars on his cheeks. He's the one who cooked up the Laq poison,
but he didn't go down with his master. I think he's gone to ground in Codesh. You keeping watch on any
halfling troublemakers? Name's Kakzim. Even if the scars were just a mask, like Escrissar's, you'd know
him if you'd seen him. You'd never forget his eyes."
"Don't know the name, but we've got a halfling lune living in rented rooms along the abattoir
gallery—he'd have to be a lune to live there. He's a regular doomsayer—there seem to be more of them all
the time, what with all the changes now that the Dragon's gone. He gets up on his box a couple times a day,
preaching the great conflagration, but this is Codesh, and they've been preaching the downfall of Urik since
Hamanu arrived a thousand years ago. A faker's got to deliver a miracle or two if he wants to keep
drawing a crowd in Codesh. Can't speak about this halfling's eyes, but from what I hear, he's got a face
more like yours than a slave's—no offense, Great One."
"No offense," Pavek agreed. "I'd like to get a look at him. Which way to this abattoir?"
Nunk shrugged. "Don't go inside, that's what regulators are for—or have you forgotten that?" He stuck
two fingers between his teeth and whistled. An elf with very familiar patterns woven into her sleeve
answered the summons. "These folk want to take a look-see through the village and abattoir."
She looked them over with narrowed, lethargic eyes, Pavek had stuffed his medallion back inside his
shirt when the door opened. He left it there, letting her draw her own conclusions, letting her make her own
mistakes.
"Four bits," she said. "And the ghost wears a cloak."
It was a fair price, a fair request: Kakzim might spot Mahtra long before they spotted him. Pavek dug
the money out of his belt-pouch.
Her name was Giola, not a tribal name, but elves who wound up wearing yellow had little in common
with their nomadic cousins. She armed herself with an obsidian mace from a rack beside the watchtower
door before leading them to the village gate, which, unlike the gates of the Lion-King's city, was never wide
open.
"You know how to use that sticker?" she asked and pointed at Pavek's sword.
"I won't cut off my hand."
"That's a lot of metal for a badlands boy to carry around on his hip. There're folk inside who'd slit your
throat for it. Sure you wouldn't rather I carried it for you? Push comes to shove, the best weapon should be
in the best hands."
"In your dreams, Great One," Pavek replied, using a phrase only templars used. Between friends, it
was commiseration; between enemies, an insult. When Pavek smiled, it became a challenge Giola wisely
declined.
"Have it your way," she said with a shrug. "But don't expect me to risk my neck for four lousy bits.
Anything goes wrong, you're on your own."
"Fair enough," Pavek agreed. "Anything goes wrong, you're on your own." He'd never been skilled in
the subtle art of extortion, which was probably why he was always skirting poverty. He didn't begrudge
Giola for shaking him down, but he didn't intend to give her any more money, either. "Let's go. We're
looking for a way underground, a cave, a stream, something big enough for a human—"
"A halfling," Ruari corrected, speaking up for the first time since they entered the watchtower and
earning one of Pavek's sourest sneers for his unwelcome words.
"Halflings, humans, dwarves, the whole gamut," Pavek continued, barely acknowledging the half-elf's
interruption. "Maybe a warehouse or catacombs—if Codesh has any."
"Not a chance, not even a public cesspit," Giola replied. "The place is built on rock. They burn what
they can—" she wrinkled her nose and gestured toward the several smoky plumes that fouled Codesh's air.
"The rest they either sell to the farmers or cart clear around to Modekan."
Giola led them through the gate after the boy and his animals.
Codesh was a tangled place, squeezed tight against its outer walls. Its streets were scarcely wide
enough for two men to pass without touching. Greedy buildings angled off their foundations, reaching for
the sun, condemning the narrow streets to perpetual, stifling twilight. When one of the slops carts Giola had
described rumbled past, bystanders scrambled for safety, shrinking into a doorway, if they were lucky;
grabbing the overhanging eaves and lifting themselves out of harm's way, if they had the strength; or racing
ahead of the cart to the next intersection, which was rarely more than twenty paces away.
Every cobblestone and wall was stained to the color of dried blood. The dust was dark red, the
garments the Code-shites wore were dark red, their skin, too. The smell of death and decay was a tangible
presence, made worse by the occasional whiff of roasting sausage. The sounds of death mingled with the
sights and smells. There was no place were they didn't hear the bleats, wails, and whines of the beasts
waiting for slaughter, the truncated screams as the axe came down.
Pavek thought of the sausage he'd paid good money for at Urik's west gate and felt his gut sour. For a
moment he believed that he'd never eat meat again, but that was nonsense. In parched Athas, food was
survival. A man ate what he could get his hands on; he ate it raw and kicking, if he had to. The fastidious or
delicate died young. Pavek swallowed his nausea, and with it his despair.
He gave greater attention to the places Giola showed them—he was paying for the tour after all. They
came to a Codesh plaza: an intersection where five streets came together and a man-high fountain provided
water to the neighborhood. For all its bloody gloom and squalor, Codesh was a community like any other.
Women came to the fountain with their empty water jugs and dirty laundry. They knelt beside the curb
stones, scrubbing stains with bone-bleach and pounding wet cloth with curving rib bones. Water splashed
and dripped all around the women. It puddled around their knees and flowed between the street
cobblestones until it disappeared.
"The water. Where does the water come from? Where does it go?" Pavek asked.
Giola stared at him with thinly disguised contempt. "It comes from the fountain."
"Where does it come from before the fountain? How is the fountain filled? Where does it drain?"
"How in the bloody, bright sun should I know? Do I look like a scholar to you? Go to the Urik archive,
hire yourself a bug-eyed scribe if you want to know where water comes from or where it goes!"
Several cutting replies leapt to the front of Pavek's mind. With difficulty he rejected them all, reminding
himself that most people—certainly most templars—didn't have his demanding curiosity. Things were what
they appeared to be, without why or how, before or after. Giola's life was not measured in questions and
doubts, as his was.
But without questions, there wasn't much to say except, "Keep moving, then. We're still looking for a
way underground. Some sort of passage—"
"Or a building," Mahtra interrupted. Her strangely emotionless voice was well-suited to dealing with
low-rank templars. "A very old building. Its walls are as tall as they are wide. The roof is flat. There's only
one door and inside, there's a hole in the floor that goes all the way underground."
Pavek cursed himself for a fool. He'd been so clever looking for his second passage into the reservoir
cavern that he'd never thought to ask if there was another building like the one Mahtra had led them to in
Urik's elven market.
Giola scratched her shaggy blond hair. "Aye," she said slowly. "A little building, smack in the middle of
the abattoir. A building inside a building. No use I could ever guess. I never noticed a door, but I never
looked."
"The abattoir," Pavek mused aloud. The abattoir, where Nunk said the halfling lune lived. He flashed
Mahtra a grin and took her by the arm. "That's it! That's the place."
Mahtra shied away from his grip, her eyes so wide-open they seemed likely to fall to the ground.
"What's an abattoir? I do not know this word."
He relaxed his hold on Mahtra's arm. Like eleganta, abattoir was a word that concealed more than it
revealed. And, knowing she was still a child in many ways, Pavek was instinctively reluctant to destroy its
mystery with a precise definition. "It is—it is—" he groped for a phrase that would be the truth, but not too
much of it. "It is the place where the animals die," then added quickly, "the place where we'll find the man
we're looking for."
* * *
The abattoir was the heart of Codesh. It was an old building, similar in style to the little building they
hoped to find inside it, and etched with the same angular, indecipherable script Pavek had noticed at the
elven market. Shadowed patches on its time and grime-darkened walls led the eye to believe that there had
once been murals, but whatever grandeur the abattoir might have possessed in the past, it was a dismal
place now.
Another templar watchtower rose beside a gaping archway carved through thick limestone walls.
There were as many yellow-robed men and women watching over the abattoir as Nunk kept with him at
the outer gate. A rack of hook-bill spears stood on one side of the watchroom door while a stack of shields
made from erdlu scales lashed to flexible rattan sat on the other. Inside the watchroom, each templar wore
a sword and boiled leather armor; that was very unusual for civil bureau templars and a measure of
Codesh's reputation as a thorn in Urik's foot. They greeted Giola as if hers were the first friendly—as in not
belonging to the enemy—face they'd seen in a stormy quinth.
"Instigator Nunk says I'm to take these rubes onto the floor," Giola informed Nunk's counterpart, a
dwarf with a bit less decoration woven through his sleeve.
The dwarf swiped the oily sweat from his bald scalp before sauntering over to greet Pavek and his
companions.
"Who in blazes are you that I should let you and yours stir up trouble I don't need?"
He grabbed the front of Pavek's shirt, a gesture well within his templar's right to harass any ordinary
citizen, but he caught Pavek's medallion as well, and the shock knocked him back a step or two.
"Be damned," he swore, partly fear and partly curse.
Pavek could watch the thoughts—questions, doubts and possibilities—march between the dwarf's
narrowed eyes. He judged the moment had come for revelation and pulled his medallion into view, gouge
and all.
"Be damned," the dwarf repeated.
This time the oath was definitely a curse and definitely directed on himself. Pavek felt a measure of
sympathy; he had the same sort of rotten luck.
"Who I am is Pavek, Lord Pavek, and what I want on the killing ground is no concern of yours."
Standing behind the dwarf, and half again as tall, elven Giola had a good view of the ceramic lump
Pavek held in his hand. She turned pale enough to be Mahtra's sister.
"A thousand pardons, Great One. Forgive my insolence, Great One," she humbled herself, dropping to
one knee and striking her breast with her fist. But for all Giola's humility, there was one flash of fire when
her eyes skewed in the direction of the outer gate watchtower where Nunk, who'd gotten her into this, was
waiting.
"Forgive me, also, Great One," the dwarf said quickly. "May I ask if you're Pavek... Lord Pavek who
was once exiled from Urik?"
Pavek truly got no exhilaration from the embarrassment of others. "I'm the Pavek who lit out of Urik
with a forty-gold piece bounty riding on my head," he said, trying to break the grim mood.
Giola stood erect. She straightened her robe and said, "Great One, it is good to see you are alive,"
which surprised Pavek as much as the sight of his medallion had surprised her. "There's never been a
regulator dead or alive who was worth forty pieces of gold. I don't know what you did, but your name was
whispered in all the shadows. You were not without friends. Luck sat on your shoulder."
She took a long-limbed stride around the dwarf and extended her open hand, which held the four
ceramic bits Pavek had given her earlier. Everyone said Athas had changed in the few years since the
Tynans slew the Dragon. Nunk said the bureaus had changed since Pavek left, and partly because of him.
There could be no greater symbol of those changes than a regulator offering to return money. Or telling
him, in the plain presence of other templars, that she'd gone to a fortune-seller and bought him a bit of luck.
A human could study the elves of Athas all his life without truly learning what an elf meant when
he—or she-called someone a friend. Now two elves had called Pavek friend in as many days—if he
considered Ruari an elf. There was always a gesture involved, be it a bright-colored lizard or four broken
bits. Last night Pavek had known to take the lizard. Today he knew he'd spoil everything if he touched
those rough-edged bits.
Giola cocked her head, pondering a moment before she decided the sentiment was acceptable. Then
she touched her right-hand's index finger first to her own breast then to his. Judging by Ruari's slack-jawed
astonishment, he could rely on his assumption: he'd been accorded a rare honor. The dwarf, the highest
rank templar in the watchtower, save for Pavek himself, must have sensed the same thing.
He got in front of Giola. "Great One, it would be an honor to help you. Let me escort you personally."
There were some traditions that were more resistant to change than others. Giola retreated, and the
dwarf led them downstairs.
The abattoir wasn't so much a building as an open space surrounded by walls and a two-tier gallery,
open to the brutal sun, and filled from back to front, side to side, with the trades of death. Pavek judged the
killing floor to be as large as any Urik market plaza, at least sixty parade paces square. Carcasses
outnumbered people many times over. Finding Kakzim would be a challenge, but finding the twin of the
building Mahtra had used to come and go from the reservoir cavern was as simple as looking at the middle
of the killing floor.
Getting there was another matter. The abattoir didn't fall silent the moment one yellow-robed templar
and four strangers appeared on the watchtower balcony, but their presence was noted everywhere, and not
welcomed. Pavek's quick scan of the killing floor didn't reveal any scarred halflings among the faces
pointed their way. And although Mahtra wore her long, black shawl and a borrowed cloak, her white-white
face divided by its mask was a distinct as the silvery moon, Ral, on a clear night.
"Stay close together," Pavek whispered to his companions as they started across the floor. "Keep an
eye out for Kakzim—you two especially." He indicated Mahtra and Zvain. "You know what to look for.
But he's not what we're here for, not today. We'll go inside that little building, go down to the reservoir and
come back up in Urik." The last was a spur-of-the-moment decision. Pavek liked the mood on the killing
floor less with every step he took across it.
Mahtra reached down and took Zvain's hand in her own.
Whether that was to reassure him or her, Pavek couldn't guess; he let the gesture pass without
comment. The dwarf hadn't drawn his sword, but he kept his hand on the hilt as he stomped forward with
that head-down, single-minded determination that got dwarves in a world of trouble when things didn't go
according to their plan.
Giola hadn't noticed a door in the little building because at first glance there wasn't one, just four plain
stone walls. Then Pavek noticed the weathered remains of the indecipherable script carved into one of the
walls. He thumped the seemingly solid stone below the inscription with his fist and felt it give.
The dwarf said, "False front, Great One," and added an oath. It didn't really matter what lay behind the
door or who'd hung the false front. The discovery had been made on his watch, and he was the one who'd
answer for it. That was another Urik tradition that wasn't likely to change. "Is it trapped, Great One?"
Pavek caught himself before he said something foolish. He was the high templar; he was supposed to
have open call on the Lion-King's power. A little borrowed spellcraft and any magical devices associated
with the door would be sprung and any warding behind it would be dissolved. The problem was, Pavek
didn't want to use his high templar's privilege. Like as not, he'd forfeit his hard-earned druidry if he went
back to templar ways. He'd have to make the choice eventually, but eventually wasn't now.
Their halfling enemy was an alchemist who, as far as any of them knew, had no use for magic. He
could have bought a scroll or hired someone to cast a spell—Codesh looked like the sort of place where
illicit magic was available for the right price. But halflings, as a rule, had no use for money and didn't buy
things, either. Probably they were dealing with nothing more dangerous than a hidden latch.
Probably.
He hammered the door several times, getting a feel for its movement and the likely position of its latch
and hinges.
He'd decided that it swung from the top and was tackling the latch problem when he felt the mood
change behind him.
"There he is!" Mahtra shouted, pointing over everyone's head and toward a section of the two-story
high wall.
The distance was too great and the shadows on the second-story balcony were too deep for Pavek to
recognize a halfling's face, but the silhouette was right for one of the diminutive forest people. He had the
sense that the halfling was looking at them, a sense that was confirmed when a slender arm was extended
in their direction. One instant Pavek wondered what the movement meant; the next instant he knew.
Kakzim had given a signal to his partisans on the killing floor. Well-fed and well-armed butchers were
coming for them.
"Magic!" the dwarf cried. "Magic, Great One. The Lion-King!"
"No time!" Pavek shouted back, which was the truth and not an excuse.
He needed both hands on his sword hilt and all his concentration to parry the deadly axes massed
against them. Their backs were to the false-front door; that would be an advantage for a moment, then it
would become disaster as Kakzim's partisans gained the roof. They'd be under attack from all directions,
including above. The slaughter would be over in a matter of heartbeats, and they'd be gone without a trace
or memory left behind.
While the Lion-King could raise the dead and make them talk, not even he could interrogate sausage.
Civil bureau templars received the same five-weapons instruction that war bureau templars did. The
dwarf drilled three-times a week. Pavek had kept himself in shape and in practice while he was in Quraite.
If the brawl were fought one-against-one, or even two-against-one, he and the dwarf could have cleared a
path to the gate where—one hoped, one prayed—they'd be met by yellow-robed reinforcements from the
watchtower.
If they could have picked a single target and attacked rather than being confined to a desperate, futile
defense. They had no time for tactics, no time for thought, just parry high, parry low, parry, parry, parry.
And a flicker of consciousness at the very end telling Pavek that the final blow had come from behind.
* * *
Mahtra felt the makers' protection radiate from her body: a hollow sphere of sound and light that felled
everyone around her. She saw them fall—Pavek, Ruari, and the dwarf among them. Her vision hadn't
blurred, her limbs were heavy, but not paralyzed. Maybe that was because, even though the danger was
real enough, she'd made the decision to protect herself. Or, maybe her tight grip on Zvain's trembling hand
had made the difference. Either way, she and Zvain were the only folk standing in a good sized circle that
centered itself around them.
She and Zvain weren't the only folk standing on the killing ground. The makers' protection—her
protection— didn't extend to the walls. Men and women cursed her from beyond the circle. Those who'd
fallen near the circle's edge were beginning to rise unsteadily to their feet. The balcony where she'd seen
Kakzim was empty. Mahtra wanted to believe the halfling had fallen, but she knew he'd simply escaped.
"You better be able to do that again," Zvain whispered, squeezing her hand as tightly as he could, but
not tight enough to hurt.
She'd never protected herself twice in quick succession, but as Mahtra's mind formed the question, her
body gave the answer. "I can," she assured Zvain. "When they come closer."
"We can't wait that long. We got to start moving toward the door. We got to get out of here." Zvain
pulled toward the door.
She pulled him back. "We can't leave our friends behind,"
The young human didn't say anything, but there was a change in the way he held her hand. A change
Mahtra didn't like.
"What?" she demanded, trying to look at him and keep an eye on the simmering crowd also.
"There's no use worrying about them. They're dead, Mahtra. You killed them."
"No." Her whole body swayed side to side, denying what Zvain said had happened. Yet the folk
nearest to them, friend and enemy alike, lay as they'd fallen, their arms and legs tangled in uncomfortable
positions that they made no effort to change. "No," she repeated softly. "No."
Kakzim hadn't died in House Escrissar all that time ago, and he'd held a knife against her skin. Ruari
had been an arm's length away when she loosed her protection's power. He couldn't have died.
Couldn't have.
Yet he didn't move.
"Too late now," Zvain said grimly. "They're coming again."
But the Codesh butchers weren't coming. The noise and movement came from the yellow-robed
templars charging through the crowd with pikes lowered and shields up. Without Kakzim to command them,
the butchers weren't interested in a brawl. They fell back, retreating into the circle of Mahtra's power, but
dispersing before they got close. Elsewhere, the brawlers quickly faded into the throng of bystanders.
A few voices still cursed Mahtra from the safety of the crowd. They called her freak and evil.
Someone called her a dragon. They all wanted her dead, and when the templars broke through the crowd
and got their first look at the circle she'd made with her protection, Mahtra feared they might heed her
accusers. They stared at her, weapons ready, faces hidden by their shields. Mahtra stared back, fear and
anger brewing beneath her skin. She didn't know what to do next and neither did they.
The templar phalanx heaved a visible sigh. Spears went up, shields came down, and the elf named
Giola strode out of the formation.
"What happened?" she demanded with a quavering voice. "We took up arms as soon as the mob
moved. We were at the gate when we heard the noise—it was like Tyr-storm thunder."
"Mahtra didn't think you'd get here in time. She took matters into her own hands."
"A spell? You're no defiler. Do you wear the veil?"
Defiler? Veil? These words meant nothing to Mahtra, only that she was under close scrutiny and there
was no one to speak for her, except a human boy who spoke fast enough for both of them.
"No way! Mahtra's no wizard, no priest, neither. Where she comes from, they do this all the time. No
swords or spears or spellcraft, just boom, boom, boom. Thunder and lightning all the time!"
Zvain sounded so sincere that Mahtra almost believed him herself. The elf seemed equally uncertain
for a moment then, shaking her head, Giola picked her way through the bodies.
"Never mind. It doesn't matter, does it? What about the rest of them. Lord Pavek, Towd—?"
"D-Dead," Zvain muttered, losing all his brash confidence in a single word.
His tears started to flow, and Mahtra reached out to him, but he scampered away. Mahtra's arm fell to
her side, heavier than it had ever been, even in the grip of the makers' protection. She would have sobbed
herself, if her eyes had been made that way. Instead, she stood silent and outcast as Giola knelt and
pressed her fingers against the necks of Pavek and the dwarf.
"Their hearts are still beating," the elf proclaimed.
Zvain sniffed up his tears. "They're alive?" he asked incredulously. "She didn't kill them?" He skidded to
his knees beside Pavek. "Wake up!" He started shaking Pavek's arm.
Giola got to her feet without making the same determination for Ruari. She rejoined the templars, and
they split into two groups. One group stood with their backs to the little stone building, keeping watch over
the Codeshites, who seemed to have gone back to their work as if the brawl had never erupted. The other
group stripped off their yellow robes. They tied their robes together and shoved spears the length of the
sleeves to make two stretchers, one for Pavek, a second for the dwarf.
When they were traveling from Quraite, Ruari had told her that his mother's folk wouldn't lift a finger
to save his life. Mahtra hadn't believed him—her own makers weren't that cruel. Now she saw the truth
and was ashamed of her doubts. She was emboldened by them, too, seizing Giola's arm and meeting the
elf's disdainful stare when it focused on her mask.
Mahtra told Giola, "You must carry Ruari to safety," then gave silent thanks to Lord Hamanu, whose
magic had given her a voice anyone could understand.
"She means it," Zvain added. He was kneeling beside Ruari now that the templars had lifted Pavek.
"Remember: boom, boom, boom!"
A shiver ran down Mahtra's spine, down her arm as well, which made Giola's eyes widen. The elf tried
to free herself. Mahtra let her get away. While listening to Zvain's boasting, Mahtra realized she did have
the wherewithal to use her protection when she wasn't afraid. She didn't want to; she didn't know how to
limit its effects to one specific person, but the power itself belonged to her, not the makers, and when she
fastened her gaze on Giola, the elf knew where the lay, too.
Pavek and the others revived somewhat in the abattoir watchroom. They could sit up and sip water
when Nunk arrived from the outer gate, but none of them could stand or speak. The Codesh instigator
looked at the high templar's glazed, unfocused eyes and his seedy face and decided the situation had
deteriorated too far for him to handle.
"They're going to the city, to the palace!" He gave a spate of orders for handcarts and runners.
"Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy, we'll all be gutted if Pavek—Lord Pavek dies here."
Zvain started to object, but the instigator's plan seemed excellent to Mahtra. She gave Zvain the same
look she'd given Giola, and, like the elf, the boy did what she wanted him to.
* * *
Pavek began stringing coherent thoughts together as the handcart bounced along the Urik road. He
pieced together what had happened to him from the disconnected, dreamlike images cluttering his mind:
Mahtra had saved him from certain death in the abattoir. She was with him still; he could see her head and
shoulders as she ran beside the cart, easily keeping pace with the elves who were pulling it. Fate knew
what had happened to Ruari and Zvain, but Pavek could hear another cart rumbling nearby and hoped his
companions were in it. He hoped they were alive, and hoped most of all that he'd think of something to say
to Lord Hamanu that would keep them alive.
Lord Bhoma let Pavek keep his sword, which might be a sign that the sorcerer-king wasn't going to
execute them— or it might mean that Hamanu would order him to perform the executions himself, including
his own. Ruari still had his staff, but both the staff and Ruari were sporting bandages. Lord Bhoma might
have dismissed them as a threat to anyone but themselves. Zvain was plainly terrified; they all were
terrified—except Mahtra who'd been here before.
Hamanu, King of Mountains and Plains, was already in his audience chamber when Lord Bhoma
commanded palace slaves to open the doors. He'd been sitting on a black marble bench, contemplating
water as it flowed over a black boulder, and rose to meet them. Urik's sorcerer-king was as Pavek
remembered him: a golden presence in armor of beaten gold, taller than the tallest elf, a glorious mane
surmounting a cruelly perfect human face.
"Just-Plain Pavek, so you've come home at last."
The king smiled and held out his hand. Somehow Pavek found the strength to stride forward and clasp
that hand without flinching—even when the Lion's claws rasped against his skin. The air was always hot
around Hamanu, and sulphurous, like his eyes. Pavek found it difficult to breathe, impossible to talk, and
was absurdly grateful when the king let him go.
"Mahtra, my child, your quest was successful."
Pavek's heart skipped a beat when she accepted Hamanu's embrace without fear or ill-effects. The
king patted the top of Mahtra's white head and somehow Pavek knew she was smiling within her mask.
Then Hamanu fixed those glowing yellow eyes on Ruari.
"You—I remember: You were curled up on the floor beside Telhami when I wanted to speak with her
that night in Quraite. You were afraid then, when the danger had passed. Are you still afraid?"
The Lion-King curled his lips in a smile that revealed fearsome ivory fangs. The poor half-elf trembled
so badly he needed his staff for balance. That left Zvain, who was paralyzed with wide-eyed tenor until
Hamanu touched his cheek. His eyes closed and remained that way after the king withdrew.
"Zvain, that's a Balkan name, but you've never been to Balic, have you?"
"No-o-o-o," the boy whispered, a sound that seemed drawn from the bottom of his soul.
"The truth is best, Zvain, always remember that. There are worse things than dying, aren't there, Lord
Pavek?" The king looked at Pavek, and Pavek knew his ordeal was about to begin. "Recount."
Words flowed out of Pavek's mouth as fast as he could shape them, but they were his own words. He
didn't feel his life slipping away; Hamanu wasn't unreeling his memory on a mind-bender's spindle, like silk
from a worm's cocoon. He told the truth, all of it, from Quraite to Modekan, Modekan to the elven market
and the warded passage underground. When he got to the cavern, the pressure on his thoughts relented. He
described how the bowls and their scaffolds had first appeared: magically shimmering and glorious from the
far side of the cavern. And how, when he pierced their glamour, he learned that they actually were made
from lashed-together bones and pitch-patched hide and filled with sludge he believed was poison.
"I thought of Codesh, O Mighty King. But I wanted proof, not my own guesses, before I came here."
"You wanted a measure of that sludge, because you'd forgotten to collect it the first time and you
believed your own words would not be enough."
Pavek gulped air. The king had used the Unseen Way. His memories had been unreeled, and he had
not died, he had not even known it was happening....
"Tell me the rest, Lord Pavek. Tell me your conclusions, which are not part of your memories. What do
you think?"
"I think Kakzim has found a way to poison Urik's water, but I have no proof—except for a few stains
on Ruari's staff—"
Hamanu moved swiftly, more swiftly than Pavek could measure with his eyes, to Ruari's side, and
when the half-elf did not immediately relinquish his staff, the Lion-King roared loud enough to deafen them
all. His arm swept forward, claws bared, and took the wood out of Ruari's hands. Ruari collapsed on his
hands and knees with a groan. Pavek didn't twitch to help his friend, couldn't: he was transfixed by Lord
Hamanu's rage.
The Lion-King's human features had all but vanished. His jaw thrust forward, supporting a score or
more of identical, sharp teeth. His leonine mane vanished, too, replaced by a dark, scaly crest. He seemed
not so much taller as longer, with an angled spine rather than an erect one, and a sinuously flexible neck.
Dark, nonretractable talons slashed through the linen bound over the stains on Ruari's staff. A slender,
forked tongue slashed once and touched the stains, then with another roar, Lord Hamanu hurled the staff
over their heads. It exploded when it hit the wall and fell to the floor in pieces.
The words echoed inside Pavek's skull. He was not certain he'd heard them with his ears and didn't try
to answer with his fear-thickened tongue. Instead, Pavek threw up images a mind-bender could absorb:
He'd tried. He'd done his best to solve problems he didn't understand. He was merely a human man. If they
had failed, it was because he had failed, and he alone should bear the blame. But his failure was not
deliberate—merely mortal.
