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The Hallowed Hunt
lois Mcmaster Bujold
lois Mcmaster Bujold
The Hallowed Hunt
CHAPTER ONE
THE PRINCE WAS DEAD.
Since the king was not, no unseemly rejoicing dared show in the
faces of the men atop the castle gate. Merely, Ingrey thought, a furtive
relief. Even that was extinguished as they watched Ingrey's troop of
riders clatter under the gate's vaulting into the narrow courtyard. They
recognized who he was-and, therefore, who must have sent him.
Ingrey's sweat grew clammy under his leather jerkin in the damp
dullness of the autumn morning. The chill seemed cupped within the
cobbled yard, funneled down by the whitewashed walls. The lightly
armed courier bearing the news had raced from the prince's hunting
seat here at Boar's Head Castle to the hallow king's hall at Easthome in
just two days. Ingrey and his men, though more heavily equipped, had
made the return journey in scarcely more time. As a castle groom
scurried to take his horse's bridle, Ingrey swung down and straightened
his scabbard, fingers lingering only briefly on the reassuring coolness of
his sword hilt.
The late Prince Boleso's housemaster, Rider Ulkra, appeared
around the keep from wherever he'd been lurking when Ingrey's troop
had been spied climbing the road. Stout, usually stolid, he was
breathless now with apprehension and hurry. He bowed. “Lord Ingrey.
Welcome. Will you take drink and meat?”
“I've no need. See to these, though.” He gestured to the half
dozen men who followed him. The troop's lieutenant, Rider Gesca,
gave him an acknowledging nod of thanks, and Ulkra delivered men
and horses into the hands of the castle servants.
Ingrey followed Ulkra up the short flight of steps to the
thick-planked main doors. “What have you done so far?”
Ulkra lowered his voice. “Waited for instructions.” Worry
scored his face; the men in Boleso's service were not long on initiative
at the best of times. “Well, we moved the body into the cool. We could
not leave it where it was. And we secured the prisoner.”
“Yes, my lord. This way. We cleared one of the butteries.”
They passed through the cluttered hall, the fire in its cavernous
fieldstone fireplace allowed to burn low, the few red coals half-hidden
in the ashes doing nothing to improve the discomfort of the chamber. A
shaggy deerhound, gnawing a bone on the hearth, growled at them
from the shadows. Down a staircase, through a kitchen where a cook
and scullions fell silent and made themselves small as they passed,
down again into a chilly chamber ill lit by two small windows high in the
rocky walls.
The little room was presently unfurnished but for two trestles, the
boards laid across them, and the sheeted shape that lay silently upon
the boards. Reflexively, Ingrey signed himself, touching forehead, lip,
navel, groin, and heart, spreading his hand over his heart: one
theological point for each of the five gods.
Daughter-Bastard-Mother-Father-Son. And where were all of You
when this happened?
As Ingrey waited for his eyes to adjust to the shadows, Ulkra
swallowed, and said, “The hallow king-how did he take the news?”
“It is hard to say,” said Ingrey, with politic vagueness.
“Sealmaster Lord Hetwar sent me.”
“Of course.”
Ingrey could read little in the housemaster's reaction, except the
obvious, that Ulkra was glad to be handing responsibility for this on to
someone else. Uneasily, Ulkra folded back the pale cloth covering his
dead master. Ingrey frowned at the body.
Prince Boleso kin Stagthorne had been the youngest of the
hallow king's surviving-of the hallow king's sons, Ingrey corrected his
thought in flight. Boleso was still a young man, for all he had come to
his full growth and strength some years ago. Tall, muscular, he shared
the long jaw of his family, masked with a short brown beard. The
darker brown hair of his head was tangled now, and matted with
blood. His booming energy was stilled; drained of it, his face lost its
former fascination, and left Ingrey wondering how he had once been
fooled into thinking it handsome. He moved forward, hands cradling the
skull, probing the wound. Wounds. The shattered bone beneath the
scalp gave beneath his thumbs' pressure on either side of a pair of deep
lacerations, blackened with dried gore.
“The prince's own war hammer. It was on the stand with his
armor, in his bedchamber.”
“How very…unexpected. To him as well.” Grimly, Ingrey
considered the fates of princes. All his short life, according to Hetwar,
Boleso had been alternately petted and neglected by parents and
servants both, the natural arrogance of his blood tainted with a
precarious hunger for honor, fame, reward. The arrogance-or was it
the anxiety?-had bloated of late to something overweening, desperately
out of balance. And that which is out of balance…falls.
The prince wore a short open robe of worked wool, lined with
fur, blood-splashed. He must have been wearing it when he'd died.
Nothing more. No other recent wounds marked his pale skin. When
the housemaster said they had waited for instructions, Ingrey decided,
he had understated the case. The prince's retainers had evidently been
so benumbed by the shocking event, they had not even dared wash or
garb the corpse. Grime darkened the folds of Boleso's body…no, not
grime. Ingrey ran a finger along a groove of chill flesh, and stared warily
at the smear of color, dull blue and stamen yellow and, where they
blended, a sickly green. Dye, paint, some colored powder? The dark
fur of the inner robe, too, showed faint smears.
Ingrey straightened, and his eye fell on what he had at first taken
for a bundle of furs laid along the far wall. He stepped closer and knelt.
It was a dead leopard. Leopardess, he amended, turning the
beast partly over. The fur was fine and soft, fascinating beneath his
hands. He traced the cold, curving ears, the stiff white whiskers, the
pattern of dark whorls upon golden silk. He picked up one heavy paw,
feeling the leathery pads, the thick ivory claws. The claws had been
clipped. A red silk cord was bound tightly around the neck, biting
deeply into the fur. Its end was cut off. Ingrey's hairs prickled, a
reaction he quelled.
“This is no creature of our woods. Where in the world did it
come from?”
Ulkra cleared his throat. “The prince obtained it from some
Darthacan merchants. He proposed to start a menagerie here at the
castle. Or possibly train it for hunting. He said.”
“How long ago was this?”
“A few weeks. Just before his lady sister stopped here.”
Ingrey fingered the red cord, letting his brows rise. He nodded
at the dead animal. “And how did this happen?”
“We found it hanging from a beam in the prince's bedroom.
When we, um, went in.”
Ingrey sat back on his heels. He was beginning to see why no
Temple divine had yet been called up to take charge of the funeral rites.
The daubing, the red cord, the oak beam, hinted of an animal not
merely slain but sacrificed, of someone dabbling in the old heresies, the
forbidden forest magics. Had the sealmaster known of this, when he'd
sent Ingrey? If so, he'd given no sign. “Who hung it?”
With the relief of a man telling a truth that could not hurt him,
Ulkra said, “I did not see. I could not say. It was alive, leashed up in
the corner and lying perfectly placidly, when we brought the girl in. We
none of us heard or saw any more after that. Until the screams.”
“Whose screams?”
“Well…the girl's.”
“She cried for help.”
Ingrey stood up from the exotic, spotted carcass, his riding
leathers creaking in the quiet, and let the weight of his stare fall on
Ulkra. “And you responded-how?”
Ulkra turned his head away. “We had our orders to guard the
prince's repose. My lord.”
“Who heard the cries? Yourself, and…?”
“Two of the prince's guards, who had been told to wait his
pleasure.”
“Three strong men, sworn to the prince's protection. Who
stood-where?”
Ulkra's face might have been carved from rock. “In the corridor.
Near his door.”
“Who stood in the corridor not ten feet from his murder, and did
nothing.”
“We dared not. My lord. For he did not call. And anyway, the
screams…stopped. We assumed, um, that the girl had yielded herself.
She went in willingly enough.”
Willingly? Or despairingly? “She was no servant wench. She
was a retainer of Prince Boleso's own lady sister, a dowered maiden of
her household. Entrusted to her service by kin Badgerbank, no less.”
“Princess Fara herself yielded her up to her brother, my lord,
when he begged the girl of her.”
Pressured, was how Ingrey had heard the gossip. “Which made
her a retainer of this house. Did it not?”
Ulkra flinched.
“Even a menial deserves better protection of his masters.”
The ugly incident with the murdered manservant was the reason
Prince Boleso had suffered his internal exile to this remote crag. His
known love of hunting made it a dubious punishment, but it had got the
Temple out of the royal sealmaster's thinning hair. Too little payment for
a crime, too much for an accident; Ingrey, who had observed the
shambles next morning for Lord Hetwar before it had all been cleaned
away, had judged it neither.
“Any lord would not then go on to skin and butcher his kill,
Ulkra. There was more than drink behind that wild act. It was
madness, and we all knew it.” And when the king and his retainers had
let their judgment be swayed, after that night's fury, by an appeal to
loyalty-not to the prince's own soul's need, but to the appearance, the
reputation of his high house-this disaster had been laid in train.
Boleso would have been expected to reappear at court in
another half year, duly chastened, or at least duly pretending to be. But
Fara had broken her journey here from her earl-ordainer husband's
holdings to her father's sickbed, and so her-Ingrey presumed,
pretty-lady-in-waiting had fallen under the bored prince's eye. One
could take one's pick of tales from the princess's retinue, arriving barely
before the bad news at the king's hall in Easthome, whether the cursed
girl had yielded her virtue in terror to the prince's importunate lusts, or
in calculation to her own vaulting ambition.
If it had been calculation, it had gone badly awry. Ingrey sighed.
“Take me to the prince's bedchamber.”
The late prince's room lay high in the central keep. The corridor
outside was short and dim. Ingrey pictured Boleso's retainers huddled
at the far end in the wavering candlelight, waiting for the screams to
stop, then had to unset his teeth. The room's solid door featured a
wooden bar on the inside, as well as an iron lock.
The windows to the right of the armor stand were narrow, with
thick wavery circles of glass set in their leads. Ingrey pulled the
casements inward, swung wide the shutters, and gazed out upon the
green-forested folds of countryside falling away from the crag. In the
watery light, wisps of mist rose from the ravines like the ghosts of
streams. At the bottom of the valley, a small farming village hacked out
of the woods pushed back the tide of trees: source, no doubt, of food,
servants, firewood for the castle, all crude and simple.
The fall from the sill to the stones below was lethal, the jump to
the walls beyond quite impossible even for anyone slim enough to
wriggle out the opening. In the dark and the rain. No escape by that
route, except to death. A half turn from the window, the armor stand
would be under a panicked prey's groping hands. A battle-ax, its
handle inlaid with gold and ruddy copper, still rested there.
The matching war hammer lay tossed upon the rumpled bed. Its
claw-rimmed iron head-very like an animal's paw-was smeared with
dried gore like the blotch on the rug. Ingrey measured it against his
palm, noted the congruity with the wounds he had just seen. The
hammer had been swung two-handed, with all the strength that terror
might lend. But only a woman's strength, after all. The prince,
half-stunned-half-mad?-had apparently kept coming. The second blow
had been harder.
Ingrey strolled the length of the room, looking all around and
then up at the beams. Ulkra, hands clutching one another, backed out
of his way. Just above the bed dangled a frayed length of red cord.
Ingrey stepped up on the bed frame, drew his belt knife, stretched
upward, cut it through, and tucked the coil away in his jerkin.
He jumped down and turned to the hovering Ulkra. “Boleso is
to be buried at Easthome. Have his wounds and his body
washed-more thoroughly-and pack him in salt for transport. Find a
cart, a team-better hitch two pairs, with the mud on the roads-and a
competent driver. Set the prince's guards as outriders; their ineptitude
can do him no more harm now. Clean this room, set the keep to rights,
appoint a caretaker, and follow on with the rest of his household and
valuables.” Ingrey's gaze drifted around the chamber. Nothing else
here…“Burn the leopard. Scatter its ashes.”
Should he and his captive travel with the slow cortege, or push
on ahead? He wanted to be away from this place as swiftly as he
could-it made his neck muscles ache-but the light was shortening with
autumn's advent, and the day was half-spent already. “I must speak to
the prisoner before I decide. Take me to her.”
It was a brief step, down one floor to a windowless, but dry,
storeroom. Not dungeon, certainly not guest room, the choice of
prisons bespoke a deep uncertainty over the status of its occupant.
Ulkra rapped on the door, called, “My lady? You have a visitor,”
unlocked it, and swung it wide. Ingrey stepped forward.
From the darkness, a pair of glowing eyes flashed up at him like
some great cat's from a covert, in a forest that whispered. Ingrey
recoiled, hand flying to his hilt. His blade had rasped halfway out when
his elbow struck the jamb, pain tingling hotly from shoulder to
fingertips; he backed farther to gain turning room, to lunge and strike.
Ulkra's startled grip fell on his forearm. The housemaster was
staring at him in astonishment.
Ingrey froze, then jerked away so that Ulkra might not feel his
trembling. His first concern was to quell the violent impulse blaring
through his limbs, cursing his legacy anew-he had not been caught by
surprise by it since…for a long time. I deny you, wolf-within. You
shall not ascend. He slid his blade back into its sheath, snicked it
firmly home, slowly unwrapped his fingers, and placed his palm flat
against his leather-clad thigh.
Ingrey licked dry lips. “I cannot see you in that den.” And what
I saw, I disavow. “Step into the light.”
The lift of a chin, the toss of a dark mane; she padded forward.
She wore a fine linen dress dyed pale yellow, embroidered with flowers
along the curving neckline; if not court dress, then certainly clothing of a
maiden of rank. A dark brown spatter crossed it in a diagonal. In the
light, her tumbling black hair grew reddish. Brilliant hazel eyes looked
not up, but across, at Ingrey. Ingrey was of middle height for a man,
compactly built; the girl was well grown for her sex, to match him so.
Hazel eyes, almost amber in this light, circled in black at the iris
rim. Not glowing green. Not…
With a wary glance at him, Ulkra began speaking, performing
the introduction as formally as if he were playing Boleso's house-master
at some festal feast. “Lady Ijada, this is Lord Ingrey kin Wolf-cliff, who
is Sealmaster Lord Hetwar's man. He is come to take you in charge.
Lord Ingrey, Lady Ijada dy Castos, by her mother's blood kin
Badgerbank.”
Ingrey blinked. Hetwar had named her only, Lady Ijada, some
minor heiress in the Badgerbank tangle, five gods help us. “That is
an Ibran patronymic, surely.”
“Chalionese,” she corrected coolly. “My father was a lord
dedicat of the Son's Order, and captain of a Temple fort on the
western marches of the Weald, when I was a child. He married a
Wealding lady of kin Badgerbank.”
“And they are…dead?” Ingrey hazarded.
She tilted her head in cold irony. “I should have been better
protected, else.”
“Um…um…” After a moment's thought, Ulkra gestured them to
follow. He did not, Ingrey noticed, hesitate to turn his back upon the
girl. This prisoner did not fight or bite or scratch her jailers, it seemed.
Her pace, following him, was steady. At the end of the next passage,
Ulkra waved to a window seat overlooking the back side of the keep.
“Will this do, my lord?”
“Yes.” Ingrey hesitated, as Lady Ijada gracefully swept her
skirts aside and seated herself on the polished boards. Should he retain
Ulkra, for corroboration, or dismiss him, to encourage frankness? Was
the girl likely to become violent again? The unbidden picture of Ulkra
crouching in the corridor above this one, waiting in the dark for
screams to stop, troubled his mind. “You may go about your tasks,
housemaster. Return in half an hour.”
Ulkra frowned uncertainly at the girl, but bowed himself out.
Boleso's men, Ingrey was reminded, were out of the habit of
questioning the sense of their superiors' orders. Or perhaps it was that
any who dared were got rid of, one way or another; and these were the
remainder. Residue. Scum.
A little awkwardly, for the short length of the seat forced them
uncomfortably close together, Ingrey sat beside her. His presumption of
prettiness, he decided, had been inadequate. The girl was luminous.
Unless Boleso had gone blind as well as mad, she must have arrested
his eye the moment it fell upon her. Wide brow, straight nose, sculpted
chin…a livid blotch darkened one cheek, and others ringed her fair
neck, a pattern of plum-colored bruises. Ingrey lifted his hands to lie
lightly over them; she flinched a little, but then bore his probing touch.
Boleso's hands were somewhat larger than his own, it appeared. Her
skin was warm under his fingers, fascinating, transporting. A golden
haze seemed to cloud his vision. His strangling grip tightened-he
whipped his hands away, his gasp masked by hers, and clenched them
on his knees. What was that…?
She sat back, her startled glance altering to a piercing regard.
He caught her scent, neither perfume nor blood but grown woman,
and, targeted by that gaze, for the first time wondered what he looked
like-and smelled like-to her. Riding reek, cold iron and sweat-stained
leather, chin dark-stubbled, tired. Weighed with sword and knife and
dangerous duties. Why did she not recoil altogether?
“Which beginning?” she asked.
He stared at her for a blank and stupid instant. “From your
arrival here at Boar's Head, I suppose.” Was there another? He must
remember to return to that question.
She swallowed, possessed herself, began: “The princess had
started out in haste for her father's hall, with only a small retinue, but
she was overtaken by illness on the road. Nothing out of the usual, but
her monthly time brings her dire headaches, and if she doesn't rest
quietly through them, she becomes very sick. We turned aside to this
place, for it was as close as anything, and besides, Princess Fara
wished to see her brother. I think she remembered him from when he
was younger and less…difficult.”
How very tactful. Ingrey could not decide if the turn of phrase
was diplomacy or dry wit. Caution, he concluded, studying her closed
and careful expression. Wits, not wittiness, kept close about her.
“We were made welcome, if not to her custom, then to this
place's ability.”
“Had you ever met Prince Boleso before?”
“No. I've only been a few months in Princess Fara's service. My
stepfather placed me there. He said-” She stopped, began again.
“Everything seemed usual at first. I mean, for a lord's hunting lodge.
The days were quiet, because the prince invited her guardsmen out to
the hunt. Prince Boleso and his men were very boisterous in the
evenings, and drank a great deal, but the princess did not attend, being
laid down in her chambers. I took down complaints from her of the
noise twice, but I was little heeded. They set the dogs on a wild boar
they'd caught alive, out in the courtyard beneath her window, and made
bets on the fight. Boleso's huntsman was very distressed for his hounds.
I wished Earl Horseriver had been there-he could have quelled them
with a word. He has a deadly tongue, when he wishes. We bided here
three days, until the princess was ready to travel again.”
Her lips thinned. “Not that I could tell. He was equally
obnoxious to all his sister's ladies. I knew nothing of his…regard,
supposed regard, until the morning we were to leave.”
She swallowed again. “My lady-Princess Fara-told me then I
was to stay. That this might not have been my first choice, but that it
would do me no harm in the long run. Another husband would be found
for me, after. I begged her not to leave me here. She would not meet
my eye. She said it was no worse a barter than any, and better than
most, and that I should look to my own future. That it was just the
woman's version of the same loyalty due from a man to his prince. I
said I did not think most men would…well, I'm afraid I said something
rude. She refused to speak with me after that. They rode away and left
me. I would not beg at her stirrup, for fear the prince's men would
mock me.” Her arms crossed, as if to clutch a tattered dignity about her
anew.
“I told myself…maybe she was right. That it would be no worse
than any other fate. Boleso wasn't ugly, or deformed, or old. Or
diseased.”
Ingrey couldn't help checking himself against that list. At least he
did not match any of the named categories, he trusted. Though there
were others. Defiled sprang to mind.
“Then what happened?”
“At nightfall, they brought me to his chamber and thrust me
within. He was waiting for me. He wore a robe, but under it his body
was naked and all covered over with signs drawn in woad and madder
and crocus. Old symbols, the sort you sometimes still see carved on
ancient wooden foundations, or in the forest where the shrines once
stood. He had his leopard tied up in a corner, drugged. He said-it
turned out-it seemed he had not fallen in love with me after all. It wasn't
even lust. He wanted a virgin for some rite he had-found, made up, I
am not sure, he seemed very confused by this time-and I was the only
one, his sister's other two ladies being one a wife and the other a
widow. I tried to dissuade him, I told him it was heresy, dire sin and
against his father's own laws, I said I would run away, that I would tell.
He said he'd hunt me down with his dogs. That they would tear me
apart as they had the pig. I said I would go to the Temple divine in the
village. He said the man was only an acolyte, and a coward. And that
he would kill anyone there who took me in. Even the acolyte. He was
not afraid of the Temple, it was practically the property of kin
Stagthorne and he could buy divines for a pittance.
“The rite was meant to catch the spirit of the leopard, as the old
kin warriors were supposed to do. I said, it could not possibly work,
nowadays. He said, he'd done it before, several times-that he meant to
capture the spirits of every wisdom animal of the greater kinships. He
thought it was going to give him some sort of power over the Weald.”
Ingrey, startled, said, “The Old Weald warriors only took one
animal spirit to themselves, one in a lifetime. And even that risked
madness. Miscarriage. Worse.” As I know to my everlasting cost.
Her velvety voice was growing faster, breathless. “He hauled the
leopard up by its strangling cord. He hit me and threw me down on the
bed. I fought him. He was muttering under his breath, spells or raving
or both, I don't know. I believed him, that he had done this before-his
very mind was a menagerie, howling. The leopard distracted him in its
death throes, and I wrenched out from under him. I tried to run, but
there was nowhere to go. The door was locked. He'd put the key in his
robe.”
“I suppose so. I scarcely know. My throat was raw, after, so I
suppose I must have. The window was hopeless. The forest beyond
seemed to go on forever, in the night. I called on my father's spirit, on
his god, for my aid, out of the dark.”
Ingrey couldn't help thinking that in such an extremity Lady Ijada
would call on her proper patroness, the Daughter of Spring, the
goddess to Whom virginity was sacred. It seemed very strange for a
woman to call on Her Brother of Autumn. Though this is His season.
The Lord of Autumn was the god of young men, harvest, the hunt,
comradeship-and war. And the weapons of war?
“You turned,” said Ingrey, “and found the hammer handle under
your hand.”
The hazel eyes widened. “How did you know?”
“I saw the chamber.”
“Oh.” She moistened her lips. “I struck him. He lunged at me,
or…or lurched. I struck him again. He stopped. Fell, and did not rise.
He wasn't dead yet-his body spasmed, when I was groping in his robe
for the key, and I nearly fainted. I fell to the floor on my hands and
knees, anyway, and the room darkened. I…it…Finally, I got the door
unbarred and called his men in.”
“Were they-what? Angry?”
“More frightened than angry, I think. They argued forever, and
blamed each other, and me, and whatever they could think of. Even
Boleso. It took them ages to decide to lock me up and send a courier.”
“What did you do?”
“I sat on the floor, mostly. I was feeling very unwell. They asked
me such stupid questions. Had I killed him? Did they imagine he'd
bludgeoned himself? I was glad for my cell, when they finally put me in
it. I don't think Ulkra ever noticed I could bar its door from the inside.”
Her face lifted; her eyes glinted. “No.”
Truth rang in that voice, and a kind of rocky triumph. In the
uttermost extremity, abandoned by all who should have protected her,
she'd found that she need not abandon herself. A powerful lesson. A
dangerous lesson.
In an equally flat tone he asked, “Did he complete his rite?”
This time, she hesitated. “I don't know. I am not sure…what his
intent was.” She gazed down into her lap; her hands gripped each
other. “What will happen next? Rider Ulkra said you would take me in
charge. Where to?”
“Easthome.”
“Good,” she said, with unexpected fervor. “The Temple there
will surely help me.”
“You do not fear your trial?”
“Trial? I defended myself! I was betrayed into this horror!”
“It is possible,” he said, still very level-voiced, “that some
powerful people will not care to hear you proclaim so. Think. You
cannot prove attempted rape, for one thing. A half dozen men could
testify that you appeared to go to Boleso willingly.”
“Compared to fleeing into the woods to be eaten by the wild
beasts, willing, yes. Compared to bringing a brutal death on anyone
who tried to help me, willingly.” She stared at him in sudden incredulity.
“Do you not believe me?”
“Oh, yes.” Oh, yes. “But I am not your judge.”
She frowned, a glint of white teeth pressing into a lower lip gone
pale. In a moment, her spine straightened again. “In any case, if the
rape was not witnessed, the unlawful rite was. They all saw the
leopard. They saw the secret drawings on the prince's body. Not
assertions, but material things, that any man might reach out and touch.”
A step sounded on the floorboards; Ingrey looked up to see
Ulkra approaching, seeming to loom and crouch simultaneously. “Your
pleasure, my lord?” he inquired nervously.
To be anywhere but here, doing anything but this.
He'd been over two days in the saddle. He was, he decided
abruptly, too mortally tired to ride another mile today. Boleso could be
in no hurry to gallop to his funeral, and divine judgment. And Ingrey
had no burning desire to rush this accursed naive girl to her earthly
judgment, either. She was not afraid of the right things. Five gods help
him, she seemed not afraid of anything.
“Will you,” he said to her, “give me your word, if I order your
guard lightened, that you will not attempt to escape?”
“Of course,” she said. As if surprised he even felt a need to ask.
He gestured to the housemaster. “Put her in a proper room.
Give her her things back. Find a decent maid, if any is to be found in
this place, to attend her and help her pack. We'll leave for Easthome
with Boleso's body at first light tomorrow.”
“Yes, my lord,” said Ulkra, ducking his head in relieved assent.
Ingrey added as an afterthought, “Have any men of the
household fled, since Boleso's death?”
“No, my lord. Why do you ask?”
Ingrey gave a vague gesture, indicating no reason that he cared
to share. Ulkra did not pursue the question.
Ingrey creaked to his feet. He felt as if his muscles squeaked
louder protest than his damp leathers. Lady Ijada gave him a grateful
curtsey, and turned to follow the housemaster. She looked back over
her shoulder at him as she turned onto the staircase, a grave, trusting
glance.
Nothing more.
CHAPTER TWO
THE CORTEGE, SUCH AS IT WAS, LUMBERED OUT THE CASTLE gate
in the dawn fog. Ingrey set six of Boleso's guards riding before and six
behind what might charitably be described as a farm wagon. The
wagon was burdened with a hastily cobbled-together oblong box,
heavy with Boleso's body and the coarse salt, meant to preserve game,
which made his last bed. In some sad effort at proper ceremony, Rider
Ulkra had found a stag hide to cover the coffin, and funereal cloths to
wrap the posts at the corners of the wagon bed, in lieu of draperies
unlikely to survive the local roads. Whatever attempts the guardsmen
had made to furbish up their gear for this somber duty were lost from
view in the clinging mists. Ingrey's eye was more concerned for the
security of the ropes that bound the box in place.
The teamster that Ulkra had drafted was a local yeoman, owner
of both wagon and team, and he kept his sturdy horses well in hand
during the first precarious turns and bumps of the narrow road. By his
side, his wife hung on grimly but expertly to the wooden brake, which
shrieked against the wheel as the wagon descended. She was a staid
older woman, a better female chaperone for his prisoner, Ingrey
thought, than the slatternly and frightened young servant girl Ulkra had
first offered, and she would be guarded in turn by her husband. Ingrey
trusted his own men, but remembered that inner bar on the prisoner's
chamber door; whatever Lady Ijada had supposed, Ingrey was quite
sure that obstacle hadn't been an oversight on Ulkra's part.
The whitewashed walls and conical green slate tower caps of the
castle disappeared dreamlike among the smoke-gray trees, and the
road widened and straightened for a short stretch. Ingrey gave a quiet
salute to the two of his own escort bringing up the rear, which was as
silently returned, and urged his horse forward around the wagon and its
outriders. In the lead, the other two pairs of Ingrey's guards bracketed
Lady Ijada.
Ingrey had no intention of making idle conversation with his
charge, so merely favored her with a polite nod and pushed on to the
head of the column. He rode in silence for a time. The dripping of water
from high branches in the steep woods and the gurgling of freshets,
running melodiously beneath the road through hollowedlog culverts,
sounded loud in his ears despite the creaking of gear, groaning of the
wagon wheels, and plodding of hooves behind him. They rounded a
last dropping curve, the road leveled, and they emerged from beneath
the leafy canopy into an unexpected well of light.
The sun had broken through a gap in the ridges to the east,
turning the moist air to floating gold and the far slopes to a fiery green.
Only one trickle of smoke, probably from a party of charcoal burners,
marked any human occupation in the dense carpet of woods rising
beyond the hamlet and its fields. The sight did not lift Ingrey's spirits.
He frowned down at the mud of the road instead, then reined his horse
aside to check that the tail of the cortege cleared the trees without
incident. He turned back to find himself riding beside Lady Ijada.
“It's difficult and dangerous country,” said Ingrey, “but the roads
will improve once we descend from the wastes.”
She tilted her head at his sour expression. “This place does not
please you? My dower lands are a like waste, then, west of here in the
marches where the mountains dwindle.” She hesitated. “My stepfather
is of your mind about such silent tracts-but then he is a town-man bred,
a master of works for the Temple in Badger-bridge, and likes trees
best in the form of rafters and gates and trestles. He says it were better
I made my face my dower than those haunted woods.” She grimaced
abruptly, the light fading in her eyes. “He was so pleased for me when
one of my Badgerbank aunts found me the place in the Horserivers'
high household. And now this.”
“Did he imagine you would snare a husband, under the
princess's eye?”
“Something like that. It was to be my great chance.” She
shrugged. “I've since learned that high lords get to be such by being
more concerned, not less, with dowers than other men. I should have
anticipated…” Her mouth firmed. “I might have anticipated some
seducer, arrogant in his rank. It was the heretical sorcery and howling
madness that took me by surprise.”
For the first time, Ingrey wondered if the husband whose eye
Ijada had snared might have been Earl Horseriver. Four years he had
been married to the hallow king's daughter, and no children yet; was
there anything more to the delay than ill luck? Reason indeed for the
princess to barter her handmaiden out of her household at the first
opportunity-and if jealous enough of her lovely rival, to a fate Fara must
have known would not be pleasant…? Had the princess known of her
brother's perilous plans? Aside from the rape, you mean?
“What did you think of Earl Horseriver?” Ingrey inquired, in a
neutral voice. The earl was landed, of an ancient kin, but his most
arresting power at present was doubtless his ordainer's vote, one of the
thirteen needed to confirm a new hallow king. Yet such political
concerns seemed quite over this young woman's head, however level it
might be.
Now the lips pursed in a thoughtful frown. But not in dismay,
Ingrey noted, nor in any flush of embarrassment. “I'm not sure. He's a
strange…man. I almost said young man, but really, he scarcely seems
young. I suppose it's partly the untimely gray in his hair. He's very sharp
of wit, uncomfortably so at times. And moody. Sometimes he goes
about for days in silence, as if lost in his own thoughts, and no one
dares speak to him, not even the princess. At first I thought it was
because of his little, you know, deformities, the spine and the oddly
shaped face, but truly, he seems not to care about his body at all. It
certainly doesn't impede him.” She glanced at Ingrey with belated
wariness. “Do you know him well?”
“Not since we are grown,” said Ingrey. “I have a near tie to him
by blood through his late mother. I met him a few times when we were
both children.” Ingrey remembered the young Lord Wencel kin
Horseriver as an undersized, clumsy boy, seeming slow of wit, with a
rather wet mouth. Perhaps shyness had rendered Wencel tongue-tied;
but the boy-Ingrey had lacked sympathy for a smaller cousin who did
not keep up, and had made no effort to include him. Fortunately, in
retrospect, Ingrey had made no effort to torment him, either. “His father
and mine died within a few months of each other.”
Though the aged Earl Horseriver had died quietly and decently,
of an ordinary stroke. Not in his prime, baying and foaming, his feverish
screams echoing through the castle corridors as though rising from
some pit of agony beneath the earth…Ingrey bit back the memory,
hard.
“He was castlemaster of Birchgrove, under the lordship of old
Earl Kasgut kin Wolfcliff.” And I am not. Would her rather too-quick
wits notice, or would she merely assume him a younger son?
“Birchgrove commands the valley of the Birchbeck, where it runs into
the Lure.” Which did not, precisely, answer the question she'd asked.
How had they drifted onto this dire subject? Her tone, he realized, had
been as tensely neutral as his leading question about Horseriver.
“So Rider Ulkra told me.” She drew a long breath, staring ahead
between her horse's ears. “He also said, it was rumored that your
father died from the bite of a rabid wolf, that he'd tried to steal the spirit
from, and that he gave you a wolf spirit, too, but it turned out to be
crippled, and only made you very sick. And your life and wits were
despaired of, which is why your uncle succeeded to Birchgrove and not
you, but later your family sent you on pilgrimage, and you grew better. I
wondered if all this was true, and why your father committed so
reckless an act.” Only when she had spat out all this hurried chain of
tattle did she turn her face to his, her eyes anxious and searching.
Ingrey's horse snorted and tossed its head at his jerk on the
reins. Ingrey loosened his fist, and, a moment later, unclenched his
teeth. He finally managed to growl, “Ulkra gossips. It is a fault.”
“He is afraid of you.”
“Not enough, it seems.” He yanked his horse away and
pretended to inspect the cortege, returning up the other side to the head
of the column. Alone. She looked after him as he passed, her mouth
opening as if to speak, but he ignored her.
Forcing the cortege up the muddy road out of the valley diverted
his mind enough to regain his calm, or at least replace his fuming with
other irritations. On a steep incline, with the blowing team's hooves
slipping, the wagon began to slide sideways toward a precipitous edge;
the teamster's wife screeched alarm. Ingrey flung himself off his horse
and led the quicker-witted among the guards to brace themselves and
strain against the wagon's side and rear, pushing it away from the
dizzying drop and up through the mire.
They paused at noon at a wide clearing just off the road, home
to an ancient spring. His men unpacked the bread and cold meats
provided by the castle cook, but Ingrey, calculating distances and hours
of light, was more concerned for the horses. The team was
mud-crusted and sweaty, so he set Boleso's surly retinue to assisting
the teamster in unharnessing and rubbing them down before they were
fed. The worst of the gradients were behind them now; with a suitable
rest, he judged the beasts would last till nightfall, by which time he
hoped to reach the Temple town of Reedmere, commandeer some
more fitting conveyance, and send the rustic rig home.
More princely conveyance, Ingrey revised his thought. A former
manure wagon seemed to him all too fitting. Closer to Easthome, he
decided, he would send a rider ahead to guide a relief cortege to him,
and hand off Boleso's body to more gaudy and noble ceremony,
provided by those who cared for the prince. Or at least, cared for
Boleso's rank and the show they made to each other. Maybe he'd send
the rider tonight.
He washed his hands in the spring's outlet and accepted a slab
of venison wrapped in bread from his lieutenant, Gesca. Gnawing, he
looked around for his prisoner and her attendant. The teamster's wife
was busy about the food baskets by the unhitched wagon. Lady Ijada
was walking about the clearing-in that costume, she might whisk into
the woods and disappear among the tall tree boles in a moment.
Instead, she pried up a stone from the crumbled foundation above the
spring and picked her way over to where Ingrey rested on a big fallen
log.
Ingrey looked. On one side of the stone a spiral pattern was
incised into the weathered surface.
“It's the same as one of the symbols Boleso had drawn on his
body. In red madder, centered on his navel. Did you see it there?”
“No,” Ingrey admitted. “His body had been washed off already.”
“Oh,” she said, looking a little taken aback. “Well, it was.”
“I do not doubt you.” Though others will be free to. Had she
realized this yet?
She stared around the clearing. “Do you think this place was a
forest shrine, once?”
“Very possibly.” He followed her glance, studying the stumps
and the sizes of the trees. Whatever holy or unholy purposes the
original possessors had held, the latest ax work had been done by
humble itinerant woodcutters, by the evidence. “The spring suggests it.
This place has been cleared, abandoned, and recleared more than
once, if so.” Following, perhaps, the ebb and flow of the Darthacan
Quintarian war against the forest heresies that had so disrupted the kin
lands, four centuries ago when Audar the Great had first conquered the
Weald.
“I wonder what the old ceremonies were really like,” she
mused. “The divines scorn the animal sacrifice, but really…When I was
a child at my father's Temple fort, I went a few times with…with a
friend to the marsh people's autumn rites. The fen folk aren't of the
same race or language as the Old Wealdings, but I could almost have
imagined myself going back to those days. It was more like a grand
party and outdoor roast than anything. I mean, they made some songs
and rituals over the creatures before they slaughtered them, but what's
the difference if we pray over our meat after it's cooked instead of
before?” She added with an air of fairness, “Or so my friend said. The
fort's divine disagreed, but then, the two of them disagreed a lot. I think
my friend enjoyed baiting him.”
“Well,” she said thoughtfully, “that's true. Or at any rate,
everyone ran about splashing each other and screaming with laughter. It
was all very messy and silly, and rather smelly, but it was hard to see
any evil in it. Of course, this tribe didn't sacrifice people.” She looked
around the clearing as if imagining the ghostly image of some such evil
slaying here.
“Indeed,” said Ingrey dryly. “That was the sticking point,
between the Darthacan Quintarians and the Old Wealdings.” For all
that both sides had worshipped the same five gods. “So when Audar
the so-called Great slaughtered four thousand Wealding prisoners of
war at Bloodfield, it's said he didn't pray at all. That made it a proper
Quintarian act, I suppose, and not heresy. Some other crime, perhaps,
but not human sacrifice. One of those theological fine points.”
That massacre of a generation of young spirit warriors had
broken the back of the Wealding resistance to their eastern invaders, in
any case. For the next hundred and fifty years, the Weald's lands,
ceremonies, and people had been forcibly rearranged into Darthacan
patterns, until Audar's vast empire broke apart in the bloody squabbles
of his much less great descendants. Orthodox Quintarianism survived
the empire that had fostered it, however. The suppressed animal
practices and wisdom songs of the forest tribes had been lost and all
but forgotten in the renewed Weald, except for rural superstitions,
children's rhymes, and the odd ghost tale.
“I suppose we are all New Wealdings, now,” mused Ijada. She
touched her Darthacan-dark hair, and nodded to Ingrey's own.
“Almost every Wealding kin that survived has Darthacan forebears,
too. Mongrels, to a man. Or to a lord, anyway. So we inherit Audar's
sins and the tribes'. For all I know my Chalionese father had some
Darthacan blood. The nobles there are a very mixed lot, really, he
always said, for all that they carry on about their pedigrees.”
Ingrey bit, chewed, did not answer.
“When your father gave you your wolf,” she began, “how-”
“You should go eat,” he interrupted her, around a mouthful of
cold roast. “It's going to be a long ride yet.” He rose and strode away
from her, toward the wagon and its baskets. He did not want more
food, but he did not want more of her chatter, either. He selected a
not-too-wormy apple and nibbled it slowly while walking about. He
stayed on the other side of the clearing from her, during the remainder
of their rest.
AS THE CORTEGE RUMBLED ON THROUGH THE AFTERNOON, THE
rugged angles of the hills grew gentler and hamlets more frequent, their
fields more extensive. The sun was slanting toward the treetops when
they came to an unanticipated check. A rocky ford, hock deep on the
ride in, had risen with the rains and was now in full and muddy flood.
Ingrey halted his horse and looked over the problem. Boleso's
wagon had not been made watertight with skins or tar, so the chance of
its floating away at an awkward angle and yanking the horses off their
feet was slight. The chance of its shipping water and bogging down,
however, was good. He set mounted men at the wagon's four corners
with ropes to help warp it through the hazard, and waved the yeoman
onward with what speed he could muster from his tired team. The
water came up past the horses' bellies, pushing the wagon off its
wheels, but the outriders held it on course, and the whole assemblage
struggled safely up the far bank. Only then did Ingrey motion Lady
Ijada ahead of him into the water.
The cold water tugged at his knees as he urged his horse
downstream. The dark head bobbed up by a trio of smooth rocks that
stuck out of the spate boiling around them. An arm reached, caught…
“Hang on!” yelled Ingrey. “I'm coming to get you-!”
Two arms. Lady Ijada heaved herself upward, belly over the
rock, wriggled and scrambled; by the time Ingrey brought his snorting
horse close, she was standing upright, dripping and gasping. Out of the
corner of his eye, he saw her horse make it to the bank farther
downstream, where it surged up, stumbled through the mud, and bolted
into the woods. Ingrey spared it an unvoiced curse and waved one of
his men after it.
He did not look to see if he was obeyed, for now he was within
arm's reach of Lady Ijada. He leaned toward her, she leaned toward
him…
A dark red fog seemed to come up over his brain, clouding his
vision. Gripping her arms, he toppled into the stream, pulling her from
her perch. Down, if he held her down…water filled his mouth. He spat,
gasped, and went under again. He was blinded and tumbling. Some
distant part of his mind, far, far off, was screaming at him: What are
you doing, you fool! He must hold her down
The force of the water clubbed his head into something hard,
and starry green sparks overflowed the red fog. All thought fled.
“Stop fighting me!” Lady Ijada's voice snapped in his ear.
Something circling his neck tightened; he realized after a dizzy moment
that it must be her arm. He must save her, drown her, save her-
She can swim. The belated realization slowed his flailing, if only
in shock. Well, he could swim, too, after a fashion. He'd stayed alive
through a shipwreck, once, admittedly mostly by hanging on to things
that floated. The only thing floating here seemed to be Lady Ijada.
Surely the weight of his blades and boots must drag them both
down-his feet struck something. The current spat them into a back
eddy, the river bottom flattened out, then she was dragging him up
onto some welcome, blessed shore.
He twisted around out of her arm's grip, crawling up on hands
and knees over the rocks onto the moss-covered bank. Pink water
flowed from his hair, growing redder. He dashed it from his eyes and
blinked around. The woods here were thick and tangled. He was not
sure how far downstream they had come, but the ford, the wagon, and
his men were nowhere in sight. He was shivering in shock from the
head blow.
She stood up, water streaming from her clothes, and staggered
out of the river toward him, her hand reaching. He cried out, a
wordless bellow, and recoiled, wrapping his arms around a small tree,
in part to hold himself upright, in part to hold…“Don't touch me!”
“What? Lord Ingrey, you're bleeding-”
“Don't come any nearer!”
“Lord Ingrey, if you will just-”
His voice cracked. “My wolf is trying to kill you! It is coming
unbound! Stay away!”
“Three times,” he gasped hoarsely. “That was the third time.
Don't you realize, I tried to drown you just now? It's tried twice before.
The first time I saw you, when I drew my steel, I meant to run you
through on the spot. Then when we were sitting, I almost tried to
strangle you.”
She was pale, thoughtful, intent. Not running away screaming.
He wanted her to run, whether screaming or not made no matter to
him. As long as she could outrun him…
“Run!”
Instead, maddeningly, she leaned against a tree bole and began
to remove her squelching boots. It wasn't until she had tipped out the
second one that she said, “It wasn't your wolf.”
His head was still ringing from the blow against the boulder. By
the unpleasant rumbling in his gut, he was due to vomit some river
water soon. He didn't comprehend her. “What?”
“It wasn't your wolf.” She set the boot down next to its mate
and added in a tight, even voice, “I can smell your wolf, in a sense. Not
smell really, but I don't know any other way to describe it.”
“It-I tried to kill you!”
“It wasn't your wolf. It wasn't you, either. It was the other smell.
All three times.”
Now he merely stared, all words deserting him.
“Lord Ingrey-you never asked where the ghost of Boleso's
leopard went.”
It wasn't a stare anymore, he feared. It was a gape.
“It came to me.” Her hazel eyes met his for one level, intent
moment.
He retreated around his too-narrow tree, for what little privacy it
could render him. He wished he could say the spasm gave him a
moment to gather his wits, but they seemed scattered for a mile behind
him up the river valley. Drowned, they were, without benefit of wine.
All of the punishment, none of the reward.
He stumbled back around the tree to find her calmly wringing
out her jacket. He gave up and sat down with a thump upon a mossy
log. It was damp, but he was damper, his wet leathers sliding and
squeaking unpleasantly.
She looked no different, to his eye. Well, wet, yes, sodden and
wild, but still caressed by the slanting light as if the sun were her lover.
He saw no cat shape in her shadow. He smelled nothing but himself, a
sickly mix of wet leather, oil, sweat, and horse.
“I don't know if it was Boleso's intent that I should have it,” she
continued in that same flat tone, undaunted by the repulsive interruption.
“It came to me when I touched his dying body, looking for the key. The
other animals stayed bound, and went with him. He had held them
longer, or perhaps the rite hadn't been finished. The leopard's spirit was
very frightened and frantic. It hid itself in my mind, but I could feel it.
“I did not know what to do, or what it might do. Boleso's men
were fools. I said nothing about it, and no one asked.”
“Your defense-that could be your defense!” he said in sudden
eagerness. “The leopard spirit killed the prince, in its frenzy. Not you.
You were possessed by it. It was an accident.”
She blinked at him. “No,” she said in a voice of reason, “I just
told you. The leopard did not come to me till Boleso lay dying.”
“Yes, but you could say otherwise. There is none to gainsay
you.”
Her stare grew offended.
We must return to this argument, I think. Ingrey waved a
weak hand. “Well. And then…?”
“I first thought that I was going mad, but then I decided not.
That closet was just like a cage, in a way; cruel and kind men brought
food and cleaned it out. It was familiar. Calming.
“On the second night, I dreamed the leopard's dreams again.
But this time…” Her voice faltered. Steadied. “This time, there came a
Presence. There was nothing to see, in that black wood, but the smells
were wonderful, beyond any perfume. Every good scent of the forest
and field in the fall. Apples and wine, roast meat, crisp leaves and sharp
blue air. I smelled the autumn stars, and cried out for their beauty. The
leopard's spirit leapt in ecstasy, like a dog greeting its master or a cat
rubbing around the skirts of its mistress. It purred, and writhed, and
made eager noises.
“After that, the leopard's ghost seemed pacified. No longer
frightened or wild. It just…lies there contentedly, waiting. No, more
than contentedly. Joyfully. I don't know what it waits for.”
“A presence,” echoed Ingrey. No-she said, a Presence. “Did
a-do you think-was it a god? That came to you, there in the dark?”
Did he doubt it? Luminous, Ingrey had called her, with a
perception beyond sight, however denied. And even in those first
confused moments, he had not mistaken it for mere physical beauty.
Her face grew suddenly fierce; she said through her teeth, “It
didn't come to me, it came to the accursed cat. I wept for it to come to
me. But it did not.” Her voice slowed. “Perhaps it could not. I am no
saint, fit to have a god inhabit me.”
Ingrey grubbed in the moss with nervous fingers. His split scalp
had stopped dripping blood into his eyebrows, finally. “It was also
said-though not by the Quintarian divines-that the Old Wealdings used
animal spirits to commune with the gods.”
Hers was not some idle curiosity, spurred by gossip. It was a
most desperate need to know. And how much would he, in his first
confusion so long ago, have given for some experienced mentor to tell
him how to go on? Or even for a companion as confused as he, but
sharing his experience, matching his confidences instead of denying
them and naming him demented, defiled, and damned? And all the
things he could never have explained even to a sympathetic ear, she
had just experienced.
It still felt like hauling buckets from a well of memory with a rope
that burned his hands. He gritted his teeth; began.
“I was but fourteen. It all came upon me without warning. I was
brought to the ceremony uninstructed. My father had been for some
days-or weeks-distraught about something that he would confide to no
one. He suborned a Temple sorcerer to accomplish the rite. I do not
know who caught the wolves, or how. The sorcerer disappeared
immediately after-whether in fear of having botched the rite, or because
he had deliberately betrayed us, I never found out. I was not fit to
inquire, just then.”
“A sorcerer?” she echoed, leaning against a tree bole. “I saw no
sorcerer with Boleso. Unless he had one hidden in disguise. If Boleso
himself was demon-ridden, I saw no sign, not that I would. Well, you
can't, unless you are god-sighted or a sorcerer yourself.”
“No, the Temple would have…” Ingrey hesitated. “In Easthome,
some sensitive from the Temple must have detected it, if Boleso had
caught a demon. If he'd caught it more recently, since his exile…he
might not have encountered anyone with the gift to discern it.” But
whatever had been wrong with Boleso had surely been going on since
before he'd slain his manservant.
Because I have worked for a decade and more to cripple it,
bind it down tight. And I thought I was safe, and now your
questions frighten me worse than the wolf-within. “You said there
was a thing, another…smell, not me or my wolf. A third thing.”
She stared at him unhappily, her brows drawing in, as though
she grappled for a description of something that had no relation to
language. “It is as if I can smell souls. Or the leopard does, and leaks it
to me in patches. I can smell Ulkra, and know he is not to fear.
Another few men in the retinue-I know to stay out of their reach. Your
soul seems doubled: you, and something underneath, something dark
and old and musty. It does not stir.”
“My wolf?” But his wolf had been a young one.
“I…maybe. But there is a third smell. It is wound about you like
some parasitic vine, pulsing with blood, that has put tendrils and roots
into your spirit to maintain itself. It whispers. I think it is some spell or
geas.”
Ingrey was silent for a long moment, staring down at himself.
How could she guess which was which? His wolf spirit was surely a
kind of parasite. “Is it still there?”
“Yes.”
His voice tightened. “Then in my next inattentive moment, I might
try to kill you again.”
“Perhaps.” Her eyes narrowed and nostrils flared, as if seeking a
sensation that had nothing to do with the senses of the body. As futile
as trying to see with her hands, or taste with her ears. “Till it is rooted
out.”
“Don't you see? I must get to the Temple at Easthome. I must
find help. And you are taking me there as fast as may be.”
“The divines were never much help to me,” he said bitterly. “Or
I would not still be afflicted. I tried for years-consulting theologians,
sorcerers, even saints. I traveled all the way to Darthaca to find a saint
of the Bastard who was reputed to banish demons from men's souls, to
destroy illicit sorcerers. Even he could not disentangle my wolf spirit.
Because, he told me, it was of this world, not of the other; even the
Bastard, who commands a legion of demons of disorder and can
summon or dismiss them at His will, had no power over it. If even
saints cannot help, the ordinary Temple authorities will be useless.
Worse than useless-a danger. In Easthome, the Temple is the tool of
the powerful, and it seems you have offended the powerful.”
Her gaze sharpened. “Who put the geas on you? Must it have
been someone powerful?”
His lips parted, closed again. “I am not sure. I cannot say. It all
slips away from me. Unless I am reminded, I don't even remember,
between one time and the next, trying to kill you. A moment's
distraction on my part could be deadly to you!”
“Then I will undertake to remind you,” she said. “It should be
easier, now that we both know.”
As he opened his mouth to protest, he heard a distant crashing in
the woods. A man called, “Lord Ingrey?” and another, “I heard voices
toward the river-over that way…!”
“They're coming!” He struggled to his feet, swaying dizzily, his
hands extending to her in pleading. “Before they find us. Flee!”
“Like this?” she said indignantly, sweeping a hand down her
damp costume, her bare feet. “Soaking wet, no money, no weapons,
no help, I am to run off into the woods and-what? Be eaten by bears?”
Her jaw set. “No. Boleso came from Easthome. Your geas came from
Easthome. It is there that the source of this evil must be stalked. I will
not be diverted.”
“Then you'd better not babble about this to anyone.”
“I don't babble-” he began in outrage, but then their rescuers
were upon them, two of Ingrey's men on horseback hacking through
the undergrowth. Now he wanted to talk to her, and could not.
“My lord!” cried Rider Gesca in gladness. “You have saved
her!”
Since Ijada did not correct this misperception, neither did
Ingrey. Evading her gaze, he climbed to his feet.
CHAPTER THREE
WHEN THEY ARRIVED BACK AT THE WAGON WAITING ON THE far
bank, the sun had slipped behind the treetops. A level orange glint
shone through the tangled branches by the time Ingrey and his prisoner
had traded off for dry clothes and mounted their recaptured horses.
Ingrey's head, wrapped in a makeshift strip of cloth, was pounding, and
his shoulder was stiffening, but he refused even to contemplate the idea
of sitting in the wagon atop Boleso's box. The cortege clambered out of
the wooded valley and on into the gathering twilight.
A chill mist began to arise from the ditches and fields. Ingrey
was just about to order his lead riders to light torches to guide them
when a distant glow on the road resolved into a string of bobbing
lanterns. A few minutes later, an anxious Halloo sounded above
trotting hoofbeats. The man Ingrey had sent ahead that morning to
ready Reedmere for Boleso spurred forward to greet them. He brought
with him not only Temple servants with lights, but a fresh team of
horses already harnessed, together with a wheelwright and his tools.
Ingrey gave the prudent guardsman a heartfelt commendation, the
teams were exchanged, and the procession started up again at a faster
pace. In a few more miles, the lights above the walls of Reedmere
shone to guide them to the gate held open for them.
The temple's outbuildings seemed mostly to consist of nearby
houses recommissioned to new duties. The divine's residence was in a
building with the Temple notary's office; the library and scriptorium
shared quarters with the Daughter of Spring's Lady-school for the
town's children; the Temple infirmary, dedicated to the Mother of
Summer, occupied the back rooms of the local apothecary's shop.
Ingrey saw his prisoner turned over to some stern-looking female
Temple servants, gave a few coins to the wheelwright for his time,
made sure the horses were stabled and his men housed, paid off the
yeoman-teamster and his wife and found them and their horses lodgings
in the town for the night, and, finally, reported to the infirmary to have
his head stitched.
To his relief, Ingrey found that the Mother's practitioner here
was more than just a local seamstress or midwife; she wore the braid of
a school dedicat on the shoulder of her green robe. With briskly
efficient hands she lit wax candles, washed his head with strong soap,
and sutured his scalp.
She laughed. “Oh, not here, my lord! Three years ago, a Temple
inquirer from the Father's Order brought a sorcerer with him to
investigate a charge of demon magic against a local woman, but nothing
was found. The inquirer gave her accusers a pretty scorching lecture,
after, and they were fined his travel costs. I must say, the sorcerer was
not what I expected-sour old fellow in Bastard's whites, not much
amused, I gathered, to be dragged out onto the roads in winter. There
was a petty saint of the Mother at my old school”-she sighed in
memory-“I wished I'd had the half of his plain ordinary skill, as well as
his holy sight and touch. As for scholars, Maraya who runs the
Lady-school is about the best we can do, apart from the lord-divine
himself.”
Ingrey was disappointed, but not surprised. But sorcerer or saint
or someone Sighted, he must find, to confirm or deny Lady Ijada's
disturbing assertions. And soon.
“There,” added the dedicat in satisfaction, giving a tug to her last
knot. Ingrey turned a small yelp into a grunt. A snip of scissors told him
this little ordeal was over, and, with difficulty, he straightened up again.
Voices and footsteps sounded at the back door of the shop, and
the Mother's dedicat looked around. The pair of female Temple
servants, one of the lay stewards, Lady Ijada, and Rider Gesca
trooped in. The servants were carrying piles of bedding.
“What's this?” said the dedicat, with a suspicious glance at Lady
Ijada.
“By your leave, Dedicat,” said the steward, “this woman will be
housed here tonight, as there are no sick in your chambers. Her
attendants will sleep in the room with her, and I will sleep outside the
door. This man”-he nodded toward Ingrey's lieutenant-“will post a
night sentry to check from time to time.”
Ingrey glanced around. The place was clean enough, certainly,
but…“Here?”
Lady Ijada favored him with an ironical lift of her eyebrows. “By
your order, I am not to be housed in the town lockup, for which I thank
you. The divine's spare room is reserved for you. The inn is full of your
men, and the temple hall is full of Boleso's retainers. More sleeping their
vigil than standing it, I suppose, though some are drinking it. For some
reason, no goodwife of Reedmere has volunteered to invite me into her
home. So I am fallen back on the goddess's hospitality.” Her smile was
rigid.
“Oh,” said Ingrey after a moment. “I see.”
To people who knew Boleso only as a rumor of a golden prince,
she must appear…well, scarcely a heroine. Not merely a dangerous
murderess in herself, but leaking a taint of treason on any who might be
seen to aid her. And it will get worse the closer we get to Easthome.
With no better solution to offer, Ingrey could only exchange an
awkward nod of good night with her, and let the medical dedicat usher
him to the door.
“Off to sleep with you, now, my lord,” the dedicat went on,
standing on tiptoe to take one last look at her work and recovering her
cheer. “With that knock to the head, you should stay in bed for a day
or two.”
“My duties will not permit, alas.” He gave her a stiff bow, and
went off across the square to fill at least the first half of her prescription.
The divine, finished with praying over Boleso, was waiting up for
him. The man wanted to talk of further ceremonies, and after that, hear
news from the capital. He was anxious for the hallow king's failing
health; Ingrey, himself four days out of touch, elected to be reassuringly
vague. Ingrey judged the Reedmere man an unlordly lord-divine, a
sincere soul-shepherd, backbone of the rural Temple, but neither
learned nor subtle. Not a man in whom to confide Lady Ijada's current
spiritual situation. Or my own. Ingrey turned him firmly to the needs of
tomorrow's travel, made excusing references to his injuries, and
escaped to his bedchamber.
INGREY DREAMED OF WOLVES…
He would have thought black midnight to be the time for the rite,
but his father summoned him to the castle hall in the middle of the
afternoon. A cool shadowless light penetrated from the window slits
that overlooked the gurgling Birchbeck sixty feet below. Good
beeswax candles burned in sconces on the walls, their warm honeyed
flicker mixing with the grayness.
Lord Ingalef kin Wolfcliff appeared calm, if grave with the strain
that had ridden him of late, and he greeted his son with a reassuring nod
and a brief, rare smile. Young Ingrey's throat was tight with nervous
excitement and fear. The Temple sorcerer, Cumril, made known to
Ingrey only the night before, stood at the ready, naked but for a
breechcloth, bare skin daubed about with archaic signs. The sorcerer
had looked old to Ingrey then, but through his dream-eyes he saw that
Cumril had actually been a young man. With the foresight of his
nightmare state, Ingrey searched Cumril's face for some intimation or
mark-did he plot the betrayal to come? Or was he just in over his
head-not in control, unlucky, incompetent? The worry in his shifting
eyes could have betokened either-or, indeed, all.
Then young Ingrey's gaze locked upon the animals, the beautiful,
dangerous animals, and he could scarcely thereafter look away. The
grizzled huntsman who handled them would die of rabies three days
before Ingrey's father.
The young wolf, barely more than a pup, scrabbled away from
its larger comrade in evident fear, claws scratching on the floorboards.
The huntsman took it for cowardly, but later Ingrey would come to
believe it had known of the contagion. Otherwise, it was startlingly
docile, attentive as a well-trained dog. Its fur was dark and wonderfully
dense, its silver-gilt eyes clear, and it responded at once to Ingrey's
arrival, straining toward him and sniffing, staring up in evident adoration.
Ingrey loved it instantly, his hands aching to run through the
pewter-black pelt.
The sorcerer directed Ingrey and his father to strip to the waist
and kneel on the cold floor a few paces apart, facing each other. He
intoned some phrases in the old tongue of the Weald, pronouncing
them carefully with many a side glance at a piece of wrinkled paper
plucked from his belt. The language seemed to hover maddeningly just
on the edge of Ingrey's understanding.
At Cumril's sign, the huntsman dragged the old wolf to Lord
Ingalef's arms. He let go of the young wolf's leash to do so, and the
animal scampered to Ingrey's lap. Ingrey held its soft warmth close, and
it wriggled around to eagerly lick his face. His hands buried themselves
in its fur, petting and stroking; the creature emitted small, happy whines
and tried to wash Ingrey's ear. The rough tongue tickled, and Ingrey
had to choke down a reflexive, unfitting laugh.
Muttering briefly over the blade, the sorcerer delivered the
sacred knife to Lord Ingalef's waiting hand, then stepped back hastily
as the disturbed wolf snapped at him. The beast began to struggle as
Lord Ingalef's grip tightened. The struggle redoubled as he grasped it
by the muzzle and tried to tilt its head back. He lost his hold, the jaw
straps slipped loose, and the animal sank its teeth in his left forearm,
shaking its head and snarling, worrying the flesh. Muffling a curse, he
regained a partial purchase with knees and the weight of his strong
body. The blade flashed, sank into fur and flesh. Red blood spurted.
The snarls died, the jaws loosed, and the furry bundle subsided limply;
then, a moment later, into a more profound stillness.
“Oh,” he said, eyes wide and strange. “It worked. How
very…odd that feels…”
Cumril cast him a worried look; the huntsman hastened to bind
his savaged arm.
“My lord, should you not…?” Cumril began.
Lord Ingalef shook his head sharply and raised his sound hand in
a unsteady Continue! gesture. “It worked! Go on!”
The sorcerer picked up the second blade, gleaming new-forged,
from the cushion on which it rested, and trod forward mumbling again.
He pressed the knife into Ingrey's hand and stepped back once more.
Ingrey's hand closed unhappily on the hilt, and he looked into the
bright eyes of his wolf. I don't want to kill you. You are too
beautiful. I want to keep you. The clean jaws opened, showing fine
white teeth, and Cumril's breath drew in, but the young wolf only lolled
out its pink tongue and licked Ingrey's hand. The cool black nose
nudged his knife-clutching fist, and Ingrey blinked back tears. The wolf
sat up between Ingrey's knees, raised its head, and twisted around to
gaze into its killer's face with perfect trust.
He must not botch this, must not inflict unnecessary torment with
repeated strikes. His hands felt the neck, traced the firm muscles and
the soft ripple of artery and vein. The room was a silvered blur. The
young wolf leaned into him as Ingrey laid the blade close. He drew
back, struck, yanked with all his strength. Felt the flesh part, the hot
blood spurt over his hands, wetting the fur. Felt the body relax in his
arms.
Shouts of alarm: his father's voice, “Something's gone wrong!
Curse you, Cumril, catch him!”
“He's gone all shaking-he's bitten his tongue, my lord-”
A shift of time and space, and his wolf was bound-no, he was
bound-red-silk cords whispered and muttered around him, writhing,
rooting in him like vines. His wolf snapped at them, white teeth closing,
tearing, but the cords regrew with frightening speed. They wrapped his
head, tightening painfully.
Unfamiliar voices invaded his delirium then, irritatingly. His wolf
fled. The memory of his evil dream spattered and ran away like water.
“He can't be asleep; his eyes are half-open, see them gleam?”
“No, don't wake him up! I know what you're supposed to do.
You're supposed to lead them back to bed quietly, or, I don't know,
they go all wild, or something.”
“Then I'm not touching him with that sword in his hand!”
“Well, how else?”
“Get more light, woman. Oh, five gods be thanked, here's his
own man.”
A hesitation; then, “Lord Ingrey? Lord Ingrey!”
Candlelight doubled, doubled again. Ingrey blinked, gasped,
surged to wakefulness. His head ached abominably. He was standing
up. Shock brought him fully alert.
He was standing once more in the temple infirmary, if the room
in back of the apothecary's could be so designated. He wore the
divine's nightshirt half-tucked into his trousers, but his feet were bare on
the board floor. His right hand gripped his naked sword.
“I'm”-he had to stop, swallow, moisten his lips-“I'm awake.”
What am I doing here? How did I get over here?
He'd been sleepwalking, presumably. He had heard of such
things. He'd never done it before. And it had been more than just
blundering about in the dark. He'd partly dressed, found his weapon,
somehow made his way in unobserved silence down a stairway,
through a door-which surely must have been locked, so he must have
turned the key-across the cobbled square, and into this other building.
Where Lady Ijada lies asleep. Five gods, let her go on
sleeping. The door to the bedchamber was closed-now. In sudden
horror, he glanced at his blade, but it was still gleaming and dry. No
dripping gore stained it. Yet.
His guardsman, with a wary glance at his sword, came to him
and took him by his left arm. “Are you all right, my lord?”
“Hurt my head today,” Ingrey mumbled. “The dedicat's
medicines gave me strange dreams. Dizzy. Sorry…”
“Should I…um…take you back to bed, my lord?”
“Yes,” said Ingrey gratefully. “Yes”-the seldom-used phrase
forced itself from his cold lips-“please you.” He was shivering now. It
wasn't wholly from the chill.
He suffered the guardsman to guide him out the door, around the
shop, back across the silent, dark square. Back into the divine's house.
A servant who had slept through Ingrey's exit was awakened by their
return and came out into the hall in sleepy alarm. Ingrey mumbled more
excuses about the dedicat's potions, which served well enough given
the porter's own muzzy state. Ingrey let his guardsman guide him all the
way to his bed and even pull his covers up, sergeantly maternal. The
man retreated in a clanking, board-creaking sort of tiptoe, pulling the
door shut behind him.
He blew out the candle, went back to bed, lay stiffly for a time,
then got up again and felt in the dark in his saddlebags for a length of
rope. He tied a loop tightly around his ankle, played out a length, and
tied another loop around a lower bedpost. Clumsily, he wrapped
himself in his covers again.
His head throbbed, and his strained shoulder pulsed like a knot
of fire under his skin. He tossed, turned, came up short against his
rope. Well, at least it worked. He started to doze in sheer exhaustion,
turned, and came up short again. He wallowed onto his back once
more and lay staring up into the dark, teeth clenched. His eyes felt
coated in sand.
Better than dreaming. He'd had the wolf dream again, for the
first time in months, though it was now only slippery fragments in his
memory. He had more than one reason to fear sleep, it seemed.
How did I get into this position? A week ago, he had been a
happy man, or at least, contented enough. He had a comfortable
chamber in Lord Hetwar's palace, a manservant, horse and clothing
and arms by his lord's grace, a stipend sufficient for his amusements.
The bustle of the hallow king's capital city at his feet. Better, he had an
engagingly irregular but solid rank in the sealmaster's household, and a
reputation as a trusted aide-not quite bravo, not quite clerk, but a man
to be relied upon for unusual tasks discreetly done. As Hetwar's high
courier, he delivered rewards intact, and threats suitably nuanced. He
was not, he thought, proudly honest, as some men; perhaps he'd simply
lost too much already to be tempted by trumpery. Indifference served
him quite as well as integrity, and sometimes served Hetwar even
better. His most pleasurable reward had usually been to have his
curiosity satisfied.
The rope yanked his ankle again. His right hand clenched in the
memory of his sword hilt. Curse that leopard girl! If she'd just lain
down under Boleso like any other self-interested wench, spread her
legs and thought of the jewelry and fine clothing she would undoubtedly
have earned, all this could have been avoided. And Ingrey wouldn't be
lying here with a line of bloody embroidery itching in his hair, half the
muscles in his body twitching in agony, tied to his own bed, waiting for
a leaden dawn.
Wondering if he was still sane.
CHAPTER FOUR
THEY ESCAPED REEDMERE LATER IN THE MORNING THAN Ingrey
had desired, owing to the insistence of the lord-divine in making a
ceremony, with more choirs, out of loading Boleso's coffin aboard its
new carrier. The wagon at least was tolerable-very well made, with
somber draperies disguising its bright paint, if not the distinct smell of
beer lingering about it. The six horses that came with it were grand
tawny beasts, massive of shoulder, haunch, and hoof, with orange and
black ribbons braided in manes and bound-up tails. The bells on their
glossy harness were muffled with black flannel, for which Ingrey, head
still throbbing from yesterday's blow, was grateful. Compared to their
usual load, Ingrey imagined, the team would tow Boleso up hills and
through mire as effortlessly as a child's sled.
Lady Ijada appeared as trim as she had yesterday morning, now
in an even more elegant riding habit of gray-blue trimmed with silver
thread. Clearly, she had slept through the night. Ingrey wavered
between resentful and relieved, as his headache waxed and waned. An
hour into the bright morning, he began to feel about as recovered as he
was likely to get. Almost human. He gritted his teeth at the bitter joke
and rode up and down the column taking stock.
Ijada's new female attendant, one of the middle-aged Temple
servants on loan from Reedmere, rode in the wagon. She was wary of
her ward, much more frigid than the rural wife from Boar's Head who
had known more of Boleso. She seemed even more wary of Ingrey.
He wondered if the woman had told Ijada of his sleepwalking episode.
Boleso's retainers, too, seemed edgier today, as they drew
closer to Easthome and whatever chastisement awaited them for their
failure to keep their banished prince alive. More than one cast glances
of dark resentment at Boleso's victim-and-slayer, and Ingrey resolved
to keep them from both drink and his prisoner until he could turn the
whole lot and their dead leader over to someone, anyone, else. Ingrey
had dispatched a Temple courier last night to Sealmaster Hetwar with
the cortege's projected itinerary. If Hetwar left it to his discretion,
Ingrey decided, Boleso was going to be galloped to his burial in record
time.
Ingrey checked himself; this squealing prey did not seem to
attract or excite him unduly, which was as well. He sat his horse in grim
silence till the pigs had been driven again into the tangled verge. Lady
Ijada, he noted, also sat her horse quietly, waiting, although with a
curious inward expression on her face.
He did not attempt speech with her on the ride. His guards, by
his order, kept close to her while she was mounted, and the servant
woman dutifully dogged her steps during the stops to rest the horses.
But his eye returned to her constantly. All too often he crossed her
grave glance at him: not a frown of fear, more a look of concern. As
though he were her charge. It was most irritating, as though they were
tied to each other by a tugging leash, like a pair of coupled hounds. Not
looking at or speaking with her seemed to consume all his energy and
attention, and left him exhausted.
The town's superior size, however, meant it had not merely a
larger inn, but three of them, and Ingrey had mustered the wit that
morning to instruct his advance scout to bespeak rooms. The middle
hostelry had also proved the cleanest. Ingrey himself escorted Lady
Ijada and her warden up to its second floor, and the bedchamber and
private parlor his man had secured. He inspected the portals. The
windows overlooked the street, were small, and could not be readily
accessed from the ground. The door bars were sound solid oak. Good.
He dug the rooms' keys from his belt pouch and handed them to
Lady Ijada. The woman warden frowned curiously at him, but did not
dare demur.
“Keep your doors locked at all times, tonight,” Ingrey told Lady
Ijada. “And barred.”
Her brows rose a little, and she glanced around the peaceful
chamber. “Is there anything special to fear, here?”
Nothing but what we brought with us. “I walked in my sleep
last night,” he admitted with reluctance. “I was outside your door
before anyone woke me.”
She gave him a slow nod, and another of those looks. He unset
his teeth, and said, “I will be staying at one of the other inns. I know
you gave me your word, but I want you to stay close in here, out of
sight. You'll wish to eat privately. I'll have your dinner brought up.”
She said only, “Thank you, Lord Ingrey.”
With a short return nod, he took himself out.
Ingrey went down to the taproom, lying off a short passage, to
give orders for his prisoner's meal. A couple of Boleso's retainers and
one of Ingrey's men were already there, raising tankards.
“We're housed everywhere, my lord,” said the man. “We've
filled the other inns.”
“Better than bedrolls on the temple floor,” said Ingrey's man.
“Oh, aye,” said the first, and took a long swallow. His burlier
comrade grunted something that might have been agreement.
A commotion and a small shriek outside drew Ingrey to the
taproom's curtained window, which looked out into the street. An open
wagon pulled by a pair of stubby, sweaty horses had drawn up outside
in the dusk, and one of its front wheels had just parted company with
its axle and fallen onto the cobbles, leaving the wagon tilted at a
drunken angle. Its lanterns swayed on their front posts, casting
wavering shadows. A woman's brisk voice said, “Never mind, love,
Bernan will fix it. That's why I-”
“Had me bring my toolbox, yes,” finished a weary male voice
from the back of the wagon. “I'll get to it. Next.”
The manservant hopped out and set some wooden steps beside
the now-sloping driver's box, and he and a woman servant helped a
stout, short, cloaked figure to descend.
Ingrey turned away, thinking only that the late-arriving party
might find rooms hard to come by in Red Dike tonight. The burly
retainer drained his tankard, belched, and asked the tapster for
directions to the privy. He lurched out of the taproom ahead of Ingrey
and turned into the passageway.
The bulky cloaked woman had arrived therein; her maidservant
was bent to the floor behind her, muttering imprecations and blocking
the way. The voluminous cloak was grubby and tattered, and had
clearly seen better days.
The burly retainer vented a curse, and growled, “Out of my way,
you fat sow.”
The woman unhooked the clasp at her throat and let the cloak
fall away; she was dressed in robes of Mother's green, and was not fat,
but very pregnant. If some midwife-dedicat, she would shortly be in
need of her own services, Ingrey thought bemusedly. The woman
reached over her jutting belly to tap her left shoulder, and cleared her
throat portentously. “See this, young man? Or are you too drunk to
focus your eyes?”
“See what?” said the burly retainer, unimpressed by a midwife,
still less if she were some gravid poor woman.
She followed his gaze to her frayed green-clad shoulder, and
pursed her lips in annoyance. “Oh, dratsab. Hergi”-she twisted around
to her maid, now rising to her feet-“they've fallen off again. I hope I
haven't lost them on the road-”
“I have them right here, my lady,” wheezed the harried maid.
“Here, I'll pin them back. Again.”
She came up from the floor with not one but two sets of Temple
school braids clutched in her hands, and, tongue pinched between her
teeth, began to affix them in their proper place of honor. The first loop
was the dark green, straw-yellow, and metallic gold of a
physician-divine of the Mother's Order. The second was the white,
cream, and metallic silver of a sorceress-divine of the Bastard's Order.
The first brought even Boleso's retainer into an attitude of, if not greater
respect, at least less careless contempt; but it was the second that
drained his face of blood.
The retainer scowled. “Those can't be yours!”
The blood had drained from his brain, too, evidently. Those
who are unwilling to admit error are fated to repeat it? Prudently,
Ingrey backed a few paces down the passage; also because it gave him
a better view of the proceedings.
“I do not have time for you,” said the sorceress in aggravation.
“If you insist on behaving as though you were in a sty, a pig you shall
be, until you learn better manners.” She waved a hand in the retainer's
general direction, and Ingrey quelled an impulse to duck. He was
entirely unsurprised when the man fell to all fours and his yelp turned
into a grunt. The sorceress sniffed, gathered up her robes, and stepped
daintily around him. Her head-shaking maid, toting a leather case,
scooped up the cloak in passing. Ingrey bowed the women politely into
the taproom and turned to follow after, ignoring an agonized snuffle
from the floor. His other two men edged around the taproom and
peered worriedly into the passageway.
“Apologies, Learned,” said Ingrey smoothly, “but will your most
salutary lesson last long? I only inquire because the man must be fit to
ride tomorrow.”
The blond woman turned to frown at him, her floating strands of
hair seeming now to be trying to escape in all directions. “Is he yours?”
“Not precisely. But though I am not responsible for his behavior,
I am responsible for his arrival.”
“Oh. Well. I will doubtless restore him before I leave. Else the
delusion will wear off on its own in a few hours. Meanwhile, the
encouragement of others and all that. But I am in the greatest haste.
There was a grand cortege that arrived in Red Dike tonight, of Prince
Boleso who they say was murdered. Have you witnessed it? I seek its
commander.”
Ingrey half bowed again. “You have found him. Ingrey kin
Wolf-cliff at your service and your gods', Learned.”
“She is in my charge.”
“Is she.” The stare sharpened. “Where?”
“She has chambers upstairs in this inn.”