Pavek stared into the eyes of a creature who was everything he was not. He willed himself not to blink
or flinch, and after an eternity it was the creature who turned away. With the tension broken and their lives
saved for another heartbeat, Pavek let his head hang as he tried, gasp by painful gasp, to draw air into his
burning lungs.
"It is enough. I am satisfied. I am satisfied with you, Lord High Templar, and with what you have done.
But you are not finished."
A shadow fell across Pavek's back. He could see the Lion
King's feet without raising his head. They were ordinary human feet shod in plain leather sandals. For
one fleeting moment he thought he'd rather die than raise his head— then shuddered, waiting for the fatal
blow, which did not fall, though Pavek was certain he had no secrets from his king. It seemed Lord
Hamanu wanted him to live a little longer.
Sighing, Pavek straightened his neck and looked upon a king once again transformed, this time into a
man no taller than he. A hard-faced man, no longer young, but human, very human with weary human eyes
and graying human hair.
"What else must I do, 0 Mighty King?"
"I will give you a cadre from the war bureau. Lead them into the cavern. Destroy the scaffolds.
Destroy the bowls and their contents. Then, find the passage to Codesh. Another cadre will await you.
With two cadres, find Kakzim, find those who assist him. Destroy them, if you feel merciful; bring them to
me, if you don't."
"Now?"
"Tomorrow... after dawn. This sludge, as you call it, is no simple poison; it must be destroyed with the
same precision that has been used in its creation. Kakzim has breached the mists of time and brewed a
contagion that could despoil every drop of our water, if it fully ripened. It's dangerous enough now: spill a
drop of it into our water by accident as you destroy the bowls, and someone surely will sicken and die. But
in a handful of days..." Hamanu paused and drew a hand through his gray-streaked hair, transforming it into
the Lion-King's mane, and himself as well. "Of course! Ral occludes Guthay in exactly thirteen days!
Release the contagion then and it would spread not only through water, but through air and the other
elements. All Athas would sicken and die. We must take no chances, Pavek, you and I. I will decoct
Kakzim's horror, reagent by reagent, until I know its secrets, and you will follow my orders precisely when
you destroy it—"
"My Lord—" Pavek squandered all his courage interrupting Urik's king. "My Great and Mighty
King—all Athas is too much for one man. I beg of you: destroy the bowls yourself. Do not entrust all Athas
to a blunderer like me."
"You will not blunder, Just-Plain Pavek; it's not in your nature. You will not question what I do or what
I entrust to others. You will respect my judgment and you will do what I tell you to do. Tomorrow you will
save Athas. Tonight you and your friends will be my guests. Your needs will be attended... and your
wishes."
Lord Hamanu held out his hand. The golden medallion Pavek had refused yesterday rested in the
scarred and callused palm of a born warrior.
Pavek wasn't tempted. "I'm not wise enough to wish, O Mighty King."
"You're wise enough. I would have lived a life much like yours, if I'd been as wise as you. But if you
do not wish now, your wishes will never be heard."
He thought of Quraite and his wish that it be kept safe and secret, but he wouldn't take the gold
medallion, not even for Quraite.
Hamanu smiled. "As you wish, Lord Pavek. As you wish." As he turned to Mahtra his aspect changed
yet again, becoming that of a beautiful youth with one graceful arm extended toward her. She took it and
they left the audience hall together.
For one night Pavek and his companions lived as if they were each the king of Urik. A score of slaves
escorted them to a sumptuous room with a broad balcony that overlooked a garden as lush as any druid's
grove. The walls were decorated with gold-leaf lattice. Music, played by musicians in galleries concealed
by those lattices, floated on the breezes made by silk-fringed fans. The floors were cool marble polished
until it shone like glass. Between the room and the balcony, there was a bathing pool, half in shadow, half in
light. More slaves stood beside it. Armed with vials of amber oil, they promised to knead the aches out of
the weariest man. Silk bedding in rainbow colors was piled in one of the corners while in the center of the
room the slaves laid out a feast truly fit for a king.
Common foods had been prepared as no ordinary man had seen them before. The bread had been
baked in fluted shapes then arranged on a platter so they resembled a bouquet of flowers. Cold sausage had
been twisted and tied into a menagerie of parading wild animals. The uncommon foods had been prepared
less fancifully. There was a bowl of fruit in varieties that Pavek had never seen before and Ruari, even
with his greater druidic training, could not name. There were heaping plates of juicy meats, sliced thin and
garnished with rare spices. But the feast's centerpiece was a silvered bowl filled with a fragrant beverage
and with colorless stones that were cold to the touch.
"Ice," a slave explained when the stone Pavek had been examining slipped through his numbed fingers.
"Solid water."
Pavek picked the stone up and gingerly applied his tongue to the surface. He tasted water, wet and
cold. There could be only one explanation for a stone that sweated water:
"Magic," he concluded, and returned the unnatural lump to the bowl.
The bowl's liquid contents, a blend of fruity flavors that were both tart and sweet, were more to
Pavek's liking, but no amount of wonder or luxury could erase from his memory the images of Lord
Hamanu's transformations. Ruari and Zvain were similarly affected. They ate, as boys and young men
would always eat when their throats weren't cut, but without the energy they would have brought to such a
meal had it been served in any other place, at any other time.
Orphanage templars learned what was important early in their lives. Pavek could sleep in just about
any bed, or without one, and he could eat whatever was available, be it mealy bread, maggoty meat, or Lord
Hamanu's rarest delicacies. He filled a platter with foods he recognized, then wandered out to the porch
where the setting sun had turned the sky bloody red.
Zvain followed Pavek like a shadow. Since they'd left the audience chamber, Zvain had rubbed his
cheek raw, doing far more damage than the Lion-King had done, at least on the surface. The boy's eyes
were haunted, and he was clearly afraid to wander more than a few steps from Pavek's side. When Pavek
sat on a bench to eat his meal, Zvain sat on the floor next to him. He leaned back, not against the bench, but
against Pavek's leg and heaved a sigh that ended with a shudder.
Feeling more obligated than sympathetic, Pavek asked, "Do you want to talk?" and was relieved when
the boy's reply was a sulky, sullen shrug.
Predictably, Ruari's misery took a noisier form. The half-elf joined them on the balcony, set his plate
down, and paced an oval around Pavek's bench. Muttering curses under his breath, he seemed to want the
attention Zvain didn't.
And when Pavek's neck began to ache from tracking Ruari's movements at his back, he relented and
asked the necessary question:
"What's wrong?"
"I was scared," Ruari sputtered, as if he had betrayed himself earlier in the Lion-King's audience
chamber. "I was so scared I couldn't move, I couldn't think."
Pavek set his plate beside Ruari's. "You were face-to-face with the Lion of Urik. Of course you were
scared. He could kill you ten different ways—all ten different ways."
That was not the reassurance Ruari needed.
"I stood there. I just stood there and watched his hand-that horrible hand with those claws—as it
swiped my staff. And then I fell down. I fell down, and I stayed down while you argued with him!"
"Be grateful you were on the floor. Fear makes me stupid enough to argue with a god."
Ruari's laughter rang false. "I'd rather be your kind of stupid than on my hands and knees like a crass
animal, too scared to stand up. Wind and fire! She was laughing at me."
She. The only person to whom Ruari could be referring was Mahtra. But Mahtra hadn't laughed. She
might have smiled; with that mask they didn't know what her face actually looked like, much less her
expression. But she hadn't laughed aloud. Pavek was confused, wondering why, or how, the half-elf thought
Mahtra had laughed at him; wondering why or how it mattered; confused until Zvain explained it all in a
single, disgusted statement:
"Am not!" Ruari retorted with a vigor that convinced Pavek that Zvain knew exactly what he was
talking about. "Wind and fire—she walked out of there with him." The long coppery hair whipped around to
hide Ruari's face as he turned away from them. "How could she? Didn't she see anything?"
"Who knows what Mahtra sees, Ru?" Pavek said gently. "Except it's different. She's new and she's
eleganta—"
"She walked off, arm-in-arm, with a monster—Hamanu's worse than Elabon Escrissar!"
"She walked off with him, too." Zvain pointed out, effectively pouring oil on Ruari's inflamed passions.
Ruari responded immediately by taking a swing at Zvain; Pavek caught the fist before it landed. If he'd
had any doubts about what was eating at Ruari, they vanished the moment their eyes met. Pavek didn't
want to argue, not over this. He certainly didn't want to defend the actions of either Mahtra or the
Lion-King. What he wanted was to finish his meal, half-drown himself in the bathing pool, and then fall into
a dreamless sleep.
But when Ruari roared a slur at him without hesitation, he roared right back, also without hesitation.
Nothing they said made sense. It was tension and fear and exhaustion that neither of them could contain for
another heartbeat. He couldn't stop it; didn't want to stop it because, like a two-day drunk, it felt good at the
start.
They traded accusations and insults, backing each other across the balcony and to the brink of
bloodshed. In any physical fight, Pavek would always have the advantage over a half-elf. Even if the
half-elf struck first and struck low, Pavek's big fists and brawn could do more damage and do it quickly.
Ruari tried to land a dirty punch, which Pavek expected. He seized the half-elf by the shirt, pinned him
against the palace wall with one hand and took aim at a copper-skinned chin. But before he landed the
punch, a shrieking annoyance leaped on his back.
"Stop it!" Zvain yelled, as frightened as he was angry. "Don't fight! Don't hurt each other."
Pavek caught his rage before it exploded at both youths. He looked from Ruari to his fist and willed his
fingers straight. He could hurt Ruari—that's what he intended to do—but he'd kill a boy Zvain's size with
one unlucky punch. Ruari's shirt came free and, wisely, Ruari retreated while Zvain slid slowly down
Pavek's back until his feet touched the floor, his arms were around Pavek's ribs, and his face was pressed
against Pavek's back.
"Don't fight," Zvain repeated. "Don't fight with each other. Please, don't make me take sides. Don't
make me choose. I can't choose. Not between you."
Without a word, Pavek looped his arm back and urged the boy around. Ruari edged closer, keeping a
wary eye on Pavek while he nudged Zvain above the elbow.
Still breathing heavily, Ruari said, "Nobody's asking you to choose," to the top of Zvain's head, but his
eyes, when they met Pavek's, made the statement into a question.
It was one thing for Pavek to comfort a boy whose head didn't reach his armpit. It was another with
Ruari who stood a head taller than him. Maybe that was the root of the problem between them, and the
source of Ruari's unexpected attraction to Mahtra. The New Race woman was, perhaps, the only woman
Ruari'd ever met who was tall enough to look him in the eye, and being neither elf nor half-elf, she touched
none of Ruari's painful doubts about his heritage.
"Have you... talked to her?" Pavek asked, feeling awkward as Ruari's shrugged reply appeared. "She
might—In the cavern, she felt something that made her control that power of hers. Hamanu's infinitesimal
mercy, Ru, if she doesn't know how you feel..." He shrugged and stared into early twilight, unable to find
the right words. This was more difficult than talking about Akashia.
"If she doesn't know," Zvain advised, fully recovered now and putting a manly distance between
himself and Pavek again. "Then, don't tell her. Forget about it. Women are nothing but trouble, anyway."
He sounded so wise, so certain, so very young that Pavek had to struggle to keep from laughing.
Ruari lost the battle early, sputtering through lips that loosened into a grin. "Just wait a few years. Your
time'll come."
"Never. No women for me. Too messy."
By then Pavek was also laughing, and the day's tension was finally broken. The feast looked more
appetizing and the bathing pool became irresistible—once Pavek persuaded the slaves to share both the
food and the water. Even the musicians emerged from hiding and, whatever Lord Hamanu had intended,
for one evening honest people enjoyed innocent pleasures in his palace.
With his pulse pounding, Pavek waited for the next sound, acutely conscious that he was half-naked
and completely without a weapon. Last night he'd slipped so far into complacency that, although he could
remember removing the sheath that held his prized metal knife along with his belt before he stepped into the
bathing pool, he couldn't remember where he'd put it.
"Lord High Templar! Your presence is requested in the lower court."
Requested or required, Pavek didn't dawdle. He called the messenger into the room and ordered him to
light all the lamps with the glowing taper he carried for that purpose. Slaves had cleared the remnants of the
feast while he slept. Clean clothes in three sizes were piled on the table in place of food. A new staff,
carved from Nibenese agafari wood and topped with a bronze lion-head, leaned against garments meant for
a half-elf's slender frame. The gold medallion lay atop the pile intended for Pavek. Ruari pronounced
himself satisfied with his gift, but once again Pavek left the medallion behind.
It was still pitch-dark when the messenger led them to the lower court, a cobblestone enclosure on the
palace's perimeter. A maniple of twenty templars from the war bureau and their sergeant, a wiry red-haired
human, were waiting. All twenty-one appeared to be veterans. Each wore piecemeal armor made from
studded inix-leather. Vambraces covered their forearms and sturdy buskins, also studded, protected their
feet, ankles, and calves. For weapons, they had obsidian-tipped spears and short composite swords that
were edged with thin metal strips or knapped stone. Composite swords were common issue in the war
bureau; like the templars who wielded them, they were tough and lethal.
Despite the metal sword hanging from his belt—an adjutant's weapon at the very least, if not a
militant's—Pavek was in no way qualified to lead these men anywhere. He knew it, and they knew it. But
orders were orders, and the sealed parchment orders the sergeant handed to Pavek said, after they were
opened, that he was in charge.
"What have you been told?" he asked the sergeant, a grim-faced woman his equal in height.
"Great Lord, we've been told that you'll lead us underground and then to Codesh, where there's to be
another maniple meeting us at midday. We're to follow your orders till sundown, then return to our
barracks—if we're still alive."
The words on the parchment were different and included a warning from Hamanu to expect trouble in
the cavern because he, the Lion of Urik, had decided not to send templars to claim the bowls. He
preferred—in his words—to let Kakzim safeguard the simmering contagion until Pavek could destroy it
completely. Hamanu's confidence that Pavek would succeed was less than reassuring to a man who'd
watched Elabon Escrissar die. Pavek crumpled the parchment in his fist and faced the sergeant again. "I
can lead you to the cavern, but if there's fighting—and I expect there will be—I won't tell you how to do it."
"Great Lord, you might be a smart man," the sergeant said, giving Pavek a first, faint glimmer of
approval.
"I've lived this long; I'd like to live longer. Were you told anything else? Anything about the bowls?"
"Bowls? What bowls?" the sergeant shot a look over her shoulder. Pavek didn't see which templar's
eye she was trying to catch or the results of their silent conversation, but when she faced him again, the
faint approval was gone. "Great Lord, we're waiting for one more, aren't we? Maybe she's got your
answer."
Mahtra. In his mind's eye, Pavek could see Hamanu telling Mahtra how they were supposed to dispose
of Kakzim's sludge. It was amusement again: Hamanu could resolve everything himself, but he was amused
by the efforts of lesser mortals.
They didn't have long to wait. Mahtra entered the lower court from another doorway. As always, she
wore the fringed, slashed garments typical of nightfolk. The sergeant sighed, and Pavek shrugged, then
Mahtra handed Pavek another sealed scroll.
"My lord wrote his instructions out for you. He says you must be careful to do everything exactly as
he's described. He says you wouldn't want to be responsible for any mistakes."
"Who's your lord?" the sergeant asked, apparently puzzled that her lord was someone other than Pavek,
who occupied himself breaking the seal while Mahtra answered:
Hamanu's instructions weren't complicated, but they were precise: flammable bitumen, naphtha, and
balsam oil—leather sacks and sealed jars of which would be waiting for them at the elven market
guardpost—had to be mixed thoroughly with the contents of each of Kakzim's bowls, then set afire with a
slow match, which would also be waiting for them. The resulting blaze would reduce the sludge to harmless
ash, but the three ingredients were almost as dangerous as the sludge. With bold, black strokes across the
parchment, Hamanu warned Pavek to be careful and to stay upwind of the flames.
Pavek committed the writing to his memory before he met the consternated sergeant's eyes again.
They were, after all, not merely templars, but templars from opposing bureaus, and the traditional disdain
had to be observed.
"These instructions come from the Lion himself," Pavek said mildly. "He mentions bitumen, naphtha,
and balsam oil—" The sergeant blanched, as any knowledgeable person would hearing those three names
strung together. "The watch at the elven market gate holds them. We'll take them underground with us."
He'd spoken loudly enough for the maniple to overhear, and Pavek, in turn, heard their collective gasp.
They were only twenty templars, twenty-two if they counted Pavek and the sergeant. There were hundreds
of traders, mercenaries, and renegades of all stripes holed up in the elven market, every one of whom
would risk his life for the incendiaries they were supposed to carry underground.
"Great Lord," the sergeant began after clearing her throat. "Respectfully—most respectfully—I urge
you to leave your kinfolk behind. Wherever we go, whatever we do today, it will be no place for the
unseasoned. Respectfully, Great Lord. Respectfully."
Pavek should have been insulted—beyond a doubt she included him among the unseasoned,
respectfully or not— but mostly he was startled by her assumption that his motley companions were his
family. Denials formed on his tongue; he swallowed them. Let her believe what she wanted: a man could
do far worse.
"Respectfully heard, but they know more than you, and they've earned the right to see this through."
"Great Lord, if there's fighting—"
"Don't worry about me or mine. Your only concern is keeping those bowls secure on their platforms
until you've eliminated the opposition. Now—let's move out! We've got our work cut out for us if we're to
catch that other maniple at midday in Codesh. I hope you're paid up with your fortune-seller. We're going to
need a load of luck before the day's out."
The sergeant shot another glance behind her. This time Pavek saw it land on a young man in the last
row of the maniple, another redhead. He called the man forward. The sergeant stiffened, and so did the
rest of the maniple. Whatever was going on, they shared the secret. Pavek asked for the redhead's
medallion. More grim and apprehensive glances were exchanged, especially between the two red-haired
templars, but the young man removed the medallion and gave it to the high templar.
Lord Hamanu's leonine portrait was precisely carved, delicately painted, but that vague aura of
ominous power that surrounded every legitimate medallion was missing. Without saying anything, Pavek
flipped the ceramic over. As he expected, the reverse side of the medallion was smooth— the penalty for
impersonating a templar was death; the penalty for wearing a fake medallion was ten gold pieces. The
medallion Pavek held was fraudulent, but the mottled clay beads he could just about see beneath the
"templar's" yellow tunic were genuine enough.
Underground, an earth cleric would be more useful than all the luck a fortune-seller could offer.
"When the fighting starts," Pavek advised, returning the medallion, "stay close to Zvain and Mahtra," he
pointed them out, "because they'll be staying out of harm's way—as you should."
"Great Lord, you are indeed a smart man. We might all live to see the sun rise again."
Pavek grimaced and cocked his head toward the eastern horizon, which had begun to lighten. "Not
unless we get moving."
Corruption, laziness, and internecine rivalries notwithstanding, the men and women who served the
Lion-King of Urik mostly followed their orders and followed them competently. The sergeant brought her
augmented maniple through the predawn streets to me gates of the elven market without incident or delay.
Three sewn-shut leather sacks were waiting for them. Their seams had been secured with pitch; each had
been neatly labelled and branded with Lord Hamanu's personal seal. The sacks had been brought from the
city warehouse by eight civil bureau templars, messengers and regulators in equal numbers, who remained
at the market gates with orders to join the war bureau maniple when it was time to move the sacks again.
The elven market was quiet when a wedge-shaped formation of nearly thirty templars passed through
the gate. It was much too quiet, and what sounds they could hear were almost certainly signals as they
passed from one enforcer's territory to the next. There were silhouettes on every rooftop, eyes in every
alley and doorway. But thirty templars were more trouble than the most ambitious enforcer wanted to buy,
and there'd been no time for alliances. Observed, but not disturbed, they reached the squat, old building in its
empty plaza as the lurid colors of sunrise stained the eastern sky.
She sent two elves and a half-elf down the tunnel first, not to take advantage of their night vision, but to
chant a barrage of minor spells meant to give them safe passage. Privately, Pavek was dismayed by the
sergeant's tactics. He told himself it was only civil bureau prejudice against the war bureau's reliance on
magic—a prejudice born in envy because the civil bureau had to justify every spell it cast and the war
bureau didn't.
Still, he was relieved when one of the spell-chanters worked his way to the rear where the dull-eyed
humans gathered, and reported that they'd gone too deep to pull anything through their medallions without
creating an ethereal disturbance that could be easily detected by any Code-shite with a nose for magic.
The sergeant didn't hide her preferences. "If there's anyone at all in the damned cavern."
But the chanter saw things differently. "It will not matter where they are, Sergeant. The deeper we go,
the harder we must pull, and the bigger the ethereal disturbance, which radiates like a sphere and will reach
Codesh long before we do. It is also true, sergeant, that the harder we pull, the less we are receiving. I
believe it will not be long before we receive nothing useful at all no matter how hard we pull. The Mighty
Lord Hamanu's power does not seem to penetrate the rock beneath his city."
They conferred with the red-headed priest in templar's clothing. He couldn't account for the problems
the chanters were having. In Urik, he and other earth-dedicated priests worked very quietly because
Hamanu's power reached into their sanctuaries quite easily.
"The rock here must be different, Ediyua," he addressed the sergeant not by her rank, but by her name,
confirming Pavek's suspicion that they were kin. "I could investigate, but it would take time, perhaps as
much as a day."
Ediyua muttered a few oaths. In her opinion, they should return to the palace; the war bureau didn't like
to fight without Hamanu backing them up, but Pavek was the great commander for this foray, and the final
decision was his.
Hearing that the Lion-King's power wouldn't reach the reservoir cavern had shaken Pavek's
confidence. He'd been so certain Hamanu was toying with them. Now it seemed the great king truly
needed the help and skill of a ragtag handful of ordinary folk to thwart Kakzim's plan to poison the city's
water. Pavek still considered himself and all of his companions to be pawns in a great game between
Hamanu and the mad halfling, but the stakes had been raised to dizzying heights.
"The bowls," he said finally. "Destroying the bowls— that's the most important thing. If we go back to
the palace without doing that, we'll be grease and cinders. The Lion's given orders that the bowls are to be
burnt before we link up with the other maniple in Codesh at midday. And we're going to burn them, or die
trying, because if we fail, the dying will be worse."
There was a grumble of agreement from the nearest templars. Even the sergeant nodded her head.
Pavek continued. "I was seen and recognized yesterday on the Codesh killing ground. Our enemy
knows I'll be coming back, one way or another. He'll have guards in the cavern—workmen, too—but no
magic except mind-bending. He's a mind-bender, I think. Tell everyone to be alert for thoughts that aren't
their own. It's dark as a tomb in there. Keep your elves up front. Let them use their eyes. Forget spellcraft.
There're twenty of you, Sergeant. If you can't defeat three times your number without pulling magic,
Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy won't be enough to save you."
A globe of flickering witch-light magnified the sergeant's vexation at listening to a civil bureau regulator
tell her how to prepare for a fight. But she gave the orders Pavek wanted to hear. All magic was stifled,
and they finished their journey as Pavek recommended, keeping themselves low to the ground. He got a
moment's satisfaction when another report filtered back to them stating that there were at least a score of
Codeshites in the cavern, some working atop shining platforms, while the rest were both armed and
armored.
Leaving the balsam oil with the two dwarves, Pavek followed the sergeant to the front of their column.
As he'd done the previous day, he sneaked down the ramp and cautiously stole a peek across the reservoir.
The scaffolds and bowls shone with their glamourous light, inciting awestruck gasps from his companions.
Unlike the previous day, however, the cavern swarmed with activity. Workers were on the scaffolds and at
their bases, hauling buckets up from the shore and adding who-knew-what to the simmering sludge. Beyond
the workers stood a ring of guards—Pavek counted eighteen—all with their backs to the scaffolds and with
their poleaxes ready.
The sergeant swore and crawled back with him to the tunnel passage where they could confer. The
plan they made was simple: Leaving the nontemplars behind with the sealed sacks; the rest of them would
fan out along the shore and advance as far as possible before they were spotted by the dwarves among the
Codeshites. Once they were seen, they'd charge and pray there were no archers hiding in the darkness.
Even if there were, the plan wouldn't change.
Someone was sure to run for Codesh. Ruari and the red-haired priest had their orders to watch which
way those runners went. Then, with Zvain and Mahtra's help, they were to carry the sacks to the scaffolds
whatever way they could.
"With luck, we'll have those bowls burning before reinforcements arrive from the abattoir," Pavek
concluded.
The war bureau templars commended themselves to Hamanu's infinitesimal mercy. Pavek embraced
his friends. In the darkness it didn't matter, but his eyes were damp and useless when he joined the other
templars on the shore.
* * *
Cerk sat in the rocks near the entrance to the tunnel leading back to the village. Among themselves in
the forests, halflings weren't daunted by physical labor, but on the Tablelands, where the world was
overflowing with big, heavy-footed folk, a clever halfling stayed out of the way whenever there was work
to be done.
He'd earned his rest. Gathering all the bones for the scaffolds and the hides for the bowls had taxed his
creativity to the limit. Simply getting everything into the cavern had been a challenge. The Codesh passage
had collapsed sometime in the distant past. When Brother Kakzim had first found it, the twisting tunnel was
barely large enough for a human and broad enough for a dwarf. There wasn't enough clearance to
maneuver the long bones Cerk needed for the scaffolds. He'd hired work-crews every night for a week to
clear away the debris before the longest bones could be manhandled into the cavern.
Brother Kakzim had raged and stormed. Elder brother wanted monuments of stone to support his
alabaster brewing bowls. By the shade of the great BlackTree itself, Cerk could have kept those crews
excavating for another year, and there wouldn't have been enough room to get the bowls Brother Kakzim
wanted into the cavern—assuming he'd been able to find any alabaster bowls, much less the ten that elder
brother swore he needed. Cerk had worked miracles to get enough hide to make the five wicker-frame
bowls they did have.
A little appreciation would have been welcomed. Instead Brother Kakzim had assaulted Cerk both
physically and mentally. The lash marks across Cerk's back had healed shut, but they were still sore and
tender. In the end—at least before the end of Cerk's life—elder brother's madness had receded and reason
prevailed. The contagion could be successfully brewed in the five bowls Cerk provided, and their
scrap-heap origin could be disguised with a well-constructed glamour.
Cerk still didn't understand why the glamour had been necessary. It had taken every last golden coin in
the Urik cache to create it: half to find a defiler willing to cast such a spell and the other half for the
reagents. They'd gotten some of the gold back when they'd slain the defiler after he raised the glamour, but
most of their money was gone, now. And for what? The workers who saw the illusion were the same folk
who'd lashed bones together to form the scaffolds and stitched their fingers raw making the bowls. Cerk
certainly wasn't impressed by it, and they weren't going to invite the sorcerer-king to the cavern to witness
the spilling of the bowls, the destruction of his city.
The only other folk who'd seen the illusion were that scarred human, Paddock, and his companions. At
least that's what Brother Kakzim had said yesterday when the foursome appeared in Codesh and headed
like arrows for the old building that stood atop the tunnel. Paddock was the reason Cerk had spent the night
underground, watching the men who were guarding the scaffolds.
When the do-nothing templars charged across the killing ground to rescue the scarred man and his
companions, elder brother had had one of his fits. He'd bit his tongue and writhed on the floor like a spiked
serpent. Cerk had feared Brother Kakzim would die on the spot—ending this whole ill-omened
enterprise—but he hadn't. He'd gotten to his feet and wiped his face as if nothing strange had happened.
Then he'd started giving orders. Elder brother wanted guards around the scaffolds and guards on the killing
floor. He wanted more reagents added to the bowls, and he wanted them stirred constantly.
Truly it was a tragedy—Cerk's own tragedy. Had he given his oaths to Brother Kakzim, he would no
longer consider himself bound by them. But he'd given his oath to the sacred BlackTree and his fate if he
broke it would surely be worse than if he obeyed the orders of a madman. And so Cerk sat uncomfortably
on the rocks, his mind empty except for the slowest curiosity about the lamp and how long its wick would
burn before he had to refill the oil chamber.
Then Cerk heard a shout. He raised his head, but several moments elapsed before his thoughts
crystallized into intelligence and he realized the guards he'd hired were under attack. Another moment
passed before Cerk recognized the uniformly yellow-garbed attackers as templars from the city, and a third
before he spotted a brawny, black-haired human with an ugly, scarred face in their midst.
Paddock!
Brother Kakzim wasn't mad—at least not where templar Paddock was concerned. The Codeshites
were fighting for their lives, and they fought hard, but they were no match for the templars, who fought in
pairs, one attacking, one defending, neither one taking an injury from the desperate Codeshites.
Cerk made one solid attempt to cloud the minds of the nearest templars. He sowed doubt, because it
was easiest and most effective. One templar hesitated, and his Code-shite opponent struck him down as if
he were a killing-ground beast. But the fallen templar's partner threw off Cerk's doubt. She finished off the
Codeshite who'd struck down her partner with two strokes of her sword, then sidestepped and teamed
herself with another pair. Another templar—Cerk didn't know which one—not only rejected the
mind-bending doubt, but hurled it back.
The unknown templar's Unseen assault was the primitive defense of an untrained mind. Cerk thought
he'd dodged it easily, yet it proved effective. His own doubts swelled. He saw no way to save the
Codeshite guards or those who'd scrambled off the scaffolding to add confusion, not skill, to the fight. The
bowls themselves were doomed, because Cerk did not doubt that Paddock had brought a way to destroy
them.
Brother Kakzim would have another fit, but Brother Kakzim had to know, which meant that Cerk had
to get to the surface. Grabbing the lantern—halfling eyes were no better than human eyes in the
dark—Cerk darted through the rock debris and into the darkest shadow.
He ran as fast as he could, as far as he could. Then with his lungs burning and his feet so heavy his
wobbly legs could scarcely lift them, Cerk slumped against the wall. The tunnel was quiet except for his
own raspy breaths. He'd outrun the sounds of combat, and it seemed there was no one coming up behind
him. A part of him cried out to stay where he was, to blow out the lamp and cower in the safe darkness.
But the darkness wasn't safe. Someone would follow him through the tunnel, be it templar or
Codeshite, and whoever it was, it would be an enemy when they met. If there was safety, it lay with
Brother Kakzim in their rooms above the killing ground.
The cavern was much closer to Urik than it was to Codesh. Cerk had a long way to go, running or
walking. He started moving again, as fast as he could, as soon as he could.
Chapter Eleven
The faint light filtering through the roof of the little building on the killing ground was the sweetest light
Cerk had seen, even though it meant he was no longer running from the templars but looking for Brother
Kakzim. With that thought in his mind, the reasonably apprehensive halfling took the extra moments to refill
his lamp from the oil cask inside the building and to replace the lamp on a shelf beside the door. He
straightened his clothes and tidied his hair before he unlatched the door and strode onto the killing ground
where, with any luck, no one would pay much attention to him.
Cerk was noticed, of course. Children were forbidden on the killing ground, and away from the forests,
halflings were often mistaken for children—especially in Codesh where there were hundreds of children,
but only two halflings, himself and Brother Kakzim. Most of the clansmen who warned him away from their
butchering knew only that they'd found an old tunnel below the old building, but some of the clansmen knew
exactly where he'd been—where he should still be—and why. Some of them had kin on what had become
another killing ground.
As he rounded the top of the stairs to the abattoir gallery and their rented rooms. Cerk could see
Brother Kakzim sitting at a table, making calculations with an abacus, and inscribing the results on a slab of
wet clay. Usually Cerk waited until elder brother finished whatever he was doing. There was nothing usual
about today. He took a deep breath and interrupted before he crossed the threshold.
"Brother! Brother Kakzim—respectfully—"
Brother Kakzim swiveled slowly on his stool. His cowl was down on his shoulders. His face, with its
scars and huge, mad eyes, surmounted by wild wisps of brown hair, was terrible to behold.
"What are you doing here?"
A mind-bender's rage accompanied the question. Cerk staggered backward. He struck his head hard
against the doorjamb, hard enough to dispel the rage-driven assault and replace it with pain.
"Didn't I tell you to stay with the bowls?"
Cerk pushed himself away from the door, winced as a lock of hair caught in the rough plaster that
framed the wood and pulled out at the roots. "Disaster, Brother Kakzim!" he exclaimed rapidly. "Templars!
A score of them, at least—"
"Paddock?"
"Yes."
A change came over Brother Kakzim while the templar's name still hung in the air. For several
moments, Brother Kakzim simply didn't move. Elder brother's eyes were open, as was his mouth. One hand
was raised above his head, ready to emphasize a curse. The other rested on the table, as if he were rising
to his feet. But he wasn't rising. He wasn't doing anything.
Then, while Cerk held his breath, the scars on Brother Kakzim's face darkened like the setting sun, and
the weblike patches in them that never quite healed began to throb.
Cerk braced himself against the doorjamb, awaiting a mind-bending onslaught that did not come. He
counted the hammer beats of his own heart: one... ten... twenty... He was getting light-headed; he had to
breathe, had to blink his own eyes. In that time another change had happened. Brother Kakzim had lowered
his arm. His eyes had become a set of rings, amber around black, white around amber: a sane man's eyes,
such as Cerk had never seen above elder brother's scarred cheeks.
"How long?" Brother Kakzim asked calmly. Cerk didn't understand the question and couldn't provide an
answer. Brother Kakzim elaborated, "How long before our nemesis and his companions find their way
here?" His voice remained mild.
"I don't know, Brother. They were still fighting when I ran from the cavern. I ran when I could, but I
had to stop to rest. I heard nothing behind me. Perhaps they won't come. Perhaps they won't find the
passage and will return to Urik."
"Wishes and hopes, little brother." Brother Kakzim picked up the clay slabs he'd been inscribing and
squeezed them into useless lumps that he hurled into the farthest corner, but those acts were the only
outward signs of his distress. "Our nemesis will follow us. You may be sure of it. He is my bane, my curse.
While he lives, I will pluck only failure from my branches. The omens were there, there, but I did not read
them. Did you see his scar? How it tracks from his right eye to his mouth? His right eye, not his left. An
omen, Cerk, an omen, plain as day, plain as the night I first saw him—"
He seems sane, but he is mad, Cerk thought carefully, in the private part of his mind, which only the
most powerful mind-bender could breach. Brother Kakzim has found a new realm of madness beyond
ordinary madness.
"Have I told you about that night, little brother? I should have known him for my nemesis from that first
moment. Elabon tried to kill him with a half-giant. A half-giant!" Brother Kakzim laughed, not hysterically as
a madman might, but gently, as if at a private joke. "So much wasted time; so much time wasted. While he
lives, nothing will go right for me. I must destroy him, if the BlackTree is to thrive. I must kill him. Not here.
Not where he has roots. Cut off his roots! That's what we must do, little brother, cut off our nemesis at his
roots!"
Cerk stood still while Brother Kakzim embraced him enthusiastically. This was better than mindless
rage, better than being beaten, but it was still madness.
It is madness, Cerk thought in his private place. Pure madness, and I'm part of it. I can do nothing but
follow him until we reach the forest—if we reach the forest. Then I will appeal to the Elder Brethren of the
Tree. I'll spill my blood on the roots, and the BlackTree will release me from my oath.
He held his hand against his chest and squeezed the tiny scars above his heart, the closest thing to
prayer that a BlackTree brother had.
"Don't be sad, little brother." Brother Kakzim suddenly seized Cerk's arms. "The only failure is the last
failure. No other failure lasts! Gather our belongings while I talk to the others. We must be gone before the
killing starts."
Grimly Cerk nodded his obedience. Brother Kakzim released him and walked out onto the open gallery
where he picked up a leather mallet and struck the alarm gong.
"Hear me! Hear me, one and all. Codesh is betrayed!"
Cerk listened as the killing ground fell silent. Even the animals had succumbed to Brother Kakzim's
mind-bending might. Then elder brother began his harangue against Urik and its templars generally, and the
yellow-robed villains about to emerge onto the killing ground. It was truth and falsehood so tightly
interwoven that Cerk, who'd been in the cavern when the attack began and knew all the truth there was to
know was drawn toward the gallery with his fists clenched and his teeth bared. He stopped himself at the
door and closed it.
The closed lacquered door and his own training gave Cerk the strength to resist Brother Kakzim's
voice. No one else in the abattoir would be so lucky.
He was filling a second shoulder-sack when the room began to shake. It was as if the ground itself
were shuddering, and even though he knew the Dragon had been slain, Cerk's first thoughts were that it
had come to Codesh to consume them all.
The scrap of white-bark—the scratched lines and landmarks that had guided him to Urik a year ago
and that he'd been about to stuff into the sack—floated from Cerk's fingers. He tried to walk, but a
gut-level terror kept his feet glued where they stood, and he sank to his knees instead.
"Listen to them!" Brother Kakzim exclaimed as he shoved through the door. "Failed brilliance; brilliant
failure. My voice freed their rage. Yellow will turn red!" He did a joyous dance on the quaking floor, never
once losing his balance. "They're tearing down the gates, setting fire to the tower. They'll all die. I give
every yellow-scum death to my nemesis! Let his spirit be weighed beneath the roots!"
Stunned, Cerk realized that the shuddering of the walls and floor was the result of mauls and poleaxes
biting against the abattoir walls and the base of the watchtower where the templar detachment stood guard
day and night. When he took a deep breath, he could smell smoke. His feet came unglued, and he bolted for
the doorway where the scent was stronger. Dark tendrils filled the stairwell. He didn't want to be in Codesh
when the templars emerged from the little building.
"We're trapped!"
"Not yet. Have you gathered everything?"
The maddest eyes in creation belonged to Brother Kakzim who'd loosed a riot beneath his own feet
and didn't care. Cerk grabbed the sacks as they were on the table. He threw one over each shoulder.
"I gathered everything," he said from the doorway. "It's time to leave, elder brother. Truly, it's time to
leave."
* * *
When Elabon Escrissar led his hired cohort against Quraite, there had been blood, death, and injury all
around. There'd been honest heroism, too. Pavek had been an honest hero when he'd fought and when he'd
invoked the Lion-King's aid, but he wasn't Quraite's only hero. Ruari knew he'd done less that day and
risked less, too—but he'd been at Pavek's side at the right time to give Pavek the medallion and defend him
while he used it. Ruari had been proud himself that day. He was proud of himself still.
But not for today's work.
Maybe there could be no heroics when your side was the stronger side from the start, when only your
own mistakes could defeat you. The war bureau templars hadn't made any mistakes, and aside from one
fleeting touch of Unseen doubt, there'd been no Codeshite heroics. Two templars had gone down. Another
two were walking wounded. The red-haired sergeant collected medallions from the dead and put the
wounded to work guarding their prisoners.
Maybe they were the lucky ones.
Ruari wasn't sure. He'd brought the sack of balsam oil from the Urik passage and helped pour its
fragrant contents into the five glamourous bowls. His mind said they were doing the right thing, the heroic
thing, when they lit the purging fires. Kakzim and Elabon Escrissar had been cut from one cloth, and the
Codeshites had earned their deaths as surely as the Nibenay mercenaries had earned theirs on the Quraite
ramparts. Ruari's gut recalled the wounded prisoners, and as a whole, Ruari wasn't sure of anything except
that he'd lost interest in heroes.
He'd have been happy to call it quits and return to Urik or, preferably, Quraite, but that wasn't going to
happen. He and the priest had watched a lantern weave through the darkness at the start of the skirmish.
They'd seen it disappear, and when the fighting was over they'd found a passage among the deep shadows.
The wounded templars were heading home. The prisoners, their hands bound behind their backs with rope
salvaged from the scaffolds, were headed for the obsidian pits. And Ruari was headed for Codesh, walking
between Zvain and Mahtra, ahead of the templars and behind Pavek, the sergeant, and the priest.
They were on their way to meet another war bureau maniple. They were on their way to kill or capture
Kakzim. Ruari should have been excited; instead he was nauseous— and grateful when Mahtra's cool hand
wrapped around his.
The Codesh passage was much longer than the Urik passage. Caught in a grim, hopeless mood, the
half-elf began to believe they were headed nowhere, that they were doomed to trudge through tight-fitting
darkness forever. At last the moment came when he knew they were nearing Codesh, but it came with the
faint scent of charred wood, charred meat, and brought no relief. Evidently, Ruari's companions caught the
same aroma. Mahtra's grip on his hand became painful, forcing him to pull away, and Zvain whispered:
"He's burning Codesh to keep us away." The first words Ruari had heard his young friend say since
they left the elven market.
"No one would do that," the priest countered.
"He'd poison an entire city," Pavek said, "and more than a city. A mere village wouldn't stop him. If it's
Kakzim. We don't know anything, except that we smell something burning. It could be something else.
We're late, I think, the other maniple could have finished our work for us. We won't know until we get
there." Pavek might have left his shiny gold medallion behind, but he was a high templar, and when he
spoke, calmly and simply, no one argued with him.
The sergeant organized them quickly into a living chain, then gave the order to extinguish the lanterns.
Ruari, his staff slung over his back where it struck his head or heel at every step, fell in with the rest. It was
slow-going through the dark, smoky passage, but with hands linked in front and behind there was no panic.
Taller than those ahead of him and endowed with half-keen half-elf vision Ruari was the first to notice a
brighter patch ahead and whispered as much to those around him. Ediyua called for a volunteer, and the
first templar in the column went forward to investigate.
Ruari watched the templar's silhouette as he entered the faint light, then lost it when the man rounded
the next bend in the passage. The volunteer shouted back to them that he could see an overhead opening,
and screamed a heartbeat later. After giving them all an order to stay where they were, the sergeant drew
her sword and crept forward. Mahtra, next in line behind Ruari, pulled her hand free for a moment, then
gave it back to him. He heard several loud crunching sounds, as if she were chewing pebbles, and was
about to tell her to be quiet when instead of a scream, the clash of weapons resounded through the tunnel.
Ediyua hadn't rounded the bend; Ruari could make out her silhouette and the silhouettes of her
attackers, but it was someone else farther back in the column who shouted out the word, "Ambush!"
Panic filled the passage, thicker than the smoke. Discipline crumbled into pushing and shoving.
Templars shouted, but no one shouted louder than Zvain:
"No! Mahtra, no!"
A tingling sensation passed from Mahtra's hand into Ruari's. It was power, though unlike anything he'd
felt in his druidry. He surrendered to it, because he couldn't drive it out or fight it, and a peculiar numbness
spiraled up from the hand Mahtra held. It ran across his shoulders, and down his other arm—into Pavek, all
in the span of a single heartbeat. A second pulse, faster and stronger than the first, came a heartbeat later.
Time stood still in the darkness as power leapt out of every pore of Ruari's copper-colored skin. He felt
a flash of lightning, without seeing it; felt a peal of thunder though his ears were deaf. He died, he was sure
of that, and was reborn in panic.
"Cave-in!"
Followed by the red-haired priest shouting, "I can't hold it!" from the front.
Other voices shouted out "Hamanu!" but there wasn't time or space to evoke the mighty
sorcerer-king's aid.
Templars at the rear of the column surged forward, desperate to avoid one certain death, unmindful of
the danger that lay ahead. Mahtra pushed Ruari, who pushed Pavek, who pushed the priest toward the
dust-streaked light. Ruari stumbled against something that was not stone. His mind said the sergeant's body,
and his feet refused to take the next necessary step. He lurched forward and would have gone down if
Pavek hadn't yanked his arm hard enough to make the sinew snap. His foot came down where it had to, on
something soft and silent. The next body was easier, the next easier still, and then he could see light
streaming in from above.
Whatever Mahtra had done—Ruari assumed that she and her "protection" were responsible for the
cave-in—it had destroyed the little building in the middle of the abattoir floor and any blue-green warding
along with it. With Pavek leading, they emerged into a devastated area of the killing ground where stone,
bone, and flesh had been reduced to fist-sized lumps. Smoke from the fires and dust from the cave-in made
it difficult to see more than an arm's length, but they weren't alone, and they weren't among friends.
Ruari made certain Mahtra and Zvain were behind him, then unslung his staff as Codesh brawlers
came out of the haze, poleaxes raised and swinging. He had no trouble blocking the blows—he was fast,
and the wood of his new staff was stronger than any other wood he could name—but his body had to
absorb the force of the heavy poleaxes. The force shocked his wrists, his elbows, his shoulders, and then
his back, bone by bone, through his legs and into his feet before it dissipated in the ground. With each
blocked blow, Ruari felt himself shrink, felt his own strength depleted.
There was no hope of landing a blow, not at that moment. He and the templars were surrounded.
Those who were fighting could only defend—and pray that those who were evoking the Lion-King
succeeded.
Desperate prayers seemed answered when two huge and slanting yellow eyes manifested in the haze.
To a man, the Codeshites fell back, and the templars raised a chorus of requests for flaming swords,
lightning bolts, enchantments, charms, and blessings. Ruari had all he'd ever want from the Lion of Urik
already in his hands. He took advantage of the lull, striding forward to deliver a succession of quick thrusts
and knocks with his staff's bronze finial. Three brawlers went down with bleeding heads before Ruari
retreated to his original position; the last place he wanted to be was among the Codeshites when Lord
Hamanu began granting spells.
The sulphur eyes narrowed to burning slits, focused on one man: Pavek, whose sword was already
bloody and whose off-weapon hand held a plain, ceramic medallion.
A single, serpentine thread of radiant gold spun down from the Lion-King's eyes. It struck Pavek's
hand with blinding light. When Ruari could see again, the hovering eyes were gone and Pavek was on his
knees, doubled over, his sword discarded, clutching his off-weapon hand against his gut. The templars were
horrified. They knew their master had abandoned them, though the Codeshites hadn't yet realized this and
were still keeping their distance. That changed in a matter of heartbeats. The brawlers surged. Mahtra
raced to Pavek's side; the burnished skin on her face and shoulders glowed as brightly as the Lion-King's
eyes.
Her protection, Ruari thought. The force that had knocked him down in this same spot yesterday and
collapsed the cavern passage behind them moments ago. At least I won't feel the axe that kills me.
But there was something else loose on the killing ground. Everyone felt it, Codeshites and templars
alike. Everyone looked up in awe and fear, expecting the sorcerer-king to reappear. Everyone except Ruari,
who knew what was happening, Pavek, who was making it happen, and Mahtra, whose eyes were glazed
milky white, and whose peculiar magic would be their doom if he, Ruari, couldn't stop it.
He'd touched Mahtra once before when her skin was glowing; it had been the most unpleasant
sensation of his life. But Pavek said she'd stopped herself because she felt him, Ruari, beside her.
If he could make her feel that again—?
It was all the hope Ruari had, and there was no time to think of anything better. He was beside her in
one long-legged stride, had his arms around her and his lips close to her ear. The heat around her was
excruciating. The charring flesh he smelled was undoubtedly his own.
"Mahtra! It's Ruari—don't do this! We're saved. I swear to you—Pavek's saved us."
Dust and grit swirled around them. The ground shuddered, but not because of Mahtra. Wrapped tight
around Ruari's shoulders and waist, her magic was fading, her arms were cooling with every throb of her
pulse. He could feel her breath through the mask, two gentle gusts against his neck. Two gusts. In the midst
of chaos, Ruari wondered what the mask concealed, but the thought, for the instant that it lasted, was
curiosity, not disgust. Then his attention was drawn into the swirling dust.
And the guardian Pavek had raised through the packed dirt of the Codesh killing ground was an aspect
like nothing Ruari had ever imagined.
It cleared the air inside the abattoir, sucking all the dust, the debris, the smoke, and even the flames into
a semblance no taller than an elf, no burlier than a dwarf. But the ground shuddered when it took a
ponderous step, and the air whistled when it slowly swung its arm. A Codesh brawler caught the force of
its fist and flew in a great arc that ended on the other side of the wall, leaving her poleaxe behind. The
semblance—it was not a guardian: guardians were real, but they had no substance; that was another axiom
of druidry—armed itself with the axe and with its second swing took the heads of two more.
That sobered the Codeshite brawlers. The boldest among them attacked the semblance Pavek had
summoned. They died for their bravery. The brightest surged toward Pavek, who had not risen from the
ground. Ruari dived for his staff and regained his feet, ready to defend Pavek's life. The fighting was thrust
and block, sweep and block, rhythm and reaction, as it had been before, with no time for thought until they'd
beaten back the first Codeshite surge. Then there was time to breathe, time to notice who was standing and
who had fallen.
Time to notice, through the now-clear air, the solid line of yellow-robed corpses hanged from the railing
of their watchtower.
Until he had met Pavek, and for considerable time thereafter, Ruari would have cheered the hanging
sight. He'd been conceived when his templar father had raped his elven mother, and he'd grown up
believing the only good templar was a dead one. Even now he wouldn't want any of the men and women
fighting beside him as friends, but he'd learned to see them as individuals within their yellow robes and
understood their gasps and curses. He wasn't surprised when the war bureau survivors around raised their
voices in an eerie, wailing war-cry, or that they pursued the Codeshites, who broke ranks and ran for the
gate. What did surprise Ruari, though, was the four yellow-robed templars who stayed behind with him in a
ring around Pavek, the red-haired priest, Mahtra, and Zvain.
The. guardian semblance Pavek had raised was slow but relentless. Nothing the Codeshite brawlers
did wounded it or sapped its strength. The best they could do against it was defend, as Ruari defended with
his staff against their poleaxes—and with the same effect. Though formed from insubstantial dust and
debris, the semblance put the strength of the land in each of its blows. Mortal sinews couldn't withstand
such force for long. The brawlers went down, one by one, until the critical moment came when those who
were left comprehended that they wouldn't win, couldn't win, and stopped trying. They broke ranks and fled
toward the gate—which was apparently the only way off the killing ground and which was where the
fighting between Codeshites and templars remained thick.
Ruari took two strides in pursuit, then stopped when the semblance collapsed into a dusty rubbish heap.
Two of his four templar allies kept going, but two stayed behind, panting hard, but aware that they were in
danger as long as they were in Codesh, as long as Pavek remained senseless and slumped in the dirt.
Pavek's eyes were open when Ruari crouched beside him, and he groaned when, with Mahtra's help,
Ruari eased him onto his side. Blood soaked the front of the fine, linen clothes the Lion-King had given him.
Blood was on his arms and on his hands. Ruari feared the worst.
The priest knelt and took Pavek's left hand gently between his own. "It's his hand," the priest said,
turning Pavek's hand to show Ruari what had happened when the medallion burst apart. "He'll lose it, but
he'll live, if I can stop the bleeding."
Looking down at bone, sinew, and tattered flesh, Ruari's fear became cold nausea. He knelt beside the
priest as much from weakness as from the desire to help.
"There's power here—"
"The power he himself raised?" The priest refused Ruari's offer with a shake of his head. "It's too riled,
too angry. I wouldn't try—if I were you."
The priest was right. Ruari had no affinity for Pavek's guardian. This was Urik, in all its aspects:
Pavek's roots, not his. But the red-haired priest was no healer. The only help he could offer was taking the
remains of the leather thong that had held Pavek's medallion around his neck and tying it tight around
Pavek's wrist instead.
Pavek opened his eyes and levered himself up on his right elbow. "If you want to do something useful,
find Kakzim, instead." Between his old scar and the pain he was trying to hide, Pavek's smile was nothing
any sane man would want see. "The bastard must be around here someplace."
Zvain, who'd been watching everything, pale and silent from the start, needed no additional
encouragement. He was off like an arrow for the gallery where they'd seen Kakzim yesterday. Mahtra
headed after him, but Kakzim was just a name to Ruari, and Pavek had lost a dangerous amount of blood.
"Go with them," Pavek urged. "Take your staff. Keep them out of trouble."
"You need a healer—bad."
"Not that bad."
"You've lost a lot of blood, Pavek. And—And your hand—it's bad, Pavek. You need a good healer.
Kashi—"
Pavek shook his head. "Kakzim. Get me Kakzim."
"You'll be here when we bounce his halfling rump down those stairs?"
"I'm not going anywhere."
Ruari turned away from Pavek. He looked into the priest's blue eyes, asking silent questions.
"There's nothing more to do here," the priest replied. "I'll stay with him. We're well out of harm's way,
and these two will stay—" He cocked his head toward the two templars who'd remained with them. "If
anyone gets the bright idea to finish what they started before the great king comes to render judgment."
"The Lion closed his eyes," Ruari snarled and surged to his feet. He found himself angry at the
sorcerer-king, and disappointed as well. "He's not coming."
"He'll come," Pavek assured him. "I'll wager you, he'll be here before the fighting's over. You've got to
find Kakzim first."
By the screaming, shouting, and clash of arms, the fighting remained fierce around the abattoir gate.
Ruari couldn't be certain, but he thought there might be more templars— perhaps Nunk and his companions,
perhaps the other war bureau maniple—outside the gate, keeping the brawlers on the killing ground until the
war bureau fighters finished their retribution. He could be certain that Pavek was safer right now with two
templars and a priest watching over him than Mahtra and Zvain were, searching the gallery for Kakzim
without weapons or sense.
"I'll be back before the Lion gets here," Ruari assured the group closest to him before running to the
gallery stairway, staff in hand.
Finding Mahtra and Zvain was no more difficult than listening for Zvain's inventive swearing from the
top of the charred but still serviceable stairway. Although the gallery appeared deserted, Ruari set himself
silently against a door-jamb where he could see not only his friends ransacking a nearly empty room, but the
rest of the gallery and killing ground where two templars stood similar watch over Pavek and the priest.
"Find anything?" Ruari asked, all innocence within the shadows.
Mahtra said, "No," with equal innocence, but Zvain leapt straight up and came down only a few shades
darker than Mahtra.
"You scared me!" Zvain complained once he'd stopped sputtering curses.
Ruari countered with, "You'd be worse than scared if it weren't me standing here," and could almost
hear Pavek saying the same thing. "You're damn fools, leaving the door open and making so much noise."
"I was listening," Mahtra said. "I would've seen trouble coming; I saw you. I would've protected—"
"What's to see? There's no one here!" Zvain interrupted. "He's scarpered. Packed up and left. Cut and
run. Got out while the getting was still good—just like he did with dead-heart Escrissar."
Ruari's spirits sank. Pavek wanted Kakzim; not catching him was going to hurt Pavek more than losing
his hand. "Is there anything here? Pavek..."
"Nothing!" Zvain said, kicking over a stool for emphasis. "Not a damn thing!"
"There's this—" Mahtra held out a chunk of what appeared to be tree bark.
"Garbage!" Zvain kicked the stool again.
Ruari left his staff leaning against the doorjamb and took Mahtra's offering. It was bark, though not
from any tree that grew on the Tablelands. Holding it, feeling its texture with his fingers, he got a vision of
countless trees and mountains wrapped in smoke like the Smoking Crown Volcano... no, mountains
wrapped in clouds, like nothing he'd seen before.
Any other time, he'd cherish the bark simply for the vision it gave his druid spirit, but there was no time,
and the bark was more than bark. Someone had covered it with straight black lines and other, irregular
"Writing," he mused aloud.
That gave him Zvain's swift attention. The boy grabbed the bark out of his hands. "Naw," he drawled,
"that's not writing. I know writing when I see it; I can read—and there're no words here."
"I know writing, too," Ruari insisted, although he was better at recognizing its many forms than in
reading any one of them. "There's writing here, halfling writing, I'll wager. And other things—"
"That's a mountain," Mahtra said, tapping the bark with a long, red fingernail. "And that's a tree—like
the ones I saw where you live."