The maidservant huffed in relief; the sorceress cast her a look of
cheery triumph. “Third time is the charm,” murmured the sorceress.
“Did I not say so?”
“This town only has three inns,” the maidservant pointed out.
“Are you,” Ingrey added hopefully, “sent by the Temple to take
her into your hands?” And off mine?
“Not…precisely, no. But I must see her.”
Ingrey hesitated. “What is she to you?” Or you to her?
“An old friend, if she remembers me. I'm Learned Hallana. I
heard of her plight when the news of the prince came to my seminary in
Suttleaf. That is, we heard of Boleso's murder, and who had
supposedly done the deed, and I presumed it for a plight.” Her stare at
Ingrey did not grow less disconcerting. “We were sure the cortege
must come by this road, but I feared I would have to chase after it.”
The seminary of the Mother's Order at Suttleaf, a town some
twenty-five miles to the south of Red Dike, was well-known in the
region for its training of physicians and other healing artisans-the
dedicat who had stitched Ingrey's head last night had likely learned her
craft there. Ingrey might have searched the surrounding three earldoms
for a Temple sorcerer and never thought of looking at Suttleaf. Instead,
she had found him…
Could she sense his wolf? A Temple sorcerer had inflicted it
upon him; later, a Temple divine had helped him learn to bind it. Might
this woman have been sent-by whom or what, Ingrey did not wish to
guess-to help bind Ijada's leopard? Incomprehensible as the
sorceress's presence here was, it seemed not to be a coincidence. The
notion raised all the hackles of his neck and spine. On the whole,
Ingrey thought he would prefer coincidence.
The woman favored him with a brief, approving nod. “Yes,
please, Lord Ingrey.”
He preceded the women into the passageway and indicated the
stairs to the left. In the opposite direction, the be-pigged retainer was
still down on the floor, shoving his head against the door and grunting.
“My lord, what should we do with him?” asked his unnerved
comrade.
Ingrey turned to observe the scene for a moment. “Watch over
him. See he comes to no harm till his lesson passes off.”
The comrade glanced past Ingrey at the retreating sorceress and
swallowed. “Yes, my lord. Um…anything else?”
“You could feed him some bran mash.”
The sorceress, making her way up the stairs with hand to the rail
and her maid close behind, glanced back at this, her lips twitching. She
lumbered on upward, and Ingrey hastened after.
To his satisfaction, he found the door to Lady Ijada's parlor
locked. He rapped upon it.
“Who is there?” came her voice.
“Ingrey.”
A slight pause. “Are you awake?”
He grimaced. “Yes. You have a visitor.”
Puzzled silence for a moment, then the clink of the key in the
lock and the scrape of the bar being withdrawn. The warden drew the
door wide, blinking in astonishment as the sorceress and her maid
swept within. Ingrey followed.
“Ijada?” said the sorceress, sounding taken aback. “My word,
child, how tall you've grown!”
Then Ijada's face was swept by such joy as Ingrey had never yet
seen illuminate it. “Hallana!” she cried, and hurried forward.
The two women fell into each other's arms with feminine shrieks
of recognition and pleasure. At length, Lady Ijada stood back with her
hands upon the shorter woman's shoulders. “How ever did you come
here?”
“The news of your misadventure came to the Mother's seminary
at Suttleaf. I teach there now, you know. And then there were the
dreams, of course.”
“And how came you there-you must tell me everything that has
happened with you since-oh, Lord Ingrey.” Ijada turned to him, her
face glowing. “This is my friend I told you of. She was a medical
missioner at my father's fort on the west marches, and a student in the
Bastard's Order as well, pursuing both her callings-learning the fen
folk's wisdom songs, and treating what of their sicknesses she could, to
draw them to the fort and our divine's Quintarian preachings. When she
was younger, of course. And me-I was the most gangling awkward
child. Hallana, I still don't know why you let me tail around after you all
day long, but I adored you for it.”
“Well, aside from my not being immune to worship-makes me
wonder about the gods, indeed it does-you did make yourself quite
useful. You were not afraid of the marsh, or the woods, or the animals,
or the fen folk, or of getting thoroughly muddy and scratched or of
being scolded for it.”
Ijada laughed. “I still remember how you and that dreadfully
priggish divine used to argue theology over the meal trestles-Learned
Oswin would grow so furious, he would positively stamp out afterward.
I should have worried for his digestion, if I had been older and less
self-absorbed. Poor skinny fellow.”
“Oh, but look at you-here, you must sit down-” Lady Ijada and
the maid Hergi joined forces briefly to find the best chair, pad it with
cushions, and urge Learned Hallana into it. She sank down gratefully,
blowing out her breath with a whoosh, and adjusted her belly in her lap.
The maid scurried to prop her mistress's feet on a stool. Lady Ijada
pulled a chair to the table opposite her friend, and Ingrey retreated to
the window seat, no great distance away in the tiny room, where he
could watch both women. The warden hung back, cautious and
respectful.
“Your double scholarship is a most unusual combination,
Learned,” said Ingrey, nodding to the woman's shoulder braids. Their
pin was working loose again, and they hung precariously on their perch.
“Oh, yes. It came about by accident, if accident it was.” She
shrugged, dislodging the braids; her maid sighed and wordlessly
retrieved and reinstalled them. “I had started out to be a physician, like
my mother and grandmother before me. My apprenticeship was quite
complete, and I had begun to practice at the Temple hospital in
Helmharbor. There I was called to attend upon a dying sorcerer.” She
paused and glanced shrewdly at Ingrey. “What do you know about
how Temple sorcerers are made, Lord Ingrey? Or illicit sorcerers, for
that matter?”
His brows rose. “A person comes into possession of a demon of
disorder, which has somehow escaped from the grip of the Bastard into
the world of matter. The sorcerer takes it into his soul-or hers,” he
added hastily. “And nourishes it there. In return, the demon lends its
powers. The acquisition of a demon makes one a sorcerer much as the
acquisition of a horse makes one a rider, or so I was taught.”
“Very correct.” Hallana nodded approval. “It does not, of
course, necessarily make one a good rider. That must be learned. Well.
What is less well known, is that Temple sorcerers sometimes bequeath
their demons to their Order, to be passed along to the next generation,
with all that they have learned. Since, when a sorcerer dies, if she-or
he-does not bear the demon back to the gods, it will jump away to the
next living thing nearby that may sustain it in the world of matter. It is
not a good thing to lose a powerful demon into a stray dog. Don't
smile, it has happened. But done properly, a trained demon may be
directed into one's chosen successor without ripping one's soul to
pieces in the process.”
“You were ten. All the world is an equal mystery then.” She
shifted in her chair, not without difficulty, evidently seeking a more
comfortable position. “The Bastard's Order in Helmharbor had
groomed this divine, a very scholarly young fellow, to receive his
mentor's powers. All seemed to go as planned. The old sorcerer-my
word, but he was a frail thing by then-breathed his last quite peacefully,
all things considered. His successor held his hand and prayed. And the
stupid demon jumped right over him and into me. No one was
expecting it, least of all that lofty young divine. He was livid. I was
distraught. How could I practice the healing arts when plagued with a
demon of disorder itself? I tried for some time to be rid of it-even made
pilgrimage to a saint reputed to have the Bastard's own power over His
strayed elementals.”
“In Darthaca?” inquired Ingrey.
Her brows rose. “How did you know?”
“Fortunate guess.”
The flare of her nostril expressed her dim opinion of that quip.
“Well, so. We made the rite together. But the god would not take His
demon back!”
“Darthaca,” confirmed Ingrey glumly. “I believe I once met the
same fellow. Remarkably useless.”
Lady Ijada bowed her head, a shadow crossing her face. “Ours
was not a high-walled fort for no cause. Angry, foolish men, an
imprudent ride out to attempt reason at a time when tempers were
running too high…I had seen only the lovely side of the marsh country,
and the kindness of its people. But they were only people after all.”
“What happened to you and your lady mother, after he was
slain?”
“She went back to her own kin-my own kin-in the north of the
Weald. In a year, she married again-another Temple-man, though not a
soldier-her brother made little jokes about that. She did not love my
stepfather in the way she had loved my father, but he was fond and she
was ready to be comfortable. But she died-um.” Ijada stopped,
glanced at Learned Hallana's belly, and bit her lip.
“I am a physician, too,” Hallana reminded her. “Childbed?”
“About four days after. She took a fever.”
The warden, listening in all too much fascination, signed herself in
sympathy, caught Ingrey's eye upon her, and subsided.
“Hm,” said Hallana. “I wonder if-no, never mind. All too late.
And your-?”
“Little brother. He lived. My stepfather dotes on him. But he
was the reason my stepfather remarried so very quickly.”
It was the first Ingrey had heard Lady Ijada had living siblings. I
hadn't thought to ask.
“And so you found yourself living with…no one you'd ever
planned to,” Learned Hallana mused. “And vice versa. Was your
stepfamily comfortable?”
“And she's, ah, how many years older than you?”
A dry smile fleeted across Ijada's face. “Three.”
Hallana snorted. “And so when your chance came to go, she
bade you farewell with right goodwill?”
“Well, it was goodwill. My Badgerbank uncle's wife actually
found me the position with Princess Fara. She thought my stepfamily
dreadfully common, and that I should be raised up out of it before
yeomanry became a habit with me.”
Hallana's snort was more caustic, this time. The very learned
divine, Ingrey realized, had not introduced herself as kin anyone.
“But Hallana,” Ijada continued, “physician or not, I do not
understand how you may safely bear a demon and a baby at once. I
thought demons were terribly dangerous, in that state.”
“They are.” Learned Hallana grimaced. “Disorder flows naturally
from demons; it is the very spring of their power in matter. The creation
of a child, wherein matter grows an entirely new soul, is the highest and
most complex form of ordering known, apart from the gods
themselves. Given all that can go wrong with the process without a
demon, keeping the two apart becomes rather urgent. And difficult.
The difficulty is why some divines discourage female sorcerers from
becoming mothers, or women from seeking that power until they are
grown old. Well, and some of them are just self-satisfied fools, but
that's another subject. It's all very well, you know, but I saw no reason
to stop my life for other people's theories. My risks are no greater-or
different-than any other woman's, if my skills match them. Oh, apart
from the danger of the demon entering the baby during the distractions
of birth. Ordinary infants are demonic enough! The secret of safety
turns out to be to, ah…how shall I put it. Shed excess disorder. By
cascading small amounts of chaos continually, I keep my demon
passive, and my baby safe.” A fond maternal smile lit her eyes. “Alas,
it's a trifle hard on everyone around me for those months. I have a little
hermitage on the edge of the seminary grounds that I move into.”
“Not at all. My dear husband brings the two older children to
visit me every day. And some evenings without the children, too. I
catch up on my reading and my studies-it makes the most wonderful
retreat imaginable. I should be quite too inclined to repeat it, but I
imagine a dozen babies would be a mistake, and anyway, I think my
husband would draw the line well before then.”
The maid Hergi, who had made herself small and quiet near her
mistress's feet, giggled in a remarkably unservile fashion.
“It is not, you know, different in kind from the sort of thoughtful
self-discipline any Temple sorcerer must keep. To use disorder alone,
never trying to reverse the flow of its nature, but in good cause…calm,
careful, never yielding to the temptation of shortcuts. That was the
salvation of my calling-when a certain brilliant logician pointed out that
surgery destroys to heal. And I saw how to correctly use the powers
that had been granted me in the direction my heart desired. I was so
overjoyed, I married him.”
Ijada laughed. “I am so happy for you! You deserve all good
things.”
“Ah, what we may deserve, well, the Father alone knows that, in
the balance of His justice.” The sorceress's face grew solemn again.
“So tell me, love, what truly happened out in that cold castle?”
CHAPTER FIVE
IJADA'S LAUGHTER WAS ABRUPTLY EXTINGUISHED. INGREY
QUIETLY rose and sent the warden out for the meal that he had been
diverted from ordering, increasing the servings. This also removed her
interested ear from the proceedings. She looked disappointed, but
dared not disobey.
He was alert for discrepancies, but the tale Ijada told Learned
Hallana was much the same as what she had-finally-told Ingrey, though
this time all in order with nothing left out. Except that she revealed much
more to Hallana of her suffocating fears. Hallana's expression grew so
intent as to be stony during Ijada's account of her leopard dreams.
Ijada brought her story up to her nearly disastrous fall at the ford,
yesterday, and hesitated, glancing across at Ingrey. “I think the next
part should be Lord Ingrey's to tell.”
Ingrey jerked in his seat, flushing. For an instant it almost
seemed like the red fog returning, and his hand spasmed on the edge of
the sill on which he sat. He became uncomfortably aware that he had
grown careless again, on some dim assumption that the sorceress could
protect both herself and Ijada. But sorcerers were not proof against
steel, not once it closed on them. He'd allowed himself to be alone with
the women while still armed. And now his direst secrets were
challenged…
He blurted, “I tried to drown her. I've tried three other times to
kill her, that I know of. I swear it is not my desire. She thinks it is some
spell or geas.”
The sorceress pursed her lips and vented a long, thoughtful
stream of breath. Then she sat back and closed her eyes, her face
growing very still. When she opened them again, her expression was
enigmatic.
“No sorcerer has currently bespelled you. You bear no
sustaining link-no spirit-threads wind to or from you. No elemental
from the fifth god lies within your soul. But something else does. It
seems very dark.”
He looked away. “I know. It is my wolf.”
“If that's a wolf's soul, I'm the queen of Darthaca.”
“It always was a strange wolf. But it is bound!”
“I don't know if I am…safe.”
Her brows twitched up; she looked him over, and he grew
acutely conscious of his road stains and brigand's beard stubble. “I
think I shall not argue with that. Ijada, what do you see in him?”
“I don't see anything,” she replied unhappily. “It is as though the
leopard smells him, and I overhear…oversmell? Howsoever, I am lent
these unfamiliar sensations. There's the dark wolf-thing you see-at least,
it smells dark, like old leaf mold and campfire ashes and forest
shadows-and a third thing. Whispering around him like a rumor. It has
a most strange perfume. Acrid.”
Hallana tilted her head back and forth. “I see his soul, with my
soul's eye. I see the dark thing. I do not see or hear the third thing. It is
not of the Bastard in any way, not lent from the world of spirit that the
gods rule. Yet-his soul has strange convolutions. A clear glass that one
cannot see with the eyes, one might still touch with the fingers. I must
risk a deeper touch.”
“Don't!” said Ingrey, panicked.
“Lady, ought you…?” murmured the maid, her face crimped
with alarm. “Now?”
Hallana's lips moved on what might have been, Dratsab,
dratsab, dratsab. “Let us think.”
A knock sounded at the door; the warden had returned, flanked
by some inn servants with trays and the man Hallana had called Bernan,
who lugged a large chest. He was a wiry, middle-aged fellow with an
alert eye; his green-leather jerkin was spattered with old burn spots,
like a smith's. He inhaled with deep appreciation as the trays were
borne past him. The delectable odors of vinegared beef and onions
seeping from under the crockery covers forcibly reminded Ingrey that
he was both ravenous and exhausted.
Hallana brightened. “Better still, let us eat, then think.”
The inn servants set the table in the little parlor, but after that the
sorceress sent them away, saying she preferred to be served by her
own folk. She whispered aside to Ingrey, “Actually, I make such a
mess, just now, I don't dare eat in public.” Ingrey, warily circumspect,
sent the warden downstairs to eat in the common room and tarry there
until called for. She cast a curious look back as she reluctantly
withdrew.
Hergi whipped a napkin the size of a tablecloth around her
mistress and helped her to her food, deftly catching tilting glasses,
skidding jugs, and sliding stew, often before they spilled, but sometimes
not. “Drink up your wine,” the sorceress recommended. “It will go sour
in half an hour. I should take myself off before the innkeeper discovers
the trouble with his beer. Well, his store of fleas, lice, and bedbugs will
not survive me, either, so I hope it is a fair exchange. If I linger, I may
have to start in on the mice, poor things.”
Lady Ijada seemed as famished as Ingrey, and the conversation
waned for a time. Hallana reopened it with a blunt inquiry of the origin
of Ingrey's wolf-affliction. His stomach knotted despite his hunger, but
he mumbled through an explanation rather fuller than he had yet
confided to Ijada, as well as he could remember the confusing old
events. Both women listened raptly. Ingrey was uneasily aware that
Bernan, who had taken his plate to a seat on his wooden chest, and
Hergi, who snitched bites standing between mopping up after her
mistress, were listening, too. But a Temple sorceress's servants must
surely be among the most discreet.
“Had your father had a previous interest in the animal magic of
our Old Wealding forebears?” Hallana inquired, when he had finished
describing the rite.
“Why attempt such a thing then?” said Ijada.
Ingrey shrugged. “All who knew died or fled. There were none
left to tell by the time I recovered enough to ask.” His mind shrank
from the fragmented memories of those dark, bewildered weeks. Some
things were better forgotten.
Hallana chewed, swallowed, and asked, “How came you to
learn to bind your wolf?”
Things like that, for example. Ingrey rubbed his tense neck,
without relief. “Audar's ancient law, that those defiled by animal ghosts
should be burned alive, had not been carried out within living memory
at Birchbeck. Our local divine, who had known me all my life, was
anxious that it not be invoked. As it turned out, the Temple inquirer sent
to examine the case ruled that since the crime was not of my making,
but imposed upon me by persons whose authority I was bound to
obey, it would be tantamount to cutting off a man's hand for being
robbed. So I was formally pardoned, my life spared.”
Ijada looked up with keen attention at the news of this
precedent, her lips parting as if to speak, but then just shook her head.
Ingrey gave her an acknowledging nod, and continued, “Still I
could not be left to wander freely. Sometimes I was lucid, you see, but
sometimes…I could not well remember the other times. So our divine
set about trying to cure me.”
“How?” asked the sorceress.
“Prayer first, of course. Then rituals, what old ones he could
find. Some I think he made up new out of bits. None worked. Then he
tried exhortations, lectures and sermons, he and his acolytes taking
turns for days together. That was the most wearisome part. Then we
tried to drive it out by force.”
“We?” Hallana cocked an eyebrow.
“It was not…not done against my will. I was desperate by
then.”
“We tried everything we could think of that wouldn't outright
cripple me. Starvation, beatings, fire and threats of fire, water. It did
not drive out the wolf, but at least I learned to gain ascendance, and my
periods of confusion grew shorter.”
“Under those conditions, I should imagine you learned rather
quickly.”
He glanced up defensively at her dry tone. “It was clearly
working. Anyway, better to be shoved under the Birchbeck till my
lungs burst than listen to more sermons all day and night. Our divine
held everyone steadfast through the task, though it was hard. It was the
last thing he could do for my father, whom he felt he had failed.”
Ingrey took a swallow of wine. “After some months, I was
pronounced well enough to be let out. Castle Birchgrove had been
settled on my uncle by then. I was sent on pilgrimage, in hopes of
finding some more permanent cure. I was glad enough to go; though as
hope failed, and I grew to man size and shed my keepers, my search
turned into mere wanderings. When I ran out of money, I'd take what
odd tasks came to hand.” Anything had seemed better than turning his
steps toward home. And then…one day, it hadn't, anymore.
“I met Lord Hetwar when he was on an embassy to the king of
Darthaca.” His desperate contrivances to win access to the sealmaster,
he didn't think worth recounting. “He was curious how a Wealding
kinsman should be serving strangers so far from home, so I told him my
tale. He was not daunted by my wolf and gave me a place in his guard
that I might work my way back to my own country. I made myself
useful during some incidents on the road, and he was pleased to make
my place permanent. I rose in his household thereafter.” Ingrey's mouth
firmed in tight pride. “By my merits.”
He applied himself to his spiced meat, sopping up the last of its
gingery gravy with the inn's good bread. Ijada had stopped eating a
little while ago and sat solemn with thought, running her finger around
the rim of her empty wine beaker. When she looked up and caught his
eye, she managed a wan smile. Hallana waved away her maid's attempt
to feed her a second apple tart, and Hergi rolled up the stained napkin
and bundled it away.
“Yes,” he admitted reluctantly.
“Do you have any idea who laid this bridle on you?”
“No. It's hard to think about it. It almost bothers me more that I
cannot feel it, between fits. I begin to mistrust everything in my mind.
As if straining to see the insides of my own eyeballs.” He hesitated,
marshaled his nerve. “Can you take it off me, Learned?”
She huffed uncertainly, while the manservant, behind her, made
an urgent negative gesture to Ingrey, and Hergi squeaked protest.
“The one thing I might safely do right now,” said Hallana, “is add
to the disorder in your spirit. Whether this would break or disrupt the
hold of this strange thing Ijada smells upon you, I do not know. I dare
attempt nothing more complex. If I were not pregnant, I might try-well,
never mind. Yes, yes, I see you, Bernan, please refrain from bursting,”
she added to the agitated manservant. “If I do not vent disorder into
Lord Ingrey, here, I shall just have to kill some mice, and I like mice.”
Ingrey rubbed his tired face. “I am willing to have you try,
but…fetter me, first.”
Her brows climbed. “You think it necessary?”
“Prudent.”
The sorceress's servants, at least, seemed greatly in favor of
prudence in any form. While Ingrey laid his sword and belt knife against
the wall by the door, Bernan opened what proved to be a well-stocked
toolbox and rummaged within, producing a couple of lengths of sturdy
chain. In consultation with Ingrey, he fitted loops tightly around Ingrey's
booted ankles, and secured them with an iron staple and hasp. Ingrey
crossed his hands at the wrists and suffered a similar arrangement there,
then tested both bindings, twisting and straining. They seemed solid
enough. Then he sat on the floor with his back to the window seat and
had Bernan bolt the wrist chains to the ankle chains. He felt an utter
fool, sitting crouched with his knees up halfway to his ears. His
audience looked extremely bemused, but no one demurred.
The sense of heat flowing from her touch was pleasant for the
first few seconds, and he leaned into her hand. But then it grew
uncomfortably warm. A disturbing haze clouded his vision. Abruptly,
the heat was roaring like a smithy's furnace across his mind, and he was
seeing double. The second image parted from the first: twisted, altered.
The room was still present to his physical senses. But equally
present was another place. In it…
In it, he was standing nude. Above his heart, his pale flesh
puckered, then swelled. The skin burst. From it, a vine, no, a vein,
sprouted, and began to wind and twist around him, climbing. He felt a
second hot bulge burst on his forehead, and saw the vine-vein wind
down from it, blurred by its proximity. Another from his navel, another
from his genitals. Their moving tips muttered and dripped blood. His
tongue, too, was transformed, pushing out from his mouth, forming into
a pulsing tube.
In the material room, his body began to writhe and yank against
his chains. Harder. His eyes half rolled back, but still he could see the
Learned Hallana leaning near-she scrambled back as he opened his
mouth to howl. But between her two glowing hands, held apart, violet
fire still roared, spiraling into his horribly transformed mouth.
The long tentacle growing from his tongue flapped and jerked in
agony, its unintelligible whisper speeding into a hiss, yet seemed to
devour the heat. The other four, mirroring its excitement, continued to
mutter and thicken, splashing him with blood. The hot metallic smell and
slippery feel of it drove him to distraction. His real body bucked and
arched with near bone-cracking force, straining against his chains. His
hair rippled, and his genitals engorged and stiffened. He fell sideways,
convulsed, began to try to roll and rock himself across the room
toward the wall where his sheathed sword leaned.
Its fur was a silken ripple over moving muscle, its claws carved
ivory; its brilliant amber eyes flashed with golden lights. It fell upon the
writhing veins for all the world like a kitten upon a mess of cords, paws
patting, then clawing, then pulling the hissing things toward it to bite at
them with its great teeth. The veins lashed like whips of acid, leaving
black burns across the elegant, spotted coat, and the leopardess
snarled, a rich sound that shook the air, that shook Ingrey to his heart.
From somewhere deep inside him, an answering growl arose.
His jaw began to lengthen…
No. No! I deny you, wolf-within! He bit down, clenched his
teeth. Fought wolf, fought tentacles, fought his body, fought his mind,
rocked nearer to his sword. Fight. Kill…something…everything…
The tortured chain twisted, an iron link snapping like a stick. His
wrists and ankles were still bound, but freed from each other. His body
straightened, and then he could writhe and roll, arch and turn. His
sword was very close. Panicked feet trampled about him.
His real hands were as slippery with real blood as his second
body now was with the strange red spew that flowed out of himself,
onto himself. To his utter horror, he began to feel the links slip from his
bleeding wrists, over his yanking hands. If he freed his right hand,
reached his sword…surely none would leave this room alive. Perhaps
not even himself.
He would take the yammering manservant's head first, with a
single stroke. Then turn upon the screaming women. Ijada was already
on her knees like an executioner's victim, strands of loosened hair
falling forward veiling her face. The whipping sword edge, the pregnant
one…his mind shied, denied.
His jaw lengthened, his teeth grew into sharp white knives. He
began to bite and rip at the veins, snarling and shaking his head as a
wolf shakes a rabbit to break its back. The hot blood spurted in his
mouth, and he felt the pain of his own bites. He gripped, ripped. Pulled
the things out of his body by their gory roots. Then it was no longer
inside him, but in front of him, wriggling like some malevolent sea
creature brought to the lethal air. He kicked at it with naked, clawed
feet. The leopardess pounced, batted, rolled the shrieking red thing
across the floor. It was, briefly, alive. Dying.
Then it was gone.
The second vision vanished, or rejoined the first, melting one into
another, the leopardess into Ijada, his wolf-jaw-where?
His body sagged. He was lying on his back near the door,
ankles still bound, bloody hands free. Bernan was standing over him,
his face pale as parchment, a short iron crowbar gripped in his shaking
hands.
A little silence fell.
“Well,” said Hallana's bright, strained voice. “Let us not do that
again…”
A rumble of footsteps sounded from the corridor outside the
chamber. An urgent thumping on the door: Ingrey's soldier called in
alarm, “Hello? Is everyone all right in there? Lord Ingrey?”
The warden's frightened voice: “Was that really him, screaming
like that? Oh, hurry, break it down!”
A third man: “If you break my door, you'll pay for it! Hey in
there! Open up!”
Hallana was standing with feet braced, breathing rapidly, staring
at him with very wide eyes. “Yes,” she called out. “Lord
Ingrey…tripped and upset the table. It's a bit of a mess in here just
now. We'll see to it. Don't concern yourselves.”
“You don't sound all right.”
Ingrey swallowed, cleared his raw throat, adjusted his voice. “I'll
come down to the taproom in a while. The divine's servants will deal
with the…with the…mess. Go away.”
“We will take care of his injuries,” added Hallana.
A baffled silence, a mumble of argument: then the footsteps
retreated.
A sigh seemed to go through everyone in the room but Bernan,
who still brandished his crowbar. Ingrey lay back limply on the
floorboards, feeling as though his bones were turned to porridge. He
was sick to his stomach. After a moment, he raised his hands. The
chains dangled heavily from his left wrist; his right, lubricated with
blood, was free. He stared at it, barely comprehending the torn skin
and throbbing pain. By the unpleasant trickle in his hair, his furious
thumping around had ripped apart some of his new stitches, as well.
At this rate, I'm going to be dead before I ever get to
Easthome, whether Lady Ijada survives me or not.
Ijada…He twisted around in feverish concern. Bernan made a
warning noise and raised his crowbar higher. Ijada was still on her
knees a pace or two away, her face very pale, her eyes huge and dark.
“No, Bernan!” she said. “He's all right now. It's gone.”
“I have seen a man afflicted with the falling sickness,” said
Hallana in a distant tone. “This most assuredly wasn't that.” She
ventured near Ingrey again and walked around him, peering down
searchingly over her belly.
Hallana's head came round. “What did you just experience?”
“I fell to my knees-I was still on my knees, in this room, but at
the same time, I was suddenly in the leopard's body. The leopard's
spirit body-I did not mistake it for flesh. But oh, it was strong!
Glorious. My senses were terribly acute. I could see! But I was
mute-no, beyond mute. Wordless. We were in some bigger space, or
other space-it was as big as it needed to be, anyway. You”-her gaze
swung to Ingrey-“were in the place before me. Your body was
sprouting scarlet horrors. They seemed to be of you, yet attacking you.
I pounced on them and tried to bite them off you. They burned my
jaws. Then you started to turn into a wolf, or a man-wolf, some strange
hybrid-it was as if your body couldn't make up its mind. You grew a
wolf's head, at least, and started tearing at the red horrors, too.” She
looked at him sideways, in a fresh fascination.
Ingrey wondered, but dared not ask, if she'd hallucinated a
loincloth for him as well. The wild arousal of his frenzied state was only
now passing off, damped by confusion and pain.
“When we had ripped the burning, clutching things all out of you,
they could be seen to be not many, but all one thing. For a moment it
looked like a ball of mating snakes, raked from under a ledge in the
springtime. Then it went silent and vanished, and I was back here. In
this body.” She held up one long-fingered hand before her eyes as if
still expecting to see pads and claws. “If that was anything like what the
Old Weald warriors experienced…I think I begin to see why they
desired this. Except not the part about the bleeding things. Yet even
that…we won.” The pulsing dilation of her eyes was not just fear,
Ingrey thought, but also a vast, astonished exhilaration. She added to
Hallana, “Did you see my leopard? The bleeding things, the wolf's
head?”
Ingrey started to shake his head, discovered that his brain felt as
though it had come loose, and mumbled, “No!”
“I'm not sure,” said Ijada. “The leopard took me there-I didn't
go myself. And it wasn't exactly a there. We were still here.”
Hallana's expression grew, if possible, more intent. “Did you
sense any of the gods' presences, in that space?”
“No,” said Ijada. “None. There was a time I might not have
known for sure, but after the leopard dream…no. I would have known,
if He were back.” Despite her distress, a smile softened her lips. The
smile was not for him, Ingrey knew. It still made him want to crawl
toward her. Now, that was madness by any measure.
Hallana stretched her shoulders, which had alarming effects
given her current girth, and grimaced. “Bernan, help Lord Ingrey up.
Take off those bolts.”
“Are you sure, Learned?” the manservant said doubtfully. His
eyes flicked toward Ingrey's sword, now lying in the room's corner; he
had apparently kicked it out of Ingrey's rolling reach during his
scramble to get into striking position with his crowbar.
“Lord Ingrey? What is your opinion? You were certainly correct
before.”
“I don't think…I can move.” The oak floor was hard and chilly,
but by the swimming of Ingrey's head, horizontal seemed vastly
preferable to vertical.
He was forced to the vertical despite himself, dragged up and
placed in the divine's vacated chair by the two servants. Bernan tapped
off the bolts with a hammer and Hergi, clucking, collected a basin of
fresh water, soap, towels, and the leather case of what proved to be
medical instruments and supplies that she had brought in with her. She
tended expertly to Ingrey's injuries, new and old, under the divine's eye,
and it occurred to Ingrey belatedly that of course the sorceress would
travel with her own midwife-dedicat, in her present state. He wondered
if Hergi was married to the smith, if that was Bernan's real calling.
“In that place you found yourselves,” Hallana began again.
“It wasn't real,” mumbled Ingrey.
“Mm, well, yes. But while you were in that, um, state, what did
you perceive of me, if anything?”
“Colored fire flowed from your hands. Into my mouth. It drove
the vein growing there into a frenzy, which it passed on to the others.
Its other parts, I suppose. It was as though your fire flushed them from
their hiding places.” He ran his tongue around his mouth now, to
reassure himself that the hideous distortion was truly gone. More
disturbingly, he found his face was slimed with spittle. He started to
wipe away the sticky foam with the bandage on his left wrist, but his
hand was intercepted by Hergi, protecting her work. She gave him a
disapproving headshake and wrung out a wet cloth instead. Ingrey
swabbed and tried not to think about his father.
“The tongue is the Bastard's own sign and signifier upon our
bodies,” Hallana mused.
“That ought to mean something. I wonder what? I wonder if
there are any manuscripts of Old Weald lore that would illuminate this
puzzle? When I get back to Suttleaf, I will search our library, but I'm
afraid we've mostly medical tracts. The Darthacan Quintarians who
conquered us were more interested in destroying the old ways than in
chronicling them. It was as if they wished to put the old forest powers
out of reach of everyone, even themselves. I'm not sure they were
wrong.”
“When I was in the leopard-when I was the leopard,” said
Ijada, “I saw the phantasmal images, too. But then it was all shut away
from me again.” A faint regret tinged her tone.
“I, on the other hand”-the sorceress's fingers drummed on the
closest level surface, which happened to be the top of her
stomach-“saw nothing. Except for Lord Ingrey ripping his way out of
iron chains that should have held a horse, that is. If that was typical of
the strength their spirit animals lent the old warriors, it's no wonder they
were prized.”
If the old warriors had hurt like this afterward, Ingrey wasn't so
sure their ghost animals would have been as prized as all that. If the
forest kin had carried on as he just had…he wanted to ask about the
noises he'd made, but was too mortified.
“If there was anything to see, I should have seen it,” Hallana
went on in increasing exasperation. She plunked down on a spare
chair. “Dratsab, dratsab. Let us think.” After a moment, she narrowed
her eyes at Ingrey. “You say the thing is gone. If we cannot say what it
was-can you at least now remember who put it on you?”
Ingrey leaned forward, rubbing his scratchy eyes. He suspected
they were glaringly bloodshot. “I'd better have these boots off.” At
Hallana's gesture, Bernan knelt and assisted; Ingrey's ankles were
indeed swelling and discolored. He stared down at them for a moment
more.
Hallana sucked on her lower lip. “Think harder. A compulsion to
kill your prisoner was more likely laid on you between the time the
news came of Boleso's death and the time you left Easthome for Boar's
Head. Before then, there was no reason, and after, no time. Whom did
you see in that time?”
Put like that, it was even more disturbing. “Not very many men.
I was called to Lord Hetwar's chambers in the evening. The courier
was still there. Hetwar, Hetwar's secretary of the chamber, Prince
Rigild the king's seneschal, Earl Badgerbank, Wencel kin Horseriver,
Lord Alca kin Otterbine, the kin Boarford brothers…We spoke but
briefly, as Lord Hetwar gave me the news and my instructions.”
“Which were?”
“Retrieve Boleso's body, transport his killer…” Ingrey hesitated.
“Make his death discreet.”
“What did that mean?” asked Ijada, sounding genuinely puzzled.
“Make all evidence of Boleso's indiscretions vanish.” Including
his principal victim?
“What? But aren't you an officer of the king's justice?” she said
indignantly.
“Strictly speaking, I serve Sealmaster Hetwar.” He added after
a cautious moment, “It is Sealmaster Hetwar's steadfast purpose to
serve the closest needs of the Weald and its royal house.”
Ijada fell silent, dismayed, her brows drawing down.
The Temple sorceress tapped her lips with one finger. She, at
least, did not look shocked. But when she spoke again, her swift
thoughts had plainly darted down yet another road. “Nothing of spirit
can exist in the world of matter without a being of matter to support it.
Spells are sustained by sorcerers through their demons, which are
necessary but not sufficient; the demon's sustenance must come from
the sorcerer's body, ultimately. But your spell was being sustained by
you. I suspect…hm. To use your word, Ijada, a parasite magic? The
spell was somehow induced in you, and your life maintained it
thereafter. If this strange sorcery has any resemblance to my own, it
flows most readily, like water, downhill. It does not create, but steals its
capabilities from its host.”
Wasn't it?
“But…” Ijada's lovely lips thinned with thought. “Sealmaster
Hetwar must have a hundred swordsmen, soldiers, bravos. A half
dozen of his guardsmen rode out with you. The…the person,
whoever-might have laid the geas on any of them just as well. Why
should the only man in Easthome who is known to bear an animal spirit
be sent to me?”
A flash of expression-insight, satisfaction?-flew across Learned
Hallana's face and vanished. But she did not speak, only sat back more
intently, presumably because leaning forward more intently was not
feasible. “Is it widely known, your spiritual affliction?” she asked.
Ingrey shrugged. “It is general gossip, yes. Variously garbled.
My reputation is useful to Hetwar. I'm not someone most men want to
cross.” Or have around them for very long, or invite to their
tables, or, above all, introduce to their female kin. But I'm well
accustomed to that, by now.
Ijada's eyes widened. “You were chosen because your wolf
could be blamed! Hetwar chose you. Therefore, he must be the source
of the geas!”
Two extremely unpleasant realizations crept over Ingrey. One
was that he was still bearing Lady Ijada toward her potential death.
Her drowning in the river yesterday could have been no worse than
some later poisoning or strangling in her cell, and a hundred times more
merciful than the horrors of a dubious trial and subsequent hanging.
And the other was that an enemy of great and secret power was
going to be seriously upset when they both arrived at Easthome alive.
CHAPTER SIX
INGREY WOKE FEVERISH FROM DIMLY REMEMBERED NIGHTMARES.
He blinked in the level light coming through the dormer window in the
tiny, but private, chamber high up in the eaves of his inn. Dawn. Time to
move.
Movement unleashed pain in every strained and sprained muscle
he possessed, which seemed to be most of them, and he hastily
abandoned his attempt to sit up. But lying back did not bring relief. He
gingerly turned his head, his neck on fire, and eyed the trap of crockery
he'd set on the floor by his door. The teetering pile appeared
undisturbed. Good sign.
The wraps on his wrists and right hand were holding, although
stained with brown blood. He stretched and clenched his fingers. So.
Last evening had been no dream, for all its hallucinatory terrors. His
stomach tightened in anxiety-painfully-as the memories mounted.
Hinges squeaked; a clatter of crockery was overridden by Rider
Gesca's startled swearing. Ingrey squinted at the door. Gesca,
grimacing in bewilderment, picked his way across the dislodged barrier
of tumbling beakers and plates. The lieutenant was dressed for the road
in boots and leathers and Hetwar's slate-blue tabard, and tidied for the
solemnity of the duty: drab blond hair combed, amiable face
new-shaved. He stared down at Ingrey in dismay. “My lord?”
“Ah. Gesca.” When the noise of rolling saucers died away,
Ingrey managed, “How is pig-boy this morning?”
Gesca shook his head, seeming caught between wariness and
exasperation. “His delusions passed off about midnight. We put him to
bed.”
“See that he does not approach or annoy Learned Hallana
again.”
“I don't think that will be a problem.” Gesca's worried eyes
summed the bruises and bandages. “Lord Ingrey-what happened to
you last night?”
Ingrey hesitated. “What do they say happened?”
“They say you were locked in with that sorceress for a couple of
hours when suddenly a racket rose from the room-howling, and
thumping to bring down the plaster from the ceiling below, and yelling.
Sounded like someone being murdered.”
“The sorceress and her servants went out later as though nothing
had happened, and you left limping, not talking to anyone.”
Ingrey reviewed the excuses Hallana had called through the
door, as well as he could remember them. “Yes. I was carrying
a…ham, and a carving knife, and I tripped over a chair.” No, she
hadn't said a chair. “Upended the table. Cut my hand going down.”
Gesca's face screwed up, as he no doubt tried to picture how
this event could result in Ingrey's peculiar array of bandages and
bruises. “We're almost ready to load up, out there. The Red Dike
divine is waiting to bless Prince Boleso's coffin. Are you going to be
able to ride? After your accident.” He added after a reflective moment,
“Accidents.”
Do I look that bad? “Did you deliver my message for Lord
Hetwar to the Temple courier?”
“Yes. She rode out at first light.”
“Then…tell the men to stand down. I expect instructions. Better
wait. We'll take a day to rest the horses.”
Gesca gestured assent, but his stare plainly questioned why
Ingrey had driven both men and animals to their limits for two long days
only to spend the time so gained idling here. He picked up the
crockery, set it on the washstand, gave Ingrey another bemused look,
and made his way out.
Ingrey had scrawled his latest note to Lord Hetwar immediately
upon their arrival last night, reporting the cortege in Red Dike and
pressing for relief of his command, feigning inability to supply adequate
ceremony. The note had contained, therefore, no word of the Temple
sorceress or hint of the later events in that upstairs room. He hadn't
mentioned the incident of the river, or, indeed, any remark upon his
prisoner at all. Uneasy awareness of his duty to report the truth to the
sealmaster warred now with fear, in his heart. Fear and rage. Who
placed that grotesque geas in me, and how? Why was I made a
witless tool?
His own anger frightened him even as his fear stoked his fury,
tightening his throat and making his temples throb. He lay back, trying
to remember the hard-won self-disciplines that had stilled him under the
earnest holy tortures at Birchgrove. Slowly, he willed his screaming
muscles to resistless quiet again.
His wolf had been released last night. He had unchained it. Was
it leashed again this morning? And if not…what then? For all the aches
in his body, his mind felt no different from any other morning of his adult
life. So was his frozen hesitation here in Red Dike just old habit, or was
it good sense? Simple prudence, to refuse to advance one step farther
toward Easthome in his present lethal ignorance? His physical injuries
made a plausible blind to hide behind. But were they a hunter's screen
or just a coward's refuge? His caged thoughts circled.
Another tap at the door broke the tensing upward spiral of his
disquiet, and a sharp female voice inquired, “Lord Ingrey? I need to
see you.”
“Mistress Hergi. Come in.” Belatedly, Ingrey grew conscious of
his shirtless state. But she was presumably an experienced dedicat of
the Mother's order, and no blushing maiden. Still, it would be courteous
to at least sit up. It would.
“Hm.” Her lips thinned as she stepped to the bedside and
regarded him, a coolly capable glint in her eye. “Rider Gesca did not
exaggerate. Well, there is no help for it; you must get up. Learned
Madam wishes to see your prisoner before she leaves, and I would
have her on the road home at the earliest moment. We had enough
trouble getting here; I dread the return trip. Come, now. Oh, dear. Let
me see, better start with…”
She plunked her leather case down on the washstand and
rummaged within, withdrawing a square blue glass bottle and pulling out
the cork stopper. She poured a sinister syrup into a spoon, and as
Ingrey creaked up on one elbow to ask, “What is it?” popped it into his
mouth. The liquid tasted utterly vile. He swallowed, afraid to spit it out
under her steely gaze.
Ingrey swallowed medicine and a surge of bile. “It's revolting.”
“Eh, you'll change your mind about it soon enough, I warrant.
Here. Let's see how my work is holding up.”
Efficiently, she unbound his wrappings, applied new ointment
and fresh bandages, daubed the stitches in his hair with something that
stung, combed out the tangles, washed his torso, and shaved him,
batting his hands away as he tried to protest his own competence to
dress himself. “Don't you be getting my new wraps wet, now, my lord.
And stop fighting me. I'll have no delays out of you.”
He hadn't been dressed like this by a woman since he was six,
but his pain was fading most deliciously away, to be replaced by a
floating lassitude. He stopped fighting her. The intensity of her
concentration, he realized dimly, had nothing to do with him.
“Is Learned Hallana all right? After last night?” he asked
cautiously.
“Baby's shifted position. Could be a day, could be a week, but
there are twenty-five miles of bad roads between here and Suttleaf, and
I wish I had her home safe now. Now, you mind me, Lord Ingrey;
don't you dare do anything to detain her. Whatever she wants from
you, give it to her without argument, if you please.” She sniffed rather
fiercely.
“Yes, Mistress,” Ingrey answered humbly. He added after a
blinking moment, “Your potion seems very effective. Can I keep the
bottle?”
“No.” She knelt by his feet. “Oh. Your boots won't do, will
they? Do you have any other shoes with you…?” She scavenged
ruthlessly in his saddlebags, to emerge with a pair of worn leather
buskins that she jammed onto his feet. “Up you come, now.”
THE SORCERESS-PHYSICIAN WAS ALREADY WAITING IN THE TAP-room
of Ijada's inn at the other end of Red Dike's main street. Learned
Hallana eyed his bandages, and inquired politely, “I trust this morning
finds you much recovered, Lord Ingrey?”
“Yes. Thank you. Your medicine helped. Though it made an
odd breakfast.” He smiled at her, a trifle hazily he feared.
“Oh. It would.” She glanced at Hergi. “How much…?” Hergi
held up two fingers. Ingrey could not decide if the twitch of the divine's
eyebrows was censure or approval, for Hergi merely shrugged in return.
Ingrey followed both women upstairs once more. They were
admitted to the parlor, a little doubtfully, by the female warden. Ingrey
looked around surreptitiously for signs of his late frenzy, finding none
but for a few faint bloodstains and dents on the oak floorboards. Ijada
stepped from the bedchamber at the sound of their entry. She was
dressed for travel in the same gray-blue riding costume as yesterday,
but had put off her boots in favor of light leather shoes. Uneasily, Ingrey
searched her pale face; her expression, returning his gaze, was sober
and pensive.
More uneasily, he searched his own shifted perceptions. She
seemed not so much different to him this morning as more, with an
energetic density to her person that seized his focus. A heady warm
scent, like sunlight in dry grass, arose from her. He found his lips
parting to better taste that sun-smell-a futile effort, as it did not come
through the air.
Hallana, too, had more than a taste of the uncanny about her, a
dizzying busyness partly from her pregnancy but mostly from a subdued
swirl, smelling like a whiff of wind after a lightning strike, that he took
for her pacified demon. The two ordinary women, Hergi and the
warden, seemed suddenly thin and flat and dry by comparison, as
though drawn on paper.
“I must leave very soon, or we won't be home before dark,” the
divine told her. “I wish I could go along with you, instead. This is all
most disturbing, especially…” She jerked her head at Ingrey, indicating
his late geas, and his lips twisted in agreement. “That alone would make
this Temple business, even without…well, never mind. Five gods guard
you on your journey. This is a note to the master of my order in
Easthome, begging his interest in your case. With luck, he can take up
with you where I am forced to leave off.” She glanced Ingrey's way
again, an untrusting tension around her mouth. “I charge you, my lord,
to help see that this arrives at its destination. And no other.”
He opened his hand in an ambiguous acknowledgment, and
Hallana's lips thinned a little more. As Hetwar's agent, he had learned
how to open and copy letters without leaving traces, and he was fairly
certain she guessed he knew those tricks of a spy's trade. Yet the
Bastard was the very god of spies; what tricks might His sorceress
know? And to which of her two holy orders had she addressed her
concerns? Still, if she had enspelled the missive in any way, it was not
apparent to Ingrey's new perceptions.
“Learned…” Ijada's voice was suddenly thin and uncertain.
Learned, not dear Hallana, Ingrey noted. Hergi stood alertly ready to
usher her mistress out the door; she frowned in frustration as the divine
turned back.
“Yes, child?”
“No…never mind. It's nothing. Foolishness.”
“Suppose you let me be the judge of that.” Hallana lowered
herself into a chair and tilted her head encouragingly.
“I had a very odd dream last night.” Ijada stepped nervously
back and forth, then settled in the window seat. “A new one.”
“Unusually vivid. I remembered it in the morning right away,
when I awoke, when my other dreams melted away out of my mind.”
“Go on.” Hallana's face seemed carved, so careful was her
listening.
“It was brief, just a flash of a vision. It seemed to me I saw a
sort of…I don't know. Death-haunt, in the shape of a stallion. Black as
soot, black without gleam or reflection. Galloping, but very slowly. Its
nostrils were red and glowing, and steamed; its mane and tail trailed
fire. Sparks struck from its hooves, leaving prints of flame that burned
all to ash in its wake. Clouds of ash and shadow. Its rider was as dark
as it was.”
“Hm. Was the rider male or female?”
Ijada frowned. “That seems like the wrong question to ask. The
rider's legs curved down to become the horse's ribs, as if their bodies
were grown together. In the left hand, it held a leash. At the end of the
leash ran a great wolf.”
Hallana's eyebrows went up, and she cast a glance at Ingrey.
“Did you recognize this, ah, particular wolf?”
“I'm not sure. Maybe. Its pelt was pewter-black, just like…”
Her voice trailed off, then firmed. “In my dream, anyway, I thought it
felt familiar.” Briefly, her hazel eyes bored into Ingrey's, her sober look
returning, to his immense discomfort. “But it was altogether a wolf, this
time. It wore a spiked collar, but turned inside out, with the sharp
points digging inward. Blood splashed from its paws as it ran, turning
the ash it trod to splotches of black mud. Then the shadow and the
cinders choked my breath and my sight, and I saw no more.”
Learned Hallana pursed her lips. “My word, child. Vivid,
indeed. I'll have to think about that one.”
“Do you think it might have been significant? Or was it just an
aftershock from…” She gestured around the room, plainly recalling the
bizarre events of last evening here, then looked at Ingrey sideways
through her lashes.
“No. It was very brief, as I said. Though intense.”
“What did you feel? Not when you awoke, but then, within the
dream? Were you frightened?”
“Not frightened, exactly. Or at least, not for myself. I was more
furious. Balked. As though I were trying to catch up, and could not.”
A little silence fell. After a moment Ijada ventured, “Learned?
What should I do?”
Hallana seemed to wrench her distant expression into an unfelt
smile. “Well…prayer never hurts.”
“That hardly seems like an answer.”
“In your case, it might be. This is not a reassurance.”
Ijada rubbed her forehead, as though it ached. “I'm not sure I
want more such dreams.”
Ingrey, too, wanted to beg, Learned, what shall I do? But
what answer, after all, could she give him? To stay frozen here?
Easthome would only come to him, with all due ceremony. Travel on,
as was his plain duty? Surely a Temple divine could advise no other
course. Flee, or set Ijada to flight? Would she even go? He'd offered
escape to her once, in that tangled wood. She'd sensibly refused. But
what if her flight were made more practical? An escape in the night,
with no hint to Ingrey's masters, oh no, as to how or from whose hand
she had acquired horse, pack, money…escort? We must speak again
of this. Or could he give her over to the sorceress, her friend-send her
in secret to Suttleaf? Surely, if such a sanctuary were possible, Learned
Hallana would have offered it already. He strangled his beginning noise
of inquiry in a cough, scorning to be dismissed with instructions to pray.
Hergi helped her mistress to rise again from her chair.
“Not for you, dear,” said Hallana in an absent tone. “Or not for
you alone, at least. This is all much more complex than I anticipated. I
long for the advice of my dear Oswin. He has such a logical mind.”
“Oswin?” said Ijada.
“My husband.”
“Wait,” said Ijada, her eyes growing round with astonishment.
“Not-not that Oswin? Our Oswin, Learned Oswin, from the fen fort?
That fussy stick? All arms and legs, with a neck like a heron swallowing
a frog?”
“The very same.” Oswin's spouse seemed unruffled by this
unflattering description of her mate; her firm lips softened. “He's
improved with age, I promise you. He was very callow then. And I,
well, I trust I may have improved a trifle, too.”
“Of all the wonders-I can scarcely believe it! You two used to
argue and fight all the time!”
“Only over theology,” said Hallana mildly. “Because we both
cared, you know. Well…mostly over theology.” Her mouth twitched
up at some unspoken memory. “One shared passion led to others, in
due time. He followed me back to the Weald, when his cycle of duty
was ended-I told him he just wanted to have the last word. He's still
trying. He is a teacher, too, now. He still likes to argue-it's his greatest
bliss. I should be cruel to deny it to him.”
“Learned Sir has a way with words, he does,” confirmed Hergi.
“Which I do not look forward to hearing, if I don't get you home safe
and soon as I promised him.”
“Yes, yes, dear Hergi.” Smiling, the sorceress at last turned to
lumber out under the close attendance of her handmaiden. Hergi gave
Ingrey a nod of judicious approval in passing, presumably for his
cooperation, or at least, for his failure to interfere.
“Oh,” she said, one hand flying to her mouth.
“Oh what?” he inquired, puzzled.
“You can smile!” From her tone, this was a wonder tantamount
to his sprouting wings and flapping up to the ceiling. He glanced
upward, picturing himself doing so. The winged wolf. What? He shook
his head to clear it of these odd thoughts, but it just made him dizzy.
Perhaps it was as well that Hergi had taken the blue bottle away with
her.
Ijada stepped to the window onto the street, and Ingrey
followed. Together they watched Hergi load her mistress into the
wagon, its wheel repaired, under Bernan's anxious eye. The groom, or
smith, or whatever he was took up the reins, clucking at the stubby
horses, and the wagon trundled up the street and turned out of sight.
Behind them in the chamber, the warden made herself busy unpacking
a case evidently bound up for the road, but like Boleso's coffin not
loaded because of Ingrey's order of delay.
He was standing very close to Ijada, looking over her shoulder;
he might readily reach up and rest his left hand on the nape of her neck,
where her hair, lifted into its bundling net, revealed the pale skin. His
breath stirred a stray strand there, yet she did not move away. She did
turn her head, though, to meet his glance. No fear convulsed her
features, no revulsion: just an intense scrutiny.
And yet she had seen not just that other vile thing, but his wolf;
his defilement, his capacity for violence, was not rumor or gossip to her
now, but a direct experience. Undeniable. She denies nothing. Why
does she not recoil?
His perceptions spun. Turn it around: how did he feel about her
cat? He had seen it, in that other reality, as clearly as she had seen his
wolfishness. Logically, her defilement should seem twin to his own. Yet
a god had passed her in the night, the mere brush of His cloak hem
seeming a breath of exaltation. All the theological theories of all the
Temple divines who'd dinned their lessons into Ingrey's unwilling ear
seemed to melt away under the pitiless gaze of some great Fact,
hovering just beyond the reach of his reason. Her secret beast had
been gloriously beautiful. Terror, it seemed, had a new and entrancing
dimension today, one Ingrey had never before suspected.
His mind lurched back into motion. It would be perfectly
unexceptionable to conduct his prisoner to the temple without her
chaperone; at this hour, it would be nearly deserted, and they might
converse in plain sight undisturbed. “No one would wonder if I
escorted you to the altars of the gods to pray for mercy, lady.”
Her lips twisted. “Say justice, rather, and it would do.”
He backed a little from her and made a sign of assent. Turning,
he dismissed the warden to whatever of her own affairs she cared to
pursue for an hour, and saw Ijada out of the parlor. When they gained
the street and turned up it, Ijada tucked her hand in his elbow and
picked her way carefully over the damp cobbles, not looking at him.
The temple loomed up at length, built of the gray stone of this district,
its size and style and solidity typical of great Audar's grandson's reign,
before the Darthacan conquerors demonstrated that they, too, were
capable of racking themselves to ruin in bloody kin wars.
They walked past the iron gates into the high-walled, quiet
precincts, and under the imposing portico. The inner chambers were
dim and cool after the bright morning outside, with narrow shafts of
sunlight streaming down from the round windows high above. Some
three or four persons were on their knees, or prone, before the
Mother's altar in Her chamber. Ijada stiffened briefly on Ingrey's arm;
he followed her glance through the archway to the Father's altar to
catch sight of Boleso's coffin, set up on trestles, blanketed with
brocades, and guarded by soldiers of the Red Dike city militia. But
both the Daughter's chamber and the Son's were empty at this hour;
Ijada turned into the Son's.
“What,” Ingrey began quietly, “did you think would happen to
you once you reached Easthome? What had you planned to do?”
Her glance shifted to him, though she did not turn her head. In a
like undertone, she replied, “I expect I shall be examined, by the King's
justiciars or the Temple inquirers, or both. I should certainly expect the
Temple inquirers will take an interest now, given what has lately
happened and Learned Hallana's letter. I plan to tell the exact truth, for
the truth is my surest defense.” A wry smile twitched her lips. “Besides,
it's easier to remember, they say.”
Ingrey let out a long sigh. “What do you imagine Easthome is
like, now?”
“Why-I've never been there, but I've always supposed it is a
splendid place. The king's court must be its crown, of course, but
Princess Fara told me tales of the river docks and the glassworks, the
great Temple schools-the Royal College as well. Gardens and palaces.
Fine dressmakers. Scriptoriums and goldsmiths and artisans of every
sort. There are plays put on, and not just for holy days, but for the
great lords in their high houses.”
Ingrey tried again. “Have you ever seen a flock of vultures
circling the carcass of some great and dangerous beast, bull or bear,
that is not quite dead enough yet? Most hold back, waiting, but some
dart in to peck and tear, then duck away. All hover closer as the day
wears on, and the sight of the wheeling death watch draws in more
distant kin, hot with fear of missing the best tidbits when all close in at
last for the disembowelment.”
Her lips thinned in distaste, and she turned her face toward him
in question: What now?
“At present”-Ingrey dropped his voice to a growl-“Easthome is
more like that. Tell me, Lady Ijada, who do you think will be elected
the next hallow king?”
“So many others had assumed, till the hallow king was struck
down with that wasting disease, then this palsy-stroke. If the blow had
held off for five more years, Hetwar believes the king might have
secured Biast's election in his own lifetime. Or if the old man had died
quickly-Biast might have been rammed through on the momentum of
grief, before the opposition could muster. Few could have foreseen or
planned for this living half death, lasting months, giving time and motive
for the worst, as well as the best and all between, to maneuver. To
think. To whisper to each other. To be tempted.” Kin Stagthorne had
held the hallow kingship for five generations; more than one other kin
believed it might now be their turn to seize that high seat.
“Who, then?”
“If the hallow king were to die tonight, not even Hetwar knows
who would be elected next week. And if Hetwar doesn't know, I
doubt anyone else can guess, either. But by the pattern of bribes and
rumors, Hetwar thought Boleso was to be a surprise candidate.”
Her brows flew up. “A bad one, surely!”
“A stupid and exploitable one. From the point of view of certain
men, ideal. I thought such men were underestimating just how
dangerous his erratic nature had become, and would have lived to
regret their success. And that was before I knew of any bleeding of the
uncanny into the mix.” Ingrey frowned. Had Hetwar known of Boleso's
blasphemous dabblings? “The sealmaster was concerned enough to
have me deliver a deposit of some one hundred thousand crowns to the
archdivine-ordainer of Waterpeak, to secure his vote for Biast. His
Grace thanked me in nicely ambiguous terms, I thought.”
“The sealmaster bribed an archdivine?”
Ingrey winced at her tone, so innocently aghast. “The only thing
unusual about the transaction was me. Hetwar normally uses me to
deliver his threats. I'm good at it. I especially enjoy it when they try to
bribe or threaten me back. One of my few pleasures, leading them into
ambush and then, ah, into enlightenment. I think I was intended to be a
double message, for the archdivine was nervous enough. A fact that
Hetwar put…well, wherever he puts such things.”
“Sometimes. Sometimes not.” Now, for example? “He knows I
have a curious mind, and feeds me tidbits now and then. But I do not
press. Or I should get none.”
Ingrey took a deep breath. “So. Since you have not taken my
hints to heart, let me lay it out for you more plainly. You did not just
defend your virtue, there on the top of Boar's Head Castle. Nor did
you merely offend the royal house of Stagthorne by making its scion's
death a public scandal. You upset a political plot that has already cost
someone hundreds of thousands of crowns and months of secret
preparation. And involved illicit sorcery of the most dangerous sort. I
deduce from my geas that somewhere in Easthome is a man-or men-of
power who does not want you blurting the truth about Boleso to
anyone at all. Their attempt to kill you subtly has miscarried. I am
guessing that the next attempt will be less subtle. Or were you picturing
some heroic stand before a justiciar or inquirer as brave and honest as
yourself? There may be such men, I do not know. But I guarantee you
will meet only the other sort.”
Her jaw, he saw out of the corner of his eye, had set.
“I am…irritated,” he finally chose. “I decline to be made a party
to this. I can arrange your escape. Dry-shod, this time, with money and
without hungry bears. Tonight, if you like.” There: disloyalty of secret
thought made public words. As the silence grew thicker, he stared at
the floor between his knees.
Her voice was so low it vibrated. “How convenient for you.
That way, you won't have to stand up to anybody. Nor speak
dangerous truths to anyone for any honor's sake. All can go on for you
just as it was.”
“Scarcely,” he said. “I have a target painted on my back now,
too.” His lips drew back in a sort of grin, the one that usually made men
step away from him.
“Does that amuse you?”
Ingrey considered this. “It stirs my interest, anyway.”
Ijada drummed her nails on the pavement. It sounded like the
clicking of distant claws. “So much for high politics. What about high
theology?”
“What?”
“I felt a god brush past me, Ingrey! Why?”
He opened his mouth. Hesitated.
She continued in the same fierce whisper, “All my life I have
prayed, and all my life I have been refused answer. I scarcely believed
in the gods anymore, or if I did, it was only to curse them for their
indifference. They betrayed my father, who had served Them loyally all
his life. They betrayed my mother, or They were powerless to save her,
which was as bad or worse. If a god has come to me, He certainly
hasn't come for me! In all your calculating, how do you sum that?”
“High court politics,” said Ingrey slowly, “are as godless as
anything I know. If you press on to Easthome, you choose your death.
Martyrdom may be a glory, but suicide is a sin.”
“And just what do you press on to, Lord Ingrey?”
“I have Lord Hetwar himself as a patron.” I think. “You will
have no one.”
“Not every Temple divine in Easthome can be venal. And I have
my mother's kin!”
“Earl Badgerbank was at that conference that dispatched me.
Are you so sure he was there in your interests? I'm not.”
Ingrey lay on his back and stared at the domed ceiling, angry,
dizzy, and a little ill. Hergi's potion was beginning to wear off, he
feared. His frustrated thought circled, then drifted, but not into piety.
He let his tired eyelids shut.
After a formless time, Ijada's tart voice inquired, “Are you
praying or napping? And are you, in either case, done?”
He blinked his eyes open to find her standing over him.
Napping, apparently, for he had not heard her rise. “I am at your
disposal, lady.” He started to sit up, stifled a yelp, and lay back more
carefully.
“Yes, well, I'm not surprised, you know. Did you look,
afterward, at what you did to those poor chains?” She held out an
exasperated hand. Curious as to her strength, he grasped her hand and
wrist with both hands. She leaned back like a sailor hauling on a rope,
and he wallowed up.
As they made their way out under the portico into the autumn
sun, Ingrey asked, “And what guidance did you receive for all your
prayers, lady?”
She bit her lip. “None. Though my thoughts are less disordered,
so a little quiet meditation did that much good at least.” Her sideways
glance at him was enigmatic. “Somewhat less disordered. It's just
that…I can't help thinking about…”
He made an encouraging noise of inquiry.
She burst out, “I still can't believe that Hallana married Oswin!”
THEY FOUND IJADA'S WARDEN IN THE TAPROOM OF HER INN. SHE was
sitting in the corner with Rider Gesca, their heads bent together,
tankards and a platter with bread crumbs, cheese rinds, and apple
cores on the table between them. The walk up the warm street had
loosened Ingrey's stiff muscles a trifle, and he fancied he strolled rather
than limped over to them. They looked up, and their talk ceased.
“The cheese is excellent. Stay away from the beer, though-it's
gone sour.”
Ijada's eyes widened, but she forbore comment.
“Ah. Thank you for the warning.” He leaned over and nabbed
the last bread crust. “And what have you two been finding to talk
about?”
The warden looked frightened, but Gesca, with a hint of
challenge, merely said, “I've been telling Ingrey stories.”
“Ingrey stories?” Ijada said. “Are there many?”
Ingrey controlled a grimace.
Gesca, grinning at the encouragement, said, “I was just telling the
tale of how Hetwar's train was attacked by those bandits in the forest
of Aldenna, on the way home from Darthaca, and how you won your
place in his household. It was my good word in the sealmaster's ear
that did it, after all.”
“Was it?” said Ingrey, trying to decide if Gesca was gabbling
nervously or not. And if so, why.
“We were a large party,” Gesca continued to the women, “and
well armed, but this was a troop of outlaws who had fled to the forest
and grown to over two hundred men, mostly by the addition of
discharged soldiers and vagabonds and runaways. They were the
plague of the country round about, and we likely looked rich enough
that they dared to try us. I was right behind Ingrey in the van when they
fell on us. They realized their mistake soon enough. Astonishing
swordplay.”
“I'm not that good,” said Ingrey. “They were bad.”
Ingrey had no memory of the moment, though he recalled the
attack, of course. The beginning and the end of it, anyway. “Gesca, you
are making up tales to swagger with.” Gesca was near a decade older
than Ingrey; perhaps the staid middle-aged warden seemed a less
unlikely object for dalliance to him.
“Ha. If I were making up grand lies for swagger, I'd tell them on
myself. At that point, the rest turned and ran. You hewed down the
slowest…” Gesca trailed off, not completing the story. Ingrey suddenly
guessed why. He had come back to himself while methodically
dispatching the wounded. Red to the elbows, the blood smell
overpowering. Gesca, face appalled, gripping him by the shoulders and
crying, Ingrey! Father's tears, man, save some for hanging! He
had…not exactly forgotten that. He had merely refrained from revisiting
the memory.
Gesca covered his hesitation by taking a swig of beer, evidently
remembered its taste too late, and swallowed anyway. He made a face
and wiped his lips. “It was at that point that I recommended to Hetwar
that he make your place permanent. My thinking was purely selfish. I
wanted to make sure that you never ended up on the opposite side to
me in a fight.” Gesca smiled up at him, but not with his eyes.
Ingrey's return smile was equally austere. Subtlety, Gesca?
How unlike you. What are you trying to say to me?
The ache from his head blow day before yesterday was
returning. Ingrey decided to repair to his own inn to find food. He bade
the warden to her duty, instructing the women to lock their chamber
door once more, and withdrew.
returning. Ingrey decided to repair to his own inn to find food. He bade
the warden to her duty, instructing the women to lock their chamber
door once more, and withdrew.
N
A FTER FORAGING A MEAL OF SORTS IN HIS INN'S COMMON room,
Ingrey returned to his chamber to fall across his bed once more. He
was a day and a half late fulfilling the Reedmere dedicat's prescription
of rest for his aching head blow, and he apologized humbly in his heart
to her. But for all his exhaustion, in the warming afternoon, sleep would
not come.
It was no good dashing about arranging all in secret for Ijada's
midnight escape if she refused to mount and ride away. She must be
persuaded. If her secret beast was discovered, would they burn her?
He imagined the flames licking up around her taut body, evil orange
caresses, igniting the oil-soaked shift such prisoners were dressed in to
speed their agony. He visualized her swinging from a hemp rope and
oak beam, in vicious, senseless parody of an Old Wealding sacrifice
hanged from a sacred forest tree. Or would the royal executioners
allow her a silk rope, like her leopard, in honor of her kin rank? Though
the old tribes, lacking silk, had used rope woven from shimmering nettle
flax for their highest born, he had heard. Think of something else. But
his thoughts circled in dreary morbidity.
They had begun as messengers to the gods, those willing human
sacrifices of the Old Weald. Sacred couriers to carry prayers directly
to heaven in unholy hours of great need, when all mere spoken words,
or prayers of the heart or hands, seemed to fly up into the void and
vanish into a vast silence. Like mine, now. But then, under the
generations-long pressure from the eastern borders, the tribes' needs
had grown, and so had their fears. Battles and ground were lost; woes
waxed and judgment slipped; quality gave way to quantity, in the
desperate days, and heroic holy volunteers grew harder to find.
Their ranks were filled by the less willing, then the unwilling; at
the last, captured soldiers, hostages, kidnapped camp followers,
worse. The sacred trees bore a bumper crop. Children, Ingrey had
heard, in some of the Quintarian divines' favorite gruesome martyr tales.
Enemy children. And what benighted mind places the name of
enemy on a bewildered child? At the very least, the Old Wealding
tribal mages might have reflected on what prayers that river of sacrifice
had really borne to the gods, in their victims' weeping hearts.
His thoughts were growing worse, he was uncomfortably aware,
but not wider. At length, he dozed. It wasn't a good doze, but it was
better than the writhing that went before.
HE WOKE AS THE AUTUMN SUN WAS GOING DOWN, AND TOOK himself
again to Ijada's inn to invite her to evening prayer.
She cocked an eyebrow at him, and murmured, “You are grown
pious, of a sudden.” But at his tight-lipped look of anguish, she relented
and accompanied him to the temple once more.
When they were on their knees before the Brother's altar-both
the Mother's and the Daughter's chambers were full of Red Dike
supplicants again-he began under his breath, “Listen. I must decide
tonight whether we ride or bide tomorrow. You cannot just drift into
disaster with no plan, no attempt even to throw some rope to shore.
Else it will become the rope that hangs you, and it drives me half-mad
to picture you dangling as your leopard did. I should think you'd both
have had enough of hanging.”
“Ingrey, think,” she returned in as low a voice. “Even assuming I
could escape unseen, where would I go? My mother's kin could not
take me in or hide me. My poor stepfather-he hasn't the strength to
fight such high foes, and besides, his would be among the first places
they'd look for such a fugitive. A woman, a stranger, alone-I would be
utterly conspicuous, and a target for the vile.” She had taken thought,
too, it appeared.
A long silence; he glanced aside to see her face gone still, staring
straight ahead, wide-eyed. “You would do that? Desert your company
and your duty?”
He set his teeth. “Perhaps.”
“Then where would we go? Your kin could not take us in either,
I think.”
“I cannot imagine going back to Birchgrove for any reason. No.
We would have to get out of the Weald altogether, cross the borders.
To the Alvian League, perhaps-slip into the Cantons over the northern
mountains. Or to Darthaca. I can speak and write Darthacan, at least.”
“I cannot. I would be your mute…what? Burden, servant, pet,
paramour?”
Ingrey reddened. “We could pretend you were my sister. I
could swear to regard you with that respect. I wouldn't touch you.”
“How very enticing.” Her lips set in a flat line.
He paused, feeling like a man crossing river ice in winter and
hearing a first faint cracking sound coming from under his feet. What
did she mean me to make of that remark? “Ibran was your father's
tongue, presumably. Do you speak it?”
“A little. Do you?”
“A little. We could make for the Peninsula, then. Chalion or Ibra
or Brajar. You would not then be so mute.” There was work for
swordsmen there, too, Ingrey had heard, in the interminable border
wars with the heretical Quadrene coastal princedoms-and few
questions asked of foreign volunteers, so long as they signed the Five.
“Which? She talked a great deal. Clouds of chatter.”
“Look to her silences, then.”
That sounded so like one of Lord Hetwar's favorite aphorisms
that Ingrey jerked. “Did she have any?”
“She said she sought me out-at a moment of great
inconvenience, perhaps peril, for herself, mind you-for two reasons.
Because she'd heard the news-and for the dreams, of course. Only
Hallana could make that second reason sound like an afterthought. That
I have had strange and dark dreams, nightmares almost as disturbing as
my waking life, I take to be the result of fear, weariness, and…and
Boleso's gift.” She moistened her lips. “But why should Hallana dream
of me or my troubles? She is a Temple woman to the bone, and no
renegade, for all that she clears her own path. Did she speak to you of
her dreams?”
“No. But I didn't think to ask.”
“She asked many questions, learned I-know-not-what from
watching us, but she gave me no direction, one way or another. That,
too, is a silence. All she gave me, in the end, was the letter.” She
touched her left breast, fingering the fine-embroidered fabric of her
riding jacket. Ingrey fancied he heard a faint rustle of paper beneath the
cloth, from some inner pocket. “She seemed to expect me to deliver it.
As the only thing resembling guidance that she gave me, I am loath to
give it up for some chancy flight into exile with…with a man I'd not met
till four days ago.” She was silent a moment. “Especially not as your
little sister, five gods spare me!”
He did not understand her offense, but he certainly could not
mistake her refusal. He said heavily, “We'll continue on toward
Easthome tomorrow, then, with Boleso's coffin.” Which would give him
perhaps three more days to come up with some better argument or
plan, less the time he spent sleeping. If any.
As he neared his inn, a dark shape thrust itself off the wall where
it had been leaning. Ingrey's hand strayed to his sword hilt, but relaxed
again as the figure moved into the yellow light of the lantern above the
door, and he recognized Gesca. The lieutenant gave him a nod.
“Walk with me, Ingrey. I would have a word in private.”
Ingrey's brows twitched up, but he fell in willingly enough. They
matched steps on the cobblestones, took a turn about the next square
up the street near the city gates, and settled on a wooden bench by the
covered well in the square's center. A servant turned away and
stumped off past them with a pair of dripping buckets hung from a yoke
over his shoulders. Beyond, in the street, a couple hurried home, the
woman holding a lantern, the man with a boy atop his shoulder, who
curled his small hands in the man's hair; the man laughed protest at the
grip. The man's eyes shifted to assay the two loitering swordsmen, took
reassurance from their repose, and returned to his woman. Their
footsteps faded.
Silence fell, and lengthened. Gesca's fingers drummed uneasily
on his thigh. “Is there a problem in the troop?” Ingrey prompted at last.
“Or with Boleso's men?”
“Huh.” Gesca sat up and straightened his shoulders. “Maybe
you'll tell me.” He hesitated again, sucked on his lower lip, then said
abruptly, “Are you falling in love with that accursed girl, Ingrey?”
Ingrey stiffened. “Why should you think that?”
Sarcasm edged Gesca's voice. “Well, let me see. What could
possibly have suggested this thing? Could it be the way you speak to
her apart at every chance? Or could it be the way you plunged like a
madman into a raging torrent to save her? Could it have been how you
were surprised, half-dressed, trying to sneak into her bedchamber at
midnight? The pale and starveling look on your face, when you think no
one is watching you, when you look at her? The way the lovesick
circles darken daily under your eyes? I admit, only Ingrey kin Wolfcliff
would ignite with lust for a woman who bludgeons her lovers to death,
but for you, that's not a deterrent, it's a lure!” Gesca snorted.
“What?”
“That she bludgeoned.” He added after a moment, “I admit,
whatever her game bag lacks in numbers, it makes up in weight.” And
after another moment, “In any case, she isn't attracted to me, so your
fears are moot.”
“Not true. She thinks you a very comely man, though glum.”
“How do you know that?” Ingrey rapidly reviewed the past
days-when had Gesca ever spoken with the prisoner?
“She discussed you with her warden, or perhaps it was the other
way around. Quite frank and outspoken, that one, when you get her
going. The Mother's work does that to some women.”
“The warden doesn't speak so to me.”
“That's because you terrify her. I don't. At least by contrast.
Very useful, from my point of view. But have you ever overheard two
women discussing men? Men are crude liars, comparing their drabs,
but women-I'd rather have a Mother's anatomist dissect me alive than
to listen to the things the ladies say about us when they think they are
alone.” Gesca shuddered.
Ingrey managed not to blurt, What else did Ijada say of me?
His prisoner, it occurred to him, would have had to fill the hours with
something, when locked up with that countrywoman; and
inconsequential chatter might conceal dire secrets better than silence
itself. So. He ventured a blander, “Is there anything else I should
know?”
Gesca's smile, Ingrey thought, was an altogether evil smirk.
Evidently, however, the shadows were not deep enough yet to hide
Ingrey's return glare, or possibly it burned through the darkness with its
own heat, for Gesca sobered, raising a warding hand.
“Ingrey, look.” Gesca's voice grew serious. “I don't want to see
you do something stupid. You have a future in Hetwar's house, far
beyond mine, and it's not just your kinship that gives you the leg up.