"It's a map!" Zvain exalted, jumping up and throwing the bark scrap into the air. "Kakzim left us a
map!"
Ruari snatched the bark while it was still well above Zvain's head and gave him a clout behind the ear
as well. "Don't be a kank-brained fool. Kakzim's not going to gather up everything else and leave a map
behind."
"What's a map?" Mahtra asked.
"Directions for finding a place you've never been," Ruari answered quickly, not wanting to be rude to
her.
"Then maybe he left it behind because he doesn't need it anymore."
Ruari closed his hand over Mahtra's. She was seven, younger than Zvain. She not only didn't know
what a map was, she didn't understand at all the way a man's mind worked. "It's garbage, like Zvain said, or
it's a trap."
"A trap?" she asked, freeing herself and taking the scrap from his hand to examine it closely.
She didn't understand, and Ruari was still ransacking his mind, searching for better words, when they
heard, first, a gong clattering loudly and, second, a roar that belittled it to a tinkling cymbal.
"The Lion-King!" Zvain said as they all turned toward the sound, toward Codesh's outer gate.
"Pyreen preserve and protect!" Ruari took the bark map, rolled it quickly, and pushed it all the way up
inside his shirt hem. "Is there anything else? Anything?"
Zvain said, "Absolutely nothing," and Mahtra shook her head.
Ruari grabbed his staff and headed for the killing ground with the other two close behind him.
The first thing Ruari noticed was that the templars and Codeshites were still fighting near the gate. The
second was that they'd moved Pavek out of the sun.
Pavek was sitting on the ground with his back against one of the massive tables where the Codeshites
turned carcasses into meat. His head was tilted to one side; he seemed to be resting, maybe sleeping. His
face was a gray shade of pale, but Ruari wasn't concerned until he was close enough to see that Pavek's
mangled left hand was inside a bucket. Water was excellent for washing a wound and keeping it clean, but
submerging that bad an open wound was a good way to bleed a man to death.
"Damn you!" he shouted and, grasping his staff by its base, swung its bronzed lion end at the three men
standing by while Pavek slowly died.
The nearest templar raised his sword to parry the staff. The templar could have attacked, could have
slain Ruari, who was fighting with his heart, not his head, and his heart was breaking; but the yellow-robed
warrior didn't take the easy slash or thrust. He parried the staff, beat it aside, closing the distance between
them until he could loft a sandal-shod kick into Ruari's midsection. Catching the staff with one hand as it
flew through the air, he tried to catch Ruari with the other.
Ruari dodged, and landed hard, flat on the ground an arm's length from Pavek. Ignoring the pain in his
own gut, the half-elf crawled forward. He plucked the frayed leather thong out of the dirt, then tried to lift
Pavek's hand out of the bucket.
"My choice," Pavek said, his voice so weak Ruari read the words on his lips more than he heard them
with his ears.
The priest held onto Zvain—barely. The burnished skin on Mahtra's shoulders was glowing again, and
her bird's-egg eyes were open so wide they seemed likely to fall out of her face.
"What's happening?" she demanded.
"He's killing himself!" Ruari shouted. "He's bleeding himself to death!"
"The king is coming," the priest said, as if that were an explanation.
Pavek asked, "You couldn't find Kakzim?" before Ruari could challenge the priest.
"No, he's scarpered," the half-elf admitted, shaking his head and turning his empty palms up. All the
disappointment he'd dreaded showed in Pavek's eyes just before he closed them with a shrug, as if the big
man had stayed alive this long only because he'd hoped his friends would be successful. Taking a painful
breath, Ruari finished: "He got away clean, again. Didn't leave anything behind."
But Pavek raised his good hand and turned away. "No. No, I don't want to see it. Don't tell me about it.
Just—Just get out of Codesh quickly. All three of you."
"Why?" Zvain, Mahtra, and Ruari demanded with a single voice.
Pavek looked up at the priest.
"Under necromancy, a dead man must tell the truth, but he can't reveal what he didn't know while he
was alive."
"Necromancy?" Ruari said slowly, as the pieces began to fall into place. "Deadhearts? Hamanu?"
The templar who'd parried Ruari's staff nodded. "We kill our prisoners before we take them to the
deadhearts. The dead don't suffer; they don't feel pain."
"They don't remember," the other templar corrected. "Everything stops when they die. They've got no
present, no future; only the past."
"No."
"I can hope, Ru," Pavek said in his weak voice. "What good would I be anyway, Ru, without my right
hand?"
"No," Ruari repeated, equally soft and weak.
"I raised a guardian, here—in Codesh, in his realm. He's not going to be happy, and he's not going to
rest until he controls it or destroys it. I can't let him do that, and the only way I can stop him from trying...
and succeeding is if I'm already a corpse when he finds me. It takes a druid to raise a guardian. The
Lion-King's not a druid, Ru, and after I'm dead, I won't be either."
Another roar, louder than the first, warned them all that there wasn't much time.
"You can't raise it, Ru. I know that, and I know that you don't believe me when I tell you that—not
truly—and that'll get you killed, if you don't get out of here... now."
Pavek spoke the truth: Ruari didn't believe that he couldn't raise the Urikite guardian, and the
Lion-King would use that belief. He'd die trying to raise the wrong guardian, or he'd die the moment he
succeeded. He had to leave, and take Zvain and Mahtra with him, but he put his arms around Pavek
instead.
"I won't forget you," he gasped, trying to remain a man, trying not to cry.
"Go home and plant a tree for me. A big, ugly lump of a tree. And carve my name in its bark."
The tears came, as many as Ruari had ever shed for someone else. Zvain wormed in between them,
silently demanding his moment, and getting it, before Ruari pulled him to his feet.
"Wait—" Pavek called, and Ruari dared to hope he'd changed his mind, but Pavek only wanted to give
him the coin pouch from his belt and his most prized possession: a small steel-bladed knife snug in its
sheath.
"Some of the scum have run toward that far corner," one of the templars said, pointing where he
meant. "There must be a way out. We'll go with you as far as the village walls."
The priest said he'd stay to the end, in case Pavek needed a nudge "to separate his spirit from his body
before the Lion-King got too close." He said he wasn't worried about Hamanu, and that was a lie—but
maybe he'd lost everything he cared about when red-haired Ediyua went down in the passage.
Ruari didn't say good-bye, just took hold of Mahtra and Zvain and started walking fast to catch up with
the templars who'd already left. He didn't look back, either.
Not once.
Not until they were clear of the Codesh walls.
Chapter Twelve
Pavek was gone.
Pavek was dead.
One of the many roars Ruari heard while trudging along the ring road to Farl might have marked the
moment when the Lion-King found his high templar's pale corpse. Another might have marked the moment
when deadheart spells animated Pavek's body one last time. The last roar, the loudest and longest that he
and Mahtra and Zvain heard, could only have marked the king's frustration when he found that Pavek,
Just-Plain Pavek, had outwitted him.
Ruari brushed a knuckle quickly beneath his eye, catching a tear before it leaked out, drying the telltale
moisture with an equally quick touch to his pant leg. Life went forward, he told himself, repeating the words
Telhami had used every time he bemoaned the violence and hatred that had brought him into an uncaring
world. There was nothing to be gained by looking back.
Then Pavek raised a guardian spirit out of Urik, where no other druid would have dreamed to look for
one. Pavek changed—tried to change—the lay of life in a sorcerer-king's domain, and Pavek had paid the
price of folly.
Life went forward. Don't look back.
But Ruari did look back. He sneaked a peek over his shoulder every few moments. The skyline of
Codesh was still there, crowned with a thin cloud of dust and smoke that grew thinner each time he looked.
"You come from Codesh?" an overseer called from one of the roadside fields, his slave scourge folded
in his hand. "What's the uproar?"
"Damn butchers tried to slaughter their templars. Got rid of some of them, but Hamanu answered their
call."
The overseer scratched his nose thoughtfully. "They killed a few templars, and the Great Lord himself
came out for vengeance. That ought to put the fear into them. High time."
"High time," Ruari agreed, ending the conversation as they walked beyond the field.
"Get it right, Ruari, or you'll make folk suspicious. It's Lord Hamanu or King Hamanu or Great and
Mighty Lord King Hamanu when you're talking to someone who's got a scourge in their hand!" Zvain
objected once they were out of the overseer's hearing. "You can't talk about Hamanu as if you've met
him!"
"But I have met him," Ruari complained. "He terrorized us, then he gave us gifts. He encouraged us,
then he abandoned us. 'Hamanu answered their call'—that's the biggest lie I've ever told, Zvain: he closed
his eyes!"
"Doesn't matter. I'm telling you, you can't talk about Lord Hamanu that way. Say it the way I told you,
or folk are going to get suspicious and start asking questions."
Ruari shrugged. "All right. I'll try."
Zvain had lived in Urik all his life, while Mahtra had lived under it and Ruari had grown up nowhere
near it. The three of them together didn't have half Pavek's experience or canniness, but Pavek was gone.
Dead. And Zvain had suddenly become their font of wisdom where the city and its customs were
concerned. Ruari knew the responsibility weighed heavily on Zvain's shoulders and the boy was staggering
under the load—
Wind and fire! They were all staggering, putting one foot in front of the other because stopping meant
thinking and thinking meant Pavek. He'd known Pavek for a year, one lousy year—and for most of that
year they'd been at each other's throats.... No, he'd been at Pavek's throat, trying to rile him into a display
of templar temper, trying to kill him with kivet poison because... because?
On the dusty road to Farl, midway through the longest afternoon of his life, Ruari couldn't remember
why he'd poisoned Pavek's dinner. But not so long ago he'd wanted Pavek's death so badly it made him
blind. Now he could scarcely see for another reason and hurriedly sopped up another tear before it
betrayed him.
"What are we going to do when we get to Farl?" Mahtra asked when another stretch of hot, dusty road
had passed beneath their feet. "Will we stay there? Overnight? Longer? Where will we get our supper?
How many coins do we have?"
Ruari didn't know if Mahtra grieved at all. She couldn't cry the way he and Zvain tried not to cry. Her
eyes weren't right for tears, she said, and the tone of her voice never varied, no matter how many questions
she asked. Ruari didn't care about anything, including Farl, which was where they were headed. They were
only going there because the two templars who got them out of Codesh said they shouldn't go back to Urik
and the road to Farl was right there in front of them when the templars said it. Without Mahtra's questions,
Ruari wouldn't have given a single thought to where they'd stay once they got to the village, or whether he
ever ate another meal.
Mahtra was living proof that life went forward and that there was no use looking back. Her questions
demanded answers—his answers. If Zvain had become their wisdom, Ruari discovered that he'd become
their leader.
"We're poor," he said. "Not so poor that we'll starve right away, but—it's this way: I know the supplies
we'd need to have to get back to Quraite: three riding kanks, at least seven water jugs, food for ten days,
some other stuff, for safety's sake. That's what Kashi, Yohan, and I always had, but we had our own bugs,
our own jugs, and Kashi did the buying when we needed food. I don't know how much going home will
cost, or whether we have enough to get there."
Zvain offered a different idea before Ruari could answer. "I could—well—lift a bit. I got good at that."
The boy dug deep in the wide hem of his shirt. He produced a little lion carved from rusty-red stone. "I
lifted this right under Hamanu's nose!"
"Lord Hamanu," Ruari insisted, then, more seriously: "Wind and fire, Zvain—think of the trouble you
could have gotten us into!"
"We'd be better off if I had," the boy replied, and there was nothing either one of them could say after
that.
But nothing seemed to stanch Mahtra's questions. "Can I hold it? Keep it?"
"What for?" Ruari asked. "We get caught with something from Hamanu's palace and—" He mimed the
drawing of a knife blade across his throat.
Mahtra took the figurine from Zvain's hand and held it up to her mask. "We won't get caught with it, if
it's cinnabar."
Ruari cocked his head, asking a silent question of his own.
"I'll chew it up and swallow it," she replied. "If it's cinnabar. I can't tell through my mask. If it is, the
more I swallow, the better I can protect myself. Lord Hamanu gave me plenty—" she parted a little pouch
at her waist. "But, without Pavek, I don't think I can have too much cinnabar."
Zvain made disgusted, gagging noises, and Ruari's first instinct was to do the same thing. But he
couldn't act on his first instincts, not anymore, no more than Pavek had.
Ruari's throat tightened, but he beat back that instinct, too, and all the memories. He forced himself to
think of the crunching sounds he'd heard before the power passed through him and the passage caved in. If
they had to choose between selling the staff Hamanu had given him or the red lion Zvain had stolen, Ruari
supposed they should keep the lion. He could fashion himself another staff, he had a good carving knife
now, thanks to Pavek, but Mahtra's ability to transform the air around them into a mighty, sweeping fist was
a better weapon.
"Keep it, then. Do whatever you do with it."
"If it's cinnabar."
He nodded. He'd taken ten strides, maybe twenty, without mourning Pavek. He'd strung his thoughts
together and made a decision—the decision Pavek would have made, he hoped, and with that hope his
defenses crumbled. The grief, the aching emptiness, overwhelmed him ten times, maybe twenty, stronger
than before.
Unable to hide or halt the sudden flow of tears, Ruari sat down on the edge of the road. He wanted to
be alone, but Zvain was beside him in an instant, leaning against his shoulder, dampening his sleeve. He
wanted to be alone, but he put his arm around the human boy instead, thinking that was what Pavek would
have done. If Mahtra had knelt or sat beside him, Ruari would have comforted her the same way, but she
stood behind them, keeping watch.
"There's someone coming this way," she said finally. "Coming from Codesh."
With a sigh, Ruari got to his feet, hauling Zvain up as well. There was a solitary traveler on the road far
behind them, and behind the traveler, a swath of green fields becoming the dusty yellow of the barrens. The
ring road had curved toward Farl; Codesh had disappeared.
"Come on. We've got to keep walking."
"Where?"
The questions had started again.
"Where, after Farl? What are we going to do?"
He said nothing, nothing at all, and Zvain asked:
"Is it kanks and Quraite, or do we go somewhere else?"
It was easier for Ruari to get angry with Zvain's adolescent whine. "Where else?" Ruari shouted.
"Where else could we go? Back to Urik? Do you think we could just set ourselves up in that
templar-house? Damn it, Zvain, think first, before you open your mouth!"
Zvain's mouth worked soundlessly. His nostrils flared, his eyes overflowed, and, with an agonized wail,
he spun on his heel and started back to Codesh at a blind, stumbling run. Huari hesitated long enough to
curse himself, then effortlessly made up the distance between them.
"I'm sorry—"
Zvain wriggled out of his grasp, but he was finished with running and merely stood, arms folded, head
down, and law clenched in a sad, sullen sulk, just out of Ruari's reach.
"I said I was sorry. Wind and fire, I hurt inside, too. I want him here. I want this morning back; I'd
make him take that damn gold medallion—"
"That's why Hamanu closed his eyes. Don't you remember, in that room with the black rock, Hamanu
warned Pavek that if he didn't take the medallion, he wouldn't listen. He gave Pavek another chance to take
it this morning; the medallion was sitting on top of his clothes. I saw Pavek leave it behind. Damn—"
Ruari's voice broke.
"Not your fault," Zvain said quickly before his voice got Host in sobbing. He lunged at Ruari, giving the
half-elf an embrace that hurt and dulled their other pain. "Not your fault, Ru. Not our fault."
Mahtra joined them, not to grieve, but to say: "The man behind us is getting closer. Shouldn't we be
walking?"
The answer was yes, and just as the ring road curves had hidden Codesh, they brought Farl into view.
Farl, a place where Ruari had never been, the first place he'd go after Pavek. And after Farl? He had to
decide.
"I say we find ourselves kanks as soon as we get there, and head home—to Quraite."
"Whatever you say," Zvain agreed without enthusiasm.
But then, none of them had any enthusiasm. Ruari wasn't looking forward to returning to Quraite, to
telling Kashi their misadventures, but he couldn't think of anywhere else to go.
"You have Kakzim's map," Mahtra reminded him, as if she'd heard Ruari's thoughts. "We could go to a
place we've never been."
"The map's a trap," Ruari replied.
Zvain shot back: "Pavek didn't want to see it, didn't want to hear about it. Pavek thought it wasn't a
trap. He thought it was worthwhile."
Pavek wasn't thinking; Pavek was dying! Ruari wanted to say, and didn't. He fished the map out of
his shirt-hem instead and unrolled it as they walked. If the toothy shape near the right side of the bark scrap
was a mountain... if the smudge above the shape was not a smudge, but smoke... then the mountain might
be the Smoking Crown Volcano, and the circle in the lower right-hand corner might be Urik. A black line
connected the circle and the mountain. The line continued leftward and upward in jagged segments, each
separated with symbolic shapes: wavy lines that might be water, smaller mountains, smaller circles, and
others Ruari couldn't immediately interpret. The black line ended at the base of a black tree, the only
symbol that was the same color as the line and was, on the map, as large as the Smoking Crown.
And Pavek hadn't wanted to see the map, hadn't wanted to hear anything about it.
Because he didn't want to tell Hamanu where they'd gone?
It was possible. Pavek took risks. Today, he'd raised a guardian no druid dreamed existed, and he'd
done it because it might keep them alive. A year ago, he'd surrendered himself into druid hands because
getting rid of Laq was more important than his own life.
Go home and plant... a big, ugly lump of a tree. And carve my name into its bark.
"Later," Ruari said aloud, drawing concern from his companions, "we'll follow the map, somehow,
wherever it takes us—all the way to that big black tree."
* * *
He'd fallen asleep in the wrong position, lying on a bed that was harder than dirt. Every joint in his body
ached and complained when he yawned himself awake—
But he was awake.
Pavek knew he had awakened, knew, moreover, that he was alive. He remembered Codesh and silting
with his hand in a water bucket, hoping to die before Hamanu caught up with him. Those were his last
memories, but he hadn't died. At least Pavek didn't remember dying, although the dead weren't supposed to
remember that was the whole reason he'd had his hand in the bucket: he hadn't wanted to be alive—feeling
or remembering—when Hamanu found him.
Could he have died and been restored to life? Hamanu could transform life into death in countless
ways, but as Pavek understood histories, legends, and dark rumors, the Lion-King could not transform death
into life. A wise man wouldn't bet his life against a sorcerer-king's prowess. Pavek was willing to bet he
hadn't died—
Though he'd almost be willing to bet that Hamanu hadn't found him. What Pavek saw when he opened
his eyes seemed almost like Quraite: a one-room house with woven-wicker walls and a thatched roof. The
door was shut, the window, open. From the very hard bed he could see leafy branches and cloudless sky.
Pavek thought about standing up, but first things first: there'd been a reason the last thing he
remembered was his hand dangling in a bucket. It hadn't hurt then, despite the damage when the medallion
burst apart, and still didn't. After taking a deep breath, Pavek lifted his left arm into the sunlight and, in
complete amazement, rotated it front to back. Palm-side or knuckle-side, his mangled hand had been
restored. Movement and sensation had been restored as well. Each finger bent obediently to touch the tip of
his thumb.
All healing was spellcraft of one sort or another, but this was spellcraft beyond Pavek's imagining. He
rose from the bed, went to the window where the light was better—and his hands remained the same,
exactly the same, but mirror images of each other.
Pavek was alive, restored, and wise enough not to waste time questioning good fortune. Setting both
hands on the window ledge, he leaned out for a better examination of his surroundings. There were walls,
not fields, beyond the tree he'd seen from the bed, masonry walls built from four rows of man-high stones.
The sounds that came over those walls, though faint, were the sounds of a city, of Urik. Pavek knew the
walls of Urik as well as anyone who'd ever spent a quinth of nights standing watch by moonlight. He knew
how the city was put together, and he knew that the only place he could be was inside the palace, which
meant Hamanu, which meant he had died.
It was just as well Pavek wasn't a gambling man.
There were sandals resting on the dirt floor beside the bed and clothes, fine linen garments like the
ones he'd ruined in Codesh, hung on a peg by the improbably rustic door. Pavek wasn't surprised to find a
gold high templar's medallion hanging beneath them. When he'd finished dressing and raking his hair with
his fingers—he didn't need a bath or a shave, which said something about either the amount of time that had
passed since Codesh or the quality of care he'd received since men—he stuck his head through the golden
noose and opened the door.
"You're awake at last!"
The voice came from a human man, about his own age and stature, but better looking, a man who
slapped his hands against his thighs as he stood up from a solid stone bench.
"How do you feel? How's the hand?"
Pavek held it out and flexed the fingers. "Good as new... good as the other one."
A smile twitched across the stranger's lips. Pavek sighed and dropped to one knee.
"A thousand thanks, Great Lord and Mighty King. I am not worthy of such miracles."
"Good—I had doubts you'd ever agree with me about anything."
Still on a bent knee, Pavek stared at his left hand and shook his head. "Great King, I am grateful, but I
am, and will always be, a thick-headed oaf of a man."
"But an honest oaf, which is rare enough around here. I am not blind, Lord Pavek. I know what is done
in my name. I am everything you imagine me to be, and more besides. Elabon Escrissar did amuse me; I
had great hopes for him. I have no hope for an honest oaf, and an honorable one in the bargain. By my
mercy, Lord Pavek—could you not at least have taken a look at that map?"
A man couldn't fall very far when he was already on his knee, which was fortunate for Pavek. "Did I
die, Great King? I don't remember. Was I already dead? The red-haired priest—I never learned his
name—he didn't... You didn't..."
"I didn't what, Lord Pavek? Look at me!"
In misery and fear, Pavek met the Lion-King's eyes.
"Do you truly think I must slay a man to unravel his memories? Do you think I must leave him a
gibbering idiot? Look at your hand again, Lord Pavek: that is what I can do. Did you die? Does it matter?
You're alive now—and as thick-headed as ever.
"A thousand years, Lord Pavek. A thousand years. I knew how to kill a man when I was younger than
you. I've killed more than even I can count; that is the essence of boredom, Lord Pavek. Every death is the
same; every life is different. Every hand is different."
Pavek swallowed hard, grinned anxiously, and said: "Mine aren't, Great King—not anymore."
Hamanu roared with laughter. His human disguise slipping further away with each unrestrained
guffaw. The Lion-King grew taller, broader, becoming the black-maned, yellow-eyed tyrant of Urik's outer
walls. He laughed until, like a lesser, mortal man, his ribs ached and, clutching at his side, he hobbled back
to his bench.
The ground shuddered when his weight hit the stone.
While Pavek blinked, the leonine Hamanu vanished and a human one took his place. He was older than
he'd seemed when Pavek walked through the wicker door: a man nearing the end of his prime, weathered
and weary, with scars on his face and a touch of gray in his dark hair.
"I was born in there," this mortal Hamanu said. His voice was soft; Pavek had to stretch forward to
hear it. "I took my first steps in the ancestor of that house when it stood a day's ride north of here, before
the troll army swept through, destroying everything in its path—except me. I was in the Scorcher's army.
Later, much later, when the trolls memory—" Hamanu's plain brown eyes narrowed, and he seemed to be
looking at a point behind Pavek's head, a point far-removed in place and time. His voice seemed to echo
from that distant, imaginary place. "I went to the Pristine Tower because trolls destroyed this house. I
won the war I was made to fight; the war the others could not win. Troll means nothing to you—" The
king looked directly at Pavek again. "When the war was over and the dust, oh the dust, had settled, I rebuilt
my house and I tried to bring back the wives and children the trolls had slain. They weren't the same."
A sense of loss, preserved for a millennium, filled the courtyard where they sat.
"I'm sorry. I never thought... never imagined.... We're taught you're a god: immortal, omnipotent,
unchanging. I doubted, but..." Words fell off Pavek's tongue until he managed to choke them off with a
groan.
"Did you? What did you doubt?" Another shimmering transformation, and the king was a beautiful
youth. "My power? My eternity? Come—tell me your doubts. Let me reassure your faith."
Pavek remained where he was, mute and kneeling.
"Very well, doubt it all. Power has limits. Eternity has a beginning and an end. I was born no different
than you. I have died many times—Look at me, Lord Pavek!"
Unable to disobey, Pavek straightened his back and neck. The human-seeming Hamanu was gone,
replaced by the apparition who'd terrified them all in the audience chamber when he examined the stains on
Ruari's staff. The long serpentine neck curved toward him. The whiplike tongue flashed out to touch the
scar on his cheek. A blast of hot, reeking air followed the tongue.
"See me as I truly am, Lord Pavek. Borys the Dragon is dead; Hamanu the Dragon is about to
be born!"
Another searing blast enveloped Pavek as he knelt, but, hot as it was, it wasn't enough to break the
cold terror paralyzing his lungs.
"A thousand years I held back the changes. I hoarded every templar's spell; I kept Urik safe
from change, Lord Pavek. Every mote of my magic is a grain of sand falling through the glass,
marking the lime until the change, when a dragon must be born. This shape you see is the sum of my
changes: a thousand years more than a man, but ten thousand... twenty thousand lives less than a
dragon. That incarnate fool, Kalak, would have sacrificed all the lives in his city to birth the dragon
within him. I will not sacrifice Urik to any dragon. Urik is mine and I will protect it—but each day
that I do nurtures the dragon within me, hastening the moment when it must be born."
The king stretched his long neck toward the bloody sun. His massive, fanged jaws opened and,
expecting a mighty roar or a blast of fire, Pavek closed his eyes. But the only sound was a sibilant curse.
When Pavek reopened his eyes, Hamanu in his most familiar leonine form had reappeared.
"You can appreciate my dilemma."
Pavek could understand that Urik was in danger either from its own sorcerer-king's transformation or
from one of the other remaining sorcerer-kings, but true appreciation of the Lion-King's dilemma was
beyond him. He nodded though, since anything else might provoke another transformation.
"Good, then you will be pleased and willing to tell me everything you know about this thing you raised,
this druid guardian, this aspect, this semblance that formed in Codesh."
Pavek had been willing to bleed to death rather than respond to that request. He wished for Telhami's
wisdom and remembered Telhami implying that she and Urik's king had once been more than friends.
"Great King, I can hardly tell you more than Telhami must have told you. I am a neophyte in the druid
mysteries—no better than a third-rank regulator."
"Telhami said our cities were abominations. Gaping sores, she called them, where the natural order is
inverted.
She said that Urik obliterated the land from which it rose and swore no guardian could abide within my
purview. I believed her then and all the years since, until you came back to Urik—not this time, but once
before. Something stirred when you stood outside House Escrissar."
"Yes, Lord Pavek," the Lion-King replied, his voice echoing in Pavek's ears, and between them as
well. "I know about House Escrissar." Then he smiled his cruel, perfect smile. "I knew about it then;
there was no need to probe deep into yo, past."
"Great King, what can I tell you that you don't already know?"
"How you raised a guardian that Telhami swore couldn't exist."
"Great King, I can't answer that. That first time outside House Escrissar, I didn't know what I'd done.
In Codesh, I was desperate," Pavek didn't mention why. "And, suddenly—without my doing anything—the
guardian was there."
"If despair is the proper incentive..." The Lion-King extended his claws. "Raise your guardian now."
Pavek, who had not yet risen from his knees, placed his identical palms flat on the ground. If despair
were the necessary condition for druidry, he should have been able to raise ten guardians.
"Tell your guardian the Lion of Urik, the King of Mountain and Plain, requires assurance that it is not a
pawn of my enemies."
In Codesh and last year, when they searched for Akashia outside the walls of House Escrissar, the
guardian power had leapt into Pavek's body, but here, in the palace, in heart of Urik's heart, the land was
empty—obliterated, exactly as Telhami had described it. The trees that shaded them were sterile sticks,
engendered with Hamanu's magic and sustained in the same way. The stones in the walls were each a
tomb for an aspect of a larger, long-vanished guardian.
Nothing Pavek did quickened the land: no druid magic, not even the simplest evocation of water, could
be wrought where he knelt. He sat back on his heels.
"There's nothing," he muttered, omitting Hamanu's royal title. "Just nothing, as if there never was
anything at all."
"Yet that night outside House Escrissar, something stirred, and in Codesh, you raised an invincible
creature out of dust and offal."
Pavek nodded. "And now there's nothing. No guardian, no aspect, nothing at all. Druid magic should
not work in Urik, Great King—yet I know it has, and not only for me. I don't understand; I must be doing
something wrong. A thousand pardons, Great King. I am not Telhami; I don't have her wisdom or strength.
Perhaps if I tried again, if I went back to House Escrissar—"
"Possibly," Hamanu agreed and frowned as well. The retribution Pavek feared seemed unlikely as the
Lion-King scratched his chin thoughtfully with a sharp, black claw. "Telhami could get her spellcraft to
work elsewhere in Urik, but never when I was nearby. Even so, she could work the lesser arts of druidry,
never the great ones, never a guardian. It is a mystery you and I will unravel when you return to Urik."
Pavek sat still a moment, savoring the life he still had before asking: "When I return?"
"Kakzim lives. The Codeshites we interrogated said that Kakzim incited them to their rebellion, then left
them to their fate. Some saw him and another halfling running away through the smoke. You will find them
and bring them back, Lord Pavek. Justice is the responsibility of the high bureau, your responsibility."
"Did the Codeshites know where Kakzim might have gone?"
The Lion-King held out his hand. A knotted string appeared; it hung from a black claw's tip and held,
within the knot, a few strands of pale blond hair. "A team of investigators searched what remained of their
rented quarters.
They found this caught in the doorjamb. Hold it where the wind does not blow, and it will lead you to
the halflings."
He took the string carefully, respectfully, but without quite concealing his skepticism. "How can you be
certain? Hair is hair. My friends searched those quarters, too."
"And found that map you refused to look at." King Ha-manu sighed heavily. "Mahtra has no hair. Both
Ruari and Zvain have hair that's too dark, and all of them are too tall, unless Ruari was on his hands and
knees when he hit his head. That is halfling hair, Pavek, and it will lead you to Kakzim. Guard it carefully.
You begin your search tomorrow; kanks are waiting for you at Khelo. A double maniple from the war
bureau awaits you there as well. The Codesh survivors volunteered; the others are solid veterans. We will
make our own search for Urik's guardian when you return; you will return, Pavek, with Kakzim or proof of
his death."
Orders had been given—orders the Lion-King had intended to give Pavek from the beginning, no
doubt. Hamanu began to walk toward the wall and a door Pavek hadn't noticed before.
Acting on impulse, which had gotten him into trouble so often before, Pavek called out to him: "Great
King—"
"My friends—Ruari, Zvain, and Mahtra—what happened to them?"
"If you spent half as much time thinking about yourself as you think about others, Pavek, you'd go
farther in this world. Your friends escaped from Codesh before I arrived. They went to Farl. Five days ago,
Ruari sold the staff I gave him to a herder; since then, I do not know. You know my dilemma, Pavek: magic
hastens the dragon. I will not risk Urik to find any one man—not Kakzim, not a friend of yours. If it suits
you, you may search for them after we've raised the guardian."
"It suits me, Great King," Pavek said to the great king's back.
* * *
With the purse Ruari had gotten from Pavek before he died, the silver he got in exchange for his staff,
the handful of coins Zvain insisted he "found" beneath a pile of rubbish in a Farl alley, and the three silver
coins Mahtra got he-didn't-ask-where, they had enough money to purchase three unimpressive kanks from
the village pound and outfit them with shabby saddles, peeling harnesses, and other supplies of dubious
quality.
Six days west of Farl, they were down to two kanks. Tempers were short, and they spent a part of
each day arguing whether any of the landmarks they passed matched those on their white-bark map. If it
weren't for Ruari's fundamentally sound sense of distance and direction, they'd have been hopelessly lost.
Each time they set off in a direction the three of them eventually agreed was wrong, he'd been able to get
them back to a place they recognized.
The sun was at its height in the heavens and there wasn't a sliver of shade anywhere—except in the
lee of the same three boulders where they'd camped last night.
"I told you these rocks matched the three dots," Ruari grumbled as he dismounted. He hobbled the bug
before offering a hand to either Mahtra or Zvain, who rode together on the other one.
"They're awfully small," Mahtra said.
"All right, they don't match the three dots—-and we've followed Kakzim's damned map into the middle
of nowhere. In case you haven't noticed, we're running out of land!" Ruari swung his arm from due north to
due west where the horizon was a solid line of jagged peaks. "The circle is north of here, between us and
those mountains, or it's not anywhere!"
"You don't have to shout," Zvain complained as he jumped down from the kank's saddle.
Mahtra tried to make peace. "We'll go north next. We always go two directions before we settle on
one."
"At least two."
Ruari got the last word as he hobbled the second kank and let it go foraging. The surviving kanks were
doing better than their riders. Bugs could eat just about anything that wasn't sand or rock; people were
more particular. They'd run out of village food two days ago. Ruari didn't consider it a serious problem; he'd
had little trouble hunting up a steady supply of bugs, grubs, and lizards—more than enough to keep the three
of them healthy, but Zvain was fussy, and Mahtra truly seemed to become ill on the wriggly morsels. She'd
sooner forage with the kanks—which she did, after Ruari rationed out their water.
It was midafternoon before they were remounted and headed north. Ruari wasn't as well-organized as
Pavek, and certainly wasn't as effective getting Mahtra and Zvain moving; he owed Pavek an apology—
The half-elf closed his eyes and pounded a tight fist against his thigh. Pavek's name hadn't crossed his
mind since sunrise. He was ashamed that he'd forgotten his friend for so many hours and was grieved by
the memories, once they returned. The downward spiral between shame and grief hadn't ended when
Mahtra and Zvain both called his name.
"Look—" Mahtra extended her long, white arm.
Wisps of smoke rose through the seared air. They could be mirages—the sun's pounding heat made
everything shimmer by late afternoon. But the smoke didn't shimmer, and it wasn't long before they saw
other signs of habitation. Zvain prodded their bug's antennae, urging it to greater speed; Ruari did the same
thing—until he got his kank far enough ahead to force the other one to a halt.
"Not so fast! We don't know what's up there, who's up there, or if they're going to be friendly to the
likes of us." Wind and fire, he was sounding more like Pavek every time he opened his mouth. "This could
still be a trap. We go in slow, and we go in cautious. Stay close together. Keep your heads down and eyes
open. That's what Yohan would say—"
Pavek, too, but by unspoken agreement, they didn't mention his name. "Understand?"
Still, their kanks could outrun all but the fastest elves. Ruari prodded his bug to a halt and let the
strangers come to them.
"What brings you three to Ject?" one of the humans asked.
Before Ruari could voice a suitably cautious answer Zvain announced: "We followed a map!" and
Mahtra added: "We're looking for two halflings, and a big black tree."
Chapter Thirteen
So much for keeping their heads down and their mouths shut.
Mahtra didn't know any better. She evidently thought when someone older asked her a question, she
had to answer. But Zvain—? Ruari couldn't excuse his human friend for blurting out their secrets. Zvain
knew the wisdom of discretion and outright deceit. He'd advised it often enough while they were still in
Urik's purview. Once they were on the barrens, though, following that scrap of bark Ruari still devoutly
believed was a trap, Zvain's common sense and wariness had evaporated.
The woman who'd asked them their business gave Mahtra and Zvain another eyeballing before
returning her attention to Ruari. She was human and standing; he was half-elf and mounted on a kank's high
saddle, yet she successfully looked down her nose at him, conveying a wealth of disdain in the arch of her
brow.
"You look a tad underprepared for the mountains and the forests," she said dryly. "Do you even know
where you are?"
Without hesitation, Ruari shook his head. Maybe there was more of Mahtra in him than he'd thought.
"Ject," she said.
He wasn't sure if that was her name, the name of the settlement, or a local insult—until he
remembered someone had greeted them with the name as they rode up.
She grabbed his bug's antenna and got it moving forward. He could have seized the bug's mind with
druidry, thwarting her intentions without twitching a muscle of his own. That would have been almost as
stupid as mentioning the map or the halfling they were looking for. There was an aura around magicians of
any stripe, an indefinable something that set druids, priests, defilers, and even templars slightly apart. Ruari
didn't get that feeling from any of the strangers around him. He'd need a better reason than stubborn pride
before he gave his own limited mastery away.
Ject was about Quraite's size, counting the buildings or people, but similarities ended there. Costly stone
and wood were common here on the edge of the Tablelands. Ject's buildings looked as solid as Urik's walls,
yet seemed as hastily thrown up as any wicker hut in Quraite. Striped and spotted hides from animals Ruari
couldn't name cured on every wall. Skulls with horns and skulls with fangs hung above every door or
window. Weapons, mostly spears and clubs, stood ready in racks outside the largest building. Taken with
the hides and the skulls, they gave Ject the air of a community engaged in perpetual conflict.
And perhaps it was. The people of Ject had to eat, and there were no fields or gardens anywhere, just
barrens and scrub plants up to the back walls of the outer ring of buildings. Ruari had heard tales of
four-fingered giths who ate nothing but meat and the gladiators of Tyr who feasted on the flesh of those
they defeated, but most folk required a more varied diet to remain healthy. If the Jectites were like most
folk, they had to be getting their green foods and grain from somewhere else, possibly from a forest, if not
from a field.
The human woman had mentioned mountains, which Ruari could see, and forests, which he could not.
Beyond the mountains, there might be forests where the Jectites got their food, where the creatures whose
hides and skulls were fastened to Jectite houses lived free, and where trees with bark smooth enough and
pale enough to serve as parchment might grow.
For the first time since they'd left Codesh, Ruari thought they might have come to the right place. He
wished Pavek were with them to savor the triumph—and to negotiate with the Jectites for the guide they'd
need for the next step in the journey. But Pavek wasn't here. Ruari stared at the mountains oblivious to
everything else and waiting for the ache to subside.
"Kirre," the human woman said when Ruari became enraptured by an eight-legged leonine captive.
The kirre had windswept horns to protect the back of its head as well as the more usual leonine teeth, a
double allotment of claws, and wicked barbs protruding from its tail. Its fur was striped with black and a
coppery hue that matched Ruari's skin and hair. Similar hides were curing on the front walls. Ruari
imagined the strength it took to slay such a beast, the skill it took to capture one, but mostly he imagined the
feel of its fur beneath his fingers and the throaty cumble of its purr.
"They're the kings of the forest ridge," the woman elaborated. "Are you so sure you want to climb up
there looking for halflings and black trees?"
Ruari forgot to answer. As a half-elf, he had one unique trait he owed to neither of his parents: an
affinity for wild animals, which his druidry complemented and enhanced. At that moment, deep in the throes
of his own grief, he was especially vulnerable to the mournful glare in the kirre's eyes. Had he been alone,
he would have been off his bug and reaching fearlessly inside the pen to scratch the cat's forehead.
But Ruari wasn't alone, and he wrenched his attention away. When he did the kirre threw itself against
the walls of its pen and made an eerie sound, neither a growl nor a roar, that raised bumps all over Ruari's
skin.
The woman gave him a contemptuous glance. "Half-elves," she muttered with a shake of her head.
"You and your pets. Don't even think about cozying up to this one. She's bound for the games at Tyr. Turn
her loose or tame her, and we'll send you instead."
Ruari's mortification turned to anger, though there was nothing he could do for himself or the kirre who
was doomed to bloody death at a Tyrian gladiator's hand—and to be eaten thereafter. The thought sickened
him and hardened him. Grabbing the nearly empty packs from behind the saddle, Ruari swung down from
the bug's back and led the way toward the front of the large building.
In Quraite, he kept a passel of kivits, furry and playful predators about the size of the kirre's head. He
kept them hidden in his grove where few ever witnessed the half-elven affection he lavished on them.
When he returned to his grove, he'd still cherish them and care for them, but as he left the keening kirre
behind, Ruari vowed that he'd return to Ject some day to bond with a kirre—and set one free, if he could.
The largest building in Ject turned out to be a tavern open to the sunset sky and vast enough to seat
every resident, with benches to spare.
"We're traders and brokers," the woman explained. "And you've come at a slow time. Our stocks are
down. Most of our rangers are out hunting. All our runners are out making deliveries and taking orders. If
you're from the cities and you want something from the forest, we can get it. If you're from the forest and
you want something from the cities, we can get that, too. There's nothing we can't provide, for the right
price. But for ourselves—we stay here year round, and this is all we need."
She swept an arm around. Huge casks were piled in a pyramid against one wall. Long tables and
benches filled the tavern's one room.
"What about you, my copper-skinned friend? What do you need? Supplies? You're looking a mite
empty."
She prodded the packs he had hanging down from his shoulder and, not accidentally, ran callused
fingertips along his forearm. He'd have gotten smacked hard, on the hand and probably on the cheek, if he'd
been so brazen with a Quraite woman, but when the tables were turned, Ruari was too astonished to do or
say anything.
"A guide? I know my way around."
She headed for one of the tables and clearly intended that Ruari follow her. He paused before
committing himself and turned back toward the open door.
Mahtra had her arm around a mul whose shoulders were so heavily muscled that his head seemed to
rest on them, not his neck. The mul was twirling the long fringes of Mahtra's black gown through his thick
fingers. She'd done the same thing in Farl the one night they stayed in that village, but no matter how many
times Ruari told himself that Mahtra was eleganta, and that she could take care of herself better than he or
Zvain, the sight made him uncomfortable.
What was it that Pavek had said to him the night Mahtra arrived, in Quraite? You're too pretty. You
wouldn't survive a day on the streets of Urik. Ruari was hoping he'd survive an evening in Ject. The
woman beckoning him to the empty bench opposite her had already said she'd trade anything, anywhere for
the right price. She was sending the kirre to Tyr, but she'd threatened to send him in its place. Ruari
wondered where else she might send him for the right price and resolved that he'd drink nothing in this
place, not even the water.
"Pleasure first; trade later. What'll it be?" she asked.
"Ale? Broy? The halflings make a blood-wine that's sweet as honey and kicks like a molting erdland."
Ruari whispered: "Ale." He couldn't stomach the thought—much less the sight—of the other two
beverages, even if he wasn't going to drink them.
The woman snapped her fingers loudly and shouted for two mugs of something that didn't sound like
ale. He felt betrayed, but said nothing. They stared at each other until the bucket-sized containers arrived in
the fists of a weary, one-eyed dwarf. The human woman smacked her mug against his, sloshing some of
the foamy brew onto the table, then she took a swig. Ruari pretended to do the same.
"So—you've got a map that shows the way to a black tree? Even with a map, there's a lot of
treacherous country between here and there, especially for a lowlander like you. Kirres may be the kings of
the ridge, but there're a lot of other ways to die up there. And the halflings themselves—"
Suddenly she was jabbering away in a language—Ruari supposed it was Halfling—that was full of
chirps and clicks as well as singsong syllables.
"Didn't think so," she proclaimed and took another long pull at her mug. "Negotiating with halflings is a
tricky pass, if you know their tongue—which you don't. You're going to need a guide, my coppery friend.
And not just any guide, someone who knows the ridge well. Let me see your map, and I might be able to
tell you who to hire."
It appeared that Mahtra and Zvain weren't the only ones who thought the map was real. Ruari decided
he must look very young and very naive. Did she think he didn't remember the looks she'd given him while
he was still astride the bug, or her threats? But even as his pride raised his hackles, he could fairly hear
Pavek's voice at the base of his skull, telling him that some battles could be won without a fight. At least
without an obvious fight.
He fumbled with his mug. "Would you?" he asked with a nervous smile. The smile was forced; the
nervousness wasn't. There were no taverns in Quraite, and he'd learned his knavery from his elven cousins,
who'd misled him many times before. "It's so hard to know who to trust. I guess I have to start
somewhere—" The mug overturned, drenching him from the waist down in a sticky, golden brew— which
was not anything Ruari had intended to do, though it worked to his advantage when the woman drained her
own mug before demanding refills from the tapster.
After a certain point and a certain amount of ale, a human mind—or any other mind—became as
suggestible as a kank's. Ruari had a lot to learn about mind-bending and druidry both, but he'd had a lot of
experience lately with bugs. A few rays of sunlight still streaked the open sky above their table when Ruari
caught his first predatory thought and wove it back into the woman's mind. The stars were bright from one
roofbeam to the other and there were two empty pitchers between them on the table when Ruari figured
he'd learned as much as he could.
She laid her head atop her folded arms when he stood up. The tapster caught his eye. Ruari joined him
by the pyramid of casks.
"The lady—" He pointed to the woman whose name he hadn't learned. "Take care of her, please? She
said she'd pay for everything."
"Mady?" the tapster replied with evident disbelief.
"On my honor, that's what she swore."
The tapster's eyes made the journey from Ruari to the woman and back again. " 'Tain't like her."
Ruari shrugged. "She said she wasn't feeling well. I guess the ale didn't agree with her."
"Aye—" the tapster agreed, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. "Maybe so. Didn't give you no problems now,
did it?"
"Not at all," Ruari said and hurried out the door where he figured his problems would begin in earnest.
"Zvain? Mahtra?" he whispered urgently into the darkness.
With what he'd learned from the woman, Mady, Ruari thought that a bit of druidry and his innate ability
to follow the lay of the land could get them through the mountains and into the forest. He was less certain
about the halflings. Mady had said the local halflings weren't cannibals, they merely sacrificed strangers to
appease the forest spirits, and held celebration feasts afterward if the sacrifices had been accepted. It was
too fine a distinction for him to swallow comfortably, but he'd deal with halflings when he had to, not before.
"Mahtra? Zvain?"
The world was edged in elven silver as his eyes adjusted to the darkness. Ordinary colors vanished,
replaced by the shimmering grays of starlight. Ruari could see the buildings with their hanging hides and
skulls and brilliant candlelight seeping through cracked shutters. He could have seen anything moving from
his feet to the farthest wall of the farthest building, but he couldn't see Mahtra or Zvain.
Growing anxious and fearing he might have to leave without them, Ruari started toward the pens
where they'd left the kanks. The kirre started keening once it caught his scent. He almost missed someone
calling his name.
"Ruari! Over here!"
It was Zvain, hiding behind a heap of empty casks between the animal pens and the tavern. Ruari
dared to hope the shadow crouched beside Zvain was Mahtra, but that hope was dashed when he realized
the shadow was standing and not crouched at all. Gray nightvision sometimes played tricks on a
color-habituated mind. Ruari couldn't make sense out of what he saw: The stranger was a bit too tall and
bulky to be a halfling. Its head was covered with wild hair that fell below its shoulders, so it couldn't be a
hairless dwarf. He was about to decide Zvain had found another New Race individual when the stranger
reached up to scratch its hair and pulled a dead animal off its bald scalp.
The stranger was a dwarf, a dwarf wearing a cap Ruari didn't want to see by the light of day.
"I solved all our problems, Ru," Zvain exalted, urging the dwarf forward. "This is Orekel. He says he
can get us to the black tree."
It was true that Ruari's trousers were still damp and he smelled of sweat and ale, but the air around
Orekel was almost certainly flammable. Ruari shook the dwarf's hand tentatively—and without
inhaling—then retreated. Considering what he'd gone through to get free of Mady, Orekel was no
improvement.
"We got it all figured, Orekel an' me," Zvain continued, unfazed by Ruari's silent displeasure. "All we
have to do is give Orekel our kanks—he'll use them to settle his credit with the tapster in there, an' then
he'll be our guide. It's a good deal, Ru—we can't take the bugs into the mountains anyway. Orekel's gone
'cross the mountains and into the forests a lot of times. You've got to hear the stories he tells! He says he
can find anything up there—"
"Back up," Ruari interrupted. "You said we give him our kanks? How're we supposed to get home
without our bugs?"
"Not a problem," Zvain said before turning to the dwarf. "You tell him, Orekel—"
"Gold," the dwarf said, grabbing Ruari's wrist and pulling on it hard enough to make the half-elf stoop.
"That black tree—she's full of gold and silver, rubies and emeralds. The great halfling treasure! Can you
see it, my friend?"
Everyone in Ject wanted to be Ruari's friend. "No," he grumbled, trying to free his wrist.
But a dwarf's fist wasn't lightly shed. Orekel pulled larder, and Ruari sank to one knee to keep his
balance. They were more nearly face-to-face now. Ruari got light-leaded from the fumes.
"Look ye up there." Orekel directed Ruari's attention to the mountains. "You see those two peaks
that're almost alike. We go between them, my friend, and down into the forest. There's a path, a path right
through the heart of the halflings' sacred ground, right up to the trunk of that big, black tree. Can you see it
now? As much treasure as your arms can carry. Buy your kanks back with halfling gold. Buy a roc and fly
home. Can you see it, son?"
"No." This time Ruari twisted his wrist as he jerked it up and out of Orekel's grasp. "If you know all
this, what's kept you from getting rich yourself?"
"Ru—" Zvain hissed and gave Ruari a kick in the shin as well.
Orekel shuffled his ghastly cap from one hand to the other, giving a good impression of abject
embarrassment. "Oh, I would go. I would've gone a thousand times and made myself as rich as the dragon.
But I get tempted, you see, when I've got a bit of jingly at my belt. I get just a mite tempted and the wine,
oh, she tastes so sweet. The next I know, I'm out here with a sore head and the tapster, he's got a claim on
me. I regret my temptation. Lord, I do regret it. Never again, says I to myself each and every time, then
along comes some jingly and it's all the same. I do see my flaws. I do see them, but they rear up and grab
me every time. But you've come at just the right time, son. I'm sober as the day is long and not in so deep
with the tapster that your bugs won't buy me out. We'd be partners, the three of us."
Ruari retreated another step. "Zvain," he said with more politeness than he felt or needed. "Would you
come over here, please?"
Zvain hesitated, but took the necessary steps. "What? Did you make a better bargain with that
"Look at him. Get a whiff of him—if you dare. Your Orekel's a complete sot! I wouldn't give him a
dead bug—"
The boy stood his ground. "Did you make a better bargain?"
"I learned some things. I could get us to those two mountains—"
"Did you learn how to speak Halfling? Did you know they're particularly fond of sacrificing half-elves?"
He didn't, and he hadn't, but: "That makes no difference. Wind and fire—I don't like this place at all. I'd
rather be lost in the elven market than spend the night here where everybody wants to help us. Do you trust
him with your life, Zvain? 'Cause that's what it's going to come down to—"
Ruari's tirade got cut short by the sound of a thunderclap on a dry, cloudless night. Zvain cursed, the
dwarf dived for cover, swearing it wasn't his fault, while Ruari stared at one of the buildings where dust
puffed through the upper story shutters.
"That white-skinned friend of yours?" Orekel asked from his hiding place.
"Yes," Ruari answered absently. He wondered what else could go wrong, and Pavek's voice at the
base of his skull told him to quit wondering.
"Who'd she go with?"
"A mul. Big shoulders. Huge shoulders."
"Bewt. That's bad. You want to leave Ject now, son. Right now. Forget about her. It's late. I'm sorry,
son, but Bewt— he's got a temper. You don't want to be in his way, not at all, son. We'll just leave the
kanks here and tip-toe out the back. Son, son—are you listening, son?"
"Ruari?" Zvain added his urgent whisper. "Ruari— what're we gonna do?"
He didn't know—but he didn't have to make any decisions just yet. Mahtra had emerged from the
building and was running toward them on Ject's solitary street, with her fringes flying. She didn't have
Ruari's nightvision; he had to shout her name to let her know where they were. Other folk were coming
onto the street, looking around, looking at Mahtra as she ran toward them.
Orekel was gibbering. "She—Her—She must've killed him."
That was a possibility; they'd better be running before the Jectites found the mul's body. It had come
down to a choice Ruari was loathe to make: Orekel and tiptoeing into the mountains, or a kank-back retreat
into the barrens. He was sure he was going to regret it later, but Ruari chose Orekel over the kanks
because someone had unharnessed them.
Without the proper saddles, there was no way to ride or control the bugs.
An enraged mul—Bewt—stumbled onto the street. "Where is she?" he bellowed, looking left and right.
Muls inherited their dwarven parent's strength, but their human parent's sight.
He turned to the dwarf. "Get us out of here, quick. Before he spots us."
Orekel cast a worried glance toward the tavern.
"Now—if you want to go to the black tree. Get going. I'll catch up." On level ground, a half-elf could
literally run circles around a dwarf. "Keep an eye out for Mahtra; she's got ordinary eyes, and I've got
something to do before I go."
"Ru—!"
"It should improve our chances," he said to Zvain. "Now go!"
After one last glance at the tavern, Zvain and Orekel shuffled off through the maze of animal pens.
Ruari had Pavek's steel knife out when Mahtra came to a stop at his side.
"I told him I wouldn't remove my mask. I told him."
Ruari thought the words were an apology as well as an explanation. It was hard to tell with Mahtra;
her tone of voice never varied no matter the circumstances. Bewt might not have understood the risk he
was running when she warned him, but then, he shouldn't have tried to take off her mask, either.
"It's all right," Ruari assured Mahtra as he knelt down beside the kirre's pen and went to work on the
knotted cha'thrang rope the Jectites used to secure the door. "Zvain's gone ahead—around there—did you
see him? He was with a dwarf." The kirre came over to investigate. It touched his hand with a soft-furred
paw. There was some rapport between them, curiosity mostly on the kirre's part. Even a half-elf druid
needed time to bond with a creature of such size and ferocity—time they didn't have.
"Did you see them? Zvain and the dwarf? They headed for the mountains. It would be better if you
went after them. I don't know what the kirre's going to do when I get this pen open."
"I saw a shadow," Mahtra replied, eyeing the kirre with discomfort. "Ruari—hurry. They're coming.
I'm sure they saw me run around the tavern. I'm sorry."
Ruari could hear the Jectites, too. He sawed furiously at the tough fiber. Without steel, he wouldn't
have had a chance. "Just go. Follow the dwarf and Zvain. I'll catch up."
But that was her way; Ruari understood the expressions playing across the kirre's tawny eyes better
than he'd ever understand the New Race woman.
"Stand away from that pen, boy!" one of the Jectites shouted from a distance. "Call your friends back.
You've got deeds to answer for."
Some of the Jectites split away and backtracked toward the front of the tavern, where the racks of
spears stood outside the door. The rest, though, weren't coming closer. Ruari gave a sharp push on the
knife and sliced through the last cha'thrang fibers. He held the door shut with his knee.
Beautiful kirre, Ruari advanced his thoughts cautiously into the cat's predatory mind. Brave kirre.
Wild kirre. Free kirre. He recalled the forest vision he'd received from the white-bark map. The kirre's
ears relaxed. Her eyes began to close, and a purr rumbled in her throat.
Those folk. Ruari transplanted his vision of the Jectite villagers into her mind, though a kirre's night
vision was probably better than his own. He didn't know how she was captured, so he recalled the battle on
Quraite's dirt rampart and transplanted the moments when he'd been most frightened and enraged. The
images resounded in the kirre's memory. She echoed spears and nets and the unintelligible yapping of men.
Those folk. Ruari repeated, then opened the door.
The kirre knocked Ruari down as she sprang free. He scrambled to his feet while the Jectites
screamed and the mighty cat roared. Running toward his own freedom, Ruari assuaged his budding guilt
with the thought that whatever happened to the kirre, it was better than death in the Tyr arena. He could
still hear her roars when he spotted Mahtra, her shoulders beacon-bright by starlight, running across the
barrens beyond the village.
"Wind and fire—cover yourself up!" he advised when he caught up with her.