For me, maybe I'll make guard captain someday. You're a lettered man
in two tongues, Hetwar talks to you as an equal-not just in blood, but in
wits-and you give him back as good as you get. Listening to the two of
you makes my head spin round, sometimes. I don't even want to walk
the paths you seem destined to tread. Heights make me dizzy, and I
like my head where it is. But most of all…I don't ever want to be the
officer who's sent to arrest you.”
Ingrey unset his teeth. “Fair enough.”
“Right.”
“We ride again tomorrow.”
“Good.”
“If I can get my boots on.”
“I'll come help you.”
And I will dismiss that prying, spying, gossiping warden
back to Reedmere, and replace her with another. Or with none.
Feminine chatter was annoying enough, but what if her gossip dared
extend to the curious events she had witnessed swirling around
Hallana's visits?
What if it already has?
So. Gesca watches me. But why? Idle-or carnal-curiosity?
Self-interest, as he claimed? Worried comradeship? Strange gossip?
It occurred to Ingrey that for all Gesca's modest claims to be an
unlettered man, he was perfectly capable of penning a brief report. The
sentences might be simple, the word choices infelicitous, the spelling
erratic, but he could get his observations down in a logical enough
order for all practical purposes.
And if Hetwar had both men's letters before him, which would
be very like Hetwar…Ingrey's silences would shout.
Ingrey swallowed a curse and went indoors.
DURING THE NEXT DAY'S RIDE, THE AUTUMN COUNTRYSIDE PASSED in
a blur of inattention for Ingrey. But he was all too keenly aware of
Ijada, riding alongside the wagon near her new warden, a daunted
young dedicat from the Daughter's Order in Red Dike, plucked by the
local divine from her teaching duties for this unaccustomed task.
Once, when they first mounted up, Ijada smiled at him. Ingrey
almost smiled back, till Gesca's mockery echoed in his mind, freezing
his face in an uncomfortable distorted grimace that made her eyes
widen, then slide away. He spurred ahead before his mouth muscles
went into spasms.
He wondered what madness had seized his tongue last night in
the temple. Of course Ijada must refuse to fly, even from the gallows,
with a man who had tried to kill her, what, three times? Five? What
sort of choice was that to lay before the girl? Think, man. Might he
offer her another escort? Where could one be found, that he could
trust? A vision of kidnapping her and riding off with her across his
saddlebow led to even less useful imaginings. He knew the speed and
ferocity his wolf could lend to him; what might her leopard do for her,
woman though she most undoubtedly was? She had already slain
Boleso, a bigger man than Ingrey, though admittedly, she had taken the
prince by surprise. She'd even surprised herself, or so Ingrey read her.
If she chose to resist him-if he then…and then she…The curiously
absorbing reverie was shattered by his memory of Gesca's other jibe-
For you, it's a lure!-and his scowl deepened.
Nor in lust.
Much.
Nothing that he could not fully control, anyway.
He spent the rest of the day not smiling at her, nor looking at
her, nor riding near her, nor speaking to her, nor betraying any
awareness of her existence in any way whatsoever. The effect seemed
contagious; Gesca trotted near him to make some remark, took one
look at his face, swallowed his words, and prudently retreated to the
opposite end of the column. No one else approached him either, and
Boleso's retainers shrank from his glower. At his few commands, men
hastened to obey.
Their start had been late and their progress slow, seldom
pushing the horses faster than a walk. As a result they arrived that
afternoon at a smaller town than any prior stop, though still more miles
nearer Easthome than Ingrey would have liked. Ingrey ruthlessly sent
Boleso's men to bed down with their late master in Middletown's rustic
temple, and seized the sole inn for himself, his prisoner and her duenna,
and Hetwar's troop. He stalked the town's perimeter in the twilight, all
too brief a task. There could be no excursion this night to that crowded
temple for undervoiced argument. Tomorrow night, he must select a
larger town for their halt, Ingrey determined. And the next night…there
weren't enough next nights.
Since Gesca chose a bedroll in the taproom rather than to share
Ingrey's chamber, Ingrey took his still-recovering hurts to bed early,
and alone.
WITH A SHORT LEG PLANNED FOR THEIR JOURNEY, INGREY DID not
drive his men to an early start the next morning, either. He was still
desultorily drinking bitter herb tea and nibbling bread in the little inn's
taproom when Lady Ijada descended with her new warden. He
managed to return her nod without undue distortion of his features.
“It sufficed.” Her return frown was searching, but better than
that hazardous smile.
He thought of asking after her dreams, but hesitated for the fear
that this would prove not a neutral topic at all. Perhaps he might dare to
ride by her side for a time later today; she seemed fully capable, once
given the lead, of carrying on an oblique conversation before unfriendly
ears that might convey more information than it appeared.
The sound of horses' hooves and a jingle of harness from outside
turned both their heads. “Halloo the house!” a hoarse voice shouted,
and the tapster-and-owner scurried out through the hall to greet these
new customers, pausing to send a servant to roust the stableboys to
take the gentlemen's horses.
Ijada's nostrils flared; she drifted toward the door in the
innkeeper's wake. Ingrey drained his clay beaker and followed, left
hand reflexively checking his sword hilt. He came up behind her
shoulder as she stepped onto the wooden porch.
Four armed men were dismounting. One was clearly a servant,
two wore a familiar livery, and the last…Ingrey's breath stopped in
surprise. And then blew out in shock.
Earl-ordainer Wencel kin Horseriver paused in his saddle, his
reins gathered in his gloved hands. The young earl was a slender man,
wearing a tunic from which gold threads winked under a leather coat
dyed wine-red. The coat's wide collar was trimmed with marten fur,
disguising his uneven build. His dark blond hair, lightened with a few
streaks of premature gray, hung to his shoulders in ratty corkscrew
strands, disheveled by his ride. His face was elongated, his forehead
prominent, but his odd features were redeemed from potential ugliness
by sharp blue eyes, fixed now on Ingrey. His presence here on this
bright morning was unexpected enough. But the shock…
Too.
And I have never perceived it before.
Ingrey's head jerked toward Ijada; her face, also, had gone still
with astonishment.
She senses it-smells it? Sees it? And it is a new thing to her
as well. How new is it?
The perceptions, it appeared, ran three ways, for Wencel sat up
with his head cocked, eyes widening, as his gaze first summed Ingrey,
then turned to Ijada. Wencel's lips parted as his jaw dropped a
fraction, then tightened again in a crooked smile.
Of the three of them, the earl recovered first. “Well, well, well,”
he murmured. A pair of gloved fingers waved past his forehead in
salute to Ingrey, then went to his heart to convey a shadow-bow to
Ijada. “How very strangely met we three are. I have not been so taken
by surprise for…longer than you would believe.”
The innkeeper began a gabble of welcome, intercepted, at a jerk
of Wencel's chin, by one of his guardsmen, who took the man aside,
presumably to explain what would be wanted of his humble house by
his highborn guests. By trained civility, Ingrey went to Wencel's horse's
head, though he did not really want to stand any nearer to the earl. The
animal snorted and sidled at his hand on the bridle, and his grip
tightened. The horse's shoulders were wet with sweat from the
morning's gallop, the chestnut hairs curled and darkened, white lather
showing between its legs. Whatever brings him, Wencel wastes no
time.
Ingrey licked dry lips. “That will be a relief.”
“I thought it might be.” His eyes went to Ijada, and the sardonic,
rehearsed cadences ceased. He lowered his head. “Lady Ijada. I
cannot tell you how sorry I am for what has happened-for what was
done to you. I regret that I was not there at Boar's Head to prevent
this.”
Ijada inclined her head in acknowledgment, if not, precisely, in
forgiveness. “I'm sorry you were not at Boar's Head, too. I did not
desire this high blood on my hands, nor…the other consequences.”
“Yes…” Wencel drawled the word out. “It seems we have
much more to discuss than I'd thought.” He shot Ingrey a tight-lipped
smile and dismounted. At his adult height, Wencel was only half a hand
shorter than his cousin; for reasons unclear to Ingrey, men regularly
estimated his own height as greater than it was. In a much lower voice,
Wencel added, “Strangely secret things, since you did not choose to
discuss them even with the sealmaster. Some might chide you for that.
Be assured, I am not one of them.”
Wencel murmured a few orders to his guardsmen; Ingrey gave
up the reins to Wencel's servant, and the inn's stableboys came pelting
up to lead the retinue away around the building.
“Where might we go to talk?” said Wencel. “Privately.”
“Taproom?” said Ingrey, nodding to the inn.
Ingrey would have preferred to follow, but led off perforce. Out
of the corner of his eye, he saw Wencel offer a polite arm to Lady
Ijada, which she warily evaded by making play with lifting her riding
skirts up the steps and passing ahead of him.
“Out,” Ingrey said to Hetwar's two breakfasting men, who
scrambled up in surprise at the sight of the earl. “You can take your
bread and meat with you. Wait outside. See that no one disturbs us.”
He closed the taproom door behind them and the confused warden.
Wencel, after an indifferent glance around the old-fashioned
rush-strewn chamber, tucked his gloves in his belt, seated himself at
one of the trestle tables, and waved Ingrey and Ijada to the bench
across from him. His hands clasped each other on the polished boards,
motionless but not relaxed.
Ingrey was uncertain what creature Wencel bore within. Of
course, he'd had no clear perception of Ijada's, either, till his wolf had
come unbound again. Even now, if he had not known from seeing both
the leopard's corpse and its renewed spirit in their place of battle with
the geas, he might not have been able to put a name to that disquieting
wild presence within her.
Far more disturbing to Ingrey was the question, When? He had
seen Wencel only twice since his own return from his Darthacan exile
four years ago. The earl had been but lately married to Princess Fara,
and had taken his bride back to his rich family lands along the lower
Lure River, two hundred miles from Easthome. The first time the
new-wed Horserivers had returned to the capital, for a midwinter
celebration of the Father's Day three years back, Ingrey had been
away on a mission for Hetwar to the Cantons. The next visit, he had
seen his cousin only at a gathering at the king's hall when Prince Biast
had received his marshal's spear and pennant from his father's hand.
Wencel had been taken up with the ceremony, and Ingrey had been
tied down in Hetwar's train.
They'd passed face-to-face but briefly. The earl had
acknowledged his disreputable and disinherited cousin with a courteous
nod, unsurprised recognition with no hint of aversion, but had not
sought him out thereafter. Ingrey had thought Wencel vastly improved
over the unprepossessing youth he remembered, and had assumed that
the burden of his early inheritance and high marriage had matured him,
gifted him with that peculiar gravity. Had there been something strange
underlying that gravity, even then? The next time they had met was in
Hetwar's chambers, a week ago. Wencel had been quiet, self-effacing,
among that group of grim older men-mortified, or so Ingrey had
guessed, for he would not meet Ingrey's eyes. Ingrey could barely
remember his saying anything at all.
The intensity of his gaze upon Ijada was not only, Ingrey
thought, perturbation with her leopard. I think Princess Fara was not
so astray in her jealousy as Wencel feigns. Four years married, and
no heir to the great and ancient house of Horseriver; did that silence
conceal barrenness, disaffection, some subtler impotence? Had it fueled
a wife's fears, justly or no?
“I do not know how you may do so either,” returned Ijada.
Ingrey was uncertain if the edgy chill of this represented anger or fear,
and stole a glance at her face. That pure profile was remarkably
expressionless. He suddenly wanted to know exactly what she saw
when she looked at Wencel.
Wencel tilted his head in no less frowning a regard. “What is
that, anyway? Surely not a badger. I would guess a lynx.”
Wencel's mouth screwed up in surprise. “That is no…and
where did that fool Boleso get a…and why…my lady, I think you had
better tell me all that happened there at Boar's Head.”
She glanced at Ingrey; he gave a slow nod. Wencel was as
wound up in this as any of them, it seemed, on more than one level, and
he appeared to have Hetwar's confidence. So…does Hetwar know of
Wencel's beast, or not?
Ijada gave a short, blunt account of the night's deeds, factual as
Ingrey understood the events, but with almost no hint of her own
thoughts or emotions, devoid of interpretations or guesses. Her voice
was flat. It was like watching a dumb show.
Wencel, who had listened with utmost attention, but without
comment, turned his sharp gaze to Ingrey. “So where is the sorcerer?”
“What?”
He gestured at Ijada. “That did not happen spontaneously.
There must have been a sorcerer. Illicit, to be sure, if he was both
dabbler in the forbidden and tool to such a dolt as Boleso.”
“Lady Ijada-my impression from Lady Ijada's testimony was
that Boleso performed the rite himself.”
“We were alone together in his bedchamber, certainly,” said
Ijada. “If I ever encountered any such person in Boleso's household, I
never recognized him as a sorcerer.”
Wencel absently scratched the back of his neck. “Hm. Perhaps.
Yet…Boleso never learned such a rite by himself. He'd taken up many
creatures, you say? Gods, what a fool. Indeed…No. If his mentor was
not with him, he must certainly have been there recently. Or disguised.
Hidden in the next room. Or fled?”
“I did wonder if Boleso might have had some accomplice,”
Ingrey admitted. “But Rider Ulkra asserted that no servant of the house
had slipped away since the prince's death. And Lord Hetwar would
surely not have sent even me to arrest such a perilous power without
Temple assistance.” Yes, Ingrey might have encountered something far
less benign than salutary pig-delusions.
“The reports of the tragedy that Hetwar received that first night
were garbled and inadequate, I grant you,” said Wencel with a scowl.
“Leopards were entirely missing from them, among other things. Still…I
could wish you had secured the sorcerer, whoever he was.” His gaze
wandered back to Ijada. “At the least, confession from such a prisoner
might have helped a lady of my household to whom I owe protection.”
Ingrey flinched at the cogency of that. “I doubt I should be here,
alive or sane, if I had surprised the man.”
“An arguable point,” Wencel conceded. “But you, of all men,
should have known to look.”
Had the geas been fogging Ingrey's thinking? Or just his own
numb distaste for his task? He sat back a little, and, having no defense,
countered on another flank: “What sorcerer did you encounter? And
when?”
Wencel's sandy brows twitched up. “Can you not guess?”
“No. I did not sense your…difference, in Hetwar's chamber.
Nor at Biast's installation, which was the last time I'd seen you before.”
“Truly? I was not sure if I had managed to conceal my affliction
from you, or you had merely chosen to be discreet. I was grateful, if
so.”
“I did not sense it.” He almost added, My wolf was bound, but
to do so would be to admit that it now was not. And he had no idea
where he presently stood with Wencel.
“That's a comfort. Well. It came to me at much the same time as
yours, if you must know. At the time of your father's death-or perhaps,
I should say, of my mother's.” At Ijada's look and half-voiced query,
he added aside to her, “My mother was sister to Ingrey's father. Which
would make me half a Wolfcliff, except for all the Horseriver brides
that went to his clan in earlier generations. I should need a pen and
paper to map out all the complications of our cousinship.”
“Close and tangled. And I have long suspected that all those
tragedies falling together like that were somehow bound up one in
another.”
Ingrey said slowly, “I knew my aunt had died sometime during
my illness, but I had not realized it was so near to my father's death. No
one spoke of it to me. I'd assumed it was grief, or one of those
mysterious wastings that happen to women in middle age.”
“No. It was an accident. Strangely timed.”
Ingrey hesitated. “Ties…Did you meet the sorcerer who placed
your beast in you? Was it Cumril for you, too?”
Wencel shook his head. “Whatever was done to me was done
while I was sleeping. And if you think that wasn't the most confusing
awakening of my life…!”
“Did it not sicken you, or drive you mad?”
“Not so much as yours, apparently. There was clearly something
wrong with yours. I mean, over and above the horror that happened to
your father.”
“Why did you never say anything to me? My disaster was no
secret. I wish I had known I was not alone!”
“Ingrey, I was thirteen, and terrified! Not least that if my
defilement were discovered, they would do to me what they were
doing to you! I didn't think I could survive it. I was never strong and
athletic, like you. The thought of such torture as you endured sickened
me. My only hope seemed concealment, at all costs. By the time I was
sure of my own sanity again, and I began to regain my courage, you
were gone, exiled, shuffled out of the Weald by your embarrassed
uncle. And how could I have communicated? A letter? It would
certainly have been intercepted and read, by your keepers or mine.”
He breathed deeply, and brought his rapid and shaky voice back under
control. “How odd it is to find us roped together now. We could all
burn jointly, you know. Back to back to back.”
“Powers that can grant such mercies can also rescind them,”
said Wencel darkly. “Ijada and I, then. Not the relation, front to front,
that my wife feared, but a holy union of sorts.”
Ijada did not flinch from this remark, but stared at Wencel with a
tense new interest, her brows drawn in. Reassessing, perhaps, a man
she'd thought she'd known, that she was discovering she had not
known at all? As I am?
Wencel focused on Ingrey's grubby bandages. “What happened
to your hands?”
“Tripped over a table. Cut myself with a carving knife,” Ingrey
answered, as indifferently as possible. He caught Ijada's curious look,
out of the corner of his eye, and prayed she would not see fit to expand
upon the tale. Not yet, anyway.
Instead, she asked the earl, “What is your beast? Do you
know?”
He shrugged. “I had always thought it was a horse, for the
Horserivers. That made sense to me, as much as anything in this could.”
He drew a long, thoughtful breath, and his chill blue eyes rose to meet
theirs. “There have been no spirit warriors in the Weald for centuries,
unless maybe some remnant survived hidden in remote refuges. Now
there are three new-made, not just in the same generation, but in the
same room. Ingrey and I, I have long suspected were of a piece. But
you, Lady Ijada…I do not understand. You do not fit. I would urge
you search for this missing sorcerer, Ingrey. At the very least, the hunt
for such a vital witness might delay proceedings against Ijada.”
Wencel's hands spread flat on the table in unease. “We are all in
each other's hands now. I had imagined my secret safe with you,
Ingrey, but now it seems you were merely ignorant of it. I've been alone
so long. It is hard for me to learn trust, so late.”
Ingrey bent his head in wry agreement.
Wencel pulled his shoulders back, wincing as though they ached.
“Well. I must refresh myself, and pay my respects to my late
brother-in-law's remains. How are they preserved, by the way?”
“He's packed in salt,” said Ingrey. “They had a plentiful supply
at Boar's Head, for keeping game.”
A bleak amusement flashed in Wencel's face. “How very direct
of you.”
“I didn't have him properly skinned and gutted, though, so I
expect the effect will be imperfect.”
“It's as well the weather is no warmer, then. But it seems we'd
best not delay.” Wencel let out a sigh, planted both palms on the
tabletop, and pushed himself wearily to his feet. For an instant, the
blackness of his spirit seemed to strike Ingrey like a blow, then he was
just a tired young man again, burdened too soon in life with dangerous
dilemmas. “We'll speak again.”
The earl made his way out to the porch, where his retainers
jumped alertly to their feet to escort him toward the town temple. In the
door of the taproom, Ingrey touched Ijada's arm. She turned, her lips
tight.
“What do you make of Wencel's beast?” he asked her,
low-voiced.
She murmured back, “To quote Learned Hallana, if that's a
stallion, I'm the queen of Darthaca.” Her eyes rose to meet his, level
and intent. “Your wolf is not much like a wolf. And his horse is not
much like a horse. But I will say this, Ingrey; they are both a lot like
each other.”
much like a horse. But I will say this, Ingrey; they are both a lot like
each other.”
T
I NGREY RETURNED UPSTAIRS TO PACK HIS SADDLEBAGS, THEN
sought Gesca. The lieutenant's gear was gone from the corner of the
taproom. Ingrey walked down the muddy street of Middletown-better
named Middlehamlet, in his view-to the small wooden temple, in hopes
of finding him. He reviewed which of the half dozen village stables they
had commandeered for their horses and equipment Gesca was likely to
have gone to next, but the plan proved unnecessary; Gesca was
standing in the shade of the temple's wide porch. Speaking, or being
spoken to, by Earl Horseriver.
Gesca glanced up at Ingrey, twitched, and fell silent; Wencel
merely gave him a nod.
“Ingrey,” said Wencel. “Where is Rider Ulkra and the rest of
Boleso's household now? Still at Boar's Head, or do they follow you?”
“They follow, or so I ordered. How swiftly, I do not know.
Ulkra cannot expect much joy to await him in Easthome.”
“No matter. By the time I have leisure to attend to them, they
will have arrived there, no doubt.” He sighed. “My horses could use a
little rest. Arrange things, if you will, to depart at noon. We'll still reach
Oxmeade before dark.”
“Certainly, my lord,” said Ingrey formally. He jerked his head at
the unhappy-looking Gesca, and Wencel gave them a short wave of
farewell and turned for the temple.
“And what did Earl Horseriver have to say to you?” Ingrey
inquired of Gesca, low-voiced, as they trod down the street again.
“He's not a glad man. I cringe to think how black things would
be if he'd actually liked his brother-in-law. But it's plain he does not
love this mess.”
“That, I had already gathered.”
“Still, an impressive young fellow, in his way, despite his looks. I
thought so back at Princess Fara's wedding.”
“Eh. It wasn't that he did anything special. He just never…”
“Never what?”
Gesca's lips twisted. “I…it's hard to say. He never made a
mistake, or looked nervous, never late or early…never drunk. It just
crept up on you. Formidable, that's the word I want. In a way, he
reminds me of you, if it was brains and not brawn that was wanted.”
Gesca hesitated, then, perhaps prudently, declined to pursue this
comparison any farther down the slope into the swamp.
“We are cousins,” Ingrey observed blandly.
“Indeed, m'lord.” Gesca gave him a sideways glance. “He was
very interested in Learned Hallana.”
Ingrey grimaced. Well, that was inevitable. He would hear
more from Wencel on that subject before the day was done, he was
sure.
THE MIDDLETOWN TEMPLE DIVINE WAS A MERE YOUNG ACOLYTE, and
had been thrown into panic by the descent upon him, on only a half
day's notice, of the prince's cortege. But however much ceremony Earl
Horseriver was sent to provide, it was clear it was not starting yet. The
cavalcade left town promptly at noon with a grimmer efficiency than
Ingrey in his vilest mood would have dared deploy. He applauded in his
heart, and left the pallid acolyte a suitable purse to console him for his
terrors.
Middletown was not yet out of sight on the road behind them
when Wencel wheeled his chestnut horse around beside Ingrey's, and
murmured, “Ride ahead with me. I need to speak with you.”
“Certainly.” Ingrey kneed his horse into a trot; he gave what he
hoped was a reassuring nod to Ijada as they passed around her riding
beside the wagon. Wencel favored her with a somewhat ambiguous
salute.
“Reedmere.”
“Ha. At least one thing about his funeral will match poor
Boleso's taste. They're hauling that silver-plated royal hearse from
Easthome to meet us in Oxmeade. I trust it will not collapse any bridges
on the way.”
“Indeed.” Ingrey tried to keep his lips from twitching.
“My household awaits me in Oxmeade to attend to my comfort
tonight. And yours, if you will join me. I recommend you do so. There
will be no lodgings to be found for love nor money once the court
arrives there for this procession.”
“Thank you,” said Ingrey sincerely. There had been duels fought
by desperate retainers over the possession of haylofts, in certain
unwieldy royal excursions of Ingrey's experience. Wencel would
certainly have secured the best chambers available.
“Tell me of this Learned Hallana, Ingrey,” said Wencel abruptly.
At least he did not tax Ingrey for his failure to mention her
before. Ingrey wondered whether to feel relieved. “I judged her to be
exactly what she claimed to be. A friend of Lady Ijada's who had
known her as a child. She'd been a physician at some fort of the Son's
Order out west in the fen marches-Ijada's father was a lord dedicat,
and its captain, at the time.”
“I knew something of Lord dy Castos, yes. Ijada has spoken of
him. But my mind picks at the coincidence. A sorcerer with some
connection with Lady Ijada-and her new affliction-disappears from
Boar's Head. Days later, a sorcerer-or sorceress-with a connection
with Ijada comes to her in Red Dike. Is this two sorcerers, or one?”
Ingrey shook his head. “I cannot imagine Learned Hallana
passing without note at Boar's Head. Inconspicuous, she was not. And
she was very pregnant, which I gather lays great constraint upon her
use of her demon for the duration. She stays in a hermitage at Suttleaf,
for safety. I admit my evidence is indirect, but I'm certain that Boleso
was already deep into his disastrous experiments when he murdered his
manservant so grotesquely, six months ago. Which must put his pet
sorcerer at Easthome then, or near then, as well.”
“It is as much an error to take truth for lies, as lies for truth,”
Ingrey pointed out. “The dual-divine was a most unusual lady, but that
she might also be Boleso's puppet is one too many things to believe
about her. It doesn't fit. For one thing, she was no fool.”
Wencel tilted his head, conceding the point. “Suppose she were
his puppet master, then?”
“Less unlikely,” Ingrey granted reluctantly. “But…no.”
Wencel sighed. “I shall give up my simplifying conjecture, then.
We have two separate sorcerers. But-how separate? Might Boleso's
tool have fled to her, after the debacle? The two in league?”
An uncomfortable idea. It occurred to Ingrey suddenly that the
suggestion-misdirection?-that his geas had been laid on him at
Easthome had come from Hallana. “The timing…would not be
impossible.”
Wencel grunted disconsolately, staring between his horse's ears
for a moment. “I understand the learned divine wrote a letter. Have you
read it yet?”
Curse you, Gesca. And curse that gossiping warden. How
much else did Wencel already know? “It was not entrusted to me. She
handed it directly to Lady Ijada. Sealed.”
Wencel waved a hand in dismissal of this. “I'm sure you've been
taught how to do the thing.”
“For ordinary correspondence, certainly. This is one from a
Temple sorcerer. I hesitate to think what might happen to the letter-or
to me-if I attempted to tamper with it. Burst into flame, maybe.” He left
it to Wencel to decide if he meant the paper, or Ingrey himself.
“Passing it on to Hetwar also has problems. At the least, he would
need another Temple sorcerer to open it. I should think even the royal
sealmaster would find it a challenge to suborn one to pry into letters
addressed to the head of his own order.”
“If this multiplication of hypothetical sorcerers goes on, we shall
have to hang them from the rafters like hams to make room.” Although,
Ingrey was uncomfortably reminded, there was still his strange geas to
account for.
Wencel gave a short, unhappy nod, then fell silent for a little.
“Yes, speaking of hams,” he finally said. His voice grew conversational.
“It is not, you know, that you lie well, cousin. It's merely that no one is
foolhardy enough to call you on it. This may have given you an inflated
idea of your skill at dissimulation.” The voice hardened. “What really
happened in that upstairs room?”
“If I had anything more to report, it would be my duty to report
it first to Lord Hetwar.”
Wencel's brows climbed. “Oh, really? First, and yet
somehow…not yet? I saw your letters to Hetwar, such as they were.
The number of items missing from them turns out to be quite notable.
Leopards. Sorceresses. Strange brawls. Near drownings. Your
romantic lieutenant Gesca would even have it that you have fallen in
love-also, if more understandably, without hint in your scribblings.”
Ingrey flushed. “Letters can go astray. Or be read by unfriendly
eyes.” He glowered, pointedly, at the earl.
Wencel's lips parted, closed. He attended for a moment to his
horse, as he and Ingrey separated to ride around a patch of mire.
When they were stirrup to stirrup again, Wencel said, “Your pardon if I
seem anxious. I have a great deal to lose.”
With false cheeriness, Ingrey replied, “While I, on the other
hand, have already lost it all. Earl-ordainer.”
It was Ingrey's turn to fall silent, abashed. Because Wencel's
marriage was arranged-and, up till now, barren-did not necessarily
entail that it was also loveless. On either side. Indeed, Princess Fara's
betrayal of her handmaiden spoke of a hot unhappy jealousy, which
could not be a product of bored indifference. And the hallow king's
daughter must have seemed a great prize to so homely a young man,
despite his own high rank.
“Besides,” Wencel's voice lightened again, “burning alive is a
most painful death. I do not recommend it. I think this missing sorcerer
could be a threat to us both, in that regard alone. He knows many
things that he should not. We should find him first. If he proves to
contain nothing, ah, personally dangerous, I'd be glad enough to pass
him along to Hetwar thereafter.”
And if the sorcerer was dangerous to him, what did Wencel
propose to do then? And, five gods, how? “Leaving aside all questions
of duty-this is not an arrest I am equipped to handle, privately or
otherwise.”
“How if you were? Does having first knowledge not attract you?”
“To what end?”
“Survival.”
“I am surviving.”
“You were. But your dispensation from the Temple depends, in
part, upon a bond of surety now broken.”
Ingrey's eyes flicked to him, wary. “How so?”
Wencel's lips tightened in a small smile. “I could deduce it by the
change in your perception of me alone, but I don't have to; I can see it.
Your beast lies quietly within you, by long habit if nothing else, but
nothing constrains it except that you do not call it up. Sooner or later,
some Temple sensitive is bound to notice, or else you will make some
revealing blunder.” His voice grew low and intense. “There are
alternatives to cutting off your hand for fear of your fist, Ingrey.”
Wencel's hesitation was longer, this time. “The library at Castle
Horseriver is a remarkable thing,” he began obliquely. “Several of my
Horseriver forefathers were collectors of lore, and at least one was a
scholar of note. Documents lie there that I am certain exist nowhere
else, some of them hundreds of years old. Things old Audar's
Temple-men would not have hesitated to burn. The most amazing
eyewitness accounts-I should tell you some of the anecdotes,
sometime. Enough to lure a not very bookish boy to read on. And then,
later-to read as though his life depended on it.” His gaze found Ingrey's.
“You dealt with your so-called defilement by running away from all
knowledge, and acknowledgment. I dealt with mine by running toward.
Which of us do you think has the best grip by now?”
Ingrey blew out his breath. “You give me a lot to think about,
Wencel.”
“Do so, then. But do not turn away from understanding, this
time, I beg you.” He added more softly, “Do not turn your back on
me.”
Indeed not. I should not dare. He gave Wencel an equivocal
salute.
The cortege came then to a rocky ford, fortunately not in so
great a spate as the near-disastrous crossing on the first day, and
Ingrey turned his attention to getting all across in safety. A mile farther
on, the wagon nearly bogged in a stretch of mud, then a guardsman's
mount went lame from a lost shoe. Then, at a stop to water the horses,
a fight broke out between two of Boleso's retainers, some smoldering
private quarrel that burst into flame. Ingrey's customary menace almost
did not contain it, and he turned away from the separated pair pale with
worry, which they fortunately took for rage, about what might happen
the next time if mere threat was not enough, and he was forced to
follow with action.
Ingrey had thought his anxiety over the strange geas to be his
most pressing problem. The notion that Wencel's lore might contain
clues to the matter was doubly exciting. It suggested Ingrey might have
an ally to hand. It equally suggested that Ingrey might have found his
unknown enemy. Or, how was it that Wencel seemed to regard illicit
sorcerers as minor inconveniences, to be so readily handled? He
glanced toward the head of the cortege where Wencel now rode,
beyond earshot once more, interrogating one of Boleso's men. The
guardsman was a big fellow, yet his shoulders were bowed as though
trying to make himself smaller.
Wencel had dragged a number of lures across Ingrey's trail, yet
it was not the new mystery but the old one that most arrested him,
caught and held him suspended between fascination and fear. What
does Wencel know about my father and his mother that I do not?
OXMEADE WAS LARGER THAN RED DIKE, BUT BOLESO'S CORTEGE was
received at its big stone temple that afternoon with only moderate
ceremony, mostly, it seemed, because the town was a madhouse of
preparation for greater events tomorrow. Ingrey was hugely relieved
finally to hand off responsibility for the corpse and its outriders to
Wencel, who handed them in turn to his sober seneschal, a gaggle of
Easthome Temple divines, and a formidable array of retainers and
clerks. Princess Fara and her own household, Ingrey was glad to learn,
had not followed on, but awaited them all in the capital. It was not yet
twilight when Ingrey and his guard mounted up again with their prisoner
and followed Wencel through the winding streets.
Passing along the edge of a crowded square, Wencel pulled up
his horse, and Ingrey stopped beside him. A street market was open
late, presumably to serve the needs of the courtiers and their
households already starting to arrive for the last leg of Boleso's funeral
procession. Ingrey was not sure at first what had caught Wencel's
attention, but he followed the earl's gaze past the busy booths to a
corner where a fiddler played, his hat invitingly laid upside down at his
feet. The musician was better than the usual sort, certainly, and his
mellow instrument cast a strange, plaintive song into the golden evening
air.
Wencel kept his face averted until the song ended. When he
looked forward his profile was strange. Tense, but not with anger or
fear; more like a man about to weep for some inconsolable,
incalculable loss. Wencel grimaced the tension away and clucked his
horse onward without looking back, nor sending anyone to throw a
coin in the hat, though the fiddler looked after the rich party with
thwarted hope.
They came at length to the large house Wencel had rented, or
commandeered, one of several in a row in this wealthy merchants'
quarter. Bright brass bosses in sunburst patterns studded the heavy
planks of its front door. Ingrey handed off his horse to Gesca,
shouldered his saddlebags, and oversaw Lady Ijada and her young
warden taken upstairs by a maid. By their strained greetings, this was a
servant who had known Ijada before. The Horseriver household, it
seemed, found the justice of Ijada's case as disturbingly ambiguous as
did their master.
Before Wencel went off to deal with the sheaf of messages that
had arrived in his absence, he murmured to Ingrey, “We shall eat in an
hour, you and Ijada and I. It may be our last chance for private speech
for a while.”
Ingrey nodded.
He was guided to a tiny chamber on the top floor, where a basin
and a can of hot water were already waiting for him. It was clearly a
servant's room, of whatever wealthy family the earl had dislodged, but
its solitude was most welcome to him. Horseriver's own servants were
likely crowded into some lesser dormitory or stable loft in this crisis,
and Gesca and his men would fare little better. Ingrey trusted
Horseriver's cook would console them.
Wencel was speaking to Ijada's warden, who was listening with
a wide-eyed, daunted expression. He wheeled at the sound of Ingrey's
step, and grimaced. “You may go,” he said to the warden, who
bobbed a curtsey and withdrew into what was presumably Ijada's
chamber. Wencel joined Ingrey at the staircase, motioning him ahead,
but excused himself when they reached the ground floor to go off and
confer with his clerk.
Ingrey stepped outside in the dusk and made his circuit of the
environs of the house. Arriving again at the front door, he was passed
from the porter to another servant and into a chamber at the back of
the second floor. It was not the grand dining room, almost suitable to
an earl's estate, but a small breakfast parlor, overlooking a kitchen
garden and the mews. Its single door was heavy, and would muffle
sound well, Ingrey judged. A little round table was set for three.
Ijada arrived escorted by a maidservant, who curtseyed to
Ingrey and left her. She wore an overdress of wheatstraw-colored
wool upon clean linen high to her neck. The effect was modest and
maidenly, though Ingrey supposed the lace collar was mostly to hide
the greening bruises on her throat. Wencel came in almost on her heels,
glittering in the abundant candlelight, having also changed into richer
garb than what he'd ridden in. And cleaner. Ingrey briefly wished his
own saddlebags had held a better choice than least smelly.
“Ah,” murmured Wencel, lifting a silver cover and revealing a
ham. “Dare I ask you to carve, Lord Ingrey?”
Ijada blinked warily. Ingrey returned Wencel an equally tight
smile and haggled off slices. He slipped his hands below the table, after,
to pull his cuffs down again over the bandages on his wrists. He waited
to see how Wencel would bend the talk next, which resulted in a
silence for a space, as all applied themselves to the meal.
At length Wencel remarked, “I had nothing but secondhand
reports about the dire events at Birchgrove that left your father dead
and you…well. They were quite jumbled and wild. And certainly
incomplete. Would you tell me the full tale?”
Ingrey, braced for more questions about Hallana, hesitated in
confusion, then mustered his memories once more. He had held them
for years in silence, yet now recounted them aloud for the third time in a
week. His story seemed to grow smoother with repetition, as though
the account were slowly coming to replace the event, even in his own
mind. Wencel chewed and listened, frowning.
“Your wolf was different than your father's,” he said, as Ingrey
wound down after describing, as best he could, the wolfish turmoil in
his mind that had blended into his weeks of delirium.
“Well, yes. For one thing, it was not diseased. Or at least…not
in the same way. It made me wonder if animals could get the falling
sickness, or some like disease of the mind.”
“I do not know. He was dead before I recovered enough to ask
anything.”
“Huh. For I had heard”-a slight emphasis on that last word, a
significant pause-“that it was not the wolf originally intended for you.
That the rabid wolf had killed its pack mate, a day before the rite was
to be held. And that the new wolf was found that night, sitting outside
the sick wolf's cage.”
“Then you have heard more than I was told. It could be, I
suppose.”
Wencel tapped his spoon beside his plate in a faint, nervous
tattoo, seemed to catch himself, and set it down.
Ingrey added, “Did your mother say anything to you about your
stallion? That morning when you awoke changed.”
“No. That was the morning she died.”
“Not of rabies!”
“No. And yet I have wondered, since. She died in a fall from a
horse.”
Ingrey pursed his lips. Ijada's eyes widened.
“It died in the accident, too,” Wencel added. “Broke its leg. The
groom cut its throat-it was said. By the time I came to wonder about
it-some time afterward-she was long buried, and the horse butchered
and gone. I have meditated by her grave, but there is no lingering aura
to be sensed there. No ghosts, no answers. Her death was wrenching
to me, so soon, just four months after my father's. I was not insensible
to the parallels with your case, Ingrey, but if Wolfcliff brother and sister
had some plan concocted, some intent, no one confided it to me.”
“Or some conflict,” Ijada suggested thoughtfully, looking back
and forth between the pair of them. “Like two rival castles, one on each
side of the Lure, building their battlements higher.”
Wencel opened a hand in acknowledgment of the possible point,
though his frown suggested that the idea did not sit easily with him.
Wencel shrugged. “Guesses, conjectures, fantasies, more like.
My nights grew full of them, till I was wearied beyond measure with the
wondering.”
Ingrey chased his last bite of dumpling across his plate, and said
in a lower tone, “Why did you never approach me before, then?”
“You were gone to Darthaca. Permanent exile, for all I knew.
Then your family lost all trace of you. You might have been dead, as far
as anyone had heard to the contrary.”
“Yes, but what about after? When I returned?”
“You seemed to have reached a place of safety, under Hetwar's
protection. Safer with your dispensation than I was with my secrets,
certainly. I envied you that. Would you have thanked me for throwing
your life back into doubt and disarray?”
“Perhaps not,” Ingrey conceded reluctantly.
A crisp double knock sounded at the room's thick door. Ijada
started, but Wencel merely called, “Come!”
Wencel's clerk poked his head around the door and murmured
apologetically, “The message you were awaiting has arrived, my lord.”
“Ah, good. Thank you.” Wencel pushed back from the table,
and to his feet. “Excuse me. I shall return in a few moments. Pray
continue.” He gestured at the serving dishes.
As soon as Wencel exited, a pair of servants bustled in to clear
used plates, lay new courses, renew the wine and water, and retreat
again with equally wordless bows. Ingrey and Ijada were left looking at
each other. Some tentative exploration under the dish covers revealed
dainties, fruits, and sweets, and Ijada brightened. They helped one
another to the most interesting tidbits.
Ingrey glanced at the closed door. “Do you think Princess Fara
knows of Wencel's beast?” he asked her.
“Was he not courtly?”
“Oh, he was always polite, that I saw. Cool and courteous. I
never saw why she seemed to have always a touch of fear around him,
for he never raised his hand or even his voice to her. But if it was fear
for him, and not-or not just-of him, perhaps that explains it.”
“And was he in love with her?”
Her frown deepened. “It's hard to say. He was so often moody,
so distant and silent, for days on end it seemed. Sometimes, if there
were visitors to Castle Horseriver, he would rouse himself, and there
would be a spate of conversation and wit-he's really extraordinarily
learned. Yet he has spoken more in one evening to you, here, than I
ever heard him speak at any meal with his wife. But then…you are
arresting to him in ways that she is not.” Her eyes slid toward and away
from him, and he knew she tested her inner senses.
So are you, now, Ingrey realized. “He has only a little time to
assure himself of his own safety in this new tangle. Perhaps that explains
why he's pushing. He is pushing-don't you think?” Ingrey at least felt
pressed.
“Oh, yes.” She paused in thought. “Too, it may be an outpouring
long suppressed. Who could he speak to of this, before us, now? He's
worried, yes, but also…I don't know. Excited? No-subtler or stranger
than that. Surely joyful cannot be the word.” Her lips screwed up.
“I shouldn't think so,” Ingrey said dryly.
The door clicked open, and Ingrey's gaze jerked up. It was
Wencel, returning. He seated himself again with an apologetic gesture.
“Well enough. If I have not yet said so, Ingrey, let me
congratulate you on the speed of your mission. It does not look as
though I shall be able to emulate it, to my regret. I'll likely send you
ahead with Lady Ijada tomorrow, as her presence in the cortege is like
to be, hm, awkward, as it is turned into a parade. At half march all the
way on to Easthome, five gods spare me.”
“Where in Easthome am I to be sent?” Ijada asked, a little
tensely.
“That is a matter still being settled. I should know by tomorrow
morning. No place vile, if I have my way.” He stared at her through
lidded eyes.
Ingrey stared at them both, daring to extend his senses beyond
sight. “You two are different from each other. Your beast is much
darker, Wencel. Or something. Her cat makes me think of sundappled
shade, but yours…goes all the way down.” Past the limits of his
perceptions.
“Indeed, I think that leopardess must have been at the peak of
its condition,” said Wencel. He cast Ijada a smile, as if to reassure her
that the comment was well meant. “It has a fresh and pure power. A
Weald warrior would have been proud to bear it, if there had been
such a clan as kin Leopardtree back then.”
“But I am a woman, not a warrior,” said Ijada, watching him
back.
“The women of the Old Weald used to take in sacred animals as
well. Did you not know?”
“No!” Her eyes lit with interest. “Truly?”
“Oh, seldom as warriors, though there were always a few such
called. Some tribes used theirs as their banner-carriers, and they were
valued above all women. But there was a second sort…another sort of
hallowed animal made, that women took more often. Well, more
proportionally; they were much rarer to start with.”
“Made?” said Ingrey.
Wencel's lips curved up at the tautness in his voice, in an angler's
smile. “Weald warriors were made by sending the soul of a sacrificed
animal into a man. But something else was made when the soul of an
animal was sacrificed into another animal.”
Ijada shook off her arrested look, and began, “Do you think
Boleso was attempting-wait, no.”
“I have still not quite unraveled what Boleso thought he was
about, but if it was in pursuit of some rumor of this old magic, he had it
wrong. The animal was sacrificed, at the end of its life, into the body of
a young animal, always of the same sort and sex. And all the wisdom
and training it had learned went with it. And then, at the end of its life,
that animal was sacrificed into another. And another. And another.
Accumulating a great density of life. And-at some point along the chain,
five or six or ten generations or more-it became something that was not
an animal anymore.”
“An…animal god?” ventured Ijada.
Wencel spread his hands. “In some shadowy sense, perhaps.
It's what some say the gods are-all the life of the world flows into them,
through the gates of death. They accumulate us all. And yet the gods
are an iteration stranger still, for they absorb without destroying,
becoming ever more Themselves with each perfectly retained addition.
The great hallowed animals were a thing apart.”
“How long did it take to make one?” asked Ingrey. His heart
was starting to beat faster, and he knew his breath was quickening.
And he knew Wencel marked it. Why am I suddenly terrified at
Wencel's bedtime tale? His very blood seemed to growl in response
to it.
“Decades-lifetimes-centuries, sometimes. They were vastly
valued, for as animals, they were tame and trainable, uncannily
intelligent; they came to understand the speech of men. Yet this great
continuity suffered continuous attrition, and not just through ordinary
mischance. For when a Weald man or woman took one of the great
beasts into their soul, they became something far more than a warrior.
Greater and more dangerous. Few of the oldest and best of the
creatures survived unharvested under the pressure of Audar's invasion.
Many were sacrificed prematurely just to save them from the
Darthacan troops. Audar's Temple-men were specially disposed to
slay them whenever they were found, in fear of what they could
become. Of what they could make us into.”
Wencel bent his hand back and forth. “Let us not become
confused in our language. A sorcerer, proper-or improper, if illicit and
not bound by Temple disciplines-is possessed of an elemental of
disorder and chaos, sacred to the Bastard, and the magic the creature
endows is constrained into channels of destruction thereby. Such
demons are bound up in the balance of the world of matter and the
world of spirit. And the old tribes had such sorcerers, too, with their
own traditions of discipline under the white god.
“The great hallowed animals were of this world, and had not
ever been in the hands of the gods. Not part of their powers. Not
constrained to destruction, either. A purely Wealding thing. Although
their magic was wholly of the mind and spirit, they also could affect the
body that the mind and spirit rule. The animal shamans had a quite
separate tradition from the tribal sorcerers, and not always in alliance
with them even in the same clan. One of the many divisions that
weakened us in the face of the Darthacan onslaught.” Wencel's eyes
grew distant, considering this ancient lapse.
Ijada was looking back and forth between Wencel and Ingrey.
“Oh,” she breathed.
Ingrey's face felt drained. It was as if his fortress walls were
crumbling, inside his mind, in the face of Wencel's sapping. No. No.
This is rubbish, nonsense, old tales for children, some sort of vile
joke Wencel is having on me, to see how much I can be persuaded
to swallow. What he whispered instead was, “How?”
Ijada sat up with an even sharper stare. A flick of Wencel's eyes
acknowledged his audience, and he continued: “Even a century and a
half of persecution afterward did not erase all knowledge, though not
for lack of trying. Pockets endured, though very few in writing like the
library at Castle Horseriver-specially collected by certain of my
ancestors, to be sure, but collected from somewhere. But in remote
regions, fens and mountains, poor hamlets-the Cantons broke from the
Darthacan yoke early-traditions, if not their wisdom, continued for long.
Passed down from generation to generation as secret family or village
rites, always dimming in ignorance. What even Audar could not
accomplish, Time the destroyer did. I had not imagined any to be left,
after the relentless erosion of centuries. But it seems there were at
least…two.” His blue gaze pierced Ingrey.
Ingrey's thoughts felt like frantic claws scrambling and scraping
on the floor of a cage. He managed only an inarticulate noise.
“For your consolation,” Wencel continued, “it explains your long
delirium. Your wolf was a far more powerful intrusion upon your soul
than your father's or Ijada's simple creatures. Four hundred years old
seems impossible-how many wolf generations must that be?-and
yet…” His gaze on Ingrey grew uneasy. “All the way down, indeed.
An apt description. The spirit warriors mastered their beasts with little
effort, for the ordinary animals were readily subordinated to the more
powerful human mind. In the Old Weald, if you'd been destined to be
gifted with a great beast, you would have had much preparation and
study, and the support of others of your kind. Not abandoned to find
your own way, stumbling in fear and doubt and near madness. No
wonder you responded by crippling yourself.”
“Oh, aye.”
Ijada, her tone shrewd, said to Wencel, “And are you?”
He held a palm out. “Less so. I have my own burdens.”
How much less so, Wencel? Yet Ingrey was less moved by the
suspicion that he might have found the source of his geas, as by the
notion that he might have found his mirror.
Wencel turned again to Ingrey. “In the event, yours was a happy
ignorance. If the Temple had suspected what manner of beast you
really bore, you would not have found that dispensation so easy to
come by.”
“It wasn't easy,” muttered Ingrey.
Wencel hesitated, as if considering a new thought. “Indeed. To
bind a great beast could have been no small task.” A respectful, even
wary, smile turned one corner of his mouth. He glanced at the candles
burning down in their holders on the center of the table. “It grows late.
Tomorrow's duties crowd the dawn. We must part company for a
while, but Ingrey, I beg you-do nothing to draw fresh attention to
yourself till we can talk again.”
Ingrey scarcely dared breathe. “I thought my wolf was just a
well of violence. Rage, destruction, killing. What else can it-could I
do?”
“That is the next lesson. Come to me for it when we are both
back in Easthome. Meantime, if you value your life, keep your
secrets-and mine.” Wencel pushed himself up, wearily. He ushered
them out the door before him, plain signal that both the dinner and the
revelations were done for the night. Ingrey, nearly sick to his stomach,
could only be thankful.
CHAPTER NINE
THE SERVANT'S COT CREAKED IN THE NIGHT SILENCE OF THE
house as Ingrey sat down and clenched his hands upon his knees.
Introspection was a habit he'd long avoided, for aversion to what it
must confront. Tonight, at last, he forced his perceptions inward.
He pushed past the generalized dull terror, as through a
too-familiar fog. Brushed aside clinging tendrils of self-deception, a veil
on his inner sight. He had no time or patience for them anymore. Once,
he had conceived of his bound wolf as a sort of knot under his belly,
encysted, like an extra organ, but one without function. The knot, the
wolf, was not there now. Nor in his heart, nor in his mind, exactly,
though trying to see into his own mind felt like trying to see the back of
his own head. The beast was truly unbound. So…where…?
It is in my blood, he realized. Not a part, but every part of him.
It wasn't just in him, now; it was him. Not to be ripped out as readily as
cutting off his fist, or tearing out his eyes, no, no such trivial surgery
would answer.
It came to him then, a possible reason why the fen folk practiced
their peculiar blood sacrifices, a meaning lost in the depths of time even
to themselves. The marsh people were old enemies of the Old
Wealdings. They had faced the forest tribes' spirit warriors and animal
shamans in battle and raid along their marches for centuries out of
mind-taken captives, perhaps including prisoners far too dangerous to
hold. Had those sanguinary drainings once had a more grim and
practical purpose?
Could a mere physical separation, of blood from body, also
create a spiritual one, of sin from soul?
Denial, it seemed, ran at the end of its long road down into a
bog of blood. More in a sort of chill curiosity than any other emotion,
Ingrey rummaged in his saddlebags and drew out his coil of rope. He
laid it and his belt knife out on the quilt beside him and glanced upward
in the light of his single candle at the shadowy ceiling beams. Yes, it
could be done, the supreme self-sacrifice. Bind his own ankles, hoist
himself up, loop a knot. Hang upside down. Lift the finely honed blade
to his own throat. He could let his wolf out in a hot scarlet stream, end
its haunting of him, right here and now. Free himself of all defilement in
the ultimate no.
So would his soul, rejected by the gods, just fade quietly into
oblivion as the sundered and damned ghosts were said to do? It
seemed no fearful fate. Or-if he had misjudged the rite-would his lost
spirit, augmented by this unknown force, turn into something…else?
Something presently unimaginable?
Did Wencel know what?
All those lures the young earl had thrown out, all that bait, were
plain enough indicators of how Wencel thought of Ingrey, and about
him. I am prey, in his eyes. Watch me run. He could deny Wencel his
quarry.
Ingrey stood up, reached, felt along the beam, tucked the rope
through a slight warped gap between the timber and the attic floor
above, sat again and studied the cord's dangling length in the shadows.
He touched the gray twist; his brain felt cool and distant, in this
contemplation, and yet his hand shook. That much blood would make a
mighty mess on the floor for some horrified servant to clean up in the
morning. Or would it flow between the floorboards, seep through the
ceiling of the room below? Announce the event overhead by a dripping
in the dark, spattering wetly upon a pillow or a sleeping face? Was that
thunder, does the roof leak? Until a light was struck, and its bright
flare revealed the drizzle as a redder rain. Would there be screams?
Was Lady Ijada's room below his? He calculated the placement
of corridors, and of the chamber door into which the warden had
retreated. Perhaps. It hardly mattered.
He paused for a long time, barely breathing, balanced on the
cusp of the night.
No.
The thought did very odd things to his heart. He rejected the
poets' phrases as drivel; his heart did not turn over, nor inside out, nor,
most certainly not ever, dance. It went on beating right side up in his
chest as usual, if a little faster and tighter-seeming. Was he odd, to
relish the peculiar perilous sensation so? It wasn't exactly pleasant.
Exactly. But what he relished in the darkness of his dreams wasn't what
most men he'd known spoke of, in the crude braggings of their lusts, as
pleasant; he'd been aware of that for some time.
His hand drew back, clenched closed.
So if I choose not to wake you so redly, Ijada, what then?
He had come to the end of the road of No; he could go no
further down it without drowning in his own blood. I have three
choices, I think. To wade into the red swamp and never come up
again. To linger in numbness and immobility as before-yet it was certain
that neither the tide of events nor the relentless Wencel would permit
the continuation of his paralysis very much longer. Or…he might turn
around and walk the other way.
So what does that mean, or has my thinking turned
altogether to a poet's twaddle? His bedchamber was so quiet he
could hear the susurrus of the blood in his ears like an animal's panting.
Could he stop denying himself, and deny others instead? He
tested the phrases on his tongue. No, you are wrong, all of you,
Temple and Court and folk in the streets. You always were wrong.
I am not…am not… what? And are these the only terms I can think
in, these shouted nos? Ah, habit.
Or Who I may meet along it, and that thought disturbed him
more than knife and cord and haunted blood together.
Though if I can find a darker dark along it than this one, I
shall be surprised.
He rose, sheathed his knife, packed the rope away. Stripped for
sleep and lay down under the servant's sheets. Old and thin and
mended, they were, but clean; it was a rich household that afforded
even its servants such refinements.
I do not know where I am going. But I am quite weary
enough of where I've been.
AFTER THE BRIEFEST DAWN MEETING WITH WENCEL, ALL
practicalities, Ingrey took his prisoner on the road. Hetwar's troop still
escorted them, glad enough to be lighter by one dead prince and a
dozen surly retainers and all their baggage. Ingrey had even sent the
latest warden-dedicat home, her place taken by a middle-aged
maidservant of Horseriver's household who rode pillion behind Gesca.
The small cavalcade climbed out of the valley of Oxmeade into the
breaking day, and began to wind through the settled country of the rich
lowlands belonging to the earldom of Stagthorne.
Taking a lead from Horseriver, Ingrey edged his mount forward
and without apology motioned Ijada to ride ahead with him. He was
nonetheless conscious of Gesca's narrow gaze, following them. Just so
they outdistanced the curious lieutenant's ears.
Ijada was unusually pale and withdrawn this morning, with gray
smudges under her eyes. Her smile, returning his curt nod, was brief
and muted. Was she finally coming to realize that she rode into a trap?
Too late?
“We cannot continue to flounder along with no attempt at a
plan,” he began firmly. “You've rejected mine. Have you a better?”
His mouth, tightening, paused. The first hour I saw you at
Boar's Head, five gods help me. “In the upstairs room of that inn at
Red Dike,” he answered instead.
She tilted her head in a conciliating nod.
“We share a certain problem apart from your legal morass,” he
continued. “Cat maiden.”
“Oh, it's not apart. Dog lord.”
Despite himself, his lips twisted up in return. Did he truly smile so
little, that his mouth should feel so odd doing this? “Earl Horseriver has
promised this much to shield you. He told me this morning that you are
to be lodged in a house in the capital that he owns, with his servants
about you. Better than some dank cell down by the river, and a sign, I
think, that your destruction is not yet set in train. There may be a little
time.”
“He means to keep me close,” she said thoughtfully.
“At Wencel's request, Lord Hetwar has appointed me your
house warden for this arrest.” No need to mention how his breath had
skipped at this unexpected stroke of good fortune. “Judging by the note
his courier brought me, Hetwar is glad enough to have you kept out of
sight for a time.”
Her eyes flew up. “Wencel means to keep us both close, then.
Why?”
“I judge…” his voice slowed, uncertain. “I judge he is a little
off-balance, just now. So much is happening at once, with the funeral
and his distraught wife, atop the roil already with the hallow king's
illness and-the Mother avert, but it seems most probable-the impending
election. Biast and his retinue will be arriving in Easthome, and the
prince will certainly draw his brother-in-law into the concerns of his
party. Beneath that lie Wencel's other uncanny secrets, old and new. If
Wencel can make one piece of his puzzle hold still till he has time to
attend to it, well, so much the better. For him. As for me, I don't intend
to hold still.”
“I've had one idea, so far. If, as I suspect, more than one power
in Easthome would like to see your trial suppressed, this scandal swept
quietly aside, it might even be accepted. Your kin might call on the old
kin-law, and offer a blood-price for Prince Boleso.”
She inhaled, brows climbing in surprise. “Will the Temple care to
have its justiciars excluded from so high a case?”
“If the highest lords of kin Stagthorne and kin Badgerbank
agree, the divines of the Father's Order will have no choice. There lies
my first doubt, for the king is unfit to accept any proposal; at the time I
left Easthome, Hetwar was uncertain that the old man had even been
made to understand that Boleso had, um, met his death. Biast, once he
arrives, will be half-prepared and wholly distracted. Clear decisions
from the Court at Easthome have been hard to come by, these past
weeks, and it will likely get worse before it gets better. But
Earl-ordainer Badgerbank is no small power in his own right. If he
could be convinced, for the honor of his house, to sponsor you, and
Wencel urged to help persuade him, the scheme might have a chance.”
“A prince's blood-price could be no small sum. Far beyond my
poor stepfather's means.”
“It would have to come from Badgerbank's purse. With Wencel,
perhaps, helping fill it on the left hand.”
“Have you met Earl Badgerbank? I did not think he had the
reputation as a generous man.”
“Um…” Ingrey hesitated, then answered honestly, “no, he
doesn't.” He glanced across at her, riding in the warming morning light.
“But if the money-”
“Bribe?” she muttered.
“-were raised elsewhere, I think there would be less trouble
coaxing him to lend his name. Your dower lands-how large are they?”
Ingrey blinked, taken aback. “That is rather larger than you led
me to picture. A forested tract is no small resource; it may yield up
game, timber, charcoal, mast for pigs, perhaps a great prize of minerals
beneath…you have nearly the price of a prince right there, I think!
How many villages or hamlets are to be found there, how many hearths
in the tax census?”
“None. Not in those lands. No one hunts there. No one goes in.”
The sudden tension in her tone arrested him. “Why not?”
She shrugged, unconvincingly. “They are accursed. Haunted
woods, whispering woods. The Wounded Woods, they are called, and
indeed, the trees seem sick. All who enter are plagued by nightmares of
blood and death, they say.”
“Tales,” Ingrey scoffed.
“I went in,” Ijada replied steadily. “After my mother died, and it
was at last made clear that the tract had indeed come to me. I went to
see for myself, for I believed I had the right. And duty. The forester
was reluctant to escort me, but I made him. My stepfather's grooms
and my maid were terrified. For a full day we rode in, then made a
camp. Most of the land is raw and steep, all ravines and abrupt cliffs,
briars and stones poking through, and gloomy hollows. At the center is
one broad, flat valley, filled with great oak trees, centuries old. That is
the darkest part, said to be the most haunted, a cursed shrine of the
Old Weald. Local legend says it is lost Bloodfield itself, for all that two
other earldoms along the Ravens claim that doubtful honor.”
“Many old shrine sites have become farmers' fields, in time.”
“Not this one. We slept there that night, much against the will of
my escort. And indeed, we dreamed. The grooms dreamed of being
torn apart by animals, and woke screaming. My maid dreamed that she
drowned in blood. Come morning, they were all wild to get away.”
She hesitated so long this time he almost asked again, but held
his tongue. His patience was rewarded at length when she murmured,
“We all dreamed. It took me some time to realize that my dream was
different.”
Silences, he reminded himself, had a power all their own. He
waited some more. She regarded him under her lashes, as if gauging his
tolerance for further tales of the uncanny.
She began, he thought, obliquely. “Have you ever witnessed an
almsgiver mobbed by famished beggars? How they gather in a vast
swirl, each one weak, but in their numbers strong and frightening,
frantic? Give to us, give, for we starve… Yet however much you
gave, all that you had, it would not be enough; they might tear you apart
and devour you without being satisfied.”
He granted her a wary nod, uncertain where this was tending.
“In my dream…men came to me out of the trees.
Bloody-handed men, many headless, in the rusted armor of the Old
Weald. Some bore animal standards, the skulls all decorated about
with colored stones, or wore capes of skins; stag and bear, horse and
wolf, badger and otter, boar and lynx and ox and I know not what else.
Faceless, blurred, horribly hacked. They raved around me in a great
begging crowd, as though I were their queen, or liege-lady, come to
spread some strange largesse among them. I could not understand their
language, and their signs bewildered me. I was not afraid of them, for
all they pawed my garments with rotting hands until my dress was
soaked in cold black blood. They wanted something of me. I could not
make out what it was. But I knew they were owed it.”
“A terrifying dream,” he said, in the most detached voice he
could muster.
“I did not fear them. But they split my heart.”
“Were they so pitiful?”
Began again. “Until Wencel said those words last night.
Banner-carrier. I had half forgotten the dream, in the press of more
recent woes, but at those words the memory of it slammed back, so
vivid it was like a blow-I don't think you know how close I came to
fainting.”
“I…no. To me, you just looked interested.”
She gave a relieved nod. “Good.”
“And so what new thing do you make of your dream as a
result?”
“I thought…I think…I think now the dead warriors made me
their banner-carrier, that night.” Her right hand rose from her rein to her
left breast, and spread there in the sacred gesture; he thought the
fingers clutched in a tiny spasm. “And I was suddenly reminded that the
heart is the sign and signifier of the Son of Autumn. The heart for
courage. And loyalty. And love.”
Ingrey had tried to wrench their thoughts to shrewd politics, to
good, solid, reasonable, practical plans. How had he stepped hip deep
into the eerie once again? “It was but a dream. How long ago?”'
“Some months. The others could not wait to break camp and
gallop home, next morning, but I rode slowly, looking back.”
“What did you see?”
“Surely someone might be found who does not know their local
reputation.”
She shook her head. “You don't understand.”
“What, are the lands entailed to you?”
“No.”
“Already pledged for debt?”
“No! Nor shall they be. How would I ever redeem them?” She
laughed mirthlessly. “No great marriage, or likely, any marriage, looms
in my future now; and I have no other prospects of inheritance.”
“But if it might save your life, Ijada-”
“You don't understand. Five gods help me, I don't understand.
But…they laid the woods into my charge, the dead men. I cannot lay
that charge down until my men are…paid.”
“Paid? What coin can ghosts desire? Or hallucinations, as the
case may be,” he added testily.
She grimaced in frustration, and with a little slice of her hand
batted down his doubting shot. “I don't know. But they wanted
something.”
“Then I shall just have to find another way,” Ingrey muttered. Or
return to this argument later.
Now it was her turn to stare thoughtfully at him. “And what
plans have you made to seek out the source of your geas?”
“None, yet,” he admitted. “Though after, um, Red Dike, I think
no such thing could be laid upon me again without my seeing it.
Resisting it.” Stung by the doubtful quirk of her eyebrows, he added
more sternly, “I plan to be on my guard, and look about me.”
Ingrey's frown deepened at this unwelcome thought. “Many
men. It's my calling. But I always figured an enemy would just send
paid bravos.”
“Do you think the average bravo would be inclined to take you
on?”
His lips lifted a little at this. “They might have to raise the price.”
Her lips curved, too. “Perhaps your unknown enemy is a
pinch-purse, then. The bounty for a wild wolf warrior might be too
steep for him.”
Ingrey chuckled. “My reputation is more lurid than my sword
arm can sustain, I'm afraid. An adversary has merely to send enough
men, or shoot from behind in the dark. Easily enough done. Men alone
are not hard to kill, despite our swagger.”
“Indeed,” she murmured bleakly, and Ingrey cursed his careless
tongue. After a moment, she added, “It's still a good question, though.
What would have happened to you if the geas had worked as planned?”
Ingrey shrugged. “Disgraced. Dismissed from Hetwar's service.
Maybe hanged. Our drowning would have passed as an accident, true.
Some several men might have been happy that I'd relieved them of a
dilemma, but I should not have looked to them for gratitude.”
“But it would be safe to say you'd have been removed as a force
in the capital.”
“I'm no force in the capital. I'm just one of Hetwar's more
dubious servants.”
“Such a charitable man Hetwar is to sponsor you, then.”
Ingrey's lips opened, closed. “Mm.”
You thought it, too? Ijada, Ingrey reminded himself, had never
known Wencel as a small, slow child. But did that leave her to
overestimate, or Ingrey to underestimate, his cousin?
Ijada continued, “But in that case, I do not understand why we
were both allowed to leave his house alive today.”
“That would have been too crude,” said Ingrey. “A hired
assassin is always his own witness, but the geas would have left none.
The spell-caster, Wencel or not, desired greater subtlety. Presumably.”
He frowned in renewed doubt.
“He was never a comfortable man, but this new Wencel scares
me to death.”
“Well, he does not me.” Ingrey's mouth and mind froze as he
was suddenly reminded of how close he'd come to death at his own
hand, not twelve hours past. A subtle enough death to pass
unquestioned even under Wencel's roof? It was no geas that time,
though. I did it to myself.
After Wencel cried wolf at me…
“Now what makes you grow grim?” Ijada demanded.
“Nothing.”
Her lips twisted in exasperation. “To be sure.”
After a few more minutes of riding in silence, she added, “I want
to know what else Wencel knows of Bloodfield-or Holytree, as he
called it-if he's such a scholar of the Old Weald as he claims. Tax him
on it, if-when-you speak again. But do not tell him of my dream.”
Ingrey nodded agreement. “Had you ever discussed your legacy
with him?”
“Never.”
“With Princess Fara?”
Ingrey drummed his fingers on the thigh of his riding leathers. “It
must have been but a dream. Most souls would have been taken up by
the gods at the hour of their deaths, whether your woods were
Bloodfield or some lesser Wealding defeat. Any sundered who refused
the gods would have blurred to oblivion centuries ago, or so the divines
taught me. Four hundred years is far too long for ghosts to survive so
entire.”
“I saw what I saw.” Her tone neither offered nor requested
rationalizations.
“Maybe that's what the addition of animal spirits does to men's
souls,” Ingrey continued in a spurt of inspiration. “Instead of dissolution,
damnation becomes an eternal, cold, and silent torment. Trapped
between matter and spirit. All the pain of death lingering, all the joy of
life stripped away…” He swallowed in sudden fear.
Ijada's gaze grew distant, looking down the winding road. “I
trust not. The warriors were worn and tormented, but not joyless, for
they took joy in me, I thought.” Her eyes, turning toward him, crinkled
a little at the edges. “A moment ago, you said it must be a dream, but
now you take it for truth, and your doom foreshadowed. You can't
have it both ways, however delightfully glum piling up the prospects
makes you.”
Ingrey was surprised into a snort; his lips curled up at the sides,
just a little bit. He yanked them back straight. “So which do you think it
is?”
“I think…” she said slowly, “that if I could go back now, I
would know.” Her lids lowered briefly, and the next look she gave him
seemed to weigh him. “I think you might, too.”
They were interrupted then by a crowd on the road, some
kinlord's entourage from Easthome traveling to the funereal duty at
Oxmeade. Ingrey motioned his men aside, scanning the mob of
outriders for faces he recognized. He saw a few, and exchanged brief,
sober salutes. Boarford's men, and therefore the two brotherearls and
their wives sheltered in the tapestry-covered wagon that jounced along
the ruts. Almost immediately thereafter, Ingrey's troop had to make
way again for a procession of Temple-men, lord dedicats and high
divines, richly dressed and well mounted.
CHAPTER TEN
THEY CRESTED THE RANGE OF LOW HILLS NORTHEAST OF THE
capital in the late afternoon. The town and the broad southern plains
beyond spread out before their gaze. The river Stork curled away from
the town's foot in a bright silver line, growing more crooked until lost in
the autumn haze. A few boats, merchant craft, sculled laboriously up or
drifted down its length, making their way from or to the cold sea some
eighty miles distant. As Ingrey reined back beside her, Ijada rose in her
stirrups and stared.
He studied her expression, which was part fascinated, part
wary. Easthome might well be the largest city she'd seen in her life, for
all that perhaps a dozen Darthacan provincial seats eclipsed it, and the
Darthacan royal capital could have held it six times over.
“The town is divided into two halves, Templetown and
Kingstown,” Ingrey told her. “The upper town, on those high bluffs,
holds the temple, the archdivine's palace, and all the offices of the holy
orders. The lower town has the warehouses and the merchants'
quarters. You can see the wharves beyond the wall, where the drainage
runs out to join the Stork. The hallow king's hall and most of the
kin-lords' houses are on the opposite end from the docks.” His hand
swept out the sections. “Easthome used to be two villages, back in the
old days, belonging to two different tribes. They feuded and fought
across the creek that divided them till it ran with blood, they say,
practically up to the time Audar's grandson seized the place for his
western capital, and stamped out all division with his new stonework.
You can scarcely see the creek now, it is so built across. And no one
now chooses to die for the sake of a sewer. Hetwar told me this tale;
he takes it for a parable, but I'm not sure what he thinks the moral is.”
They came at length to a narrow curving street in the merchants'
quarter, and dismounted before a slim stone house in a row of several
such built abutting one another, though obviously at different times by
different masons. Ingrey wondered if Horseriver owned not just this
house but the row, and if such lucrative property had come to him with
Princess Fara. The house was neither so rich nor so large as last night's
lodging, but it appeared decent enough, quiet and close.
Ingrey dismounted and passed his and Ijada's horses to Gesca's
care.
“Tell my lord Hetwar I will report to him as soon as I see the
prisoner secured. Send me my manservant Tesko, if you find him
sober, with what things I am likely to need for the next few days. Clean
clothes, for one.” Ingrey grimaced, stretching his aching back; his
leathers reeked of horse and the grime of the road, and the stitches in
his scalp were itching again, maddeningly. Ijada, stripping off her riding
gloves and craning her neck, managed somehow to appear nearly as
trim and cool as she had that morning.
The house's porter saw them inside; the woman warden-servant,
guided by a housemaid, marshaled Ijada at once up the stairs, her
leather-strapped case hoisted after by the porter's boy. Ingrey set
down his saddlebags and stared around the narrow hall.
Ingrey grunted, and said, “No hurry. If this place is to be my
charge, I had best look it over.” He prowled off through the nearest
doorway.
The house seemed simple enough. The cellar and the ground
floor were devoted to storage, a kitchen with antechamber and pallets
for cook and scullion, an eating hall, a parlor, and a cubby under the
stairs where the porter lurked. Ingrey poked his head out the only other
outer door, which led to a back court with a covered well. The second
floor included what might have been meant for a study, as well as two
bedrooms. Passing the door of similar chambers on the next floor up,
Ingrey heard the murmur of women's voices, Ijada and her warden.
The top floor was divided up into smaller rooms for the servants.
He descended again to find the porter's boy lugging his
saddlebags into one of the bedrooms on the second floor. The
furnishings were sparse-narrow bed, washstand, a single chair, a
battered wardrobe-and Ingrey wondered if the place had been
tenanted or not before Horseriver's couriers had arrived last night
demanding its possession. Light, distinctive footsteps and the creaking
of, perhaps, a bed overhead marked Ijada's location. The proximity
was both reassuring and unsettling. When he heard her steps on the
stairs, he turned for the hall.
She had her hand raised to knock on his door as he opened it.
In the other, she held Learned Hallana's letter, a little crumpled now.
Her warden-or was that, Wencel's warden?-hovered behind her,
peering suspiciously.
“Lord Ingrey,” she said, reverting to formality. “Learned Hallana
charged you to deliver this. Will you do so?” Her level eyes seemed to
bore into his, silently reminding him of the rest of the sorceress's words:
to its destination, and no other.
He took it, glancing at the scrawled direction. “Do you know
who this”-he peered more closely-“Learned Lewko may be?”
What does that prove? Hallana trusted me. And a
Temple-man neither foolish nor untrue might yet be no friend to the
defiled.
Still, Ingrey remained deathly curious as to what Hallana had
reported of him, and of the strange events at Red Dike. The only way
he might find out short of opening the letter himself was to be there
when it was opened. And if he delivered it on his way to Hetwar's
palace, he would be relieved of any possible need to conceal it or lie
about it to his master. Hetwar could not demand it of him then. If
chided, Ingrey could feign its faithful delivery was just the sort of
virtuous act Hetwar might properly expect of his henchman.
“Yes. I will undertake the charge.”
Ijada nodded intently, and he wondered if she read his
corkscrew thoughts in his eyes, or not: or if she judged him as blithely
as Hallana had.
He added, “Stay in; stay safe. Lock your inner doors as well. I
presume whatever comforts this house may offer are yours for the
asking.” He let his eye fall on the servant-warden, and she made a
circumspect curtsey of acknowledgment. “I don't know what else Lord
Hetwar may want of me tonight, so eat when you will. I'll be back as
soon as I can.”
He tucked the letter in his jerkin, bowed her a polite farewell,
and made his way down the stairs. He wanted a bath, clean clothes,
and a meal, in that order, but all such niceties would have to wait.
Leaving instructions with the porter for his servant, should Tesko
arrive before he returned, Ingrey walked out into the town.
Familiar smells and sights subtly reassured him. He wound his
way through the cobbled streets of Kingstown and across the
half-buried creek, then climbed the steep steps up the near cliff of the
temple side. Two switchbacks and a breathless ten minutes brought him
to the stair-gate, winding crookedly under a tower and two houses, into
the upper town. In the dark corner where the passage turned, a little
shrine for the safety of the city stood, a few candles flickering in the dim
drafts flanked by wilted garlands; reflexively, Ingrey made the fivefold
sign in passing. He came out again into the early-evening light and
turned right.
The central court was open to the air, and in its middle the holy
fire burned quietly on its plinth. Through an archway into one of the five
great stone domes surrounding it, Ingrey could see a ceremony
beginning-a funeral, he realized, for he could glimpse a bier, surrounded
by shuffling mourners, being set down before the Father's altar. In a
few days, Prince Boleso's body, too, would pass through these rites
here.
On the other side of the court, the acolyte-grooms were
marshaling their sacred animals for the little miracle of the choosing.
Each creature, led by its handler dressed in the color of his or her
order, would be presented before the bier, and the divine would
interpret by its actions which god had taken up the soul of the recent
dead. This not only guided the prayers of the mourners, but also their
more material offerings, to the altar and the order of the proper god.
Ingrey would be more cynical about this, but that he had more than
once seen results clearly unexpected to all parties involved.
A woman in Mother's greens had a large green bird, which
cawed nervously, perched upon her shoulder. A maiden in Daughter's
blue held a young hen with purple-blue feathers tightly under her arm.
An immensely fluffy gray dog cowered close to the gray robes of an
elderly groom of the Father's Order. A young man in the reds and
browns of the Son led a skittish chestnut colt, its coat brushed to a
shimmering copper and its eyes rolling whitely. The animal snorted and
sidled, yanking its groom almost off his feet, and in a moment, Ingrey
saw why.
The man was nearly as arresting as the bear. He was
broad-shouldered to match his height, with hair in a dense red horsetail
down his back. Thick silver clamps held it in place, and thick silver
bracelets clanked on his arms. Bright blue eyes held an expression of
amiable bemusement which Ingrey was not sure whether to take as
acuity or vacuity. His clothes-tunic, trousers, a swinging coat-were
simple enough in cut, but colorfully dyed and decorated with elaborate
embroidery. Big boots were stamped with silver designs, and the hilt of
his long sword glittered with crudely cut gems. In the belt sheath at his
back rested not a knife, but an ax, also elaborately inlaid, its blade
gleaming razor-honed.