Zvain and the dwarf, Orekel, were panting from exhaustion, trying to maintain the pace she set, her
legs as spindly as an erdlu's and likely just as strong.
"We can slow down." Ruari dropped his own pace to a walk, then stopped altogether when Orekel
continued to wheeze. "They're too busy right now to come after us. Catch your breath. How far until we're
under cover?"
The dwarf raised a trembling arm toward the mountains. Ruari suppressed a curse. Without kanks,
they'd need luck to reach the foothills before sunrise and pursuit. If the villagers were going to chase them,
they would be on the barrens long before then.
There were no trails, no places to hide. Ruari pushed his companions as hard as he dared, as hard as
Orekel could be pushed. Slow and steady, that was the dwarven way. Even a dwarf as out-of-condition as
the drunken Orekel could walk forever, but push him to a trot and he was blowing hard after a hundred
paces. If he'd complained once, Ruari would have left him behind, but Orekel stayed game throughout the
night.
* * *
Orekel sobered up, too, sweating out the wine and ale. When it came to their distant goal of Kakzim
and the black tree, Ruari still didn't give the dwarf a gith's thumb of trust, but in simpler matters—like
picking a path across the stone wash that abutted the mountains when Orekel's ankles were as much at risk
as theirs—he was willing to let the dwarf have the lead.
The stone wash that they reached shortly before dawn was a nasty piece of ground. A fan-shape of
stones ranging in size between mekillots and a halfling's fist spilled out of a gap between the mountains.
There was no guessing how many stones there were, or how long it had taken to accumulate them all, but
the footing was especially treacherous for long-legged folk like Ruari and Mahtra.
Ruari longed for the staff he'd left leaning against the Ject kank pen, but the rest of the gear they'd
abandoned was no great loss. The important things: strips of leather for repairing their sandals, sealed jars
of astringent salve they'd been carrying since they left Quraite, a set of firestones, a flint hand axe for
firewood, and a handful of other useful objects were in the saddle packs he still had slung over his shoulder.
The most important thing of all—not counting the white-bark map that was still in his sleeve and not as
useful as the Jectites would have hoped—was Pavek's steel-blade knife, too precious for the sack. Ruari
kept it secured in its sheath, and the sheath firmly attached to his belt. He'd use it to whittle himself a new
staff out of the first straight sapling they saw, though by then, they'd probably be out of the mountains,
where he'd have less need of it.
By midmorning, they'd picked their way across the stone wash, with no worse souvenirs than a
collection of scraped ankles. But the worst lay ahead in the steep gap itself. Orekel said it would be safer, if
not easier, if they'd had some rope to string between them as they negotiated the narrow ledges and nearly
sheer cliff-faces. On the other hand, they could take the treacherous passages as slowly as they needed to:
looking back toward Ject, they saw no dust plumes on the barrens.
Even Orekel tried to cheer the shattered boy, offering the loan of his lucky cap.
"This little ves kept me alive more than once, son," the dwarf insisted with the shaggy fur hanging over
his hands instead of his ears. "The ves—they're canny little beasts. Made me think I was somewhere I
wasn't. Tried to lure me right into their den. Gnaw me down to the bone, they would've. But I got me this'un
by the tail here. Squeezed it so hard it had to show me where I was. Then I ate it for my dinner and turned
its skin into my lucky cap. But you're looking like you need more luck today than me, so's you wear it."
It was a sincere if inept attempt to get them moving again, and it raised the dwarf a notch in Ruari's
opinion; but it did nothing for Zvain, who'd flattened his back against the cliff and refused to take another
step.
"Just leave me here. I've gone as far as I can."
Ruari and Orekel tried all manner of encouragement and pleading, but it was Mahtra who found the
magic words:
"If this is as far as he can go, why can't we do what he wants and leave him here? The sun's coming
around. It's going to be as hot as the Sun's Fist against these rocks in a little while. Why should we all die
because he doesn't want to move again?"
"She's right about the sun," Orekel said softly to Ruari, though Zvain was between them and could
easily hear every word. "We got to get moving, son, or we'll fry."
They were already parched and achy from a lack of water, which Ruari could remedy with druidry.
The mountains were livelier than the Sun's Fist. If they'd had a bucket, he could have filled it several times
over. Without a bucket, he was hoping they'd last until he found a natural depression in the rocks. Here on
the ledge, he had nothing but his cupped hands to hold the water he conjured out of the air.
"Come on, Zvain," Ruari pleaded.
Mahtra walked ahead. "I'm leaving. Finding Kakzim's more important."
Orekel shrugged. "The lady's right, son. We can't stay here." He followed Mahtra.
"Zvain—?"
The boy turned slowly away from Ruari and took a halting step in Orekel's direction.
Ruari found his hollow rock near the top of the gap. On his knees with his eyes closed and his arms
outstretched, he recited the druid mnemonics for the creation of water in the presence of air and stone. The
guardian aspect of this place was sharp-edged like the cliffs, and heavy like the mountains themselves.
Ruari couldn't hold it the first time, and his spell did not quicken. The recitation ended with the hollow as dry
and empty as it had begun. Grimly, the half-elf withdrew Pavek's knife from its sheath and made a shallow
gash along his forearm. With his blood as a spark, the spell quickened and water began to collect in the
hollow.
When the water was flowing steadily, Ruari sat back on his heels, letting the others drink while he
recovered from the strain of druidry in an unfamiliar place.
"Magician, eh?" Orekel asked.
"Druid." Ruari offered the correct name for his sort of spellcraft.
"Don't kill no plants, do you?"
"Wind and fire, no—I'm not a defiler, nor a preserver. I'm not a wizard at all. My power comes from
the land itself, all the aspects of it."
"So long as you don't suck things down to ash. Can't go taking nobody into the forest who'd turn 'em
into ash."
"Don't worry."
Zvain had finished drinking. Orekel drank next, with Ruari's permission, then Ruari himself drank his
fill. When he'd finished, water was still bubbling in the hollow, faster than they could drink it down. It spilled
over the top and seeped across the soles of his sandals while Mahtra stood and stared.
"You better drink," Ruari advised. "I can't do that again until sundown, and we don't have anything to
carry water in."
The boy and the dwarf didn't need a second invitation, but Ruari stayed on the opposite side of the
hollow, his fists propped against his hips.
"After all this time, Mahtra—after all we've been through —do you truly think we're going to laugh or
run away screaming?"
"You might," she replied with that smooth honesty that left more questions than answers in Ruari's
mind.
The half-elf shook his head and lowered his arms. "Have it your way, then," he said and started
walking. He'd gone several paces when she called out:
"Wait!"
Ruari turned around as she lowered her hands from the back of her head, bringing the mask with them.
The mask was a good idea, he decided immediately. Her face was so unusual, he couldn't keep from
staring. Mahtra had no nose to speak of, just two dark curves matched against each other. She didn't have
much of a chin, either, or lips. Her mouth was tiny—about the right size for those red beads she liked so
much—and lined with teeth he could see from where he stood. Yet for all its strangeness, Mahtra's face
wasn't deformed. With her eyes and skin, an ordinary human face would have been deformed. Mahtra's
face was her own.
"Different," Ruari acknowledged aloud. "Maybe different enough to warrant a mask—but it's your
face—the face that belongs to the rest of you."
"Ugly," she retorted, and he saw that her mouth did not shape her voice and words.
"No—Pavek's..." He sighed and began again. "Pavek was ugly."
"Akashia said no. She said he wasn't an ugly man."
Another sigh. "Kashi said that, did she?" It was too late to consider what Kashi might have meant.
"What did she say about me?"
"Nothing. Nothing at all—but we weren't talking about you."
"Take your time," he said to Mantra, rubbing his forearm, though that wasn't the part of him that hurt.
"I'll wait just up here. We can let the other two get a bit ahead."
Ruari found himself a rock that gave Mahtra her privacy and him a good view of Zvain and Orekel as
they continued up the gap. He took out Pavek's knife, and wondered whose black hair had been braided
around the hilt. Not Kashi's. Not anyone Ruari had ever heard Pavek mention. Maybe they would have
gotten their affections straightened out if they'd had the time; maybe not. One thing for certain: he'd made a
fool of himself trying to capture Kashi's attention and affection when Pavek had already secured it.
Mahtra reappeared with her mask in place, and together they continued up the gap, easily catching up
with Zvain and Orekel. The sun came around in the middle of the afternoon, baking their bodies into numb
silence. The three lowlanders—who'd never seen a mountain up close, much less climbed one—thought the
gap would never end, but it did as the sun was setting. As green faded to black, they got their first look at a
verdant forest that stretched ahead of them as far as they could see.
For Ruari, the sight was a waking dream. Telhami's grove in Quraite remembered forests and offered
the hope that a forest might return. This—this vastness that was everything the barren Tablelands had
ceased to be, was Telhami's hopes fulfilled, Quraite's promise kept. He would have sat there staring at it all
night, except the mountain cooled faster than the barrens did, and he was shivering before he knew it.
It wasn't long until they were huddled together against the rocks, trying to keep warm and not
succeeding. Orekel said it was too dangerous to descend the mountain without sunlight to show them the
way. There was nothing with which to build a fire and though Ruari's druidry could wring water and a bland
but nutritious paste out of the cooling air, he knew no spell that would provide them with warmth.
Pavek might have known such a spell. Pavek claimed to have memorized as many of the spellcraft
scrolls as he'd been able to read in the Urik city archives. But it seemed more likely that no one in the long
history of the parchec tablelands had bothered to formulate a spell for heat, so they took turns in the middle
of their huddle. When dawn reached over the mountain crest, it found them stiff, sore, and still weary.
The descent into the forest was harder on their legs than yesterday's climb through the gap had been.
Ruari discovered new muscles along his shins and across the tops of his feet. It would have been easier if
his body had simply gone numb, but he felt every step from his heel to the base of his skull. He had no idea
how the other three were doing; his world began and ended with the aches of his body.
When Orekel asked to see the map, Ruari dug it out of his sleeve without a second thought.
"Son, this here, this here's not a map, son."
"I never said it was," Ruari countered, smiling wearily and looking for something to sit on that wouldn't
be impossible to get up from afterward.
Ruari eased himself onto the trunk of a fallen tree. He wished he didn't hurt so much. The forest was a
miraculous place—the promise every druid made in his grove fulfilled to the greatest imaginable measure.
There were birds and insects to complement the trees, and gray-bottomed clouds in the distance bearing the
promise of real, not magic-induced, rain. The land quivered and crawled with riotous life, more life in a
handful of moist, crumbly dirt than in a day's walking across the barren Tablelands.
And Ruari couldn't appreciate it. Not only did he hurt too much, he wasn't here to immerse himself in
druidry. He'd come to the forest to find a black tree, to find Kakzim and bring him to justice. For Pavek. All
for Pavek, because it was Kakzim's fault that Pavek was dead. He'd take Kakzim's head back to Urik and
hurl it at Hamanu's palace. Then he'd go home to Urik and plant a tree for his friend.
"Son—" Orekel tugged on his sleeve. "Son, I say we have a problem."
"You can't help us," Ruari said slowly. "That's the problem, isn't it? You can't find the black tree. All
that talk in Ject about halfling treasure you hadn't brought out because you'd gotten 'tempted,' that was just
wind in the air. You're no different than Mady: you thought we had a map we weren't smart enough to
keep or follow."
Orekel removed his cap. "You put a mite too fine a point on things, son. The black tree, she's in this
forest, and she's got treasure trove buried 'neath her roots. She's not two-day's walk from here, and that's a
fact. But this here—" He held out the map. "Now, you don't rightly speak Halfling, so you're not likely to
read it much either. So, you got to believe me, son, this here's not a map to the black tree; it's more a map
to your place, I reckon, to Urik—that's where you come from, now, isn't it?"
Ruari tried to remember if he or Zvain or Mahtra had mentioned Urik since they'd met the dwarf, but
his memory refused to cooperate. Maybe they had and Orekel was playing them for fools, or maybe he
could read those marks, one of which spelled Urik. Either way, Ruari was too tired for deception.
"Around Urik, yes."
"Always best to be honest, son," Orekel advised, and suddenly his eyes seemed much sharper, his
movements, crisper. "Now, maybe we can solve our problem—you being a druid and all—maybe you don't
need a map to find the black tree. Like as not, you can just kneel down on the ground the way you did up on
the crest and mumble a few words that'll show you the way."
Ruari said no with a shake of his head.
Zvain hobbled over. The boy looked at the tree trunk and—wiser than Ruari—chose not to sit down.
"Sure you could, Ru. You've just got to try. Come on, Ru—try, please?"
He shook his head again; he'd already tried. As soon as Orekel had made the suggestion, Ruari
had—almost without thinking—put his palms against the moss-covered bark and opened himself to the
aspects of the forest. The blare of life would have overwhelmed him if he'd had the wit or will to resist it.
Instead, it had flowed through him like water through a hollow log—in one side and out the other.
In the aftermath of that flow, Ruari considered it fortunate that he'd been numbed by aches and
exhaustion. The guardian aspects of this forest weren't habituated to a druid's touch, weren't habituated and
didn't seem to like it, not druidry in general, nor him in particular. For a moment, all the leaves had become
open eyes and open mouths with teeth instead of edges.
That moment had passed once he raised his palms and consciously shut himself off from the forest's
burgeoning vitality. Leaves were simply leaves again, but the sense that they were being watched persisted.
For most of his life— even in his own grove, which was mostly brush and grass with a few sparse
trees—Ruari had either been within walls or looking at a horizon that was at least a day's walk away. Here
in the forest, he could touch the green-leafed horizon, and the forest, which had seemed like paradise before
he sat down, had become a place of hidden menace.
He was afraid to cut himself a staff, lest he arouse something more hostile.
"Give it a try, son." Orekel urged. "What've we got to lose?"
"I'm too tired," Ruari replied, which was true. "Maybe later," which was a lie—but he didn't want to
alarm the others.
"So, what do we do?" Zvain asked, backsliding into the whiny, selfish tone he used when he was tired,
frightened, or both. "Sit here until you're rested?"
Orekel took Zvain's arm and gently spun him around. "Best to keep moving, son. Things that stay in
one place too long attract an appetite."
"Move where?" Zvain persisted.
"Does it matter?" Mahtra asked. The climb down hadn't bothered her any more than the climb up, any
more than anything ever seemed to bother her. If the New Races were made from something, someone
else, then whatever Mahtra had been, it wasn't elven, or dwarven, or human. "We don't have a map
anymore. One direction's as good as another if we don't know where we're going."
A heartbeat later, they were thrown against one another and hoisted off the ground in a net. Zvain
screamed in terror; Orekel cursed, as if this had happened before, and— foolish as it was—Ruari felt better
with his weight on the ropes, not his feet.
The sizzle of Mahtra's thunderclap power passed through Ruari not once, but twice. The sound was
loud enough to detach a shower of leaves from their branches and make the net sway like a bead on a
string. But it wasn't enough to send them crashing to the ground, and Mahtra's third blast was much weaker
than the first two. The fourth was no more than a flash without the thunder.
Heartbeats later, they heard movement in the underbrush, and halflings appeared on the trail beneath
them. Looking down, Ruari saw a score of halflings. None looked friendly, but the one who raised his spear
and prodded the half-elf sharply in the flank had a truly frightening face, with weblike burn scars covering
his cheeks and eyes as black and deep as night between the stars. He gave Ruari another poke between
the ribs.
"The ugly man—Templar Paddock—where is he?"
Chapter Fourteen
"I've heard there's a hunters' village about a day's ride from here. They call it Ject. It's a way station
for beasts on their way to the combat arenas of the cities. It's full of scoundrels, knaves, and charlatans of
every stripe, some of whom'll lead a party across the mountains and into the halfling forests. It's a day's ride
to the southeast, but we could hire a guide for an easier passage, if you think we should, Lord Pavek."
Unlike the ride from Quraite to Urik, there were no bells on the huge kank Lord Pavek rode, no excuse
for not hearing Commandant Javed's statement, no excuse for not answering the implied question.
Still, under the guise of careful consideration, Pavek could take the time to shift his weight, easing
strained joints and muscles. He'd been kank-back for the better part of three days, and the only parts of him
that didn't hurt were the ones that had gone numb while the walls of Urik were still visible behind them.
Pavek thought he'd set a hard pace when he'd gotten himself, Mahtra, Ruari, and Zvain from Quraite to
Urik in ten days. Since leaving Khelo shortly after his conversation with Lord Hamanu, Pavek had learned
new things about the bugs'—and his own—endurance.
Together with Commandant Javed of Urik's war bureau, a double maniple of troops, and an equal
number of slaves, Pavek had pushed the war bureau's biggest, toughest bugs relentlessly, following the line
he saw when he suspended the strands of ensorcelled halfling hair in the draft-free box he kept lashed to
the back of his saddle.
And now, when they were almost on top of the mountains they'd been chasing since yesterday
morning, the commandant was suggesting a two-day detour. More than two days: it would surely take
longer to walk through the forest on the other side of the mountains than it would to ride to this Ject.
But Pavek had learned over the past few days not to trust Commandant Javed's statements at face
value.
"Is that a recommendation, Commandant?" In that time, Pavek had learned the trick of answering
Javed's questions with questions. It made him seem wiser than he was and sometimes kept him from falling
into the commandant's traps.
"A fact, Lord Pavek," Javed said with a smile and no sign of the aches that plagued Pavek. "You're the
man in charge. You make the decisions; I merely provide the facts. Do we veer southeast, or do we hold
steady?"
A challenge. And another question, the same, but different.
Hamanu had said the templars in the double maniple were all volunteers, but the Lion hadn't said
anything about the commandant, whether or not he was a willing participant in this barrens-trek or not; and,
if he was, why? Those facts might have helped Pavek interpret Javed's smiles.
Commandant Javed had served Urik and the Lion-King for six decades, all of them illustrious. He was
well past the age when most elves gave up their running on foot and sat quietly in the long sunset of their
lives, but the only concession the commandant made to his old bones and old injuries was the kank he rode
as if he'd been born in its saddle.
There were three rubies mounted in Javed's steel medallion, one for each time he'd been designated
Hamanu's Champion, and two diamonds commemorating his exploits as Hero of Urik.
Among Pavek's cherished few memories of life before the orphanage was the day he'd stood on the
King's Way, holding his mother's hand and watching the parade as the great Commandant Javed returned
triumphant from a campaign against Gulg.
The farmers and druids of Quraite nowadays called Pavek a hero; Pavek reserved that honor for the
black-skinned, black-haired elf riding beside him.
"A decision, Lord Pavek," the commandant urged. "A decision now, while the wheel can still turn
freely." He gestured toward the outriding templars. "Timing is everything. Do not confuse a decision with
an accident or lost opportunity, my lord."
Good advice. Excellent advice. So why wasn't Javed leading this expedition? Never mind that high
templars outranked commandants: that only proved to Pavek that Commandant Javed had been more
successful at holding on to his steel medallion than he himself had been at holding on to his regulator's
ceramic one.
So why was Javed here at all? After conquering every challenge Urik's war bureau offered and
successfully resisting a golden medallion, why was Commandant Javed headed into the halfling forest at a
regulator's side, and looking to that regulator for orders?
"Now, Lord Pavek." The commandant smiled again, ivory teeth gleaming through the black gash in his
weathered face.
Pavek turned from that face and looked straight ahead at the mountains.
"No guides," he said. "We've already got our guide." He thumped the box behind him and shot a
sideways glance at the commandant, whose smile had faded to a less-than-approving frown. "When we
brought the cavern poison to Lord Hamanu, he said we had time to destroy it because Ral didn't 'occlude'
Guthay—whatever that means—for another thirteen days. Well, we got rid of the poison, but we didn't
catch Kakzim. Maybe he's gone home in defeat and we can catch him anytime, but maybe he's got
something else he can unleash when the moons 'occlude' four nights from now.
"If we go southeast and hire ourselves a guide, we're sure to lose at least two days getting back on the
halfling's trail. Maybe more than two days, without kanks on the far side of the mountains. My rump would
appreciate an easy passage, but not if I miss another chance to nab Kakzim."
The commandant's frown had deepened all the while Pavek explained the thin logic of his decision. He
considered reversing himself, but the stubbornness that had kept him trapped in lower ranks of the civil
bureau took hold of his neck and stiffened his resolve.
He faced Javed squarely, matching his scar-twisted smile against the elf's frown. "You wanted my
decision, Commandant. Now you've got it: we hold steady, straight into those mountains ahead and the
forest beyond. I want my hands on Kakzim's neck before the moons occlude."
"Good," the commandant said softly, almost as if he were speaking to himself, though his amber eyes
were locked with Pavek's. "Better than I expected. Better than I'd hoped from the Hero of Quraite. Four
days left from thirteen. Let's put on some speed, Lord Pavek. I could walk faster than this. We'll sleep
tonight on the mountain crest. We'll sleep on the mountain, and we'll find your halfling before Ral marches
across Guthay's face. My word on it, Lord Pavek."
* * *
Commandant Javed's word was as good as the steel he wore around his neck. Leaving behind the
kanks, the slaves, and everything else that a templar couldn't carry on his back, the elf had had them
sleeping on top of the mountain ridge one night and on the forest floor the next. They'd lost two templars in
the process, one going up the mountains, the other coming down.
Carelessness, Javed had said both times, and refused to slacken the pace.
At the forest-side base of the mountains, the templars, including Pavek and Javed, paused to exchange
the shirts they'd been wearing for long-sleeve tunics and leather armor that was fitted from neck to waist
and divided into overlapping strips from there down to the middle of their thighs.
It was all part of the equipment Pavek had been given at the beginning of this journey, and he thought
nothing of Javed's order until he touched the tunic's drab, tightly woven fabric.
"Silk?" he asked incredulously, fingering the alien fabric, which he'd associated with fawning nobles,
simpering merchants, and women he couldn't afford.
"That's protection?" For all that the commandant had experience with the forest halflings on his side,
Pavek began to remove his slippery tunic.
"Damn sure is. The barbs on the arrowheads don't catch your guts. Ease the silk out; and you ease the
arrowhead out, too—with the poison still on it."
"Still on the arrow?"
Javed's enigmatic smile flickered at him. "Didn't believe it myself till I was fighting belgoi north of
Balic. Watched a healer work an arrow clean out of a man's gut; silk was as good as new, and so was the
man ten days later. Been a believer ever since. My advice, my lord, is to keep it on. We know your man's a
poisoner."
* * *
The protection Mahtra's makers had given her against living creatures had no effect whatsoever on
woven vine net. Unfortunately, she had exhausted herself against the halfling-made net before she realized
that fact. She'd had nothing left when the halflings lowered them to the ground, and so she stood helpless,
barely able to stay upright, when Kakzim had personally bound her wrists behind her back and taken her
mask away.
Five days later, imprisoned beneath the great BlackTree, surrounded by dank, dark dirt, with Zvain and
Orekel little more than voices in the blackness, she still shuddered at the memory.
That theft had been Kakzim's personal vengeance against her. He'd humiliated the others, too,
especially Ruari. When the half-elf told Kakzim that Pavek was already dead, the former slave had reeled
backward as if Ruari had landed a blow in a particularly vulnerable place, and then transferred all his
vicious hatred from Pavek, who was beyond his reach, to Ruari, who had no defense.
Throughout their two-day-long, stumbling, starving walk through the mazelike forest, Kakzim had
harried Ruari with taunts and petty but vicious physical attacks. The half-elf was badly bruised and bleeding
from a score of cuts, and barely able to stand by the time they reached their destination: the BlackTree.
Nothing in her spiraling memory could have prepared Mahtra for her first sight of the halfling
stronghold. The crude bark map they'd found in Codesh depicted a single tree as large as the Smoking
Crown Volcano, which they'd ridden near on their way to the forest. But coming upon it suddenly in this
arm's-length world of trees everywhere, the black tree seemed exactly as big as the volcano.
Ten of her standing with arms extended could not have encircled its trunk. Roots as big around as
Orekel's dwarven torso breached the dim, moss-covered clearing around the tree's trunk before returning
into the ground.
But it wasn't the black tree's trunk or roots that lingered in Mahtra's memory, sitting here in the
darkness between those roots. It was the moment she'd raised her head, hoping to see the sky through
branches as big around as a kank's body. There'd been no sky, only the soles of a dead-man's feet.
She'd cried out. Kakzim had laughed, and—worse—the feet had moved, and Mantra had realized that
a living man, a halfling, hung above her, suspended from a mighty branch by a rope wound tight beneath his
arms.
Worse still, the living, hanging halfling was not alone. There were other halflings dangling from other
branches, more than she could easily count. Some of them were alive, like the halfling whose feet were
directly above her head, but others were rotting corpses, barely recognizable.
Worst of all—the memory Mahtra could not escape even now in her prison beneath the tree—was the
great drop of blood that had struck between her eyes as she stood, transfixed by the horror above her. With
her hands bound behind her back, she hadn't been able to wipe the blood off, and her pleas for help, for
mercy, brought only laughter from her captors.
Her skin was still wet when Kakzim ordered his fellow halflings to drive her, Zvain, and Orekel through
a narrow hole between the roots. Prodded by sharp spears, they'd wriggled like serpents through the hole, a
narrow tunnel, and—blindly at the end—tumbled into the dank, dirt pit that now imprisoned them.
Orekel had gone first; he'd hurt his leg falling several times his own height into the pit. Then Zvain,
who'd landed on top of the dwarf, and finally her. She'd landed on them both.
And maybe, she shuddered at the thought, they'd hung him in the tree.
That memory was all too clear. She'd been able to scrape the blood from her face, crawling on her
belly down that tunnel, but there was nothing she could do for the blood in her memory.
It was daytime in the world above; she could tell because some light got in around the roots that wound
around the sides of their prison. There was enough to see Zvain and Orekel, whose leg had swollen horribly
since he fell. When night came, she could see nothing at all.
Night had come twice since they landed in the pit.
Food had come twice also, both times in the form of slops and rubbish thrown down the hole. It was
vile and disgusting, but they were starving. Liquid seeped through the dirt walls of their prison. Mahtra's
tongue tasted water, but her memory saw blood.
Orekel, who understood Halfling, said their captors were planning a big sacrifice when the little moon,
Ral, passed in front of big Guthay. When he wasn't drunk with pain, he made plans for their escape:
Zvain was the smallest; he could climb up both their backs and through the hole to the tunnel. Then,
using Mahtra's shawl, which Kakzim had left along with everything else save her mask and Ruari's knife,
Zvain could hoist Mahtra to freedom. Her protection would do its work. They could find a rope—there was
plenty of rope available—to get him out of the hole, find the treasure, and make good their escape before
the halflings recovered from Mahtra's thunderclap.
That was Orekel's plan, when his ankle wasn't hurting so bad he couldn't think or talk. Maybe, if he'd
been able to stand or she'd been confident her protection would work again, they might have tried it.
But Orekel couldn't stand and, though she'd chewed through and swallowed their last bit of cinnabar,
the little lion that Zvain had stolen from the palace, Mahtra didn't think she'd ever be able to use the maker's
protection again. Something was missing. There was now a dark place inside her, a place she'd never
realized was lit until the flame went out.
And now there was no more talk of escape. Well into the third day of their captivity, their prison was
quiet—except for Orekel's babbling and groans. She and Zvain had nothing left to say to each other.
Mahtra huddled by herself in the curve where the side became the bottom. She drew her knees up to
her chest, rested her cheek on them, and wrapped her arms over her shins.
The spiral of her life had become a circle; she was back where she'd begun: in deep, silent darkness.
* * *
After his time in Telhami's grove, Pavek thought he'd be prepared for the forest, but there was little
comparison between a meticulously nurtured grove and the wild profusion of a natural forest.