A brown-haired man in similar but less gaudy dress, a good
head shorter than his fellow yet still tall, leaned against a pillar with his
arms folded, watching the proceedings with a most dubious expression.
Some of the grooms shot him looks of supplication, which he
steadfastly ignored.
Ingrey tore his attention from this peculiar drama as he saw an
older woman in the white-and-cream robes of the Bastard, the loops of
a divine's braid bouncing on her shoulder and her arms laden with
folded cloth, scurry through the court, evidently intent upon some
shortcut. Ingrey barely caught her sleeve as she sped past. She jerked
to a halt and eyed him unfavorably.
“Excuse me, Learned. I carry a letter for one Learned Lewko,
which I am charged to deliver into his hand.”
Her expression altered at once into something, if not more
friendly, much more interested. She looked him up and down; indeed,
he imagined he looked the part of a road-weary courier, just now.
She led him through a discreet side entry, down and up some
steps, back outside behind the temple, and past the archdivine's palace
into the next street. Down one more narrow alley they came to a long
stone building some two stories high, passed through a side door, and
wended up more stairs. Ingrey began to be grateful he hadn't just asked
for directions. They passed a succession of well-lit rooms devoted to
scriptoria, judging by the heads bent over tables and scratching of quills.
Coming to a closed door in the same row, she knocked, and a
man's calm voice bade, “Enter.”
The door swung open on a narrower room, or perhaps that was
an illusion created by the contents. Crammed shelves lined the
chamber, and a pair of tables overflowed with books, papers, scrolls,
and a great deal of more miscellaneous litter. A saddle sat propped on
its pommel in one corner.
The man, sitting in a chair beyond one table near the window,
looked up from the sheaf of papers he was reading and raised his
brows. He, too, was dressed in Bastard's whites, but the robes were
slightly shabby and without any mark of rank upon them. He was
middle-aged, spare, perhaps a little taller than Ingrey, clean-shaven,
with sandy-gray hair trimmed short. Ingrey would have taken him for
some important man's clerk or secretary, except that the woman divine
pressed her hand to her lips and bowed her head in a gesture of utmost
respect before she spoke again.
“Learned, here is a man with a letter for you.” She glanced up at
Ingrey. “Your name, sir?”
“Ingrey kin Wolfcliff.”
No special reaction or recognition showed in her face, but the
spare man's brows notched a trifle higher. “Thank you, Marda,” he
said, polite dismissal clear in his tone. She touched her lips again and
withdrew, shutting the door behind Ingrey.
Learned Lewko set down his sheaf of papers rather abruptly
and sat up to take it. “Hallana! Not ill news, I trust?”
“Not…that is, she was well when I last saw her.”
Lewko eyed the missive more warily. “Is it complicated?”
Ingrey considered his answer. “She did not show me the
contents. But I expect so.”
Lewko sighed. “As long as it's not another ice bear. I don't think
she would gift me with an ice bear. I hope.”
Ingrey was briefly diverted. “I saw an ice bear in the temple
court, as I came in. It was, um, most impressive.”
“It is utterly horrifying, I think. The grooms were weeping.
Bastard forfend, are they actually trying to use it in a funeral?”
“So it appeared.”
“We should have just told the prince thank you, and put it in a
menagerie. Somewhere out in the country.”
“How did it come here?”
“By surprise. Also by boat.”
“How big was the boat?”
Lewko grinned at Ingrey's tone, and looked suddenly younger
thereby. “I saw it yesterday, tied up at the wharf below Kingstown.
Not nearly as big as one would think.” He ran a hand through his hair.
“The beast was a gift, or perhaps a bribe. Brought by this giant red
hairy fellow from some island on the frozen side of the south sea, who
is either a prince, or a pirate-it is hard to be sure. Prince Jokol, fondly
nicknamed by his loyal crew Jokol Skullsplitter, I am informed. I didn't
think those white bears could be tamed, but he seems to have made a
pet of this one since it was a cub, which makes the gift even more dear,
I suppose. I cannot imagine what the voyage was like; they say they
met storms. I suspect he is quite mad. In any case, he also brought
several large ingots of high-grade silver for the bear's upkeep, which
apparently robbed the temple menagerie-master of the wits to refuse
the gift. Or bribe.”
“The Skullsplitter wants a divine, to carry off to his
glacier-ridden island in place of his bear. This is a fine work of
missionary duty that any divine should be proud to undertake.
Volunteers have been called for. Twice. If none steps forth by the time
the prince is ready to cast off again, one will simply have to be found.
Dragged from under a bed, perhaps.” His grin flickered again. “I can
afford to laugh; they can't send me. Ah, well.” He sighed once more
and set the letter before him on the table, with the wax seal uppermost.
He bent his head over it.
The amusement drained from Ingrey, and he came alert. His
blood-that blood-seemed to spin up like a vortex. Lewko did not bear
the braid of a sorcerer, he did not smell of a demon, and yet Temple
sorcerers answered to him…? Threw their most complicated dilemmas
in his lap?
Lewko laid his hand across the wax seal, and his eyes closed
briefly. Something flared about him. It was nothing Ingrey saw with his
eyes or smelled with his nose, but it made the hair stir at the nape of his
neck. He'd felt a trace of this stomach-wrenching awe once before,
from a stronger source, but with inner senses at the time much weaker.
At the end of his futile pilgrimage to Darthaca, in the presence of a
small, stout, harried fellow, to all appearances ordinary, who sat down
quietly and let a god reach through him into the world of matter.
Lewko's not a sorcerer. He's a saint, or petty saint. And he
knew who Ingrey was, and he had seemingly been here at the temple
for years, judging by the state of his study, but Ingrey had never
seen-or was that, noticed?-him before. Certainly not in the company of
any of the high Temple divines who waited upon the sealmaster or the
king's court, all of whom Ingrey had dutifully memorized.
Ingrey nodded.
“This letter has been opened.”
“Not by me, Learned.”
“Who, then?”
Ingrey's mind sped back. From Hallana to Ijada to him…Ijada?
Surely not. Had it ever been out of her possession, parted from her
bosom? It had rested in that inner pocket of the riding habit, which she
had worn…all but at the dinner at Earl Horseriver's. And Wencel had
left the table to receive an urgent message…indeed. Easy enough for
the earl to overawe and suborn that warden to rifle Ijada's luggage, but
had Wencel thought to use some shaman trick to fool a sorcerer about
his prying? But Lewko is not a sorcerer, now, is he. Not exactly.
Ingrey temporized: “Without proof, any guess of mine would be but
slander, Learned.”
Lewko's look grew uncomfortably penetrating, but to Ingrey's
relief he dropped his eyes to the letter again. “Well, let us see,” he
muttered, and stripped it open, scattering wax.
He read intently for a few minutes, then shook his head and
stood to lean nearer to the window. Twice, he turned the closely
written paper sideways. Once, he glanced across at Ingrey and
inquired rather plaintively, “Does the phrase broke his chants mean
anything to you?”
“Um, could that be, chains?” Ingrey ventured.
Lewko brightened. “Ah! Yes, it could! That makes much more
sense.” He read on. “Or perhaps it doesn't…”
Lewko came to the end, frowned, and started over. He waved
vaguely toward a wall. “I believe there is a camp stool under that pile.
Help yourself, Lord Ingrey.”
“I pity the spy who had to decipher this,” he said, without heat.
“Is it in code?”
“No: Hallana's handwriting. Written in haste, I deem. It takes
practice-which I grant I have-to unravel. Well, I've suffered worse for
less reward. Not from Hallana, she always touches the essential. One
of her several uncomfortable talents. That demure smile masks a holy
recklessness. And ruthlessness. The Father be thanked for Oswin's
moderating influence. Such as it is.”
“You know her well?” Ingrey inquired. Or, why does this
paragon write to you, alone of all the Temple functionaries in
Easthome?
Lewko rolled the letter and tapped it gently on the edge of the
table. “I was assigned to be her mentor, many years ago, when she so
unexpectedly became a sorceress.”
Surely it took one sorcerer to teach another. Therefore and
therefore…Like a stone across the water, Ingrey's mind skipped two
begged questions to arrive at a third. “How does a man become a
former sorcerer? Undamaged?” It was the task of that Darthacan saint
to destroy illicit sorcerers, who were reported to fight like madmen
against the amputation of their powers, but Learned Lewko had surely
not been such a renegade.
“It is possible to lay down the gift.” Lewko's mouth hovered
between faint amusement and faint regret. “If one chooses to in time.”
“Is it not a wrench?”
“I didn't say it was easy. In fact”-his voice softened still
further-“it takes a miracle.”
What was this man? “I have served four years here in Easthome.
I'm surprised our paths have not crossed before.”
“But they have. In a sense. I am very familiar with your case,
Lord Ingrey.”
“No, that was another man. My involvement at the time was less
direct. The inquirer brought me a bag of ashes from the castle, to turn
back into a letter of confession.”
Ingrey's brow wrinkled. “Isn't that what I believe Learned
Hallana would call a bit uphill for Temple magic? Chaos forced back to
order?”
“Indeed and alas, it was. It cost me a month's work and
probably a year of my calling. And all for very little, as it turned out, to
my fury. What do you remember of Learned Cumril? The young
Temple sorcerer whom your father suborned?”
Ingrey stiffened still further. “From an acquaintance lasting the
space of an hour's meal and a quarter of an hour's rite, not much. All
his attention was on my father. I was an afterthought.” He added
truculently, “And how do you know who suborned whom, after all?”
“That much was clear. Less clear was how. Not for money. I
think not for threats. There was a reason-Cumril imagined himself doing
something good, or at least heroic, that went horribly awry.”
“How can you guess his heart when you don't even know what
his mind was about?”
“Oh, that part I don't have to guess. It was in his letter. Once I'd
reassembled it. A three-page screed descanting upon his woe, guilt,
and remorse. And scarcely one useful fact that we didn't already
know.” Lewko grimaced.
“If Cumril wrote the confession, who burned it?” asked Ingrey.
“Now, that is a guess of mine.” Lewko leaned back in his chair,
eyeing Ingrey shrewdly. “And yet I am surer of it than many an
assertion for which I had more material proof. Do you understand the
difference between a sorcerer who rides his demon, and one who is
ridden?”
“Not from the inside. The difference is very clear. The gulf
between a man who uses a power for his purposes, and a power that
uses a man for its purposes, is…sometimes less than an ant's stride
across. I know. I rode dangerously close to that line myself, once. It is
my belief, after the debacle that left your father dead and you…well, as
you are, Cumril was taken by his demon. Whether despair made him
weak, whether he was overmatched from the first, I can't now guess,
but I believe in my heart that the writing of that confession was Cumril's
last act. And the burning of it, the demon's first.”
Ingrey opened his mouth, then closed it. In his mind, he had
always cast Cumril in the part of betrayer; it was uncomfortable to
consider that the young sorcerer, too, might have been in some strange
sense betrayed.
“So you see,” said Lewko softly, “Cumril's fate concerns me.
More, it nags me. I fear I cannot encounter you without being
reminded of it.”
“Did the Temple ever find out if he was alive or dead?”
“No. There was a report of an illicit sorcerer in the Cantons
some five years ago that might have been him, but all trace was lost
thereafter.”
Ingrey's lips started to shape the word Who… but he changed it:
“What are you?”
Lewko's hand opened. “Just a simple Temple overseer, now.”
Of what? Of all the Temple sorcerers of the Weald, perhaps?
Just seemed scarcely the word for it, nor did simple. This man could
be very dangerous to me, Ingrey reminded himself. He knows too
much already.
And he was about to learn more, unfortunately, for he glanced
down at the paper and asked Ingrey to describe the events at Red
Dike. No great surprise; Ingrey had certainly guessed those at least
would be in the letter.
“Who do you think placed this murderous compulsion, this
strange scarlet geas, upon you, Lord Ingrey?”
“I very much wish to know.”
“Well, that makes two of us.”
“I am glad of that,” said Ingrey, and was surprised to realize it
was true.
Then Lewko asked, “What do you think of this Lady Ijada?”
Ingrey swallowed, his mind seeming to spiral down like a bird
shot out of the air. He asked me what I think about her, not what I
feel about her, he reminded himself firmly. “She undoubtedly bashed
Boleso's head in. He undoubtedly deserved it.”
A silence seemed to stretch from this succinct obituary. Did
Lewko, too, understand the uses of silences? “My lord Hetwar did not
desire all these posthumous scandals,” Ingrey added. “I think he has
even less than your relish for complications.”
More silence. “She sustains the leopard spirit. It is…lovely in
her.” Five gods, I must say something to protect her. “I think she is
more god-touched than she knows.”
That won a response. Lewko sat up, his eyes suddenly cooler
and more intent. “How do you know?”
Ingrey's chin rose at the hint of challenge. “The same way I
know that you are, Blessed One. I feel it in my blood.”
The jolt between them then made Ingrey certain he'd
overstepped. But Lewko eased back in his chair, deliberately tenting
his hands. “Truly?”
“I do not think you are a fool at all, Lord Ingrey.” Lewko
tapped his fingers on the letter, looked away for a moment, then looked
back. “Yes. I shall obey my Hallana's marching orders and examine this
young woman, I think. Where is she being held?”
“More housed than held, so far.” Ingrey gave directions to the
slim house in the merchants' quarter.
“When is she to be bound over to stand her indictment?”
“I would guess not till after Boleso's funeral, since it is so near.
I'll know more once I speak with Sealmaster Hetwar. Where I am
obliged by my duty to go next,” Ingrey added by way of a broad hint.
Yes-he needed to escape this room before Lewko's questions grew
even more probing. He stood up.
“I shall try to come tomorrow,” said Lewko, yielding to this
move.
Ingrey managed a polite, “Thank you. I shall look for you then,”
a bow, and his removal from the room without, he trusted, looking as
though he were running like a rabbit.
He closed the door behind himself and blew out his breath in
unease. Was this Lewko potential help or potential harm? He
remembered Wencel's parting words to him: If you value your life,
keep your secrets and mine. Had that been a threat, or a warning?
He had at least managed to keep all mention of Horseriver from
this first interview. There could be no hint of Wencel in the letter; his
cousin had not impinged on Ingrey's life until after Hallana had been left
behind, thankfully. But what about tomorrow? What about half an hour
from now, when he stood in his road dirt before Hetwar to report his
journey and its incidents?
Horseriver. Hallana. Gesca. Now Lewko. Hetwar. Ingrey was
starting to lose track of what all he had not said to whom.
He found the correct direction and began to retrace his steps
back to the shortcut through the temple, keeping the cadence of his
footfalls deliberate.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
AS INGREY MADE HIS WAY UP THE CORRIDOR TOWARD THE side
entrance of the temple court, a cry of dismay echoed along the walls.
His steps quickened in curiosity, then alarm, as the cry was succeeded
by a scream. Frightened shouts erupted. His hand gripped the hilt of his
sword as he burst into the central area, his head swiveling in search of
the source of the uproar.
A bizarre melee was pouring out of the archway to the Father's
court. Foremost was the great ice bear. Clamped in its jaws was the
foot of the deceased man, an aged fellow dressed in clothes befitting a
wealthy merchant, the stiff corpse bouncing along like some huge doll
as the bear growled and shook its head. At the end of the silver chain
hooked to the bear's collar, the groom-acolyte swung in a wide and
stumbling arc. Some of the braver or more distraught mourners pelted
after, shouting advice and demands.
His voice nearly squeaking, the panicked groom advanced on
the bear, yanking the chain, then grabbing for the corpse's arm and
pulling. The bear half rose, and one heavy paw lashed out; the groom
staggered back, screaming in earnest now, clutching his side from
which red drops spattered.
Ingrey drew his blade and ran forward, skidding to a stop
before the maddened beast. From the corner of his eye he could see
Prince Jokol, grasped in a restraining hug from behind by his
companion, struggling toward him. “No, no, no!” cried the red-haired
man in a voice of anguish. “Fafa only thought they were offering him a
meal! Don't, don't hurt him!”
By him, Ingrey realized, blinking, Jokol meant the bear…
Everything around him slowed, and Ingrey's perceptions came
alight, in the black exultation of his wolf ascending, seemingly pumped
from his heart up into his reeling brain. The noise in the court became a
distant rumble. His sword in his hand felt weightless; the tip rose, then
began to curve away in a glittering back-swing. His mind sketched the
plunge of the steel, into the bear's heart and out again before it could
even begin to react, caught as it was in that other, more sluggish stream
of time.
It was then that he felt, more than saw, the faint god light
sputtering from the bear like sparks off a cat petted in the winter dark.
The light's beauty confounded him, burning into his eyes. His heightened
perceptions reached for it in a desperate grasping after the fading god,
and suddenly, his mind was in the bear's.
He saw himself, foreshortened: a doubled image of leather-clad
man and moving blade, and a vast, dark, dense wolf with glowing
silver-tipped fur spewing light in an aureole all around him. As his heart
reached after the god light, so the bear's astounded senses reached
toward him, and for an instant, a three-way circle completed itself.
A laughing Voice murmured in his mind, but not in his ear: “I see
my Brother's pup is in better pelt, now. Good. Pray continue…”
Ingrey's mind seemed to explode with the weight and pressure of that
utterance.
For a moment, the bear's dazed and wordless memories became
his. The recent procession into the Father's court, with the other
animals all about. The distraction of the groom, the stink of his fear, but
the reassurance of the familiar one, his smell and his voice, providing a
link to calm in this disordered stone world. Voices droning, on and on.
A dim comprehension of movement, positioning, yes, there had been
food not long ago, when he did this, and let them lead him over
there…And then his bear-heart swelled and burst with the
overwhelming arrival of the god, followed by the happy certainty of a
rocking amble toward the bier. Then confusion and pain; the small man
hooked on the end of his chain was pulling back, yanking, punishing
him for doing this thing, frustrating his happiness. He lunged forward in
an attempt to complete his god-given task. More of these puny
creatures ran about getting in his way. A red rage rose in his brain like a
tide, and he grabbed that cold odd-smelling lump of meat and lumbered
off with it toward the laughing light Who called him, Who was,
confusingly, everywhere and yet nowhere…
Ingrey seemed to reach deep into his chest, his belly, his bowels,
and brought out one word: “Down!” The command flew through the
air with the weight of a stone from a catapult.
His sword tip circled once, then fell in a silver arc to the
pavement before his feet. The bear's snout tracked it, following it
down, and down, until the great beast was crouched before Ingrey's
boots, pressing its jaw to the tiles, its paws drawn in close to its head,
its massive haunches bunching up behind. The yellow eyes looked up at
him in bear-bewilderment, and awe.
Ingrey glowered around to find the groom-acolyte scrabbling
away on hands and knees nearby, white robes bloodied, eyes now
more huge on Ingrey than they'd been on the ice bear. The claws had
merely grazed his ribs, else he might have been disemboweled. The
bear's rage still boiled up in Ingrey's brain. Letting his sword fall with a
clang, he advanced upon the man. He scooped him up by the front of
his robes, jamming him against the plinth of the holy fire. The man was
as tall as Ingrey, and broader in the beam, but he seemed to float in
Ingrey's grasp. Ingrey bent him backward over the licking heat. The
groom's flailing feet sought the floor, without success, and his squeaking
strained up beyond sound into silence.
“What did they pay you, to thwart the god's blessing? Who
dared this execration?” Ingrey snarled into the groom's contorted face.
His voice, pitched low and vibrating, snaked all around the stone walls
like a rustle of velvet, and back into his own ears like a purr.
“He lies!” yelped the groom in the Father's livery, dragging his
frightened gray dog on its lead, circling wide around the still-crouching
bear.
The white-clad groom's eyes focused on Ingrey's, inches from
his face, and he inhaled deeply and screamed, “I confess! Don't, don't,
don't…”
Don't what? With difficulty, Ingrey straightened, opened his
hands, and let the man fall back to his feet. He kept on going down,
however, knees crumpling, till he was curled up in a bleeding ball at the
base of the plinth, sniveling.
“Nij, you fool!” screamed the Father's groom. “Shut up!”
“I couldn't help it!” cried the Bastard's groom, cowering from
Ingrey. “His eyes shone silver, and his voice had a terrible weirding on
it!”
“Then you'd best listen, hadn't you,” said an unsympathetic voice
at Ingrey's elbow.
Ingrey jerked away to find Learned Lewko, out of breath,
exasperation manifest in the set of his teeth, standing looking over the
chaotic scene.
Ingrey inhaled deeply, desperately trying to slow his heart, will
time to its normal flow, calm his exacerbated senses. Light, shade,
color, sound, all seemed to strike at him like ax blades, and the people
all around him burned like fires. It was gradually borne in upon him how
many people were staring at him now, mouths agape: some thirty or so
mourners, the divine conducting the ceremony, all five groom-acolytes,
Prince Jokol and his dumbfounded friend, and now, Learned Lewko.
Who was not looking at all dumbfounded.
I have let my wolf ascend, Ingrey reflected in a dizzied
delirium. In front of forty witnesses. In the middle of the main
temple court of Easthome.
“Learned, Learned, help me, mercy…” mumbled the injured
groom, crawling to Lewko's feet and grabbing the hem of his robe.
Lewko's look of exasperation deepened.
A dozen people now seemed to be arguing at once, accusations
and counteraccusations of both bribes and threats, as the mourners fell
apart into two camps. An inheritance seemed to be at stake, from the
fragments of speech that reached Ingrey's ears, although the thread of
this instantly tangled with other old grudges, slights, and resentments.
The hapless divine who had been conducting the funeral ceremony
made a few feeble attempts to restore order among his flock while
simultaneously threatening discipline upon his grooms, then, thwarted in
both tasks, turned instead to an easier target.
He whirled to Prince Jokol, and pointed a shaking hand at the
bear. “Take that thing back,” he snarled. “Get it out of this temple at
once! Never return!”
The towering red-haired man seemed nearly in tears. “But I was
promised a divine! I must have one! If I do not bring one back to my
island, my beautiful Breiga will not marry me!”
Ingrey stepped forward, chin up, and put all the authority of
Sealmaster Hetwar's most dangerous sword hand into his voice. And
perhaps…something extra. “The Temple of Easthome will give you a
missioner in exchange for your silver ingots, Prince. Or perhaps I
missed the offer to return them?” He let his eye fall stonily on the
harassed divine.
Learned Lewko, in a tone seeming singularly calm compared to
everyone else's, soothed, “The Temple will make all right, Prince, once
we have ironed out this regrettable internal fault. It seems that your fine
bear was the victim of an impious machination. For now, will you
please take Fafa back to your boat for safekeeping?”
He added out of the corner of his mouth to Ingrey, “And you,
my lord, would oblige me vastly if you would go with them, and see
that they both get there without eating any small children on the way.”
Lewko's eyelids flicked down; he added, “And take care of
that.”
Ingrey followed his glance. New blood was leaking in a dark
trickle down his fingers from beneath the soiled bandage on his right
hand. Something half-healed had burst during his manhandling of the
guilty groom, presumably. He'd felt nothing.
He looked up to find himself fixed with a fierce blue stare.
Jokol's eyes narrowed; he bent his head for a low-voiced, rapid
exchange with his brown-haired comrade. Then he looked up and
favored Lewko with an abrupt nod, which he extended to Ingrey.
“Yes. We like this one, eh, Ottovin?” He gave his companion a nudge
in the ribs that might have knocked over a lesser man, and marched
over to his bear. He picked up the silver chain. “Come, Fafa.”
The bear whined and shuffled a little, but kept its crouching pose.
Lewko's hand griped Ingrey's shoulder; a nearly soundless
breath in his ear said, “Let it up again, Lord Ingrey. I think it is calmer
now.”
“I…” Ingrey stepped nearer to the bear, and scooped up and
resheathed his sword. The bear shuffled about some more, pressed its
black nose to Ingrey's boots, and stared up at him piteously. Ingrey
swallowed, and tried in a cracked voice: “Up.”
Nothing happened. The bear whimpered.
He reached down into a deep, deep well within himself, and
brought up the word again; but a word given weight, a growling song
that made his own bones vibrate. “Up.”
The great animal seemed to unfold. It lumbered to its master
then, and Jokol dropped to his knees and petted the huge beast, big
hands ruffling the thick fur of its neck, murmuring soothing endearments
in a tongue Ingrey's ear could not translate. The ice bear rubbed its
head on the prince's embroidered tunic, smearing it with bear spit and
white hairs.
The short, strange parade exited the temple, leaving Learned
Lewko to manage the babble and wailing left in their wake. Ingrey
heard his crisp voice, addressed to the still-yammering groom and
anyone else within earshot, “…then it must have been a trick of the
light.” At Ingrey's last glance over his shoulder, Lewko's eyes met his,
and his lips formed the word Tomorrow. Ingrey found it an
un-reassuring but credible promise.
His eyes shone silver, and his voice had a terrible weirding
on it… Familiar pain crept over Ingrey, and he realized he had done
some most unpleasant things to his still-healing back, as well as to his
hand. But the ringing in his ears was new, as was the thick tightening in
his raw throat.
His memory returned unbidden to his old torments at
Birchgrove. Of his head shoved under the Birchbeck, his lungs pulsing
with red pain. Not even screams had been possible in that breathless
cold. Of all his trials, that had proved the most effective, and his excited
handlers had repeated it often, until his lucidity locked in. The strength
of his silence, appallingly grim in a barely-boy, had been forged and
quenched in that icy stream: stronger than his tormentors by far,
stronger than fear of death.
He shook off the disquieting recollection and attended to guiding
the island men back to the docks below Kingstown through the least
crowded streets he could find. Lewko's concerns seemed less a joke
when they picked up a tail of excited children, all pointing and chirping
at the bear. Jokol grinned at them. Ingrey scowled and waved them off.
His intensified senses seemed to be quieting, his heart slowing at last.
Jokol and Ottovin spoke to each other in their own dialect, with
frequent glances in Ingrey's direction.
“Ingrey.”
Jokol grimaced apologetically. “I fear I am a very stupid man in
your talk. Well, my mouth will get better.”
“You speak Wealdean well,” said Ingrey diplomatically. “My
Darthacan is hardly more fluent, and I do not speak your tongue at all.”
“Ah, Darthacan.” Jokol shrugged. “That is a hard talk.” His blue
gaze narrowed. “Do you write?”
“Yes.”
“That is good. I cannot.” The big man sighed mournfully. “All
feathers break in these.” He held out one thick hand for Ingrey's
inspection; Ingrey nodded in an attempt at sympathy. He did not doubt
Jokol's assertion in the least.
At the ice bear's ambling pace, they came at length to the gate in
the Kingstown walls that led out to the cut-stone embankment and
wooden wharves. A grove of masts and spars made a black tangle
against the luminous evening sky. The working riverboats were flat and
crude, for the most part, but scattered among them were a few
seagoing vessels of light draft, up from the mouth of the Stork. Above
Easthome no such ships went, for the rising hills created impassable
rapids, although timber and other goods, on rafts or in barrels, were
routinely floated down them whenever the water rose high enough.
Jokol's ship, tied up alongside one outthrusting jetty, proved
altogether a different breed. It was easily forty feet long, curved out in
the middle as gracefully as a woman's hips, narrowing on each end to
where matching prows curled up, artfully carved with entwined rows of
sea birds. It had a single mast, and a single deck; its passengers must
presumably suffer the elements when it sailed, although at the moment,
a large tent was arranged along the back half.
A crew of perhaps two dozen welcomed their prince back
gladly, and the bear, if less gladly, at least familiarly. They were all
strong-looking men, though none so tall as their leader: most as young,
but a few grizzled. Some kept their hair in similar horsetails, some
braided, and one had a shaved head, though judging from his pale and
mottled scalp, that might have been in some desperate recent attempt
to combat an infestation of vermin. None was ill clothed, and, taking a
swift count of the weapons neatly stored along the vessel's sides with
the shipped oars, none ill armed. Retainers, warriors, sailors, rowers?
All men here did all work, Ingrey suspected; there could be no room
for purposeless distinctions on this boat when the seas rose high.
The bear delivered, Ingrey considered escape, but as Hetwar's
man he supposed he'd better accept Prince Jokol's bowl first, lest he
give some offense that might reflect on the sealmaster. He trusted the
ritual would be brief. Jokol waved Ingrey into his tent, which made a
spacious enough hall. The fabric was wool, made waterproof with fat;
Ingrey decided his nose would grow used to its odor soon. Two trestle
tables with benches were set up within, and another bench at the side
to which his host led Ingrey. Jokol and Ottovin plunked down on either
side of him; the other men bustled about, efficiently setting out utensils
and food.
Beyond the far end of the tent, through an open flap, a brazier
and temporary kitchen were set up, and a smell of grilling meat made
Ingrey's mouth abruptly water. “We will eat much soon,” Jokol assured
him, with the smile of a host anxious to please.
Ingrey would have to eat sometime, to be sure; and drinking this
pungent brew on an empty stomach seemed a dangerous indulgence
just before an interview with the sealmaster. He nodded. Jokol slapped
him on the back and grinned.
Jokol's grin faded as his eye fell on Ingrey's gory right hand. The
prince caught a comrade by the sleeve, and gave a low-voiced order.
In a few minutes, one of the older men appeared, laden with a basin,
cloths, and a bundle. He evicted Ottovin from the bench and signed
Ingrey to give over his wounded hand. As the grubby bandage came
off, the man winced at the new rupture and the aging, dark purple
bruises. Ottovin, leaning over to watch, gave a short whistle, and said
something that made Jokol bark a laugh. Jokol kindly held the drinking
bowl to Ingrey's lips again before the grizzled fellow stabbed and
sewed the flesh once more. When the fellow had finished, wrapped the
hand, gathered his gear, ducked his head, and gone off again, Ingrey
resisted the strong desire to put his head down between his knees for
sheer dizziness. It was plain he was not going anywhere just yet.
Full night had fallen before the men began actively to resist their
cheerful kitchen comrades' attempts to reload their platters. Ingrey's
plan to let time and the meal sober him enough to rise and go seek the
sealmaster's palace seemed to need more time. Or less meal…The
lamps blazed brightly on flushed and shining faces all around.
A babble of talk resolved in one man making some petition to
their prince, who smiled and shook his head, but then made some
compromise involving offering up Ottovin.
“They want tales,” Jokol whispered to Ingrey, as Ottovin rose
and put one booted foot on the bench, and cleared his throat. “We
shall have many, this night.”
Now, a new drink was offered around. Ingrey sipped cautiously.
This one tasted like pine needles and lamp oil, and even Jokol's men
took it in small glasses.
Ottovin launched into the sonorous speech of the islands, which
seemed to bounce around the tent in rich rhythms. The dialect lay,
maddeningly, just on the other side of Ingrey's understanding, though
recognizable words seemed to spring out of the stream here and there.
Whether they were Wealdean cognates or just accidents of similar
sound, Ingrey was not sure.
“He is telling the tale of Yetta and the three cows,” Jokol
whispered to Ingrey. “It is a favorite.”
“Can you translate it?” Ingrey whispered back.
“Alas, no.”
Jokol's blue eyes danced, and he blushed. “Too filthy.”
“What, don't you know all those short words?”
Jokol sniggered happily, leaned back, and crossed his legs, his
hand tapping his knee keeping time to Ottovin's voice. Ingrey realized
that he'd just managed to make a joke. Across a language barrier. And
had not even given offense. He smiled muzzily and took another sip of
his liquid pine needles. The men crowding the benches and ranged
along the walls laughed uproariously, and Ottovin bowed and sat,
collecting his due drink; the custom seemed to involve tipping it back in
one gulp. The islanders applauded, then began shouting at their prince,
who acquiesced and rose in turn to his feet. After a rustling and
murmur, the tent fell so silent Ingrey could hear the river waves lapping
gently on the hull.
Jokol drew a deep breath and began. After the first few
sentences, Ingrey realized he was listening to verse, rhythmic and
alliterative. After the first few minutes, he realized that this was to be no
short or simple offering.
“This is an adventure tale, good,” Ottovin confided to Ingrey in
the usual behind-the-hand whisper. “These days, it is hard to get
anything but love stories out of him.”
The sound of Jokol's voice washed over Ingrey like the rocking
of a boat, a cradle, a horse's stride. The beat never wavered; he never
seemed to pause at a loss for a word or phrase. His listeners
sometimes giggled, sometimes gasped, but most often sat as though
enspelled, lips parted, the lamplight caressing their faces and gleaming
from their eyes.
“He's memorized all that?” Ingrey whispered in astonishment to
Ottovin. And at the man's slightly blank look, repeated, tapping his
forehead, “The words are all in his head?”
Ottovin smiled proudly. “That and a hundred hundred more.
Why do you think we call him Skullsplitter? He makes our heads burst
with his tales. My sister Breiga will be the happiest of women, aye.”
At astounding length, Jokol finished, to the enthusiastic applause
of his men; they cheered as he knocked back his drink. He grinned
sheepishly and waved away an immediate demand for more, with some
vociferous debate over the selection. “Soon, soon! It will be ready for
you soon,” he promised, tapping his lips, and sat for a time, smiling
absently.
One of the other men took a turn then, though not in verse this
time; judging from the raucous laughter, it was another that Prince Jokol
might be too shy to translate.
“Ah,” said Jokol, leaning close to Ingrey to refill his glass. “You
grow less glum. Good! Now I shall honor you with Ingorry's Tale.”
He rose again, and seemed to settle into himself, his face
growing solemn. He launched again into verse, serious and, at
moments, even sinister, judging from the riveted looks of his listeners.
In very short order, Ingrey realized Jokol was retelling the tale of the
corrupted funeral, and of Ingrey's rescue of the bear and the situation,
for Ingrey's own name, in Jokol's rolling pronunciation, and that of
Fafa, appeared often. The titles of the gods were quite distinct. And, to
Ingrey's dismay, so was the term weirding. Which, judging by the way
the men's eyes shifted to look warily at Ingrey, meant much the same
thing in the island dialect as it did in the Weald.
Ingrey studied Jokol once more, considering the nature of a
mind that could take his disaster of sunset and transmute it into heroic
poetry by midnight. Extemporaneously. Or perhaps that was, into a
campfire tale-the sort designed to send one's spooked listeners off to
bed, but not to sleep…If the sense was represented by the sound,
Jokol's observations had been more acute and detailed than Ingrey
would have believed possible, not that his own had been exactly
coherent. There seemed not to be any references to wolves, though.
The response when Jokol finished this time was not raucous
applause but something more like a sigh of awe. It became a murmur of
commentary and, Ingrey suspected from certain voices rising from the
back row, interested critique. Jokol's smile was more sly, this time, as
he tipped back his glass.
“Tomorrow night,” said Jokol, “I will make them listen to a love
story, in honor of my beautiful Breiga, or they shall get none. You are a
young fellow like me, I think, Lord Ingorry. Do you love a one?”
Ingrey blinked, a bit owlishly. Hesitated. Claimed. “Yes. Yes, I
do.” Sat shocked to hear those words coming from his mouth, in this
place. Curse that horse urine.
“Ah! That is a good thing. Happy man! But you do not smile.
Does she not love you back?”
“I…don't know. But we have other troubles.”
Jokol's brows rose. “Unwilling parents?” he inquired
sympathetically.
“No. It's not like…It's…She may be under a death sentence.”
Jokol sat back, stunned serious. “No! For why?”
It was the inebriated haze he was seeing everything through,
Ingrey decided, that made this southern madman seem such a cheerful
confidant, a brotherly repository of the most intimate fears of his heart.
Maybe…maybe no one would remember these words in the morning.
“Have you heard of the death of Prince Boleso, the hallow king's son?”
“Oh, aye.”
“She beat in his brains with his own war hammer.” This seemed
too bald. He added by way of clarification, “He was trying to rape her
at the time.” The uncanny complications seemed beyond explanation, at
the moment.
Brother indeed! “What came of it?”
“Well, I asked her to marry me.” Jokol's grin flashed. “They
were my horses. The thieves' blood-price was made low, because of
the dishonor of their crime. I added it to her bride gift, aye, to please
her father.” He glanced benignly over at Ottovin-his future
brother-in-law?-who had slid off the bench a short while ago and now
sat draped half over it with his head pillowed on his arm, snoring gently.
“Justice is not so simple, in the Weald.” Ingrey sighed. “And the
blood-price of a prince is far beyond my purse.”
Jokol cocked an interested eye. “You are not a landed man,
Lord Ingorry?”
“No. I have only my sword arm. Such as it is.” Ingrey flexed his
bandaged right hand ruefully. “No other power.”
“I think you have one more thing than that, Ingorry.” Jokol
tapped the side of his head. “I have a good ear. I know what I heard,
when my Fafa bowed to you.”
Ingrey froze. His first panicked impulse, to deny everything, died
on his lips under Jokol's shrewd gaze. Yet he must discourage further
dangerous gossip on this topic, however poetic. “This”-he pressed his
hand to his lips, then spread it on his heart, to indicate what he dared
not name aloud-“must stay bound in silence, or the Temple will make
me outlaw.”
Jokol pursed his lips, sat up a little, and frowned as he digested
this.
Ingrey's somewhat liquefied thoughts sloshed in his head and
tossed up a new fear on the shores of his wits. Jokol's face bore no
look of dismay or revulsion, though his interest was plainly deeply
stirred. Yet even a good ear could not recognize something it had never
before heard. “This, earlier”-he touched his throat, swept his hand
down his torso-“have you ever heard the like?”
“How? Where?”
Jokol shrugged. “When I asked the singing woman at the forest's
edge to bless my voyage, she gave me words in such a weirding voice
as that.”
The phrase seemed to slide through Ingrey's head as sharply as
the scent of pine needles. The singing woman at the forest's edge.
The singing woman at… Yet Jokol seemed untouched by the
uncanny; no demon-smell hung about him, certainly, no animal spirit hid
within him, no geas clung to him like some acrid parasite. He gazed
back at Ingrey with a blank affability that one might
easily-fatally-mistake for oxlike stupidity.
A thump sounded upon the deck from outside the tent, then a
silvery rattling, a bass growl, and a strangled cry.
“Fafa at least does not sleep through his watch,” murmured
Jokol in satisfaction, and rose to his feet. He prodded Ottovin with a
booted toe, but his kinsman-to-be merely stirred and mumbled. Jokol
slipped a big hand under Ingrey's elbow and heaved up.
“I don't,” Ingrey began. “Whups…” The ship's deck heaved
and swayed under his feet, though the tent's sides hung slack in the
windless and waveless night. The lamps were burning low. Jokol's smile
twitched, and he kindly kept Ingrey's arm, guiding him toward the tent
flap. They stepped out into the gilded shadows to find Fafa sniffing and
straining at the end of the taut chain toward an immobilized figure with
his back pressed to the vessel's thwart.
Jokol murmured some soothing words in his own tongue to his
pet, and the bear lost interest in its quarry and returned to flop down
again by the mast. Ingrey staggered as the boat really rocked, this time,
and Jokol's grip on his arm tightened.
“Oh,” said Ingrey. “Gesca. 'Ware the bear.” Ingrey smiled at his
rhyme. The big islander shouldn't own all the good poetry. “Yes. I was
just coming to see m'lord Hewwar. Het-war.”
“My lord Hetwar,” said Gesca, recovering his dignity and a
frosty tone, “has gone to bed. He instructed me to-after I found
you-inform you that you may wait upon him first thing tomorrow
morning.”
“Ah,” mumbled Ingrey wisely. Ouch. “Then I'd best get some
sleep. Hadn't I.”
“While you can,” muttered Gesca.
“A friend?” Jokol inquired, with a nod at Gesca.
“More or less,” said Ingrey. He wondered which. But Jokol
seemed to take him at his word, and he handed off Ingrey to his
lieutenant. “I don't need…”
“Lord Ingorry, I thank you for your company. And other things,
you bet. Any man who can drink my Ottovin off his bench is welcome
on my ship anytime. I hope I see you again, in Easthome.”
“You…you, too. Give my bes' to dear Fafa.” He groped with
his numb tongue for further suitably princely farewells, but Gesca was
steering him toward the gangplank.
The gangplank proved a challenge, as it was seized with the
same wavering motions as the ship, and was much narrower, after all.
Ingrey, after a short pause for consideration, solved the problem by
tackling it on all fours. After crawling across without falling into the
Stork, he rolled over and sat up triumphantly upon the dock. “See?” he
told Gesca. “Not so drunk. Jokol is a prince, you know. S'all good
diplomacy.”
Ingrey, a little sobered in mind, though his body still lagged,
made an effort to put his boots one in front of the other for a time, as
they made their way up through the gates and began to wind through
the dark streets of Kingstown.
Gesca said in a voice of aggravation, “I've been hunting all over
the city for you. At the house, they said you'd gone to the temple. At
the temple, they said you were carried off by a pirate.”
“No; worse.” Ingrey cackled. “A poet.”
Gesca's face turned; even in the shadows, Ingrey could see the
lieutenant was looking at him as though he'd just put his head on
backward.
“Three people up there said they'd seen you enspell a giant ice
bear. One said it was a miracle of the Bastard. Two others said it was
no such thing.”
Ingrey remembered the Voice in his head, and shivered. “You
know what nonsense frantic folks in crowds come up with.” He was
starting to feel steadier on his feet. He withdrew his arm from Gesca's
shoulder. Anyway, in the absence of a menacing bear in the midst of a
funeral miracle, it hardly seemed something likely to happen again. No
god-voice jarred him now, and animals were a quite different
proposition from men. “Don't be gullible, Gesca. It's not as though I
could say”-he reached down within himself for that hot velvet rumble-“
halt, and have you suddenly-”
Ingrey became aware that he was walking on alone.
He wheeled around. Gesca was standing frozen in the dim light
from a wall lantern.
Ingrey's belly twisted up in a cold knot. “Gesca! That's not
amusing!” He strode back, angry. “Stop that.” He gave Gesca a short
shove in the chest. The man rocked a little, but did not move. He
reached up with his bandaged hand-it trembled-and took Gesca by the
jaw. “Are you mocking me?”
Ingrey licked his lips, stepped back. His throat seemed almost
too tight to speak at all. He had to take two breaths before he could
reach down again, and that barely. “Move.”
The paralysis broke. Gesca gasped, scrambled back to the
nearest wall, and drew steel. Both wheezing, they stared at each other.
Ingrey was suddenly feeling far too sober. He opened his hands at his
sides, placating, praying Gesca would not lunge.
Slowly, Gesca resheathed his sword. After a moment, he said in
a thick voice, “The prison house is just around the corner. Tesko is
there waiting to put you to bed. Can you make it?”
Ingrey swallowed. He had to force his voice above a whisper. “I
think so.”
“Good. Good.” Gesca backed along the wall, then turned and
walked rapidly away into the shadows, glancing often over his shoulder.
Jaws clamped shut, hardly daring to breathe, Ingrey paced the
other way, turning at the corner. A lantern hanging on a bracket beside
the door of the narrow house burned steadily, guiding him in.
CHAPTER TWELVE
INGREY DIDN'T HAVE TO POUND ON THE DOOR TO WAKE THE
house, for the porter, though wearing a nightshirt and with a blanket
wrapped around his shoulders, came at his first quiet knock. The firm
way the man locked up again behind Ingrey did convey a strong hint
that this should be the last expedition of the night. He readied a candle
in a glass holder to assist Ingrey's way up the stairs.
Ingrey took it with muttered thanks and scuffed up the steps.
Light glimmered above on his landing, which proved to be from both a
lamp burning low on a table and another candlestick sitting on the steps
up to the next floor. Beside it, Lady Ijada crouched, wrapped in a robe
of some dark material. She raised her head from her knees as Ingrey
swung out of the constricted staircase with a slight clatter of his sword
sheath against the wood.
Ingrey blinked around into the shadows, startled. The last time
any woman had waited up in concern for him was…beyond the reach
of his memory. There was no sign of her warden, nor of his servant
Tesko. “Should I not be?”
“Gesca came, three hours ago or more, and said you'd never
come to Lord Hetwar's!”
“Oh. Yes. I was diverted.”
“I was imagining the most bizarre things befalling you.”
“Did they include a six-hundred-pound ice bear and a pirate
poet?”
“No…”
“Then they weren't the most bizarre after all.”
Her brows drew down; she rose and stepped off the stairs,
recoiling as his no-doubt vaporous breath reached her flaring nostrils.
She waved a hand to disperse the reek and made a face. “Are you
drunk?”
“By my standards, yes. Although I can still walk and talk and
dread tomorrow morning. I spent the evening trapped with twenty-five
mad southern islanders and the ice bear on their boat. They did feed
me. Have you seen Tesko?”
She nodded toward his closed door. “He came with your things.
I think he fell asleep awaiting you.”
“Unsurprising.”
“What of my letter? I worried it had gone astray.”
Oh. It was her letter she'd feared for, why she had waited up in
the dark. “Safely delivered.” Ingrey considered this. “Delivered,
anyway. How safe a man Learned Lewko is, I would hesitate to guess.
He dresses like a Temple clerk, but he's not one.”
“I…doubt he's a bribable man. It does not follow that he will be
on your side.” Ingrey hesitated. “He is god-touched.”
She cocked her head. “You look a little god-touched yourself,
just now.”
Ingrey jerked. “How can you tell?”
Her pale fingers extended, in the flickering shadows, as if to feel
his face. “I once saw one of my father's men dragged by his horse. He
was not badly hurt, but he rose very shaken. Your face is more set, and
not covered with blood and dirt, but your eyes look like his did. A bit
wild.”
He almost leaned into her hand, but it fell back too soon. “I've
had a very strange night. Something happened at the temple. Lewko is
coming to see you tomorrow, by the way. And me. I think I'm in
trouble.”
“Come, then, and tell me.” She drew him down to sit beside her
on the steps, her eyes wide and dark with renewed disquiet.
Ingrey stumbled through a description of his encounter with the
bear and its god in the temple court, which twice made her gasp and
once made her giggle. He was a little taken aback at the giggle. She
listened with fascination to his description of Jokol, his boat, and his
verse. “I thought,” said Ingrey, “what happened with Fafa was the
white god's doing, in His wrath at the dishonest grooms. But just now,
coming back here with Gesca, it happened again. The weirding voice. I
did not know if it was my wolf, or me. Five gods, I am no longer sure
where I leave off and it begins! It has never spoken like this before. It
has never spoken at all.”
Ijada said thoughtfully, “The fen folk claimed that wisdom songs
were magical, once. Long ago.”
Ijada sat up and caught her breath. “Oh! What did the letter
say?”
“I did not read it, but I gather it described the events at Red
Dike in some detail. So, at least from the time he came back in to join
us at the table, Wencel knew of the geas, and he knew that I concealed
it from him. Did you sense a change in his conversation, then?”
Ijada frowned. “If anything, he seemed more forthcoming. In
hope of coaxing a like frankness?”
Ingrey shrugged. “Perhaps.”
“Ingrey…”
“Hm?”
“What do you know of banner-carriers?”
“Scarcely more than I know of shamans. I have read some
Darthacan accounts of battles with the Old Wealdings. The Darthacans
did not love our bannermen. The spirit warriors, and indeed, all the kin
warriors, fought fiercely to defend their standards. If the banner-carrier
refused to retreat, then the warriors would fight to the last around
him-or her, I suppose, if Wencel speaks true. Audar's soldiers always
tried to bring the banners down as quickly as possible, for that reason.
It was said one of the banner-carrier's tasks was to cut the throats of
our own who were too wounded to carry away. It was considered an
honorable ending. The wounded warrior, if he still could speak, was
expected to bless the bannerman and thank the blade.”
Ijada shivered. “I did not know that part.”
Her expression grew inward for a moment, on what thoughts
Ingrey could scarcely guess. Her dream at the Wounded Woods? But
warriors already dead could scarcely require such a gruesome service
from their bannerwoman.
“Mm, and there's another meeting I'm not looking forward to. I
don't think Wencel is going to be best pleased with me over this
spectacle tonight. Farcical as it was, I drew the Temple's attention in
the most serious way. I am afraid of Lewko.”
“Why? If he is a friend and mentor of Hallana's, he cannot be
dishonorable.”
“Oh, I'm sure he would be a good friend. And an implacable
enemy. It is merely worrisome to imagine him on the other side.” Or
was this just habit? He remembered the earnest divines at Birchgrove,
torturing him back to silent sanity. It had left pain as an unreliable guide
to Ingrey of the line between his friends and his enemies.
Ijada said impatiently, “What side do you imagine you are on?”
Ingrey's thoughts came to a full stop. “I don't know. Every wall
seems to curve away from me. I spin in circles.” He glanced up, finding
her eyes, close to his, turned amber in the shadows. The pupils were
wide in the dimness, as if to drink him in. He might fall into them as
deep wells, and drink deep in turn. She possessed physical beauty, yes,
and beneath that the edgy thrilling wildness of her leopard spirit. But
beyond that…something more. He wanted to reach through her to that
something, something terribly important…“You are my side. And you
are not alone.”
“Then,” she breathed, “neither are you.”
Oh. Neither time nor his heart stopped, surely, and yet he
floated for the space of a breath as though he'd stepped from some
great height, but not begun to fall. Weightless. “Sweet logician.”
Closing the handbreadth between their lips was the work of a
second. Her eyes flared open.
A wave of lust ran in the track of that first shock, firing his loins,
kindling an awareness of just how long it had been since he'd held a
woman like this…. No, he'd never held a woman like this. The kiss
grew abruptly passionate, and not chaste at all. He explored her mouth
in desperate haste, and the white hands wrapping him fairly wrenched
him toward her, crushing the softness of her body against his. Their
breath synchronized; their heartbeats began hammering in time.
And then they were reaching through each other…
A magical kiss was suddenly not a romantic turn of phrase. It
was not, in fact, romantic at all. It was terrifying beyond breath. She
choked, he gasped, they drew apart, though their hands still gripped;
not lustful now, but more like two people drowning.
Her eyes, wide before, were huge, the pupils stretched black
with only a narrow ring of gold iris shimmering around them. “What are
you…?” she began, as he panted, “What have you done?”
One hand released him to clutch at her heart, beneath the dark
robe. “What was that?”
“I don't know. I've never…felt…”
A creak of floorboards, a clank, a scrape; Ingrey sprang back
as his chamber door opened. Ijada folded her arms together like a
woman freezing, and spat an unexpected short word under her breath.
He had just time to cock a wry eyebrow at her, and she to grimace
back at him, before he twisted to see Tesko poke his yawning face
through the door into the dim hallway.
“M'lord?” he inquired. “I heard voices…” He blinked in mild
surprise at the pair sitting on the steps.
For a brief, self-indulgent moment, Ingrey pictured himself
drawing his steel and beheading his servant. Alas, the hall was too
narrow for such a swing to be executed properly. He gave over the
vision with a long sigh and levered himself to his feet.
Tesko, perhaps sensing Ingrey's displeasure at the ill-timed
interruption, bowed him warily into his chamber. The clubfooted youth
had been issued half-trained to Ingrey when he had first taken up his
place as Hetwar's more-than-courier. Used to caring for his own
needs, Ingrey had treated the menial with an indifference that had
overcome Tesko's initial terror of his violent reputation a little too
completely. The day he had caught Tesko pilfering his sparse property,
however, he had replaced repute with a vivid demonstration. After that
Hetwar's other servants did more to whip their junior into shape than
Ingrey ever had, for if Tesko were dismissed, he would have to be
replaced with one of them.
Ingrey let Tesko remove his boots, gave curt orders for the
predawn, and fell into bed. But not to sleep.
He was too spun up to sleep, too drunk to think straight, too
exhausted to sit up. His blood seemed to hiss through his veins, growl
in his ears. He was intensely conscious of every faint creak from
overhead. Did Ijada's breathing still rise and fall in time with his? He
was still aroused, and more than half-afraid to do anything about it,
because if she felt his every heartbeat and movement the way he
seemed to feel hers…
They had surely been falling toward that moment of meeting for
days. He felt coupled to her now as though they were two hunting
dogs, leashed to each other for their training. So who is the
huntsman? What is the quarry? The heavy click of that binding
reverberated in his bones: chains thinner than gossamer, stronger than
iron, less readily parted.
HE MUST HAVE SLEPT EVENTUALLY, FOR TESKO NEARLY HAD TO pull
him from the covers and onto the floor to wake him again. Tesko's
jerky motions betrayed a fear balanced between the dangers of dealing
with an Ingrey half-awake and the dangers of disobeying; Ingrey
swallowed the glue from his mouth and assured his servant that
disobeying would have been worse. Sitting up proved painful but not
impossible.
He let Tesko help wash, shave, and dress him, in the interest of
protecting his new bandage; Ingrey frowned to see it nearly soaked
through again with browning blood, but there was not time to change it
now. The filthy covering on his left wrist he at last abandoned, as that
wound was now better than half-healed, all black scabs and new pink
scars and greening bruises. The sleeves of his town garb-gray and dark
gray-covered it well enough. With sword, knife, and clean boots, he
was made presentable, if one ignored the bloodshot eyes and pale face.
He rejected bread with loathing, gulped tea, and took the stairs
down with a faint clatter. He glanced up through two opaque floors.
Ijada still sleeps. Good.
The chill, moist air outside was tinged with just enough light for
Ingrey to make his way through the streets. He arrived at the opposite
end of Kingstown with his head, though still aching, a little clearer for
the walk.
Color was leaking back into the world with the dawn. The stolid
cut stone of the wide front of Hetwar's palace took on a buttery hue.
The night porter recognized Ingrey at once through the hatch in the
heavy carved front doors, and swung one leaf just wide enough to
admit him into the hushed, rich dimness. Ingrey turned down the offer
of a page to announce him and made his way up the stairs toward the
sealmaster's study. A few servants moved quietly about, drawing back
curtains, stirring fires, carrying water.
“Is the prince here?” Ingrey murmured to him.
“Aye.”
“When did you arrive?”
“We reached the Kingstown gate about two hours ago. The
prince left his baggage train in the mire near Newtemple. We rode all
night.” Symark hitched his shoulders, dislodging a few small lumps of
drying mud from his coat.
“Is that you, Ingrey?” Hetwar's voice called from within. “Enter.”
Symark raised a brow at him; Ingrey slipped inside. Hetwar,
seated at his desk, motioned him to close the door behind him.
Ingrey made his bow to the prince-marshal, seated with his
booted legs stretched out before him in a chair opposite Hetwar, then
to the sealmaster. Both men returned acknowledging nods, and Ingrey
stood with his hands clasped behind his back to await his next cue.
Biast looked as mud-flecked and road-weary as his bannerman.
Prince Biast was a little shorter than his younger brother Boleso, and
not quite as broadly built, but still shared the Stagthorne athleticism,
brown hair, and long jaw, resolutely shaved. His eyes were a touch
shrewder, and if he shared Boleso's sensuality and temper, they were
rather better controlled. Biast had become heir presumptive only three
years ago, on the untimely death through illness of the eldest Stagthorne
brother, Byza. Prior to those expectations falling so heavily upon him,
the middle prince had been guided toward a military career, the rigors
of which had left him little time to match either Byza's reputation for
courtly diplomacy or Boleso's notoriety for self-indulgence.
What neither sealmaster nor prince-marshal bore was any smell
of the uncanny, to Ingrey's newly awakened inner senses. The
perception did not ease him much. Magical powers worked sometimes;
material powers worked all the time, and this chamber, these two men,
fairly resonated with the latter.
Hetwar ran a hand through his thinning hair and favored Ingrey
with a glower. “About time you showed up.”
“Sir,” said Ingrey neutrally.
Hetwar's brows rose at his tone, and his attention sharpened.
“Where were you last night?”
“What have you heard so far, sir?”
Hetwar's lips curved a little at the cautious riposte. “An
extraordinarily garbled tale from my manservant this morning. I trust
that you did not actually enspell a giant rampaging ice bear in the temple
court yesterday evening. What really happened?”
“I had gone up there for a brief errand on my way here, sir.
Indeed, an acolyte had lost his hold on a new sacred animal, which had
injured him. I, um, helped them regain control of the beast. When the
Temple returned it to its donor, Learned Lewko requested me to
accompany it back through town, for safety's sake, which I did.”
Hetwar's eyes flashed up at Lewko's name. So, Hetwar knew
who Lewko was, even if Ingrey had not.
A small snort from Biast, with a renewed look at Ingrey's pallor,
testified to the prince-marshal's amusement. Good. Better to be the butt
of a tale of drunken foolishness than the nexus of out-of-control illegal
magic, shattering miracle, and worse.
Ingrey added, “Learned Lewko was witness to the whole of the
incident with the bear, and the only one I would suggest that you regard
as reliable.”
“He is peculiarly qualified.”
“So I understood, sir.”
A passing stillness of Hetwar's hands was all that revealed his
reaction to this. He frowned and went on. “Enough of last night. I am
told your journey with Prince Boleso's coffin was more eventful than
your letters to me revealed.”
Ingrey ducked his head. “What did your letters from Gesca say?”
“Letters from Gesca?”
“He was not reporting to you?”
“He reported to me yesterday evening.”
“Not before?”
“No. Why?”
“I suspected he was penning reports. I assumed it was to you.”
“Did you see this?”
“No,” Ingrey admitted.
The eyebrows climbed again.
Ingrey took a breath. “There are some things that happened on
the journey even Gesca does not know.”
“Were you aware, sir, that Prince Boleso was experimenting
with spirit magic? Animal sacrifice?”
Biast jerked in surprise at this; Hetwar grimaced, and said,
“Rider Ulkra apprised me of some dabblings. Leaving a young man
with that much energy too idle may have been a mistake. I trust you
removed any unfortunate traces, as I requested; there is no point in
besmirching the dead.”
“They were not idle dabblings. They were serious and successful
attempts, if ill controlled and ill-advised, that led directly to a state of
mind I can only name violent madness. Which also leads me to wonder,
for obvious reasons, how long they had been going on. Wen-it is
suspected the prince had the aid of an illicit sorcerer at one point or
another. Lady Ijada testifies Boleso had some garbled theory that the
rites were going to give him an uncanny power over the kin of the
Weald. He strangled a leopard the night he tried to rape her, and she
killed him trying to defend herself.”
Hetwar glanced worriedly at Biast, who was now sitting up
listening with a darkening frown. Hetwar said, “Lady Ijada testifies? I
trust you see the problem with that.”
“I saw the leopard, the strangling cord, the paint traces on
Boleso's body, and the chamber. Ulkra and several others among the
prince's household can confirm this. I believe her without reservation. I
believed her from the first, but later, another incident confirmed my
conviction.”
Hetwar opened a hand, inviting Ingrey to go on. His expression
was anything but happy.
“It became apparent to me…it was revealed that…” This was
harder than Ingrey had expected. “Someone, in Easthome or
elsewhere, had undertaken a plot to murder my prisoner. It is not clear
to me who, or why.” He kept half an eye on Biast as he said this; the
prince looked startled. “It became clear how.”
“Me.”
Hetwar blinked. “Ingrey…” he began warningly.
“It was revealed to me, through four failed attempts on my
prisoner's life and the help of a Temple sorcerer we met in Red Dike,
one Learned Hallana-who was once a pupil of Learned Lewko's, by
the by-that a compulsion or geas had been placed upon me by magical
means. Hallana says it was not common demon magic, not something
related to the white god's powers.”
Hetwar stared his swordsman up and down. “Understand,
Ingrey, I do not-yet-accuse you of raving, but I fail to see how anyone,
let alone an ordinary young woman, could survive any sort of single
combat with you.”
Ingrey grimaced. “It turned out she could swim. Among other
talents. The sorceress broke the geas in Red Dike, fortunately for us
all.” Close enough to the truth, for his current purposes. “The event was
extremely peculiar, from my point of view.”
“Gesca's, too, it seems,” muttered Hetwar.
In a perfectly calm, level voice, Ingrey said, “I am infuriated
beyond bearing to have been so used.”
He had meant his tone to convey restrained displeasure; by the
heat in his belly and tremble of his hands, he realized just how much
truer his words were than he'd intended. Biast snorted at the odd
juxtaposition of tone and content, but Hetwar, who was watching his
body, went still.
“I wondered if it had been by you, sir,” Ingrey continued in the
same deadly cadences.
“No, Ingrey!” said Hetwar. His eyes had gone a little wide; his
hands, flat on the desk top, did not reach for the hilt of his court sword.
Ingrey could see the strain of that withheld motion.
Ingrey had spent four years watching Hetwar spin out truth or
lies as the occasion demanded. Which was it now? His head was
pounding, and his blood seemed to simmer. Was Hetwar conspirator,
tool, blameless? It came to him that he did not have to guess.
“I didn't!”
Silence fell, with the force of an ax blade. Biast was suddenly
plastered back in his chair.
Or perhaps I should have bitten my tongue in half.
“That is very good to know, sir,” Ingrey said, in a spuriously
tranquil tone, deliberately easing his stance. Scramble out of this, now.
“How does the hallow king fare?”
The silence stretched too long, as Hetwar stared at him. Without
taking his eyes from Ingrey's mouth, he made a little commanding
gesture at the dismayed Biast.
Biast, after a questioning look at the sealmaster, licked his lips.
“I visited my father's bedside before I came here. He is worse than I
had imagined. He recognized me, but his speech was very slurred, and
he is very yellow and weak. He fell back to sleep almost at once.” The
prince paused, and his voice fell further. “His skin is like paper. He was
always…he was never…” The voice stopped before it broke, Ingrey
thought.
“You must,” said Ingrey carefully, “both be giving thought to the
risk of an election very soon.”
Hetwar nodded; Biast nodded more reluctantly. The
prince-marshal's lidded eyes only half concealed a lingering alarm, and
his glance at Hetwar plainly questioned whether Ingrey's eerie revolt
was usual behavior for the sealmaster's infamous wolf-swordsman, or
not. Hetwar's expression was grimly uninformative.
Ingrey said, “I am more than half-convinced that Boleso's
forbidden experiments were aimed at a grasp for the hallow kingship.”
“But he is the younger!” objected Biast, then added, “Was.”
Hetwar suddenly looked furiously thoughtful. “It is true,” he
murmured, “that more votes have been bought and sold than actually
exist. I'd wondered where the sink could be…”
“How much doubt is there of the prince-marshal's succession?”
Ingrey asked Hetwar, with a diplomatic nod at Biast. “Should the king
chance to die when so many are gathered in Easthome for Boleso's
funeral, it seems to me the election could come to a head very quickly.”
Hetwar shrugged. “The Hawkmoors, and their whole eastern
faction, have long been preparing for such a moment, as we all know. It
has been four generations since their kin lost the kingship, but they still
hunger for a return to their old ascendancy. They had not, I judged,
secured enough certain votes, but given the uncertain ones…If Boleso
had been secretly gathering those, they are now scattered again.”
“Do you see such scatterings returning to his brother's faction?”
Ingrey glanced at Biast, who looked as though he was still digesting the
intimation of fratricide, without pleasure.
“Perhaps not,” muttered Hetwar, brows drawn deeply down.
“The Foxbriar kin, though they know their lord cannot win, surely
know they hold a deciding edge if things run too close. If the ordainers
were to fail repeatedly to effect a clear outcome, the argument could go
to swords.”
Biast's frown was no happier, but his hand drifted resolutely to
his hilt at these last words, a gesture Hetwar did not miss; he held up a
restraining palm.
“Were Prince Biast removed,” said Ingrey carefully, “indeed,
whether he were removed or not, it seems to me that a spell that could
compel a murder could as secretly compel a vote.”
Ingrey had thought he'd held all of Hetwar's attention before.
He'd been mistaken.
“Really,” breathed Hetwar. He could hardly grow more still, but
the stillness turned much colder. “And-Ingrey-can you perceive such
spells?”
“Hm.” His stare on Ingrey grew freshly appraising.
And so I am saved, in Hetwar's eyes. Maybe.
Hetwar vented a noise between a groan and a sigh, running his
hands through his hair once more. “And here I thought bribery,
coercion, threats, and double-dealing were enough to contend with.”
His eyes rose to Ingrey again, narrowing in new thought. “And whom
do you suspect of this illicit magic? If not me,” he added dryly.
Ingrey gave him a polite, apologetic shrug. Apologetic, but
unabashed. If you value your life, keep your secrets and mine… “I
possess no proof yet sturdy enough to stand on. It's a serious
accusation.”
Hetwar grimaced. “Your gift for understatement has not
deserted you, I see. This is going to be Temple business, you know.”
Ingrey nodded, briefly and unhappily. He wanted the mage-even
in his mind, he yet withheld the too-specific terms sorcerer or shaman
-who had laid that evil geas upon him to be brought low. He was not at
all sure he wished to be brought down with him. But to know that
Hetwar, at least, was one wall that stood squarely at his back was an
enormous relief. Ingrey prayed he had not damaged that wall in the
testing of it.
And if Hetwar was not in league with Ijada's would-be
murderer, then perhaps a plea for justice would have a chance, here?
When else, indeed, was Ingrey likely to come face-to-face with Biast in
the next few days? He took a breath.
“There remains the matter of Lady Ijada. If you desire to draw a
veil over Boleso's late madness and blasphemy, a trial is the last thing
you want. Let the inquest return a verdict of self-defense, or better still,
accident, and let her go.”
“She killed my brother,” said Biast, a little indignantly.
“The precedent is scarcely a good one for the royal house,” said
Hetwar. “As well declare hunting season on Stagthornes, or all high
lords. There are sound reasons the Father's Order spent so much effort
eliminating that old custom. The rich might without fear purchase the
lives of the poor.”
“And they don't now?” said Ingrey.
Hetwar gave him a little warning growl. “It is certainly to be
preferred that her execution be swift and as painless as possible.
Perhaps she might be granted a sword, instead of a rope or the pyre,
or some like mercy.”
And I a swordsman. “There is more going on here than is
yet…clear.” He had not wanted to play this card, but their closed
expressions terrified him. He had planted his ideas in their heads;
perhaps he should give them time to germinate. Should her life be
forfeit, then, because I am afraid to speak? “I think she is
god-touched. You pursue her at your peril.”
Biast snorted. “A murderess? I doubt it. If so, let the gods send
her a champion.”
Ingrey held his breath lest it huff from his mouth like that of a
man punched in the gut.
It seems They have. He's just not a very good one. You
would think the gods could do better…
His pent breath found other words. “How long, my lords, has it
been since the hallow kingship grew so hollow? This was once a sacred
thing. How did we dare to come to treat it as merchandise to be bought
and sold at the best market price? When did god-sworn warriors
become peddlers?”
The words stung Hetwar, at least, for he sat up in open
exasperation. “I use the gifts the gods have given me, including
judgment and reason. My task, my tools. I have served the Weald
since before you were born, Ingrey. There never was a golden age. It
was always only iron.”
“Ingrey, peace!”
Biast was rubbing his brow, as though it ached. “Enough of this!
If I am to attend the procession, I must go wash and dress.” He stood
and stretched, wincing.
Hetwar rose at once. “Indeed, Prince-marshal. I, too, must ride
out.” He frowned in frustration at Ingrey. “We will continue this when
you have regained a more considered temper, Lord Ingrey. In the
meantime, do not speak of these matters.”
“Learned Lewko desires to interview me.”
Hetwar blew out his breath. “Lewko, I know. A most unhelpful
man, in my experience.”
“I defy the Temple at my gravest risk.”
“Oh? That's a new twist. I thought you defied anyone you
damned well pleased.”
How long they would have locked each other's gazes, Ingrey
was not sure, but Biast reached the door first. Hetwar perforce
followed, waving Ingrey out. “You had better not lie to Lewko. I'll
speak with him later. And with you later.” His gaze flicked down.
“Don't drip on my carpets.”
Ingrey flinched, and clasped his right hand with his left. The
bandage was wet through, and leaking.
“What happened to your-no, tell me later. Attend on me at the
funeral rite. Dress properly,” Hetwar ordered.
“Sir.” Ingrey bowed to his retreating back. Symark, who had
wandered away down the hall to examine Hetwar's tapestries, hurried
to join the prince.
It was full morning in Easthome, lively with bustling crowds,
when Ingrey regained the street and turned toward the river. Ijada was
awake now, he felt in his heart. Awake, and not, at the moment, unduly
distressed. The reassurance eased him. Without what he now realized
was an endemic state of covert panic driving his strides, his feet found
their own pace, and it was a slow one. Did this strange new perception
run two ways? He would have to ask her. He trudged wearily back
toward the narrow house.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
THE PORTER ADMITTED INGREY AGAIN TO THE HALL. INGREY'S
gaze flicked up. Ijada was above, locked in with her warden as
instructed, presumably. It crossed Ingrey's mind that while Horseriver's
servants and one somewhat-damaged swordsman might be enough to
keep a docile naive girl from escaping this imprisonment, it was a
woefully inadequate force to ward off attack. Ingrey might foil one
assailant-well, a few-several-but a sufficiently determined enemy had
merely to send enough men, and the conclusion would be grimly certain.
For some subtler, uncanny attack…the outcome was not so
obvious. Could the weirding voice prove a defense? The hum of
questionable power in his blood unnerved him still. Earl Horseriver
apparently knew, even if Ingrey did not, of the full range of Ingrey's
new capacities. Wencel's oblique promise of some sort of training
troubled Ingrey's thoughts.
The porter produced a slightly crumpled piece of paper.
“Temple messenger brought this for you, my lord.”
Ingrey broke the seal to find a short note from Learned Lewko,
the penmanship blocky and neat. It appears my time will be taken
today with that matter of internal Temple discipline you helped to
uncover yesterday, for which I thank you, it read. I will wait upon
you and Lady Ijada as soon as I may following the prince's funeral
rites tomorrow.
He climbed to his rooms to have Tesko help change his soaked
bandage and take away his town garb to clean the bloodstains. The
new stitches proved intact, and the spaces between them had scabbed
over again. The unhealing wound was beginning to disturb him. His
episodes of bleeding had perfectly reasonable explanations, most
having to do with his own carelessness; it was only in his nervous fancy
that they were beginning to seem like unholy libations. And if small
magics draw a small blood sacrifice, what would a great one do?
His bed beckoned, and he sank down on it. The notion of food
was still repulsive, but perhaps sleep would help him heal. He no
sooner lay down than his thoughts began spinning again. He had been
assuming from the beginning that the motivation of Ijada's mysterious
assassin must be political, or revenge for her killing of Boleso. Perhaps
such theorizing was an effect of his being so long in Hetwar's train. Yet
trying to widen his thinking only made it feel more diffuse and foolish. I
know less and less each day. What was the end of this progression, a
glum future as a village idiot? The absurd images trailed off at last in
muzzy exhaustion.
HE WOKE LATER THAN HE HAD INTENDED, THIRSTY, BUT FEELING as if
he had paid off some accumulated debts to his body. Inspired, he sent
down orders via Tesko that dinner should be served to him and his
prisoner in the ground-floor parlor. He donned town garb again,
combed his hair, wondered why he owned no lavender water,
considered sending Tesko out to buy some tomorrow, scrubbed his
teeth, and shaved for the second time that day as the shadows
deepened outside. He took a breath and descended the stairs.
He could not very well fall upon her like a ravening wolf, not
least because the accursed warden stood at her side, hands and lips
tightly folded. The table, he saw to his dismay, seemed to have been
reflexively set for three. Horseriver's servant was surely Horseriver's
spy. Simply to dismiss the duenna bore unknown dangers.
Regardless of his own strangely shifting internal allegiances, he
supposed he must guard his own reputation as well as Ijada's, or risk
being relieved of his post. But he might hazard a smile, and did. He
might chance a touch of her hand, brought formally to his lips. The
scent of her skin, so close, seemed to bring all of his senses to
heightened sharpness. The sheer intensity of her, at this range, almost
overwhelmed him.
One desperate return squeeze, her nails biting fiercely into his
skin, was all her opportunity to say, I feel it, too. She muted her smile
to something social, the trained courtesy of a high household, as he
helped her to her seat and a manservant brought their meal.
“I believe this is the first time I have seen you out of your riding
leathers, Lord Ingrey.” Her tone seemed to be quite approving.
He touched the fine black cloth of his jerkin. “Lady Hetwar
makes sure that her husband's men do not disgrace her house.”
“She has a good eye, then.”
“Oh? Good.” Ingrey swallowed wine without choking. “Good.”
His thoughts tangled on too many levels at once: the arousal of his
body, the political and mortal fear of their situation, the remembered
shock of that mystical kiss. He dropped a bite of food off his fork, and
tried surreptitiously to retrieve it from his lap.
“Oh. Yes. He sent a note; he means to come tomorrow, after
the funeral.”
“Did anything further come of your ice bear? Or your pirate?”
“Not yet. Though the rumors had already reached my lord
Hetwar.”
“How did your conference with the sealmaster go?”
He tilted his head. “How would you guess?” Do you sense
where I am, how I feel, as I do you?
She gave a small nod in return, and essayed slowly, “Tense.
Uncertain. There was…an incident.” Her gaze now seemed to dig
under his skin. She glanced at the warden, who was chewing and
listening.
“Truly.” He drew breath. “I believe Sealmaster Hetwar is to be
trusted. His concerns, however, are wholly political ones. I am less and
less of the opinion that your concerns are wholly political ones.
Prince-marshal Biast was there, which I did not expect. He did not
warm at once to the idea of a blood-price, but at least I had a chance
to set the idea in his mind.”
She pushed some noodles across her plate with her fork. “I
think the gods have little interest in politics. Only in souls. Look to
souls, Lord Ingrey, if you seek to guess Their minds.” She looked up,
frowning.
Conscious of the glowering warden, Ingrey asked more lightly
after Ijada's day; she returned in kind a description of an amusing old
book of household hints, apparently the only reading matter the house
had offered up. After that the conversation fell flatly silent for a space.
Not what he had hoped, but at least they were both in the same room,
alive and breathing. I must raise my standards for dalliance.
A sharp rap on the front door, the shuffle of the porter, voices;
Ingrey tensed, aware he'd left his sword upstairs and bore only his belt
knife, then relaxed a trifle as he recognized the new voice as Wencel's.
He rose to his feet as the earl-ordainer entered the parlor, and the
warden scrambled up and curtseyed apprehensively.
The woman curtseyed again and removed herself promptly. She
did not need to be told, by Wencel at least, to close the door behind
her.
“Have you eaten?” Lady Ijada inquired civilly.
“This and that.” He waved. “Just some wine, please.”
She poured from the carafe, and he took the beaker and sat
back in his chair, his legs stretched out, his head tilted back. “You are
well, lady? My people are seeing to your needs?”
“Yes, thank you. My material needs, anyway. It is news that I
lack.”
Wencel's chin came down. “There is no news, at least of your
plight. Boleso has arrived in Templetown, where his body will rest
tonight. By this time tomorrow, that carnival, at least, will be over.” He
grimaced.
And Ijada's legal one will begin? “I have been thinking,
Wencel…” Succinctly, Ingrey explained his blood-price ploy once
more. “If you really seek to redeem the honor of your house, cousin,
this could be one way. If the Stagthornes and the Badger-banks could
both be persuaded. Which you are also in a position to do, I would
point out.”
Wencel gave him a shrewd look. “I see you are not an impartial
jailer.”
“If such a jailer was what you really wanted, I'm sure you could
have found one,” Ingrey returned dryly.
“I have managed to keep you out of my conversations so far,
yes. I don't know how much longer I can succeed. I've drawn some
unfortunate attention from the Temple. Did you hear about the ice bear
yet?”
Wencel's lips twisted. “This funeral procession today being short
on piety and long on gossip, yes. The tales I heard were lurid,
conflicting, and ambiguous. I was possibly the only confidant to whom
the events were crystal clear. Congratulations upon your discovery. I
didn't imagine you would learn of that power for quite some time yet.”
“My wolf never spoke like this before.”
“The great beasts have no speech. That shaping must come from
the man. The whole is a different essence from either part; they alter
each other as they merge.”
Ingrey contemplated this remark for a moment, finding it
plangent but maddeningly vague. He decided to leave out mention of
that other Voice.
“And,” Wencel added, “your wolf was truly bound before.
Separated from you even while trapped within. Neither the Temple nor
I was mistaken on that, I promise you. It is its unbinding that remains a
mystery to me.” Wencel raised his brows invitingly.
Ingrey ignored the hint. “What else might it-might I-we-do?”
“The weirding voice is actually a great and subtle power, nearer
the heart of the matter than you know.”
“Since I know practically nothing, that is no great observation,
Wencel.”
Wencel shrugged. “Indeed, the shamans of the forest tribes bore
other powers. Visions that did not deceive. Healings, of wounds of the
body or mind, of fevers, of sicknesses of the blood. Sometimes, they
could follow men who had fallen into great darkness of mind and bring
them back out again. Sometimes their powers were reversed; they
could plunge victims into those darknesses, or thwart healing, even unto
death. Darker necromancies still, consuming mortal sacrifices.”
“Great powers,” Wencel continued more lowly, “and yet-even in
the days of the Old Weald's greatest glory and heartbreak, not great
enough. Outnumbered, the shamans and spirit warriors were borne
down under the weight of their most implacable enemies. Let that be a
lesson to you, Ingrey. We are far too alone in this. Secrecy is our only
source of safety.”
Ijada took a breath and ventured, “I have heard that great
Audar overcame Wealding sorceries with swords alone, in his last
push. Swords and courage.”
Wencel snorted. “Darthacan lies. He had gathered all the
Temple saints and sorcerers that Darthaca could muster in his train. It
took the gods' own betrayals to bring us down at Holytree.”
Ingrey guessed at Ijada's direction, and followed her lead. “Yes,
what does your library at Castle Horseriver have to say about
Bloodfield that the Darthacan chronicles do not?”
Wencel's lips curled up in a weird little smile. “Enough to know
that whatever they've taught you of it in these degenerate days is
fabrication.”
Ingrey said, “Whatever evil rites the Wealdings were attempting,
Audar won. No lie there.”
Wencel's shoulders jerked in aggravation. “Not evil, but a great,
if desperate, deed. The Weald was sorely pressed. We had lost half
our lands to the Darthacans in the past generation. The bravest of our
young men were dying in droves beneath the Darthacan lances.”
“The military accounts I have read all assert that Audar's army
was better organized, trained, and led, and its baggage train a wonder,
by the standards of the day,” Ingrey observed. “They built their own
roads through the forests almost as fast as they could march.”
Ijada, listening with breathless attention, murmured, “So what
went wrong?”
Wencel shook his head, his lips tightening to paleness. “It would
have worked, had not Audar, with the aid of his sorcerers and the
gods, come upon us too soon. A forced march at unprecedented speed
through the forests and hills, then, instead of waiting till dawn for the
light and to rest his men, an immediate attack in the darkness. It was
the night of the second day of the great rite, and we were unprepared
and vulnerable, the kin shamans exhausted and drained with their
labors, the king already bound but the men still partly not.”
“You-we did fight, though?” she pressed.
“Oh, fiercely. But Audar had concentrated three times our
numbers. I-no one thought he could gather that many, that fast, and
move them so far.”
“Still, magically healing warriors must have been hard to
overcome. How?”
“Audar's men worked all night and all day,” he continued, “red
to their waists and half-mad with the task. Some broke from the horror
of their own deeds, sat and rocked and wept. They slew all they found
within the bounds of Holytree, whether surrendered or resisting:
shamans, spirit warriors, innocent camp followers, males, females,
children. They were taking no more chances. They leveled every
structure, killed every animal, cut down and burned the Tree of
Sacrifice. The hallow king's eldest son and holy heir they beheaded last,
at the end of the next day, after he had witnessed it all. When no living
thing was left within the sacred bounds except the trees, they withdrew,
and forbade entry. As if to bury their own sins along with us. And the
rains came, and the snows of many winters, and men died, and forgot
Holytree, and all the glory that had passed there.”
Ingrey found his breath had nearly stopped, so caught up was he
in Wencel's impassioned delivery of this old tale. What else might
Wencel be prodded into revealing? “They say Audar was made furious
with tribal treaty betrayals, and was sorry afterward for the massacre.
He made great gifts to the Temple for the forgiveness of his soul.”
“His Temple!” Wencel scoffed. “He received with his left hand
what he gave with his right. And a forced treaty is no treaty at all, but a
robbery. The Darthacan encroachment was never-ending, and their
treaties, self-serving lies.”
“I don't know,” said Ingrey judiciously. “It's clear enough from
the chronicles that the Darthacans did not start out intending to conquer
the Weald. They slid into it over two generations. Every time they set
up a boundary, they found themselves with a new frontier to defend,
and the unruly kin tribes picking piecemeal at their defenses, until they
moved the outposts farther to defend those lines, and it started all over
again.”
“Most of us are, these days.”
“Yes. I know.”
“But some kin warriors escaped to the borders,” said Ijada,
watching Wencel closely. Her hands were tight in her lap. “They fought
on, our ancestors. We fought back. In time, we won. The Weald was
renewed.”
Wencel snorted. “Audar's empire fell to the squabbles and
stupidities of his great-grandsons, not for any virtue remaining in the
Weald. What came back, a century and a half later, was a shadow and
a mockery of the Old Weald, emptied of its essences and its beauties,
stamped in the mold of Darthacan Quintarian orthodoxy. The men who
re-created that parody of the hallow kingship thought they were
restoring something, but they were too ignorant even to know what had
been lost. The great free days, the forest days, were gone, netted under
the roads and mills, cut down with the trees turned to towns, weighted
beneath the groaning stones of Audar's temples. A hundred and fifty
years of tears and strain and blood had been spent for nothing. They
congratulated themselves most smugly, the new kin lords, the grand rich
earl-ordainers-and archdivine-ordainers, what a travesty!-but their
vaunted throne was empty of anything but men's buttocks. They should
have been weeping in the ashes, on that day of final betrayal.”
Wencel at last seemed to grow conscious of the wide-eyed
stares of both his listeners. “Faugh! So ends the lesson, children.” He
exhaled. “I grow morbid. It has been an ugly day, and too long. I
should go home.” His lips compressed. “To my wife.”
Ijada said in a constricted voice, “How is she taking it all?”
“Not well,” Wencel conceded.
Ingrey worried suddenly how much of a push against Ijada might
come from that quarter. Princess Fara was one Stagthorne who might
well want blood, not money, in order to wash her own hands of a
grievous guilt. And Fara surely had not only Wencel's ear, but her
brother Biast's.
Ingrey saw him out the front, then nipped back into the parlor
and closed the door once more before the warden could reappear.
Ijada was frowning, as he seated himself beside her.
“I wonder,” she said slowly, “what dreams Wencel has been
having?”
“Hm?”
She tapped two fingers on the table edge. “He did not speak of
Bloodfield as one who has read or heard. He spoke as one who'd
seen.”
“As you have-do you think? Yet at a different time.”
“My dream was in the present, I thought. Why should he dream
of the past? Why should he dream of my men at all?”
Ingrey noted her unthinking possessive. “He seems to feel they
are-were-his men.” He hesitated. “His father had a reputation for a
historical mania. So did his grandfather, I think, from some things my
father and aunt said. He was not drawn in to his sires' passions as a
child, that I know, but perhaps some crept upon him as he studied their
writings later. He must have been frantic for explanations of what had
happened to him.” He added after a moment, “Have you dreamed
again of the Wounded Woods since you were there?”
She shook her head. “There was no…no need. The task,
whatever it was, was done. It didn't need to be done twice. Nothing of
it has faded or changed since then.” Her eyes sought his face. “Until
you came along, that is.”
Alone as they briefly were, Ingrey was torn between desire and
fear of another kiss. What else might such a caress reveal? His
bandaged hand crept toward hers and closed over it, and a small
grateful smile flashed at him from those dizzying lips.
“We should be trying to stay alive, Ijada!”
“I am not at all sure,” she said rather quietly, “that staying alive is
what this is all about.”
His hand clutched hers on the tabletop despite the twinge of
pain. “Don't you become fey!”
“Why not? Do you imagine feyness is only your task?” Her
brows twitched up in sudden amusement. “It is most becoming upon
you, I admit. Unfairly so.” She leaned toward him, and he froze
between terror and joy as her lips brushed his. Only flesh on flesh this
time, only a touch of warmth.
Before he could lunge at her in a quest for holy fire, the door
clicked open. The warden entered and eyed them both, unsmiling.
Unwillingly, he released Ijada's hand and eased back. He was
conscious that his breath was coming too fast.
The warden sketched a curtsey. “Begging your pardon, my lord.
The earl instructed me to keep close to my lady.”
“I am obliged for his consideration,” said Ijada, in a voice so
expressionless even Ingrey could not decide if it was sincere or dry.
She tipped up and drained her beaker and set it down. “Should we
retire again to that dull chamber?”
“If it please you, my lady, it was what the earl said.”
Beneath the woman's stodgy stubbornness Ingrey perceived a
real unease. The earl-ordainer's secular powers alone were enough to
overawe his servants, Ingrey supposed, but did they sense-or had they
experienced-more?
Ijada nodded and rose. “I should be grateful if you would wait
upon me after, and tell me of them.”
“Certainly, Lady Ijada.”
He watched her pass out of the parlor. It was only in his
overwrought fancy that the room seemed to grow darker for her going
from it.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
THE TEMPLE SQUARE WAS ALREADY CROWDED WITH COURTLY
and would-be-courtly mourners when Ingrey arrived there in the
midmorning. His eye picked out a few of Gesca's men at the outer
edges of the mob, indicating that Lord Hetwar was already within.
Ingrey lengthened his stride and shouldered through the press. Those
who recognized him gave way at once.
The sky was a bright autumn blue, and he shrugged in relief as
he stepped out of the sun into the shade of the portico. His best court
dress was heavy and a trifle hot, the somber sleeveless coat swirling
about his ankles and tending to tangle with his sword. The sunbeams
shone down also into the open central court, where the holy fire burned
high on its plinth, and he blinked at the adjustment from light to dark to
light. He spotted Lady Hetwar, attended by Gesca and Hetwar's oldest
son, made his way to her side, and bowed. She gave him an
acknowledging nod, her glance approving his garb, and shifted a little to
make him space to loom in proper retainer's style beside Gesca at her
back. Gesca gave him a nervy sideways stare, but by no other sign
revealed any aftereffects of their last tense encounter, and Ingrey began
to hope Gesca had kept the eerie incident to himself.
Beyond the plinth, Ingrey also noted Rider Ulkra and some of
Prince Boleso's higher servants; good, the exiled household had arrived
in Easthome as instructed. Ulkra cast him a polite nod of greeting,
though most of the retainers who had ridden escort to Boleso's wagon
with him avoided his eyes-whether conscious of his contempt or simply
unnerved by him, Ingrey could not tell.
Boleso's body was tightly wrapped in layers of herbs beneath his
perfumed princely robes, Ingrey guessed, though his swollen face was
exposed. The delay in his burial pushed the limits of a decomposition
that would necessitate a closed coffin. But the death of one so highborn
demanded witnesses, the more the better, to prevent later imposters
and pretenders from troubling the realm.
The principal mourners followed next. Prince-marshal Biast,
resplendent of dress and weary of face, was attended by Symark,
holding the prince-marshal's standard with its pennant wrapped and
bound to its staff as a sign of grief. Behind them, Earl Horseriver
supported his wife, Princess Fara. Her dark garb was plain to severity,
her brown hair drawn back and without jewels or ribbons, and her face
deathly white by contrast. She had not her brothers' height, and the
long Stagthorne jaw was softened in her; she was not a beauty, but she
was a princess, and her proud carriage and presence normally made up
for any shortfall. Today she just looked haggard and ill.
Horseriver's spirit horse seemed stopped down so tight as to be
mistakable for a mere blackness of mood. I must find out from
Wencel how he does that. Ingrey began to see how Wencel might
long evade the lesser among the Sighted, but he wondered at the cost.
Ingrey was relieved to see that the hallow king had not been
dragged from his sickbed and propped in some sedan chair or litter to
attend his son's funeral. It would have been too much like one bier
following another.
A rustling sounded from the central court as the crowd parted to
allow the procession of the sacred animals to pass. Three of the
stiff-looking groom-acolytes who led them were not the ones Ingrey
had seen the other day. Fafa the impressive ice bear had been replaced
by a notably small long-haired white cat curled tamely in the arms of a
new woman groom in the Bastard's whites. The boy who led the
copper colt was the same as before, though; while he kept his attention
on his animal and the archdivine, his glance did cross Ingrey's once,
above Lady Hetwar's head, and his eyes widened in alarmed
recognition.
With extreme circumspection, each animal was led to the bier to
sign the acceptance, if any, of Boleso's soul by its god. No one much
expected a blessing from the Daughter of Spring's blue hen nor the
Mother of Summer's green bird, but nerves stretched as the copper
colt was led forth. The horse's response was ambiguous to nonexistent,
as were those of the gray dog and the white cat. The grooms looked
worried. Biast appeared grim indeed, and Fara seemed ready to faint.
Was Boleso's soul sundered and damned, then, rejected by the
Son of Autumn Who was his best hope, unclaimed even by the
Bastard, doomed to drift as a fading ghost? Or defiled by the spirits of
the animals he had sacrificed and consumed, caught between the world
of matter and the world of spirit in chill and perpetual torment, as
Ingrey had once envisioned to Ijada?
The heat and the tension were suddenly too much for Ingrey.
The chamber wavered and lurched before his eyes. His right hand
throbbed. As quietly as he could, he stepped back to the wall to brace
his shoulders against the cool stone. It wasn't enough. As the copper
colt clopped forth once more, his eyes rolled back and he crumpled to
the pavement in a boneless heap, the only sound a faint clank from his
scabbard.
AND THEN, ABRUPTLY, HE WAS STANDING IN THAT OTHER PLACE, that
unbounded space he had entered once before to do battle. Only it
seemed not to be a battle to which he was called now. He still wore his
court garb, his jaw was still human…
Out of an avenue of autumn-scented trees a red-haired young
man appeared. He was tall, clothed as for a hunt in leggings and
leathers, his bow and quiver strapped across his back. His eyes were
bright, sparkling like a woodland stream; freckles dusted across his
nose, and his generous mouth laughed. His head was crowned with
autumn leaves, brown oak, red maple, yellow birch, and his stride was
wide. He pursed his lips and whistled, and the sharp sweet sound
pierced Ingrey's spirit like an arrow.
Bounding out of the mists, a great dark wolf with silver-tipped
fur ran to the youth's side, jaws agape, tongue lolling foolishly; the huge
beast crouched at his feet, licked his leg, rolled to one side and let the
red-haired youth crouch and thump and rub its belly. A collar of
autumn leaves much like the youth's crown circled the thick fur of its
neck. The wolf seemed to laugh, too, as the youth stood once more,
legs braced.
The youth gestured; Ingrey's and Ijada's heads turned.
Prince Boleso stood before them in an agonized paralysis. He,
too, wore what he'd been found in the night he'd died: a short coat and
daubs of paint and powder across his waxy skin. The muted colors
made Ingrey's head ache; they clashed, not rightly composed. They
reminded Ingrey of an ignorant man, hearing another language,
responding with mouthed gibberish, or of a child, not yet able to write,
scribbling eager senseless scrawls across a page in imitation of an older
brother's hand.
Boleso's skin seemed translucent to Ingrey's eyes. Beneath his
ribs, a swirling darkness barked and yammered, grunted and whined.
Boar there was, and dog, wolf, stag, badger, fox, hawk, even a
terrified housecat. An early experiment? Power there was, yes; but
chaos even greater, an unholy din. He remembered Ijada's description:
His very mind seemed a menagerie, howling.
The god said softly, “He cannot enter My gates bearing these.”
Ijada stepped forward, her hands held out in tentative
supplication. “What would You have of us, my lord?”
The god's eye took in them both. “Free him, if it be your will,
that he may enter in.”
The Son of Autumn tilted his wreathed head a trifle. “You chose
for him once, did you not?”
Her lips parted, closed, set a little, in fear or awe.
He ought to feel that awe, too, Ingrey supposed. Ought to be
falling to his knees. Instead he was dizzy and angry. With a piercing
regret, he envied Ijada her exaltation even as he resented it. As though
Ingrey saw the sun through a pinhole in a piece of canvas, while Ijada
saw the orb entire. But if my eyes were wider, would this Light blind
me?
“You would-you would take him into Your heaven, my lord?”
asked Ingrey in astonishment and outrage. “He slew, not in defense of
his own life, but in malice and madness. He tried to steal powers not
rightly given to him. If I guess right, he plotted the death of his own
brother. He would have raped Ijada, if he could, and killed again for his
sport!”
The Son held up his hands. Luminescent, they seemed, as if
dappled by autumn sun reflecting off a stream into shade. “My grace
flows from these as a river, wolf-lord. Would you have me dole it out in
the exact measure that men earn, as from an apothecary's dropper?
Would you stand in pure water to your waist, and administer it by the
scant spoon to men dying of thirst on a parched shore?”
Ingrey stood silent, abashed, but Ijada lifted her face, and said
steadily, “No, my lord, for my part. Give him to the river. Tumble him
down in the thunder of Your cataract. His loss is no gain of mine, nor
his dark deserving any joy to me.”
The god smiled brilliantly at her. Tears slid down her face like
silver threads: like benedictions.
“It is unjust,” whispered Ingrey. “Unfair to all who-who would
try to do rightly….”
Ingrey swallowed nervously, not at all sure the question was
rhetorical, or what might happen if he said yes. “Let Ijada's be the
choosing, then. I will abide.”
“Alas, more shall be required of you than to stand aside and act
not, wolf-lord.” The god gestured to Boleso. “He cannot enter in my
gates so burdened with these mutilated spirits. This is not their proper
door. Hunt them from him, Ingrey.”
Ingrey stared through the bars of Boleso's ribs. “Clean this
cage?”
“If you prefer that metaphor, yes.” The god's copper eyebrows
twitched, but his eyes, beneath them, glinted with a certain dark humor.
Wolf and leopard now sat on their haunches on either side of those slim
booted legs, staring silently at Ingrey with deep, unblinking eyes.
Ingrey swallowed. “How?”
“Call them forth.”
“I…do not understand.”
“Do as your ancestors did for each other, in the purifying last
rites of the Old Weald. Did you not know? Even as they washed and
wrapped each body for burial, the kin shamans looked after the souls
of their own. Each helped his comrade, whether simple spirit warrior or
great mage, through Our gates, at the end of their lives, and looked to
be helped so in turn. A chain of hand to hand, of voice to voice,
cleansed souls flowing in an unending stream.” The god's voice
softened. “Call my unhappy creatures out, Ingrey kin Wolfcliff. Sing
them to their rest.”
Ingrey stood facing Boleso. The prince's eyes were wide and
pleading. I imagine Ijada's eyes were wide and pleading that night,
too. What mercy did she get from you, my graceless prince?
Besides, I cannot sing worth a damn.
I have no mercy in me, lady. So I shall borrow some from
you.
He took a breath, and reached down into himself farther than
he'd yet done before. Keep it simple. Picked out one swirl by eye,
held out his hand, and commanded, “Come.”
The first beast's spirit spun out through his fingers, wild and
distraught, and fled away. He glanced at the god. “Where-?”
A wave of those radiant fingers reassured him. “It is well. Go
on.”
“Come…”
One by one, the dark streams flowed out of Boleso and melted
into the night. Morning. Whatever this was. They all floated in a now
somewhere outside of time, Ingrey thought. At last Boleso stood before
him, still silent, but freed of the dark smears.
The red-haired god appeared riding the copper colt, and
extended a hand to the prince. Boleso flinched, staring up in doubt and
fear, and Ijada's breath caught. But then he climbed quietly up behind.
His face held much wonder, if little joy.
“I think he is still soul-wounded, my lord,” said Ingrey, watching
in bare comprehension.
“Ah, but I know an excellent Physician for him, where we are
going.” The god laughed, dazzlingly.
“My lord-” Ingrey began, as the god made to turn the unbridled
horse.
“Yes?”
“If each kin shaman delivered the next, and him the next…” He
swallowed harder. “What happens to the last shaman left?”
The Lord of Autumn stared enigmatically down at him. He
extended one lucent finger, stopping just short of brushing Ingrey's
forehead. For a moment, Ingrey thought he was not going to answer at
all, but then he murmured, “We shall have to find out.”
INGREY BLINKED.
He was lying on hard pavement, his body half-straightened,
staring up at the curve of the dome of the Son's court. Staring up at a
ring of startled faces staring down at him: Gesca, a concerned Lady
Hetwar, a couple of men he did not know.
“What happened?” whispered Ingrey.
“You fainted,” said Gesca, frowning.
“No-what happened at the bier? Just now?”
“The Lord of Autumn took Prince Boleso,” said Lady Hetwar,
glancing over her shoulder. “That pretty red colt nuzzled him all over-it
was very clear. To everyone's relief.”
“Yes. Half the men I know were betting he'd go to the Bastard.”
A twisted grin flitted over Gesca's face.
Lady Hetwar cast him a quelling frown. “That is not a fit subject
for wagering, Gesca.”
“No, my lady,” Gesca agreed, dutifully erasing his smirk.
Ingrey hitched up to sit leaning against the wall. The motion
made the chamber spin in slow jerks, and he squeezed his eyes shut,
then opened them again. He had felt numb and bodiless during his
vision, but now he was shuddering in waves radiating out from the pit of
his belly, though he did not feel cold. As though his body had
experienced some shock that his mind was denied.
Lady Hetwar leaned forward and pressed a stern maternal hand
to his damp brow. “Are you ill, Lord Ingrey? You do feel rather warm.”
“I…” He was about to firmly deny any such weakness, then
thought better of it. He wanted nothing more passionately than to
remove himself from this fraught scene at once. “…fear so, my lady.
Pray excuse me, and excuse me to your lord husband.” I must find
Ijada. He clambered to his feet and began to feel his way along the
wall. “I would rather not pitch up my breakfast on the temple floor in
the middle of all this.”
Over by the altar, the choir was again singing, forming up to lead
the procession out, and people were beginning to shuffle themselves
back into their positions. Ingrey was grateful for the covering noise.
Across the crowd, he thought he saw Learned Lewko crane his neck
toward his disruption, but he did not meet the divine's eyes. Keeping to
the walls, half for support and half to skim around the throng, he made
his escape. By the time they exited the portico, he was towing Gesca.
“Leave me,” he gasped, shaking off Gesca's hand.
“But Ingrey, Lady Hetwar said-”
He didn't even need the weirding voice; Gesca recoiled at his
glower alone. He stood staring in bewilderment as Ingrey weaved away
through the crowded square.
By the time Ingrey reached the stairway down to Kingstown, he
was nearly running. He bolted down the endless steps two and three at
a time, at risk of tumbling head over tail. By the time he passed over the
covered creek, he was running, his long coat flapping around his boot
heels. By the time he pounded on the door of the narrow house, and
stood a moment with his hands on his knees, wheezing for breath, he
had nearly made his lie to Lady Hetwar true; his stomach was heaving
almost as much as his lungs. He fell through the door as the astonished
porter opened it.
“Lady Ijada-where is she?”
Before the porter could speak, a thumping on the stairs
answered his question. Ijada flew down them, the warden in her train
crying, “Lady, you should not, come back and lie down again-”
“I saw-”
“Come!” He yanked her into the parlor. “Leave us!” he
shouted back over his shoulder. Porter, porter's boy, warden, and
housemaid all blew back like leaves in a storm gust. Ingrey slammed
the door upon them.
The handgrip turned into a shaken embrace, having in it very
little romance but a great deal of terror. Ingrey was not sure which of
them was trembling more. “What did you see?”
“I saw Him, Ingrey, I heard Him. Not a dream this time, not a
fragrance in the dark-a daylight vision, clear.” She pushed him back to
stare into his face. “And I saw you.” Her look turned to disbelief,
though not, apparently, of her vision. “You stood face-to-face with a
god, and you could find nothing better to do than to argue with Him!”
She gripped and shook his shoulders. “Ingrey!”
“He took Boleso-”
“I saw! Oh, grace of the Son, my transgression was lifted from
me.” Tears were running down her real face, as they had her dream
face. “By your grace, too, oh, Ingrey, such a deed…” She was kissing
his face, cool lips slipping across hot sweat on his brow, his eyelids, his
cheeks.
He fell back a little, and said through gritted teeth, “I don't do
this sort of thing. These things do not happen to me.”
She stared. “They happen to you rather a lot, I'd say.”
“No! Yes…Gods! I feel as though I've become some unholy
lightning rod in the middle of a thunderstorm. Miracles, I have to stay
away from funeral miracles, they dodge aside from their targets and
come at me. I don't, I can't…”
Her left hand squeezed his right. She looked down. “Oh!”
The wretched bandage was soaked again. Wordlessly, she
turned to the sideboard, rooted briefly in a drawer, and found a length
of linen. “Here, sit.” She drew him to the table, stripped off the red rag,
and wrapped his hand more tightly. Their mutual wheezing was dying
down at last. She had not run across half of Easthome, but he did not
question her breathlessness.
“I won't say you're mistaken.”
She leaned forward and pushed a lock of sweat-dampened hair
off his forehead. Her gaze searched his face, for what he did not know.
Her expression softened. “I may have murdered Boleso-”
“No, only killed.”
“But thanks to you I did not encompass his sundering from the
gods. It's something. No small thing.”
“Aye. If you say so.” For her, then. If his actions had pleased
Ijada, perhaps they were worthwhile. Ijada and the Son. “That was it,
then. That was what we were chivvied here for. Boleso's undeserved
redemption. We have accomplished the god's will, and now it's over,
and we are discarded to our fates.”
Her lips curved up. “That's very Ingrey of you, Ingrey. Always
look on the dark side.”
“Someone has to be realistic, in the midst of this madness!”
Now her brows rose, too. She was laughing at him. “Utterly
bleak and black is not the sum of realism. All the other colors are real,
too. It was my undeserved redemption as well.”
He ought to feel offended. Not buoyed up by her laughter as if
floating in some bubbling hot spring.
She took a breath. “Ingrey! If one soul trapped in the world by
an anchor of animals is such an agony to the gods that they make
miracles out of, of such unlikely helpers as us, what must four thousand
such souls be?”
“I don't think we're done. I don't think we're even started yet!”
Ingrey moistened his lips. He followed her jump of inspiration,
yes. He wished it wasn't so easy to do. If freeing one such soul had
been an experience of muted terror to him…“Nor shall we be, if I am
burned and you are hanged. I do not say you are wrong, but first things
first.”
She shook her head in passionate denial. “I still do not
understand what is wanted of me. But I saw what is wanted of you. If
your great-wolf has made you a true shaman of the Weald, the very
last-and the god's own Voice said it was so-then you are their last hope
indeed. A purification-the men who fell at Bloodfield were never
purified, never released. We need to go there.” She jerked in her seat
as if ready to leap up and run out the door at once and down the
morning road on foot.
His hands tightened on hers, as much to hold her in place as
anything. “I would point out, we have a few hindrances here. You are
arrested and bound for trial, and I am your arresting officer.”
“You offered to smuggle me away once before. Now I know
where! Don't you see?” Her eyes were afire.
“And then what? We would be pursued and dragged back,
perhaps even before we could do anything, and your case would be
worse than before, and I would be wrenched from you. Let us solve
this problem in Easthome first, then go. That is the logical order of
things. If your men have waited four hundred years for you, they can
surely wait a little longer.”
“Can they?” Her brows drew down in a deep frown. “Do you
know this? How?”
“We must concentrate on one problem at a time, the most urgent
first.”
Her right hand touched her heart. “This feels most urgent to me.”
Ingrey's jaw set. Just because she was passionate and loving and
beautiful and god-touched didn't mean she was right in all things.
But only redeemed in her soul and sin. Her body and crime were
still hostage to the world of matter and Easthome politics. Whatever he
was called to, it was not to follow her into plain folly.
He drew breath. “I did not dream your dream of the Woods. I
have only your-admittedly vivid-description to go on. Ghosts fade,
starved of nourishment from their former bodies. Why have not these?
Do you imagine they've been stuck in the blasted trees for four
centuries?”
He'd meant it for half a joke, but she took it wholly seriously. “I
think so. Or something of a sort. Something alive must be sustaining
them in the world of matter. Remember what Wencel said, about the
great rite that Audar interrupted?”
“I don't trust anything Wencel says.”
She regarded him doubtfully. “He's your cousin.”
Ingrey couldn't decide if she meant that as an argument for or
against the earl.
“I do not understand Wencel,” Ijada continued, “but that rang
true to me, it rang in my bones. A great rite that bound the spirit
warriors to the Weald itself for their sustenance, until their victory was
achieved.” A most unsettled, and unsettling, look stole over her face.
“But they never achieved victory, did they? And the Weald that came
back, in the end, was not what they'd lost, but something new. Wencel
says it was a betrayal, though I do not see it. It was not their world to
choose, anymore.”
A knock sounded on the street door of the narrow house,
making Ingrey flinch in surprise. The porter's shuffle and low voice
sounded through the walls, the words blurred but the tone protesting.
Ingrey's teeth clamped in irritation at the untimely interruption. Now
what?
Ingrey's teeth clamped in irritation at the untimely interruption. Now
what?
N
A PERFUNCTORY RAP SHIVERED THE PARLOR DOOR, AND IT swung
inward. The porter's voice carried from the hall, “…no, Learned, you
daren't go in there! The wolf-lord ordered us not-”
Learned Lewko stepped around the frame and closed the door
firmly on the porter's panicked babble. He was dressed as Ingrey had
glimpsed him earlier that morning, in the white robes of his order,
cleaner and newer than what he'd worn in his dusty office but still
unmarked with any rank. Unobtrusive: against the busy background of
Templetown, surely nearly invisible. He was not exactly wheezing, but
his face was flushed, as if he'd been walking quickly in the noon sun.
He paused to reorder his robes and his breathing, his gaze on Ingrey
and Ijada penetrating and disturbed.
“I am only a petty saint,” he said at last, signing himself, his
touch lingering on his heart, “but that was unmistakable.”
Ingrey moistened his lips. “How many others there saw, do you
know?”
“As far as I know, I was the only Sighted one present.” He tilted
his head. “Do you know any differently?”
Wencel. If there had been signs apparent to Lewko, Ingrey
rather thought Wencel could not have been unaware. “I'm not sure.”
Lewko wrinkled his nose in suspicion.
Ijada said tentatively, “Ingrey…?”
“Ah.” Ingrey jumped to his feet to perform introductions, grateful
to take refuge for a moment in formality. “Lady Ijada, this is Learned
Lewko. I have, um…told you each something of the other. Learned,
will you sit…?” He offered the third chair. “We expected you.”
“I fear I cannot say the same of you.” Lewko sighed and sank
down, flapping one hand briefly to cool his face. “In fact, you become
more unexpected by the hour.”
Lewko drew breath. “When the animals were first presented at
the prince's bier, I feared an ambiguous outcome. We do try to avoid
those; they are most distressing to the relatives. Disastrous, in this case.
The groom-acolytes are normally under instruction to, ah, amplify their
creature's signs, for clarity. Amplify, mind you, not substitute or alter. I
fear that this habit became misleading to some, and led to that attempt
at fraud the day before yesterday. Or so our later inquiries revealed.
None of the orders was pleased to learn that this was not the first time
recently that some of our people let themselves be tempted by worldly
bribes or threats. Such corruption feeds on its own success when it
meets no correction.”
“Did they not fear their gods' wrath?” asked Ijada.
“Even the wrath of the gods requires some human opportunity
by which to manifest itself.” Lewko's eye gauged Ingrey. “As the wrath
of the gods goes, your performance the other day was remarkably
effective, Lord Ingrey. Never have I seen a conspiracy unravel itself
and scramble to confession with such alacrity.”
“So happy to be of service,” Ingrey growled. He hesitated. “This
morning was the second time. The second god I've…crossed, in three
days. The ice bear now seems a prelude-your god was there, within
the accursed creature.”
“So He should be, for a funeral miracle, if it be a true one.”
“I heard a voice in my mind when I faced the bear.”
Lewko stiffened. “What did it say? Can you remember exactly?”
“I can scarcely forget. I see my Brother's pup is in better pelt,
now. Good. Pray continue. And then the voice laughed.” Ingrey
added irritably, “It did not seem very helpful.” And more quietly, “It
frightened me. I now think I was not frightened enough.”
“Was it your god, in the bear? Do you think?” Ingrey prodded.
“Oh”-Lewko waved his hands-“to be sure. Signs of the
Bastard's holy presence tend to be unmistakable, to those who know
Him. The screaming, the altercations, the people running in circles-all
that was lacking was something bursting into flame, and I was not
entirely sure for a moment you weren't going to provide that, as well.”
He added consolingly, “The acolyte's scorches should heal in a few
days, though. He does not dare complain of his punishment.”
Ijada raised her brows.
Ingrey cleared his throat. “It was not your god this morning,
though.”
“No. Perhaps fortunately. Was it the Son of Autumn? I saw only
a little stir by the wall when you collapsed, a felt Presence, and a flare
like orange fire as the colt signed the body at last. Not,” he added,
“seen with my eyes, you know.”
“I know now,” sighed Ingrey. “Ijada was there. In my vision.”
Lewko's head whipped around.
“Let her tell of it,” Ingrey continued. “It was her…it was her
miracle, I think.” Not mine.
“You two shared this vision?” said Lewko in astonishment. “Tell
me!”
She nodded, stared a moment at Lewko as if determining to
trust him, glanced again at Ingrey, and began: “It came upon me by
surprise. I was in my room upstairs, here. I felt odd and hot, and I felt
myself sink to the floor. My warden thought I had fainted, and lifted me
to my bed. The other time, at Red Dike, I was more aware of my
body's true surroundings, but this time…I was wholly in the vision. The
first thing I saw was Ingrey, in his court dress-what he wears now, but I
had never seen it before.” She paused, eyeing his garb as if about to
add some other comment, but then shook her head and went on. “His
wolf ran at his heels. Great and dark, but so handsome! I was leashed
by a chain of flowers to my leopard, and it pulled me forward. And
then the god came from the trees…”
Tears glistened at the corners of her eyes as she finished, “…and
Ingrey asked him what happens to the last shaman left, if there are none
to deliver him, but the god did not say. It almost seemed as if He did
not know.” She swallowed.
Lewko leaned his elbows on the table and rubbed his eyes with
the heels of his hands. “Complications,” he muttered, not approvingly.
“Now I remember why I fear to open letters from Hallana.”
Ingrey asked, “Could this affect Ijada's case, do you think? If it
should be brought to testimony? How goes the preparation for her
case? I think-I am guessing-you hear all such news early.” If Lewko's
subtle resemblances to Hetwar extended beyond age and style, that is.
“Oh, aye. Temple gossip is worse than court gossip, I swear.”
Lewko sucked on his lower lip. “I believe the Father's Order has
empaneled five judges for the pretrial inquiry.”
That in itself was news of significance; minor cases, or cases that
were to be treated as minor, would only get three such judges, or one,
or if the accused was especially unlucky, a junior acolyte just learning
his trade. “Do you know anything of their characters?” Or against
them?
Lewko raised a brow at that question. “Highborn men,
experienced in capital cases. Serious-minded. They will probably begin
to question witnesses as early as tomorrow.”
“As you were not there at the time of the prince's death, perhaps
not. Do you wish to speak?”
“Perhaps…not. I'm not sure. How experienced are these serious
men in matters of the uncanny?”
Lewko grunted and sat back. “Now, that's always a problem.”
Ijada was following this with a frown. “Why?”
He cast her a measuring glance. “So much of the uncanny-or the
holy, for that matter-is inward experience. As such, testimony about it
tends to be tainted. People lie. People delude themselves, or others.
People are swayed or frightened or convinced they have seen things
they have not. People are, frankly, sometimes simply mad. Every young
judge of the Father's Order soon learns that if he were to dismiss all
such testimony at the first, he would not only save endless time and
aggravation, he would be right nine times out of ten, or better. So the
conditions for acceptance of such claims in law have become strict. As
a rule, three Temple sensitives of good reputation must vouch for each
other and the testimony.”
“You are a Temple sensitive, are you not?” she said.
“I am only one such.”
“There are three in this room!”
“Mm, sensitive perhaps, but somewhat lacking the further
qualifications of Temple and good reputation, I fear.” His dry glance
fell as much on Ingrey as Ijada.
Hallana, it occurred to Ingrey, might be another valid witness.
But difficult at present to call upon. Although if he wanted a delaying
tactic, sending all the way to Suttleaf for her would be one, to be sure.
He filed the thought away.
Lewko's lips compressed. “Yes. Yes, I do, Bastard help me.
But belief enough for private action, and evidence sufficient for a court
of law, are two separate things.”
“Private action?” said Ingrey. “Do you not speak for the
Temple, Learned?”
He made an equivocal gesture. “I both stand within and
administer Temple disciplines. I am also barely god-touched, though
enough to know better than to wish for more. I am never sure if my
erratic abilities are my failure to receive, or His failure to give.” He
sighed. “Your master Hetwar has always resisted understanding this.
He plagues me for aid with unsuitable tasks and dislikes my telling him
no. My order's sorcerers are at his disposal; the gods are not.”
“Do you tell him no?” asked Ingrey, impressed.
“Frequently.” Lewko grimaced. “As for great saints-no one
commands them. The wise Temple-man just follows them around and
waits to see what will happen.”
Lewko looked briefly introspective: Ingrey wondered what
experiences he might have had in this regard. Something both rare and
searing, at a guess. Ingrey said, “I am no saint of any kind.”
“Nor I,” said Ijada fervently. “And yet…”
Lewko glanced up at them both. “You say true. And yet. You
have both been more god-touched than anyone in the strength of such
wills ought to be. It is the abnegation of self-will that gives room for the
gods to enter the world through saints. The rumors of their spirit
animals making the Old Weald warriors more open to their gods,
mediating grace as the sacred funeral beasts do for us, have suddenly
grown more convincing to me.”
So is my dispensation as much in danger as Wencel asserts?
Ingrey decided to probe the question more obliquely. “Ijada is no more
responsible for receiving the spirit of her leopard than I was my wolf's.
Others imposed it upon her. Cannot she be granted a dispensation like
mine? It makes no sense to save her from one capital charge only to
lose her to another.”
“I have not mentioned the leopard to Lord Hetwar yet.”
Lewko's brows went up.
“He does not like complications,” Ingrey said weakly.
“What are you playing at, Lord Ingrey?”
“I would not have mentioned it to you, except Hallana's letter
forced my hand.”
“You might have undertaken to lose that missive on the way,”
Lewko pointed out mildly. Wistfully?
“I thought of that,” Ingrey confessed. “It seemed but a
temporary expedient.” He added, “I could ask the same question of
you. Pardon, Learned, but it seems to me your allegiance to the rules
flexes oddly.”
Lewko held up his outspread hand and wriggled it. “It is
murmured that the thumb is sacred to the Bastard because it is the part
He puts upon the scales of justice to tip them His way. There is more
truth than humor in this joke. Yet almost every rule is invented out of
some prior disaster. My order has an arsenal of rules accumulated so,
Lord Ingrey. We arm ourselves as needed.”
Making Lewko equally unpredictable as ally or enemy, Ingrey
realized unhappily.
Ijada looked up as another knock sounded at the street door.
Ingrey's breath stopped at the sudden fear it might be Wencel,
following up this morning's events as swiftly as Lewko, but judging from
the muffled arguing in the porter's voice, it could not be the earl. At
length, the door swung inward, and the porter warily announced,
“Messenger for Learned Lewko, m'lord.”
A man dressed in the tabard of Prince Boleso's household
shouldered past him; a servant, judging by the rest of his clothes, his
lack of a sword, and his irresolute air. Middle-aged, a little stooped,
with a scraggly beard framing his face. “Your pardon, Learned, it is
urgent that I speak-” His eye fell on Ingrey, and widened with apparent
recognition; his voice ran down abruptly. “Oh.”
Ingrey's return stare was blank, at first. His blood seemed to boil
up in his head, and he realized that he smelled a demon, that distinctive
rain-and-lightning odor, spinning tightly within this man. One of
Lewko's sorcerers in disguise, reporting Temple business to his master?
No, for Lewko's expression was as devoid of recognition as Ingrey's,
though his body had stiffened. He smells the demon, too, or senses it
somehow.
It was the voice more than the appearance that did it. Ingrey's
mind's eye scraped away the beard and eleven years from the servant's
face. “You!”
The servant choked.
Ingrey stood up so fast his chair fell over and banged on the
floor. The servant, already backing up, shrieked, whirled, and fled back
out the door, slamming it behind him.
“Ingrey, what-?” Ijada began.
“It's Cumril!” Ingrey flung over his shoulder at her, and gave
chase.
By the time Ingrey wrenched open both doors and stood in the
street, the man had disappeared around the curve, but the echo of
running footsteps and a passerby's astonished stare told Ingrey the
direction. He flung back his coat, put his hand on his sword, and
dashed after, rounding the houses just in time to see Cumril cast a
frightened look back and duck into a side street. Ingrey swung after
him, his stride lengthening. Could youth and fury outrun middle age and
terror?
Cumril was gasping and whimpering: “No, no, help…!”
“So enspell me, why don't you?” Ingrey snarled. Sorcerers and
shamans, Wencel had said, were old rivals for power. With the dizzied
remains of his reason, Ingrey wondered which was the stronger, and if
he was about to test the question.
“I dare not! It will ascend, and enslave me again!”
This response was peculiar enough to give Ingrey pause; he let
his hand, now clenched on Cumril's throat, ease somewhat. “What?”
“The demon will t-take me again, if I try to call on it,” Cumril
stammered. “You need, need, need have no fear of me, Lord Ingrey.”
“By my father's agony, the reverse is not true.”
Cumril swallowed, looking away. “I know.”
Ingrey's grip eased yet more. “Why are you here?”
“I followed the divine. From the temple. I saw him in the crowd.
I want to, I was going to try to, I meant to surrender myself to him. I
wasn't expecting you.”
Ingrey stood back, his brows climbing toward his hairline. “Well,
I have no objection to that. Come along, then.”
Keeping a grip on Cumril's arm just in case, Ingrey led him back
to the narrow house. Cumril was pale and trembling, but as he
recovered his breath, his initial shock seemed to pass off. By the time
Ingrey pushed him through the door of the parlor and closed it again
behind them, Cumril had revived enough to shoot him a look of
resentment before he straightened his tabard and stood before Lewko.
“Learned. Blessed One. I, I, I…”
“Yes, Learned.” Cumril sank down. Ijada returned to her own
seat; Ingrey folded his arms and leaned against the nearby wall.
Lewko pressed his palm to Cumril's forehead. Ingrey was not at
all sure what passed between the two, but Cumril eased back yet
more, and the demon-scent grew weaker. His panting slackened, and
his gaze, wandering to some middle distance, bespoke the lifting of an
invisible burden.
“Are you truly of Prince Boleso's household?” Ingrey asked,
nodding to the tabard.
Cumril's eyes refocused on Ingrey. “Yes. Or I was. He, he, he
passed me off as his body servant.”
“So, you were the illicit sorcerer who aided him in his forbidden
rites. I…it was guessed one must exist. But I never saw you at Boar's
Head.”
“No, I made very sure you, you, you did not.” Cumril gulped.
“Rider Ulkra and the household arrived here late last night. I had no
other way to get back to Easthome except with them. I, I could not
come sooner.” This last seemed to be addressed to Lewko.
“Did anyone else of Boleso's household know what you really
were?” Ingrey pressed.
“No, only the prince. I-my demon-insisted upon secrecy. One of
the few times its will overrode Boleso's.”
“Perhaps,” Lewko interrupted gently, “you should begin at the
beginning, Cumril.”
Cumril hunched. “Which beginning?”
“The burning of a certain confession might do.”
Cumril's gaze shot up. “How did you know about that?”
“I reassembled it for the inquiry. With great difficulty.”
Lewko held up a restraining finger. “It was my guess that the
destruction of that document marked the loss of your control over your
power.”
Cumril ducked his head in a nod. “It was so, Blessed One. And
the beginning of my, my, my slavery.”
“Ah.” A brief smile of satisfaction tugged Lewko's lips at this
confirmation of his theory.
“I will not say the beginning of my nightmare,” Cumril continued,
“for it was blackest nightmare before. But in my despair after the
disasters at Birchgrove, my demon ascended and took control of my
body and mind. I, we, it fled with my body, which it was overjoyed to
possess, and we began a strange existence. Exile. Always, its first
concern was to keep out of sight of the Temple, and then, on to
whatever erratic pleasures in matter the thing desired. Which were not
always what I would call pleasures. The months it decided to
experiment with pain were the worst”-Cumril shuddered in
memory-“but that pass, pass, passed off like every other passion.
Fortunately. I swear it had the mindfulness of a mayfly. When Boleso
found…us…and pressed us into his service, it became quite rebellious
in its boredom, but it dared not thwart him. He had ways of asserting
his will.”
Lewko moistened his lips and leaned forward. “How did you
regain control? For that is a very rare thing to happen, after a sorcerer's
demon has turned upon him.”
Cumril nodded, and glanced somewhat fearfully at Ijada. “It was
her.”
Ijada looked astonished. “What?”
“The night Boleso died, I was in the next chamber. To assist him
in enspelling the leopard. There was a knothole in the wall, from which
we could remove the knot and look and listen through.”
Cumril bore up under their speculative glowers, and continued,
“Boleso believed that the animal spirits he took in would allow him to
bind each kin to himself. He had a, a, theory that the leopard was your
kin animal, Lady Ijada, by reason of your father's Chalionese
bloodlines. He meant to use it to bind your mind and will to his, to
make you his perfect paramour. Partly, partly for lust, partly to test his
powers before he took them into the arena of politics, partly because
he was half-mad with suspicion of everyone by this time and only by
such iron control dared to have any woman so close to his person.”
“No wonder,” said Ijada, her voice shaking a little, “he took no
trouble to court me.”
Lewko said quietly, “That was grave sin and blasphemy indeed,
to attempt to seize another's will. Free will is sacred even to the gods.”
“Was the leopard spirit meant to go into Ijada, then?” asked
Ingrey, puzzled. “Did you put it there?” As you once gave me my
wolf?
“No!” Cumril fell silent a moment, then gathered himself again.
“Boleso took it, had just taken it, when the lady fought free from under
him. And then…something happened that no one controlled. I know
not by what courage she seized the war hammer and struck him, but
death, death opens the world to the gods. It all happened at once, in a
moment. I was still working upon the leopard as Boleso's soul was torn
from his body, and the god…the shock…my demon…Boleso's soul
struggled wildly, but could not get free of its defilements either to
advance or retreat from the Presence.
“The leopard, so barely anchored, was torn from him, and fell
into…no, was called into the lady. I heard a music like hunting horns in
a distant dawn, and my heart seemed to burst with the sound. And my
demon fell screaming in terror from it, and released its hold upon my
mind, and fled in the only direction it could, inward and inward into a
tight knot. It cowers there still”-he touched his chest-“but I do not
know for how long.” He added after a moment, “Then I ran away and
hid in my room. I wept so hard I could not breathe, for a time.” He was
weeping again now, a quiet sniveling, rocking in his chair.
From his place by the wall, Ingrey growled, “I would know of
an earlier beginning, Cumril.”
Cumril looked, if possible, more fearful, but he ducked his head
in acquiescence.
Ingrey breathed exhilaration and dread. Finally, some truths. He
contemplated the miserable sorcerer. Maybe some truths. “How came
you to my father? Or did he come to you?”
“Lord Ingalef came to me, my lord.”
Ingrey frowned; Lewko nodded.
“His sister Lady Horseriver had fled to him in great fear, begging
his aid. She had a frantic tale of her son Wencel having become
possessed by an evil spirit of the Old Weald.”
Lewko's head came up. “Wencel!”
Ingrey choked back a curse. In one sentence, a whole handful of
new cards was laid upon the table, and in front of Lewko, too.
“Wait…this possession occurred before Wencel's mother's death? Not
after?”
“Indeed, before. She thought it had happened at the time of his
father's death, some four or so months earlier. The boy had changed so
strangely then.”
So already Wencel was caught in a lie. Or Cumril was. Or both
could be lying, Ingrey reminded himself; but both could not be telling
the truth. “Go on.”
“The two concocted a plan for the rescue of her son, they
thought. Lady Horseriver feared to go to the Temple openly, in part for
terror that they might burn her boy if they could not release him from
the possession.” Cumril swallowed. “She meant to fight Old Weald
magic with Old Weald magic.”
“I, I, to this day I do not know. The huntsman spoke to me on
his deathbed, half-raving by then; he, he, he was not bribed to the
deed, of that I am sure. He did not guess his animals were diseased, or
I think he would have handled them more carefully himself!”
Ijada asked curiously, “Where was young Wencel when all this
was going on at Birchgrove?”
“His mother had left him at Castle Horseriver, I understood. She
meant to keep her actions secret from him until she could bring help.”
And the implications of this were…“She feared him? As well as
for him?” asked Ingrey.
Cumril hesitated, then ducked his head again. “Aye.”
So…if a geas could be set in a man to make him kill at another's
will, as the parasite spell had been set in Ingrey, how much easier
would it be to set one in a wolf-or in a horse? Was the death of Lady
Horseriver, trampled by her mount, no accident either? What, now you
suspect that Wencel killed his own mother? Ingrey's blood was
thudding in his head now, but mostly in a sick headache.
But the why of his wolf was answered at last. A lethal mix of
family loyalty, good intentions, bad judgment…and secret uncanny
malice? Or was that last some lesser intent, gone wrong? Had the
unseen foe meant to kill Lord Ingalef, or just his animals? “My
wolf-what of my wolf, which arrived so mysteriously?”
Cumril shrugged helplessly. “When its effect on you proved so
disastrous, I thought it must have been sent like the rabid ones.”
Lewko was pinching the bridge of his nose, his eyes squeezed
shut. “Lord Ingrey. Lady Ijada. You have both seen Earl Horseriver
lately, and not just with mortal eyes. What do you say of this
accusation?”
“You have seen him, too,” said Ingrey cautiously. “What did you
sense?”
Lewko glanced up in irritation; Ingrey thought him about to snap,
I asked first!, but instead he took a controlling breath, and said, “His
spirit seems dark to me, though no more so than many a man who
courts death as though to embrace it. It crossed my mind to fear for
him, and for those near him, but not like this!”
“Ingrey…?” said Ijada. Her question was clear in her rising tone:
Should we not speak?
Wencel had been right: once the Temple started looking, they
must find. And silence was the only sure safety. And it would, indeed,
have been prudent to find and question Cumril before the Temple
authorities did. Ingrey wondered grimly what else he would discover
Wencel to have been right about. “Wencel bears a spirit animal, yes. Its
evil or good I cannot judge. I had guessed Cumril must have laid it in
him, too, as part of the same dire plot that gave me mine, but now it
seems not.”
“No, no,” muttered Cumril, rocking again. “Not me.”
“You did not mention this earlier,” said Lewko to Ingrey, his
tone suddenly very flat.
“No. I did not.” He returned the tone precisely.
“Wild accusations,” murmured Lewko, “a questionable source,
not a shred of material proof, and the third highest lord in the land.
What more joys can this day bring me? No, don't answer that. Please.”
Lewko glowered at her.
Cumril's confessions didn't make sense, in Ingrey's head. Why
sacrifice one child to save another? What gain could there be in both
heirs being defiled? His thrill at the seeming chance of uncovering old
truths faded. “How was making my father and me into spirit warriors
supposed to rescue Wencel?”
“Lady Horseriver did not tell me.”
“What, and you did not ask? It seems a blithe disregard for your
famous Temple disciplines, oh sorcerer, to kick them all aside at a
woman's word.”
Cumril stared at the floor, and muttered with extreme reluctance,
“She was god-touched. Most…most grievously.”
A new thought chilled Ingrey. If bearing an animal spirit
sundered one from the gods, like Boleso, what had happened to Lord
Ingalef's soul? That funeral had long been over before Ingrey had
recovered enough to ask about it. None had told him that his father
was sundered. None told me otherwise, either. Lord Ingalef had been
as well buried in tacit silences as in earth.
He must have been sundered. There was no shaman at
Birchgrove to cleanse him.
Oh. Wait. There had been one, hadn't there. Potentially. Ingrey's
heart seemed to halt. Might I have saved…?
He gulped back the unbearable realizations and stared at Cumril
in a frustrated, hostile silence. Lewko's silence was far less revealing.
Their gazes crossed and clashed. Ingrey began to suspect he was not
the only man here who preferred to collect the information first and
dole it out at his discretion later. The divine rose abruptly to his feet.
“You had best come up with me to the temple now, Cumril, till I
can make better arrangements for your safety. We will speak further on
these matters.” In private hung unspoken.
He saw shepherd and lost sheep out the front door; Lewko
bade him and Ijada farewell with a promise, or threat, to meet again
soon. Now that they seemed to have emerged officially from the private
conclave, the warden fell upon her charge and hustled her upstairs once
more. Ijada, her face set with dark thought, did not resist.
Ingrey took the stairs two at a time to his room, there to shed his
court finery for clothing he could better move in, which would not catch
his blades. He had a visit to make, and without delay.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
IN THE WANING AFTERNOON LIGHT, INGREY MADE HIS WAY through
the crooked streets of Kingstown. He wended past the old Rivermen's
Temple that served the folk of the dock quarter, then around the town
hall and the street market in the square behind it. The market was
closing down for the day, with only a few peddlers left under awnings
or with their goods spread out on mats, sad leftover vegetables or
fruits, wilting flowers, rejected leatherwork, picked-over piles of
clothing new or used. He threaded his way upslope into the district of
great houses nearest the King's Hall, deliberately dodging over one
street to avoid Hetwar's mansion and the heightened chance of
encountering men he knew.
Earl-ordainer Horseriver's Easthome manse was a bride gift
from Princess Fara, the cut-stone facade decorated with a frieze of
bounding stags for the Stagthornes. Only the banner over the door
displayed the running stallion above the rippling waters of the Lure, the
badge of the old high kin that marked the earl as in residence.
In residence, but not yet at home, Ingrey shortly discovered
from the liveried door guards. The earl and princess's party had not yet
returned from the interment and whatever funeral feast had followed in
the hallow king's hall. Ingrey encouraged the porter's assumption that
he bore some important message from Sealmaster Hetwar, letting
himself be escorted to Wencel's study, provided with a polite glass of
wine, and left to wait.
The earl still wore the somber court garb Ingrey had seen him in
at the funeral. He was shrugging out of his long coat as he shouldered
through the door and shut it behind him. He folded the cloth over his
arm and circled around Ingrey, who circled around him, each keeping a
wary distance as though they were on two ends of a rope. The earl
tossed the coat over a chair and half sat, half leaned against the writing
table, motionless but not relaxed, not yielding any advantage of height
or tension. His stare at Ingrey was speculative; his only greeting a
murmured, “Well, well, well.”
Ingrey took up a careful position against the nearest bookcase,
arms crossed. “So what did you see?”
“My senses were tightly furled, as they always must be when I
risk contact with the Temple's Sighted. But I hardly needed more; I
could infer it all well enough. The Lord of Autumn could not have taken
Boleso uncleansed, yet take him He did. There were but two men
present who might have turned the task, and I knew it wasn't me.
Therefore. Your masteries proceed apace, shaman.” His slight bow
might or might not have been mockery. “Had Fara known and been
capable of understanding, I'm sure she would have thanked you,
wolf-lord.”
“Oh, fine new friends you have-until They betray you. If the
gods toy with you, cousin, it is for Their ends, not yours.”
“Still, it seems I might be gifted with the salvation of more than
Boleso. I could rescue you from your secret burden, save you from
your fear of Temple pyres. How if I attempt to relieve you of your spirit
horse?” A safe offer; Ingrey suspected Wencel would rather be
stripped of his skin.
Wencel's lips curled up. “Alas, there is an impediment. I am not
dead. Souls yet anchored to matter do not yield their loyal companions,
any more than you could sing my life itself out of my body.” Ingrey
wasn't exactly sure what his expression revealed, but Wencel added,
“Don't believe me? Try it, then.”
Ingrey moistened his lips, half closed his eyes, and reached
down. He lacked the floating glory of the god's inspiration, but as it was
the second trial, he might make up for it in confidence, he thought. He
felt for that furled shadow within Wencel, extended his hand, and
rumbled, “Come.”
It was like tugging on a mountain.
The shadow unfurled a little, but did not follow. Wencel's brows
rose in brief surprise, and he caught a breath. “Strong,” he allowed.
“But not strong enough,” Ingrey conceded in return.
“No.”
“Then you cannot cleanse me, either,” Ingrey followed this out.
“Not while you live, no.”
Ingrey felt his careful course between opposed sides, Wencel
and the Temple, to be narrowing dangerously. And if he did not choose
before he lost all turning room, he risked betraying both powers. It was
surely better to have one powerful enemy and one powerful ally than
two offended enemies. But which should be which? He drew a long
breath. “I met an unexpected old acquaintance this afternoon. We had
a long talk.”
“Cumril. Remember him?”
A flare of nostrils and a sharp intake of breath. “Ah.”
“Coincidentally, he proved to be just the man you were looking
for as well. Remember your insistence that Boleso must have suborned
an illicit sorcerer? Cumril was the one. I'd missed encountering him at
Boar's Head, for he recognized and avoided me.”
Wencel's eyes glittered with interest. “Not so coincidental as all
that. Illicit sorcerers are few, and the Temple expends much effort
toward making them even fewer. He, at least, was one Boleso might
have heard about, and secretly sought.” He hesitated. “It must have
been an interesting chat. Did Cumril survive it?”
“Temporarily.”
“Where is he now?”
“I can't say.” Precisely.
“At some point very soon, I am going to grow tired enough to
stop humoring you. It has been a long and most unpleasant day.”
“Very well, I shall come to the point. A question for you,
Wencel. Why did you try to make me kill Ijada?” A shot not quite in
the dark, but Ingrey held his breath to see what target it found.
Wencel grew perilously still, but for a slight flare of his eyes.
“Where do you come by this conviction? Cumril? Not the most reliable
of accusers.”
“No.” Ingrey quoted back to him: “There were but two men
present who might have turned to the task, and I knew it wasn't me.
Therefore.” He added after a moment, “I must find out how you make
a geas. I suspect necromancy.”
Wencel paused for a long time, as though sorting through a wide
variety of responses. “In a sense.” He sighed, by the squaring of his
shoulders seeming to come to some unwelcome decision. “I would not
call it a mistake, for if it had succeeded, it would have simplified my
present life immeasurably. I would call it a false move, because of its
peculiar consequences. I note merely, I am not playing against you.”
“Only indirectly.”
Ingrey resolutely ignored the shivering in his belly, the thudding in
his ears. The whirling confusion in his mind. “What is really going on
here, Wencel?”
“What do you think is going on?”
“I think you will do anything to protect your secrets.”
Wencel tilted his head. “Once, that was true.” He added more
softly, “Though not for much longer, I…well, do not pray.”
Ingrey's body felt like a coiled spring. His hand caressed his
knife haft. Wencel's glance did not miss the gesture.
“How if I release your soul the old hard way?” Ingrey returned
as softly. “Whatever your powers, I doubt they would survive if I
sawed off your head and tossed it in the Stork.”
At least Wencel did Ingrey's menace the compliment of holding
very, very still. “You cannot imagine how very much you would regret
such an act. If you seek to rid yourself of me, that is exactly the wrong
method. My heir.”
Ingrey blinked in bafflement. “I am no heir to kin Horseriver.”
“At law and in property, no. By the laws of the Old Weald,
however, a nephew is next to a son in kinship. And as it seems this
ill-made body of mine will not engender a son on Fara, you are the heir
of my blood, should you be living when I next die. This is no particular
joy or choice of mine, understand. The spell adopts you.”
The conversation had tilted too suddenly and violently for it to
be all Ingrey's doing; Wencel had met his daring push with a mighty
yank, which was doubtless why Ingrey felt as though he were hanging
upside down just now. Over a dire drop. Into a most uncertain
darkness. The pressure of his hand on his hilt sagged. “Next die?”
“Oh, gods, Wencel, is this another of your bedtime tales?”
“This one shall keep you awake, I promise you.” He drew
breath. “For sixteen generations of Horserivers, my soul has passed
from father to son in an unbroken chain, save when it passed between
brothers. It has proved an evil heritage. The death of this clay will not
release me from the world of matter, but only into the next male body in
my line. Which is yours, at the moment. My blood coils in you through
your mother's and your father's sides both, for all that the unruly
Wolfcliff camp lends so much to your singular surliness.” Wencel
grimaced.
Ingrey envisioned it: not a great beast, but a great man? And if
the piled-up spirits of animals blended and transmuted into something
more powerfully uncanny, what strange thing might the piled-up souls of
men become? “You have told me many lies, Wencel. Why should I
believe this one?”
Ingrey had spiraled toward the table as he paced, as though
drawn on a cord. Wencel bent his head toward the threat looming at
his shoulder, and his eyes glimmered steel-colored with a crush of
emotions too strange for Ingrey to unravel: anger and scorn, pain and
cruelty, curiosity and animosity. “Shall I show you? It would be a just
punishment for your presumption, I think.”
“Aye, Wencel,” Ingrey breathed. “Tell me true. For once.”
“Since you ask so pressingly…” Wencel rotated until they were
face-to-face, inches apart, and placed his stubby hands on either side
of Ingrey's head. “I am the last high holy king of the Weald. Or Old
Weald, so-called to distinguish it from modern mockeries.”
“Not at all. Or twice, depending on how you look at it.” The
earl's fingers found Ingrey's temples, caressing them in small sweaty
circles, and he continued, “I was a young man, heir to my high house,
hunting in the meadows along the Lure before ever Audar was born to
soil his swaddling clothes. The Darthacans pressed my kin tribe,
squatted on our lands, cut down our forests, sent missionaries to defile
our shrines, then soldiers to drag the missionaries' bodies home. My
people fought and fell. I saw my father die, and my hallow king.”
Pictures bloomed in Ingrey's head as Wencel spoke, too vivid to
be his own imagination. This is a weirding voice indeed, to make me
remember what I never saw. Dark forests, green valleys, palisades of
timber embracing village houses built of wattle and daub, smoke rising
sharp-scented from vents in their thatched roofs. Horsemen armored in
boiled leather passing out the gates to battle, or back in, bloodied and
drooping, their scant metal chinking in the chill air. Exhausted voices
carried by the winter fog in a tongue that just eluded Ingrey's mind, but
recalled Jokol's rolling poetry.
“The next election cast the kingship upon me, for I was grown
leader of a grim people by then, with sons to follow at my back. They
made me their torch, and I burned for them in the gathering shadows.
Our hearts were hot. But the gods denied our sacrifices and turned
Their faces from us.”
A tawny young man, anxious and resolute, nude but for signs
painted upon his body, stood high on an oak branch in flickering
torchlight. A halter of silky nettle flax circled his neck, and blood ran
down his limbs from a careful series of cuts. He raised his outstretched
hands high, and spoke, vibrant voice marred by a quaver; then fell
forward as a man might dive off a high rock into a pool. Nearly to the
ground the fall was jerked to a neck-cracking stop…Wencel's dilated
eyes shivered. Was that one of the princely sons, sent to the gods as
courier from his hallow king…? This was truth by the riverful; Ingrey
felt as if he were being held head down in it till his brain might burst.
The visions flowed on, engendered by the whispered words, in an
overwhelming stream.
Voices sang, beating upward against the night like wings. The
trees shivered as if caressed by the breath of them. The deep blended
tones made Ingrey's every hair rise.
“But we could not risk the continuity of the kingship in battle, for
if I were to fall, the spell would shatter, and all who were bound into it
would be lost in the instant. So my eldest son…”
Bearded blond youth, faithful face etched by strain to untoward
age. Some kinship in both those features and that strain, yes, to the
tawny youth in the oak-brother or cousin?
“…and I together undertook the great binding, so that kingship,
soul, horse, hub, and all together might be handed down without a
break, regardless of where or when or how our bodies met their ends.
Until the victory was ours.”
Wencel paused. “You do begin to see where this is going…?”
Ingrey made a faint noise through parted lips, not quite a squeak,
not quite a sigh. Wencel shifted to place himself more square to Ingrey.
He did not draw back; his breath ghosted against Ingrey's face as he
spoke.
“Audar's troops took me in the first hours of the fight. Broke my
body, wrapped me in my royal banner, threw me in the first ditch they
dug. They began the butchery even before the fighting was done. I died
with my mouth full of black blood and dirt…”
The stench of it made Ingrey gag, a soup of filth and blood and
urine.
“…and awoke in the body of my child, man-child by then.
Prisoner, by then. Our eyes were spared no horror. The ax fell upon
our neck like a lover's welcome kiss, at the end. I thought it ended.
Defeat was ashes in my mouth…”
“…then I awoke in the body of my second son, miles away
upon the border. I had escaped the massacre at Bloodfield in the
hardest way, upon the wings of our weirding. His mind was unprepared
for me. I had to wrestle him for speech, motion, the light of his eyes.
We were all mad for a little while, we three, trapped in his skull. But
first I won his body, then began my war to win back the Weald.”
Ingrey gulped for control of his own voice, if only to be
reassured by the sound of it that he was still inside his own head. “I
have heard of that Horseriver prince, I think. He was a famous battle
lord. Campaigned for twenty years along the fens, till his defeat and
death.”
“Defeat, yes. Death-ah. My son's son was but twenty when I
took his body from him. Holytree was an abandoned waste by then…”
A sodden woods, leafless in an icy mist, struggled up from black
mire. The trees were twisted, knotted with cysts from which cold sap
smeared down in frozen grains like phlegm from rheumy eyes.
“…every kin warrior who had been spell-bound there was
dead, by battle or accident or age, even the few who had escaped the
massacre. Save one.”
Wencel's own eyes, boring into Ingrey's, now seemed something
from a dream. The visions circled in those pupils, sucked away as by a
drain. Visions that did not deceive, Wencel had once said. Perhaps;
but Ingrey, too, knew how to lie with truth, truth and selected silences. I
believe what I see. What do I not see?
“The resistance went ill. There were many deaths in quick
succession, among the exiled Horseriver kin of the old royal line. I
found myself trapped in the body of a useless child, and in my
impatience ate him; they treated us as mad. It was thirty years and
another death before I won my way to leadership again. But no kin
would fight for us anymore. I turned to politics, to the attempt to win
back the Weald from within. I amassed wealth, and what power I
could, and learned to bend men when I could not break them. I
watched for fissures in the Darthacan royal house and applied myself to
widening them.”
“Aye, and his son, and his son's son. I cascaded from body to
body, amassing a great density of life. But my sons were not voluntary
sacrifices to me, anymore. The gods, they say, accumulate souls
without destroying them, which is proof, if any were needed, that I was
no god on earth. If the invaded minds were not to explode in madness,
only one could dominate. There was by then no choice of whose.
“For a hundred and fifty years I fought, and schemed, and bled,
and died, and defiled my soul by fatal error and the cannibal
consumption of my children's children's children. And for one glorious
moment I thought myself done, the Weald renewed. But the new
kingship had no weirding in it, no song of the land, none of the old
forest powers. It was adulterated by the gods. I was not released from
my cycle of torment. My war was over but not won.
“Thus began that line of strange and famously reclusive Earls
Horseriver…”
“Can you not be released from your spell?” Ingrey whispered.
“Somehow?”
Wencel's voice and face both cracked. “Do you think I have not
tried?”
Ingrey flinched at the shout. “You need a miracle, I think.”
“Oh, the gods have long hunted me.” Wencel's grin grew unholy.
“They harry me hard, now. They want me; but I do not want them,
Ingrey.”
Ingrey had to force his voice to an audible volume. “What do
you want, then?”
The vision returned in breathtaking light, drenched in color. A
man, a laughing woman, and a gaggle of youths reined in their horses on
the reedy margins of the Lure, and watched in awe as a family of gray
herons flew up into the bursting gold of dawn.
And for an instant, Horseriver's eyes cried, Damn you for
making me remember that! The hour of drowning in blood and
despair had borne with it a less piercing pain. His trembling grip
tightened on Ingrey's face, fingers pressing hard enough to bruise. “I
want my world back.”
Ah. That was not an image doled out by design. It escaped.
Ingrey moistened his lips. “But you can't have it. No one could.”
The brief flare faded back into dry dark, darkness absolute, and
Ingrey knew the visions were over.
“I know. Not all the gods together, by any miracle they might
devise, can give me my desire.”
“Do you fear the gods will destroy you?”
That disturbing smile again. “That is not a fear. That is a prayer.”
“Or…do you fear their punishment? That they would plunge
your soul into some eternal torment?”
Wencel leaned forward, up on his toes. “That,” he breathed in
Ingrey's ear, “would be redundant.” To Ingrey's intense relief he finally
released his grip, stepping back once more. He cocked his head as if
studying Ingrey's face. “But you'll learn all about that, if your luck holds
ill.”
Ingrey should have thought he'd faced a raving lunatic, but for
the stream of searing sights Wencel had sent spinning through his head.
Whatever truth he had sought to shake from Wencel, it had not been
this. Staggered he was, and Wencel could doubtless tell it from the
winded way he sagged against the table, for all that he clutched the
edge to conceal any betraying shudder in his body. Disbelieving…he
merely wished he could be.
A knock sounded on the chamber door, and both men jerked.
“What?” the earl called, his sharp tone not inviting entry.
“My lord.” The dutiful voice of some senior servant. “My lady is
ready to depart and begs your company.”
Wencel's lips thinned in annoyance, but he called back, “Tell her
I come anon.” Footsteps faded outside, and Wencel sighed and turned
back briefly to Ingrey. “We are to attend upon her father. It is going to
be an unpleasant evening. You and I shall have to continue this later.”
“I, too, would wish to go on,” Ingrey conceded, considered his
words, and decided to let the dual meaning-speaking or just
breathing-stand unaided.
Wencel measured him, still wary. “You understand, our family
curse is asymmetrical. While my death would be your disaster, the
reverse does not hold.”
“Why do you not slay me as I stand, then?” For all of Ingrey's
fighting edge, he did not doubt Wencel could do so. Somehow.
“It would stir up troubles I am still contemplating. At present, the
spell would merely replace you with another, perhaps more
inconvenient. Your Birchgrove cousin, likely. Unless you have some
Darthacan by-blow I know nothing of.”
“The matter shifts, over time, in ways I do not control. You
might have died in Darthaca. Fara might have conceived a son.”
Wencel's mouth twisted. “Others might be born or die. I learned long
ago not to exhaust myself grappling problems that time will carry away
on its tide.” He walked back and forth once across the chamber, as if
to shake the tension out of his body. Ingrey wished he might dare do
the same.
At the end of his circuit, Wencel turned again. “It seems we are
to be saddled with each other for a little, will or nil. How if you enter
my service?”
Ingrey rocked back. He had a thousand questions, to which
Wencel, and possibly Wencel alone, held the answers. Close
attendance upon the earl must reveal something more. And if I say no,
how long do I get to live? He temporized. “I owe Lord Hetwar much.
I would not lightly leave his house, nor would he lightly release me, I
think.”
Wencel shrugged. “How if I begged you of him? He would not
lightly refuse Princess Fara's husband such a favor.”
No, but I might beseech Hetwar to evade or delay. “If
Hetwar gives his leave, then.”
“A nice loyalty. I cannot fault it, who would have a like one from
you.”
“I admit, your offer interests me strangely.”
Wencel's dry smile acknowledged all the possible meanings of
those ambiguous words. “I have no doubt of it.” He sighed and walked
to the chamber door, indicating this interview was drawing to its end.
Obediently, Ingrey followed him.
“Tell me one thing more tonight, though,” Ingrey said as he
reached the portal.
Earl Horseriver raised his brows in curious permission.
Horseriver touched his forehead. “His memories still exist, lost in
a sea of such.”
“But Wencel does not? He is destroyed?”
The earl shrugged. “Where is the fourteen-year-old Ingrey, then,
if not there”-he gestured to Ingrey's head in turn-“in like disarray? They
are both victims of a common enemy. If there is one thing that I have
come to hate more than the gods, it is time.” He gestured Ingrey out.
“Farewell. Find me tomorrow, if you will.”
There seemed something terribly wrong with Wencel's argument,
but in his present dizzied state Ingrey could not finger what. In a few
moments he found himself in the street again, blinking in the sunset light.
It somehow surprised him that Easthome was still standing. It felt as
though the city ought to have been churned to rubble during the small
eternity he'd spent within, not one stone left upon another.
As I have been?
Gaps. Silences. Things not mentioned. For a man so sick with a
surfeit of time, why was Wencel so anxious now? What drove him out
of his reclusive routine, and into, apparently, such unaccustomed
action? For Ingrey read him as a man pressed, and silently furious to be
so.
He shook his aching head and turned for the sealmaster's palace.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
HE WAS HALFWAY TO HETWAR'S WHEN THE REACTION SET IN,
turning his knees to tallow. A low abutment along a house wall flanking
the street made a good enough bench, and he sank down upon it,
bracing his hands on his thighs and his back against the day-warmed
stone. He blinked and breathed deeply against his dizziness. It felt
peculiarly like the aftermath of one of his wolf-fits, tumbling back into a
stream of time he had temporarily exited; like falling back to earth after
a dream of flight. Except that it was his mind, and not his body this
time, that had ascended into that state where response flowed without
thinking in some desperate dance for survival.
That was real, Wencel's tale. Five gods.