Instead of the guardian aspect that pulled a grove together with a single purpose, a single voice, the
halfling forest was a battleground with every mote of life competing for its place on the land.
It was a place hostile to them as well—which was not entirely surprising. War bureau maniples did not
go quietly, no matter where they went, though they were traveling light, at least as far as magic was
concerned. Except for the medallions they all wore and the ensorcelled bit of halfling hair, Pavek knew of
no Tablelands magic that they'd brought across the mountains into the forest. There were no defiling
sorcerers with them, no priests, either—unless the forest sensed that templars borrowed spellcraft from the
Lion-King or recognized Pavek's clumsy curiosity as the sign of a druid.
Even without magic, however, a living forest had reason to resent their intrusion. A double maniple of
templars armed with broad-bladed, single-edged swords hacked a wide swathe through the undergrowth as
they marched, still following the straight course set by the strands of blond hair Pavek now carried in a little
pouch on the gold chain of his high templar's medallion.
It was the morning of the twelfth day and the start of their first full day in the forest. Last night, the
two moons had been in the sky all night. They were both nearly full, and silvery little Ral was yapping
toward golden Guthay's middle.
Pavek could remember other times when both moons had shown their full faces at the same time, but
never when they'd been on the collision course of last night. It seemed to Pavek that Ral would crash
against Guthay's trailing edge tonight or tomorrow night, which would be the significant thirteenth night. He
mentioned his suspicions to the commandant once they'd broken camp and were marching through the
forest again, and his concern that Ral would be destroyed.
"If Kakzim knew that the moons were going to crash—"
Pavek bit his lip and held silent while he weighed what the Lion-King had told him about how using
magic now would destroy Urik. Easier to believe that no spells would be available until after the
sorcerer-king had prevented catastrophe in the heavens than to think Hamanu had been serious bout
birthing dragons and the death of Urik.
Which thoughts made Pavek wonder why the Lion-King would have lied to him about such a matter, if
the truth were so linked to this mission. That was not a question to ask Commandant Javed.
"I hadn't thought of it that way, Commandant," he said. "You're right. Of course."
"You're young yet. There's a lot to learn that never gets taught. You just have to put the pieces
together yourself— remember that."
Pavek assured the older, wiser elf that he would, and their march through the forest continued. The
sense that the forest itself was hostile to them grew steadily stronger until Javed and the maniple templars
sensed it also.
"It's too damned quiet," Javed concluded. "Trees. I hate trees. The forest is an ambusher's paradise.
They can put their scouts in the branches and tell their troops to lie low in the shade beneath them. Get out
your hair, Lord Pavek; see if our halfling's tried to close a trap behind us."
It was the trees themselves that were looking down on them—at least that's what Pavek thought. The
hair indicated it as well. Its line hadn't varied since they used it first at Khelo: Kakzim was still ahead of
them.
But the two-time Hero of Urik took no chances. He tightened their formation, giving orders to every
third templar: "Keep your eyes on the trees ahead of us, on either side, and especially behind. Anything
moves, sing out. I'd sooner duck from wind and shadows than have halflings running up our rumps."
They did a lot of shadow dodging that morning, but they also got a heartbeat's warning before the first
arrow flew at them. Trusting their silk tunics and leather armor, Commandant Javed ordered the maniples
together in a tight circle. He commanded them to kneel, presenting smaller targets to the hidden archers and
safeguarding their unprotected legs.
"Defend your face! That's where you're vulnerable," Javed shouted, taking his own advice when an
arrow whizzed toward him. "But mark where the arrows are coming from. We'll take these forest-scum
brigands when their quivers are empty."
The soft, smooth silk lived up to the commandant's claims, and the lightweight, slow-moving arrows
failed to find targets time and again. One templar cried out when an arrow grazed her hand, and moments
later she'd fallen unconscious. But she was their only casualty, and gradually the arrow flights came to a
halt and the forest was silent.
"Mark where you saw 'em. Move out in pairs." This time the commandant gave his orders in a voice
that wouldn't carry to the trees. "We don't have to catch them all, just one or two." Then he turned to Pavek
and whispered: "You mark any, my lord?"
Pavek pointed to a crook halfway up one substantial tree where he'd spotted a shadowed silhouette
against the branches.
Javed flashed his black-and-white smile. "Let's go catch us a halfling—"
But fickle fortune was against the heroes. Their quarry dropped down and hit the ground running.
Javed's elven legs weren't what they'd been in his prime, and Pavek had never been much of a sprinter.
The halfling went to ground in a stand of bramble bushes.
Other pairs were luckier. When the maniples reassembled near the body of the unconscious templar,
they had captured four halflings, none of whom seemed to understand a word Commandant Javed said
when he asked where their village was.
Intimidation was an art among templars. Pavek had been taught the basic skills in the orphanage. Being
big, which Pavek had always been, and ugly, which he'd become early on life, Pavek had a natural
advantage. The joke was that he was a born intimidator, but the truth was that Pavek didn't enjoy making
other folk writhe in terror or anxiety. He was good at it because he hated it, and now that he held the
highest rank imaginable, he intended never to professionally intimidate anyone again. He gave a hands-off
gesture and stepped aside to allow the commandant to finish what he'd begun.
"You're lying," Javed told the captives who knelt before him. He looked aside to Pavek and began
speaking above heads that rose no higher than his thigh. "My name is Commandant Javed of Urik, and I
give you my word as a commandant that we're searching for one man, one male halfling with blond hair and
slave scars on his face. He committed crimes in Urik, and he will answer for them. No one else need fear
us. We won't harm you or your families or your homes if you give us the criminal we've come for. You will
help us—understand that. Dead or alive, one of you will guide us to your homes. Now, which one of you
will it be?"
From the side, Pavek knew what was coming next. He'd seen two of the halflings flinch when Javed
implied the necromancy for which the templarates were infamous. A third had lowered his eyes when the
commandant asked for a volunteer. Although necromancy would be more difficult without borrowed
spellcraft, Pavek trusted that Javed wouldn't have made the threat if he didn't have the means to carry it
through. He also trusted that one of the other templars would have seen the halflings' reaction and would
report them to the commandant. Pointing out an enemy who'd shot poisoned arrows at him didn't trouble
him, but condemning a man to death and worse because he wouldn't betray his home and family wasn't
something Pavek could do.
As Ruari had told him when they'd argued in Escrissar's garden, he had a convenient conscience.
And not long to wait. The maniple templars had caught all four halflings reacting to Javed's speech.
The commandant grabbed the lone woman in the group, not—Pavek assumed—strictly because of her sex,
but because she had huddled close by one of the men. When templars of any rank, from any bureau,
wanted fast intimidation results, they turned their attention to the smaller, weaker partner in a pair, if a pair
was available.
While one templar held the woman from behind and another pressed his composite sword's blade
against her pulsing throat, Commandant Javed removed a scroll from his pack. He broke the heavy black
seal and began to read the mnemonics of the same necromantic spell Pavek had expected the Lion-King to
use on him at Codesh. Midway through the invocation, the sword-wielding templar pricked the halfling's
skin with the blade's razor-sharp teeth.
The woman gave no more reaction to the pain and the trickling of her own warm, red blood than she
had to the commandant's speech, but the sight was too much for the halfling she'd huddled against. He
sprang to his feet.
"Spare her, and I'll lead you to our village," he said in the plain language of the Urik streets.
His halfling companions, including the woman whose life he was trying to save, sputtered epithets in
their clicking, screeching language. The woman got another nick in her throat; the other two halflings got
savage blows from the hilts of templar weapons. Templars did not tolerate in others those treacherous,
divisive behaviors they practiced to perfection among themselves.
"And the scarred, blond-haired halfling?" Javed asked.
The traitor wrung his hands. "I know of no such man."
Javed's long arm swung out to clout the halfling. He staggered and tripped over his indignant
companions.
"We know he came this way!" the commandant thundered. "I will have the truth, from your mouth or
hers!" He shook the scroll he still held in his right hand and began again to read the mnemonics.
With a hand held over his bleeding mouth, the halfling scrambled toward Commandant Javed. "Great
One," he cried, "there is no such man. I swear it."
"What do you think, Lord Pavek? Is he telling the truth?"
Eyes turned toward Pavek, who scratched the bristly growth on his chin before asking: "Which way to
your village?"
Eager to respond to a question he could answer, the halfling pointed in the direction they'd already been
headed, but regarding his truthfulness, Pavek could only scratch his chin a second time. Halflings were rare
in Urik, unheard of in the templarate. He could count the number he knew by name on the fingers of one
hand, and save his thumb for Kakzim. As far as he was concerned, halfling faces were inscrutable. The
male halfling in front of him could have been Zvain's age, his own age, or venerable like Javed; he could
have been telling the absolute truth, or lying through his remaining teeth.
The only certainty was that Pavek held lives on the tip of his tongue. He looked at Javed; the
commandant's shadowed face was as inscrutable as the halfling's. In the end, Pavek relied more on hope
than logic.
"I believe him about his village. As for the other—" following the commandant's lead, Pavek didn't say
Kakzim's name aloud "—men of no account frequently don't know the answers to important questions."
Fate knew, he, himself, dwelt in ignorance most of the time. "We'll talk to the elders when we get there."
The village to which their halfling captive led them wasn't far away. If they'd been on the barrens
instead of deep in a forest, the templars would have spotted it from the ambush sight. Of course, without
the forest, there would have been no ambush, and no halfling houses, either. The halflings lived in a circle of
huge, spreading trees around a shaded, moss-covered clearing. Some of their homes had been, carved out
of the trees' trunks so long ago the bark had healed around them. Others were perched in their branches:
like nests. The homes seemed both alive and ancient, and all of them were too small for even a dwarf's
comfort.
Tiny, feral faces—halfling children—peeked out of moss-framed windows, but the men and women of
the community had gathered in the clearing, with weapons ready. A duet of Halfling singsong passed
between the templars' captives and the anxious villagers. One of the templars translated:
"Our fellows said they had no choice; we would have killed them and gotten the information from their
corpses. The old fellows in the center, they speak for the village and they wanted to know why we've
come, what we're looking for."
Commandant Javed nodded. Speaking clearly in the Urikite dialect, confident the elders could
understand, he said, "We've tracked a renegade halfling to this village, a blond man with Urik slave scars on
his cheeks. If they surrender him at once, and if they provide us with an antidote for the poison they used
on our comrade, we will depart immediately. Otherwise we'll destroy this village and everyone here, one by
one. Children first."
When the elders protested in a passable dialect that there was neither an antidote nor a blond, scarred
halfling, Commandant Javed turned to Pavek.
"My lord?" he asked, cold as a man's voice could be.
Pavek set down the sword he'd held ready since the ambush began. He dug out his bit of ensorcelled
hair and let it spin freely, as much to give the halfling elders additional time to consider their folly—they
might be superb fighters for their size, but they didn't stand a chance against Javed's maniples. For the first
time, the hair pointed in a different direction, almost perpendicular to the path they'd been following since
Khelo. The halflings who'd watched this subtle bit of Tablelands magic seemed impressed, but did not
recant.
Their elders repeated that there was no antidote for the poison the halflings smeared on their
arrowheads. The templar woman would die without awakening. And there was no blond-haired halfling
with Urikite slave-scars on his cheeks in this village or anywhere else. Didn't the templars know that
halflings would sooner die than surrender their freedom?
Faced with such intransigence, there was nothing Pavek could do to save them or their village. He met
the commandant's eyes and nodded. Javed barked orders to his maniples:
The first were to stand with swords drawn, guarding the armed adults and venerable elders already
gathered in the clearing. The second would collect flaming brands from the halfling hearths and set fire to
the tree homes—and be prepared to snare the halfling children as they fled their burning shelters.
When a human templar seized the first halfling child as it bolted, hair and clothes aflame, toward its
parents, the armed halflings surged against their enemies in a desperate attempt to save their children.
But the templars had their orders; the carnage was proceeding to its inevitable, one-sided conclusion,
but just as blood began to flow:
STOP!
It was a frantic, mind-bending assault against them all, templar and halfling alike, and the Unseen,
unheard shout was, in its way, louder than the shrill halfling screams or the crackling flames. It echoed in
Pavek's mind, and was enough to make him retreat from the dirty work of slaying halflings. He was not
alone in his retreat: though most of the templars brought their swords down toward their victims without
hesitation, some did not, and even the halflings' resistance seemed to falter.
Paddock! Another Unseen shout, accompanied this time by an image Pavek recognized as his own
face. Make them stop, Paddock. I'll give you what you want!
A second face loomed in Pavek's mind, a face covered with shiny, weblike scars, a face surrounded by
tangled wisps of dark brown hair, a face he didn't recognize until its eyes absorbed his attention.
Eyes like black, bottomless pits, eyes of infinite hate and madness.
Kakzim's eyes.
"Stand down!" Pavek shouted. "Javed! Commandant! Give the order to stand down. Now!"
A halfling came out of the underbrush bordering the village—from the direction the ensorcelled hair
had foretold. His hair was blond and his face dark, but he wasn't Kakzim, and the marks covering his face
were not slave-scars, but bloody bruises.
Leaning on a crutch, favoring a bandaged leg and an arm that was bound up beneath his ribs, he made
slow progress toward the cautiously waiting templars. As he approached, Pavek realized the bruises, while
not fresh, were a long way from being healed. His right eye was swollen completely shut; the left was
crowned with a festering scab.
Whoever had beaten the halfling—and in Pavek's experienced opinion, several fists and clubs had been
involved— they'd known what they were doing. Though he wasn't near dying, it would be a long time
before the man could move easily again, if he ever did.
"Paddock," the battered halfling said through puffy lips once he reached the edge of the clearing.
"Pavek," Pavek corrected and waited without saying anything more.
"My name is Cerk," the halfling said, then added something in Halfling. "I've told them this is my fault.
They were protecting me. I am to blame; this is the BlackTree's judgment. They've told you the truth: there
is no antidote for our poison, and they know no one whose hair is blond and whose cheeks bear the scars of
Urik's slaves. If you'd asked them about Kakzim—"
Heads came up among the village halflings, even among the four they'd held captive since the ambush.
Kakzim's name was known here, and to judge by the expressions on the halfling faces when they heard the
name, both feared and hated. A flurry of clicks, whistles and musical syllables passed among the halflings.
"They're cursing a black tree, my lord, Commandant," said the templar who'd translated the
conversations earlier. "I don't think it's a place."
"It is a place and a brotherhood," Cerk explained. "They were my home, but they belong to Kakzim
now. He is mad."
"We know that," Pavek said impatiently, when Cerk seemed to consider madness a sufficient
explanation. "Where can we find him? Where's this black tree? You said you'd give us what we want."
"What you want, Pavek. He fears you as he fears nothing else; he knew you would come. You are the
only one who can stop him—"
There was another outburst of Halfling. Their templar began to translate, but Cerk held up his hand and
the man fell silent.
"The BlackTree has been the center of my people's lives since we came to this forest many, many
generations ago. It holds the knowledge of our past in its roots. We would sooner die than deliver it to
outsiders—dragon-spawned templars, especially. But Kakzim has already taken the BlackTree from us.
You, Pavek, are our last hope."
Pavek thought hard and fast before speaking. "This knowledge it holds in its roots—you mean the
knowledge to make poisons like Laq and that sludge Kakzim was going to pour into our water? Our king
said if those bowls had been emptied, everyone in Urik and beyond would die. Is that the knowledge you're
trying to protect?"
"It is only a very small part of the knowledge the Black-Tree has preserved," Cerk countered, then
added softly and sadly: "But it is the knowledge Brother Kakzim absorbed and seeks to expand, now that
he's usurped the Brethren to his own purposes."
"You helped him," Pavek voiced the conclusion as it formed in his mind. "You helped him in Urik,
helped him return to the forest. Then he turned on you—"
Cerk nodded, a movement that made him stiffen with pain. "We came back to the Brethren. I recanted
my vows; I denounced what we had done. I called on the elders to do what must be done—but while they
sought a consensus, Kakzim split the Brethren and turned one half against the other. Brother Kakzim has a
mighty voice; no one can resist it now. There is no one left but you, Pavek. Your friends said you were
dead in Codesh, but they hadn't seen your corpse. I should have known that you weren't dead, were
coming. That you weren't far behind, Pavek."
"Lord Pavek," Commandant Javed corrected. His sword remained unsheathed as he approached.
"Speaking of a mighty voice, this one's spinning a pretty tale. The hair points to him. I think we've found our
halfling, don't you, my lord? Let's settle this now." He raised his sword for a decapitating strike.
Pavek restrained Javed's arm. "He's not Kakzim, Commandant. We'll let him take us to this tree—"
"Only you, Pavek—"
"See!" the commandant sputtered. "What did I tell you?"
It had the sound of an unpleasant death worthy of Hamanu himself, and an equally worthy, unpleasant
ambition. For those reasons alone, although there were others, Pavek was inclined to believe the battered
little man—but not to agree to his terms.
"We'll take our chances together. You'll lead us there. And, Cerk, what others? What friends of mine
have you been talking to?"
"Hamanu's mercy!" Javed erupted before Cerk could answer. "With him leading us, we'll need two
days to get anywhere."
"Then we'll still be there in time, Commandant," Pavek snarled, surprising himself and Javed with his
vehemence. "Now, Cerk, again—what others?"
"The others—I don't know their names. The ones that were with you on the killing ground. They
followed us— same as you did—we assumed you were with them, but obviously we were wrong. Kakzim
was waiting for them when they crossed the mountains. He brought them to the BlackTree. I don't know
what time you're thinking of, Pavek, but there's no time for your friends. I'm certain Kakzim will sacrifice
them tonight when the moons converge: the blood of Urik to atone for his failures in Urik. I heard him say
so many, many times. He'd hoped it would be your blood, of course, but he still needs to make a sacrifice
and the best time will be tonight."
"Tomorrow night!" Pavek protested. "The thirteenth night. I have the Lion-King's word—"
"Tonight," Cerk insisted. "Halflings have forgotten more than the dragons will ever know. Hamanu's
calculations are founded in myth; ours in fact: The convergence will be tonight. We're too late for them, but
Kakzim will be drunk and bloated. Tomorrow will be a good time to confront him—"
"Tonight! We'll get there tonight, if I have to carry you. Start walking!"
Chapter Fifteen
Another night, another day in shades of darkness beneath the black tree. Orekel's ankle had swelled up
to the size of a cabra fruit. It was hot—not warm—to the touch; Mahtra had heard Zvain say so more than
once. And painful. The dwarf couldn't move without moaning, couldn't move much at all. Zvain took
Orekel's share of the slops the halflings dumped into their pit and carried it to him in his hands. The boy
collected water from the ground seeps the same way.
His behavior made no sense to Mahtra. The dwarf didn't need food or water; he needed relief from his
suffering. She didn't understand suffering. Father and Mika had died, but they'd died quickly. They hadn't
suffered. Pavek had taken longer to die, but not as long as Orekel was taking. She'd asked Zvain, "What is
wrong with the dwarf that he hasn't died?"
Zvain had gotten angry at her. He'd called her the names the street children had shouted when she'd
walked from the templar quarter to the cavern in what seemed, now, to have been another life. Mahtra was
hurt by the names, but not the way Orekel was hurt. She didn't die; she just crouched in the little place she'd
claimed as her own.
Darkness thickened again; another night was coming. Mahtra thought it was the fourth night. She'd lost
track of days and nights while she sat outside House Escrissar because they were the same while she lived
them and fell one on top of the other in her memory. She didn't want to lose track of days again; it seemed
somehow important to know how long she stayed in a particular place, even if the only events to remember
were Orekel's groans and the slops falling from above.
Still thinking about time, Mahtra tried to make four marks that would help her keep the days and nights
in order. The roots that intruded into their prison seemed an ideal place to carve her counting lines, but they
were too tough for her fingernails; she broke two trying. Her nails were the color of cinnabar and tasted
faintly of the bright red stone. She scratched along the dirt floor, searching for the broken-off pieces and
had found one when she heard scratching sounds through the dirt beside her.
"Zvain—?" she whispered.
"Shsssh!" came the whispered reply. "I can hear it."
An animal digging through the dirt, drawn, perhaps, by the sounds she'd made? A large animal? An
animal like the one Ruari had freed on the other side of the mountains? Fear tremors shook Mahtra's hands,
nothing more. No warmth rising from the burnished marks on her skin, no heaviness in her arms, her legs,
or her eyes. She'd chewed and swallowed all her cinnabar, but that wasn't enough. She didn't know what
was missing, but cinnabar wasn't enough. If Ruari's beast burst into their prison, she'd have no protection.
"You can't go boom, can you?" he asked.
"No—I chewed up all my cinnabar, but something's missing."
"Damn!" the boy swore softly, and said other things besides. Father wouldn't have approved, or Pavek,
but they were the words Mahtra would have used herself, if she'd remembered them.
Then there was light, so bright and painful that she couldn't see. Closing her eyes was no improvement.
Her eyelids couldn't keep out the light after so much time in darkness. Mahtra warded the light with her
hands, finally restoring the darkness with the pressure of her forearm against her closed eyes.
But she wanted desperately to see.
There were halfling voices, halfling words, halfling hands all around her, pulling her away from the wall,
pushing her toward the agonizing light. She stumbled and needed her hands to catch herself as she fell. Her
eyes opened—no choice of hers—and the light was less painful.
Halflings had scratched sideways into their prison!
For a heartbeat, Mahtra held the hope that they'd been rescued. Then she heard Kakzim's voice.
"Hurry up! The convergence begins before sundown! Hurry!"
Mahtra didn't know what a convergence was, but she didn't think she'd like it.
With halflings pushing and shoving, she crawled through the sideways hole, emerging into a tunnel that
was high enough for the halflings to stand comfortably, but nowhere near high enough for Mahtra. Crawling
was demeaning and not fast enough to satisfy the halflings, who harried her with sharpened sticks. She
walked stooped over, like the old slave-woman at House Escrissar, and stopped when they thrust their
sticks toward her face.
Zvain came out of the prison after her. Being not much bigger than the halflings themselves, the human
youth could, and did, put up a fight that got him nowhere except beaten with sharp sticks and bound with
ropes around his wrists and neck. Mahtra saw these things because the tunnel where she sat waiting had its
own light: countless bright and flickering specks. The specks moved, gathering themselves into little worms
that streaked up one side of the tunnel, across, and down the other where they broke apart and
disappeared. The specks were white, but the little worms could be any color, or several colors and changing
colors.
There'd been worms in the reservoir cavern, even worms that glowed faintly in the dark, but nothing
like these fast-moving, fast-changing creatures that seemed to be made from light itself. Watching them,
Mahtra forgot the prison she'd just left, forgot Zvain, forgot the halflings with their sticks—nothing mattered
except touching a worm....
"Ack!" a halfling shouted in its own language, and struck Mahtra's knuckles with its stick.
She pulled her hand back to her hard-lipped mouth.
"Behave yourself! The halfling knowledge isn't to be touched by corrupt mongrels like you." Kakzim
sneered. "Your protection doesn't work in the dark, does it, Mahtra?"
With her stinging hand still pressed against her mouth, Mahtra gave a wide-eyed nod, which was a
lie—one of the very few that she'd ever told, but one for which she thought Father would forgive her.
Pavek certainly would, or Ruari or Zvain. She could almost hear the three of them telling her not to let
Kakzim know that she'd felt a spark inside when the halfling struck her hand.
Or that Kakzim himself had told her something she hadn't known before: darkness did stifle her
protection, but she needed only a very little light to make it work again. A daily walk between the templar
quarter and the elven market had been enough, so that she'd never suspected light was as important as
cinnabar, but the little worms she mustn't touch were almost bright enough themselves.
The halflings were sealing their prison, leaving Orekel alone inside it, and that made Zvain frantic. He
fought again, screaming that he and the dwarf couldn't be separated, and got beaten again. The two humans
Mahtra knew best, Zvain and Pavek, were each inclined to risk themselves for others, regardless of the
consequences. It was very brave, she supposed, but also very foolish. Wherever they were going—now
that the halflings were making them move forward again—the dwarf was better off where he was.
As for Ruari—Mahtra hoped, as the halflings prodded her through another tight passage, that Ruari
was with Pavek and Father in the place where people went after they died.
But Ruari was still alive.
They came out into another prison chamber, similar to the one they'd left, except it was open to the sky
and afternoon bright, and the first thing she saw was Ruari's long, lean body hanging down from rope tied
around his wrists. The second was the shallow movements of his ribs.
Mahtra called his name. His head, which had fallen forward against his chest, didn't move. Zvain did
more than call; he bolted away from his guards and threw himself at Ruari's legs. He either had not
remembered or didn't care that his own hands were tied and the slightest jostle would upset Ruari's delicate
balance atop the stump.
Ruari swung free. He made a sound that should have been a scream but was a hoarse gasp instead.
The muscles of his upper body knotted in spasms Mahtra could feel in her own back and shoulders.
"Go ahead. Cut him down," Kakzim said, handing a knife to another halfling who attacked the knots at
the end of Ruari's rope.
Mahtra had last seen the knife the halfling used when it was attached to Ruari's belt and first seen it
attached to Pavek's. Now it belonged to Kakzim, who reclaimed it once Ruari's weight was sufficient to
fray through the rope. Mahtra had a half-heartbeat to remind herself that no good came from owning things,
before Ruari landed in the bottom of the pit: a twitching, groaning collection of arms and legs that couldn't
hope to stand on its own.
A second halfling untied Zvain's wrists.
"Get him up, you two," Kakzim barked at Mahtra and Zvain.
It seemed unspeakably cruel to seize Ruari by the wrists and ankles, to drag him to the opening where
they'd entered the pit and manhandle him through the tight passage, but Zvain and Mahtra had no choice in
the matter. The halflings were eager to put their sharp sticks to use and, no matter what they did to him, it
would have been worse if they'd forced the barely conscious Ruari to move on his own. Like Orekel, the
half-elf was oblivious to everything that wasn't pain. He didn't recognize them by sight or sound, though he
knew Kakzim's voice and cringed whenever he heard it.
Mahtra had guessed where they were headed and what Ruari's part in the "convergence" would be
when the passage through which they were dragging Ruari began to slope upward to the surface. The
thought that he would hang from the black tree until he died and rotted disturbed her, although she saw no
alternatives. She'd seen people slay other people—the nightmare image of Father's crushed skull was never
out of memory's reach—but she didn't know how to kill, didn't want to learn, not even to end Ruari's
suffering.
She was strong enough to carry him in her arms, and she picked him up once they stood outside
without asking per-mission or waiting to be told. The cinnabar she'd swallowed quickened as soon as the
sunset light struck her face. She could make a boom, as Zvain called her protection. She and the boy might
be able to run far enough and fast enough to escape the halflings, but not if she were carrying Ruari. They'd
have to leave the half-elf behind, the dwarf, too—and then there'd be a chance that Zvain wouldn't come
with her.
Mahtra didn't need Zvain or anyone else since Father had died. She could escape on her own—and
would, she decided, before she let the halflings drive her underground again or hang her in the tree. But
those things weren't happening right now and something altogether different might happen before they did,
so she decided to wait before making her own escape.
A horde of halflings stood waiting beneath the black tree's branches. They chanted phrases Mahtra
didn't understand when she appeared with Ruari draped across her arms, and repeated them as she
followed Kakzim to a long, flat stone set in the ground like a bed or table.
"Put him down," Kakzim said, and she obeyed, then retreated, also obediently.
Kakzim shouted something in Halfling, and the chanting stopped. Everything was quiet while the
blood-colored sun shot rays of blood-colored sunset through the leaves of the black tree. Kakzim used the
metal-bladed knife to make a pair of shallow gashes along the inside of Ruari's shins, just above his ankles.