Horseriver's tale, he amended this thought. How much of
Wencel lived on in that slight and crooked body was hard to say.
His second thought was a flash of envy. To live forever! How
could a man not achieve happiness, with so many chances to flee old
errors, to make it right? To build up wealth and power and knowledge?
The envy faded upon reflection. Horseriver had paid for his many lives
with many deaths, it seemed, and the spell gave him no respite from any
horror entailed. Burning is a painful death. I do not recommend it,
Wencel had once remarked, and Ingrey had thought him joking. In
retrospect, the tone seemed more the judgment of a connoisseur.
Would surety of his own survival make a man more brave in
battle? It was true that many of Wencel's ancestors…rephrase, that
Earl Horseriver had many times died not-peacefully. Or would the
knowing of how much pain a death could inflict make one more afraid?
Two of the most grotesque endings, Ingrey had just relived body and
mind along with Horseriver, and the mere memories shook him near to
vomiting. More ghostly suggestions of other such fates spun outward in
repetition like a man's image caught between two mirrors, and the
thought of them going on past counting made his stomach clench again.
Realization of the other cost came to him then, not one
Horseriver had held up before his mind's eye, but still leaking in around
all of the searing visions. Ingrey had no child, had scarcely considered
the possibility, but the dream of a son inspired in him a fierce vague
sense of protectiveness nonetheless. Rooted, perhaps, in his own
child-mind's hunger for a father's regard, bolstered by his happier
memories of Lord Ingalef, Ingrey at least had some notion of what a
father ought to be.
And not just bodies and wives. Where did the souls go of all
those spell-seized sons? Bound into the whole, digested but not wholly
destroyed…it seemed the spell stole not only lives, but eternities.
Carrying them along in broken pieces to the next generation, the next
century, a jumbled, melting accumulation. Had Horseriver-the thought
gave Ingrey more pause than all that had gone before-had Horseriver
himself ever slain an especially beloved child before his own foreseen
death, to spare that soul before it could be bound into this horror?
I think that may have happened a time or two, as well. In
four centuries of lives frequently shortened by violence, there had surely
been opportunity for every variation on the theme.
Dangerous, powerful, magical, immortal…and mad. Or nearly
so. Wencel's brittle glibness took on a new tone, in retrospect. His
baffling actions, wrenching back and forth between spurts of energy
and withdrawal, still bewildered Ingrey, but Ingrey no longer reached
for the reasons of ordinary men to explain them. He still did not
understand Wencel, but the depth of his own misapprehension was at
least revealed to him. Look to souls, Ingrey, Ijada had said. Indeed.
How many more iterations before Wencel lost even his present
fragile function, and became so deranged as no longer to pass as lucid
at all? As the spell spun on, it might look to the outside eye perhaps like
some family disease, one blood relative after another struck down by
dementia in youth, or middle age.
One more iteration, I think. The next transfer was going to be
different, if Ingrey lived to receive it. His wolf would make it so.
Different, but not, necessarily, good.
Save for when he had received his wolf, this day was shaping up
to be the most devastating Ingrey had ever experienced, beginning with
looking a god in the eye and ending with Wencel's terrifying visions. He
wanted nothing more now than to stagger home to clutch Ijada and
howl the news into her ear. Home? The narrow house was surely no
home to him. But wheresoever she is, there is my place. In the chaos
and confusion of a battlefield, the standard held up above the swirl was
the meeting point for the battered and lost, the place to regroup, find a
trusted comrade against whom to place one's own bleeding back, and
face outward again.
And she must be warned of this threatened transformation.
It was disturbing beyond measure to realize that Wencel's fearsome
heritage had been hanging over his head for years, and he had never
known it. The timing of his body's capture was wholly in Wencel's
power. The earl could have taken a knife to his own throat at any time
and effected his preternatural transfer at will. Although…upon
reflection, Ijada was perhaps the only person in the Weald who might
be able to perceive his soul's adulteration upon sight. Perceive, but not
necessarily understand; and Wencel's lies, coming out of Ingrey's mouth
in Ingrey's voice, would surely be artful and practiced.
He forced himself back to his feet and started down the street
again, trying not to weave like a drunken man. The motion helped settle
his stomach and mind a little. He found himself passing the yellow stone
front of Hetwar's palace, home of sorts for the past four years, and
hesitated, reminded of his first panicked impulse to run to his patron.
He was suddenly entirely unsure of what he wanted to tell Hetwar
about Horseriver now, but the sealmaster had instructed Ingrey to see
him earlier; at least he should discover if new orders awaited. He
turned in.
The porter warned him, “My lord is in council.”
Ingrey nearly decamped, but said instead prudently, “Tell him I
wait, and ask his pleasure of me.”
Ingrey nodded, made his way up the wide stairs, and turned
down the familiar corridor. He weaved around a servant lighting wall
sconces against the gathering twilight. A rap on the study door elicited
Hetwar's voice: “Enter.”
He turned the latch and slipped within, then controlled a recoil
against the closing door. Grouped around Hetwar's writing table were
Prince-marshal Biast, Learned Lewko, and the archdivineordainer of
Easthome himself, Fritine kin Boarford. Gesca stood against a wall in a
strained posture that hinted of a man making difficult reports to his
superiors. The whole array of eyes turned upon Ingrey.
“Good,” said Hetwar. “We were just discussing you, Ingrey.
Are you recovered from your morning's indisposition?”
His expression was decidedly ironic. Concluding, after a short
mental review of the options, that the question was unanswerable,
Ingrey returned a mere nod and studied his unwelcome audience.
Archdivine Fritine was an uncle of the present twin earls, a scion
of the prior generation of Boarfords, dedicated to Temple service when
too many older brothers made his chance of achieving high place in his
kin lands unlikely. A long and typical career of a noble Temple-man lay
behind him, by no means unhonorable; if he favored his kin, he equally
ensured that they disgorged a steady return of favors to the Temple.
His appointment to Easthome, with its important ordainer's vote, had
occurred some seven years ago, the culmination of that career. And
those favors.
In Ingrey's observation, Fritine and Hetwar tolerated each other
fairly well, both men being equally practical. Through them, Kingstown
and Templetown worked more often in tandem than opposed-often,
but not invariably. A certain tension lay between them at present over
the impending election, as Hetwar counted Fritine's vote among the
uncertain; the archdivine had connections on his mother's side to both
the Hawkmoors and the Foxbriars. And Fritine had used the excuse of
his mediating Temple position to avoid promising his vote to anyone,
yet. No doubt he found that uncertainty useful.
Who was presently chewing on his knuckles and staring at
Ingrey in a most unsettling fashion, Ingrey realized. Ingrey favored him
with a polite nod and waited for someone else to begin. Anyone but
me. Five gods, my wits are unfit for this perilous company just
now.
The archdivine plunged in at once. “Learned Lewko tells us you
claim to have experienced a miracle in the Temple court this morning.”
Ingrey wondered how Fritine would react if he said, No, I
granted one. I was disinclined, but the god begged me so prettily.
Instead, he replied, “Nothing I could prove in a court of law, sir. Or so
I am informed.”
Lewko shifted uncomfortably under his level look.
“I was there,” said the archdivine coolly.
“So you were.”
“I saw nothing.” To Fritine's credit, in his expression of mixed
worry and suspicion, worry seemed uppermost.
Ingrey inclined his head in a suitably infuriating gesture of utter
neutrality. Yes, let them reveal their thoughts first.
Prince-marshal Biast said, rather hopefully, “One could assert
that the Son of Autumn taking Boleso's soul was good evidence against
the accusation of his tampering with animal spirits.”
“One could assert anything one pleased,” Ingrey agreed
cordially. “And as long as one's eyewitness Cumril was found floating
facedown in the Stork by tomorrow morning, there would be none to
gainsay it. Certainly not me.”
“That will not happen,” said the archdivine. “Cumril is in strict
custody. Justice will be served.”
“Good. Then howsoever Boleso's soul be rescued, at least his
character will get what it deserves.”
Biast winced.
Hetwar said firmly, “So tell me, Lord Ingrey. At what point did
you discover that Lady Ijada had also been infected with an animal
spirit?”
Ah, they had indeed been comparing Ingrey stories. No help for
it now. “The first day out from Boar's Head.”
With his usual deceptive calm, Hetwar inquired, “And you did
not think this worthy of mention to me?”
Gesca, standing by the opposite wall and doing his best to
appear invisible, shrank at that tone. And who were you penning your
letters to, Gesca, if not Hetwar? Horseriver, judging by the neat way
he'd turned up on the road. And if so, was Gesca a conduit to him still?
Ingrey replied, “At first opportunity, I placed the problem before
Temple authority in the person of Learned Hallana. Who sent me to
Learned Lewko.” In a sense. “I awaited his guidance, it being clearly a
Temple concern, but alas it was delayed by the crisis of the ice bear.
By the time we had another chance to speak, this afternoon, it was
rather overridden by other matters.” Other matters? Or the same
matter, from another angle of view? Who but the gods saw around all
corners simultaneously? It was a disturbing new thought. Well, shift the
blame to the saint-who was watching Ingrey's shuffle with a certain dry
appreciation-and see who in this room dared to chide him.
Ingrey drew a long breath. “That such a grave charge is surely a
matter for a proper Temple inquiry.”
“And what would that inquiry find?”
How great were Wencel's powers of concealment? Better than
Ingrey's own, that was certain. “I imagine that would depend upon their
competence, sir.”
“Ingrey.” Hetwar's warning tone, the special one pushed
through his teeth, made both Gesca and Biast flinch, this time. Ingrey
stood fast. “The man is an earl-ordainer, and we are on the verge of an
election. I thought he was a staunch advocate of the rightful heir.”
He nodded to Biast, who nodded back gratefully. Fritine
blinked, and said nothing.
Hetwar continued, “If this is not the case, I need to know! I
cannot afford to lose his support in some untimely arrest.”
“Well,” said Ingrey blandly, “then your solution is simple. Wait
until after you have extracted his vote to turn and attack him.”
Biast looked as though he'd bitten into a worm. Hetwar seemed,
for a moment, as if he was actually considering this. Fritine looked
blank indeed, and Ingrey wondered anew where his ordaining vote was
promised.
Had Cumril's chances of kissing the Stork just gone up? Do I
care? Ingrey sighed. Probably. Ingrey came to the glum realization that
there was not a man in this room that he would fully trust with his
newest revelations about Horseriver. I want Ijada.
Ingrey clenched his hands behind his back. My turn.
“Archdivine. You are both theologian and ordainer. You must know if
anyone does. Can you tell me-what is the precise theological
difference between the hallow kingship of the Old Weald and its
renewed form under Quintarian orthodoxy?”
Fritine drummed his fingers on the arm of his chair. “The old
hallow king was elected by the heads of the thirteen strongest kin
tribes. The new, by eight great kin houses and five Temple ordainers.
The rights of blood and primogeniture are given greater
precedence”-he glanced at Biast-“after the Darthacan manner. Since
the election of the hallow king more often than not used to be a pretext
for tribal warfare, this more peaceful transfer of powers between
generations itself seems the mark of godly blessings.” His further nod to
Biast gave impulsion to the hint, And let us keep it that way.
“A political answer was not what I asked for,” said Ingrey.
“Was the old hallow king always a spirit warrior, or…or a shaman?”
And how unsafe was it going to prove, to release that particular term
into the conversation?
Lewko sat up with a look of growing interest. “I have heard
something of the sort. The old hallow king was supposed to be the hub
of many intertribal rites; perhaps more mage than holy, in truth.”
Ingrey tried to imagine any hallow king in the recent past as
magical, and failed. Nor holy either, in truth. “So that-uncanny
power-is all gone from the kingship?”
“Yes?” said Lewko.
Ingrey wasn't sure if that rising inflection was meant as assent or
encouragement. “So-what's left? What makes the hallow kingship
hallowed now?”
The archdivine's eyebrows went up. “The blessings of the five
gods.”
“Your pardon, Learned, but I get blessed by the five gods every
Quarterday Service. It does not make me holy.”
Ingrey ignored him and forged on. “Is there any more to this
kingly blessing than pious good wishes?”
The archdivine said sonorously, “There is prayer. The five
archdivine-ordainers pray for guidance in their vote; all invite their gods
for a sign.”
Ingrey rather thought he had delivered a couple of those signs
himself, in clinking bags. It had not made him feel like a messenger of
the gods. “What else? What other changes? There must be something
more.” The slight strain in his voice betrayed too much urgency, and he
swallowed to bring it back under close control. Five old kin groups
were now missing from the mix, true, three of them extinct, two
diminished. Five Temple-men replaced them smoothly enough, and
who could say they were any less true representatives of their people?
Yet the election had created Horseriver a mage-king once, created him
something extraordinary. Aye, and he never stopped being it, did he?
Was the present kingship empty in part because Horseriver held on to
something in his deathlessness that he should have yielded back?
Biast, who had been jittering in his chair during this, interrupted.
“If the accusation against Wencel is true, I am deeply concerned for the
safety of my sister.”
Ingrey bore no love for Fara, after what she had done to Ijada,
but considering his suspicions of the fate of Horseriver's last
wife-mother, he had to allow the point. “Your concern seems valid to
me, my lord.”
Hetwar sat up at that admission.
Ingrey added, “I am reminded, Sealmaster. Earl Horseriver has
lately hinted to me that he desires my service. I beg you, if he asks, to
say you will not release me. I fear to refuse him to his face. I don't wish
to invoke his enmity.”
Hetwar's brows drew down in furious thought. The archdivine
stared, and said, “Two spirit-defiled men to be in the same house?
Why does he desire this?”
Fritine turned in his seat. “Lewko…?”
Lewko spread his hands. “I would need a closer look at him.
And the aid of the god, which I cannot force.”
Fritine turned back to Ingrey, frowning. “I would have you
speak more plainly, Lord Ingrey.”
Ingrey shrugged. “Consider what you demand, Archdivine. If
you wish my testimony of the unseen and the uncanny, you cannot pick
and choose. You must take all, or none. And I doubt you are ready to
accept me as some sort of courier from the gods, bearing orders for
you.”
While Fritine was digesting the implications of that remark,
Ingrey continued, “As for Wencel, he claims to be reminded of our
cousinship. Belatedly enough.” Well, that too was true in a sense.
Biast said indignantly, “You would leave my sister unprotected in
a house where you fear to go yourself?” His brow wrinkled, and he
added more slowly, “You are loyal to my lord Hetwar, are you not?”
He has never betrayed me. Yet. Ingrey gave a little ambiguous
bow.
Biast continued, “But if the accusation is true…who better to
protect the princess from, from any uncanny act her husband might
take, or to rescue her from that place if the need arises? And you might
observe, inform, report…”
“Spy?” said Fritine, in an interested tone. “Could he do that, do
you think, Hetwar?”
Ingrey raised a brow. “Now you would have me take a lying
oath of service, my lords?” he inquired sweetly.
“Ingrey, stop that,” snapped Hetwar. “Your graveyard notions
of humor have no place in this council.”
“As close as he ever comes to it.”
“I wonder that you endure it.”
“His trying style has proved to have its uses. From time to time.
He wanders his own twisted path, and brings back prizes no logical
man would have even suspected were there. I've never been sure if it
was a talent or a curse.” Hetwar sat back and regarded Ingrey acutely.
“Could you do this?”
Ingrey hesitated. It would make official what he had been doing
half-awarely all along; playing both ends against the middle while
desperately collecting fragments that he hoped would fall into some
pattern. And keeping his own counsel betimes.
He could say no. He could.
“I admit,” he said instead, slowly, “I, too, desire to understand
more of Wencel.” He added to Biast, “And why do you suddenly think
your sister in danger now, and not anytime these past four years?”
Biast looked a trifle embarrassed. “These past four years, I was
scarcely paying attention. We met but once after her wedding, and
wrote seldom. I assumed, assumed she was well disposed of by my
father, and content withal. I had my own duties. It was not till she
spoke with me-well, I taxed her-this past day that she revealed how
unhappy she had grown.”
“What did she say to you?” asked Hetwar.
“She'd intended no such harm to fall out of the, um, events at
Boar's Head. She thought Boleso had grown too wild, yes, but hoped
that perhaps he and, um, Lady Ijada might grow content with one
another, in time. That the girl might calm him. Fara feels her lack of
children keenly, though I must say, it is not clear to me that the fault in
that is hers. She thought her husband's eye had fallen on her new
handmaiden, for it was he who brought her into Fara's household.”
That last is new, thought Ingrey. Ijada had thought the offer the
work of her Badgerbank aunt, but who had stirred up the aunt to
remember her? Could Wencel have been thinking of a new heir, to
place between himself and Ingrey? Or were his motives in securing
Ijada something altogether else? Altogether else, I now think. He
would not so bestir himself without reason, but his reasons are not
those of other men.
The prince-marshal vented an unhappy Mm. It was not a noise
of disagreement.
The archdivine cleared his throat. “I would observe, Lord
Ingrey, that by your testimony to Learned Lewko-and certain other
evidences-it seems your spirit wolf is now unbound. You stand in
violation of your dispensation.”
His bland tone concealed not so much menace, or acute fear, as
pressure, Ingrey decided. So. He knew how to deal with simple
pressure.
“It was not by my will, sir.” A safely uncheckable assertion. “It
was an accident that occurred when Learned Hallana took the geas off
me. And so, in a sense, the Temple's own doing.” Yes, blame the
absent. “While I can't say it was the gods' will, two gods have been
quick enough to make use of it.” Was that the barest nervous flinch on
Fritine's part? Ingrey took a breath. “Now you desire to make use of it,
too, setting me to guard Princess Fara. This seems to me a grave
mandate, for a man you do not trust. Or do you mean to extract the use
of me first, then turn on me? I warn you, I can swim.”
Fritine considered this bait for a long moment and shrewdly
declined to bite. “Then it behooves you to continue to make yourself
useful, don't you think?”
Hetwar shifted a little uncomfortably at this blatant exchange. It
was not that he was above threats, but he had always managed to find
smoother ways to move Ingrey to his will, a courtesy Ingrey
appreciated aesthetically if nothing else.
“Since you put it so compellingly,” said Ingrey-Hetwar
grimaced, he saw out of the corner of his eye-“I will undertake to be
your spy. And the princess's bodyguard.” He gave Biast a polite nod,
which Biast, at least, had the mother wit to return.
“This brings up the disposition of the prisoner,” said Hetwar. “If
Wencel is suspect, so is his courtesy of housing Lady Ijada. It may be
time to move her to more secure quarters.”
Ingrey froze. Was Ijada to be torn from his wardenship? He said
carefully, “Would that not prematurely reveal your suspicions to
Wencel?”
“By no means,” said the archdivine. “Such a change was
inevitable, after the funeral.”
“It seems to me her present lodging is adequate,” protested
Ingrey. “She makes no attempt to run, trusting to Temple justice. I did
mention she was naive,” he added, by way of a jab at Fritine.
“Yes, but you cannot guard two places at once,” Biast pointed
out logically.
Hetwar, finally growing alive to the sudden tension in Ingrey's
stance, held up a restraining hand. “We can discuss this later. I thank
you for volunteering in this difficult matter, Lord Ingrey. How soon do
you think you might slip into Horseriver's household?”
“Tonight?” said Biast.
No! I must see Ijada! “It would look odd, I fear, if I were to
arrive before he begged me of you, Lord Hetwar. Nor should you let
yourself be persuaded too readily. And I am in need of food and
sleep.” That last was unblunted truth, at least.
“Perhaps you might arrange to visit her yourself, then.”
“I have no uncanny powers to set against Wencel!”
You begin to believe you need me unburned, then, do you?
Good. “Is there no Temple sorcerer to set in guard, meanwhile?”
“The ones I deem suitable are out on tasks,” said Lewko. “I
shall dispatch an urgent recall as soon as I may.” Fritine nodded to this.
“Peace, prince,” said Hetwar to Biast, who was opening his
mouth again. “I think we can take no further sensible action tonight.”
He pushed up from his writing table with a tired grunt. “Ingrey, step out
with me.”
Ingrey excused himself to the seated powers, making sure to
direct a special little farewell bow to Gesca just to worry him. If Gesca
was Horseriver's spy, how would Wencel react when this report
reached him? Although the earl must have anticipated Cumril's
accusation. At least Gesca might testify that the suspicion hadn't come
from Ingrey. Yes. Let Gesca run, for now. Follow his scent, see if it
goes where I think.
Ingrey followed Hetwar down the dim, carpeted corridor, well
out of earshot of the closed study door. “My lord?”
Hetwar turned to him and stood close under a sconce. The
candlelight edged his troubled features. “It had been my belief before
now that Wencel's keen interest in the upcoming election was on his
brother-in-law's behalf. He has been deep in my councils therefore.
Now I've cause to wonder if, like Boleso, it is some much closer
desire.”
“Has he made new actions aside from his odd interest in Ijada?”
“Say rather, old actions seen in a new light.” Hetwar rubbed his
forehead, and squeezed his eyes shut, briefly. “While you are guarding
Fara, keep your eyes open for evidences of any, shall I say, unhealthily
personal interest on Wencel's part in the next hallow kingship.”
“This statement does not reassure me, Ingrey. Not when a
certain wolf-lord has uttered the words kingship and magery in the
same breath. I know very well you left things unsaid in there.”
“Wild speculation bears its own hazards.”
“Indeed. I want facts. I do not wish to lose a valuable ally
through offensive false accusations, nor conversely to fail to guard
against a dangerous enemy.”
“My curiosity in this matter is as great as yours, my lord.”
“Good.” Hetwar clapped him on the shoulder. “Go, then, and
see about that food and sleep you mentioned. You look like death on a
platter, you know. Are you sure you weren't really ill, this morning?”
“I should have much preferred it. Did Lewko report my
confession?”
“Of your so-called vision? Oh, aye, and a lurid tale it was.” He
hesitated. “Though Biast seemed to take some comfort in it.”
“Did you believe it?”
Hetwar cocked his head. “Did you?”
“Oh,” breathed Ingrey, “yes.”
Hetwar stood very still, first seeking Ingrey's eyes, then, after a
moment, dropping his gaze uncomfortably. “I regret missing that
entertainment. So what did you and the god really say to each other?”
“We…argued.”
Hetwar's lips curled up in a genuine, if dry, smile. “Why does
this not surprise me? I wish the gods well of you. May They have better
luck getting straight answers from you than I ever did.” He began to
turn away.
Hetwar turned back. “Aye?”
“If, ah…” Ingrey swallowed to moisten his throat. “A favor. If,
for any reason, my cousin Wencel should suddenly die in the next few
days, I beg you will see that I am brought at once before a Temple
inquiry. With the best sorcerers Lewko can muster doing the
examination.”
Hetwar frowned, staring at him. The frown deepened. He
started to speak, but closed his lips again. “I suppose,” he said at last,
“you imagine you can just hand me a thing like that and walk off, eh?”
“So you swear, yes.”
“You are confusing swear and curse, I think.”
“Swear.”
“Yes, then.”
“Good.”
Ingrey bowed and retreated. Hetwar did not call him back.
Though a low and breathy cursing did, indeed, drift to Ingrey's ears as
he turned for the stairs.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
IJADA WAS SITTING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRCASE AS THE
porter admitted Ingrey to the prison-house's entry hall, hunched over
with her arms wrapped even more tightly about herself than the last
time. Her warden sat a few steps above her, looking on in disquiet.
Ijada sprang to her feet, her eyes searching Ingrey's face for he knew
not what, but she seemed to find it, for she pounced upon him.
Grasping his arm, she dragged him into the side room, slamming the
door on the disapproving but cowed face of the warden.
“What was that, a while ago?” Ijada demanded. “What
happened to you?”
“Visions, Ingrey, terrible visions. Not from the god, I swear.
Some little while after you went out, I was overcome again. My knees
gave way. The world around me did not fade altogether this time, but
the pictures were stronger than memory, less than hallucination. Ingrey,
I saw Bloodfield, I saw my men! Not tattered and worn as they were in
my dream in the Wounded Woods, but from before, when they yet
lived.” She hesitated. “Died.”
“Did you sense Wencel? Did you see him or hear his voice?”
“No, not…not as he is. These visions were in your mind, I think.
Were they not?”
“Yes. Pictures from before-times, yes? The Old Weald. The
massacre at Bloodfield.”
She shuddered and touched her own neck, and the horrible
crunch of the ax parting bone sounded again in Ingrey's memory. She
felt that, too.
“Why do we share such things? What has happened between
us?” she asked.
“The pictures, those visions-Wencel put them in me. He is not
just spirit warrior like you, not just shaman like me. He's more. Lost out
of time, terrible in his power and pain. He thinks he is-he claims to
be-hallow king.”
“But old Lord Stagthorne is king, has been since before I was
born-how can there be two?”
“I think that is some problem, some mystery, that I have not yet
come to the core of. I went to Wencel planning to beat the truth out of
him if I had to. Instead, he beat it into me…”
He guided her into a chair and sat next to her, their hands still
gripping each other across the tabletop. Haltingly, Ingrey described his
terrifying interview with the earl. Ijada seemed to have shared only the
mystic visions, not their context; Ingrey thought she must have spent the
last hours wild with bewilderment, for even now her eyes were dilated
and her body shivering.
“My other dream,” she breathed. “Of the burning horseman, the
leashed wolf racing through the ash. It was you! It was both of you.”
“Do you think? Perhaps…”
“Ingrey, I recognized Holytree, I recognized my men. I am
bound to them as certainly as I am bound to you, though I do not know
how. And if Wencel spoke true, he is bound to them as well, and they
to him.”
“Wencel's tale was full of gaps, but he did not lie about that,”
said Ingrey certainly. “That binding is at the very heart of all this.”
“Then the circle is complete. You are bound to me, me to my
ghosts, they to Wencel, and Wencel, it seems, to you. Is Wencel trying
to work some great magic with all of us here?”
“I'm not sure. This is not all Wencel's doing, exactly. For one
thing, the choice of his mystical heir is not his own, or he would surely
have picked someone other than me. Which makes a sort of sense; the
spell must have been made to work in the chaos and heat of battle,
when both king and next heir might fall in the same hour-as happened at
Bloodfield, more or less. The transfer must take place without attention
or will on the part of the hallowed ones. So that part of the spell must
be bound up with the dead spirit warriors in the Wounded Woods. It's
as if the whole of the Old Weald, or what remains of its kin powers,
chooses its heir through Wencel.” There seemed to Ingrey to be an
enigmatic, daunting validation in the notion.
Ijada's eyes narrowed. “Are we all three supposed to go to
Bloodfield, then? And if so, what are we supposed to do when we get
there?”
Ijada rubbed her wrinkled brow. “What am I, in this? Half-in,
half-out-do I even belong? I am alive, they are dead; I am a woman,
they are men-mostly-I think…My leopard is not even a proper
Wealding beast! I did nothing for Boleso's soul this morning; I just
stood there stupidly gaping. It's you that's wanted, Ingrey, you who
might free the ghosts from their old creatures!” Her gaze upon him was
devouring in its conviction.
“A door in a wall is at once both inside and outside,” said Ingrey
slowly. “Half and half, as you are in your very blood, by your father's
grace. And you were wanted, too, though not, I think, by Wencel. Did
your ghosts not choose you? Of all who slept and dreamed in the
Woods that night?”
She hesitated, straightened a little. “Yes.”
“So, then.” Then what? Ingrey's exhausted brain did not supply
an answer. “More matters arose, after the visions. Wencel wants very
much to keep me closer, I think. He coaxed me with an offer of a post
in his household. More than coaxed. Coerced.”
She frowned in new worry.
“Hetwar,” Ingrey continued, “instead of protecting me, wants me
to take up the station so as to spy for him. Cumril raised the suspicion
that Wencel bears a spirit animal, though the Temple and Hetwar do
not yet know how much else he claims to be. I did not tell them. I'm not
sure what consequences will spin from that, nor how quickly Wencel's
darker secrets will unravel. Nor how I will be caught up in the tangle.
Worse, Biast has taken a fear of his brother-in-law and wants to set me
to guard Fara.” Ingrey grimaced.
“You don't see. If I am drawn off to Horseriver, they will take
you from my charge, give you over to some other jailer. Maybe shut
you up in some other prison, less easy of access. Or of escape.”
Tension tightened her face. “I must not be…must not be
constrained, when it is finished. When it is time to go.”
“When what is finished?”
Her hand grasped air in a gesture of frustration. “This. Whatever
this is. When the god's hunt closes in upon what He seeks. Do you not
feel it, Ingrey?”
“Feel, yes, I am feverish with the strain, but I do not see it. Not
clear.”
“What is Wencel about?”
Ingrey shook his head. “I am less certain all the time that he is
about anything, besides defending his old secrets. His mind is so full, he
actually seems to have trouble paying attention at moments. Not that
this makes him less dangerous. What does he really fear? He cannot,
after all, be slain, it would seem.” Execution would not stop the earl.
Imprisonment, were Wencel desperate enough, he might escape the
same hard way, no matter how deep the dungeon or heavy the guard.
It came to Ingrey that he really didn't want to risk Wencel being
imprisoned.
Ijada's lips twisted in new puzzlement. “And how has the earl
been getting through his funerals, all these centuries, if his soul never
goes to the gods?”
Ingrey paused, considering the lack of rumor, then made a little
gesture of negation. “Occupying the body of his own heir, he would
usually be in close charge of his own rites. I'm sure he became expert in
arranging them to display what he willed. And if he missed a few, well,
some men are sundered.”
Ijada nodded, some similar reflection sobering her face. She
tapped the tabletop. “If the Temple were brought to attend upon his
spell, what might they do?”
“I'm not sure. Nothing, I think, except by sorcery or miracle.”
“The gods are already hip deep in this. With very little reference
to the Temple.”
“So it would seem.” Ingrey sighed.
“So what are we to do?'
Ingrey rubbed the back of his neck, which ached. “Wait, I think.
Still. I will go to Horseriver's household. And spy, but not only for
Hetwar. Maybe I will find something there to make sense of this, some
piece yet lacking.”
“At what danger to yourself?” she fretted.
Ingrey shrugged.
She looked dissatisfied. “Something feels horribly unbalanced in
this pause.”
“What pause?” Ingrey snorted. “This unmerciful day has
battered me half to bits.”
Her hands waved in renewed exasperation. “While I have been
mewed up in this house!”
He leaned forward, hesitated for a fraction of fear, and kissed
her. She did not retreat. There was no sudden shock this time, no
change in his sense of her, but that was only because her steady
presence had never faded from their first kiss. He could feel it, a
current like a millrace flowing between them. The arousal of his body
was muted now in exhaustion, the pleasure of her lips drowned in a
desperate uneasiness. She clutched him back not in lust or love, it
seemed, but starveling trust: not in his dubious abilities, but in him
whole. Wolf and all. His heart heated in wonder. He trembled.
“Not lately.”
“You look so tired. Perhaps you should.”
“Hetwar said the same.”
“Then it is so.” She rose. “I will order the kitchen to bestir itself
for you.”
He pressed the back of her hand to his throbbing forehead,
before reluctantly releasing her.
Halfway to the door, she looked over her shoulder, and said,
“Ingrey…”
“Hm?” He lifted his head from where it had sunk down upon his
arms crossed on the table.
“If Wencel is truly some mystical hallow king, and you are truly
his heir…what does that make you?”
Terrified, mostly. “Nothing good.”
“Huh.” She shook her head and went out.
INGREY SLEPT LATER THAN HE'D INTENDED THE NEXT MORNING, and
his new orders arrived earlier than he'd expected, by the hand of Gesca.
Still adjusting the jerkin and knife belt he'd just donned, Ingrey
descended the staircase to meet his erstwhile lieutenant in the entry hall.
Gesca lowered his voice to Ingrey's ear as the porter shuffled out the
door to the kitchen, calling for his boy.
“You are to report to Earl Horseriver.”
“Already? That was fast. What of my prisoner?”
Ingrey stiffened. “In whose name? Hetwar's or Horseriver's?”
“Hetwar's, and the archdivine's.”
“Do they plan to move her elsewhere?”
“No one has told me yet.”
Ingrey's eyes narrowed, studying the nervous lieutenant. “And
whom did you report to after Hetwar's meeting, last night?”
“Why should I have reported to anyone?”
With a casual step that fooled no one, Ingrey backed the man to
the wall, leaning on his braced arm and turning to trap Gesca's gaze.
“You may as well admit you went to Horseriver. If Wencel means me
to serve him as I served Hetwar, I will be deep in his councils before
long.”
Gesca's lips parted, but he only shook his head.
“No good, Gesca. I knew of your letters to him.” It was another
shot in the almost-dark, but by the lieutenant's jerk, it hit the target.
“How did you-I thought there was no harm in it! He was Lord
Hetwar's own ally! I just thought I was doing a favor for m'lord's
friend.”
“Suitably recompensed, one feels certain.”
“Well…I am not a rich man. And the earl is not a nip-purse.”
Gesca's brows drew down in new wariness. “How did you know? I'd
swear you never saw.”
“By Wencel's so-timely arrival at Middletown. Among other
things.”
“Oh.” Gesca's shoulders slumped, and he grimaced.
So was Gesca unhappy to have been lured into disloyalty to
Hetwar, or merely unhappy to have been caught at it? “Slipping down
the slope, are you? It makes a man as vulnerable to give favors as to
take them. I seldom do either, therefore.” Ingrey smiled his most
wolfish, the better to uphold the illusion of his invulnerability in Gesca's
mind.
“Have I accused you yet?”
“That's not an answer. Not from you.”
“True.” Ingrey sighed. “If you were to confess yourself to
Hetwar, instead of waiting for an accusation, you'd be more likely to
earn a reprimand than a dismissal. Hetwar cares less for perfect
honesty from his men, than that he understands precisely the limits of
their guile. It's a comforting certainty of a kind, I suppose.”
“And what of your limits, then? What comfort does he find in
them?”
“We keep each other alert.” Ingrey looked Gesca over. “Well,
there could be worse wardens.”
“Aye, and worse-looking wards.”
Ingrey dropped his tone of edgy banter in favor of a much purer
menace. “You will treat Lady Ijada with the strictest courtesy while she
is in your charge, Gesca. Or the wrath of Hetwar, the Temple,
Horseriver, and the gods combined will be the least of your worries.”
Gesca flinched under his glower. “Give over, Ingrey. I am no
monster!”
“But I am,” Ingrey breathed. “Clear?”
Gesca scarcely dared inhale. “Very.”
“Good.” Ingrey stepped away, and though he had in fact not
touched him, Gesca slumped like a man released from a throttling grip,
patting his throat as if to probe for bruises. Or tooth marks.
Ingrey scuffed back upstairs to roust Tesko to pack his meager
belongings again for transfer to Horseriver's mansion. He reviewed his
last night's meeting with Hetwar and its probable effect, as filtered
through Gesca's memory and wits, on Horseriver. As long as Ingrey
was not so stupid as to pretend to conceal it from the earl, he doubted
Horseriver would be much disturbed by the assignment to spy on him.
And the earl would surely have gleaned from Gesca the fact that Ingrey
had kept the darkest of his secrets. On the whole, Gesca's little
betrayal of trust might prove more useful than not, Ingrey decided.
“Lady Ijada, if you please.”
Ijada shouldered past the woman into the little upstairs hall, her
expression grave and questioning.
Ingrey ducked his head at her. “I am called away to Earl
Horseriver's already. Gesca will be taking my place as your keeper, for
a time.”
She brightened at the familiar name. “That's not so bad, then.”
“Perhaps. I'll try to come back and speak with you if I find, um,
better understandings of things.”
She nodded. Her expression was more thoughtful than
panicked, though what she was thinking, Ingrey could scarcely guess.
She possessed no more answers than he did, but he admired her talent
for finding very uncomfortable questions. He suspected he would be in
want of it shortly.
He clasped her hands, in lieu of the good-bye kiss they could
not make under watchful eyes. The strange current that seemed to flow
between them still lingered, in that grip. “I will know if they move you.”
She nodded again, releasing him. “I'll be listening for you, too.”
He managed a ghost of a bow and tore himself away.
INGREY REPEATED HIS UPHILL WALK OF YESTERDAY THROUGH
Kingstown, trailed this time by a puffing Tesko burdened with his
belongings. Horseriver's porter was plainly expecting them, for they
were shown at once to Ingrey's new room. It was no narrow servant's
stall under the eaves, but a gracious chamber on the third floor
appointed for highborn guests, with an alcove for Tesko. Leaving his
servant to arrange his scant wardrobe, Ingrey left to explore the
mansion. He wondered if Horseriver would expect him to clear the rest
of his possessions from Hetwar's palace, and what the earl would
construe if he did not.
“Lord Ingrey-is it?”
“Princess.” Ingrey essayed a sketchy salute, his hand to his heart
recalling, but not quite completing, a sign of the Five.
She looked him over, frowning. “Biast told me last night you
were to enter my husband's service.”
“And, ah…yours?”
“Yes. He told me that.” She glanced at her attendant. “Leave us.
Leave open the door.” The woman rose, curtseyed, and slipped out
past Ingrey; Fara beckoned him within.
She looked up at him in wary speculation as he came to the
window. Her voice was low. “My brother said you would protect me.”
Keeping his tone neutral and equally quiet, Ingrey said, “Do you
feel in need of protection?”
She made an uncertain gesture. “Biast said a dire suspicion has
fallen upon Wencel. What do you think of it?”
“Can you not tell if it is so, lady?”
She shook her head, not exactly in negation, and raised her long
chin. “Can not you?”
Her thick black brows drew down in deeper unhappiness over
this not-quite-answer. “No…yes. I don't know. He was strange from
the start, but I thought him merely moody. I tried to lighten his spirit,
and sometimes, sometimes it seemed to work, but always he fell back
into his blackness again. I prayed to the Mother for guidance, and, and
more-I tried to be a good wife, as the Temple teaches us.” Her voice
quavered, but did not break. Her frown darkened. “Then he brought
that girl in.”
“Lady Ijada? Did not you like her-at first?”
“Oh, at first-!” She gave an angry little shrug of her shoulders.
“At first, I suppose. But Wencel…attended to her.”
“And what was her response to this regard of his? Did you tax
her about it?”
“She pretended to laugh. I didn't laugh. I watched him, watching
her-I had never seen him so much as look twice at another woman
since we wed, or before for that matter, but he looked at her.”
Ingrey composed a question that would lead to Fara's version of
the events at Boar's Head, though it scarcely seemed needful. No
searing intellect here, no subtle guile, no eerie powers, just a hurt
bewilderment. There seemed to be no uncanny tracks lingering upon
her, either; Wencel did not choose to bespell his wife, it seemed. Why
not?
But Fara's mind was circling in another direction. “Biast's
accusation…” she murmured. Her gaze upon Ingrey sharpened. “It
could be so, I suppose. I can tell nothing by looking at you, after all. If
you really hide a wolf within, it is as invisible as any other man's sins. It
would explain…much.” She drew breath, and demanded abruptly,
“How did you get your dispensation?”
“If Wencel controls his beast so well that even I cannot tell he
carries it, is that not proof enough to gain a like pardon?” she asked, a
plaintive note leaking into her voice.
Ingrey moistened his lips. “You would have to ask the
archdivine. It is no decision of mine.” Was Fara thinking in terms of
protecting and preserving her husband? Could Wencel slip through a
Temple examination such as the one that had vacillated so long over
Ingrey's case? Horseriver had so much more to conceal, but also, it
seemed, more power to bring to bear on the task. If he desired.
Perhaps he would be driven, through the destruction of his old
concealments now in progress, to attempt some such ploy.
In fact, one would think the task would claim all his attention. He
pursues something else. Intently. What?
For whatever private reasons, Fara clearly found the accusation
that Wencel possessed a spirit beast to be alarmingly believable, once
presented to her imagination. She had the look of a woman fitting
together some long-worked puzzle, the last pieces falling into place
faster and faster. Frightened, yes, both of and for her husband, and for
herself.
“Why not ask Wencel these questions yourself?” said Ingrey.
“He did not come to me last night.” She rubbed her face, and
her eyes. The hard friction might be supposed to account for their
reddening. “He doesn't, much, lately. Biast said to say nothing to him,
but I do not know…”
“Wencel already knows he is privately accused. You would
betray no one's secret by trying him.”
She stared timidly at him. “Are you so much in his confidence
already, then?”
Her hands wrung each other. “I shall be glad of you, then.”
That remains to be seen. Unfortunately, he could not very well
express his low opinion of her betrayal of her handmaiden and
simultaneously expect to cultivate her confidences. He stiffened, his
senses attuned to an approaching presence even before the sound of a
light step wafted from the corridor and a throat was cleared in the
doorway.
“Lord Ingrey,” said Wencel, in a cordial voice. “They told me
you had arrived.”
Ingrey made his little sketch bow. “My lord Horseriver.”
“I trust you have found your new chambers to your liking?”
“Yes, thank you. Tesko thinks we rise in the world.”
“So you might.” Wencel's gesture of greeting to his wife was
unexceptionably polite. “Attend on me, if you please, Ingrey. Lady,
pray excuse us.”
Fara's return nod was equally cool, only a slight rigidity of her
body betraying her confusion of emotions.
Ingrey followed Wencel out and down two turnings of the halls
to his study. Wencel pulled the door firmly shut behind them; Ingrey
turned so as not to present his back to his host. Horseriver had
certainly had time to prepare a magical attack, if he were so disposed.
But the hairs on the back of Ingrey's neck stirred in vain, for Wencel
merely waved him to a chair and hitched his hip over the edge of his
writing table. He swung one leg and studied Ingrey through narrowed
eyes.
“Hetwar released you most promptly,” Wencel observed.
“Did Gesca tell you why?”
“Biast is most concerned for his sister. Fara dreams of saving
you, I believe. How you came to deserve your wife's love, I cannot
guess.”
“Nor can I.” Horseriver grimaced and spun one graying-blond
ringlet, strayed to overhang his face, in his fingers in a gesture almost
nervous. “I suspect her governesses allowed too much court poetry to
rot her brain, before marriage. I have buried over a score of wives; I
do not allow myself to become fond, these days. I can hardly explain
what these women look like to me now. It is one of the subtler horrors
of my present existence.”
“Like kissing a corpse?”
“Like being the corpse so kissed.”
“She seems not to know this.”
The earl shrugged. “For some notion now discarded-habit-I
began this union intending to engender one more son, and for that, the
body must be aroused somehow. Fortunately, this one is still young,
and simple Wencel would have been quite pleased with his princess, I
think.”
Did Horseriver allow that half-digested soul to surface, when
feigning to make love to his bride? And how appallingly confusing for
Fara, when the eager lost boy of the night gave way to the glacial
stranger at breakfast…Could Horseriver call other faces to the fore,
when dealing with other tasks? The princess might well spin herself
dizzy, trying to follow such a progression of moods in her spouse.
Wencel had fallen into one of his forthcoming humors again, for
whatever purpose. Ingrey decided to pursue the opportunity. “Why did
you bring Lady Ijada into your household? Considering the
consequences, that would seem to have been a mistake.”
Wencel grimaced. “Perhaps. In hindsight.”
“Fara thought her intended for your new Horseriver broodmare.”
“If not that, then…for the Wounded Woods? And not merely
Ijada's inheritance of the tract.” It went against Ingrey's habits to give
away information, but in this case, it might prime the pump. “She told
me of her dream of it.”
“Ah, yes,” said Wencel grimly. “So you do know about that,
now. I wondered.”
“Did she tell you of it, too?”
“No. But I dreamed it with her, if from another angle of view.
Since it was more than dream: it was event. Even acting as the gods'
cat's-paw, she could not very well trouble my own waters without the
ripples reaching me.” Wencel sighed. “She created me a very great
puzzle thereby. I brought her into my household to observe her, but I
could discover nothing unusual. If the gods intended her for bait, I
declined to bite. She had undoubtedly become bound into the spell
during her night camping at Holytree, but she remained as sightless and
powerless as any other ignorant girl.”
“Until Boar's Head.”
“Indeed.”
“Did the gods intend all of this? Boleso's death as well?”
Wencel drew a long, thoughtful inhalation. “Resisting the gods
somewhat resembles playing a game of castles and riders with an
opponent who can always see several moves ahead of you. But even
the gods cannot see infinitely far ahead. Our free wills cloud Their
vision, even though Their eyes are more piercing than ours. The gods
do not plan, so much as take advantage.”
“Why then did you send me to kill her? Mere prudence?” Ingrey
kept his tone casual, as if the answer were of only scholarly interest to
him.
“Hardly mere. Once she had slain Boleso, she was most
assuredly bound for the gallows. If there is a more perfect symbolic
representation of an Old Weald courier sacrifice than to hang an
innocent virgin by a sacred cord from a tree, with divines singing
blessings about her, I cannot think of it. Death opens a gate to the
gods. Her death in that mode would have opened Holytree wide,
barricaded against Them as it has been these four centuries.”
Wencel merely shrugged, and made to slip off his perch and turn
away.
“Unless”-Ingrey's mind leapt ahead-“there was more to that
geas than murder.”
Wencel turned back. His face bore that deeply ironic look that
masked irritation, which Ingrey took as a sign that his digging was
striking something worthwhile. “It would have bound her murdered soul
to yours in a haunting, until it faded into nothingness. Keeping her, and
her link to Holytree, beyond the reach of the gods. It was a variant of
an old, old spell, and I spent far too much blood on it; but I was
hurried.”
“Charming.” Ingrey failed to keep the snarl out of his voice now.
“Murder and sundering both.”
Wencel turned his palms out in a What would you? gesture.
“Worse: a redundancy. For her leopard spirit would have done the
same. If I had known of it. That move, I must concede to my
Opponents. I still do not know if we were counterblocking each other
to stalemate, or were all victims of Boleso's idiocy, or if more lies
hidden beyond.” He hesitated. “For the haunting to be effected without
the murder first was not in my plans. But it happened. Didn't it.”
Wencel's eyes were cool upon Ingrey now, and it came to him that he
was not the only man digging, here. Wait, was Horseriver saying that
the current of awareness between Ingrey and Ijada was his doing?
At Ingrey's sudden silence, he added kindly, “Did you imagine
you had fallen in love with her, cousin? Or she with you? Alas that I
must shatter that idyllic illusion. Truly, I would have thought you-though
perhaps not her-harder-headed.”
Wencel did not look entirely convinced of Ingrey's placidity, in
the face of this, but he did not pursue the issue. “In truth, I have
scarcely had time to consider the possibilities.”
“Inventing as you go, are you?”
“Yes, I am quite godlike in that way, if no other. Perhaps I shall
give you a horse.”
“Hetwar spared me that expense. I rode his nags at need, and
he fed them whether they were needed or not.”
“Oh, the beast would be stabled at my expense. It would uphold
the distinction of my house to mount you properly.”
Ingrey was put instantly in mind of Horseriver's last
wife-mother's death in her so-called riding accident, but he said merely,
“Thank you, then, my lord.”
“Be at your leisure this morning. Plan to attend on me when I go
out, later.”
“I am at your disposal, cousin.”
Wencel's mouth quirked in mockery. “I trust so.”
Ingrey took this for a sufficient dismissal and retreated from the
study.
Nor I. Yet. Ingrey shook his head. He had much to think upon,
in the next hours.
CHAPTER NINETEEN
BY RELENTLESS PROWLING, INGREY FAMILIARIZED HIMSELF with
every corner of the Horseriver mansion that day, to little effect. Wencel
had arrived here bare weeks ago to attend on the hallow king in his
worsening illness, and Fara had followed shortly despite her fatal
diversion to Boar's Head. The city house was but lightly occupied, as
though the couple were merely camping in it. There were no old secrets
buried here, though five gods knew what Ingrey might find at Castle
Horseriver. But the earl's haunt was two hundred miles away on the
middle Lure, and Ingrey doubted anyone would be going back there till
all this was long over.
As promised-or threatened-Earl Horseriver did conduct Ingrey
later that afternoon to his stable mews, a stone building a few streets
down the hill. Most of the great kins' livestock was kept outside the
walls, in pastures along the Stork above the glassworks and the
tanners. Horseriver's household was no exception, but a few beasts
were kept nearby for the lord and lady, for grooms to use to collect
other mounts at need, and for couriers. As befit the earl's state, the
appointments within the mews were very fine: the central corridor
paved with colored stone, the stall walls of rubbed oak, the metal bars
decorated with twining bronze leaves. Ingrey was bemused to spy
Ijada's showy chestnut mare, moving restlessly in a straight stall.
Ingrey refrained from patting its haunches, lest he be kicked. “I
know this one-I'd guessed it might be one of yours.”
“Aye,” said Wencel absently. “She was too mettlesome for
Fara. I was glad to find someone else to ride her.”
The gelding was undoubtedly a beautiful beast, well muscled,
clean-limbed, its dappled coat polished to a shimmer by the earl's
grooms. Ingrey suspected the animal concealed an explosive burst of
speed. What else it might conceal-deadly geases sprang to mind-Ingrey
could not tell. Did Wencel imagine it a bribe? So he might. Well, Ingrey
could not look this gift in the mouth while the earl was watching.
“Thank you, my lord,” he said, in a tone to match Horseriver's.
“Would you care to try his paces?”
“Later, perhaps. I am not wearing my leathers.” And ever since
his be-wolfing at Birchgrove he'd always made new mounts peculiarly
tense; he preferred to make their first acquaintance in private, in an
enclosed space where the spooked horses might be more readily
re-caught and remounted till they had come to mutual understanding, or
at least mutual exhaustion. This one looked as though it might take
some time to wear down to tameness, under him.
“Ah. Pity.”
Two stalls away, an unhorselike movement caught Ingrey's eye.
Frowning, he walked down to peer into another loose box. His nostrils
flared in surprise. An antlered stag abruptly raised its head from where
it was lipping at a pile of hay, snorted, and sidled about. It banged its
rack twice against the boards, causing a desultory wave of motion
among the horses nearby.
“I think your presence disturbs him,” murmured Wencel, in a
tone of dry amusement.
After turning in a few more circles, the handsome beast stilled at
the back of the stall, though it did not yet lower its head again to the
hay. Its dark and liquid eye glowered at the men. Ingrey judged it
captive for some time, for it no longer struggled; new-taken stags could
kill themselves in their first frenzy to escape.
Wencel's lips twisted a little as he studied the nervous beast past
Ingrey's shoulder. “When one plays against such farsighted opponents
as I do, it is as well to have more than one plan. But chances are it is
fated for a spit. Come away, now.”
Horseriver did not look back as they exited the mews. Ingrey
inquired, “Do you ride much for sport, these days? As I recall you
were excited by your father's horses.” It had been one of the few topics
his slow young cousin had actually chattered about, in fact.
“Was I?” said Horseriver absently. “I fear I feel about horses
much as I feel about wives, these days. They last such a short time, and
I am weary of butchering them.”
Unable to think of a response to that, Ingrey followed him
silently up the hill.
He considered the method in Wencel's madness, or perhaps it
was the other way around. Wencel's rationale for his murderous
attempt on Ijada and its equally swift abandonment was too peculiar to
be a lie, but it did not follow that he was necessarily correct in it. Still,
Wencel's erratic tactics against the gods must have worked before. In
naming Ijada god-bait, he was surely not mistaken. That alarm alone
must be enough to trigger his nervous malice. He'd eluded four hundred
years of this hunt if his claims were true.
The gods would do better to wait at some choke point and let
Wencel flail all he liked till he arrived there. But the strange intensity of
Wencel's greetings when they'd all met on the road to Easthome was
now explained; the man must have been thinking five ways at once. Yes,
but so must his Enemies.
A disturbing notion came to Ingrey: perhaps Ijada had not been
the bait at that fated meeting after all. Perhaps I was.
And Wencel has swallowed me down whole.
Fara's first response was angered insult that a daughter of the
hallow king would be ordered before the bench like a common
subject-her secret fears taking shelter in injured pride, Ingrey judged.
But some clever man-Hetwar, no doubt-had made Prince-marshal
Biast the deliverer of the unwelcome summons. Since Biast had less
interest in defending dubious actions, and more in finding the truth, his
levelheaded persuasion overcame his sister's nervous protests.
Thus it was that Ingrey found himself pacing up the steep hill to
Templetown as part of a procession consisting of the prince-marshal,
his banner-carrier Symark leading the princess's palfrey, Fara's two
ladies-in-waiting who had attended her at Boar's Head, and Fara's
matched twin pages. In the main temple court, Symark was dispatched
to find directions to where the judges sat, and Fara slipped her
brother's leash, briefly, to lead her ladies to kneel and pray in the
Mother's court. Whether Fara was trying to call upon the goddess who
had so signally ignored her prayers in the past, or merely wanted an
unassailable excuse to compose herself in semi-privacy for a few
minutes, Ingrey could not guess.
In either case, Ingrey was standing with Biast when an
unexpected figure exited the Daughter's court.
“Ingorry!”
Prince Jokol waved cheerfully and trod across the pavement
past the holy fire's plinth to where Ingrey waited. The giant islander was
shadowed as usual by his faithful Ottovin, and Ingrey wondered if the
young man was under instructions from his formidable-sounding sister
to make sure her betrothed was returned from his wanderings in good
order, or else. Jokol was dressed as before in his somewhat gaudy
island garb, but now he had a linen braid dyed bright blue tied around
his thick left biceps, mark of a prayer of supplication to the Daughter of
Spring.
“Eh!” The big man shrugged. “Still I try to get my divine I was
promised, but they put me off. Today, I try to see the headman, the
archdivine, instead of those stupid clerks who always tell me to go
away and come back later.”
“Do you pray for an appointment?” Ingrey nodded to Jokol's left
sleeve.
Jokol clapped his right hand on the blue braid and laughed.
“Perhaps I should! Go over his head, eh.”
Ingrey would have thought the Son of Autumn to be Jokol's
natural guardian, or perhaps, considering recent events, the Bastard,
not that praying to the god of disasters was exactly the safest course.
“The Lady of Spring is not your usual Patroness, surely?”
“Oh, aye! She blesses me much. Today, I pray for poetry.”
“I thought the Bastard was the god of poetry.”
“Oh, Him, too, aye, for drinking songs and such. And for those
great songs of when the walls come crashing down and all is burning,
aye, that make your hairs all stand up, those are fine!” Jokol waved his
arms to mime horripilating tragedies suitable for epic verse. “But not
today. Today, I mean to make a beautiful song to my beautiful Breiga,
to tell her how much I miss her in this stone city.”
Behind him, Ottovin rolled his eyes. Ingrey took it for silent
comment on the sisterly object of the proposed song, not on the song
itself. Ingrey was reminded that in addition to being the goddess of
female virgins, the Daughter was also associated with youthful learning,
civil order, and, yes, lyric poetry.
Biast was staring up at Jokol, looking impressed despite himself.
“Is this by chance the owner of your ice bear, Ingrey?” he inquired.
Though longing to deny all association with the ice bear, now
and forever, Ingrey was reminded of his social duties. “Pardon me, my
lord. Allow me to present to you Prince Jokol of Arfrastpekka, and his
kinsman Ottovin. Jokol, this is Prince-marshal Biast kin Stagthorne.
Son of the hallow king,” he added, in case Jokol needed a touch of
native guidance among the perils of Easthome high politics.
The promising mutual appraisal of the two princes was
interrupted by the return of Symark, clutching the arm of a gray-robed
acolyte. Having secured a guide to the proliferating hodgepodge of
buildings that made up the Temple complex, Biast went to collect his
sister from the Mother's court.
Jokol, taking the hint, made to bid Ingrey farewell. “I must try
harder to see this archdivine fellow. It may take some time, so I should
start, eh?”
“Wait,” said Ingrey. “I'll tell you who you should see. In a
building two streets back, second floor-no, better.” He darted over to
pluck a passing boy in Bastard's whites, a young dedicat of some sort,
out of the thin stream of people passing through the central court bound
on various errands. “Do you know the way to Learned Lewko's
office?” he demanded of the boy.
The boy gave him an alarmed nod.
“Take this lord to him now.” He handed off the dedicat to a
bemused Jokol. “Tell him Lord Ingrey sends a complication for his
collection.”
“Will this Lewko help me to see the archdivine?” asked Jokol
hopefully.
“Either that, or he'll go over Fritine's head. Threaten to give him
Fafa; that will stimulate him on your behalf.” Ingrey grinned; for the god
of vile jokes, this practically constituted a prayer, he decided.
“He is a power in the Temple?”
Jokol pursed his lips, then nodded, brightening. “Very good! I
thank you, Ingorry!” He trudged off after the boy, trailed by the
dubious Ottovin.
Ingrey thought he heard someone laughing in his ear, but it
wasn't Symark, who stood looking on somewhat blankly. A trick of the
court's acoustics, perhaps. Ingrey shook his head to clear it, then pulled
himself to an attitude of grave attention as Biast returned with the ladies.
Biast, after a glance around the court, gave Ingrey a peculiar
stare, uncertain and searching. It occurred to Ingrey that the last time all
of this party had been present in this place was two days ago, for
Boleso's funeral. Was Biast wondering whether to believe in Ingrey's
claimed shaman-miracle of cleansing his late brother's soul? Or-almost
more disturbing-belief accepted, was he wondering what further
consequences must flow from it?
In any case, the gray-robed acolyte led them around the temple
into the maze of buildings housing clerks and works of the various holy
orders. Some structures were new and purpose-built, but most were
old and reassigned. They passed between two noisy and busy, if
slightly dilapidated, former kin mansions, one now a foundling hospital
run by the Bastard's Order, the other the Mother's infirmary, its
colonnades echoing with the steps of physicians and green-clad
acolytes, its tranquil gardens sheltering recovering patients and their
attendants.
In the next street over they came to a large edifice, three stories
high and built of the same yellow stone as Hetwar's palace, dedicated
to the libraries and council rooms of the Father's Order. A winding
staircase circled a spacious hall and brought them at length to a hushed,
wood-paneled chamber.
The inquiries were already under way, it seemed, for a pair of
retainers Ingrey thought he recognized from Boar's Head were just
shouldering back out the door, looking daunted but relieved. They
recognized the prince-marshal and princess and hastened to get out of
their way, signing sketchy gestures of respect. Biast managed a return
nod of polite acknowledgment, although Fara's neck stayed stiff, pride
starched with mortification. Fara caught her breath in a little snort like a
startled mare when the first person they encountered on the other side
of the door was Boleso's housemaster, Rider Ulkra. Ulkra bowed,
looking at least equally queasy.
The judges all rose and made obeisance to the prince-marshal
and courtesies to the princess; a couple of dedicat-servants were sent
scurrying to secure padded chairs for the Stagthorne haunches. While
this was going on, Ingrey circled in on Ulkra, who swallowed nervously
but returned his greeting.
“Have you been questioned yet?” Ingrey inquired politely.
“I was to be next.”
Ingrey lowered his voice. “And do you plan to tell the truth, or
lie?”
Ulkra licked his lips. “What would Lord Hetwar desire of me,
do you suppose?”
Did he still think Ingrey was Hetwar's man? So was Ulkra
exceptionally shrewd, or just behindhand on capital gossip? “If I were
you, I should be more worried about what Hetwar's future master
desires.” He nodded toward Prince Biast, and Ulkra followed his
glance, warily. “He is young now, but he won't stay that way for long.”
“Would one?” said Ingrey vaguely. “Let's find out.” He
beckoned to Biast, who trod over curiously.
“Yes, Ingrey?”
“My lord. Rider Ulkra here cannot decide if you would wish him
to tell the exact truth, or shade it to spare your sister chagrin. What that
says about your reputation, I must leave you to decide.”
“Sh, Ingrey!” whispered Ulkra in furious embarrassment, with a
fearful glance over his shoulder at the table down the room.
Biast looked taken aback. He said cautiously, “I promised Fara
that none would shame her here, but certainly no man should violate his
oath of truthsaying before the judges and the gods.”
“You set the path for your future court starting even now, prince.
If you discourage men from speaking unpalatable truths in front of you,
I trust you will develop your skill for sifting through pretty lies, for you
will spend the rest of your reign, however short, wading in them.”
Ingrey let his mild tone suggest that it was a matter of utter indifference
to him which Biast chose; Ingrey would manage just the same.
Biast's lips twisted. “What was it Hetwar said of you? That you
defy whom you choose?”
“Whom I please. I please Hetwar best so. But then, Hetwar is
no man's fool.”
“Verily.” Biast's eyes narrowed; then he surprised and gratified
Ingrey altogether by turning to Ulkra, and saying shortly, “Tell the exact
truth.” He inhaled, and added on a sigh, “I'll deal with Fara as I must.”
Ulkra, eyes wide, bowed and backed away, presumably before
Ingrey could wind him into further coils. The chairs arrived; Ingrey gave
Biast a slight, sincere bow, rather ironically returned, and took his place
on the rear bench where he could watch the whole room, and the door.
After a short, whispered consultation among the judges, Ulkra
was called up to take his oath and answer the inquirers. Ulkra stood
before them with his hands clenched behind his stout back, feet apart,
taking some refuge in the soldierlike pose. The questions were to the
point; the panel had already, it appeared, acquired some grasp of the
outline of events at Boar's Head.
As nearly as Ingrey could discern, Ulkra did tell the exact truth
of the chain of deeds that had led to Boleso's death, insofar as he was
eyewitness. He did not leave out the leopard, nor his suspicions about
Boleso's earlier “dabblings,” though he managed to cloak his own
complicity of silence under protestations of the loyalty and discretion
due from a senior servant. No, he had not suspected that Boleso's
body servant was the illicit sorcerer Cumril. (So, the judges had heard
of Cumril's existence-from Lewko?) At one point, the scholarly divine
on the side bench silently passed a note across to one of the judges,
who read it and followed up with a couple of especially penetrating and
shrewd questions of the housemaster.
The unsubtle ugliness of Ijada's sacrifice at Boleso's bedroom
door came through clearly enough to Ingrey's ear, despite Ulkra's
self-serving phrasing of it. By the stiffening of Fara's features, this was
the first fully objective account she had heard of the consequences at
Boar's Head after she had abandoned her maiden-in-waiting there. She
did not weep in whatever shame she swallowed, but her face might
have been carved in wood. Good.
When Ulkra was dismissed, to flee from the chamber as swiftly
as he decently could, Fara was called up. Ingrey, playing the courtier,
made of helping her from her chair the chance to breathe in her ear, “I
will know if you lie.”
Her eyes shifted to him, coldly. “Should I care?” she murmured
back.
She hesitated. “No.”
“Good. You begin to think like a princess.”
Her gaze grew startled as he squeezed her arm in
encouragement before letting her go. And then, for a moment,
thoughtful, as though a new road had opened up before her not
previously perceived.
The judges kept their questions to her brief and courteous, as
befit equally law and prudence. The truth she spoke was, like Ulkra's,
softened in her own excuse, and the motivation of her jealousy largely
left out, which Ingrey thought all to the good. But the most critical
elements in his view-that the demand had come from Boleso, been
accepted without consultation by Fara, and that Ijada was no
seductress nor cheerful volunteer-seemed plain enough, between the
lines. Fara was released with diplomatic thanks by the panel; her eyes
squeezed shut in bleak relief as she turned away.
With Fara leading the way, her two senior ladies-in-waiting told
the truth as well, including a few side incidents not witnessed by Fara
that were even more damaging to Boleso. Biast looked decidedly
unhappy, but made no move to interfere with the testimony; though
there was no doubt the judges were very conscious of the
prince-marshal's presence and expressions. The scholarly divine, Ingrey
noticed, also sent sharp if covert glances Biast's way. If Biast had
chosen to cast the right frowns, snort, or shift at the key moments,
might he have shaped the questions? Distorted them in his late brother's
favor? Perhaps; but instead he listened in guarded neutrality, as befit a
man seeking truth before all other aims. Ingrey hoped that the idea of a
blood-price might now be sounding better to him.
Shuffling echoed in the room as the party rose to leave. Ingrey
directed the page to go in pursuit of his twin and bring around the
princess's palfrey; the boy bobbed a bow, and replied, “Yes, Lord
Ingrey!” in his high, clear voice before scampering out. The scholarly
divine's head swiveled; he stared at Ingrey, frowning, then went to bend
over the shoulder of one of the empaneled divines and murmur in his
ear. Brows rising, the judge nodded, cast a glance Ingrey's way, and
murmured back. He then raised his hand and his voice, and called,
“Lord Ingrey! Would you stay a moment?”
“I will catch you up, my lord,” said Ingrey to him. Biast, with an
expression that plainly said they would speak together later, nodded
and followed his sister out.
Ingrey took up a stance before the judges' table reminiscent of
Ulkra's, and waited, concealing extreme unease. He had not expected
to be questioned today, or possibly at all.
The scholarly divine stood behind his colleague and folded his
arms, shoulders hunched and face outthrust in his concentration upon
Ingrey. With his beaklike nose and receding chin, he resembled a stork
wading in the shallows, intent upon some fish or frog concealed below
the water's surface. “I understand, Lord Ingrey, that you had an
experience at Prince Boleso's funeral very pertinent to these
proceedings.”
This man had to have spoken with Lewko. How much had the
Bastard's divine conveyed to the Father's scholar? The two orders
were not usually noted for their mutual cooperation. “I fainted from the
heat. Anything else is not such testimony as is admissible in a trial, I
thought.”
The man's lips pursed, and to Ingrey's surprise, he nodded in
approval. But then said, “This is not a trial. It is an inquiry. You will
observe I have not requested your oath.”
Was that of some arcane legal significance? From the slight nods
of a couple of the judges, apparently so. The scribe, for one thing, had
set aside her quill and showed no sign of taking it up again, although she
was staring at Ingrey in some fascination. It seemed they were
speaking, at the moment, off the record. Given the company, Ingrey
was not sure this was any aid to him.
“Well…no.”
“Please describe your vision,” said the scholarly divine.
Ingrey blinked, once, slowly. If he refused to speak, how much
pressure would they bring to bear? They would likely place him under
oath; and then both speaking and silence would have potentially more
dire consequences. Better this way. “I found myself, Lady Ijada, and
Prince Boleso's sundered soul all together in a…place. A boundless
place. I could see through Prince Boleso's torso. It was full of the
spirits of dead animals, tumbling over each other in chaos and pain. The
Lord of Autumn appeared.” Ingrey moistened his lips and kept his
voice dead level. “The god requested me to call the animal spirits out of
Boleso. Lady Ijada endorsed the request. I did so. The god took up
Boleso's soul and went away. I woke up on the temple floor.” There,
not too bad; as truthful as any madman and with quite a number of
complications left out.
“How?” asked the divine curiously. “How did you call them
out?”
“It was but a dream, Learned. One does not expect things to
make sense in a dream.”
“Nevertheless.”
“I was…given a voice.” No need to say how, or by whom, was
there?
“The weirding voice? As the voice you used on the rampant ice
bear two days before?”
A couple of heads along the panel came up at that.
Damn. “I have heard it called that.”
It was all Ingrey could do not to use it right now; paralyze this
roomful of men and escape. Or else squeeze his strangely diffuse wolf
into a tight little invisible ball under his heart. Fool, they cannot see it
anyway. “I do not know.”
“More specifically,” the divine went on crisply, “Lady Ijada is
imputed to have been defiled with the spirit of a dead leopard. It is the
teaching of Temple history, which your vision with the late prince would
seem to support, that such a defilement sunders a soul from the gods.”
“A dead soul,” Ingrey corrected cautiously. For both he and
Ijada bore animal spirits, and yet the god had spoken to both. Not to
Boleso, though, Ingrey realized. He was moved to explain how the
shamans of the Old Weald had cleansed their departed comrades'
spirits, then thought better of it. He was not at all moved to explain how
he'd learned all this.
“Quite so. My question, then, is: were Lady Ijada to be
executed as a result of her future trial, could you, Lord Ingrey, remove
the defiling animal spirit from her soul as you did for Prince Boleso's?”
Ingrey froze. The first memory that roared back into his mind
was of Wencel's worried vision of Ijada as an Old Weald courier
sacrifice, opening Holytree to the gods. Wencel had thought that path
safely blocked by Ijada's defilement. Not so safe, and not so blocked,
if Ingrey could unblock it again. And I could. Five gods, and curse
Them one and five, was this the unholy holy plan for the pair of them?
Is this why You have chased us here? Thoughts tumbling, Ingrey
temporized, “Why do you ask, Learned?”
“It is a theological fine point that I greatly desire clarified.
Execution, properly speaking, is a punishment of the body for crimes in
the world of matter. The question of the salvation or sundering of a soul
and its god is not more affected than by any other death, nor should it
be; for the improper sundering of a soul would be a heinous sin and
burden upon the officers charged with such a duty. An execution that
entails such an unjust sundering must be resisted. An execution that
does not may proceed.” A silence followed this pronouncement; the
divine added solicitously, “Do you follow the argument, my lord?”
A warm autumnal voice murmured, somewhere between his ear
and his mind, If you deny Me and yourself before this little
company, brother wolf, how shall you manage before a greater?
Ingrey did not know if his face drained white, though several of
the judges stared at him in alarm. With an effort, he kept himself from
swaying on his feet. Or, five gods forbid, falling down in a faint.
Wouldn't that be a dramatic development, coming pat upon his words
of disavowal.
“Hm,” said the scholarly divine, his gaze narrowing. “The point is
an important one, however.”
“How, then, if I simplify it for you? If I have not this ability, the
point is moot. If I have…I refuse to use it so.” Eat that.
“Could you be forced?” The divine's tone conveyed no hint of
threat; it seemed the purest curiosity.
Ingrey's lips drew back in a grin that had nothing to do with
humor, at all, at all; several of the men pushed back in their seats in an
instinctive recoil. “You could try,” he breathed. Under the
circumstances-under those circumstances, with Ijada's dead body cut
down from a gallows and laid at his feet-he might just find out
everything his wolf could really do. Until they cut him down as well.
“Hm.” The scholarly divine tapped his lips; his expression,
strangely, seemed more satisfied than alarmed. “Most interesting.” He
glanced down the panel. “Have you any more questions?”
The senior judge, looking vastly disturbed, said, “Not…not at
this time. Thank you, Most Learned, for your…um…always
thought-provoking commentary.”
A slight tilt of the scholarly divine's head and a glint in his eye
took this as more compliment than complaint, despite the tone. “Then I
thank you, Lord Ingrey.”
It was clearly a dismissal, and not a moment too soon; Ingrey
managed a civil nod and turned away, quelling an urge to run. He
turned onto the gallery outside the chamber and drew a long breath, but
before he could entirely compose himself again, heard footsteps behind
him. He glanced back to see the strange divine following him out.
The lanky man signed the Five by way of greeting; a swift
gesture, but very precise, neither perfunctory nor sketched. Ingrey
nodded again, started to rest his hand on his sword hilt, decided the
gesture might be interpreted as too threatening, and let his hands drift to
clench each other behind his back. “May I help you, Learned?” Over
the gallery rail, headfirst, perhaps?
“My apologies, Lord Ingrey, but I just realized that I was
introduced before your party came in, but not again after. I am Learned
Oswin of Suttleaf.”
Ingrey blinked; his mind, briefly frozen, bolted off again in a
wholly unexpected new direction. “Hallana's Oswin?”
The divine smiled, looking oddly abashed. “Of all my titles, the
truest, I fear. Yes, I'm Hallana's Oswin, for my sins. She told me much
of your meeting with her at Red Dike.”
“Is she well?”
“Well, and delivered of a fine little girl, I am pleased to say. Who
I pray to the Lady of Spring shall grow up to look like her mother and
not like me, else she will have much to complain of when she is older.”
“I'm glad she is safe. Both safe. Learned Hallana worried me.” In
more ways than one. He touched his still-bandaged right hand,
reminded of how close he had come to retrieving his sword, in his
scarlet madness in that upstairs room.
“Ah?”
“She would have terrified you, just like the rest of us. Yet
somehow, we all survived her, again. She sent me here, you see. Quite
drove me from her bedside. Which many women tend to do to their
poor husbands after a childbirth, but not for such reasons.”
“Have you spoken with Learned Lewko?”
“Yes, at length, when I arrived last night.”
Ingrey groped for careful wording. “And on whose behalf did
Hallana send you?” It occurred to him belatedly that the divine's
alarming theological argument back in the chamber might well have
been intended to impede Ijada's execution, not speed it.
“Well…well, now, that's a little hard to say.”
Ingrey considered this. “Why?”
For the first time, Oswin hesitated before he answered. He took
Ingrey by the arm and led him away, around the corner of the gallery,
well out of earshot of the door where a couple of what looked like
more servants from Boar's Head were just being led inside by a
gray-robed dedicat. Oswin leaned on the rail, looking down
thoughtfully into the well of the hall; Ingrey matched his pose and
waited.
When Oswin resumed, his voice was oddly diffident. “You are a
man with much experience in the uncanny and the holy, I understand.
The gods speak to you in waking visions, face-to-face.”
“No!” Ingrey began, and stopped. Denial again? “Well…in a
way. I have had many bizarre experiences lately. They crowd upon me
now. It does not make me deft.”
Oswin sighed. “I cannot imagine growing deft in the face of this.
You have to understand. I had never had a direct experience of the
holy in my life, for all that I tried to serve my god as seemed best to me,
according to my gifts as we are taught. Except for Hallana. She was the
only miracle that ever happened to me. The woman seems vastly
oversupplied with gods. At one point, I accused her of having stolen
my share, and she accused me of marrying her solely to sustain a
proper average. The gods walk through her dreams as though strolling
in a garden. I just have dreams of running lost through my old seminary,
with no clothes, late for an examination of a class I did not know I had,
and the like.”
“Either, variously.” Oswin's brow furrowed. “And then there are
the ones where I am wandering through a house that is falling apart, and
I have no tools to repair…well, anyway.” He took a long breath, and
settled into himself. “The night after our new daughter was born, I slept
once again with Hallana. We both shared a significant dream. I woke
crying out in fear. She was utterly cheery about it. She said it meant we
must go at once to Easthome. I asked her if she had run mad, she could
not rise and go about yet! She said she could put a pallet in the back of
the wagon and rest the whole way. We argued about it all day. The
dream came again the next night. She said that cinched the matter. I
said she had a duty to the babe, to the children, that she could neither
abandon them nor drag them along into danger. She gave way; I
gloated. I took to my horse that afternoon. I was ten miles down the
road before I realized that I had been neatly foxed.”
“How so?”
“Separated, there was no way for me to continue the argument.
Or to stop her. I have no doubt she's upon the road right now, not
more than a day behind me. I wonder if she will have brought the
children? I shudder to picture it. If you see her, or her faithful servants,
in this town before I do, tell her I have taken rooms for all of us at the
Inn of Irises across from the Mother's Infirmary.”
“Would, um, she be traveling with the same ones I met in Red
Dike?”
“The dream,” Ingrey reminded him.
“My apologies. I do not normally rattle on like this. Perhaps that
explains something about my Hallana…I have laid it before Learned
Lewko, now you. There were five people in it: Hallana, me, Lewko,
and two young men I had never seen before. Until today. Prince Biast
was one of them. I nearly fell off my bench when he walked into the
chamber and was named. The other was a stranger fellow still; a giant
man with long red hair, who spoke in tongues.”
“Ah,” said Ingrey. “That would be Prince Jokol, no doubt. Tell
him to give Fafa a fish for me, when you meet him. In fact, you might
catch him now; I just sent him to Lewko. He could still be there.”
Oswin's eyes widened, and he straightened as though to dash off
at once, but then shook his head and continued. “In the dream…I am a
man of words, but I scarcely know how to describe it. All the five were
god-touched. More, worse: the gods put us on and wore us like
gauntlets. We shattered…”
They harry me hard, now, Horseriver had said. So it seemed.
“Well, should you determine what it all meant, let me know. Were any
others in the dream?” Me or Ijada, for example?
Oswin shook his head. “Just the five. So far. The dream did not
seem finished, which upset me yet Hallana took in stride. I both long
and fear to sleep, to find out more, but now I have insomnia. Hallana
may be willing to run off into the dark, but I want to know where the
stepping-stones will be.”
Oswin tapped a hand on the railing. “Hallana and I have argued
this point-the foresight of the gods. They are the gods. They must
know if anyone does.”
“Perhaps no one does,” said Ingrey easily.
The expression on Oswin's face was that of a man forced to
swallow a vile-tasting medicine of dubious value. “I shall try Lewko,
then. Perhaps this Jokol will know something more.”
“I doubt it, but good luck.”
“I trust we will meet again soon.”
“Nothing would startle me, these days.”
“Where might I reach you? Lewko said you were set as a spy
upon Earl Horseriver, who also seems somewhat involved in this
tangle.”
Ingrey hissed through his teeth. “I suppose it's fortunate
Horseriver already knows that I spy on him, with that sort of loose
gossip circulating.”
Oswin shook his head vehemently. “Neither loose nor gossip,
and the circle is a tight one. Lewko had something like the dream, too,
from what he says.”
Somewhat involved, indeed. “Stay away from Horseriver for
the time being. He is dangerous. If you wish to see me, send a message
there, but put no matter of import in the writing-assume it will be
intercepted and read by hostile eyes before I see it.”
CHAPTER TWENTY
INGREY COULD NOT MUSTER MUCH SURPRISE WHEN, AFTER
crossing the buried creek into the lower city, he rounded a corner and
found Hallana's wagon blocking his path.
The two stubby horses, dusty and sweaty from the road, were
standing hip-shot and bored, and Bernan sat on the driver's box with
reins slack and his elbows on his knees. A riding horse, unsaddled, was
tied on behind the wagon by a rope to its halter. Hergi crouched behind
Bernan's shoulder. Hallana was hanging off the front brace of the
canopy with one hand, shielding her gaze with the other, and peering
dubiously up an alley too narrow for the wagon to enter.
Hergi pounded on Bernan's shoulder, pointed at Ingrey, and
cried, “Look! Look!”
Hallana swung around, and her face brightened. “Ah! Lord
Ingrey! Excellent.” She gave Bernan a pat on the other shoulder. “See,
did I not say?” The smith gave a weary sort of head bob, halfway
between agreement and exasperation, and Hallana stepped over him to
hop down to the street and stand before Ingrey.
She had abandoned her loose and tattered robes for a natty
traveling costume, a dark green coat upon a dress of pale linen, notably
cinched in around the waist. Her shoulder braids were absent-traveling
incognito? She remained short and plump, but trimmer, with her hair
neatly braided in wreaths around her head. There were no visible signs
of children or other trailing chaos.
Ingrey gave her a polite half bow; she returned a blessing,
although her sign of the Five more resembled a vague check mark over
her torso. “So glad to see you,” she told him. “I'm seeking Ijada.”
“How?” he couldn't help asking. Presumably, she was once
“I usually just drive around until something happens.”
“That seems…oddly inefficient.”
“You sound like Oswin. He would have wanted to draw a grid
over a chart of the city, and mark off sections in strict rotation. Finding
you was much faster.”
Ingrey started to consider the logic of this, then thought better of
it. “Speaking of Learned Oswin. He told me to tell you he has taken
rooms for you all at the Inn of the Irises, across from the Mother's
Infirmary on Temple Hill.”
A slight groan from Bernan greeted this news.
“Oh!” Hallana brightened still further. “You have met, how nice!”
“You are not surprised to be expected?”
“Oswin can be terribly stodgy at times, but he's not stupid. Of
course he would realize we'd be coming. Eventually.”
“Learned Sir will not be pleased with us,” Hergi predicted
uneasily. “He wasn't before.”
“Pish posh,” said Oswin's spouse. “You survived.” She turned
back to Ingrey, and her voice dropped to seriousness. “Did he tell you
about our dream?”
“Just a little.”
“Where is Ijada, anyway?”
The passersby all seemed ordinary folk, so far, but Ingrey
declined to take chances. “I should not be seen talking to you, nor
overheard.”
Hallana jerked her head toward the canopied wagon, and Ingrey
nodded. He swung up after her into the shadowed interior, clambering
over bundles and seating himself on a trunk, awkwardly adjusting his
sword. Hallana sat down cross-legged on a pallet padded thickly with
blankets and looked at him expectantly.
Hallana's eyes narrowed. “Interesting. Is Fara's husband no
friend to Ijada after all-or too much the reverse? Or is it that wretched
princess who is the problem?”
“Fara is a tangle of problems, but Wencel's interest in her
handmaiden was not the simple lechery she had imagined. Wencel has
secret powers and unknown purposes. Hetwar has just set me in his
household to spy upon him in an effort to determine those purposes. I
don't want the waters there muddied worse than they are already.”
“You think him dangerous?”
“Yes.”
“To you?” Her brows went up.
Ingrey bit his lip. “It has become suspected that he bears a spirit
animal. Like mine. This is…true but incomplete.” He hesitated. “The
geas we broke in Red Dike-he was the source of it.”
She huffed out her breath. “Why is he not arrested?”
“No!” said Ingrey sharply. And at her stare, more quietly, “No.
In the first place, I have not determined how to prove the charge, and
in the second, a premature arrest could trigger a disaster.” For me, at
least.
She blinked up at him in a friendly way. “Oh, come, Lord
Ingrey. You can tell me more.”
He was sorely tempted. “I think…not yet. I am at the stage of
things…I don't yet…I am still driving around in circles waiting for
something to happen.”
He ran a hand through his hair. It was growing again around the
stitches, which were surely ready to come out. “I cannot linger. I must
catch up with Prince Biast and Princess Fara. Your husband was at
Ijada's inquest this morning, and can likely tell you more of it than I can.
Lewko knows something as well. I wonder”-Ingrey faltered-“if I can
trust you.”
Her head came up, cocking a little to one side. She said dryly, “I
assume that was not meant as an insult.”
Ingrey shook his head. “I stumble through a murk of lies and half
lies and stranger tales right now. The legal thing, the obvious thing-like
arresting Wencel-may not be the right thing, though I cannot explain it.
All feels fluid. As though the gods themselves hold Their breaths.
Something is about to happen.”
“What?”
“If I knew, if I knew-” Ingrey heard the rising tension in his own
voice, and yanked it to a stop.
“Shh, hush,” Hallana soothed him, as though calming a nervy
mount. “Can you trust me, at least, to move cautiously, speak little,
listen, and wait?”
“Can you?”
“Unless my gods compel me otherwise.”
“Your gods. Not your Temple superiors.”
“I said what I said.”
Ingrey nodded and took a breath. “Ask Ijada, then. She is the
only one I have trusted with everything I know so far. The others have
only bits and pieces. She and I are bound together in this by more
than”-his voice stumbled, choked-“more than affection. We have
shared two waking visions. She can tell you more.”
“I am not sure if the gods and I seek the same ends. I am
absolutely sure the gods and Wencel do not seek the same ends.” His
brow wrinkled. “Oswin said you shattered. In your dream. I did not
understand what was meant.”
“Neither do we.”
“Would the gods use us to destruction?” She had not brought
her children-for speed, for simplicity? Or for safety? Theirs. Not hers.
“Perhaps.” Her voice was perfectly even, delivering this.
“You do not reassure me, Learned.”
Some might call her return smile enigmatic, but Ingrey thought it
more sardonic. He returned her a salute in the same mode and glanced
out the wagon back for witnesses. He added over his shoulder, “If you
go at once to Lewko, you might find your husband still there. And
possibly a red-haired islander whose tongue is lubricated by either vile
liquor or holy kisses from the Lady of Spring, or both.”
“Ah-ha!” said Hallana, sitting up in sudden enthusiasm. “That is
one part of my dream I should not object to finding prophetic. Is he as
darling as he seemed?”
“I…don't think I can answer that,” said Ingrey, after a bemused
pause. He swung out of the wagon, slipped around its side, and took
the shortcut up the alley toward the Horseriver mansion.
THE EARL'S PORTER ADMITTED HIM WITH A MURMURED, “MY LADY
and the prince-marshal await you in the Birch Chamber, Lord Ingrey.”
Ingrey took the hint, nodded, and ascended the stairs at once.
The room was the same in which he had surprised Fara on the first day
of his so-called service-perhaps its quiet colors and sober furnishings
made it a favorite refuge of hers. He found the little company gathered
there, Biast and Symark conversing over a tray of bread and cheeses,
Fara half-reclining upon a settee while one of her women pressed a
damp cloth to her forehead. The scent of lavender was cool and sharp
upon the air.
“Lord Ingrey.” Biast graciously gestured him to sit. “The learned
divine kept you long.”
Ingrey let this pass with a nod; he had no desire to explain
Hallana.
Fara was not inclined to await a diplomatic lead-in. “What did
he ask you? Did he ask you anything else about me?”
“He asked nothing further of you, my lady, nor of anything that
happened at Boar's Head,” Ingrey reassured her. She sat back in
evident relief. “His questions were largely”-he hesitated-“theological.”
Biast did not seem to share his sister's relief. His brows drew
down in renewed concern. “Did they touch on our brother?”
“Only indirectly, my lord.” There seemed no reason not to be
frank with Biast about Oswin's inquiries, although Ingrey was not at all
sure he wanted to reveal his other connections with the scholarly divine
just yet. “He wished to know if I could cleanse Lady Ijada's soul of her
leopard spirit, in the event of her death, as I had seemed to do for the
late prince. I said I did not know.”
Biast dragged one booted toe back and forth over the rug,
frowned down and seemed to grow conscious of the tic, and stilled his
foot. When he looked up, his voice had grown quieter. “Did you really
see the god? Face-to-face?”
“He appeared to me as a young woodland lord of surpassing
beauty. I did not get the sense…” Ingrey paused, uncertain how to
express this. “You have seen children make shadow puppets upon a
wall with their hands. The shadow is not the hand, though it is created
by it. The young man I saw was, I think, the shadow of the god.
Reduced to a simple outline that I could understand. As if there lay
vastly more beyond that I could not see, that would have appeared
nothing at all like the deceptive shadow if I could have taken it in
without…shattering.”
“No, my lord. Are you feeling in need of some?”
Biast's lips huffed on a humorless laugh. “I reach for some
certainty in an uncertain time, I suppose.”
“Then you come to the wrong storehouse,” said Ingrey bitterly.
“The gods give me nothing but hints and riddles and maddening
conundrums. As for my vision, I suppose I must call it, it was for
Boleso's funeral. In that hour, the god attended to his soul alone. In our
hours, we may receive the same undivided scrutiny.”
Fara, rubbing her hand along one skirt-clad thigh in a tension not
unlike her brother's, looked up. The vertical grooves between her thick
eyebrows deepened, as she considered this dark consolation with the
wariness of a burned child studying a fire.
“I spoke at some length last night with Learned Lewko,” Biast
began, and stopped. He squinted at his sister. “Fara, you really don't
look well. Don't you think you had better go lie down for a while?”
The lady-in-waiting nodded endorsement to this idea. “We
could draw the drapes in your chambers, my lady, and make it quite
dark.”
“That might be better.” Fara leaned forward, only to sit staring
down at her feet for a moment before allowing her waiting woman to
pull her reluctantly upright. Biast rose also.
Ingrey seized the moment to conceal calculation in courtesy. “I
am sorry you are so plagued, my lady. But if the inquest returns a
verdict of self-defense, there might be no need for you to be so
imposed upon again.”
Biast saw his sister out, but then left her to her waiting woman;
he looked up and down the corridor a moment before returning to the
chamber, shutting the door firmly behind him. He frowned at his
bannerman Symark and then at Ingrey, as though considering some
comparison, though whether of physical threat or personal discretion,
Ingrey could not guess. Symark was a few years older than his lord and
a noted swordsman; perhaps Biast imagined him a sufficient defense
from Ingrey, should the wolf-lord run mad and attack. Or Symark and
Biast together so, at least. Ingrey did not seek to disabuse the
prince-marshal of this comforting error.
“As I said, I had some conversation with Lewko,” Biast
continued. He sat again by the low table with the tray, gesturing for
Ingrey to do likewise. Ingrey pulled his chair around and composed
himself in close attention. “The Bastard's Order-which I take to mean,
Lewko and a couple of forceful Temple sorcerers-have questioned
Cumril in greater detail, at length.”
“Good. I hope they held his feet to the fire.”
“Something of a sort. I gather they dared not press him to the
point of such disarray that his demon might reascend. That fear alone,
Lewko assured me, was a greater goad to him than any threat to his
body that any inquirer might make.” His brow wrinkled doubtfully.
“I understand this.”
So that's why he had urged Fara out, that he might address these
painful matters discreetly. Ingrey shrugged. “I am no seer. For anyone
seeking the hallow kingship with less backing than you already have, it's
a logical step.”
“Yes, but not my own-” Biast stopped, bit his lip.
Ingrey grasped the chance to cast another thread. “So it seems
Lady Ijada saved your life, as well as her own. And your brother's soul
from a great sin and crime. Or your god did, through her.”
Biast paused as though thinking uneasily about this, then began
again. “I do not know how I earned my brother's hatred.”
“I believe his mind was well and truly unhinged, toward the end.
Boleso's fevered fancies, not any actions of yours, seem to me the
springs of his behavior.”
“I did not realize he was so-so lost. When that first dire incident
with the manservant happened, I wrote my father I would come home,
but he wrote back ordering me to stay at my post. Reducing one
rebellious but ill-provisioned border castle and a few bandit camps
seems to me now a less vital tutorial than what I might have been
learning in the same time at Easthome. I suppose my father wished to
insulate me from the scandal.”
Or, perhaps, to protect him from worse and subtler things? Or
was Biast's diversion to the border in this crisis engineered by other
persuaders? Was the print of Horseriver's hoof anywhere in this?
Biast sighed. “In the fullness of time I expected to receive the
crown from my father's own hands, in his lifetime, like every Stagthorne
king before me. He'd had the election and coronation of my older
brother Byza all planned out three years ago, before Byza's untimely
death. Now I must grasp with my own hands, or let the crown fall.”
“Byza's was a sudden illness, wasn't it?” Ingrey had been gone
from Easthome on an early courier mission for Hetwar to the Low
Ports, and had missed that royal funeral. Biast had received the
prince-marshal's banner that had belonged to his brother before him
only a few weeks later. Had Boleso dwelt too unhealthily upon the
precedent?
Ingrey had last seen the dying hallow king in person some weeks
ago, just before his palsy stroke. He had been yellow-skinned,
belly-swollen, and cheek-sunken even then, his movements heavy and
voice low and slurred. “I think we must pray for other blessings for him,
now.”
Biast stared away, not disputing this. “The charge against
Boleso, if it is not just Cumril's calumny, has left me wondering whom I
can trust.” His gaze, returning to Ingrey, made Ingrey feel rather odd.
“Each man according to his measure, I suppose.”
“This presumes an ability justly to measure men, which begs the
question. Have you taken the measure of my brother-in-law yet?”
“Not, um, entirely.”
“Is he a danger like Boleso?”
“He's…smarter.” And so, Ingrey was beginning to be
convinced, was Biast. “No insult intended,” Ingrey added, in a belated
attempt at tact.
Biast grimaced. “At least, I trust, he is not so mad.”
Silence.
“One does so trust-doesn't one?”
“I trust no one,” Ingrey evaded.
“Them least of all.”
“Mm.” Biast rubbed his neck. “Well, the impending kingship
does not give me joy, under the circumstances, but I am not at all
inclined to hand it on, over my dead body, to monsters.”
“Good, my lord,” said Ingrey. “Hold to that.”
Symark, who had been listening to this exchange with arms
folded, rose and wandered to the window, evidently to check the clock
of the sun, for he turned and gave his master an inquiring look. Biast
nodded in return and stood with a tired grunt; Ingrey came to his feet
likewise.
Biast ran a hand through his hair in a gesture copied or caught,
Ingrey was fairly sure, from Hetwar. “Have you any other advice for
me this day, Lord Ingrey?”
Ingrey was only a year or two older than Biast; surely the prince
could not see him as an authority for that reason. “In all matters of
policy, you are better advised by Hetwar, my lord.”
“And other matters?”
Ingrey hesitated. “For Temple politics, Fritine is most informed,
but beware his favor to his kin. For, ah, practical theology, see Lewko.”
Biast appeared to muse for a moment over the unsettling
implications of that practical. “Why?”
Ingrey's fingers stretched out, then tapped across the ball of his
thumb in order, little finger to index. “Because the Thumb touches all
four other fingers.” The words seemed to fall out of his mouth from
nowhere, and he almost jerked back, startled.
Biast too seemed to find the words fraught beyond their
simplicity, for he gave Ingrey a peculiar stare, unconsciously clenching
his hand. “I shall hold that in my mind. Guard my sister.”
“I'll do my utmost, my lord.”
Biast gave him a nod, gestured Symark ahead of him, and went
out.
The situation seemed to have more need for wits than a strong
sword arm, and if the body was neglected, the brain flagged, too, so
Ingrey took himself to the earl's kitchen to forage a meal, which was
served to him along with certain oblique complaints. After that, he
tracked down Tesko and bullied him into giving back to the scullions
the money he'd won cheating at dice. His servant temporarily cowed,
Ingrey then had him snip and extract the stitches from his scalp and
rebandage his sword hand. The long and ragged tear in his discolored
skin seemed closed, but still tender, and he pressed the gauze wrapping
warily after Tesko tied it off. This should have healed by now.
Autumn dusk crept through the window embrasures as Ingrey
sat on his new bed and meditated. The princess's impending
bereavement curtailed the sort of society that had enlivened Hetwar's
palace of an evening, or demanded Ingrey's services as an escort for its
lord or lady. If Earl Horseriver chose to send him off on some untimely
courier mission, how then could he carry out his princely mandate to
guard Fara, or his self-imposed task to save Ijada? Get one of
Hetwar's men to ride, and remain in Easthome sneaking about spying?
The notion seemed stuffed with disastrous complications. His public
duty to obey the earl was a pitfall waiting to swallow him, it seemed to
Ingrey, and he was not sure Hetwar had quite thought it through.
Could he defy Horseriver? Each of them, it seemed, had been
gifted with kindred powers. Horseriver was vastly more practiced, but
was he stronger? And what did strength mean, in that boundless
hallowed space where visions took seeming shape?
How old is my wolf? The question niggled him, suddenly.
Warily, he turned his perceptions inward, and once more, the sensation
was akin to trying to see his own eyes. The accumulated wolf souls
seemed to meld together into a smooth unity, as though their
boundaries were more permeable somehow; wolves became Wolf in a
way that Earls Horseriver had failed to achieve in that tormented soul's
cannibal descent through the generations of his human kin. Ingrey sifted
the fragmentary lupine memories that had come to him, both in that first
terrible initiation and in later dreams. The viewpoint was odd, and
scents seemed more sharply remembered than sights. A sufficiently
impoverished rural village of recent days was hardly to be distinguished
from a forest town of the lost times.
But suddenly a most peculiar memory surfaced, of chewing with
wolf-puppy teeth upon a piece of boiled leather armor, a cuirass almost
bigger than he was. The chastisement when he'd been caught at it did
not diminish the satisfaction to his sore mouth. The armor had been
quite new, dragged to a corner of some dim and smoky hall. The
design was distinctive, the breast decoration more so, a silhouette of a
wolf's head with gaping jaws burned into the leather with hot iron. My
wolf is as old as the Old Weald, and then some.
As old as Wencel's horse? Older, surely, in a sense, for his wolf
had been abroad, repeatedly reincarnated, for four hundred extra years
before being so bloodily harvested. Part of that time had been spent
high up in the Cantons, judging by the pictures of cold peaks that
lingered in his mind. A long happy period, several domesticated
wolf-lives, in some tiny hamlet in a forgotten vale where seasons and
generations turned in a slow wheel…The attrition of mischance might
have cut short the accumulation of wolf souls, yet had not. Which
suggested in turn that Someone with a long, long attention span might
have been manipulating those chances. Must have been, his mirthless
reason corrected this.
He lay back and sought within himself for that millrace-current
sense of Ijada. The quiet song of it calmed him instantly. She was not,
at this moment, in pain, nor unduly fatigued, except for a tense piling-up
of boredom. It did not follow that she was safe; the banal comfort of
the narrow house was deceptive, that way. Horseriver had named this
link the unintended relict of his murderous geas, and it might be so.
Was not some good salvaged from evil, from time to time? He must
contrive some way to see her again, secretly and soon. And to
communicate. Could this subtle perception be made more explicit? One
yank for yes, two yanks for no. Well, perhaps not that, but there must
be something.
His brooding was interrupted by a page rapping on his door,
bidding him to attend upon the earl. Ingrey armed himself, grabbed up
his long court cloak, and descended to the entry hall, where he found
Horseriver, who could only have come in a short time ago, preparing to
go out again.
With some low-voiced instructions, the earl finished dispatching
an anxious groom, then granted Ingrey a civil nod.
“Where away, my lord?”
“The hallow king's hall.”
“Didn't you just come from there?”
And Horseriver ought to know. From both sides, Ingrey
realized. They were briefly alone in the hall, the servants having been
sent to hurry Fara; Ingrey lowered his voice. “Ought I to suspect you of
some uncanny assassination?”
Wencel shook his head, apparently not the least offended by the
suggestion. “His death comes quite without need of any man's
assistance. At one time-long ago-I might have sought to speed it. Or,
more vainly, to retard it. Now I just wait. A flicker of days, and it is
done.” He vented a long, quiet sigh.
Death, an old familiar, did not disturb Wencel, and yet his
languid weariness seemed a mask, to Ingrey. He was tense with some
hidden anticipation, revealed, barely, only when his eyes repeatedly
checked the staircase for some sign of Fara. At length the princess
appeared: pale, chill, cloaked in black.
Ingrey, bearing a lantern, led the way through the darkening
streets of Kingstown; the sole retainer, he noted, called to this duty.
The evening air was chill and damp-the cobbles would be slippery with
dew by midnight-but overhead the first stars shone down from a
rainless sky. Wencel escorted his wife on his arm with the unfailing cold
courtesy that was his studied habit. Ingrey extended his senses-all of his
senses-yet found no new threat looming in the shadows. Indeed, no.
We are the threats, Wencel and I.
Torches in brackets lit the entrance to the hallow king's hall in a
flickering glow. Only the name recalled the old forest architectures of
timber and thatch, for it was as much a stone palace as any other
Easthome noble pile built during the latter days of Darthacan glory.
Guardsmen hurried to swing wide the wrought-iron gates and bow
apprehensively to the princess and her husband. The sentries seemed
faintly mortified by how useless all their pikes and blades were to
protect their lord from what stalked him tonight. As distant as they still
were from the king's bedchamber, the servants' voices were hushed
and tremulous as they escorted the party along the dim and musty halls.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
THE HALLOW KING'S BEDCHAMBER WAS LESS CROWDED THAN
Ingrey had imagined it. One green-robed physician and his acolyte sat
near the head of the canopied bed with an air of depressed quietude
that acknowledged all their medical efforts now vain. A divine in the
gray garb of the Father's Order waited also, in an inverse mood of
stretched readiness not yet called upon. In a room beyond an
antechamber, out of sight and, thankfully, muffled by the intervening
walls, a five-voice chorus of Temple singers started a hymn. The quintet
sounded hoarse and tired; perhaps they would take a rest soon.
Ingrey studied the king in the bed. He was not weighted by such
dark intrusions as Ingrey's or Wencel's, not shaman, nor sorcerer, nor
saint; he was but a man, if a riveting one even in this last hour. He was a
long way now from the Stagthorne scion Hetwar nostalgically spoke of
from his childhood, who had taken the prince-marshal's banner from his
own father's kingly hand to earn early victory and reputation in a now
half-forgotten border clash with Darthaca. When Ingrey had first
returned to the Weald in Hetwar's train, the king had been hale and
vigorous despite his graying head and all the sorrows of his life. The
past months of creeping illness had aged him speedily, as if to make up
for lost time.
Now his final sleep was upon him. Ingrey hoped Fara had
exchanged whatever last words she wanted with her father earlier, for
there would be no more tonight. The thin, spotted skin, an ugly yellow
shade, indeed bore that waxy sheen Horseriver had named the
harbinger of finality. More: the king's breathing was harsh and hesitant,
each breath drawn in and released, followed by a pause that drew all
eyes, until the chest heaved again, and the gazes dropped away.
The glance Fara cast him was equally devoid of both fear and
consolation, or indeed, much expression at all. Ingrey was impressed
that she did not snarl in return; if offered such a platitude in such a
moment, he would have been tempted to draw steel and run the divine
through. She merely murmured, “Where is my brother Biast? He should
be here. And the archdivine.”
“He was here earlier, my lady, for a good long time, and will
return shortly. I expect the archdivine and my lord Hetwar will be
accompanying him.”
She nodded once and shrugged away from him. His hand
hesitated in air, as if to offer another consolatory pawing, but
fortunately he thought better of it, stepping away to leave the princess in
her stolid sorrow.
Horseriver stood watching all this with his feet braced a little
apart, the picture of a supporting spouse and lord. His face seemed no
more stern than the occasion demanded. It was only to Ingrey's eye
that he seemed crouched like a cat at a mousehole. What more was
about to happen in this room than the long-expected death of an aged
man, even if aged king? Horseriver had been hovering in Easthome for
weeks. What did he await, besides the end of this vigil? And if his
presence here was so vital to his schemes, how much had it maddened
him to have to break away and tend to the untimely intrusion of
Boleso's funeral?
There are two hallow kings in this room. How can there be
two?
The question Ingrey had asked in Hetwar's chambers, to which
he'd received no satisfactory reply, came back to him now. What made
the hallow kingship hallowed? Ingrey could barely guess. Horseriver,
he suspected, knew.
Ingrey felt his own blood pulsing through his veins. He would
have thought the piling up of his wolf's wolf-lives, and of Horseriver's
stallion's horse-lives, would have made each more quintessentially wolf
or horse, but it seemed not; it was as though all such wisdom-creatures
converged on some common center, the denser and deeper they grew.
They are both a lot like each other, Ijada had said. Indeed.
The hymn singers came to the end of their piece, and stopped; a
faint shuffling suggested a recess. The Mother's acolyte had been
dispatched down the corridor to watch out for Prince-marshal Biast.
The divine had walked to the other side of the chamber and was
helping himself to a glass of water. From the bed came a labored
breath that was not followed by another.
Fara's face went stiffer, her eyes glassy with moisture that did
not fall. Horseriver stepped briefly forward only to hand her a lace
handkerchief, which she clutched with a spasm of her hand, then
stepped back. The earl did not say anything foolish. He did not say
anything at all.
He did shift back a pace, then rose almost on his toes, stretching
his arms out like a falconer calling his bird to him.
Ingrey boiled up to full alertness, craning his neck and straining
his senses. Ingrey could not see souls, as saints were reputed to do. He
discerned the departing essence only because something unwound
from it in its passing, spooling off like some heady perfume spiraling
through the air. Gods, he had more than felt before; only by that
experience could he identify the vast Presence that raised his hackles
like a breath in the dark. But this One was not to his address, and was
gone with its prize before his pupils could widen in a futile effort to take
it in.
Ingrey caught the moment when Horseriver's head jerked back
and breathed the kingship in. The earl staggered a little, as though a
great eagle had landed upon those outstretched falconer's arms. His
eyes squeezed shut, he folded his arms around himself, and he breathed
out in a satisfied huff. When his eyes snapped open again, they blazed.
Holy fire, thought Ingrey. And, So fast! What just happened?
Surely Horseriver had not-no, he had not waylaid the hallow king's
departing soul and taken it in like another spirit animal atop the dark,
distorted hoard he held already. And his spell for deathlessness
captured body and soul both, leaving his own corpse behind like an
emptied husk. Ingrey whispered in mystification to Wencel, “Have you
stolen a blessing from the gods…?”
Horseriver's faint mirth nearly melted his heart. “This”-the earl
gestured down himself, barely breathing the words-“was never the
gods'. We made it ourselves. It belongs here. It was wrenched from
me two and a half centuries ago. Now it returns. For a little time.”
The Father's divine, oblivious to all this, had hurried to the
hallow king's bedside, where the physician was bent over making his
final examination. They murmured together in grave consultation. The
divine signed the corpse and himself, and began intoning a short prayer.
So. Wencel was revealed in another lie, or half-truth; Ingrey
could not summon the least surprise anymore. There had not been two
hallow kings in this room; there had been two partial kings, mutually
crippled, each holding hostage the other's fulfillment. Now there was
one, whole again. Ingrey shivered under the terrible weight of his
sovereign smile.
Fara turned to glance at her husband: her eyes widened and her
breath drew in. If she saw one-tenth the towering glamour with her
ordinary eyes that Ingrey sensed with his shaman's sight, he could not
wonder at her sudden awe. Horseriver licked his thumb again and
touched her brow, then moved to embrace her, leaning their foreheads
together in a gesture one might mistake for comfort or blessing. Fara's
eyes, when he drew back, were glazed and staring. Ingrey wondered if
his own eyes looked just like that.
His arm around his wife's waist as if to support her, the earl
turned to the Father's divine. “Tell my brother-in-law, when he arrives,
that I have taken the princess home to lie down. All of this has brought
on one of her debilitating headaches, I'm afraid.”
The divine, suddenly very attentive to the earl, nodded eager
understanding. “Of course, my lord. I am so sorry for your loss, my
lady. But your father's soul is born now into a better world.”
Horseriver's lips twisted. “Indeed, all men are born pregnant
with their own deaths. The experienced eye can watch it quicken within
them day by day.”
The divine flinched at this disturbing metaphor, but plowed on
sturdily. “I'm not sure that-”
Horseriver held up a restraining hand, and the man fell silent at
once. “Peace. Tell the prince-marshal that we will meet with him in the
morning. Late morning, probably. He may begin the arrangements as he
wills.”
“Ingrey…” Horseriver turned to his retainer, and his lips drew
back on the most disquieting smile yet. His voice dropped to an eerie
low register that vibrated through Ingrey's bones. “Heel.”
Furious, fascinated, and frantic, Ingrey bowed and followed his
master out.
HORSERIVER HUSTLED HIS WIFE AND INGREY SWIFTLY AND ALONE
through the darkened corridors of the hallow king's hall. Another
murmur of Peace had the gate guards saluting them through without
hindrance or question. They turned into the night streets, the air growing
misty in the gathering chill. As they rounded the first corner, Ingrey
looked back over his shoulder and saw a procession of swinging
lanterns. Voices carried through the fog: Biast and a noble company
hurrying back to his father's deathbed. Too late. Ingrey's ear picked
out Hetwar's voice, replying to the prince-marshal. He wondered if
Hetwar carried the hallow king's seal that was his charge in its oak box,
together with the silver hammer to break it at the bedside.
Horseriver's party was lightless, black-cloaked, stepping softly;
Ingrey doubted anyone from the prince-marshal's retinue saw them at
all. They started down the hill. A few streets farther on, they did not
turn aside to Horseriver's mansion as Ingrey expected, but continued till
the stable mews loomed out of the darkness. The doors were open
wide, and a few lanterns, hung from the rafters, burned softly within the
redolent space.
A groom scrambled up from the bench by the outer wall and
bowed fearfully as the earl approached. “All is ready, my lord. The
clothes are in the tack room.”
“Good. Stay a moment.”
Horseriver pointed to a lantern, which Ingrey reached up and
retrieved, then led them through the open door of the tack room.
Harness glowed on the wall pegs, with leather burnished and
brightwork shining. Across some empty saddle racks, three piles of
garments waited. Ingrey recognized his own riding leathers, together
with his boots standing below. Another was a woman's riding habit in
some wine-dark fabric picked out with gold thread. Horseriver
gestured to the piles. “Clothe yourselves,” he addressed Fara and
Ingrey equally, “and make ready to ride.”
Stone-faced, Fara dropped her voluminous cloak, which
whispered to the wooden floor. “I must have help with the buttons, my
lord,” she said levelly.
“Ah, yes.” Horseriver grimaced, and with practiced fingers undid
the row of tiny pearl buttons down her back from their velvet loops.
Ingrey stripped off court cloak, town shoes, and silver-stitched jerkin
and had his leathers hiked up and fastened before Fara's dress and
petticoats fell in a pool at her feet. He did not think either of them was
prey to embarrassment at this unexpected intimacy. Exaltation,
bewilderment, and terror left no room for lesser emotions. He slipped
his boots on and straightened, then cinched up his belt for knife and
scabbard. His unholy liege lord was still absorbed in the intricacies of
his wife's garb.
As the earl raised his arms to help Fara into her jacket, Ingrey's
eye caught the gleam of new leather from a knife sheath at his waist.
New sheath; new knife? Quietly, he backed out of the tack room into
the stable aisle. Could he defy Horseriver's entrancing will? If he could
think resistance, surely he could act it? If he did not think too hard?
Ijada, what is happening to you now? He could no longer tell. This
moment was clearly well prepared for; with Ingrey securely leashed,
had the earl readied some fatal assault on that narrow house, as well?
He was still standing there struggling…not so much to move, as
to want to move, when the earl appeared again, his own town robes
exchanged for leathers and boots, escorting Fara firmly with one hand
clenched around her upper arm. Horseriver glanced aside at the empty
stall and, to Ingrey's dismay, merely smiled sourly. “You almost frighten
me,” he remarked in passing. “That was inspired. So nearly right.
Perhaps I should muzzle you, as well.”
He said no more, but aimed Fara into the straight stall where
Ijada's chestnut mare shifted uneasily.
“I'm afraid of that horse, my lord,” Fara quavered.
“Not for much longer, I promise you,” he murmured back.
Ingrey could not see more over the boards and past the vine-decorated
metal bars than the horse's flickering ears and the tops of Horseriver's
blond and Fara's dark heads, but he heard a leathery whisper as of a
knife being drawn. A low murmur from the earl in words he half
recognized made his blood race and raised all the hairs on his arms.
Then a meaty thunk, a truncated squeal, a jerk against a head rope that
shook the walls-then a thudding of a heavy body collapsing, convulsing,
and going still.
The two heads moved back into the aisle. Fara was leaning
against Horseriver, shuddering fiercely. If blood spattered her riding
costume, it did not show in the dark. “What have you done to me…?”
she moaned.
“Sh,” Horseriver soothed her. He touched her brow with his
thumb again, renewing her glassy stare. The horse-shadow, too,
quieted, though seeming more benumbed than calmed. “It will be well.
Come along, now.”
The apprehensive groom had reappeared. “My lord? What
was-”
“Fetch the horses.”
The three saddled horses were marshaled in the darkened court
before the mews. The groom and Horseriver between them boosted
Fara aboard her bay mare; Horseriver himself checked her girths,
adjusted her boots in her stirrups, smoothed her split skirts, closed her
trembling gloved hands tightly over her reins.
“Mount up,” Horseriver directed Ingrey, handing him the gray
gelding's reins. Ingrey did so, though the horse skittered and hopped
beneath him, trying to get its head down and buck. Horseriver glanced
back and cast another Peace! over his shoulder in a voice of mild
irritation, and Ingrey's mount settled down, if still uneasily. The earl
closed the stable doors behind them.
The groom gave Horseriver a leg up, and the earl caught up his
stirrups with the toes of his boots without looking, settling himself in his
saddle. He reached down and laid a beneficent palm across the
groom's forehead. “Go home. Sleep. Forget.”
The groom's eyes went vague, and he turned away, yawning.
Horseriver raised a hand and called to Ingrey and Fara,
“Follow.” He wheeled his mount and led off at a walk into the foggy
dark. Hooves scraped on the sloping cobbles, the sound echoing off
the walls of the buildings as they wound down through the Kingstown
streets.
As they passed through the empty market square, Horseriver
leaned over the side of his saddle, pressed his hand to his stomach, and
quietly retched. He spat something dark and wet upon the paving
bricks. Ingrey, passing after, smelled not bile but blood. Does he bleed
for his weirding voice as I do for mine? More discreetly, it seemed.
And how much of that treasure had he misspent for Ingrey's murderous
geas, that he named it too much?
Where are we going? Why does he want us? What are we
going to do when we get there?
Ingrey gritted his teeth in frustration that he'd had no chance to
send a message. Or leave one…He tried to imagine what folk would
make tomorrow morning of the mess left in the stables: three horses
and the stag gone, one mare bloodily dead, an untidy pile of court dress
left on the tack room floor. They had left Easthome swiftly and quietly,
to be sure, but by no means in secret. For Fara's sake alone, there
would surely be pursuit. Then whatever Horseriver plans, he expects
it to go quickly, before pursuit can arrive. Should I seek delay?
It was Ingrey's charge to spy on Horseriver and guard Fara. So
far the first was going swimmingly, in a way, but he was surely making a
hash of the second, for all that he rode beside her seeming to guard her
still. He'd made an effort with the stag that had proved sadly
misdirected. His lurid fear that Horseriver might want his wife for some
bizarre blood sacrifice did not stand up to reasonable examination. She
could not be hanged from a tree as courier to the gods in her new
horse-spirit-ridden state, nor was she virgin for all her barrenness. Nor
did Ingrey think that Horseriver wanted to communicate with the gods,
beyond obscene gestures of defiance. And where were They, in this
night of inexplicable events?
A hallow king's banner-carrier was traditionally a close kinsman.
Symark was second cousin to Biast, and had been his elder brother
Byza's bannerman before that. The late king's own longtime bannerman
had died half a year before him, from natural causes, and the old man
had delayed replacing him-anticipating his own end even then and
scorning to set some latecomer in that treasured companion's place? Or
had a new appointment been blocked by Horseriver, for arcane
reasons? A hallow king needed a bannerman of his own high blood, to
match his honor. Or banner-woman? Ingrey glanced aside at Fara,
clinging to her mount, her face pale and shadowed. She was an
adequate horsewoman only. This night would test her endurance.
Hetwar would blister him for this. If he lived. If he lived, Ingrey
decided, Hetwar could blister him to his heart's content. Better-if he
and Fara lived, it would set an interesting conundrum for Ijada's judges.
Any precedent of punishment or reprieve to Ijada for bearing her
leopard must logically apply also to the princess and her new
night-mare. I think I could do something with this. And if I couldn't,
I'll wager Oswin could.
They neared the Stork and turned north along the main river
road. The moonlight reflecting off the river's broad surface filtered in
bright bursts through the trees lining the banks. Past the clip of hooves
and creak of leather Ingrey could hear the faint rippling of the current,
mixing with the whisper of falling leaves.
He kneed Wolf forward to match the big chestnut's long gait.
“Sire, where are we going?”
North. They could be in flight to exile in the Cantons, but
somehow Ingrey thought not. A two-day ride at a courier's pace would
bring them to the edge of the Raven Range…
“The Wounded Woods. Bloodfield.”
“Holytree that was. Very good, my wise wolfling.”
Ingrey waited, but Horseriver added nothing else. After a
moment, the earl urged his horse into a canter, and the other two
mounts snorted and picked up the pace.
Ingrey's reason still worked, it seemed. It was his emotions that
Horseriver's kingship had overwhelmed. What a strange geas-no, this
was no mere spell. Not at all like the tight, self-contained parasite
magic he had fought and defeated at Red Dike. This was something
else, huge and old and strong. Older than Horseriver himself? Nor did
it feel intrinsically evil, though all gifts turned to despair in Horseriver's
age-blackened hands.
The terrible charisma of kings…men crept close, longing to bask
in it, for something more than material reward. The lure of heroism, the
benediction of action, might have only death for its prize, and yet men
flocked to the king's banner. The seductive promise of perfection of self
in service to this high bright-seeming thing?
Horseriver had not made his kingship out of himself alone, all
those centuries ago. He had received it as heirloom-time immemorial
was all too true a phrase for a tradition that knew no writing to bind the
years in tame ranks, but the kin tribes had been on this ground so long
they seemed as old as the great dark forest itself. Whatever royal magic
they had made out of themselves, they had been making it for a very,
very long time.
The old kinsmen, even by their own accounts, had been a
collection of arrogant, stiff-necked, bloody-minded, and
bloody-handed madmen. It would take something as intense as this
burning glamour to bring them into any sort of line, however ragged.
Fear of Audar had driven them, to be sure, in their late days, but fear
was as likely to scatter efforts like leaves in a storm as to concentrate
them. How much energy had Horseriver possessed, how much
expended, to bring that great rite at Holytree even to a beginning, let
alone to fruition? If this was his kingship's last dying gasp, what must it
have been in its fierce prime?
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
BY THE TIME THE MOON WAS HIGH, THE LATHERED HORSES were
flagging. They were miles beyond the point at which a royal courier
would have stopped to change mounts, and Ingrey was beginning to
wonder if Horseriver planned for them to ride the animals to death,
when the earl finally allowed his big chestnut to drop to a weary walk.
After a few more minutes, he pointed and led them off the road toward
a farmhouse set alone in the trees toward the river. A lantern hung from
its porch rafters, burning faint and red in the moon-blue dark.
Three horses were waiting, tied to the railing. As they
dismounted a Horseriver groom scrambled up from a bedroll and set
about transferring the tack. Horseriver allowed only enough time for
Ingrey and Fara to consume some cheese wrapped in bread, swallow
some ale, and visit the privy behind the house before mounting and
taking to the road again. Fara was pale and strained, but the hallow
king's will held her to her grim task of clinging to her fresh horse and
galloping once more.
Even Ingrey was swaying in his saddle by the time they stopped
again, at another old thatched farmhouse just over a hill from the main
river road. They had passed no other riders in the deep night, and had
swung quietly around the walled villages lying farther and farther apart
up the narrowing Stork. Fara fairly fell out of her saddle into her
husband's arms.
“It is just as well. Even you and I could not ride straight through
without stopping. We'll take a rest here.”
An arranged rest, clearly, for a daunted-looking farm girl
appeared to take Fara in charge and lead her into the house. The earl
followed another Horseriver groom, obviously stationed here for this
duty, as he led the horses around behind the rambling house to a
rickety shed. Wencel looked over the waiting remounts and grunted
satisfaction. No farm nags, these, but more horses sent ahead from the
earl's own stables.
This flight was well planned, it seemed. Pursuers might inquire at
roadside inns and other public liveries where men in a hurry could rent
remounts, yet find no trace of them, no witnesses, no abandoned
horses. To stop and inquire at every farmhouse along the Stork
between Easthome and the northern border would waste precious time,
even for men with such resources as the prince-marshal and Hetwar.
And they would have half a dozen other roads away from Easthome in
all directions to search, as well.
To what degree can I resist this kingly geas? Ingrey
wondered, in a sort of melted desperation. If he could but once gather
the will and wits, that is. Would escape from the range of Wencel's
voice break this false calm in which he seemed to float, would the
trance falter if Wencel's attention was divided? Ingrey felt as hungry for
that royal regard as a dog desiring a bone from its master or a boy a
smile from his father. The dogged fawning merely made him grit his
teeth, but that Horseriver should so casually pilfer a filial loyalty Lord
Ingalef had never lived to enjoy sent a vein of molten rage through
Ingrey's heart. Still he found himself creeping after his lord like a cold
tired child huddling to a hearth.
“It is beautiful, my lord,” Ingrey said, nodding to the light-frosted
view.
Wencel's lips twitched in an odd little grimace. “I have seen
enough moonsets.” He added after a moment, “Enjoy it while you can.”
A disturbingly ambiguous remark, Ingrey thought. “Why do we
gallop? What foe do we outrace? Pursuit from Easthome?”
“That as well.” Wencel stretched his back. “Time is not my
friend. Thanks to the Stagthorne kin's shrewd habit of electing their
sons hallow kings in their fathers' lifetimes, it has been more than a
hundred and twenty years since the last interregnum. The effort of
creating another such gap seems overwhelming to me, just now. I shall
seize this one.” His lips drew back. “Or die trying does not apply.”
So, Hetwar's suspicions seemed sustained; Horseriver did covet
the election, and had been manipulating the ordainers. And possibly the
lives and deaths of potential rival candidates, as well? “Is this all to
make yourself hallow king again, then?”
Horseriver snorted. “I am hallow king. I need no further
making.”
He had needed something, however; some missing piece, spun
off from the old Stagthorne king's departing soul. Some…half magic, or
fragment of the Weald: but surely not political in its nature. “Hallow
king in name and form, then. Publicly elected and acclaimed.”
“If I had desired the name of king of this benighted land, I could
have taken it years ago, Ingrey,” Horseriver said mildly. “In a better
body, too.”
“If you don't want to win the election for yourself, what do you
want?”
“To delay it.”
Ingrey blinked grimy eyes. “Will this flight do that?”
“Well enough. The absence of one earl-ordainer”-Horseriver
touched his chest-“alone would not be enough, but Biast will be
distracted by Fara's disappearance on the eve of her father's funeral,
once he discovers it. I have planted a few other disruptions. The
multiple proxies I left for different candidates should be good for
several days of argument all by themselves, when they surface.” He
grinned briefly and not especially humorously.
Ingrey hardly knew what to reply to that, although the term
interregnum seemed to rumble in his mind, fraught with elusive weight.
Through the mellow glow of his embezzled fealty, he gleaned his wits,
and asked, “What was the stag for?”
“What, hadn't you guessed?”
“I thought you meant to invest it in Fara, to make her a spirit
warrior, or to carry something away from her father. But then you
chose the mare.”
“When playing against the gods, sudden unexpected ploys
sometimes work better than deep-laid plans. Even They cannot block
every chance. The stag was a great beast in the making; four stag-lives
it has accumulated since I began it. But the hallow king's death fell
before the stag was ready. I don't know if They hastened the one or
delayed the other.”
“Someone. I had not yet decided whom. Were it not for
securing you instead, I would have had to chance the unripe beast.
Your wolf is surer, despite being less, ah, tame. Stronger. Better.”
Ingrey declined to wag his tail at this pat, though it took effort.
Better for whom? His exhausted mind struggled to put the pieces
together. A shaman, a banner-carrier, a hallow king, and the sacred
ground of Holytree. And blood, no doubt. There had to be blood in
there somewhere. Assemble them and achieve…what? No mere
material purpose, surely. What was Wencel about, that the gods
themselves should struggle to invade the world of matter to oppose it?
What could Wencel aspire to beyond his bedazzling kingship?
What was greater than a king? Had Wencel's aspirations
outgrown matter altogether? Four had become Five once, in the
legendary past; could Five become Six?
“What do you plan to make of yourself, then? A god, or
demigod?”
Wencel choked on his wine. “Ah, youth! So ambitious! And you
yourself have seen a god, you claim. Go to bed, Ingrey. You're
driveling.”
“What, then?” Ingrey asked stubbornly, although he did press
himself to his feet.
“I told you what I wanted. You have forgotten.”
I want my world back, Wencel had cried in fierce despair into
Ingrey's face. He had not forgotten, and wasn't sure he could if he tried.
“No. But it cannot be had.”
“Just so. Go to bed. We ride at midmorning.”
Ingrey staggered into the farmhouse to find the cot that had been
prepared for him, then lay staring upward in the dark despite his
weariness. Surely his thrall to Horseriver was not absolute, or it would
not chafe him so. Wencel's glamour sat ill upon his crooked shoulders,
like a king's gilded armor, made in the flush of his youth, put upon a
wizened old man. A dissonance between the man and his kingship that
even Ingrey could sense whispered through the fissures.
His own present duties, to penetrate Horseriver's secrets and to
defend Fara, both glued him to Horseriver's side perforce. Perhaps an
effort to escape was premature. Better to lull his captor, watch, and
wait his chance? Trust in the pursuit that his reason and private
knowledge told him must follow? Pray?
He hadn't prayed before bed in his adult life. But sleep gave
dreams and in dreams, gods sometimes walked. And talked. His
dreams were no garden for Them to stroll in, as Hallana's were said to
be, but in this remnant of night he prayed to be possessed.
BUT WHATEVER INGREY DREAMED VANISHED UPON AWAKENING. He
shot up with a start when the groom shook his shoulder. Washbasin,
food, and drink were thrust at him; Wencel had them on the road again
within half the turning of a glass.
The rising land grew ever more rural and remote. There were
other people and beasts on the road now in the broad day: farm
wagons, pack trains, slower riders, sheep, cows, pigs. Wencel's gallop
of last night gave way to a less conspicuous canter, alternated with
trotting and walking where the road grew steep or, increasingly, bad.
Nonetheless it was apparent that the pace was finely calculated to
wring the maximum distance from their mounts in the minimum time. An
hour after noon, another aging farmhouse yielded up another meal and
change of horses.
Given the effect that Wencel's kingship had on him, it occurred
to Ingrey to wonder what it would do to women. He watched Fara's
response to Wencel, seeking his female mirror. She was dazzled, even
astonished, when her eyes rested on her transformed husband, her lips
parting in unconscious desire. But not happy. She already possessed
what other women might vainly aspire to, and yet…not. Wencel's gaze
in return offered nothing but cool evaluation, as though she were a
mount of dubious soundness somehow foisted upon him, and she
flinched under the disdain. Fara might not be brilliant or brave, but
neither was she safe to betray. She had resisted Wencel's perceived
infidelity before, if to disastrous consequence. Was she as entirely his
chattel as he seemed to think?
Was Ingrey? Ingrey sought inward. His wolf and he were no
longer divisible in this life, but it seemed to him that the uncanny part of
himself was more fully and fawningly under Horseriver's spell than the
rational. The part of him that thought in words remained more free. He
had chained his wolf once, when he'd been younger and more
frightened and bewildered than this. If the hallow king had leashed his
wolf, did he truly control all there was of Ingrey?
He seeks speed. To resist, I should seek delay.
Horseriver slowed them to a walk again, looking leftward. At
length, he turned toward the river upon a lesser road, and the horses
slithered down a long bank through a thin screen of pine trees. Dirt
gave way to stones; they faced not a rickety rural bridge, but a ford
across the upper Stork. The Raven Range gave forth steady and
abundant springs. The water here was not in so muddy a spate as the
ford at which Boleso's cortege had so nearly come to grief, but the
river was wide and deep despite the recent drought in this region that
put a dusty autumn haze in the blue air.
Both horses stumbled, and Fara's went down. Ingrey had
already kicked his feet free of his stirrups. He lunged out of his saddle,
slid over the flanks of her plunging horse, and made a valiant grab for
the princess.
She'd kept a grasp on one stirrup. Her wallowing mount might
well have towed her to the far bank, but Ingrey's grip and weight
yanked her away. She gave a brief cry ending in a gurgle as her head
went under. Horseriver whipped around in time to see Ingrey trying to
pull her back to the surface as they both were swept downstream.
“Stay!” the earl cried. Ingrey jerked in response, but though
that uncanny voice might command man or beast, it had no effect on
the heavy current. The water was chill but not bitterly so, and this time,
Ingrey managed to avoid clouting his head on a boulder. But this time,
he also discovered immediately, his partner could in truth not swim. He
renewed his grip on the flailing woman and gasped as he in turn went
under, and his struggle for breath grew as unfeigned as hers.
He still managed to push them back into the swiftest current
three times, as his longer legs dragged the gravel, until at last the stream
broadened and slowed in a pool so shallow that even Fara's feet could
touch bottom. Sliding and floundering, they waded to shore.
Ingrey scanned the bank. They had passed some mighty tangles
of brush, a stretch of high and rocky overhangs that had constricted the
waters into a frighteningly speedy chute, and now, a clot of young
willows growing thickly along the farther shore. Wencel, especially if
he'd stopped to secure their abandoned mounts, would not soon catch
up with them. Ingrey had a very clear idea of just how much delay such
a sopping mishap might cause, and hoped to extend it even further.
It was not in Ingrey's present interests to clarify this. “My duty,
my lady. And my fault-my horse stumbled into yours.”
“I thought I-I thought we were both going to drown.”
So did I. “No, my lady.”
“Did we…” she hesitated, turning her dark eyes up at him. “Did
we escape?”
Ingrey took a long breath, and let it out slowly. Distance from
the hallow king was, as he'd hoped, sobering-but not enough. The
unwanted sense of Wencel that had replaced his link with Ijada was still
present, body deep. The earl was urgent, somewhere upstream. But
not panicked. “I don't think so. But we may be able to delay.”
“To what end?”
“We must be followed. You must be followed. Maybe more
quickly than Wencel thinks. Biast will be frantic on your behalf.” The
earl might have pictured them not being missed till the next day, but
Ijada would have known instantly. Would she have thought him killed?
Would she have been able to communicate with anyone? Lewko,
Hallana? Would Gesca have listened to her pleas to seek them, late last
night? Once faintly guilty for intimidating Gesca on her behalf, Ingrey
was now sorry he had not terrorized the lieutenant more. Five gods
help her. And us.
And if They are as interested as They seemed, where are
They now, curse Them?
Fara stood shivering in a patch of sunlight, her heavy sodden
garments clinging to her solid form, hair knocked loose from its braiding
tailing in wet, miserable strands down her face. Ingrey was in little
better case, wet leathers squeaking irritatingly as he moved. He
stepped apart, drew his blades, and made a futile effort to wipe them
dry.
“Holytree, that was. Bloodfield. The Wounded Woods that are.”
“Ijada's woods? Her dower land?” She stared in astonishment.
“Is this for her, somehow?”
“The other way around. It is the Woods that Wencel desires,
not their heiress. They are old, old and accursed.”
Fara's face pinched in, half-reassured, half-more alarmed.
“Why? Why did he drag me from Papa's deathbed, what evil thing
does he intend? Why did he defile me with this, this…” She turned in a
circle, clawing at her breast as if she could so dig out her unwanted
haunt.
Ingrey caught her clay-cold hands and held them. “Stop, lady. I
do not know why you are wanted. Ijada thought I was destined to
cleanse the ghosts of the Woods of their spirit animals, as I did for
Prince Boleso. If this is what Wencel wants of me, I don't know why
he doesn't just say so; it seems no improper charge.”
She looked up at him eagerly. “Can you take this horrible animal
thing out of me, as well? As you did for my brother? Now?”
“Not while you live. The Old Weald shamans cleansed their
comrades' souls only after death, it appears.”
“Then you had best outlive me,” she said slowly.
“I don't know. I don't know what will happen.”
Her face grew stonier. She grated, “I could make certain of it.”
“No, lady!” His grip tightened. “We are not in such dire straits
yet, though I will swear to you if you wish that I will try, if our deaths
fall out that way.”
She gripped him back, looking disturbingly possessive for an
instant. “Perhaps. Perhaps.” She released him and wrapped her arms
around her torso, shoulders hunching.
“Then you could not cleanse Wencel, alive, either,” she
continued, brows pinching in worry.
“Wencel, well, Wencel is not just infested with a simple spirit
horse like yours. He is…possessed, I suppose is as good a word as
any, by a spirit, a soul, a concatenation…he claims, anyway, to be the
sundered ghost of the last hallow king of the Old Weald.” More than
claims. “Kept alive whether he will or nil by a great spell based in
Bloodfield.”
Her voice went hushed. “Do you think he has gone mad?”
“Yes.” He added reluctantly, “But he's not lying. Not about that.”
Fara stared at him for a long, long moment. He almost expected
her to ask, Do you think you have gone mad? to which Ingrey did
not know the answer, but instead she said, “I felt it when he changed.
He changed last night, when Papa died.”
“Yes. He reclaimed his kingship, or some missing part of it.
Now he is…well, I'm not sure what he is. But he races time.”
She shook her head. “Wencel always ignored time. He was
maddening, that way.”
“This thing in Wencel's body isn't really Wencel. I have to keep
remembering that.”
She rubbed her temples.
“Is your head bothering you?” Ingrey asked cautiously.
“No. It's very strange.”
How should they delay further? Split up, so as to take longer to
find? A clever notion; he could get back in the water, which was
immune to the hallow king's glamour, and let it carry him downstream
for miles until Wencel overtook him. Ingrey tried to remember if they'd
passed any waterfalls coming up. But no. He could not leave this
woman alone, shivering in the wilderness, waiting for the uncanny
chimera she'd married to find her. “Prince-marshal Biast commanded
me to guard you. We cannot separate.”
“Wencel will search first along the banks. Let us at least go a
little more into the woods.”
It would not be enough to elude Horseriver altogether; he could
already feel the tug of their tie, growing tighter. But truth to tell, he was
becoming wildly curious about Bloodfield. He wanted to see it, needed
to see it. And the straightest way was to let Horseriver take him there.
But not too swiftly. Wencel might have had all he required in Ingrey
and Fara, but Ingrey didn't think he had all he needed. I need Ijada.
I'm sure of it. Did Horseriver know it, to separate them so? Trust in
the gods, They will supply? Hardly. He wondered suddenly if it was
as hard for the gods to have faith in Ingrey as it was for him to have
faith in Them, and a weird wild urge to show Them how it should be
done swept him for a moment.
Whatever fey look had possessed him made Fara step back. “I
will follow you,” she said faintly.
They turned to scramble into the brush. Over rotting logs, up
past the high-water mark of a second stony bank, into deeper shade.
Out across a sunny meadow high with purple thistles and prickling
weeds that laid a dotted trail of burrs on their damp clothes. Through
scratching brambles into more shade, laced with fine spiderwebs that
caught across their mouths. The hike did some good, he thought, if only
to render them drier by the exercise.
But the crashing of a large animal sounded through the woods
soon enough. There was nothing in this waste more dangerous than
what sought them already, but it need not be more dangerous to be
dangerous enough. Ingrey froze, hand on his hilt, and Fara cowered
near him, until Horseriver's mount emerged from the blinking shadows,
snorting displeasure at the clutching undergrowth that scraped its hide.
“Thank you, Lord Ingrey,” Wencel said, riding up.
“Sire.”
“My horse stumbled,” said Fara, unasked. “I almost drowned.
Lord Ingrey held me up.”
Ingrey did not bother correcting that to I clambered on top of
Lord Ingrey. A matter of viewpoint, he decided. His had been largely
underwater.
“Aye, I saw,” said Wencel
Not all, or you wouldn't be thanking me so sincerely.
Wencel's look at Ingrey was searching but not unduly suspicious.
“Get her up,” said Wencel, holding out his hand, and Ingrey
cupped his hands for the princess's muddy foot and boosted her up
behind her husband. He took up station after the horse, to let it trample
down the trail and rake off the spiderwebs, and followed Wencel
wearily back upstream.
It took upwards of an hour for them to find the road again, and
then they turned back eastward for more than half a mile to the river
where Wencel had left their horses tied. There, to Ingrey's silent
satisfaction, they found that Fara's horse had strained a tendon in its
fall. Wencel pulled its tack off and turned it loose, had Ingrey lash the
spare gear behind his own mount's saddle, heaved Fara up behind him
once more, and led off west at a much slower pace.
Four hours lost at least, perhaps more by the time they dragged
in to their next stop. Not enough. It's a start.
Ingrey had added another two hours to his tally by the time they
turned off the back road to a grubby and impoverished little settlement
scarcely meriting the name of hamlet. A rotting timber palisade
provided bare defense from wild beasts and none from evil men. The
sun was setting; Horseriver frowned at its yellow glint through the trees.
Wencel was indifferent to a set of surroundings that made Fara
recoil. She was so unnerved by the slatternly sallow woman with no
teeth and a near-unintelligible dialect, drafted to serve her, that she
made Ingrey act her maid instead. He himself ended up sleeping on a
blanket across her doorway, screened with only a tattered curtain,
which she took for courtly devotion; Ingrey didn't explain that it was
excuse to avoid the infested straw pallet he'd been offered. If Wencel
slept, Ingrey did not see where.
DESPITE THE POOR AND IMPROVISED BEDDING, BOTH HE AND Fara
rose late the following morning, drained by exhaustion of both body
and heart. Without haste, but without undue delay, Wencel led them
once more onto the rural road, in places hardly more than a track,
which skirted the Raven Range now rising to their right.
The Ravens were rugged but not high; no snow, either early or
late, clung to their green-and-brown heights, though here and there
some sheer fall of rock, gleaming in the sun, gave the illusion of ice.
Their deep folds were rucked up like a blanket, cut with sharp ravines
and secret places. Autumn had turned their summer verdure to gold,
brown, and in places splashes of scarlet like sword cuts, laced in turn
by the dark green of pines and firs. Beyond the first line of slopes, seen
through an occasional gap, the humped ranks swiftly receded into a
hazy blue distance that blended imperceptibly with the horizon, as
though these hills marched to some boundless otherworld.
Ingrey wondered how in five gods' names Great Audar had ever
dragged an army through here, at speed. His respect for the old
Darthacan grew despite all. Even though Audar had lacked the uncanny
charisma of the hallow kings he opposed, his leadership must have
been impassioned.
For a little while, they joined a larger road until they crossed the
river by the stone bridge just above the town. Under the arches,
lashings of timber and some barrels moved down the rocky stream,
attended by nimble men and boys with poles. They passed carts,
trudging husbandmen with their beasts, pack trains of mules. Horseriver
hurried them along here without pausing, turning upstream, ignoring a
main crossroad, then once more striking west into the woodlands on a
lesser track.
Horseriver marked the course of the sun and picked up the pace
for a while, but as the track dwindled was forced to a more careful
progress. The horses labored up and slid down the steepening slopes.
More up than down, and finally they turned right onto a faint trail,
heaved up a short slope, and descended into a hidden dell.
No hamlet or farmhouse awaited here, but a mere campsite. A
pair of grooms jumped up as they approached and ran to take the
horses. The usual three remounts were picketed among the trees:
sturdy cobs, this time, rather than the long-striding hot-blooded
coursers Horseriver had favored for the roads. Fara, exhausted,
dismounted slowly and stiffly and stared in dismay at her next proposed
abode, bedrolls sheltered in a stand of fir trees, less even than last
night's dire hovel. If she had ever camped before on royal hunts, Ingrey
was fairly sure her days had ended in silken pavilions attended by
cooing handmaidens and all possible comforts. Here, every other
consideration was clearly sacrificed to speed and efficiency. We travel
light now, and will not be here long.
The man signed himself in respect, ducking his head. “Yes, my
lord.”
“Fetch it out.”
“Aye, my lord.”
Leaving the tired horses to his younger companion, the
bowlegged groom trudged to the campsite and bent over a pile of
packs. Horseriver, Fara, and Ingrey followed. The groom rose
clutching a pole some seven feet long, wrapped about with ancient,
brittle canvas tied with twine. Horseriver sighed in satisfaction as he
took it, his hands wrapping about the canvas binding, and swung it
upright, planting the butt by his boot. Briefly, he leaned his forehead
against it and squeezed his eyes shut.
Ingrey led the weary Fara to one of the bedrolls and made sure
she was able to sit down without falling. She stared up through
shadowed eyes as he turned back to Horseriver. The groom trod away
again to assist with the horse lines.
“What is that, sire?” Ingrey asked, nodding to the pole. It made
his hairs stir, whatever it was.
Horseriver half grinned, though without mirth. “The true king
must have his hallowed banner, Ingrey.”
“That's not the royal banner you had at Bloodfield, surely.”
“No, that one was broken and cut to shreds and buried with me.
This is the one I carried when I last was king in name, if only to the
remnant of the faithful kin who followed me, when I raided Audar's
garrisons from across the fen borders. It was wrapped after my last
death in battle and put away; and later delivered, it was thought, to my
son and heir. Little comfort it brought me, but I was glad to have it
nonetheless. I hid it in the rafters at Castle Horseriver. For three
hundred years it has lain up there, preserved against some better day.
Instead, it comes down to this day. But it comes.”
Horseriver licked his lips in something like satisfaction. “Good,
my wise wolfling. Being so shrewd, have you realized yet what the
other function of a banner-carrier was?”
“Eh?” said Ingrey. When Wencel wasn't deceiving him or
terrorizing him, the earl also did a very good job of making him feel a
fool, he reflected glumly.
“And yet you cleansed Boleso, no small task,” Horseriver
mused. “I do weary of trying to herd your wits, but last time pays for
all.” He glanced aside at Fara, as if to be certain she was listening,
which caught Ingrey's attention, for Wencel had avoided looking at her
or speaking to her beyond the most direct commands.
“The banner-carriers slit the throats of their comrades too
wounded to carry from the field, you said,” Ingrey put in. A ghastly
enough duty, but Ingrey was suddenly sure there was more. Ghastly,
ghostly, wait…
Horseriver took a breath. “Put it together. The soul of a slain
spirit warrior had to be cleansed of its life-companion before it might go
to the gods. But a warrior was likely to fall in battle, when there was
not time for proper rites or sometimes even the chance to carry the
body away. For when even the wounded must be abandoned, the dead
fare no better. Nothing of spirit can exist in the world of matter without
a being of matter to support it, I know you have been taught this
orthodoxy. That a warrior's soul might not drift as a sundered revenant
and be lost, it was the banner-carrier's task to bind it to him or her as a
haunt, and carry it away to where it might at length be cleansed by his
true kin shaman. Or whatever shaman might be had, in a pinch.”
“Five gods,” whispered Ingrey. “No wonder the bannermen
were desperately defended by their comrades.” And had Wencel's
binding of Ijada to him been some variant of this ancient practice?
“Now, the hallow king's bannerman…” Horseriver trailed off.
He straightened his shoulders and began again. “He had this same duty
to his lord's soul, should the hallow king bear a kin beast. Not all
elected kings were so graced, though many were, especially in
unsettled times. But whether his lord were spirit warrior or no, the
hallow king's banner-carrier had another sacred task, and not only
when his lord died in a battle going ill. Though you may take it that if the
hallow king was slain on the field, that battle was generally going quite
ill indeed. Water.” Wencel licked dry lips, and stared into his lap, his
back curving again.
Ingrey glanced to the pile of packs, spotted a flaccid waterskin,
and brought it to the tale-teller. Wencel tilted his head back and drank
deep, indifferent to the musty staleness of it. He then sighed and
propped himself on one hand, as though the burden of this telling was
slowly driving him into the earth.
“It was the royal banner-carrier's duty, upon the death of his
lord, to capture and hold the hallow kingship itself, until time to transfer
it back to the ordained heir. And so this greatest of native Wealding
magics was passed down from generation to generation, from times lost
in time until…now.”
“Lord Stagthorne-the late king-had no banner-carrier when he
died, day before yesterday,” Ingrey observed suddenly. “Was this your
doing?”
“One of several necessary yet not sufficient arrangements, yes,”
murmured Wencel. “If true interregnums were easy to come by, more
would have occurred by chance ere now, I assure you. Or by design.”
He grimaced and drew breath, continuing: “The royal
banner-carrier, by tradition and profound necessity, had several
qualities. He-or she”-his glance at Fara sharpened-“was usually of the
same kin, close-tied by shared high blood, though not always the heir.
Chosen by the king, bound to the task by the royal shaman-the king
himself if he was one-acclaimed by the spirit warriors assembled in the
kin meeting. And so we have all here that is needed to make another
such, if in miniature. Though ceremony, likewise, shall be lacking. Not
in song but in silence, shall the last royal banner-carrier of the Old
Weald ride at her beloved lord's side.” His side glance at Fara was
blackly ironic.
“To what purpose?” whispered Ingrey. For he does not tutor
us for no reason, of that I am certain. Horseriver had been
instructing him for days, he realized in retrospect.
Wencel crouched, hesitated, pushed himself up with a pained
grunt. He turned his head and spat a gobbet of blood into the gloom.
The iron tang smote Ingrey's nostrils. The earl stared into the gathering
twilight where the grooms had finished with the horses and were
diffidently approaching. “We must have a fire. And food, I suppose. I
hope they brought enough. Purpose? You'll see soon enough.”
“Should I expect to survive it?” Ingrey glanced at Fara. Either
of us?
Wencel's lips curved, briefly. “You may.” He walked off into the
resin-scented shadows.
Ingrey wasn't sure if that last was meant as prediction or
permission.
INGREY WAS AWAKENED IN THE DARK BEFORE DAWN BY HORSERIVER
himself, tossing wood on the fire to build it up to a bright flare. They
had all slept in yesterday's riding clothes, and the grooms, it seemed,
were to be left to break camp and ride the spent horses home. So there
was little for Ingrey or Fara to do to prepare beyond sitting up, pulling
on their boots, and eating the stale bread, cheese, and blessedly hot
drinks shoved into their hands.
Through the night fog that had risen from the forest, creating a
dripping hush, gray light began to filter. Fara shivered in the cold and
damp as Ingrey boosted her aboard her horse, a sturdy little black with
a hogged mane and white socks. Horseriver disposed his banner pole
rather awkwardly along his horse's off side, tied beneath the stirrup flap
to ride under his leg. He mounted and motioned them forward with a
wave of his arm: as he had promised, in silence. Ingrey glanced back at
the grooms. The elder stood at attention, looking worried; the younger
was already climbing back into an abandoned bedroll to steal some
extra warmth and sleep.
Horseriver led them up into a gap in the hills, first on a trail, then
on a path, then on deer paths. Ingrey, bringing up the rear, ducked
swinging branches. Gray twigs scraped on his leathers like clawing
fingernails as the way narrowed. The horses' hooves crunched through
the fallen leaves, and slid, sometimes, on last year's black rot beneath
the drifts, sending up a musty dank smell.
The brightening day drew up the soft curtain of mist, and the
boles of the beeches stood out in sharp relief at last, as though the fog
had clotted into firm gray bark. Then, beneath the pale blue bowl of
sky, it grew hot. Biting black flies found the riders and their mounts, so
that to the heave and plunge of the horses over the uneven terrain was
added the occasional squeal and buck as the insects tormented them.
When Horseriver led them into a ravine that ended in a cleft, with no
way out but back the way they'd climbed in, Ingrey grew aware that
however well Horseriver had known this land once, it had changed
even beyond his recognition. How long…? They backtracked and
scrambled up an opposite ridge instead.
We are in Ijada's country, Ingrey realized. He was not sure at
what point they had crossed into her dower gift: possibly as far back as
the campsite. The scene took on a sudden new interest, and he was
almost prepared to forgive even the black flies. Broad lands did not
precisely convey their mood, though if they could be rolled out flat,
Ingrey thought, they would equal a small earldom. Instead they were
crimped into something difficult, stony, and wild; beauty that arrested
rather than soothed. Yes, that is Ijada.
He felt in his mind for her absence, like a tongue probing the
wounded socket of a drawn tooth. All he could find was the hot
infection of Horseriver. Alone together, this taciturn royal procession
of three seemed to him. Godsforsaken.
The sun was sinking toward the western horizon when they
clambered up through another gap, angled left, and came out upon a
sudden promontory. They pulled up their horses and stared.
Two steep-sided, undulating ridges embraced a valley about two
miles wide and four miles long, then curved around again to enclose the
far end like a wall. The valley floor was as flat as the surface of a lake.
On the near end, beneath their feet, lay a stretch of dun grasses and
yellowing reeds, a half-dried marsh. Beyond it, a few twisted oak trees
stood out like sentinels, then a dark and dense oak wood crouched.
Even with half the leaves down, backlit by the setting sun, its shadows
were impenetrable to Ingrey's eye. His head jerked back at the miasma
of woe that seemed, even from here, to arise from the trees.
“Feel it, do you?” the earl inquired, as if lightly.
“Aye.” What? What do I feel? If Ingrey had possessed a back
ridge, all the fur along it would be rising in a ragged line right now, he
thought.
Horseriver dismounted and untied his banner pole from under his
saddle flap. He stared briefly and without pleasure at his wife for a
moment; Fara stared back wide-eyed, her shoulders bowing in, then
dropped her gaze and shuddered. Horseriver shook his head in
something that, had it more heart, would have been disgust, and strolled
over and handed the pole to Ingrey.
“Bear this for a time. I don't want it dropped.”
Ingrey's left stirrup included the small metal cup of a spear rest.
He swung the pole up and seated it, and took up his reins with his right
hand. His horse was far too tired by now to give him trouble.
Horseriver remounted, swung his animal around, and motioned for
them to follow.
They descended from the promontory in a zigzag through a
thinning woods. At the bottom, Ingrey was compelled to dismount,
hand the banner back to Horseriver, draw his sword, and hack a path
for them all through a head-high hedge of brittle brambles that seemed
not just thorny, but fanged. A few whipping backlashes pierced even
his leathers, and the punctures and scratches bled flying drops as he
fought his way in. On the other side, at the edge of the dried marsh,
Horseriver dismounted again and unwrapped his banner at last.
The desiccated twine parted with faint puffs of powder as his
knife touched it, and the brittle canvas cracked away. A discolored
nettle-silk banner unfolded, bearing the device of his house, the running
white stallion on a green field above three wavy blue lines; in the fading
light, more gray stallion above gray lines on a gray field, disappearing
into a fog. This time, he made Fara take it. He murmured words Ingrey
could barely hear and still less understand, but Ingrey sensed it when a
new, dark current sprang up between the two. The silent-silenced
-Fara's backbone stiffened as though braced, and her chin came up;
only in her eyes did pools of muted terror lurk.
They approached the outlying oak tree, and the name of
Wounded Woods seemed doubly earned to Ingrey. The tree was huge
and old, but seemed blighted. The leaves still clinging to its withered
branches were not crisp, brown, fluted curls, but limp, blackened, and
misshapen. Trunk and branches seemed knotted and twisted far
beyond the rule for oaks-wrung like rags-and tumorous burls wept
sickly black ooze.
A warrior stepped from the tree. Not from under it, or beside it,
or behind it: he stepped from the trunk itself as though passing through
a curtain. His boiled leather armor was rotten with age. From the haft
of his spear, upon which he leaned as though it was an old man's staff,
an unidentifiable scrap of animal fur fluttered. His blond beard was
crusted with dried blood, and he still bore the wounds of his death; an
ear hacked away, ax gashes splitting the armor, a dismembered hand
tied to his belt with a bit of rag. A badger pelt was attached by its skull
to his rusty iron cap, peering through sightless dried eyes, and the
black-and-white fur dangled down the back of his neck as he turned to
slowly scrutinize each of the three before him.