There was a groove in the flat stone, unnoticeable in the shallow light until it began to fill with Ruari's blood
and channel it to the moss-covered ground. When the first red drops struck the moss, the chanting resumed
and somewhere someone began beating a deep-voiced drum.
The drum beat slowly at first, while halflings wound more rope around Ruari's chest, beneath his
armpits. It began to beat faster when one of the halflings climbed into the tree with the rope's free end tied
loosely around his waist. After weaving carefully through the main limbs, the halfling shinnied out along one
of the thickest branches, then looped his end of the rope over the branch and dropped it to the ground.
"Grab it and pull," Kakzim ordered, his voice almost lost in the shrill chanting of the other halflings.
"Both of you! Now!"
The halflings guarding them had exchanged their sharpened prods for stone-tipped spears once they
were above ground, and Zvain's arms bloodied fast, batting the tips away as he tried to stand his ground.
Though most of the halflings aimed at his flanks and thighs, trying to make him walk, one thrust high, putting
a gouge just above the boy's left eye.
Between Zvain's shriek and the blood that flowed thick and fast down his face, it was impossible to
measure his injury, except that it wasn't what Kakzim wanted. The onetime slave screamed at his halflings,
disciples—and one of them, perhaps the one who'd thrust high, threw his spear aside and dropped to one
knee with his hands pressed over his eyes and ears. As he swayed from side to side, oblivious to the world,
blood began to trickle from his nostrils. And all the while, Kakzim stood, tense, with his fists clenched, his
eyes closed and the scars on his face throbbing in rhythm with the solitary drum.
"Mahtra," Zvain pleaded, staring at her with his un-bloodied eye while he kept both hands pressed
over the other.
Blood no longer trickled from the halfling's nostrils; it poured out of him in a steady stream. He'd fallen
on his side, already unconscious.
"Yes, Mahtra," Kakzim purred. He turned from the dead halfling. "Take up the rope and pull."
Mahtra was angry and frightened by the blood and dying. She was hot inside and could feel her arms
starting to stiffen. The cloudy membranes in the corners of her eyes fluttered as she considered if this was
the right moment to loose her protection.
"Do something!" both Zvain and Kakzim shouted at the same time.
The drum beat faster and so did Mahtra's heart, yet her thoughts whirled faster still. She had a lifetime
to look from Zvain to Ruari and finally to Kakzim. There was nothing she could do for the half-elf or the
human, but she would not leave this place while the scarred halfling lived. Her protection was not a fatal
magic: she'd have to kill him with her hands.
Her hands were strong enough to lift Ruari. They were surely strong enough to snap a halfling's neck.
Mahtra could imagine flesh, sinew, and bone giving way beneath her hands as she took her first stride
toward Kakzim.
You will die, she thought, her eyes fixed on his. I will kill you.
Mahtra struck a wall midway through her second stride, an invisible wall, an Unseen wall of
determination that was stronger and more focused than her own. It had no words, only images—images of
a white-skinned woman taking the rope and pulling it, hand over hand, until Ruari was high in the black tree.
The image was irresistible. Mahtra turned away from Kakzim. She took the rope and gave it a powerful
yank; Ruari's shoulders rose from stone slab. His head fell back with a moan. His long coppery hair shone
like fire in the sun's last light.
They would all die. They would all be sacrificed to the black tree: the sacred BlackTree, the stronghold
of halfling knowledge. Their blood would seep down to the deepest roots where it would erase the stigma of
failure and disgrace. Paddock—
Her hands faltered. The rope slipped. She could see the familiar face with its jagged scar from eye to
lip. His name was not Paddock; his name was Pavek. Pavek! And he would not approve of what she was
doing—
A fist of Unseen wind struck Mahtra's thoughts, shattering them and leaving her empty-minded until
other thoughts filled the void: It was not fitting that BlackTree refused to hear Kakzim's prayers, refused to
acknowledge his domination. He'd committed no crimes, made no errors. He'd been undone by the very
mongrels and misfits he'd sworn to eliminate, which was surely proof of the honor and validity of his
intentions.
Pavek would have been the perfect sacrifice, but Pavek had escaped. Kakzim would offer three
sacrifices in Pavek's place—Ruari first, then Zvain, then Mahtra herself—all three offered while the two
moons shone with one light. Their blood would nurture the BlackTree's roots, and all of Kakzim's minor
errors would be forgiven, forgotten. The BlackTree would accept him as the rightful heir of halfling
knowledge.
She tied the rope off with the others already knotted at the base of the BlackTree's huge trunk, then
she looked at Zvain. His turn would come next, when the overlapping moons were visible above the
treetops. Her turn would come at midnight, when Ral was centered within Guthay's orb. She would walk
freely to the stone, made by halflings and unmade the same way.
Made by halflings?
Mahtra recaptured her thoughts, broke the wall, and beat back the Unseen fist. Made by halflings—the
voices in the darkness at the beginning of her memory were halfling voices. The makers who had made a
mistake and cast her out of their lives with no more than red beads and a mask, those makers were
halflings. Now another halfling, the same halfling who had slaughtered Father, had cast her out of her own
thoughts, and...
Mahtra couldn't cry, but she could scream. She turned her head toward Kakzim when she screamed
and nailed him with a look as venomous and mad as he'd ever given the world. Thunder brewed inside her
as all the cinnabar she'd swallowed in the darkness quickened. The last thing she saw before the cloudy
membrane slid over her eyes was Kakzim running toward her with his arm raised and the metal knife in his
hand.
He might succeed in unmaking her, but that would come too late. Mahtra extended her arms, as if to
embrace a lover, and surrendered herself to what the halflings had given her, confident that her thunder
would kill.
* * *
Pavek had carried their guide almost from the start of their headlong march through the forest. He
believed too late for halfling legs might be just in time for longer human legs, if they stormed through the
forest like a thirst-crazed mekillot, never slowing, never weaving right or left. The little fellow on Pavek's
shoulders had collected a few more bruises dodging branches on a maze of trails not made by anyone of
Pavek's extended height, but Cerk hadn't complained, simply grabbed fistfuls of Pavek's hair and shouted
out "right" or "left" at the appropriate time.
The twin moons had risen before the sun completely set. Between them, they shed sufficient light
through the leaves to keep the trail visible to Pavek's dim, human eyes; but it was a strange light, filled with
ghosts and shimmering wisps and luminous eyes in slanting pairs and foreboding isolation. The novice
druid's skin crawled as Cerk guided him through the haunted trees, but he never hesitated, not until a
solitary clap of thunder rolled through the moonlit forest.
"Mahtra!" Pavek shouted.
"The white-skinned woman is still alive," Cerk agreed.
Thinking he no longer needed a guide, Pavek came to a stiff-legged halt and tried to lift Cerk down, but
the halfling clung to him, insisting:
"You won't find it without me, even now. We must all stay together!"
Pavek turned to Javed, who'd halted beside him, as the other templars had come to a stop behind them.
With his nighttime skin and elven eyes, the commandant was little more than a moonlit ghost himself.
"You heard him. Commandant."
"Do you think you could ever outrun me, my lord?" Ivory teeth made a smile beneath glassy eyes.
"Javed—" Pavek dug the toe of his sandal into the loose debris that covered the forest floor. "I plan to
outrun death itself."
He filled his lungs and pushed off with all the strength in his body. The elven commandant fell behind
for two paces, then he was back at Pavek's side, grinning broadly, running effortlessly.
"Lean into your strides, Pavek, put your head down and breathe!"
Pavek hadn't the wherewithal to answer, but he took the lessons to heart as Cerk shouted another
"Veer left!" in his ear.
He saw hearthfires flickering in the near-distance. He'd heard nothing louder than Cerk or the pounding
of his own feet since the thunder rolled over them, but silence didn't reassure him. Mahtra's protection was
a potent weapon. She could have felled a score of halflings, but they wouldn't stay down for long. Pavek
fingered the knotted leather looped over the top of his scabbard and drew his sword as he and Javed led
their templars into a clearing that was larger than the whole halfling settlement, quiet as a tomb and almost
as dark at its heart.
"Spread out. Keep your wits and swords ready!" Javed shouted his orders before he stopped running.
In pairs, as always, the men and women of the war bureau did as they were told.
"Mahtra! Mahtra, where are you?" Pavek set Cerk down without protest and spun on his heels as he
called her name again: "Mahtra!"
"Pavek?" Her familiar, faintly inflected voice came from the black center of the clearing. "Pavek!"
He heard her coming toward him before her pale skin appeared in the moonlit. Javed took a brand from
the nearest hearth. Her mask was gone. Another time, her face would have astonished him—he would
have made a rude fool of himself gaping and staring. Tonight, he blinked once and saw the blood on
Mahtra's neck, shoulder, and arm instead; her own blood, from her stiff, uncertain movements. Then he
noticed the bodies. There were bodies everywhere: halflings on the ground, felled by thunder and just
starting to move; halflings overhead, dangling from the branches of the biggest tree Pavek had ever seen,
halflings whom Mahtra might have stunned, halflings who'd died long ago, and—scattered in the
torchlight—bodies that weren't halflings, including a lean, lanky half-elf he recognized between two
heartbeats.
"Hamanu's mercy," Pavek's voice was soft, his lungs were empty, and his heart. "Cut him down." He
couldn't breathe. His sword slipped through his fingers. "Zvain?" he whispered, starting another sweep of
the bodies in the tree and those on the ground, looking for a halfling who wasn't a halfling.
"Alive," Mahtra said. "Hurt. Cut him down?"
All of which confirmed Pavek's dire guess that Ruari was neither hurt, nor alive. His mouth worked
silently; the commandant gave the order. Two templars ran where the hanging ropes led, into the dark,
toward the great tree's trunk. Their obsidian swords sang as they hacked through the ropes. Bodies fell like
heavy, reeking rain, Ruari's among them, completely limp... deadweight... dead.
Pavek started toward his friend's lifeless body; the emptiness beneath his ribs had become an ache.
Mahtra stopped him. "Kakzim's gone. He grabbed me; he was touching me when the thunder
happened. Another mistake. He got away."
"Which way?" Rage banished Pavek's grief and got his blood flowing again. "Which way, Mahtra?"
"I don't know. He got away before I could see again."
Pavek swore. His rage was fading without a target; grief threatened. "Couldn't you hear something?"
he demanded harshly, more harshly than Mahtra deserved.
Her neck twisted, bringing one ear down to her bloody shoulder: her best impression of misery and
apology. "A sound, maybe—over there?" She pointed with her bloody arm.
A sound, that was all the help Mahtra could give him; it would have to be enough. Retrieving his sword,
Pavek jogged into the moonlit forest. Javed called him a fool. Cerk warned him his chase was futile and
doomed. He could live with doom and futility—anything was better than facing Ruari's corpse.
Kakzim left no trail. There was a path, but it petered out on the bank of a little brook. Kakzim could
have crossed the water or followed it upstream or down—if he'd come this way at all. The chase was futile
and doomed, and Pavek knew himself for a fool.
A sweating, overheated fool.
The forest was cooler than the Tablelands, but not by much, and its moist air had glued Pavek's silk
shirt to his skin. He knelt on the bank, his sword at his side, and plunged his head beneath the surface, as he
would have done after a day's work in Telhami's grove. The forest spoke to him while he drank, an
undisciplined babble, each rock and tree, every drop of water and every creature larger than a worm
trumpeting its own existence: wild life at its purest, without a druid to teach it a communal song.
Pavek raised his dripping head. The moons had risen above the treetops. Javed was right: little Ral was
slipping, silently and safely, across Guthay's larger sphere. Silver light mixed with gold. He could feel it on
his face, not unlike the sensations a yellow-robe templar felt when Hamanu's sulphur eyes loomed overhead
and magic quickened the air.
Insight fell upon him. Templars reached to Hamanu for their magic. Druids reached to the guardian
aspects of the land for their magic. Kakzim had wanted the power of two moons when he aimed to poison
Urik or sacrifice Ruari. It was a useless parade of insights: Magicians reached for magic to work their
magic. Different magicians reached to different sources. A magician reached to the source that worked for
him, and magic happened.
Anyone could reach, but if a man grabbed and held on with all his strength, all his will, magic might
happen. And if you were already a doomed fool, you might as well reach for the moons, and the sparkling
stars, too.
Pavek reached with his hands and his thoughts. He drew the silver-gold moonlight into himself and
used it to summon the voices of the forest. When he held them all-moons and voices together—and his
head seemed likely to burst from the strain, he shaped a single image.
Kakzim.
Kakzim with slave-scars, Kakzim without them. Black-eyed Kakzim, hate-eyed Kakzim. Kakzim who
had come this way.
Who had seen Kakzim pass? What had felt him?
He wasn't a fast runner, even measured against other humans, but Pavek was steady and endowed
with all the endurance and stamina the templar orphanage could beat into a youngster's bones. One of his
strides equalled two of Kakzim's, and one stride at a time, Pavek narrowed the gap between himself and his
quarry.
The moment finally came when merely human ears heard movement up ahead and merely human eyes
spied a halfling's silhouette between the trees. Releasing the forest voices and the silver-gold magical
moonlight, Pavek drew his sword. Still and silent, he planned his moves carefully, borrowing every trick
Ruari had ever shown him. But physical stealth wasn't enough.
Kakzim struck first with a mind-bender's might. The halfling's initial strike stripped Pavek of his
confidence, but that wasn't a significant loss: Pavek truly believed he was an ugly, clumsy, dung-skulled
oaf—and unlucky, besides. Relieved of those burdens, Pavek was alert and centered behind his sword as
he approached the trees where Kakzim lurked. Next, Kakzim sent his mind-bending thoughts after Pavek's
bravery and courage, which was a waste of the halfling's time. Pavek had never been a brave man, and his
courage was the same as a tree's when it stood through a storm.
"You are an honest man!" Kakzim muttered in disgust, but loud enough for Pavek to hear the halfling
judge him as Hamanu had judged him. "You have no illusions."
And with that, Kakzim shrouded himself in an illusion of his own. Instead of bringing his sword down
on a halfling's unprotected neck, Pavek found himself suddenly nose-to-nose with an enemy who wore
Elabon Escrissar's gold-enameled black mask and took the stance of a Codesh brawler with a poleaxe
braced in both hands.
It was a poor illusion, in certain respects. Pavek could see moonlight through the mask and did not
believe, for one heartbeat, that he faced either Escrissar or a butcher. It was, however, an effective illusion
because he couldn't see Kakzim, and he didn't see the knife Kakzim wielded against him, even when it
sliced across his left thigh. Reeling backward in pain and shock, Pavek instinctively slashed the illusionary
Escrissar from the left shoulder to the right hip and was stunned when he met no resistance.
Pavek's leather armor and even the silk of his shirt would protect his body from the knife he though
Kakzim was using against him, but no man could survive for long, taking real wounds from a weapon he
couldn't see.
A real weapon, Pavek reminded himself. Kakzim could lose himself in an illusion, but the knife
remained real, fixed in the real grip of the halfling's arm, limited by a halfling's reach, a halfling's skill. He'd
taken a wound in his thigh because it was exposed, but also because it was Kakzim's easiest target. Pavek
kept his arms and the sword in constant motion, warding against the attacks he thought a halfling might
choose, while he, himself, looked for a knife-sized flaw in the illusion.
Kakzim chuckled; Pavek slashed at the sound. The halfling wasn't a fighter, not with steel. Kakzim
sent illusion after illusion into Pavek's mind. Some were people the halfling must have plucked out of
Pavek's memory, others were total strangers. All of them had weapons and all of them withered in the
barren soil of Pavek's imagination.
All except one—
One dark-eyed woman returned, no matter how many times Pavek sent her image away. Her name
was Sian. She had hair like midnight and a luscious smile. She'd never met a man she didn't love; never met
a man she didn't love more than she loved her tagalong son. Pavek couldn't fight the memory of his own
mother, couldn't look for a knife in her hand.
Kakzim had found his weakness. He took another gouge along his left leg. It was painful, but not yet
disabling. The halfling's weapon was a small knife, but, then again, in human terms, any halfling weapon
would seem small.
Pavek gritted his teeth against the pain. Once again, he reasoned his way past his long-dead
mother—and became aware of another Unseen presence in his mind. It was furtive, but not small. It faded
from a glancing thought, and with Kakzim reconstructing Sian's image, Pavek couldn't afford a second
outward thought: the first alone cost him another gash—this one on his right shin, and deep enough to affect
his balance.
Not a halfling, Pavek's mind reached that certainty with the speed of lightning. No halfling had the
power, the sheer weight, to drive him to his knees. And, to his knowledge, nothing could strike a man so
many times as he went down. The beast had twice as many legs as it needed and a tufted tail with
wickedly curved spikes protruding through the shaggy hair. Fortunately, the spikes curved toward the tail's
tip and were sharp on their inner edge, else Pavek would have lost an eye, at the very least, as the beast
sank down on its too-many-feet between himself and Kakzim.
It was the Unseen predatory presence he'd felt moments ago and, quite probably, the predator that had
responded to his Kakzim-image with food. Ears flicking constantly, it flooded the minds of its prey with a
simple but powerful mind-bending attack. Pavek knew this, because it considered him prey. It considered
Kakzim prey, as well, because the halfling had shed his illusions. Beads of sweat bloomed on Kakzim's
forehead as he absorbed the beast's assault, trying—no doubt—to dominate it and turn it against Pavek.
If he'd been a clever man, Pavek would have used his few precious moments to slay the beast and
Kakzim, too, but he was awed by its power, its lethal beauty. Hamanu styled himself the Lion of Urik,
though no one in Urik had ever seen a lion. This many-legged creature could be Hamanu's lion. It had
almost as many ways to kill its prey: if mind-bending wasn't enough, it had eight clawed feet, an abundance
of teeth, a pair of horns, and the spikes on its tail.
Pavek was lucky to be alive, and he should kill it while he had the chance, but lethal as it was, it was
beautiful, too, with irregular stripes across its long back, its tail, and down each leg. Magical silver-gold
moonlight limned each muscular curve of its body as it fought Kakzim for dominance. The dark stripes
were tipped with starlight; the lighter, tawny stripes, with fire.
Though he knew what he should do, Pavek found himself thinking of Ruari, instead. It was so easy to
imagine the two of them together, Ruari on his knees, scratching all the itchy places that were sure to
collect around those horns and ears.
So easy, and so breathtakingly sad that the half-elf would never touch, never see—
The lion made a sound deep in its throat, the first sound it had made. Pavek sensed its concentration
had faltered. He feared Kakzim had won. Then, in his mind's eye, Pavek saw Ruari as he'd not seen him
before: angular and flat-nosed, coppery hair and coppery skin coming together around slit-pupiled coppery
eyes.
Ruari? Pavek was no mind-bender, but after enduring so many of Kakzim's Unseen assaults, he had a
notion of how to channel his thoughts to the lion. Ruari—? Is that you? Telhami, after all, persisted as a
green sprite in her grove. Perhaps on this magic-heavy night, Ruari had found a refuge in the mind of a lion.
But before the lion could answer, Kakzim lunged forward and thrust his knife between its ribs, high
above its front legs. The lion leapt aside and yowled. Pavek saw—and recognized instantly—the knife
sticking out of a tawny stripe. It was his knife, the knife he'd given to Ruari in Codesh, the knife whose hilt
he'd wrapped with a lock of his mother's midnight hair.
Faster than thought and with a scream of his own, Pavek took his sword-hilt in both hands. He easily
dodged the lion's thrashing tail and committed everything to a sweeping crosswise slash with his sword.
Kakzim's body toppled forward; his head came to rest where the wounded lion had stood a heartbeat
earlier. The lion was already gone into the forest, roaring its anger and agony, taking Pavek's knife with it.
Pavek called his friend's name, but Ruari's spirit had not come to rest in the great cat, and soon the forest
was quiet again.
He cried for his knife as he hadn't yet cried for Ruari and had never cried for Sian. Then Pavek picked
up Kakzim's gory head by a tuft of hair. He remembered the four of them—him, Mahtra, Zvain and
Ruari—first returning to Urik; it seemed a lifetime ago. Zvain had wished for honor and glory; he'd wanted
to throw Kakzim's head at Hamanu's feet.
If Zvain lived, he, at least, could have a wish come true.
But the strength of purpose that had sustained Pavek since morning finally failed him. Walking slowly
with Kakzim's head in one hand and his sword back in its scabbard, Pavek slowly retraced his way to the
black tree. Ral slid free of Guthay; the forest remained bright, but the silver-gold light came to a sudden
end.
*****
Dawn was coming, the fainter stars had already vanished for the day, and Pavek's injured legs hurt
with every plodding step he took. By the time got back to the brook where he'd reached for moonlight
magic, Pavek didn't know quite where he was, and really didn't care. He stumbled on the wet stones and
went down. The cool water felt good on his wounds. He didn't want to stand again; couldn't have, if he'd
tried. Pavek barely had the strength left to heave Kakzim's head onto the far bank where someone could
find it. For himself, all he wanted to do was put his head down and sleep..
Pavek didn't recognize the voice—didn't see anyone at all until Javed laughed and pulled him out of the
water. Mahtra was waiting on the bank, too. Her mask was in its accustomed place and her shawl was
expertly wound around her shoulder.
"Lord Javed is very good at bandaging; he'll take good care of your legs," she confided to Pavek.
With one arm bound against her, Mahtra remained as strong as many men, and had no trouble propping
Pavek's weary body against a tree. The commandant—whom she called Lord Javed, as she'd once called
Elabon Escrissar Lord Elabon—stood nearby tearing strips of silk into bandages. Everyone said the Hero of
Urik took good care of his men, and apparently that was no myth. He unslung a roll of soft black leather
and surveyed an assortment of salves and potions that any healer would be proud to own.
Mahtra must have seen Pavek staring. "Don't worry," she reassured him. "My lord is very wise, like
Father. He's been everywhere—even to the tower where I was made. There's nothing he doesn't know."
Pavek was too weary to say anything except the first words that came into his mind: "You've made a
good choice, Mahtra. He'll take good care of you."
"I know."
The commandant had already taken care of almost everything. While Javed cleaned and bandaged
Pavek's three wounds, he carefully explained everything that he'd done while Pavek was chasing Kakzim
through the forest— and in Lord Pavek's name, of course. The corpses had been respectfully laid out
beneath the black tree; they awaited the proper burial rites, which the halfling, Cerk, would perform with
the assistance of the Brethren who'd sworn their loyalty to him. Javed had personally examined all the
wounded before sending them to the halfling village for rest, food, and other care. Those halflings who'd
refused to swear to Cerk had been sent to the village, also—under the watchful eyes and sharper swords of
Javed's maniples. And once Lord Pavek's wounds were bound up, they'd be going back to the village.
There was a litter waiting, with two strong dwarves to carry it, if Lord Pavek didn't think he could walk that
far.
Pavek nodded. He listened to everything the commandant said, but he didn't really hear any of it. His
legs had been numb before Javed bandaged them, and they felt no different now. He needed help standing,
and if it weren't for Javed's arm under his, he'd have fallen several times along the path from the brook to
the black tree. He'd had the presence of mind to make certain Kakzim's head wasn't left behind. Beyond
that, whatever Javed said, wherever Javed took him, however he got there, it was all the same to Pavek.
The sky was glowing when, with the commandant steadying his every step, Pavek walked beneath the
black tree again. The moss-covered clearing was quiet—
"Pavek!"
Zvain ran toward him. There was a big bandage around his forehead, covering one eye, but he ran too
well to have been seriously injured. Pavek opened his arms and let the boy try to catch him as he fell.
Epilogue
In waking dreams, Pavek remembered being helped to an improvised bed. Someone apologized, saying
there wasn't a single piece of linen anywhere large enough to cover him from head to foot. He remembered
laughing and then falling asleep. He remembered sunlight and food and more apologies because, wounded
though he was, he'd have to sleep under the stars; the houses were too small. He remembered wondering
where he was, and then sleeping some more.
The sun was at its height when his eyes opened again, clear-headed and ready to deal with the man
who'd awakened him.
"Do you think you'll live, Lord Pavek?" Commandant Javed asked with his usual cryptic smile.
Pavek shoved himself up on one elbow. Every muscle ached and every ache brought back a memory.
By the time he was sitting, he'd recalled it all: from putting on a silk shirt to Mahtra carrying Kakzim's head
in a silk shirt sleeve. There was a day and a night's worth of dreamless heartbeats between him and those
memories.
"If I'm not dead now—"
"Your life was never in danger," the veteran elf assured him quickly. "A few nicks and scratches, a bit
more running than you're used to—" He grinned again. "But you'll mend."
When he opened his eyes, Mahtra stood behind Javed. Her shoulder wasn't bandaged; there were no
scabs or scars. He wondered if he had dreamed.
"The child heals quickly," Javed confided in a whisper. "Remarkable. I've never met anyone like her."
Pavek nodded. It was a relief, a guilt-ridden relief, to know he didn't have to think about what would
happen to her. He was going to need every thought he had to get himself pointed at the future again.
"It's time for another decision, my lord," Javed said, and Pavek groaned—only half in jest. "We've done
what we came to do. There are two maniples camped out in the trees here, cramped, hungry, and itching to
get home. There are two men bound to bed and not likely to get up for another week. And there's you. You
can head for home now—I judge your legs are equal to the mountains, if we take them a bit slower than we
did the last time. Or you can stay here, heal up some more, and come home a bit later. You understand, my
lord, you're in charge still, and there's no one leaving here without your say-so."
"Two injured men?" Pavek mused aloud. Of everything Javed had said, those were the words that
stuck in his mind. They'd lost a templar to halfling poison, but she wasn't a man. "Zvain—?" he asked
anxiously. In his memory, the boy had looked lively enough beneath his bandage—at least before Pavek had
fallen on him, whenever, wherever that had happened—if it weren't another dream.
Javed grimaced. "Not him. I'd forgotten him—or tried to. He's fine. Says he'll do whatever you do: stay
or leave."
"Who's injured then? I don't remember," Pavek scratched his head, as if knowledge seeped through his
scalp.
"A noisy dwarf from Ject—you remember Ject, the village south of here on the far side of the
mountains? And that half-elf friend—"
"—Ruari? Ruari's alive?" Pavek caught himself reaching for Javed's hands. "He didn't die on Kakzim's
tree?"
"No," Mahtra said, cocking her head. "I told you. You heard me, Lord Javed, didn't you? I told him first
thing, as you were pulling him out of the water." She turned back to Pavek. "You didn't pay any attention!"
"I didn't hear." Pavek hid his face behind his hands, unsure if he would laugh or cry, and did neither as
the emotions shattered against each other. He uncovered his face. "How is he? Where is he?"
Javed put a hand on Pavek's shoulder, holding him down with very little effort.
"Where he is, is over there—" A black arm reached toward the other side of the halfling village where
another improvised bed held another tall man, a copper-haired man whose copper hair was the only
unbandaged part of him. "How he is, is surviving, mending bit by bit. They damn near killed him, those
BlackTree halflings. If it had been up to me, I'd've slain the lot of them—even for a half-breed bastard. But,
I've taken your measure, my lord, and I didn't think you'd approve. If I was wrong, Lord Pavek—?"
Another smile, which Pavek gamely returned. "No, you've measured me right, Commandant, and you
have my leave to take the maniples back to Urik. I choose to stay here, with my friends."
The commandant nodded. An elf could always appreciate the notion of friendship, even if he didn't
appreciate the friends. "Your permission, my lord, I'll take the head with me, as proof of what we've
accomplished. Somehow, I think it might be a while before you and your friends wander back to Urik. If
you listen to that dwarf, you'll waste the rest of your life looking for halfling treasure!"
Not treasure, Pavek thought, but a lion and a knife...
He said good-bye to them later that afternoon. Then, with Zvain on one side and a talkative dwarf
named Orekel bending his ear on the other, Pavek took up vigil at Ruari's side.
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