Ingrey grew aware only then that sometime during the passage
of the marsh they had stepped from the world he knew into another,
where such sights were possible; its congruence with the world of
matter filling his fleshly eyes was but a feint. Fara, too, was drawn into
this vision; her body remained rigidly upright, her face blank, but from
the corners of her eyes a faint gleam of moisture trickled downward.
Ingrey decided not to draw Horseriver's attention to this, lest he
subtract her tears as well as her voice.
Horseriver's face could have been a carved wooden mask, but
his eyes were like a night without end. “Aye,” he breathed.
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
THE SENTINEL LED OFF, LIMPING, USING HIS SPEAR AS A walking
stick. Horseriver continued to lead Fara. Her hand clutched the banner
pole tightly, and its tremble and her horse's rocking were all that gave
the limp flag motion in the breathless twilight. Ingrey's horse snorted
and sidled, and the mount he led yanked at its bridle and dug in its
heels, eyes rolling. Disliking the feel of both his hands encumbered, by
his own horse's reins and by the other's, Ingrey dismounted and let the
animals go free. They wheeled and skittered back past the tree, then,
too weary to bolt farther, put their heads down and began nibbling the
tough marsh grass. Ingrey turned and paced after the hallow king's
banner.
As they entered the margins of the woods, more revenants
stepped from the trees. They were as tattered as their sentry, or worse;
most were decapitated, and carried their heads, sometimes still in
helmets, variously: tied to belts by the hair or braids, tucked under their
arms, over their shoulders in makeshift carrier bags made of rope or
rags. It took Ingrey's disquieted gaze a few moments to wrench from
their wounds and begin to take in other details of decoration,
weaponry, or garb that told of their kin identities. Or personal identities.
silently cried belts, loops of necklaces, and furs and skulls and pelt after
pelt of the wisdom animals whose strength they'd hoped to inherit.
Everywhere, faded stitchery peeked out, on collars, on baldrics, on the
hems of cloaks, on embroidered armbands. My wife made this, my
daughter, my sister, my mother. See the intricacy, see the colors
intertwined; I was beloved, once.
A tall soldier, whose head still balanced upon a neck half-cut
through and crusted with dark blood, sidled close to Ingrey. He bore a
thick wolf pelt over his shoulders, and he stared at Ingrey in as great a
wonder as if Ingrey had been a ghost and he a living man. He reached
out a hand, and Ingrey first flinched away, but then set his teeth and
endured the touch. More than a gust of air, less than flesh, it left a liquid
chill in its wake across his skin.
Other wolf-skin-clad warriors clustered about Ingrey, and a
woman as well, gray-haired, stout, her torn dress elaborated with
twining strips of gray fur, her looping gold armbands tipped with elegant
little wolf's heads with garnet eyes. Some of these could be my own
forefathers, Ingrey realized, and not just on the Wolfcliff side; a dozen
other kins' blood ran through his veins from foremothers as well, in a
turbulent stream. It had disturbed him to think himself an intruder in a
graveyard; it devastated him to suspect the fascination of the ghostly
warriors with him was the excitement of grandparents seeing for the
first time a child they'd never hoped to look upon. Five gods help me,
help me, help me… to do what?
He blinked in astonishment when the growing parade was joined
by half a dozen dark-haired hacked-about men wearing the tabards of
Darthacan archers of Audar's day. They swung wide around
Horseriver, but crept up to Ingrey's heels. The other revenants did not
seem to mind their presence here; equal in death for four centuries,
perhaps they had made their own soldier's peace. Audar, Ingrey had
heard, had carried out his own dead rather than burying them in this
accursed ground, sealed from men and gods, but the battle had been
great, and conducted largely in the dark; it was no wonder a few had
been missed.
The bowl of the valley had turned shadowless with evening, but
the sky above was still pale, and the oak branches overhead interlaced
against it like crooked black webs. Horseriver seemed to be aiming
generally toward the center of the wood, but not in a straight path; it
was as though he searched for something. A faintly voiced Ah told
Ingrey he had found it. The roof of branches thinned and drew back
around a long low mound upon which no trees grew. Horseriver halted
beside it, pulled Fara down from her wary cob, and helped her step up
the bank and plant the banner pole by her boot.
Released, the horse sidled nervously away through the trees,
somehow avoiding touching any of the gathering mob of curious
revenants. More than curious, Ingrey realized; agitated. His blood
seethed in the surf of their excitement. More and more came, crowding
up thickly around them, and Ingrey began to feel in his marrow just
how many four thousand murdered men were. He tried to count them,
then count blocks and multiply, but lost his place and abandoned the
attempt. It failed utterly to aid his sweating grip on reason anyway.
Horseriver knelt upon the mound, pushed aside a thin screen of
sickly weeds, and ran his fingers through the dark soil. “This was the
trench I was buried in,” he remarked conversationally to Ingrey. “I and
many others. Though I never actually spilled my blood at Holytree.
Audar was careful about that. That shall be rectified.” He climbed
wearily to his feet. “All shall be rectified.” He nodded to the ghosts,
who stirred uneasily.
At the outer edges of the circle, late arrivals milled about; those
few who could, craned their necks. It seemed they spoke to each
other; to Ingrey, the voices were blurred and faint, like hearing from
underwater men calling or arguing on a shore. Ingrey touched the dirty
bandage on his right hand, hardly more than a rag wrapped about to
keep knocks from paining the healing wound's tenderness. It wasn't
bleeding again, at least. Yet.
Horseriver smiled, faintly. “Finish it, Ingrey. If you hold to your
task, and my banner-carrier holds to hers, that is. Finish it.”
“Hadn't you better tell us how, then?”
“Yes,” sighed Horseriver. “It is time.” He glanced skyward.
“With neither sun nor moon nor stars to witness, in an hour neither day
nor night; what more befitting a moment than this? Long was the
preparation, long and difficult, but the doing-ah. The doing is simple
and quick.” He drew his knife from his belt, the same he'd used to cut
the throat of Ijada's mare, and Ingrey tensed. Kingly charisma or no, if
Horseriver turned on Fara, Ingrey would have to try to…He made to
lift his hand to his sword hilt, but found it heavy and unresponsive; his
heart began to hammer in panic at the unexpected constraint.
But Horseriver instead pressed the haft into Fara's limp hand,
then took the banner pole and ground it deeper into the soil so that it
stood upright, if slightly tilted, on its own. “This will best be done
kneeling, I think,” he mused. “The woman is weak.”
He turned again to Ingrey. “Fara”-he nodded to his wife, who
stared back with eyes gone wide and black-“will shortly cut my throat
for me. Being my banner-carrier, she will hold, for a little moment, my
kingship and my soul here. You have until her grip fails, no more, to
cleanse my spirit horse from me. If you do not succeed, you will have
the full, but not unique, experience of becoming my heir. What will
happen then, not even I can predict, but I am fairly certain it will be
nothing good. And it will go on forever. So do not fail, my royal
shaman.”
Ingrey's pulse throbbed in his ears, and his stomach knotted. “I
thought you could not die. You said the spell held you in the world.”
“Follow it around, Ingrey. The trees, and all the living web of
Holytree, are bound to the souls of my warriors, and support them in
the world of matter. These”-he gestured broadly at the clustering
revenants-“create my hallow kingship that binds them to me. My spirit
horse”-he touched his breast-“my power as a shaman, binds the trees
to the men. I told you that the hallow king was the hub of the spell for
invincibility, I do remember that. Cut the link at any point, and the circle
unwinds. This is the link you can reach.”
“I suppose you could call it that.”
“How many people did you actually kill to arrange this?” As
carelessly as you set me on Ijada?
“Not as many as you'd think. They do die on their own.”
Horseriver's lips twisted. “And to say I would rather die than to have all
this to do over again both sums and fails even to touch the truth.”
Ingrey's mind lurched. “This will break the spell.”
“It's all of a piece. Yes.”
“What will happen to these, then?” Ingrey waved about at the
crowding ghosts. “Will they go to the gods as well?”
“Gods, Ingrey? There are no gods here.”
It is true, Ingrey realized. Was that part of what disturbed him
so deeply about this ground? The interlocking boundaries of the spell,
the will of this unholy hallow king, excluded Them. Had done so for
centuries, it appeared. Horseriver's war with the gods had been in
stalemate for that long, while his host had slowly become instead his
hostages.
Horseriver pressed Fara to her knees and knelt in front of her,
facing away. He pulled her knife hand round over his right shoulder and
briefly kissed the white knuckles. A flash of memory washed over
Ingrey, of his wolf licking his ear before he'd cut its throat.
The unmaking of this twisted spell, the long-delayed cleansing of
Bloodfield, seemed no intrinsic sin, apart from Wencel's self-murder.
Yet five gods had opposed this, and Ingrey could not see why. Not till
now.
“You will be sundered? Wait-you will all be sundered?”
“You ask too many questions.”
Not enough. A very late one came to Ingrey then. Ijada, she
had said, had given half her heart to these revenants. They held it still,
somewhere here, somehow. What would happen to whatever piece of
her soul she had pledged when these lost warriors went up in smoke?
Could a woman live with half a heart? “Wait,” said Ingrey, then,
reaching deeper, “wait!”
A ripple ran through the revenants as if they swayed in an earth
shock, and Fara looked up, gasping.
“And you argue too much,” Horseriver added, and drew Fara's
knife hand hard around his throat.
Blood spurted for three heartbeats while Horseriver stared
ahead, his expression composed. Then his lips parted in relief, and he
slumped forward out of Fara's grasp. She clutched the banner pole to
keep from falling atop him, her lips moving in a soundless cry.
The world of magic peeled away from the world of matter then,
ripping apart the congruence, and Ingrey found his vision doubled as it
had been in Red Dike. Wencel's body lay facedown upon the mound,
and Fara bent over it, half-fainting, the bloody knife fallen from her
grasp. But upon the mound there arose…
A black stallion, black as pitch, as soot, as a moonless night in a
storm. Its nostrils flared red, and orange sparks trailed from its mane
and tail as it shifted. It pawed the mound, once, and a ring of fire
shimmered out around its hoofprint, then faded. Upon its back a
man-shaped shadow rode astride, and the figure's legs curved down
into the horse's ribs and united with them.
The stallion snorted. Ingrey pulled back his black-edged lips
along his long jaws, bared his sharp teeth, and snarled back. His tongue
lolled out to taste a rank sizzle in the air, like burning rotted hair, and
saliva spattered from his jaws as he shook the toxic tang from his
mouth.
The stallion stepped off the mound and circled him, tracking little
flames.
If I lose this fight, what returns to my body will not be me. It
would be Horseriver re-formed. With such a prize, no wonder Wencel
had not bothered to bespell him further in his cause. Ingrey was battling
for more than his life.
So.
He circled the stallion in turn, head lowered, neck ruff rising, the
earth cool and damp under his pads. Fallen leaves crackled like real
leaves, and the sharpness of their musty scent amazed his nose. The
stallion swirled, its hind legs lashing out.
Ingrey ducked, too late; one hoof connected with a heavy thunk
to his furry side, and he rolled away, yelping. How could an illusion not
be able to breathe? He would have to pay as implacable an attention
as in any sword fight, but now he had to watch four weapons, not just
one. How do you kill a horse with your teeth? He tried to remember
dogfights he had witnessed, boar-baitings, the climaxes of hunts.
He gathered himself on his haunches and launched himself at the
horse's belly, twisting his open jaws at an awkward angle. He scored
the skinless surface in a long slash, and barely made it away from a
retaliating stamping. The-not blood-uncanny ichor, ink-black fluid,
burned his mouth as the red snakes had, before. Worse. His jaws
foamed madly in pained response.
The ghosts crowded around in a ring for all the world as though
they were watching a boar-baiting. Which beast were they betting on,
whom did they cheer? Not their lives but their souls had been wagered,
and not by them. That Horseriver rode himself to oblivion, to sundering
from the gods, was regrettable, but not even the gods could override a
person's will in that matter. That his will overrode all these other wills
seemed a blacker sin. Ijada would surely weep, Ingrey thought
bleakly as he dodged the stallion's snapping teeth, swung round at the
end of a suddenly snaky neck, ears back flat. And, Five weapons. I
have to watch five weapons.
This is going badly. He was too small; the stallion was too
large. Real wolves hunted prey this size in packs, not alone. Where can
I get more me? Nothing of spirit could exist in the world of matter
without…He eyed his standing human self, shivering mindlessly on his
feet at the edge of the clearing. Dolt. Dupe. Useless son. All or
nothing, then. All.
He pulled strength from his body, all he could. The emptied form
swayed and collapsed onto a drift of leaves. Everything in the clearing
slowed, and Ingrey's already-searing perceptions came ablaze. His
wolf-body felt at once both dense as the past and weightless as the
future. Yes. I know this state. I have traveled this path before.
He was, abruptly, half the size of the horse, and it shied back.
But slowly, so slowly, as though it swam in oil. His mind sketched his
strike at his leisure, measuring the arc of his leap. This looted strength
could not last. No time. Now.
The thing in his jaws stilled. Then melted away and ran down his
lips like a bite from an icicle in winter. He spat and backed up.
Horse-shape became shapeless, a mound, a puddle, a blackness
soaking into the ground like a spilled barrel of ink. Gone.
Wencel stood up, freed from his dark mount. On two bowed
legs. His shape was restored to humanity, but his face…
“I'm glad I didn't use that stag,” he remarked from one of his
mouths. “It would not have had the strength for this.” Another mouth
grinned. “Good dog, Ingrey.”
Ingrey backed away, growling. Across Horseriver's skull, faces
rippled, rising and sinking like corpses in a river. One succeeded
another haphazardly, all the Earls Horseriver for four centuries and
more. Young men, old men, angry men, sad; shaven, bearded, scarred.
Mad. Young Wencel passed like a bewildered waif, his dumb gaze
alighting on Ingrey in recognition and plea, though plea for what, Ingrey
could not tell.
The body was worse. Cuts, scars, dreadful gaping wounds rose
and fell from the surface of the skin, every death wound Horseriver had
ever received. The burns were the most frightening, wide patches of
red and weeping blisters, cooked and charred flesh. The stink of them
wafted across Ingrey's sensitive wolf-nose, and he sneezed and backed
away, whimpering for a moment and pawing his muzzle like a dog. This
was Horseriver, turned inside out. This was what being Horseriver had
been like, behind that smooth ironic mask, the brittle wit, the jerky
rage, the apparent indifference. Every hour, every day, sunsets falling
like trip-hammers, time without end.
The eyes were worst of all.
Had Horseriver planned this? With his wolf and most of his own
soul removed, Ingrey's silent husk was empty as an abandoned house,
and as available for squatters to move into. If the undoing of his spell
went awry, Horseriver might still have a body-heir, and now without
the complications that had worried him earlier. Ingrey glanced up at the
agonized thing that was Horseriver. No, that was not an end Horseriver
desired, but if he indeed found himself with it all to do over again,
well, he could. And judging by his level silence, watching Ingrey, he
knew it. Ingrey shivered and pawed his unresponsive body again.
Hoofbeats and a frightened equine squeal sounded from the
woods, and Ingrey whirled around. Could the haunt-horse have
reanimated…? No, this was a real horse; he could feel the thudding of
its gait through the solid ground as he had not the fiery footfalls of the
other. The hoofbeats stopped, shuffled about in the leaf drifts; then
lighter footsteps rustled, running flat out.
The ghosts spun aside, opening an aisle, and many lifted their
hands in clumsy salutes. And blessings, or troubled supplications; the
fivefold sign wandered awkwardly, when forehead and lips were hung
at a belt, and the hand moved only aside to navel and groin before
rising to the unbeating heart. Wolf-Ingrey's head lifted and he sniffed in
wild surmise. I know that blissful smell, like sunlight in dry grass…
Running through the gap between the ghosts, Ijada appeared.
She wore her dark brown riding dress, the jacket sweat-stained, her
split skirts splashed with mud, and all of it scored with little rips as
though she'd galloped through a thorn hedge. Wisps of dark hair clung
to her flushed face. She stopped short, and her gasping became a cry;
then she staggered more slowly to where Ingrey's body lay and
dropped to her knees beside it, her face draining white.
She cannot see me, wolf-Ingrey realized. She cannot see any
of us. Except for the very material Fara, still collapsed beside the
throat-slashed body of Wencel. Ijada spared the couple a brief,
appalled glance, clenching her teeth in distress, then turned back to
Ingrey.
“Oh, love…” She lifted his face to her own teary one, and
pressed her lips to his. Wolf-Ingrey danced around her in frustration,
for he could not feel those warm lips or taste that wasted honeyed
breath at all. Frantic, he pawed her sleeve, then licked her face.
Her breath drew in sharply, and she lifted her hand to her cheek
and stared around. Had she felt some disturbing liquid chill, as he had
from the ghost's hand? He licked her ear, and her breath huffed out in
what might have been a laugh, under other circumstances; she scrubbed
at the ear as though it had been tickled. She laid Ingrey's body out on
his back, felt along it-oh, if I might feel that touch-and frowned.
“Ingrey, what have they done to you…?” His body bore no visible
wounds, no crookedness of broken bones, but his rag-wrapped right
hand, he saw, was soaked with blood, and his leather jerkin was
smeared slippery with it. Ijada's frown deepened as she clutched the
gory hand to her breast. If I might only move those fingers… “Or
you to yourself?” she added more shrewdly. “You tried something
brave and foolish, didn't you?” Her gaze rose once more to Wencel's
corpse and Fara.
Horseriver snorted, and Ingrey spun around, growling. The face
of the moment stared across at Ijada with a mixture of astonishment
and revulsion. “You do keep turning up where you are not wanted,
don't you, girl?” he remarked to the air, or perhaps to Ingrey. Ijada, in
any case, did not seem to hear him. “Always in ignorance, but does that
slow you? Taste the betrayal of the gods, then; I have dined on it for
ages.”
The looks the revenants gave him in return were not loving,
Ingrey thought, but wary and dismayed. A faint translucence hung
about them, and Ingrey realized that they were already starting to fade.
The ghost of a man fresh-killed, if he did not go at once to the gods
through the gates of his death, might yet be redeemed from sundering
during the god-touched rites of his funeral, as Boleso's had been. Up to
a point. But the sundering soon grew irrevocable, the soul, in that last
refusal, self-doomed to fade. That period of uncertain grace had been
prolonged for these, not for days or weeks, but for centuries. With their
link to the Wounded Woods now broken, they would not linger long,
Ingrey thought. Hours? Minutes?
Ijada started to rise to go to Fara, but then gasped and sank
back down. Her hand touched her left breast, then her forehead; her
lips moved in surprise, then pinched in pain. Ingrey's whines redoubled.
The mob of ghosts shuffled aside once more, and a great-limbed
warrior strode forward. He wore a broad gold belt, and bore a
spearhead-tipped banner staff, its furled flag stippled in grass green,
white, and blue. His head hung from the gold belt, tied on by its own
grayed-yellow braids. The grizzled head's gaze flicked up to
Horseriver, who started in surprised recognition, and raised his hand to
return a salute that had not, in fact, been given; the gesture faded at the
end as Horseriver belatedly realized this. The warrior knelt by Ijada,
bending over her in concern, his hand touching her shoulder.
Ingrey danced anxiously around the pair, his wolf's head
lowering to the warrior's eye level. The warrior stared across at him in
some silent query. Ijada's spine bent, and her grip on Ingrey's bloody
hand grew limp; it slipped from her grasp, and her own white hand fell
atop it. “Oh,” she breathed, her eyes wide and dark. She was growing
still more pale, almost greenish; when wolf-Ingrey licked her face now,
she did not respond.
He bowed low, Ijada had said. And placed my heart on a
stone slab, and cut it in two with the hilt-shard of his broken
sword…. The other half, they raised high upon a spearpoint. I did
not understand if it was pledge, or sacrifice, or ransom…
All three, thought Ingrey. All three.
He did not know what, on this eerie ground, his actions all
meant. But even with his voice muzzled, they were not without power.
He was not without power. I brought down Horseriver's horse, and
it is gone. Maybe I can do more. Horseriver plainly thought him spent,
his task over, his use used up. Meant to just leave him, perhaps, in this
disarray of body and spirit, to die alone upon the ground when the
ghosts and all their magic drained away. And in and of himself, lone
wolf, he did not think Horseriver was mistaken. But I am not alone,
am I? Not now. She said it, so it must be so. Truthsayer. How was
it that I came to love the truth above all things?
“Shall I die of love, then?” murmured Ijada, sinking onto Ingrey's
chest. “I always thought that was a figure of speech. Together, then?
No! My Lord of Autumn, in this Your season, help us…!”
There are no gods here.
But Ingrey was here. Try something else. Try anything.
Maybe the revenant captain had some power here as well; he carried a
banner, after all, Old Weald sacred sign of rescues beyond death and
the death of all other hopes. Ingrey whined, danced around the man,
scratched at his booted leg with one paw, then crouched and nudged
his long nose repeatedly at the scabbard hung on the gold belt on the
opposite side from his head. Would the revenant understand his plea?
The man swiveled his hips to regard him, his sandy gray brows rising in
surprise. He stood and drew the hilt shard. Yes! Ingrey nudged the
hand some more, and turned to bite at his own side.
Ijada didn't say this had hurt! Ingrey strangled a yelp and
controlled a twisting jerk away. The ghostly hand descended into the
gaping gash in his wolf-chest and emerged dripping red. The shard
edge sliced across a slippery object in the warrior's palm, and then the
warrior tossed something skyward. The bloody fist descended once
more, and Ingrey's wolf-self seemed to breathe again as the hand
withdrew emptied and the gash closed up in a long red line. Ingrey
scrambled upright on his paws once more.
High on the spear tip, a whole heart beat, picking up the pulse.
Ijada inhaled sharply and sat up, blinking around. Her eyes met
Ingrey's wolf-gaze, and widened in astonishment and recognition.
“There you are!” Her head swiveled, as she took in the mob of agitated
ghosts who had crowded up around this strange operation. “There you
all are! You!” She struggled to her feet and curtseyed to the
bannerman, signing the Five. “I was looking for you, my lord marshal,
but I could not see.”
The ghost bowed back in deep respect. Ijada's hand curled in
Ingrey's neck ruff, clutching and stroking the thick fur. He pushed up
into the caress. She looked down at him-not very far down, for his big
head came nearly to her chest. “How came you to be all apart like this?
What is happening here?” Her gaze traveled around the clearing till it
caught on the multifaced Horseriver. “Oh.” She flinched a little, but then
her back straightened. “So that's what you look like, out of the
shadow. What are you doing on my land?”
Horseriver had composed himself in an attitude of utter
indifference, but this last jerked him into rage. “Your land! This is
Holytree!”
The form of Horseriver stiffened, and the ironic mouth
murmured, “Indeed, we go. Alas that you shall find your enjoyment of
your legacy…brief.” That mouth smiled nastily, and Ingrey growled in
response. Ijada's hand tightened in his fur.
“And these?” Ijada glanced up at the gold-belted marshal, and
gestured at the gathered revenants.
“I am their last true hallow king. Follow me, they must.”
“Into oblivion?” she demanded indignantly. “Shall they die for
you twice? What kind of king are you?”
“I owe you nothing. Not even explanation.”
“You owe them everything!”
He could not, exactly, turn away, with the faces chasing each
other around his skull, but he turned his shoulders from her. “It is done.
It is long past done.”
“It is not.”
He whipped back, and snarled, “They will follow me down to
darkness, and the gods who denied us will be denied in turn. Oblivion
and revenge. They have made me, and you cannot unmake me.”
“I cannot…” She hesitated, and gestured at the banner pole
upon which the marshal-warrior now leaned, listening. Raising her face,
she pointed to the mound where Wencel's body lay huddled and Fara
knelt silent and staring. “You died, I think. Death lays a kingship down,
along with all else a life accumulates in the world of matter. We go to
the gods naked and equal, as in any other birth, but for our souls and
what we've made of them. Then the kin meeting makes the king again.”
She stared around at the ghosts, challengingly. “Do you not?”
An odd rustle ran through the revenants. The marshal-warrior
was watching with a most peculiar expression on his face, an amalgam
of sorrow and unholy joy. It dawned on Ingrey then that this man must
have been the very first Horseriver hallow king's royal banner-carrier,
who had died by his lord's side at Bloodfield. His body was doubtless
buried in this same pit, for Horseriver had said his banner had been
broken and thrown in atop him. And this warrior would never have
given it up alive. The royal bannerman should have received the hallow
kingship in trust, to carry as steward to the next kin meeting, to be
surrendered in turn to the new king-but for the great, disrupted spell,
that had carried it instead into this far, unfriendly future.
Horseriver snorted. “There is no other.”
The rustle grew, racing around the mob like fire, then back to
the beginning. The marshal-warrior stood up straight, then saluted Ijada
with that eccentric looping sign of the Five. The ghostly lips turned up in
a smile. He let his banner pole fall out of his hand; Ijada's hand caught it
and gripped it tight.
Wait, thought Ingrey, we living ones cannot touch these
ghostly things, they run through our fingers like water…
Ijada grasped the pole with both hands and gave it a great yank.
Above her head, the banner unfurled and snapped out in no breeze.
The wolf's head badge of the Wolfcliffs snarled upon it, black on red.
Ingrey blinked up through his human eyes and wrenched to his
feet, stunned. He was back in his body again, and it felt astounding.
He inhaled. His wolf was gone…No. He clutched his heart. It's right
here. Howling joyously through his veins. And something more…A line
ran between him and Horseriver: the current between Ingrey and Ijada
that Horseriver had made, broken, and bound again to his kingship.
Tension seemed to reverberate back and forth along that line now, its
power ascending. The pull between them was massive, straining.
Horseriver reached down and yanked Fara to her feet, and
clasped her hands around his banner pole. “Hold!” She stared at him
in terror and gripped as though her life depended on it. Grounded upon
that mound of death and woe, the strength of the old kingship was vast.
He could feel Horseriver's geas of silence fly away from around
her face like a spring of metal released, spinning away in the air. Fara
took a huge breath.
Horseriver turned to her, and Wencel's face rose fully to the
surface for the first time. One hand reached out toward her. “Fara…?”
that young voice quavered. “My wife…?”
Fara jerked as if shot with a crossbow bolt. Her eyes closed in
pain. Opened. Glanced at Ijada, at Ingrey. At the ghastly revenant
before her. “I tried to be your wife,” she whispered. “You never tried
to be my husband.”
And she lowered the tip of the banner pole to the ground, the
gray rag falling in a silky puddle, put her foot upon the dry wood, and
snapped it in half.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
HORSERIVER FELL BACK A PACE. HALF HIS FACES SEEMED
contorted in rage. Others registered ironic resignation, disgust and
self-disgust, and one sad visage an ageless, dignified endurance. His
hands dropped to his sides, and the current between him and Ingrey
faded away like sparks burning out in the dark. The unspeakably
agonized eyes stared across at Ingrey, and almost all of his expressions
melted into a bitter pity.
Ingrey found himself clinging to Ijada's banner pole lest he fall
down. The immense flaring pressure of Horseriver's kingship was not
gone, exactly, but it seemed to become dispersed, as if pouring in from
all sides and not just from the one quarter. And then there came a
moment of stillness, hushed hesitation, and the inward flow of the kingly
current seemed to turn, becoming an outward urgency. And with that
came a diffuse dread unlike any other he had experienced in these long
hours filled with fierce shocks.
Though Horseriver did not move from his burial mound, he grew
distanced, silenced at last, like a corpse seen underwater. Stripped of
both his yoked powers-his great horse and his hallow kingship-he was
reduced to one revenant among the many, except for his dire
multiplicity, an extra denseness that lingered about him. Yes, thought
Ingrey, he, too, is a ghost of Bloodfield, who died on this sacred
and accursed ground; he is no longer more, but he cannot become
less.
But what have I become?
He could feel the mystical kingship settle into place upon him, in
him, through him. It did not make him feel as though he'd been stuffed
with pride and power, replete and overflowing. It made him feel as
though all his blood was being drawn out of him.
Ijada and Fara both, he realized, were staring at him with that
same openmouthed awe tinged with physical desire that Horseriver had
inspired. Such stares ought to make any man preen, surely. Instead, he
felt as though they contemplated eating him alive.
No, not Ijada and Fara-well, yes, them, too-it was the ghosts
that alarmed him now. They crowded up closer as if fascinated,
reaching for him, touching him in chill liquid strokes that stole the
warmth from his skin. They were growing unruly in their urgency,
shouldering past and even climbing over one another, thicker and
thicker about him. Famished beggars.
Nothing of spirit can exist in the world of matter without a
being of matter to support it. The old catechism rang through his
spinning head. Four thousand still-accursed spirits swarmed upon the
ground of Bloodfield, upon it but no longer sustained by it. Instead,
they were all now connected to…
“Ijada…” His voice came out a wail. “I cannot maintain them
all, I cannot hold!”
He was growing colder and colder as the ghosts pawed him. He
grabbed for Ijada's outstretched hand like a drowning man, and for a
moment live warmth, her warmth, flooded him. But she gasped as she,
too, felt the unholy pull of the ghosts' insatiable hunger. They will pull
us both to shreds, drain us dry. And when there was no more warmth
left to give, his and Ijada's frozen corpses would be left upon the
ground, fog steaming off them in the night air. And all trapped here
would dwindle to oblivion in a last, starveling cry of abandonment,
betrayal, and despair.
“Ijada…! Let go!” He tried to draw his hand back from hers.
“No!” She gripped him tighter.
“You must let go! Take Fara and run, out of here, back through
the marsh, quickly! The revenants will consume us both if you do not!”
“No, Ingrey! That's not what is meant! You must cleanse them
as you cleansed Boleso, so that they may go to the gods! You can,
that's what you were made for, I swear it!”
“I cannot! There are too many, I cannot hold, and there are no
gods here!”
“They wait at the gate!”
“What?”
“They wait at the gate of thorns! For the master of the realm to
admit them. Audar cursed and sealed this ground, and Horseriver held
it against the gods ever after in his rage and black despair, but the old
kings are gone, and the new king is acclaimed.”
“I am only a king of ghosts and shadows, a king of the dead.”
Soon to join my subjects.
“Open your realm to the Five. Five mortals will bear Them
across the ground, but you must admit Them-invite Them in.” Shivering
now almost as badly as he was, she eyed the thronging ghosts, and her
voice went quavering up: “Ingrrreyyy, hurry!”
Outside the gate he'd made, a multiple Presence waited,
impatiently as supplicants on a king's feast day. How did one admit
Them? It seemed to call for hymns and hosannas, chants and
invocations of great beauty and complexity, poets and musicians and
scholars and soldiers and divines. Instead, They must make do with
me. So be it.
“Come in,” Ingrey whispered, his voice cracking, and then, I
can do better than that, “Come in!”
The reverberation seemed to split the night in half, and a shiver
of anticipation ran through the four thousand like a great wave crashing
upon a disintegrating shore. Ingrey set himself again to endure, for all
that he felt his strength pouring out in a cataract. The ghostly jostling
settled, no less starveling, but with its desperation stemmed by
astonished new hope.
IT SEEMED FOREVER BEFORE A HUMAN SOUND PENETRATED THE dark
woods, and a faint orange light drew near. A crackle and crash of
brush; a thump and a muttered oath; some rolling argument cut short by
Learned Hallana's crisp cry: “There, over there! Oswin, go left!”
What was to Ingrey's eye the most unexpected cavalcade
imaginable blundered into the clearing. Learned Oswin rode a stumbling
horse, with his wife riding pillion, clutching him around the waist with
one arm and waving directions with the other. Prince Biast, a staggered
look upon his face as he gawked at the milling ghosts, rode behind on
another worn horse, and Learned Lewko and Prince Jokol brought up
the rear on foot, Jokol holding a torch aloft. Lewko's once-white robes
were mired to the thigh on one side, and all were sweat-stained,
disheveled, and peppered with road dirt.
“You were expecting them?” Ingrey asked her.
“We all came together, pell-mell down the road for the past two
days. Five gods, what a journey. The prince-marshal commanded
everything. I galloped ahead at the last-my heart was calling me to
hasten, and I was desperately afraid.”
Learned Lewko limped up to Ingrey and signed a hasty blessing.
Jokol trod behind with the sort of breathless, maniacal grin upon his
face that Ingrey imagined he'd have worn while facing a storm at sea,
his boat climbing mountainous waves while all the sane men clung to the
ropes and screamed.
“Ho! Ingorry!” he cried happily, saluting ghostly warriors right
and left as though they were long-lost cousins. “This night will make
some song!”
“Are you the mortal vessels for the gods, then?” Ingrey asked
Lewko. “Are you all made saints?”
“I have been a saint,” wheezed Lewko, “and it isn't this. If I had
to guess…” His glare around the densely haunted clearing ended on a
narrow-eyed look at Ingrey.
Oswin and Hallana abandoned their blown mount and came up,
clutching each other by the arm over the uneven ground, staring at the
ghostly warriors in wonder tinged with trepidation and, Ingrey would
swear, a blazing scholarly curiosity not far removed, in its own way,
from Jokol's appalling enthusiasm.
“If I had to guess, Oswin,” Lewko continued to his
colleague-Ingrey sensed the tail of a hot debate-“I think we are all
made sacred funeral animals.”
“Ingrey must cleanse my ghosts,” Ijada said firmly. “I told you it
would be so.”
Two days of debate, Ingrey guessed, but in a company,
however odd, fearsomely well equipped for it. The gods have no
hands in this world but ours. Hand to hand to hand…
Biast spied his sister, now sitting slumped on the long mound not
far from Wencel's body, and hurried to her, going to his knees and
gathering her in his arms. Their heads bent together; they spoke hastily
in low tones. He held her as she shuddered. She did not, yet, weep.
“Ijada,” murmured Ingrey, “I don't think we had best delay, if
this is to work.” He looked around at the revenants, who had stopped
milling and jostling and now stared back at him in yearning silence. As if
I were their last hope of heaven. “How do I…what do I…” What
do I do?
She grasped the wolf's head standard in both hands and set her
shoulders. “You're the shaman-king. Do what seems right to you, and it
will be.” Beside her, the gold-belted marshal made a gesture of assent.
Four thousand, so many! It matters less where I begin, as that
I begin.
Ingrey turned slowly around and caught sight of the tall warrior
with the wolf cloak he'd seen earlier. He motioned the revenant
forward and stared into his pale features. The ghost smiled and nodded
kindly, as if to reassure him, fell to one knee before Ingrey, captured his
left hand, and bowed his head. Fascinated, Ingrey extended his right
index finger, down which a trickle of blood flowed from the soaked rag
wrapping his reopened wound, and smeared a drop across the
warrior's forehead. It disturbed Ingrey more than a little that the ghost
felt solid to him now, not liquid as before, and he wondered what it
bespoke of his own changed state.
“Oh,” said Oswin, and his voice shook, tears starting in his eyes.
“Oh, Hallana, I did not know…”
“Shh,” she said. “It will be very well now, I think.” She
moistened her lips and gazed at Ingrey as though he were a cross
between some famous work of Temple art she'd traveled days to see,
and her favorite child.
Ingrey glanced around again, his eyes crammed with choices,
and motioned another warrior to him. The man knelt and awkwardly,
hopefully, presented his head held up between his two hands. Ingrey
repeated the crimson unction upon the forehead, for whatever this last
libation from the world of matter was worth, and released a dark
hawk-spirit to fly into the night and vanish. The warrior reached for
Oswin again, and this time Ingrey could see, just before he melted
away, that the man was made whole. The Father speed you on your
journey, then.
A woman revenant came forward, young-looking, carrying a
banner that unfolded to display the ancient spitting-cat sigil of the
Lynxlakes, a kin that had dwindled to extinction in the male line two
centuries past. When Ingrey took her hand, he was startled to feel two
other tattered souls clinging to her through her banner. Her lynx was
sad and shabby, and the other two creatures so ragged as to be
unidentifiable, in passing away. He signed her forehead in three parallel
carmine strokes, which seemed to suffice, for she rose and strode to
Jokol, who brightened and stood very straight, taking her hand to kiss it
and murmuring something in her ear before she vanished. Ingrey swore
he heard a faint low laugh, suddenly merry, linger for a moment in the
air behind her. Jokol for the Daughter, aye. The Lady of Spring
gives notoriously abundant blessings.
“Prince Biast,” called Ingrey softly. “I'm afraid I need you here.”
Biast for the Son. Of course.
“I suspect I will be least used, this night,” murmured Hallana.
She cast a shrewd glance toward the mound. “I will sit with poor Fara
till you need me. I would guess she's had a time of it.”
“Thank you, Learned, yes,” said Ingrey. “She was treated most
miserably from first to last. But in the end she remembered she was a
princess.”
Biast came forward to Ingrey's side, studying him warily. The
entranced expression upon his face when he looked at Ingrey was
laced with a thread of defiance. In an attempt at irony that faltered, he
murmured, “Should I call you sire, here?”
“You need not call me anything, so long as you turn your hand to
the task. Will Fara be all right?” Ingrey nodded across the clearing to
where the princess sat huddled, watching grimly, as Hallana lowered
herself beside her.
“I offered to take her to where Symark and the divines' servants
wait, but she refused. She says she wants to bear witness.”
“She has earned that.” And it would make her the one person
besides Ingrey who had seen all of Horseriver's actions from her
father's death to…whatever the end of this night brought. If he
survived, that could be important. And if I don't survive, it could be
even more important.
“The most here will be yours, I suspect,” Ingrey told Biast. “The
old kings had two tasks: to lead their men to battle and to lead them
home again. Horseriver lost sight of the second, I think, in his black
madness and despair. These warriors of the Old Weald-their duty to
their king is done; there remains only their king's duty to them. It's going
to be”-Ingrey sighed-“a long night.”
Ingrey looked around at the apprehensive revenants, pressing
close again, and raised his voice, though he was not sure he needed to;
within the bounds of Bloodfield, his voice carried. “Fear no stinting,
kinsmen! I will not end my watch till your long watch is done.”
A blond-bearded young man knelt, first of a long string of such
youths, many desperately mutilated. Ingrey released creature after
creature: boar and bear, horse and wolf, stag and lynx, hawk and
badger. Biast studied each man, as they passed through his hands, as
though looking in some disquieting mirror.
It had taken a cadre of Audar's troops two days to slay all these
here; Ingrey did not see how he was to release them all in a night, but
something odd seemed to be happening to time in this woods. He was
not sure if it was a variant upon what happened to his flow of
perception in his battle madness-a shaman skill-or if the gods had lent
some element of Their god-time, by which They attended to all souls in
the world both simultaneously and equally. Ingrey only knew that each
warrior was owed a moment at least of his hallow king's full regard;
and if the debt had not been Ingrey's to contract, it had still fallen to him
to pay. Heir indeed.
Then he wondered which he would come to the end of first, his
warriors or himself. Perhaps they would end together, in perfect
balance.
The Darthacan archers came forward midway through the night.
Ingrey puzzled mightily over them, for they bore no spirit beasts for him
to release. In what backwash of the uncanny their souls had been
caught up, by what concatenation of disrupted magic, god-gift, night
battle and bloody sacrifice they had been imprisoned here, he could not
imagine. He signed them in his blood all the same, they thanked him
with their eyes all the same, and he handed them off to their waiting
gods, all the same.
The Wolfcliff woman with the gold wolf's head arm rings gave
him a kiss upon the brow in return for his blessing of blood, then,
apparently in a moment of pure self-indulgence, a kiss upon the lips,
before she turned to Hallana. His lips stiffened with the chill of her
mouth, but her lips warmed to a faint color, like a memory of
happiness, so he thought it a fair trade.
Ingrey turned to Oswin. “Learned, what shall I do with these?”
He gestured to the revenants: unable to flee him, unwilling to come to
him.
Oswin took a deep breath and said reluctantly, as if reciting an
old lesson, “Heaven weeps, but free will is sacred. The meaning of yes
is created by the ability to say no. As a forced marriage is no marriage,
but instead the crime of rape. The gods either will not or cannot rape
our souls; in any case, They do not. To my knowledge,” the meticulous
scholar in him added.
These, too, died at Bloodfield; my duty to them does not
change. All the same. Ingrey unlocked his voice and ordered each
dark despairing revenant forward, and gave them their little gift of
blood, and freed their spirit beasts. And let them go. Most unraveled,
fading into utter nothingness, before they even reached the trees.
Two left now: the marshal-warrior, who had stood all night with
Ijada and the royal Wolfcliff banner; and the being beside whom-for
whom-he had once died at Bloodfield. It took most of Ingrey's
remaining strength to compel Horseriver forward to face him; they both
ended on their knees.
This one is not the same. Horseriver's spirit horse was gone,
his kingship rescinded, but the concatenation of souls remained,
generations of Horserivers still churning through his anguished form.
Tentatively, Ingrey reached for the shreds of Wencel in the mass, and
whispered, “Come.” And, louder, “Come!” A shudder ran through
the being in front of him, but no individual soul peeled out. Ingrey
wondered if he'd made a tactical mistake; if he had attempted
Horseriver first, before he'd been exhausted by this night, could he have
taken apart what Horseriver's long curse had welded together? Or was
this simply not within his earthly powers? He was almost certain it was
not. Almost.
“What is your whole desire?” Ingrey asked it. “Lost centuries
are not within my gift. The revenge of sundering these other souls from
the gods I have denied you, for that was not the right of your hallow
kingship, but its betrayal. What then is left? I would give you mercy if
you would take it.” The gods would give you rivers of it.
“Mercy,” whispered some of the voices of Horseriver, looking
to the gates, and “Mercy,” whispered the rest, looking away. One
word, encompassing opposite and exclusive boons. Could Ingrey, by
any physical or magical strength, wrestle this divided being to any altar?
Should he try?
Time had lingered for Ingrey this night, but time was running out.
If dawn came without a decision, what would happen? And if he
waited for dawn to carry the choice away from him, was that not itself
the same decision? If Ingrey fell into his judgment out of sheer
weariness, well, he would not be the first man or king to do so. He had
thought leading men into battle against impossible odds to be the most
fearsome task of a king, but this new impossibility enlightened him
vastly. He stared at Horseriver and thought, He must have been a
great-souled man, once, for the gods to desire him still, here in his
uttermost ruin.
He looked around at the witnesses: three Temple divines, two
princes, a princess, and the two royal banner-carriers, the quick and
the dead. Biast's earlier little flash of princely jealousy was entirely
drained from his face now. Not even he wanted the hallow kingship in
this moment. The marshal-warrior's watching face was without
expression.
Slowly, like thick smoke rising up from a pyre, Horseriver
dissipated, until soul-haze could not be told from the hanging fog. The
marshal-warrior's dead eyes closed, for a moment, as if it would spare
him the knowledge with the sight. Of all here, he was the only one
Ingrey was sure understood the choice. All the choices. The clearing
was very silent.
Ingrey tried to stand up, failed, and tried again. He stood a
moment with his hands on his knees, dizzy and faint. He did not think
he had lost enough blood this night to kill him, but the amount strewn
about on the ground and down his leathers was impressive nonetheless.
It always looks like more when it's spread around like that. Finally,
he straightened his back and looked at the last revenant, and at Ijada,
still holding up the wolf's head standard. High upon its steel point, a
shadow-heart still pulsed.
He bowed to the marshal-warrior. “I would ask one gift of you
in return, my lord bannerman. One moment more of your time.”
The marshal-warrior opened a hand in curious permission. All
my time now is your gift, sire, his eyes seemed to say.
Ingrey stepped forward and closed his hand around Ijada's
shoulder; she smiled wearily at him, her face pale and dirt-streaked and
luminous. Ingrey looked over the five of the sacred band. Yes
…“Learned Oswin, Learned Hallana, would you come here a
moment?”
They glanced at each other and trod near. “Yes, Ingrey?” said
Hallana.
“Would you each take one end of this, and hold it level. Not too
high.”
Ingrey turned to Ijada. “Take my hand.”
She touched his right hand uncertainly, careful of the damp red
mess, but he squeezed her fingers in return, and then she gripped more
tightly. He turned them both to face the horizontal staff.
“Jump over with me,” he said, “if we shall be allies in such nights
as this and lovers in all nights hereafter.”
“Ingrey…” She peered doubtfully at him, sideways through
escaped strands of hanging hair. “Are you asking me to marry you?”
More or less, he started to say, and thought the better of it. It
was only more. “Yes. You should marry a king. This is your great
chance.” He looked around; Oswin's sober face had lightened in
comprehension, and Hallana's had broken into a broad grin. “The
company of witnesses could not be improved: three Temple divines of
good character, two princes-one a poet who will doubtless immortalize
this moment before we've made it halfway back to Easthome-”
Jokol, who had loomed closer to see and hear, nodded
delightedly. “Ah, Ingorry, good work! Yes, jump, jump, Ijada! My
beautiful Breiga would like this one, yes!”
“A princess…” Ingrey cast a half bow somewhat uncertainly at
Fara, now sitting up somberly on the edge of the mound; she returned
him a grave but not disapproving jerk of her chin. “And one other.”
Ingrey nodded to the marshal-warrior; Ingrey had not known ghosts
could be bemused, but this one's surprised smile blessed him in
advance for this unexpected last use of his long-defended emblem.
“You can have other ceremonies later, if you like,” Ingrey added to
Ijada. “With better clothes or whatever. As many as you want. As long
as they're with me,” he added prudently.
“One or two is the usual limit,” Oswin rumbled from his end of
the pole, starting to smile.
Looking at each other, Ingrey and Ijada held hands and jumped.
Ingrey stumbled a little on the landing, as his head was
swimming, but Ijada steadied him. They exchanged one kiss, which
Ingrey began to make swift and promissory; Ijada captured his face
between her hands and made it more thorough. Yes, Ingrey thought,
pausing to feel the softness, the warmth, the faint hint of her teeth. This
is the only living Now.
They parted, trading pensive smiles, and Ingrey retrieved the
standard. The pulsing heart had vanished from the spearpoint. But
which of us received back which half? He wasn't sure he knew.
The marshal-warrior knelt on one knee, undid his graying braids
from his gold belt, and held his head up before him. Ingrey knelt, too,
and shook down one last generous splash of blood to smear across the
furrowed brow. The old spirit stallion he released was very worn, but
Ingrey thought it must have been a fine fast beast in its time, for this
night it flew.
The marshal-warrior rose whole: he rolled his shoulders as if in
relief and nodded solemnly at Ingrey. He then turned and reached for
Learned Oswin's hand, and, not looking back again, was gone.
The real darkness flowed in across Ingrey's eyes for the first
time that night; only then did he become truly aware that he had been
seeing, with unnatural clarity, by ghost-light for most of the hours past.
Jokol grunted and hurried to stir up a small fire, unnoticed by Ingrey,
that he had evidently built to warm Fara sometime during the night while
waiting for devotees of his Lady to present themselves. The orange light
licked up to gild the tired faces that now huddled around it.
What, indeed? He straightened up and stared at it, discomfited.
It felt as solid under his hand as the Horseriver staff Fara had broken,
but it had not come from the outer world, and Ingrey doubted he could
carry it back there, beyond the borders of the Wounded Woods. He
was equally doubtful that it would survive the dawn, presaged by a faint
gray tinge in the mists that drifted through the gnarled trees. Ingrey's
hallow kingship was more bounded by space and time and need than
Biast perhaps realized, or the prince-marshal would not look so
uneasily at him, Ingrey thought.
He was disinclined to hand his standard humbly to Biast,
politically prudent as that might seem. It was Wolfcliff not Stagthorne, it
was a thing of the night not the day, and anyway, anyway…Let him
earn his own.
“In the Old Weald,” said Ingrey, “the royal banner-carrier
guarded the standard from the death of the old king to the investment of
the new.” And now I know why. “Then it was broken, and the pieces
burned on the pyre of the dead king, if events made such ceremony
possible.” And if not, he began to suspect, someone had made it up as
best he could out of inspiration, urgency, and whatever came to hand.
He looked around a little vaguely. “Ijada, we must cleanse this ground
as well, before we leave this place. With fire, I think. And we must go
soon.”
“Before the sun rises?” she asked.
“That feels right.”
“You should know.”
“I do.”
She followed his gaze around. “My stepfather's forester said
these trees were diseased. He wanted to fire the woods then, but I
wouldn't let him.”
“It is your realm.”
“Only till dawn. Tomorrow it is yours again.” He glanced aside
at Biast, to see if he took the hint.
“Perhaps it is as well,” sighed Ijada. “Perhaps it is necessary.
Perhaps it is…time. What, um,” she moistened her lips, “what of
Wencel's body?”
Learned Lewko said uneasily, “I don't think we can carry it out
with us now. Our beasts were used hard yesterday, and will have
burden enough getting us back to the main roads. Someone will have to
be sent back for it. Should we build a little cairn, to protect it from the
wild beasts and birds till then?”
“The last Horseriver king never had his warrior's pyre,” Ingrey
said. “No one here did, except for a few trapped in burning huts that
night, I suppose. I don't know if burying them all in pits was a
theological act of Audar's, or part of his magic and curse, or just
military efficiency. The more I learn of Bloodfield, the more I think no
one really knew, even at the time. It is late; it is the last hour. We will
fire the woods.” For Wencel. For all of them.
Ijada moistened a cautious finger and held it in the air. “The
wind's a little in the east, such as it is. It should do even if the rain
doesn't come on.”
Ingrey nodded. “Biast, gentlemen, can you help Fara get out?
Can someone collect the horses?”
“I can do that!” said Hallana brightly, and took everyone but
Oswin aback by stepping up onto the mound, turning to the four
quarters, and calling loudly and rather maternally through her cupped
hands, “Horses! Horses!”
Oswin looked a trifle pained, but appeared not in the least
surprised when after a few minutes a crashing and crunching through
the undergrowth announced the arrival of their several abandoned
mounts, trailing reins and snorting anxiously. Jokol and Lewko, at
Ingrey's nod, had quietly collected more dry deadfall from the margins
of the clearing and discreetly piled it around Wencel's body. Lewko
took charge of Wencel's purse, rings, and other items of interest to his
future heirs at law. Ijada tucked the broken pieces of the Horseriver
banner atop the pile. Hallana helped the widowed princess mount her
horse. The company straggled into the foggy shadows in the direction
of the marsh. Fara never looked back.
“Yes,” said Ingrey. “Make for the gate of thorns. We will catch
you up.”
Gravely, Ijada took the standard, backed a few paces, and held
the black-and-red banner in the fire till it caught alight. She handed the
staff to Ingrey. Ingrey gripped it tightly in both hands, closed his eyes,
and heaved it skyward. He opened his eyes again, grabbed Ijada's
hand, and prepared to dodge whatever fell back. If anything.
Instead, the staff spun up and burst into a hundred burning
shards, which rained down all around.
“Oh,” said Ijada in a tone of surprise. “I thought we would have
to walk through the woods with torches for a while, finding dry brush
piles…”
“I think not,” said Ingrey, and began to tow her toward Biast,
who was staring back wide-eyed in the growing yellow light. “But it's
time to go. Yes, definitely.” Somewhere in the woods behind them,
something very, very dry went up with a roar and a fountain of sparks.
“Briskly, even.”
Biast's horse jittered despite its weariness, but the
prince-marshal kept pace with them as they wound through the
misshapen trees back toward the marsh. He eyed Ingrey and Ijada as if
trying to decide which of them to pull up behind him on his horse and
gallop for it, if the wind shifted. Happily, in Ingrey's view, because he
did not have the energy for another argument tonight, the faint breeze
didn't shift, and the ring of fire crept out from its center at no more than
a walking pace. They reached the edge of the woods if not well in
advance of the flames' steady destruction, sufficiently so.
Lewko helped Ingrey down from Biast's horse. Ingrey was
shivering badly now, in the dawn cold. Seeing Lewko draw Ingrey's
arm over his shoulders to escort him to the campfire, Hallana
abandoned Fara, who was being hovered over by Hergi as well, and
hurried to them. Ingrey found her low mutter of Dratsab! more
alarming than his own weakness.
She frowned medically. “Get him hot drinks and hot food,
swiftly,” she ordered Bernan and Oswin. “And whatever blankets and
cloaks we have.”
Ingrey sank down on a saddle pad, because standing was no
longer quite feasible.
“Has he spent too much blood?” Ijada asked her in worry.
Hallana replied, a little too indirectly, “He'll be all right if we can
get him warmed up and fed.”
Hergi appeared with her leather case, and Ingrey endured yet
another washing and rebandaging of his crusted right hand, though the
wound was closed-again-and the bruises green and fading. Others
bustled about with what seemed to him needless excitement,
scavenging food and blankets and building up the fire. Ingrey was tired,
breathless, and dizzy, and his chilled shaking threatened to spill the
odd-tasting herb tea from his cup before he could get it to his numb
lips, but Ijada plied him repeatedly with refills and what bits of fare the
camp could supply. Better still, she huddled under his blankets with him
to share the warmth of her own body, warming his hands with hers.
Eventually the shudders stopped, and then he was merely very, very
tired.
“I had escorted Hallana to interrogate Ijada that night. We were
talking together when Ijada became most upset, insisting something dire
must have just befallen you.”
“I could not feel you anymore,” Ijada put in. “I feared you had
been killed.” She would have inched closer, but they were out of inches
already; her arm around him tightened instead.
“Horseriver stole our bond.”
“Ah!” she breathed.
Lewko raised a curious eyebrow at this, but elected to go on
with his narrative. “Lady Ijada insisted we go investigate. Hallana
agreed. I…decided not to argue. Your Rider Gesca also decided not
to argue, at least not with Hallana, though he followed along for the
sake of his warden's duty. We all four walked up to Horseriver's
palace, where they told us you had gone to the hallow king's bedside.
Then up to the hallow king's hall, where we found Biast at his father's
deathbed saying you had all gone back to the earl's. We knew we had
not missed you in the dark. Hallana got, well, the way she gets
sometimes, and led us to the earl's stables.”
“That must have been quite a scene,” Ingrey remarked.
“To say the least. Biast had been unconvinced of anything
untoward beyond his sister's usual illness, till then. From that point on,
no one could have been more urgent in pursuit. Hallana hurried off to
fetch Oswin and Bernan and their wagon, and found Prince Jokol
talking to Oswin-he still wants a divine to carry back to his island-and
she brought everyone. I was uncertain about taking this unruly mob
upon the road, but, well, I can count to five. At least”-Lewko
sighed-“Jokol didn't bring his ice bear.”
“Yes,” said Ijada. “But I talked him out of it. He is a very sweet
man.”
Ingrey chose to let that pass without remark.
Lewko continued, “That was the point at which I decided the
gods must be on our side-how does one say five gods help Them
when it is the gods?-just imagine this same jaunt with the ice bear.” He
shuddered. “Fafa would have had to ride in the wagon, I suppose,
although the beast is big enough to ride.” He blinked for a moment,
looking reflective. “I wonder…do you suppose this whole quest for a
divine was a ploy on the beautiful Breiga's part to get rid of the bear
before it ended up sleeping at the foot of her marriage bed?”
Ijada's eyes lit, and she giggled. “Or worse, on it. Possibly. She
sounds a determined lady. For pity's sake, don't suggest that in Jokol's
hearing.”
“I wouldn't dream of it.” Lewko rubbed the grin from his mouth
and continued, “Biast thrust everything in Easthome onto Hetwar's
shoulders, which I think are sturdy enough to hold them. We were on
the river road pelting north not four hours after you three had left
Easthome. After that it was all commandeering Temple courier horses
and royal mail station remounts, and taking turns resting in the wagon,
all the way to Badgerbridge.”
“You took the main road straight there?” said Ingrey,
considering a mental map. “That would have saved some time. We
took a lesser track when we turned west, for secrecy I think.”
“Yes. There appeared never to be any doubt about where we
were going. Such a deluge of dreams! I did not see why, until…well. I
have now seen why. We traded the wagon for fresh mounts and
outraced the prince-marshal's escort out of Badgerbridge; they may yet
catch us up, if they have not lost themselves in Ijada's forest, here.”
Ijada nodded thoughtfully, as she considered this possibility.
“The forester is with them; they will find their way eventually, maybe by
another pass.” She glanced out over the valley. “The smoke must draw
them, if nothing else.”
He unclutched the blanket from around his neck and sat on it, his
arms wound about his knees, and stared into the graying gulf of mist
and smoke. The earlier hot bright yellow that had seared the dark was
dying down to a sullen red ring, black in the growing middle. The
bloody light reflected off the undersides of the charcoal-colored clouds;
far off, Ingrey heard a faint rumble of thunder reverberate through the
serried hills, and the heavy scent of the coming rain mixed in his nostrils
with the stink of smoke. He wondered if the morning after the original
massacre had looked and smelled like this, and if Audar himself had
also paused upon this spot to reflect on what clashing kings had
wrought.
Biast strolled over to stand beside him, his arms crossed, staring
out likewise, as if sociably. The prince-marshal was a little too drawn to
bring off the illusion, but Ingrey spread his hand in invitation
nonetheless, and Biast sank down next to him. Biast's tired sigh was not
feigned.
“What will you do now?” Biast inquired of him.
“Sleep, I hope. Before we must ride.”
“I meant more generally.”
I know you did. Ingrey sighed, then a small smile turned his
mouth. “After that, I shall pursue a courtier's supreme ambition-”
He made the slightest of pauses, to give Biast time to tense.
“-and marry a rich heiress, and retire to a life of ease on her
country estates.” He waved about at the enclosing hills.
“Well, she may find a task or two to which to turn my hand.”
“She may,” said Biast, surprised into a chuckle.
“If she is not hanged.”
Biast grimaced and waved away this concern. “That will not
happen. Not after this. If you do not trust in me and Hetwar, well, I do
think Oswin and Lewko will have a thing or two to say about it. Among
such a fellowship, some sensible path to justice must be found.
And”-his voice grew hesitant not in doubt, but in a kind of
shyness-“mercy.”
“Good,” Ingrey sighed.
“Thank you for saving Fara's life. More than once, if she tells me
true. Making you her guard wolf was one of my luckier decisions, if
luck it was.”
Ingrey shrugged. “I did no more than my duty to you, nor less
than any man's duty to his conscience.”
“Any man could not have done what I saw you do last night.”
Biast stared at his feet, not meeting Ingrey's eyes. “If you chose to be
more now-to reach for my father's seat-I do not know who could stand
against you. Wolf king.” Not I, his bowed shoulders seemed to add.
Now he comes to it. Ingrey pointed outward. “My kingdom
measured two miles by four, its population included not one breathing
soul, and my whole reign ran from one dusk to one dawn. The dead
did but lend my kingship to me, and in the end I handed it back. As any
king must do; your father, for one.” Although not Horseriver: one root
of the problem had lain in that, to be sure. “You, too, prince, come
your turn.”
Upon consideration, Ingrey's geography lacked a dimension, he
decided. Eight square miles by four centuries-or more, for all of the
history of the Old Weald had surely concentrated itself upon this patch
of ground that fatal night, to be so thoroughly dislocated thereafter.
Like the abyss beneath the deceptive surface of a lake that this valley
floor resembled, time went down unimaginably far beneath this ground-
all the way down. My domain is larger than it looks. He decided
not to trouble Biast with these reflections, but said only, “If any kingship
lingers on me, this little realm will content it.”
“Tell me true, Lord Ingrey,” said Biast suddenly. He turned to
look Ingrey full in the face for almost the first time. “What makes the
hallow kingship hallowed?”
Ingrey hesitated so long in answering, Biast began to turn away
again in disappointment, when Ingrey blurted, “Faith.” And at the
puzzled pinch of Biast's brows, clarified: “Keeping it.”
Biast's lips made an unvoiced O, as though something sharp had
pierced him through the heart. He sank back wordlessly. He said
nothing for a rather long time. They sat together in more companionable
silence as the glimmering fires crept across the ground below, in the last
deconsecration of Holytree and Bloodfield's belated pyre.
EPILOGUE
I NGREY LEFT IJADA'S FOREST THAT AFTERNOON CLINGING dizzily
to his saddle, his horse towed by one of Biast's late-arriving
guardsmen. He spent most of the following week flat on his back in
Ijada's stepparents' house in Badgerbridge. But as soon as he could
stand up without blacking out, he and Ijada were married-or married
again-in the house's parlor, and then he had her fair company by night
as well as day in his convalescent chamber. Some things one didn't
need to get out of bed to accomplish.
Prince Biast and his retinue had hurried back to Easthome and
the prince's duties there; news of his election as hallow king arrived the
day after the wedding. Prince Jokol and Ottovin lingered just long
enough to enliven the wedding party, and to amaze the town of
Badgerbridge, then took horse on the southern road to return to their
ship.
Fara settled swiftly into a very private widowhood, under her
brother's protection. If her spirit horse rendered her less a prize for
some new political marriage, she seemed more grimly pleased than
regretful. Her sick headaches did not recur.
Just exactly how Lewko and Oswin between them produced a
divine for Prince Jokol, Ingrey never found out, but he and Ijada did
come down to the docks to bid the island prince and his comrades
farewell. The young divine looked nervous and clung to the ship's rail as
though he expected to get seasick going downriver, but seemed very
brave and determined. Fafa the ice bear, in a move of swift wit on
someone's part, was gifted to King Biast as an ordination present, and
took up residence on a nearby farm, with his own pond to swim in.
Withal, snow was flying by the time Ingrey and Ijada rode out of
Easthome free, on the southeastern road toward the Lure Valley, with
Learned Lewko's expert company. Ingrey spurred them all onward
despite the cold. That he was too late about this business was all too
probable-but that he might be just too late seemed unendurable. They
came to the confluence of the Lure and the Birchbeck on the winter
solstice, the Father's Day, an accident of timing that gave Ingrey's heart
hope despite his reason and the learned saint's advice.
“Of course,” said Ingrey, with a polite nod. Islin returned the
courtesy and took himself out of the great hall.
Ingrey glanced around. A couple of good beeswax candles in
silvered sconces cast a warm honeyed flicker over the chamber; a fire
burning low in the stone fireplace drove back some of the chill. Beyond
the window slits, only midnight darkness lurked, though the gurgle of
the fast-flowing Birchbeck, not yet frozen over though its banks were
rimed with ice, came up faintly through them. The room was much the
same as on the fateful day he and his father had received their wolf
sacrifices here, and yet…not. It is smaller and more rustic than I
remembered. How can a stone-walled room grow smaller?
Ijada said in a worried voice, “Your cousin seemed very
reserved all through dinner. Do you think our spirit animals disturb him?”
Ingrey's lips twitched up in a brief, unfelt smile. “Perhaps a little.
But I think mostly he's wondering if I mean to use my new influence at
court to take back his patrimony.” Islin was only a little older than
Ingrey, and had inherited his seat from Ingrey's uncle some three years
past.
“Would you wish to?” Ijada asked curiously.
Ingrey's brows bent. “No. Too many bad memories haunt this
place; they overtop my good ones and sink them. I would rather leave
them all behind. Save for one.”
Ijada nodded to Lewko. “So, saint. What does your holy sight
reveal? Is Islin right? Are there no ghosts here?”
Ingrey lifted his head, closed his eyes, and sniffed. “From time to
time, it seems I smell an odd little dankness in the air. But at this time of
year, that's no surprise.” He opened his eyes again. “Ijada?”
“I am too untutored to be certain, I'm afraid. Learned?”
Lewko shrugged. “If the god will touch me tonight, any ghosts
nearby will be attracted to the aura. Not by any spell of mine, you
understand; it just happens. I will pray for my second sight to be
shared. The gods are in your debt, Ingrey, Ijada; if only you can
receive, I think They will give. Compose yourselves to quietude, and
we shall see.” Lewko signed himself, closed his eyes, and clasped his
hands loosely before him. He seemed to settle into himself; his lips
moved, barely, on his silent prayer.
Ingrey did his best to quell all desire, will, and fear in his own
mind; he wondered if just being very, very tired would be enough,
instead.
At length Lewko opened his eyes again, stepped forward, and
wordlessly kissed first Ijada, then Ingrey on their foreheads. His lips
were cool, but Ingrey felt a strange welcome warmth flush through him.
He blinked.
“Oh!” said Ijada, looking with interest around the chamber.
“Learned, is that one?” She pointed; Ingrey saw a faint pale blob
floating past, circling in toward Lewko, scarcely more substantial than a
puff of breath in frosty moonlight.
“Aye,” said Lewko, following her gaze. “There is nothing to fear,
mind you, though much to pity. That soul is long sundered, fading and
powerless.”
To imply that Ijada, who had shared the terror and triumph at
Bloodfield, might fear a ghost seemed absurd to Ingrey. His own fears
lay on another level. “Learned, could it be my father?”
“No,” Ingrey admitted.
“Then it is some other, long lost. Dying beyond death.” Lewko
signed the Five at it, and it drifted back into the walls.
“Why would the god lend us this sight, if there was nothing to
see?” said Ingrey. “It makes no sense. There must be more.”
Lewko looked around the now-empty chamber. “Let us make a
little patrol around the castle, then, and see what turns up. But
Ingrey-don't hope too hard. The ghosts of Bloodfield had great spells
and all the life of that dire ground to sustain them beyond their time.
Lord Ingalef, I fear, had none of that.”
“He had his wolf,” said Ingrey stubbornly. “It might have made
some difference.” At his tone, Ijada's hand found his, and squeezed;
they left the chamber arm in arm, and took the opposite direction in the
corridor from Lewko, the better to quarter the castle while this gift of
second sight lasted.
In the bleak winter darkness the castle was cold and dank even
without ghosts, but Ingrey found his night sight keener than heretofore.
They paced the corridors and chambers, Ijada trailing her hand over
the walls. Exiting the main keep, they circled the buildings along the
inner bailey wall; in the shadows of the stable, warm with the breath
and bodies of the horses, Ijada whispered, “Look, another!”
The pale mist circled them both as if in anxiety, but then faded
again.
“Was it…?” asked Ijada.
“I think not. It was simple like the first. Let us go on.”
As they trod across the snow in the narrow courtyard, Ingrey
muttered, “I am too late. I should have come earlier.”
“But it rides me to know that there might have once been a time
for rescue, and it slipped through my hands. I scarcely know whether
to blame myself, or my uncle, or the Temple, or the gods…”
“Blame none, then. My mother and father both died before their
times. Yes, they went to their gods, which was some consolation to me,
but-not enough. Never enough. Death is not a performance to rate
ourselves upon, or berate ourselves upon either.”
He squeezed her hand in return and bent to kiss her hair in the
moonlight.
They made their way up the inner steps of the wall and along the
sentry walk to the battlement's highest point, above the river, and
paused to look out across the steep valley of the Birchbeck. The water
of the stream rippled like black silk between the steel sheen of the
spreading ice along its banks. The snow cover on the slopes caught the
light of the westering moon in a pale blue glow, webbed with the bare
tree branches like charcoal strokes, save where stands of black fir
marked the rises, or clusters of holly made mystery in the dells. The
bare boles of the birches blended with the snow and shadows, eluding
the eye.
They stood for a time, gazing out. Ijada shivered despite her
woolens, and Ingrey wrapped himself around her like a cloak. She
smiled gratefully over her shoulder. You warm me just as much as I
warm you, love…
For once, Ingrey sensed the revenant before Ijada, although she
felt him stiffen and instantly turned her head to follow his glance. A few
paces away floated a shape like mist in the moonlight, denser than the
others had been, elongated, almost a man length. Within it, another
shadow lurked, like smoke shrouded by fog.
Ingrey's arms spasmed around Ijada, then released her. “Fetch
Learned Lewko, hurry!”
Ingrey stood silent, scarcely daring to breathe, lest this image
fade or flee like the others. A head end it seemed to have, and feet, but
he could not discern any features. His imagination tried to paint it with
his father's face, but a chilled realization came over him that he no
longer remembered exactly what Lord Ingalef had looked like. His
father's appearance had never greatly mattered to Ingrey; it was his
solid presence that had warmed, and his rumbling voice, resonating in a
chest to which a child-ear pressed, that had promised safety.
The illusion of safety. I might now become a father in my
turn, and I cannot give such perfect safety. It was always an
illusion. Will my own children forgive me, when they find out?
Rapid footsteps scrunching through the snow and heavy
breathing heralded the return of Ijada with the divine, making their way
up the steep steps to this high point. Lewko paused at the top, gazing
past Ingrey at the smoky revenant. “Ingrey, is it…?
“I…” Ingrey started to say, I think so, but changed it to, “Yes. I
am sure of it. Learned, what should I do? I wanted to ask a thousand
questions, but it has no mouth. I don't think it can speak. I don't even
know if it can hear me.”
“I believe you're right. The time for questions and answers
seems past. You can only cleanse it, and release it. That is what a
shaman does, it seems.”
“And when he's cleansed and released, will the Father of Winter
take him up? Or is he sundered beyond recall? Are there no rites you
can offer to help him?”
“He had his funeral rites long ago, Ingrey. You can do what you
can do, which is cleanse him; I can pray. But if it has been too long,
there will not be enough of him left to assent to the god, and then not
even the god can do more. It may be that all you can do is release him
from this thrall.”
“To nothingness.”
“Like Horseriver.” Horseriver's hatred of irrevocable time made
more sense to Ingrey now.
“Somewhat.”
“What is the use of me, if I can send four thousand
stranger-souls to their proper gods, but not the four-thousand-first that
matters most to me?”
“I do not know.”
“And that is the sum of Temple wisdom?”
“It is the sum of my wisdom, and all the truth I know.”
Was Temple wisdom like a father's safety, then, an illusion? And
it always had been? Would you rather Lewko told you comforting
lies? Ingrey could not walk back through that veil of time and
experience to a child's sight again, and wasn't sure he would if he could.
Ijada stepped forward and laid a hand upon his shoulder, lending the
comfort of her presence, if not the comfort of some more desirable
answer. He let himself absorb the warmth of her body against his for a
moment, then touched her hand for release and stepped forward.
From a pouch on his belt he fumbled out a fine new penknife,
purchased in Easthome for this moment. The thin blade reflected the
face of the moon in a brief blink. Ijada gritted her teeth along with
Ingrey as he took it in his left hand and pressed the edge into his right
index finger. He squeezed his fist and raised his hand to the top of the
fog-shape.
The drops fell through onto the trampled snow in a spatter of
small black circles.
Ingrey's breath drew in, and he clutched the knife harder.
Lewko barely caught his arm as he made to stab his hand more deeply.
“No, Ingrey,” Lewko whispered. “If a drop will not bless it,
neither will a bucketful.”
Ingrey exhaled slowly as Lewko let go again, and tucked the
knife back in the pouch. Whatever of his hallow kingship lingered in his
blood, it seemed it had no power over this. I had to try.
“Whatever you thought you were about, the thing you began
here is finished, and done well. Your sacrifice was not in vain.” He
thought of adding I forgive you, then thought better of it. Fatuous,
foolish, hardly to the point now. After a moment he merely said, “I love
you, Father.” And, after another, “Come.”
The dark wolf-smoke spun out from the pale fog and through his
fingers, and away.
More slowly, the frost-fog dissipated as well, with a last faint
blue sparkle.
“The god did not take him up,” Ingrey whispered.
“He would if He could have,” Lewko murmured back. “The
Father of Winter, too, weeps at this loss.”
Ingrey was not weeping, yet, although little trembles ran through
his body. He could feel the second sight fading from his eyes, the gift
returned. Ijada came to him again and tied a strip of clean linen around
his finger. They wound their arms around each other.
“Well…” Learned Lewko signed them both. “It is finished.” His
voice grew more gentle. “Will you not come in out of the cold, my lord
and lady?”
“Soon,” sighed Ingrey. “Moonset over the Birchbeck is worth a
shiver or two.”
“If you say so.” Lewko smiled and, with a nod of farewell,
clutched his coat about himself and made his way down the steps,
careful now on the ice.
Ingrey stepped behind Ijada and rested his chin on her shoulder,
the both of them staring out over the valley.
“No, it wasn't. But it was better than nothing, and vastly better
than never knowing. At least all is concluded, here. I can go and not
look back.”
“This was your childhood home.”
“It was. But I am not a child anymore.” He hugged her a little
fiercely, squeezing a breath of a laugh from her belly. “My home has a
new name, and she is called Ijada. There will I abide.”
Her warm laugh now was voiced, enough to make moon-mist
before her lips.
“Besides,” he said, “I expect Badgerbridge is warmer in the
winter than Birchgrove, am I not right?”
“In the valleys, yes. There is snow enough on the upper slopes,
should you miss it.”
“Very good.”
After a dozen slowing breaths, he added, “He did not seem to
be in any great pain or torment. So. I have seen my fate. I will not fear
it.”
Ijada said thoughtfully, “Mine and Fara's, too, if you do not
outlive us to cleanse our souls in turn.”
“I scarcely know which order dismays me more.” He turned her
to face him, and stared in worry into her eyes, wide and dark with a
faint amber rim in the blue shadows. “I must pray I may go last,
mourning and unmourned. I don't know how I'll bear it.”
“Ingrey.” She placed her chilled hands on either side of his face,
and brought it directly before her intent gaze. “A year ago, could you
even have imagined, let alone predicted, standing here being what you
now are?”
“No.”
“Neither could I have imagined me. So perhaps we should not
be so sure of our future fate, either. What we don't know of it is vastly
larger than what we do, and will surely not stop surprising us.”
“Then let their vote rule your mind in this, as well.”
“Ah.” The bleak midnight mood was losing its hold upon him, in
favor of her wool-wrapped warmth.
She added, “It is premature to call yourself the last shaman, too,
I think. You yourself could make more great beasts and spirit mages.”
“I would not send any other into this state unless I knew they
could find a way out again.”
“Indeed. And do you think the Temple must always oppose the
old forest magics? If they came in some fresh version, reformed to our
new days?”
“That would take much thought. Five gods know we've seen the
troubles the old ways can cause.”
“Yet the Temple manages its sorcerers, and not perfectly. Look
at poor Cumril, for one. But they manage well enough to go on with.
And we both know divines who are capable of much thought, now.”
“Huh.” His eyes narrowed in a hint of hope.
“You are very arrogant, wolf-lord.” Her hands gave his head a
tiny, reproving shake.
“Ah? What now, sweet cat?”
“How can you say that multitudes yet unborn shall not mourn
you greatly? It is not yours to dictate their hearts.”
“Do you prophesy, lady?” he inquired lightly, but even as he
spoke a shiver ran through his belly, as though he had heard a weirding
voice.
Her lips were warm, like rising sunlight chasing an icy moon. She
rubbed her face against his, sighing contentedly. But then added, “Your
nose is cold, wolfling. You are not so hairy that I take this as a sign of
health in you. If we are ever to be ancestors and not just descendants,
perhaps we should return to that feather bed your cousin promised us.”
He snickered and released her. “Aye, to bed then, for the sake
of our posterity!”
“And I can thaw my feet on your back,” she added practically.
Ingrey yipped in mock-dismay, and was graced with her fairest
laugh yet. The sound lifted his heart like a promise of dawn, in this
longest night of the year.
Arm in arm, they descended the snowy steps.
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